Saturday, September 16, 2017

Jesus be like "WHAT THE BLEEP IS THIS!? DON'T GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!!!"

I named my post "What the bleep" and right after I posted it I see my friend Katherine had posted the above photo. What a synchronicity! 


"JESUS = JEEZE, HE'S US! :-O"
Joke between my beloved and I



I love the part in fairy tales
That's very near the end
When all the kingdom cheers for their new queen;
And all is well and all is good
And everyone belongs,
And happily they're ever-aftering.

But when I enter the kingdom of dreams
And face the promise of all I can be
Will they see me as a heroine?
Tell me, will they let me in?

I love the hour the seasons change
And winter turns to spring,
And empty branches welcome newborn leaves.
The earth makes room for every flower
That reaches for the sun;
"We're glad you've come" is whispered on the breeze.

But when I enter the spring of my dreams
Just like a wildflower that burst on the scene,
Will I find my place with a gentle wind?
Tell me, will they let me in?

And if a heart's breaking.
A part of me's aching
To show them how much that I care.
But if no one lets me
Or turns and forgets me, then how,
How can I share?

There is a part of fairy tales
That's very near the end;
The princess and the prince proclaim their love,
And hearts are healed and souls are changed
And two blend into one,
All orchestrated by the stars above.

But when I stand at the door of my dreams
And face a lonely heart calling for me,
I could fill that emptiness within
If that heart would let me in.
Won't someone let me in?



I've been contemplating this whole change Doreen Virtue is choosing. I have my own opinion on the whole situation. I feel she is succumbing to the confusion that is happening on a global level! We need to remove ourselves from mass consciousness right now- UNPLUG! Don't retreat to the old!
I Had heard on one of my groups a few weeks ago what shes doing and i LOLed and didnt believe she would do that. i couldn't fathom it. Then today happened and her video popped up on my YouTube.

Like why would anyone choose to walk away from who they truly are as messengers! To so easily cast away the greater dream available to us. I just saw a legit video of her and i felt like a crazy person screaming at a football player making a score for the wrong team! The total "WHAT THE FUCK! No no no!!!!" I laugh at such people so i have to laugh at the fact i had such a reaction. I was choking by the end of the video and comments.






I'm being triggered- but even the cards SHE CREATED to help me commune with God tell me there is major past life healing needed here! I love her Flower Essence cards and the Forget - Me - Not came out. I need to heal the past and bring healing into the present.

ALL CHRISTIANS AND THOSE IN FEAR NEED TO DO THIS! Including Doreen Virtue! unless her conversion to Christianity forces her to believe that our souls are not eternal (even though there is TONS of scientific proof out there proving we are) and thus falls into the false belief that reincarnation is not possible and thus neither are past lives. Mother Mary of JESUS - presented herself directly in my own upheaval and confusion of her choice to denounce it all.

My first experience with Tarot was through a JEWISH woman - a woman named Golda who brought them out when I was in separation with my ex husband in 2011 and going through very painful times. I was freaking out at first - but always curious. She had explained she is only playing with the energies of the present - reading emotions. So I liked the idea of using cards this way and started using them online.

These cards I use to connect directly to Mother Marys energy and she's who came out of the cauldron of cards i have on my alter along with two dream cards not by Doreen.

Mary stated that I am being lovingly brutally honest with myself and others: that I am hearing truth. I am extended Grace in this moment. I am filled with the same beauty, poise and Divine perfection as all of God's other creations. The dreamer cards presented "ex" which is where we need to Reunite with a lost aspect of our Soul... maybe for some that is "Jesus" at this time. Or someone biblical. I also received "the key" which says to seek no further in because my "aha moment" is at hand. Boy did i have a lot of such moments writing this.

Epic fail for Doreen in my human oppinion! She took a total step back ages into the 3D collective energy of fear! My heart is literally breaking for her. And our planet.



I also feel like she has abandoned our Planet and the Elites will use her to severely effect the massive awakening process currently at hand - she will confuse many who are just as uncertain who they are as she is. MASS SEPARATION is all this is causing - giving christian ammunition. She needs to visit the HOKEY POKEY CLINIC and get herself turned around! Seriously. Everyone does



Me and my "carrot wand" making GREEN SOUP last night! Doing some food Alchemy and centering with Gaia - Praising Jesus for sustinance!

Purna Ananda states perfectly how I feel with this
and the main lesson of this blog. 

WE ARE PAGANS IN NAME OF GOD.
WE LOVE OUR MOTHER EARTH AS FATHER LOVES HER. 
AND OUR IS THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH.
GODDESS IS THAT EVERYTHING,
THAT I AM NOTHING WITHOUT. 
THEY SAID NATURE IS NOT OF GOD.
THEY SAID GOD IS NOT IN NATURE.
SO THEY COULD ABUSE HER IN ALL HER FORMS. 
SUBDUE HER, CONSUME HER AND EXPLOIT HER. 
THEY TURNED THE WORLD UPSIDE DOWN 
IN NAME OF GOD.
AND GOD WAS VERY SAD FOR THAT.
WHERE MOTHER IS ABUSED IN NAME OF GOD 
WORLD IS TURNED INTO HELL. 
GOD LEAVES SUCH WORLD OUT OF SADNESS. 
FOR HE LOVES HER MORE THEN HIMSELF.
AND RELIGIONS RULE WITH NO GOD IN TIME.
FOR DEVIL HATED GOD SO MUCH.
THAT HE ABUSED HIS BELOVED IN HIS NAME. 
I AM NOT RELIGIOUS, I AM LOVING. 
EYE LOVE MY MOTHER IN ALL HER FORMS 
AS ABOVE SO BELLOW ON EARTH.
I AM HERE FOR MOTHER.
TO LOVE HER AS GOD LOVES HER 
IN NAME OF JESUS AND ALL THE MASTERS.
I AM HERE TO FULFIL THE MOTHER'S PLAN.
GOD LOVES ME FOR THAT AS HIMSELF.
ARM OF OLD MAN IS ON MY SHOULDERS.
TO FULFIL MOTHERS PLAN IS WILL OF FATHER. 
HELL IS TURNED BACK TO HEAVENS ON EARTH,
WHERE MOTHER IS LOVED, 
AND GOD RETURNS IN ALL THE HEAVENLY SPLENDOR.
FOR SHE IS THAT EVERYTHING, 
THAT I AM NOTHING WITHOUT. 
SHE IS THE GOLDEN HOME OF GOD THAT I AM.







In this video she did not have the same confidence in her body language and words as she has over all the years with her Angel work. I feel like the church- NOT THE HOLY SPIRIT OR TRUE HEART- was forcing her to do this; i have succumbed to this fear through conditioning in my family and world around it; now i know i was meant to be a rebel against it- Eye am one to fall suit in the footsteps of Christ and wear the armor of God and remain strong as a warrior in Christs name while also utilizing Divination and bringing Heaven to Earth NOW!




Its either that or shes bored and attempting to gain attention from the new audience of Christians who will be fearfully retreating to Christianity during these apocalyptic times because thats what they where conditioned to do! The left behind books are perfect examples! The awakening does NOT have to take that course unless the collective chooses it! Doreen is a smart business woman. The next Joel Olsteen in the making! Thats my feeling and if she was genuine there wouldnt be so many contradicting stories in regards to her right now. She keeps contradicting her own words and stuttering in her video!




All i know is Prophecy is really playing out here and people are starting to freak out- will seek salvation. I'm here to tell them its not through the bible. I love scripture and a good percent of it has truth and beauty- the rest is programmed dogma from the Elites to keep you under control. These are the lower vibrational beings you fear deceiving you and perpetuate into the collective the fear that they can- exerting your power more into them by perpetuation thought and energy into its existence- they already are if youre putting full faith in the bible and NOT THINKING FOR YOURSELF AND TAPPING INTO YOUR DIVINE KNOWING!



Let it rain, let it rain
Oh won't you let it rain
Let the storm rage
Let the water run higher
Let it rain, let it rain
Oh won't you let it rain
Baptized in a river of fire

The storm’s here
I’m so high
Thunder’s calling me, I’m going outside
The sky cracks
The wind stings
I want to feel you strike me down with lightning

Let it rain, let it rain
Oh won't you let it rain
Let the storm rage
Let the water run higher
Let it rain, let it rain
Oh won't you let it rain
Baptized in a river of fire
Let the storm rage
Let the water run higher
Baptize me in a river of fire

I cry out
For glory
I wanna drown in your wrath and fury
I feel your need
I taste your pain
Show me what you got
Bring on the hurricane

Let it rain, let it rain
Oh won't you let it rain
Let the storm rage
Let the water run higher
Let it rain, let it rain
Oh won't you let it rain
Baptized in a river of fire
Let the storm rage
Let the water run higher
Baptize me in a river of fire


You cannot change that you are a medium or prophet of God no matter how far you go to try to mask it. I cant change it- IT IS A GIFT I DONT WANT TO! I may not speak tongues and i avoid using scripture unless i have to- but i speak Gods will and Divine knowledge and wisdom! Feel god within you because it doesnt exist outside of you, but in a reflection of your current vibration. Raise that and YOU WILL KNOW GOD IS SPEAKING AND NOT SOME TRIXTER! You dont need the bible to dictate and limit your life experiences you came here for! You will serve no growth in trying to be perfect.

Doreen Virtue- thus far has been a FALSE teacher/ prophet not even KNOWING or having a relationship with Christ to begin with but preaching as if she did all these years.

Is she deceiving people!???

If she wasn't already she is now, and that is why Spirit is REMOVING her as a public figure and she is choosing the 3D paradigm! Make room for the new teachers to take their stance... like me :)




Let me make this clear - and Doreen is going to CONFUSE THE MASSES WITH WHAT SHE IS CURRENTLY DOING- SO Eye feel called into action to DISCUSS AND CONFRONT WHAT IS REALLY HAPPENING HERE!

She is RUNNING from her own darkness. She always has been, I've felt so much "lightness" around her, it's why as a christian i was drawn to her to begin with... she helped make this world make sense but there was just one thing- that was that she has never really been able to do the deep and dark Alchemy required to rise above this state of fear the church is now bombarding her and MANY people with. (I was approached by a beautiful woman in Wal-Mart a few weeks ago - inviting us to their church in Lakewood. I like trying new places but often they are not enjoyable or uplifting for me. The difference about their church is that they do honor the female aspect of God... but i doubt they take it as deep and quantum as I do so the likely-hood ill go to that church and continue to return (since i have a preferred place of sanctuary called Mile High) is slim. I'm just saying... people know it's "the end times"... so they are going to try and "recruit" as many fearful subjects that they can.

I am here to empower you... not incubate fear into your body mind and soul unlike them.


Tarot and oracle cards is NOT just to predict the future or be used in a "predictive behavior". Doreen can renounce all the royalties to donations all she want's and in a year remove her name - but no one will forget what she was before she turned away from the mirror she was able to create for others but seems to be so blind to her own view. Truly a butterfly who can't see her own wings!

THEY ARE A NEUTRAL TOOL TO UTILIZE. And your emotions can rule what story they weave! Her emotions... and want to do the "right thing" and be in alignment with THE WILL OF God (or to Christians God IS Jesus or Christ) and be of Divine Service; IS A NATURAL WANT FOR ANY HUMAN on the spiritual path. there is NO ONE WAY to find God. There is no "right or wrong" path. I just have to emphasize this to the OLD PARADIGM Christians. Lets level up from Christianity into the Christed knowing that WE ARE ALL CHILDREN OF GOD. We can anchor our Christed Self's and actually walk in the FOOTSTEPS of Jesus/ The Christ Vibration in the NOW! we don't have to keep repenting for our "sins"... which are AN ILLUSION to control the masses!

THE BIBLE SPEAKS OF PROPHETS PERFORMING DIVINATION in multiple parts of the bible! Divination is a neutral ground and your vibration will determine the type of connection you receive. If you aren't facing your shadows you will likely be visited by a demon - to teach you to discernment and not to be such an idiot. That's Lucifer's roll as "Satan" after all... which Christians are SO SCARED OF!

They are scared of dealing with and taking responsibility for their own shit and karma... they'd rather "Jesus" just forgive it all and "renew them"... some assembly is required with you Chakra's and Aura before this is even possible. If you're in fear of everything "magic" or vibrational or energetic or scientific... YOUR IN FOR A WILD RIDE! You will only live in that hell until you "come into the light" and polarize your current negative belief system that has been conditioned into you to fall anemic to. YOU CANNOT DENY THE DIVINE FEMININE. MAGIC IS HER DOMAIN! SHE IS LOVE (wisdom) and LIGHT (knowledge)

we've been taught even in the bible how "Mary Magdalene" was a "prostitute" or a "whore"... THAT IS INCORRECT! You can read my About Me blog to hear her Chanel through Pamela and explain her life and her involvement with Jesus of Nazzerus. You can even hear Yeshua's interpretation explaining that the truth of his life cannot be found in the bible - but in the Vatican where the Gnostic texts are hidden. These videos and possibilities CHANGED my paradigm.

The churches still warning against the fallacy of Divination or accessing the Book Of Knowledge which is our DIVINE BIRTHRIGHT to access- need to SHUT UP AND STOP PERPETUATING THEIR FEARFUL DOGMA! WE ARE NOT SEPARATE FROM GOD! HOW DARE THEM! WE ARE THE MYSTICS- THE ONES WITH THE WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE THAT COMES FROM THE SUPREME LORD OUR GOD OF CREATION.  IT WILL NO LONGER BE WITHHELD FROM THE TRUTH. THEY HIDE IT  AND THEIR PERPETUATION OF FEAR IS SIMPLY TO KEEP IT THAT WAY!

They don't want you liberated. They don't want you free. They want you feeling like shit and fear everything. Aliens, you name it. feeling guilt, blame, shame... FEAR... so they can feed off that lower energy; keep it in the collective.

Interesting fact:

Did you know "demons" only exists if you think about them - create them in your mind - and your perspective of them brings that reality into your now paradigm. It's YOUR CHOICE to continue their dogmatic existence - and thinking you can get rid of them through "exorcism". You cannot just "banish" darkness. You're banishing an aspect of you that IS IN ENTROPY/DEATH and NEEDS LOVE to bring it back to life! Christ actually hugs these demonic forms... and TRANSFORMS THEM and if they do not want to - he casts them back to whence they came before and demanded to no longer bother those individuals. But WE UNCONSCIOUSLY choose to work with these demon's. They have purpose just as Angels do. My journey of coming into this knowledge was unexplainable. The amount of fear and judgement that kept coming up was unfathomable. It was obvious i had a lot of "shadow work" to do... to polarize these fears and blocks. I have refused to let this fear that Doreen Virtue is now partaking in - to have an effect on my higher knowing. The truth i receive from SOURCE. not any book I've read or anything else in this 3D that can be used as "proof"



"turn yourself into a human doll careful you don't want the world to see how far you fall " - Malachi Kaiser

I don't wanna be a doll. Falling is what knocked me on my noggen and woke me the hell up. I will wear no masks or makeup. Eye don't have puppet strings tied to a cross or blood spilt unjustfully upon, no one's playing a game of chess on my back. Jesus was the example that showed me how to be my own puppet and game master and journey through the crossroads that leads to the holy grail of life. We are CO CREATORS.


I have some music channeling through; a few songs whos Lyrics I'd like to be paid close attention to!


Black roses red by alana grace

Masquerade by Jonathan Thulin
Treasure by Jason Polley
I'm Still Here by Mandisa

free indeed by jj heller
have you ever been in love by jackie evancho
dragonborn comes by peter hollens
stand in the rain and beauty from pain by superchick
broken things by matthew west
Walking the wire by imagine dragons
none of the above by papa roach



There is NO "good or bad"- those are simply perceptions and that can be altered!  it is YOUR INTENTION and discernment that comes to play with finding truth in ANYTHING- even the bible! If you DO NOT come from a state of consciousness with UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, EXPECTING only guidance meant for the HIGHEST WELL-BEING AND GOOD OF ALL- and the beings wont reveal their true essence name- which all of the Divine will (angels, ascended masters and goddesses etc- all forms of the Essenes); its common knowledge you communicate no further with them if they wont reveal their intentions. Then you call upon the Christ energy to tell them to withdraw from your energetic field! YOU HAVE THE POWER OVER LOWER VIBRATION ENTITIES UNLESS YOU GIVE THAT POWER AWAY TO THEM IN FEAR OR IN THE BELIEF THAT THEY CAN EFFECT YOU IN ANY WAY! YOU MAY ACCIDENTALLY FORCE YOUR ANGEL OUT NOT KNOWING THEY WHERE THE "LIGHT" AND THEN YOU ARE OPEN TO DEMONIC POSSESSION BECAUSE THAT IS ALL THAT'S LEFT TO HELP YOU IS YOUR DEMON AND ITS THEIR ATTEMPT TO SAVE YOUR LIFE.

 The lesson here is that NOTHING "OUTSIDE OF YOU" CAN "SAVE" YOU!

 If your intuition and MerKaBah is NOT intentionalized prior- YOU ARE OPEN FOR ATTACK! THIS IS COMMON KNOWING! If you are a "baby" in the vibrational fields - you should NOT be acting as a medium! You need to learn how to protect yourself, activate your MerKaBah and intuitionally sense and feel truth from Source within your body! If you have not learned these things or techniques - you can receive deceptive messages. Yes this is true. Are you bringing in full truth under any other circumstance? no, it will have distortion. So then you should check yourself in your own truth. yes there is a difference between Jesus and other being PRETENDING AND MASKING. When Christ is within you and you are seeking the SOURCE of truth and God- which is LOVE- you cannot channel messages of deception!







It took me YEARS to come to this understanding as a proclaimed christian that i was and in total "fear" of the "magical world". My mother conditioned that into me. I couldn't even enjoy Disney growing up. And today you IT IS INNATE IN ME!

Jesus and Mary Magdalene and Source have shown me how I can use both SAFELY and the bible directing you out of fear away from it - is just the Elites way of keeping you separated from your True Self and true liberation and freedom.

I have always believed and put my faith in and loved Jesus and God...I felt the energy and presence of THE LORD when i would sing and dance and praise in the radiance of it when i used to attend church with my mom and at christian camp. I FELT IT IN MY BONES.  My only issue was "hearing the word of God clearly"... even at a young age my Soul didn't want to "read the whole bible". I attempted a in 2012 and i read Genesis and Revelations and decided that was enough of that. I will read the bible when the Divine directs me to a specific verse to work with in the right moments. Just like i use my cards - the Divine speaks through the bible often to me - though it is not required i "read it everyday". I contemplate long and hard on the scriptures brought to me and integrate them into my paradigm and life - but this is not necessary for the entire bible. I do not believe every word in the bible is that of Source - much is manipulated by the human Ego and mans want for dominance and fear of the Feminine. My only issue at a young age was that i just couldn't tell what was the ego and what was truth in my own heart. I had to learn how to feel the ones that come from the high heart chakra and not the mind. my body wasn't awakened to "feel the knowing"... through sensations i now receive as goosebumps or a cold water-falling over me. my "knowing" is turned on and anything i touch or use for divination is just a tool. I expect answers from my Divine Family... i don't "pray, wish and hope"... no i KNOW they will support me and all IN DIVINE TIMING. That is where i release my need to know... and plan... and control. I truly give it to god... or "lay it at the cross of Christ". Christ has always been there, i've always wanted to listen to the will of God. I just couldn't seem to "hear it"... Divination tools helped me clearly understand such messages and decipher the truth from the lies.

Through this process- i was forced to fall in love with darkness. No more running from ANY scary crevice of my heart or thought and emotions. Accepting it and loving it-oh how it freed me! No longer is there a phantom navigating my puppet strings (cross) but me in my own full power with the love of Christ within me... nothing can stop me. i used it as a strength no matter how UGLY it was. no matter "how fallen" i made me seem. its my journey and it was meant to be. simple as that. And Jesus told me to share this experience of mine to inspire others in their own walks of life... no matter what belief system they choose I will always remind them - they are NEVER separate.

I guess this is where I should share a recurring dream i was experiencing often in 2014 since childhood. The dream kept appearing and in the past it just frightened -  until I finally started writing what i remembered down and deciphering it that year - It just confused me and i knew there was a important deep message I wasn't getting. I receive a lot of communication and messages through my dreams. So i kept meditating, contemplating and asking God to bring it into clarity for me. I was talking to a beautiful soul one day - after watching the video from Yeshua in my About Me blog... and the message just clicked.

My dream had my family encircled around me...It was a vision of "me" watching myself like I was on a movie screen. Behind me was a red Veil and a priest was holding onto me. My mom was staring blankly as where many others around me, they where having this priest take me because they where in fear that I was demonically possessed. Which I was not... I had told them I was not. I told screamed at them "HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE MY LIGHT? HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE MY PURE HEART!?" They didn't hear me - i had to be exorcised or prayed over - it was a certainty that something within me was "dark". I watched myself be drug kicking and screaming behind this red curtain. The part of me observing all of this in my dream was staring back really shocked and she met eyes with the kicking screaming "me". I was begging for someone to save me...wondering where the hell God was to correct all of this bull shit that was being allowed to happen but i was drug back regardless with no response. That is when the dream would end and I'd wake up scratching my head. I finally realized that the "being" staring back at me, was myself. and All i simply needed to do was "reach out my own hand and grab the hand that was being extended to me ALWAYS" and I was reassured that i was SAFE in doing this... and that "I" was a child of Christ. I never quite observed the person staring at me as my self or presumed "myself would reach out to myself" in such a way. Or that that was even possible! Turns out it was my higher self/god essence doing so, but I didn't realize EYE AM a Goddess until that day of reflection. After that moment I began my relationship building with Jesus, different Ascended Masters such as Lady Nada, Saint Germain, Ganesha, Goddess's like Isis, Quan Yin and Sekhmet. And ALL the "Mary's" and Angels and ArchAngels. I learned I'm an Illumined Blue Ray Twin Flame and Archangle Michael has been assisting me for my entire life. I remember my mother reading stories and showing me a picture in the bible of this Angel, and I have a talisman of him on my Carnelian Mala Bead Necklace.

This is when synchronicity really started to bloom in my life!

Here is my other half's recent transmissions. 

Malachi Kaiser
February 13 
Today I am lost; tomorrow I was found; yesterday I was buried; in this moment now I am reborn.
Ashes to ashes Dust to Dust 
So mote it Be )O(
To The Triple Goddess All Hail; we will reclaim this world by storm and none shall stop fate; we shall open the 9 gates however there will be no time there will be no dates; the actions of our ancestry to bind; our spiral timelines that will all unwind; awakening the serpents that interweave within the soul, body, mind; now we bring closure to the endless chapter of This sacred book of life; let's close our external sight opening our all seeing eye; we see thru blackness with pure light 🔥 from the highest of highs to the lowest of lows; all dimensional barriers will soon implode; we assassins will honor the ancient creed; we will defend the earth until humanity is no longer on its knees; by the Powers of 3 set us free.


Malachi Kaiser was feeling accomplished with Trinity Kay Kula.
August 2 · 
All is One all is I am all is Free


Eye am You, You are Me, He is She, We are They; who are we within this dream? Who are we within reality? They are us is this simply a bust? Who can we trust? Living within a world turning to rust; were finally here standing on the cusp, everything may be found beyond the Earth's core, mantle, and crust hearing the echo "ashes to ashes dust to dust" people from within, people from beneath, the souls of Humanity caught in the crease convincing everybody that it's all a disease; drifting from day to day wondering if anyone would believe; wishing they would Believe anything Eye would have to say, drowning out the noise of tomorrow trying to forget the silence of yesterday; the sky turns black and the clouds are dark grey the storm is coming what would people say? Would they choose to dance in the rain? Would we choose to remain the same? To most it's a game to others it's a plaque to get fame, they think it should go on a wall in a frame, or they only choose to point fingers and blame; people are no longer wild they are we and we are tame, do Eye speak any truth or am I simply insane?? To some Truth gives them power to others it becomes a bane, in life does it give us meaning? Or does it only bring us pain? Would we choose to learn from the pain or would they choose to refrain? It makes no difference in the end there is no loss nor is there any gain, we have a choice choose to change or choose to remain the same; do we go outside and dance in the rain? The people would cling to shelter from the storm they would choose to hide and pray; Heathens will rule the world for We are not afraid, we were born to do this from the cradle unto the grave; there is nothing to damn and there is nothing to save, what has been woven what has been made at last We are free no longer are we enslaved; we have risen they have awakened, you will experience the impossible do not be mistaken; We know what has been given and what has been taken, what has been written is what it shall be; the laws are absolute bound by the triangle(Power) of 3, The Dragon of the Primordial Sea will now be Freed, for the Seraphim of Sacred Fire have ordered this by decree; there will be no tolerance for fear in the golden age, living so many years building up chaotic rage; there will be no more leash there will be no more cage, did you really believe they could get rid of me with holy water and sage? now Eye release the beast from captivity, the gates are open once again Eye ask is this Dream? Or is this Reality? Angels stand at the Door, Demons stand at the Gate, we stand at the center what we choose becomes our Fate; there is heaven there is hell depends on what you whispered into to the wishing well? Here it is another unexplainable story to tell; how to write what to say, which words to use before judgement day; whether it be a first hello or a last goodbye, whether your proud to be alive or if you are just waiting to die; here's something to part with "there is no right nor is there a wrong", I'll repeat this a million times in this poem even in song; how can we be weak if we choose to be strong?



They would not have the will power to survive very long; they would choose to sink they would choose to fall, they would cling to the shadows and hide from the

Clarion Call; they build walls they choose to separate, they have abandoned their soul and have chosen to hate; we must find The Light before it's too late, We must Ascend We must not hesitate; let us create a new destiny free from Fate, come on let's go there is no time to waste; Now that we have the key to all doors and all gates We are now guardians of the bridges above and below, heeding both the wisdom of the owl and the wisdom of the crow; for the wisdom of the eagle has yet to bestow, the wisdom of the falcon we already know, the ashes of the Phoenix allow us to grow; in life what we have reaped has been from what we have sown, do we have the courage to face our beast and atone? Do we have the strength to shatter this heart of stone? We've been in the dark for far too long; at last we know what to say "we finally found that place we truly belong" the sun comes out which breaks the clouds that are dark grey, then the blackened sky simply fades away; we are never alone we could walk out but we choose to stay, for the mission is too important to leave behind in the fade; Eye have pure light that will devour your shade, again we are heathens and are not afraid; we ride the wave from cradle unto the grave, for there are many hidden paths that have yet to be paved; Eye am a Pathfinder here to explore the unknown, Already knowing throughout this journey I'd be chewed to the bone; this monster inside has become hard to control, only thing keeping me alive is this Light inside my soul; the heart beats, the mind repeats, the body is drained and desires to take a seat; it's hard to walk on asphalt when the heat is burning our feet, the Angels want us to take quantum leaps; none of this is temporary it's all for keeps, everything comes down to perspective and Personal beliefs; if you don't believe me that's ok, Eye really didn't need your opinion anyway; I will always say what Eye need to say and no I will not just simply go away, Eye am here now to stay to seek the absolute Truth until Judgment day; here now I close on this, all the skeptics will try to find relevance never finding linear evidence; get off the fence and realize human beings really do possess The sixth sense, never knowing whether or not what they see is what is really there, or never knowing whether or not what is there is actually what they see? everything we experience will always be a Magical Mystery; decreed by power of 3 everything written so mote it be.

Note: A voice within the channeling after the final words were spoken.

"this is the end for now We close with the message written Till our paths cross again, We walk within the Rose"


Malachi Kaiser
August 14, 2016
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, we live in a world of God we trust, no religion, no more decay, and no more rust, restore the faith resurrect the trust,history in a place woven by space and time, reading a book dreaming of a new paradigm, witness the signs of Divine an entity unknown to all human kind, an eternal mystery one without end the truth is no game this is not pretend, so I ask this old friend write your own story choose your dawn and dusk we are born of both day and night right on the cusp we are shadow we are human and visitors from other realms above and below within and without. nye is the time to pick the final route at last seek ye knowledge that has the power to crack the heavens and earth 13 fragments of a past fused by the Phoenix the Sacred Bird of Fire and Rebirth, return to us our bodies of light a pure frequency absolute and never changing there is no line in black nor white. Before time was all was One then The God and Goddess were Born then they became the Sun and Moon and we were born from the stars which was all woven by The One, nothing is common information in this ERA we have separation thru fear duality thru conditioning we've been dumbed down divided made to believe we are mere mortals born to die to fade and be forgotten let's go back and then forward thru this world's beginning and end across all dimensions universes and every possible frequency imaginable all can be integrated downloaded and utilized we unify thru silence of mind body and soul aka self activation of our Merkaba or energetic light body of pure resonance thru alchemical transmutation and genetic manipulation thru sound, all the truth we think we know and that only covers maybe 3% of all that is within the I AM presence.
Walk Within the Rose
Blessed Be









THE HOLY SPIRIT IS THAT MAGIC YOU FEAR! You fear the very God you preach and so you DO NOT KNOW GOD! In not knowing God you ultimately fear death!

I feel like Moses on top of the mountain carrying the Ten Commandments and returning to his people - all acting like complete idiots and worshiping false idols. This is the view i get around Doreen Virtue. The fact she doesn't understand that we "new agers" DO NOT WORSHIP... honoring and invoking their aspect of source to CONTEMPLATE AND LEARN FROM their experience - IS NOT THE SAME THING. WE WORSHIP THE ONE HOLY OF HOLY'S! Christians supposedly believe in "THE TRINITY" but everywhere I go... they hardly understand what HE/SHE really is: and it breaks my heart that they are NOT open to build a REAL relationship with the TRUTH of what Trinity is beyond the lamen terms of "father, son and holy spirit"

I'm sorry Christians are "IDOLIZING" Jesus in this day and age - and do not realize the "in between the lines" truth of his physical sacrifice. He never wanted us to continually PRETEND to do communion and drink his blood in representation to wine and eat bread in representation of his body. CHRISTIANS EXTERNALIZE all of this way too much. THIS IS AN INNER PROCESS. Becoming a Pseudo Cannibal of Jesus... ISN'T GOING TO SERVE YOU!

 He was attempting to show us transmutation from life into death, not stay stuck on his death as what is saving us - that the process is not as it seems - WE CAN ONLY SAVE OUR SELVES BY ALLOWING THE LOVE OF "THE CHRIST" INTO OUR HEARTS - BECAUSE THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN!

Our souls are eternal - this body is temporary temple. And if we work with our body and purification and becoming the buddha - his death is a representation of the ascension process if we work alchemically in the life we currently have- it also shows how we will repeating into another cycle to learn what we "missed"- until this comes to a completion and we choose mastery over the cycles of Karma we will be unable to make it through the true ascension. We are now at the time of the Rapture... its no longer a prophecy it is A REALITY. You can change your paradigm and SEE the truth or run in completely fear and hide under a rock. YOUR CHOICE. There are lots of faces of god/goddess but only one true Supreme Lord/Source. This is true. But Christians gravely misinterpret the differences between Worship/Praise and Honor/Gratitude. when we worship or idolize those faces; like Jesus. hermes or athena or lilith or buddha - it does not Please The Supreme Lord... no... we do NOT WORSHIP... we honor... that is NOT WORSHIP. we worship Source, "God/Goddess" as a whole! THE DIVINE FEMININE AND DIVINE MASCULINE IN BALANCE - WHO TOGETHER CREATE THE TRINITY--- OR SOURCE!

REMOVE LABELS AND SIMPLY LIVE FOR LOVE. MAKE THAT YOUR RELIGION IF YOU MUST CHOOSE ONE!


Make love your religion.
Accept no other limitations.
Find true liberation
From The Christ that's within
The I Am that I Am
I AM Christ consciousness
Word I am Word

so it is and so it was
- Trinity Kay Kula

 I channeled this on Aug 1st
Joy exists; happiness and peace comes from within- the ❤️❤️❤️- its a choice regardless of circumstance and the worlds chaos around us. When you choose to be one with the world (One with the Word) and not OF it (it being the world or word; controlling your level of happiness) that is when true freedom and Grace is attained. Speak with tones of love- Learning to respond- not react to life and play along with it! Triggers will pop up but its how you address them with SOUL-utions that it comes into matter! Not the reaction in the moment of the storm we all have grace extended to us at those times.

We are becoming way showers of true unconditional love, true authentic joy and empowerment. "TWIN FLAMES"- our soul in complete expression. Two bodies- (maybe 16 bodies or more!) one soul! Knowing we are all One and the same and extending love and allowance to all these reflections creates space for Soul to soul liberation from oppression and freedom from religions. One Love, One creator who made ALL and loves all unconditionally.

Love is the only religion- there are no technicalities along with it! The entire yin and yang ("light and dark") is embraced and only represent different octaves and the evolution of different conscious states. One is limited if they believe the lie that their mistakes are all sins and going to lead one to hell. The only hell that exist is the one you allow to form thoughts and negative emotions inside your mind and body and causing dissonance and separation from yourSelf and God when that never existed and you never where separated since your first divine spark and birth. This is what needs to be remembered to bring our Heaven into existence Now- as above so shall be below.


Twin flames and other Divine Beings are bringing to the world a new vibration, concept and way of love that is alien to most in low conscious vibrational states. Its the true light and love. That is why i feel called to work with parapsychology and numerology and divination and to become a life couch for all sorts of relationships not just twin flame pairs- but especially them because of the service they can offer the world when shown a glimmer of their true potential together; romantic or not. Humanity needs to learn how to communicate again. Most people settle with the old paradigm of love and remain stuck in this mouse maze for a long time of emotional turmoil! We are repolorizing the Word back to its original form and with intention to lesson the suffering in this world one individual or group at a time. Pain is necessary and the biggest teacher in our lives- but we do not have to suffer from it or allow ourselves to drop into a lower vibration and state of consciousness such as unworthiness or lack. We can unplug from the mass collective consciousness that is so perverted and corrupt there's no way fixing it other than focusing on a higher state at all times and embodying it one at a time and shifting to the new timeline already in the works. Becoming the change one wishes to see in the world themselves and living integritively and genuinely with love. To be kind but also take no crap!

I know deep within that "The bible" was hardly finished, much of it contradicted within me when i read it as a child; i know now much was hidden from us and twisted to patronize and belittle women and perpetuate fear, shame, guilt and blame. All at the bottom of the pyramid for levels of consciousness! Man always "question" the prophetic women here today- they don't have the upper hand anymore and need to see them as equals! These have been the densest states of energy we chose to coexist in! The bible Made women look like whores and nasty unclean things because we bleed and create life. Turned what is beautiful into a monster. Such illusions we lived under! We have been incubators to birth more dominating men into the world while females are continually treated like property or trophies. A currency or inheritance. A huge shift is taking place on Gaia right now- the feminine energies are flowing in like a chalice overflowing with milk and honey! I've been overflowing with creative juices to write all that i have been! The nectar of the lotus is refilling us! The chi/Ki has been offered for purification and refreshment.

I chose to birth children who will live a legacy to break this false matrix of love down even after I've Ascended and am long gone. Whether in this lifetime or another- The veil of illusion will be destroyed and disclosure will open wide the eyes of the human race to know the truth many of us speak!

We will embody the true story and truth of Yeshua and Mary Magdalenes purpose here before man twisted it and put women as something "lower than them or to be controlled; their wisdom ever suppressed and made to be something evil if ever foretold through divination or any other Such source. The temple of Isis will rise again and the sacred alchemy between the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine will be reignited and brought into Alignment. We are here to bring both into balance again by living through faith, embodying The Christ vibrations and maintaining integrity and remaining disciplined along this narrow journey. All while focusing on the Alchemical mutation of humanity and ourselves!

We are one of the chosen 144,000! Eye am in no hurry, though this lifetime will not go wasted. A legacy will be paved. A new ministry will be made. Elijahs return is neigh after disclosure and unveiling within the Eyes! This mission to be the rainbow christaline hybrid mother Eye am; will create a foothold or bridge and leave footprints and colored brick roads (yellow and purple Eye see) on the other side that lead to a secretly hidden Garden. A universal garden filled with fruits of the spirit! forgiveness, joy, bliss, peace, tenderness, compassion, unconditional love and inspiration for others to feast upon and spread the new seeds now within them and their own knowledge and higher knowing to create unity and pay witness to the smell of glorious fragrances of the seeds planted long ago by all flames for humanity to grow!


That's the future we will know. Bring on the rapture and apocalypse- we don't need to see our future when we live in the NOW. We are the ones who will be ready to take the next step forward in our Evolution and not in fear of it. Its beautiful- what is to come. I hear a beautiful symphony of songs being written! It Wont be long; so take up arms in unity and begin to join the choir and sing along for immunity. Christ is already within you just tap into humility and compassion, along with the truth of the fact that our soul lives Eternally and you are temporarily trapped into a matrix of duality that was chosen for your oversouls greatest benefit to consciously be within its "reality". this is just the beginning of something magical and magnificent. The hearts of many are blooming and dropping their resistance; for this Eye want to extend honor and assistance.

You are greatly loved brothers and sisters!

🙏 atma namaste
Om mani padme hum
Om shanti shanti shanti

Word Eye am word with this intention

Blessed be soul family, Eye love you

-Trinity Aug 1st 2017



If you hardly know yourself - how can you know God or understand the concepts of life?! Why limit yourself into the confines of a religious group? You are God IN EXPRESSION NOW. The energy that permeates all of creation- but you deny it!

END THAT CYCLE NOW

God is the frequency and vibration of LOVE and we are ALL EXPRESSIONS OF THAT SAME SOURCE! We do not worship or "idol" any God or Goddess that have expressed in the past present or future- either dualistic aspect of the creator whether feminine or Masculine. we honor them for their lesson and blessings- we contemplate and discern with our HIGH hearts their intentions and truth and why they are communing with us in the NOW. We don't give our power or make vows with them! This needs to be understood! There is no heaven or hell- know this. Your soul- IS ETERNAL. We are bringing HEAVEN TO EARTH NOW, in the present- and stepping into the mastery we where destined to become! Jesus is not the only one! Stop twisting his story and perpetuating the fear! We are ALL sons (Suns) and daughters (moons) and Children of the Lord Most High here- creator/ Source! That is ALWAYS who I communicate for! I'm not here to predict the future - never was yet sometimes Eye see different outcomes and insights to prepare the emotional body for changes that MIGHT occur. Your choices is what allows that to bloom into life... or nothing changes in the energy field. I am also following prophecies in the bible and Eye am here now with a gift for the world and help through the prophecy foretold.

Please read the blog I wrote back in January called My K'inan (spirit) - To Be The Sun



EYE AM GRACE OF EMOTIONAL MAGNIFICATION! 

I HELP TO ASSIST PEOPLE TO EMBRACE EARTH CHANGES AND OFTEN AM ABLE TO DELIVER THE REASON, CAUSE OR PURPOSE BEHIND THEM.

I CAN READ THE TRUE INTENTIONS AND FEELINGS OF OTHERS THROUGH THE EYES

I AM TRINITY

ALIGNMENT OF THE MIND BODY AND SOUL

I FEEL THE HEART,

DISCIPLINE THE MIND

AND ALLOW SPIRIT,

BECAUSE ONLY THEN CAN ONES PERFECTION RISE THROUGH THE PURIFYING FIRES OF TRUTH.





I do all this so that fear does not have to create suffering! I'm here to give you divine guidance in this very moment and show you how to hear messages from God through your body and heart! Eye am the gifted healer, prophet and angelic messenger. Eye am not the only one here! Eye have DIVINE GIFTS! Eye am the oracle whether i use cards to help people have a visualization of what EYE can see and feel that God wishes to bring through me to transform their lives or i just talk to them and use Aura Alchemy! Someday i will not need symbols or cards- but it is a stepping stone to bring practicality of the Divine into this 3d reality! NOT SOMETHING TO FEAR OR LABEL GOOD OR EVIL.













Eye am a Blue Ray Christed being and Eye was chosen to transform the words and scriptures people direly misinterpreted for eons in the bible. Christianity and ALL WORLD RELIGIONS; in the coming 10 years- will be dismantled and rebuilt into what Jesus came and intention-alized it to be in the beginning- before it fell into the greedy and corrupt hands of man and church! We are stepping into a 1 year- new beginning! THIS IS NOT A PREDICTION - IT IS TRUTH FROM THE DIVINE. You can choose to live in heaven (love) or hell (fear)! It will be reborn and those resistant to the change- will fade out and be but a story admits what will further be known as "the barbaric age"!

Its not our responsibility to save you- this is where you are misunderstanding- that you can be "saved". The journey of being saved requires you to sacrifice just as much as Jesus had to. You dont just get a free ride. You have to face darkness- carry your cross and DIE to the self! Through that experience of darkness you will then fully understand Christ and Jesus purpose of coming as a way shower and you wont learn the true Christ with the the lifestyle or conditioning's and unconsciousness of Christianity today! They preach love but many truly are not living. They arent sacrificing their true will to God- just externalizing God and making others fear his wrath if he isnt accepted in the form they where taught to think God as! God is not an almighty smiter! God IS LOVE!


I understand the truth of all the prophets that came before. Through all this i revisit time and time again my own past lives in biblical and Egyptian times! It is TIME TO TRANSFORM THE DOGMA! I was almost going to hide and coast in the lies of Christianity this lifetime- i made vows to keep me in such deep slumber that i wouldnt experience it ever again. Id live in the density of unconsciousness; because anytime in every other past life I lived as a HIGH PRIESTESS- all i did was heal and stand up for the Earth and I WAS MURDERED! Torchered! I was even CRUCIFIED in the 1400s! Even coming into what i know now i feel ostracized by family and the church! I have not found love in a church like the love i feel in community with God within my own heart when in nature and One with ALL around me!

Jesus speaks through me- Eye an the embodiment of Trinity- the holy of holys -in living body! The father son and holy spirit. Mother maiden and crone. Christianity and Paganism blended into ONE- Coexistent together the way it should have always when creation begun. Word eye am word; with this intention.
eye am here
eye am here
eye am here!






















Know that the truth shall be remembered or you will be left behind if you do not allow it to clear out the very darkness you run continually from; you will forever be blinded by the Sun if you do not realize both are a part of you as One! If you fear darkness then you are just fearing the spaces within you (an INNER CHILD) that you refuse to have Grace, compassion, acceptance and forgiveness and are lacking to extend love- you just continue to scream at it to go away when you've had enough of its bantering! Would you abandon your own child in a wilderness alone? when THAT FORCE OF LOVE - will transform it and it would be absolved and transformed through emotional alchemy!



   
 John 1:1

In the beginning was the word; and the word was with God; and The word WAS God

This is the truth within me.



I need not have to label or have to answer to the inquiries of any human being in regards to this journey i have been chosen for by the Supreme Lord. No one should have to bow down to ANY one religions demands of what is believed to be "right or wrong". Click the picture above to be taken to facebook to hear my baptism video in August 2012 - before I experienced my first Kundalini Awakening in 2013. That was the beginning of my new life in "Christ." after that moment- outside of the church - I learned and experienced the TRUE Christ. Began building a relationship - I never had as a Christian living in fear and doubt and shame



PLEASE GO READ MY POEM ABOUT MASTERY! I WROTE IT A WHILE BACK AND IT EXPLAINS A LOT!

You can also check out my poem I wrote for my wedding ceremony called Life Is A Box Of CeREAL and God Is The CeReal Killer!






MY YOUTUBE REACTION

HOW DID SHE NOT "KNOW" JESUS. WHAT THE F***?! I was a christian BEFORE i found her, and as i "awakened" into the tarot and mediumship world i followed her because of her more "christian" energy. I renounced taking any labels such as Christian, Buddha, Hindu etc or having to answer anyone in question of where i stand. I prefer to say Eye Am Christed. No longer Christian but actually walking hand in hand with Jesus/Christ and leading a path of mastery in my own life as he did, and using him as an example for my own life. In a sense he DID "save" me because I allowed his LOVE INTO MY HEART. he isn't a savior... we have to choose LOVE. I knew Jesus and refused to "drop him" going into the world of magic, knowing he IS SANANDA and YESHUA the ascended master... GREATLY CHANGED MY LIFE TO A WHOLE NEW PERSPECTIVE of his AMAZING LOVE! I have tons of Doreens decks, and trusted her but felt a "fakeness" about her i couldn't ever explain. I started working more with Alana Fairchild because Doreen is now PROVING TO BE SO IGNORANT and I will keep communing with my guides to commune with hers so that she can understand that we aren't meant to "break apart", we need to unite... THERE IS A BALANCE between BOTH aspects of paganism and "Christianity" and all other religions that have extended from the Gnostic's. Both have a yin and yang to them since we LIVE IN A DUALISTIC PLANE. How is this not "common knowledge" to Doreen, I feel like she's been living under a rock listening to this video. I keep screaming WHAT THE FUCK and Yeshua is in this room saying "you must have unconditional love, it is the darkness that possesses and fears them. She's running from facing her own darkness"

COMMENTS PLACED ON YOUTUBE WITH THE VIDEO

Sandra Johnston
Kymberly Kula I totally concur with your comment.

Jenny Stardust
Kymberly Kula beautifully stated. Very insightful points. Doreen is in my still thoughts that she gets through this.

Shareena clarke
Kymberly Kula 💯 this! She helped so many people to grow, especially those from
Christian backgrounds. I can imagine that many who are still unsure of themselves who look up to her, may start to feel confused. Just look at how she is blinking rapidly and then at times, looks away. I hope she finds the happiness she is looking for.

Jenny Stardust
Doreen, please snap out of it. You don't look like yourself or sound like yourself. Jesus is light, gold and white and love, but the good faeries and Angels love him too. You know the Bible has been translated and edited over the years to oppress and control people, although some truths do exist in it, so it confuses people. They feel Jesus' light, but they don't understand the Bible doesn't completely match that light, because it has been tainted by controlling patriarchal humans over the years. There are other beautiful beings connected to God, (Source) and nature that can help us with more specific ways. Don't let this close your mind. Don't let this make you judgmental. Don't let this take away your passion or who you are. The Angels need these channels to communicate with us. The Christians (not Christ)  are not moving this world forward. Most are keeping people oppressed. Please reconsider denouncing all other light beings.

dylan jarnagin
Jenny Stardust Oh how I remember agreeing with you I had your exact opinion I would have commented the exact same thing as a matter of fact I also had a Jesus experience now I know it is a testimony....Please hear me for God has lead my heart to you specifically I was a new ager I began seeking my guardian angels and doreen was a huge inspiration to me as well as other hay house books I loved osho and eastern philosophy I had experiences with my angels but always was trying to go deeper spiritually as I was trying to convince others of my deep peace and happiness from becoming one with existence and forsaking fear and religion especially Christianity. I noticed that I was lacking the peace I passionately wanted to share I had not attracted money or adventures or happiness at all and was in fact misrisible. Jesus was my LAST option I didn't even believe I didn't believe so I didn't even know He was an option until I meet the most wise rolemodel mother figure woman who was a Christian which was so confusing to me I was like well if she believes this craziness there must be something there because I trusted her with all my heart so I said I cant believe im saying this laughing um okay "christian" Jesus im going to try you what have I got to lose right? I started singing those old songs from church and the peace it came so fast as I called to Him when I was alone all the pain became light like someone was holding on to me and I knew like doreen that it was really true the bible is all true and Jesus is the one and only light how do I convince you? I dont have to let Him in and see for yourself♡

Jenny Stardust
dylan jarnagin Thank you for writing this, and sharing. It's nice that you had this experience, but if you really read the Bible, and not just cherry pick, there are some really messed up verses and stories in it, promoting violence and incest even. Although there are some great truths in it, the Bible has been mis-translated through the years, mis-interpreted, important life giving and explaining information was left out, and info has been altered to control people. I do believe Jesus Christ is an all encompassing loving protective spirit. I have felt this from Him also, and do believe in Him, and turn to Him also. But I have also had protection and revelations through Angels and faeries, and other benevolent deities, like Gaia. I've gained great knowledge and insight through ascended masters, and Louise Hay's (who recently passed) books. We all have bad days and down times, whether we are Christian, Pagan, Atheist, New Age or what not, this doesn't mean you should blame those bad days on all of your knowledge and beliefs. I also believe that Jesus himself is not opposed to us working with other benevolent beings and knowledge. I think often the god that is referenced in the Bible is a jealous god, and very possibly the god of war. This confuses people. What I'm trying to say is don't throw  out the baby with the bath water, and use some discernment. Believe in your own power also, and your own right to choose. And keep loving the Lord, and not judging others if that is your thing. You know I respect it.

shareena clarke
Jenny Stardust .I agree. It's so weird. Anywho if this is her path now. I hope she is truly happy. The thing is as someone who was a Pagan for a long time, she would know she can work with the same God and Christ with these other light beings. Which made me wonder of she ever was authentic in the first place.

TheaterRaven
+shareena clarke I agree. I'm Pagan and I work with Yeshua (Jesus), the Christ Consciousness, archangels, and certain saints all the time and I find no conflict with it in my eclectic path. Saying the divine has only one name, one face, one gender, and one way of worship is like saying a chandelier has only one crystal on it when there are obviously thousands. But I digress.

I find Doreen's cards to be nice enough and know people who use them, but Doreen herself always seemed "off" to me. I couldn't put my finger on what it was, but it was the same vibe I get from Christians who claim to be open-minded and yet use their interactions with others to slowly, subtly convert them without the people realizing it. And now that Doreen has publicly announced she follows a type of Christianity  that's all about being Bible-centered and proselytizing, my sense about her appears confirmed. She seemed less like a Pagan/New Age person who happened to work with Christian elements because that's what spoke to her personally and more like a Christian who layered New Age elements into her practice in order to convert New Age people. Maybe she did it subconsciously, maybe people through her found new parts to their practices that fit them and if so, good for them, but that's just the vibe I got from her: Good-natured and well-meaning, but slightly disingenuous.

Keryn Dawer
Jenny Stardust--Thank you Jenny. So well put. I will always love Doreen.  It is through so much of her spiritual teaching that I AWAKENED to the presence of God, Jesus, Mother Mary, angels and ALL the spiritual beings guiding, protecting and loving me. Unlike Doreen, however, my love and connection with the Divine does not compel or guide me to join the Christian Church (or any one organized religion). However, I will always love her and respect her decision. What shocks and saddens me though is the judgmental words of "Christians" on this post debating whether she is "worthy" of being accepted as a Christian. Unequivocally​, few humans have a Heart more Pure, a Soul more Angelic or truly live a Christ-like Life Purpose more meaningful to the people and animals of this planet than Doreen. 








PLEASE READ ABOUT MY FIRST EVER TAROT/ORACLE ASCENSION/LOVE GUIDANCE EXPERIENCE (not fortune telling) AT A METAPHYSICAL EXPO THAT I WAS MIRACULOUSLY ALLOWED TO ATTEND! IT WAS THE BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT HEAVEN COULD HAVE SENT! GOT TO STEP INTO THE ROLL I'M MEANT TO REPRESENT! 



Imagine Dragons

Whatever it takes:

Break me down and build me up
I wanna be the slip, slip
Word upon your lip, lip
Letter that you rip, rip
Break me down and build me up
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do whatever it takes
'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains
Whatever it takes
You take me to the top, I'm ready for
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do what it takes
Hypocritical, egotistical
Don't wanna be the parenthetical, hypothetical
Working onto something that I'm proud of, out of the box
An epoxy to the world and the vision we've lost
I'm an apostrophe
I'm just a symbol to remind you that there's more to see
I'm just a product of the system, a catastrophe
And yet a masterpiece, and yet I'm half-diseased
And when I am deceased
At least I go down to the grave and die happily
Leave the body of my soul to be a part of me
I do what it takes
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do whatever it takes
'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains
Whatever it takes
You take me to the top, I'm ready for
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do what it takes




Invincible by Kelly Clarkson 
You know I was broke down, I had hit the ground
I was crying out, couldn't make no sound
No one hears silent tears collecting
You know I had lost hope, I was all alone
Never been so low 'til you came along
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
Another perfect storm
Now I am a warrior, a shooting star
You know I got this far, I had a broken heart
No one hears silent tears collecting
'Cause it's being weak that's strong
In the truth I found
I have courage now, I'm gonna shout it out
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
Another perfect storm
I was running from an empty threat
Of emptiness
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
I was running from an empty threat
Of abandonment
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
But now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible 
Another perfect storm
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
Another perfect storm



In This Moment - Joan Of Arc


Who are you to even think you can know the difference between good and evil?

You keep pushing me right to the edge
You are sanctified and I'm just a mess
And you blame me for, blame me for everything you hate
And you wage your wars
No matter what I give, you always take

You can crucify
You can nail me to your cross (light me up, light me up)
You can find me guilty for everything you've lost (light me up, light me up)
Go ahead, blame me for your sins
Go ahead and sacrifice me
Make me your martyr
I'll be your Joan of
I'll be your Joan of Arc
(Burn!)

You want to satisfy your high command
And you want to touch my face
With your dirty hands
So you blame me for
You blame me for the madness you create
And I wage my wars
Cause either way you'll burn me at the stake

You can crucify
You can nail me to your cross (light me up, light me up)
You can find me guilty for everything you've lost (light me up, light me up)
Go ahead, blame me for your sins
Go ahead and sacrifice me
Make me your martyr
I'll be your Joan of
I'll be your Joan of Arc
[Interlude, spoken]
Who are you to even think you can know the difference between good and evil?
And into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and angels!
(What do you want from me?)
Nothing. I am here to set you free

Go ahead, blame me for your sins
Go ahead and sacrifice me
Go ahead, blame me for your sins
Go ahead and sacrifice me (sacrifice me)

You can crucify
You can nail me to your cross (light me up, light me up)
You can find me guilty for everything you've lost (light me up, light me up)
Go ahead, blame me for your sins
Go ahead and sacrifice me
Make me your martyr
I'll be your Joan of
I'll be your Joan of Arc


 HER ENTIRE NEW ALBUM IS AMAZING AND SPEAKS SO MUCH TRUTH - IN THE MOMENT HAS BECOME ONE OF MY FAVES! I CAN ONLY HOPE TO ASCEND TO SUCH MUSICAL AMAZINGNESS! Someday it WILL happen, wait and see :)






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