This drum has a very sacred story attached to it... and inside it's rim is a magical poem I wrote and is the purity of my heart
MAY 6 2017
So I am getting a drum created by Stiina Luedtke and i cant express how exited I am to get it and start working with it! My beautiful buffalo Drum was birthed today! Amazing in numerology that creates an 11 (twin flame) and with 2017/10/1 that equals a 3 which is Trinity. She will dry under the flower full moon and infuse its energy into it along with the various sigils and poems placed on the rim! I cant wait to experience its energy personally with its crystal infused beater (not yet finished).
I would highly recommend her if anyone is looking for quality shamanic tools and instruments! She is affordable and puts her heart and soul into it!
She journeys twice regarding the creation of the drum, once about the actual construction and if anything special is needed. And secondly after its done to create an imprint which connects you to your drum. It will feel like a part of you, not just a tool, this is the main reason i was drawn to her for such a creation!
I can begin making music with my beloved Malachi Kaiser and find my inner rhythm and voice :-D
Today my first custom-order drum was birthed! An 18" buffalo drum born on a very rare rainy southern California day.
It should be dry by the full moon!
Now accepting custom drum orders!
A Journey Of Sacrifice Through Trinity in Union With the Buffalo and Coyote
Written by Stiina Luedtke in 2016 as "witness" to the Etheric Liberation of Trinity during birth of her Drum and Beater
"when I first got the hide, lacing and hoop I smudged everything with Palo Santo and then opened sacred medicine space. Buffalo came in right away, it was very eager to get started, practically pacing, pawing at the ground and snorting and snuffling. The joy from it really made me tear up, it had been sitting in storage for some time and had started to think it wasn't useful or wanted. I assured it that it was going to be going to a wonderful home and that the person was anticipating playing the drum along with other musicians, namely her twin. Buffalo crouched down and asked me to jump on. He had some things to show me.
Buffalo showed me a vision of his birth, he too was a twin! He, as a calf had protected his twin from a coyote pack, which is where one of the old scars came from. He loved to gallop and race and I was left breathless as he took off at a gallop to take me to my medicine garden. He then started pulling plants and placing them in a pile to show me what oils I should use in the re-hydrating and preparation of his hide. Lavender, Rosemary, Tea Tree, Palmarosa, sweet orange, lemon, Cedarwood, jasmine, Sandalwood, Palo Santo, He snorted and looked around like he was waiting for something or someone. A star being appeared, not mine but I knew right away it was Trinity's. She said that Trinity has felt her from time to time and she related to her as a guardian. She was ethereal and so beautiful. She started to lay out crystals that should be used in the preparation and awakening of the drum. Amethyst, Rose Quartz, Enhydro Quartz, A clear Quartz Cluster, tigers Iron, and my most prized of all crystals a grape sized Herkimer Diamond in it's matrix.
She then touched my third eye, and I saw Trinity's poem written on the inside of the drum.
She showed me the oils making the symbols into the skin as It was being stretched and drying. She told me it would rain and to wait for it to rain before stretching it. I didn't know why until after it was dry but more on that in a little bit.
So the star being bid me farewell and left in a flash of dark amethyst light. Buffalo took me back to the entrance of my garden, showed me the stick I was to use for the beater, and showed me what it should look like, amethyst core, purple felted wood (pretty cut and dried) and thanked me for renewing his feeling of being useful. I assured him he would never be put into long term storage ever again.
Soooo whoa, super awesome. I soaked the hide for 2 days, and waited for the rain. And rain it did... constantly for not one, not two but 3 days. I stretched the drum and set it to dry. the rain slowed the drying process, which worried me a bit but buffalo kept telling me it was quite all right. It was fully dry on the full moon. I was invited to a full moon circle and encouraged to bring a drum or rattle. I initially was going to bring my elk drum but when I went to pack it, the sound had gone dead! just a dull thud, nothing like the deep ringing noise that it has 4 days prior. I was concerned and wrote the person who was my drum teacher. I quickly checked your drum, still had the sweetest sound and I sighed a very deep sigh of relief. I grabbed my Sami Drum to bring to the circle. I hear buffalo snort! It was very indignant. Why was I leaving HIM behind?! So I did the only thing I could, I brought both. A friend played my Sami Drum and I played yours. It was awakened in a drum circle celebrating the flower moon. The energy was so yummy and palpable there is no words to describe it. It was also that night that I learned Trinity's drum has a double voice! I played with an extra beater I had but after a while it wanted to be played by hand. I noticed that when it was struck in the center it had a deep ringing sound, but when played near the hoop it was an octive higher!!! It loved being played in the company of rattles and other drums and I think it will just sing when Trinity plays with her twin on piano.
Speaking of the beater.... I made a beautiful beater. The drum liked it, it was pretty and everything was ready to send out last week. While I was getting ready to connect the drum, the beater and your energy, coyote showed up and took the beater in its mouth and ran away. Buffalo and I chased it down and the coyote had bit it in half and tossed it into a fire. Now buffalo didnt like coyote to begin with but he especially took offense because buffalo had shown me how to make the beater and he felt creatively invested in it. Coyote apologized to buffalo about the trauma his brothers had caused him and his twin, and said that the reason why the beater wasn't right was because it required a sacrifice. This would help heal the Buffalo's trauma, work as an amplifier of healing while using the drum and encourage play, fun and the ability to not take one's self so seriously. Buffalo accepted this reason and I asked Coyote what the sacrifice would be. He offered his front leg and told buffalo to take it. This shook me a bit because in journeying I have never experienced a dismemberment that wasn't my own. (Dismemberment in journeys are common and usually deal with shedding of old thoughts, paradigms or something along those lines, leveling up so to speak)
Coyote then told me that I should create this beater while still in journey space, I have never done this but okay. So I made the whole thing in a dream state. I woke up with it mostly finished and epoxy glue everywhere LOL. Upon me walking up Coyote told me to go to a crystal shop I hardly ever go to and I would find the last two stones to finish the beater. That where I picked up the Celestite and the Aqua Aurora Black Kyanite.
Once I finished the beater I once again started to journey to link them together and to imprint them to you. I saw you come into my garden wearing the most beautiful dress that looked like it was made out of a million dragonfly wings, iridescent and airy. Buffalo and Coyote met you with the enthusiasm of two old friends reuniting with you after eons of time apart. you climbed up on buffalo and rode with a heartbeat gallop along side coyote who was yipping and howling in joy. it was the easiest imprint I have ever done. There were no compromises, no concessions, just all involved being 100% present and tremendously happy about the union."
-Stiina
I connected to this entire journey story on such deep levels and it interweaves with my own "liberation" that i experienced directly within the span of the creation in relation to forgiving my ex husband Ben and bringing into a close many eons of karma. This drum represents the same energy of the tattoo I got on my shoulder of the Flower Of Life. I relate directly to it all and it is more than just a musical instrument to me. Its my "autobiography". Sings the truth of my I AM. Its my soul and hearts true expression and gifts passed to me of my ancient ancestors. it radiates healing on a deep level, working to release Traumas you could never imagine a reprieve of Grace in regards to. I could already feel its power and abilities with it singing under the full flower moon states away. It made my heart break in so many necessary ways so that my lotus can bloom fully and authentically, not in hiding. Just a week ago a dramatic and blessed shift was created in my paradigm and reality. I know that by May 25th my life along with the lives of my children; Grace and Elijah are going to change drastically in positive ways and the message of a "meaningful sacrifice" that Jesus and Mary Magdalene has been sending me becomes clear in totality.
Original writing of Grace Of Emotional Magnification January 7 2017
MY PATH IS THAT OF FIRE, HELD IN THE WATERS EMBRACE
ALL ARE READY, BUT FEW TRULY AWAKEN
THEY STAND IN MY EMOTIONAL FIRE OF TRUTH, LEST THEY BURN
I WILL CATALYZE AND MAGNIFY THE EMOTIONAL SPACE
I BRING CLARITY AND REALIZATION
REALIZATION OF FEELINGS THAT BLOSSOM INTO TRUST OF SELF AND JOY.
I HELP ALL WHO WILL TRUTHFULLY STEP UPON THEIR EMOTIONAL FREQUENCY.
I MAGNIFY WHATEVER I FIND AND EITHER WAY I KNOW I WILL FIND MASTERY AND CREATE BALANCE.
I HELP BREAK THE BELEIF THAT ONE DOES NO WRONG AND ARE INHIBITED; UNABLE TO ACT ON THEIR FEELINGS.
I TEACH AND SHOW HOW TO ALLOW FEELINGS INTO ACTION
TO RESPECT THE EMOTIONS OF OTHERS AND REMAIN FAITHFUL AND IMAGINATIVE.
I ASSIST PEOPLE TO EMBRACE EARTH CHANGES AND OFTEN AM ABLE TO DELIVER THE REASON, CAUSE OR PURPOSE BEHIND THEM.
I CAN READ THE TRUE INTENTIONS AND FEELINGS OF OTHERS THROUGH THE EYES
I AM TRINITY
ALIGNMENT OF THE MIND BODY AND SOUL
I FEEL THE HEART,
DISCIPLINE THE MIND
AND ALLOW SPIRIT,
BECAUSE ONLY THEN CAN ONES PERFECTION RISE THROUGH THE PURIFYING FIRES OF TRUTH.
I HAVE A VOICE BEYOND TIME
I AM THE OWL,
PEACOCK 
AND LYRE BIRD; PHOENIX 3 IN ONE
I AM AN ANCESTRAL SOUND RECORDER
I AM HERE TO RE-ENCHANT THE EARTH AND SING ALIVE OUR BODIES.
I LOVE AND TRUST THE VOICE THAT DOES NOT OBEY THE MIND.
A VOICE NOT ALWAYS PRETTY AND SOMETIMES BEYOND WORDS -
PURE SOUND
THE SOUND OF MY WORDS SPOKEN ALOUD OR IN SONG ARE POWERFUL.
I AM THE MASTER ARTISAN
THE 7 POINTED STAR IS MY SYMBOL
I ALIGN WITH THE SPINNING MYSTERY OF THE 7
7 CHAKRAS, 7 PLANETS, 7 RAYS, 7 STEPS OF THE PYRAMID; THE 7 STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS CONJOINED.
7 IS THE RAY OF MYSTICAL POWER; THE FOUNDATION OF THE INDIVIDUAL SELF FREED WITHIN THE 2 POINTS OF POLARITY.
MY SOUL CALLS FORTH INTO MIND AND BODY; MY ABILITY TO DECODE THE HIDDEN MYSTERIES
I AM HERE TO CLAIM MY MYSTICAL WISDOM AND ACKNOWLEDGE MY PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH SOURCE (GOD/ HIGHER SELF)
I AM HERE AS A PILLAR/STAFF TO CATALYZE THE MYSTICAL FORCE OF THE 7 CHAKRAS AND PROPEL ONE TO THE REGION OF DIVINE ILLUMINATION WITHIN.
PUTTING THEORY TO TEST I PUT MY MYSTICAL POWER INTO PRACTICAL APPLICATION
AS A TECHNICIAN OF THE SACRED I INTEGRATE THE POLARITY OF WORLDS INTO AN OPERANT FOUNDATION.
I COMBINE FEELINGS AND INTELLECT TO TRANSMUTE MATTER INTO MYSTICAL CONSCIOUSNESS.
MAY MY MYSTICAL POWER,
LOTUS OF LIGHT,
IGNITE MY CASCADING CHRYSALIS OF TRAVEL AMUNG THE STARS!
I AM HERE TO LEARN SELF ACCEPTANCE.
TO CRAFT A LIGHT BODY (KA) FROM THE STAFF AND COLUMB OF LIGHT WITHIN MY SPINE.
TO OPEN MY LOTUS TO THE WORLD
REALIZE I AM A GIFT
TO ACCEPT AND LOVE MYSELF UNCONDITIONALLY
I TAKE UP THE STAFF OF MY MYSTICAL POWER.
I AM TRANSCENDENT SPLENDOR OF THE NIGHT-BLOSSOMED LOTUS ATOP THE GOLDEN LUMINOUS STAFF.
I HEAR THE VOICE OF MY SOLAR IDENTITY;
OWL, MESSENGER OF THE GREAT CENTRAL SUN.
SOURING SOFTLY THROUGH THE CONDUIT OF MYSTICAL TRANSMISSION
SILENTLY SOUNDING THE GOLDEN NIMBUS OF REUNION.
I AM A DEDICATED JOURNEYER WHO IS ON THE PATH THAT UNITES HEART AND MIND IN DEVOTION TO THE DIVINE.
I SEEK OUT THE TRUEST DESIRES OF ONES HEART.
I AM THE MUSE THAT SINGS THE SONG SEEKING THE ROOT OF TRUTH
I AM THE MYSTIC FERRYMAN ON THE RETURN PATH TO THE STARS.
MY STAFF IS A CONNECTION POINT BETWEEN THE EARTH PLANE AND THE DIVINE.
REPRESENTING A CONDUIT FOR COMMUNICATION WITH ALL THAT IS.
WITH GRACE I OFFER TRANSMISSIONS OF UNIVERSAL TRUTH
THE STAFF IS A METAPHOR OF ONES INNER TRUTH.
IT IS PLANTED WITHIN EVERYONE
I ASSIST THE GROWTH AND EXPANSION OF AWARENESS OF THE 7 POINTED STAR WITHIN THE STAFF OF HERMES; THE SPINE.
I PLANT THE SEEDS AND HOLD SPACE OF ALLOWANCE FOR THE SEEDS OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, PROSPERITY AND ABUNDANCE AND HEALING TO CULTIVATE AND GESTATE THEMSELVES IN THE ROOT.
I ASK THEM TO SPREAD LIGHT AND LOVE TO EVERY CELL OF THE BODY SO THAT IT CAN BEGIN TO BLOOM LIKE THE LOTUS
AND FROM THAT LOTUS TO BECOME A MAGNIFICENT FLOWERING TREE OF CONSCIOUSNESS THAT CAN SUPPORT MANY GENERATIONS TO COME!
I AM #16 (1+6=7) THE NUMBER THAT REPRESENTS UNITY WITH THE COSMIC FOUNDATION OF RESONANT EVOLUTION.
THIS RESONANCE IS CREATED THROUGH EMBODYING THE LIGHT.
I AM THE EMBODIMENT IF SATORI, SAMADHI, ENLIGHTENMENT, CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE GREAT AWAKENING.
THE WAY
THE TRUTH
AND LIFE
I AM THE SAME EMBODIMENT AS QUETZALCOATL, KUKULCAN, THE GREAT PAHANA, JESUS/YESHUA, BUDDAH, KRISHNA, MANU, NAMMU/TIAMAT, AN, AND KI
I EMBODY THE GODDESS OF OVER 10,000 NAMES ISIS
BOTH LIGHT AND DARK ASPECTS OF THE CREATOR, WITH NO SEPERATION BETWEEN ONE OR THE OTHER.
AS THE OWL FERRYMAN I AM OFFERING YOU MY STAFF.
PLANT IT WITHIN YOURSELF FOR PROFOUND AWARENESS CAN EMERGE FROM WORKING WITH IT.
THIS STAFF IS A TANGIBLE EXPRESSION OF YOUR TRUTH!
THE IDEAS, CONCEPTS, AND SPIRITUAL CREATIONS THAT COME OUT OF YOUR INDIVIDUAL MYSTICAL DISCOVERY PROCESS.
DIRECT GUIDANCE, COMMUNICATION, AND EMBODIMENT ARE THE KEY CONCEPTS CONTAINED WITHIN THE STAFF.
IT IS A SYMBOL OF LEARNING TO STAND IN YOUR FULL POWER AND SELF AUTHORITY
LEARNING TO TUNE INTO GALACTIC INTELLIGENCE SO THAT TRANSMISSIONS ARE RECEIVED EFFORTLESSLY.
EMBODY THE LIGHT BELOVEDS
AS YOU EMBODY THE FERRYMANS STAFF
THE CHRIST LIGHT BODY (KA)
YOU BECOME ANCHORED IN YOUR CONNECTION TO COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS.
HOLDING WITHIN YOU THE FOUNDATIONAL STEPS OF THE TRINITY
YOU CARRY THE "ILLUMINATED ONE" INTO THE WORLD.
AS A LIVING MYSTIC I AM (WE ARE ONE AND SO IT IS THAT YOU ARE ALSO) THE CONDUIT OF THE SPIRALING GALAXIES THAT CREATES A UNION WITH COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS.
I AM THE BEGINNING OF ANOTHER OCTAVE
A HIGHER OCTAVE CHARACTERIZED BY ORGANIC BALANCE AND THE NEW EARTH UNDER MY FEET.
THE HARMONIC WISDOM FOR YOU TODAY IS GRACE
GRACE IS THE DIVINE COMPASSION THAT OFTEN COMES AS A REPRIEVE OR RELEASE, A SONG THAT SURROUNDS YOU WITH LOVE, PROTECTION, AND IMMUNITY.
GRACE IS AN ECSTATIC CONTACT, AN UNEXPECTED BLESSING FROM THE UNIVERSE.
GO FORTH AND SPREAD THE WORD
THAT GRACE IS BEING SHOWERED UPON THE WORLD