Thursday, October 3, 2019

PREMIER Of The Golden Scroll's: The Dominoes Diamond & Trinity Holy Grail Through The Saint Of Grace Esther LIVE AND ON SCREEN





I woke up this morning
Saw a world full of trouble now, thought
How'd we ever get so far down, and
How's it ever gonna turn around
So I turned my eyes to Heaven
I thought, "God, why don't You do something?"
Well, I just couldn't bear the thought of
People living in poverty
Children sold into slavery
The thought disgusted me
So, I shook my fist at Heaven
Said, "God, why don't You do something?"
He said, "I did, yeah, I created you" (now listen)
If not us, then who
If not me and you
Right now, it's time for us to do something, yeah
If not now, then when
Will we see an end
To all this pain
Oh, it's not enough to do nothing
It's time for us to do something
I'm so tired of talking about
How we are God's hands and feet
But it's easier to say than to be
Live like angels of apathy who tell ourselves
It's alright, "somebody else will do something"
Well, I don't know about you
But I'm sick and tired of life with no desire
I don't want a flame, I want a fire and
I wanna be the one who stands up and says
"I'm gonna do something"
If not us, then who
If not me and you
Right now, it's time for us to do something, yes it is, come on
If not now, then when
Will we see an end
To all this pain
Oh oh, it's not enough to do nothing
It's time for us to do something
We are the salt of the earth
We are a city on a hill
We're never gonna change the world
By standing still
No, we won't standstill
No, we won't standstill
No, we won't standstill
No
If not us, then who
If not me and you
Right now
It's time for us to do something
If not now, then when
Will we see an end
To all this pain
It's not enough to do nothing
WHEN YOU SEE WOUNDED I SEE MENDED BELOVEDS. Jesus and Religion are opposite spectrums. I still love Jesus but I STOP-CODON RELIGION AND THE NATURES/TRUNK OF ADDICTION OF IT!  I dont believe in sin because i dont fall prey to FEAR! Sin is a trap- a man made and created in the mind RABBIT HOLE OF DEATH! Everything this man says is on spot beside that- but from my higher perspective- Jesus wont set anyone free, only you can address the battlefield in your mind and become the change you wish to see here in the Now
This book is my declaration to the world saying IT IS FINISHED! Take the words of Chad the Pastor at Red Rocks that baptized me and redeemed my soul under the holy waters of Shekinah Grace Fire. We do not need to worship- we need to practice real Devotion. I am blessed but i am here to bring the whole story’s. We deserve to know what happened to Jesus, Mary Magdalene and My ancestral bloodlines! I sought Christ- and i was liberated through glee. Such is a weave of my internal waters that i will share in my SHADOW- SHOWCASE and premier of my NU BOOK to be released in 2020
I'm starting to see CLEARLY how my life is full of wonder and delight and miracles and ive been doing vision quests with birds, bugs and beasts and Jesus and a whole bunch of invisible friends that no one else can ‘see’ as my guides since 2013! 
My behavior and actions have Not so much my channel of judgement that is projected in my design that courses through as it is just my design as a whole being here to shake Humanity awake, but do so compassionately with great authority of mercy, not leaving shaken baby syndrome of death like i felt I received in my WAVE OF A WAKE in the densest trenches that mass consciousness ensnared me, but i was determined as a cocooned butterfly TO ESCAPE THIS HELL HOLE and any other day in hell of another's mental tower of babble pressuring itself upon me with expectation stations and shade of their own delusions. Sure i may seem delusional to you, but I KNOW i am NOT, If i am then there is an entire legion behind me backing me up, and voices like Johnathan Cahn below, who is ushering the prequel to US through the book called THE ORACLE
i have broke and now gaias heart moves with me beneath my feet as a Geomancer and TELepathic super hero. although yes it feels like im just sitting here Judging and shaking you telling you what you think before you think it ir refuses to say it in resentment but I AM A LIBRA- i hold the scales- if im giving judgment its because the SOUL asked me to! And we are RUNNING OUT OF TIME! Literally it wont exist anymore where were going! I have to open the portal of my heart and tesseract you to the NU! Show you the NU as an example so that you can take my Omni Midas hands and weave a Golden thread of life WITH ME! Otherwise, all hope IS LOST. 
Jedi’s of all nations, rays and creeds- we need you NOW to UNITE! Watch clip
Your human brain need not grasp to understand a thing I Transmission to you as we begin as it can make things difficult in the beginning, so take a moment to wash your mind free of thought, perhaps for the first time step into meditation and contemplate what i am bringing forth into your awareness and if emotions rise, write them down in your now to BE NU and SURRENDER journal- its like a book of shadows- but much greater- they are your future light letters and your baby steps to sing light language with me in harmonic convergence. 
only surrender in allowance to the Divine Pressure of Grace that is going to be upon you! Because I want to tread a LEGACY upon your hearts and fulfill my Destiny. Let me start my Shadow Showcase off introducing one of the women who kept my soul alive with her words, voice and influence over my life. Nichole Nordeman. I have seen her in concert at the Faith Bible Chapel church in Arvada that i grew up in and received prayer at when i was at my most suicidal moments in my life. Malachi also grew up there and we wonder still how we never collided sooner! 
My grandma Patricia volunteers in the prayer room there and also has worked for their ministry my entire life. They support Israel which is rare to see in a church these days. She is who gave me my nickname cricket and i had a synchronistic thing happen 7/15 around 5pm and saw a little baby cricket. It felt like a confirmation so i wanted to snap a pic of the little guy but by the time i grabbed my phone he disappeared and was no where to be found. But I felt his message from the brown critter
“You have returned to your innocence- all parts are whole and you can see through the childlike eyes of your cricket-(nickname since birth). you are Nu and we are so proud of NU! You are the archetype of innocence and grace walking as a master embodied Star Magi- wherever you go is holy ground so keep your feet and hands cleansed- and baptize others with them and all the ground you travel. listen for the music of the spheres singing between the cricket's legs who in harmonic convergence become the bells toll beckoning forth the symphonies and angelic orchestra of the Divines will, devotion, and unconditional love over you. you blessed child of the Almighty WE AND YOU NU ARE, shall leave a legacy of synthesis’s and imagination all shall recognize, Go forth and SHINE RISING STAR! It is your birthright and your birthday is right around the corner! So celebrating life is a must with your culture- your future and vitality depend on it”
I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
And you could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all the who's-who's and so-and-so's
That used to be the best at such and such,
It wouldn't matter much.
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights,
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world.
I want to leave a legacy,
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love?
Did I point to you enough?
To make a mark on things
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace
Who blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy.
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthy list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such
Will soon enough destroy.
I want to leave a legacy'(repeat chorus)
Not well-traveled, not well-read
Not well-to-do, or well-bred.
Just want to hear instead,
Well done, good and faithful one';
I want to leave a legacy..(repeat chorus)
Please know I only get so hyped up because my visions come true- and they can be karmic or liberating depending on how i aim my words and tones. you'll see when i read what ive experienced the past 4 years since 2015 and ill blow your brains out! You’ll be thankful i didn’t actually do so! 
Some of You know what Unity Grace in gene keys did last year as an oracle-if not ill share the videos for a donation because she needs it paid forward for HER movement efforts of money cleansing but im doing the same equivalent thing THIS YEAR. ya all can join or not- either way my momentum will continue the Gathering and eventually we will be like tiny specs of snow particles gathered together and we become a massive snowball rolling down a hill! 
15th and 25th gene keys showing up in this video- i am in my radiance and bringing all into the evolution of Universal Love. 
Im trying to bring home all Tel-ly Light Warriors into the center STAGE to receive their gifts long-awaited by SANTA CLAUSE! Once you believe in MAGIC again, once you have FAITH, only then can Grace rain shower its prosperity upon you! 
So WE CAN SHOW THE WORLD THE CHANGE WE ARE BECOMING- THE EVENT THAT HAPPENS! I AM AND THROUGH ME WE AND NU ARE A DOMINO EFFECT! So take your snowball and stack it on top of ours and we will be the pyramid around that SNOWMAN! I want to teach you about The Little FOOT and my injuries and to get you present so you don't have to have quite as many bumps and bruises to the connective tissue NU ARE. I have cracked the glass ceiling above you and be a wormhole to freedom and liberation that you never thought could or would possibly exist!
Take a look around
And see the world we think we know
Then look closer
There's more to life than meets the eye
A beauty to behold
It's all much bigger than we know
It's only just beginning to unfold
So let it all unfold
Far beyond all reason in your mind
There's a world mysterious
There for you to find
All these questions
That we always have
All we are is curious
There's nothing wrong with that
So go 'round every corner
Search every part of the sky
'Cause a life that's full of wonder
Is a wonderful life
Dig beneath the surface
Find the lessons there to learn
And then dig deeper
Feed your intuition
Don't leave any stone unturned
Be the seeker of the truth
Listen when you hear it calling you
You know it's calling you
Far beyond all reason in your mind
There's a world mysterious
Therefor you to find
All these questions that we always have
All we are is curious
There's nothing wrong with that
So go 'round every corner
Search every part of the sky
'Cause a life that's full of wonder
Is a wonderful life
And the answers aren't that far away
Look closer
As i weave the macro into the micro for you to behold I am told by the HOLY SPIRIT flowing through my heart and vessel to begin with the Great Dictatorship Speech by Charlie Chaplin
I’m sorry
But I don't want to be an Emperor
That's not my business
I don't want to rule or conquer anyone
I should like to help everyone if possible
Jew, Gentile
Black man, White
We all want to help one another
Human beings are like that
We want to live by each other's happiness
Not by each other's misery
We don't want to hate and despise one another
In this world there’s room for everyone and the good earth is rich
And can provide for everyone
The way of life can be free and beautiful
But we have lost the way
Greed has poisoned men's souls
Has barricaded the world with hate
Has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed
We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in
Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want
Our knowledge has made us cynical
Our cleverness hard and unkind
We think too much, and feel too little
More than machinery, we need humanity
More than cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness
Without these qualities, life will be violent
The airplane and the radio have brought us closer together
The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men
Cries out for universal brotherhood for the unity of us all
Even now, my voice is reaching millions throughout the world
Millions of despairing men, women, and little children
Victims of a system that makes men torture
And imprison innocent people
To those who can hear me I say
The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed
The bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress
The hate of men will pass
And the power they took from the people
Will return to the people
And so long as men die
Liberty will never perish
Soldiers, don't give yourselves to brutes
Men who despise you, enslave you
Who regiment your lives
Tell you what to do, what to think, and what to feel
Who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder
Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men
Machine men, with machine minds and machine hearts
You have the love of humanity in your hearts
Only the unloved hate
The unloved and the unnatural
Soldiers, don't fight for slavery
In the seventeenth chapter of Saint Luke it is written
“The kingdom of God is within man”
Not one man, nor a group of men, but in all men
In you, you the people
You the people have the power
The power to create machines
The power to create happiness
You the people have the power to make life free and beautiful
To make this life a wonderful adventure
Then in the name of democracy
Let us use that power
Let us fight for a new world, a decent world
That will give men a chance to work
That will give youth a future
And old age a security
By the promise of these things brutes have risen to power
But they lie, they do not fulfill their promise
Dictators free themselves
But they enslave the people
Now let us fight to fulfill that promise
Let us fight to free the world
To do away with national barriers
Do away with greed
With hate and intolerance
Let us fight for a world of reason
A world where science and progress will lead to all men's happiness
Soldiers! In the name of democracy, let us all unite!
The clouds are lifting, the sun is breaking through
We are coming out of the darkness into the light
We are coming into a new world
A kind new world where men will rise above their hate and brutality
The soul of man has been given wings, and at last, he is beginning to fly
He is flying into the rainbow, into the light of hope, into the future
That glorious future that belongs to you, to me and to all of us


So i right now Dedicate my book to Alan Watt's, Richard Rudd, Ra Uru Hu, Christ Consciousness Beings of NU and ALLIS AS A GREAT WRITER AND SCRIBE i dedicate it to ALL NU that allow me to use your words as my own as a Ms. Who (Female version of the Catapillar in Alice In Wonderland). I dedicate it To my children, Grace and Elijah. To my True Flame Malachi. And to ALL my family and Friends, and Monster Mirror's of 'me'. 


I am not going to make promises i can't fulfil. I am going to talk right with impeccability as the sun pulses its grace upon my aura. I will do business with only AWARE beings. No unaware rascals who wish to cheat me completely. I'm aware when others are shysters, but we can find a MID-HEAVEN. I know what i want and what you want and if we can get it clear we can compromise and find a reasonable agreement. we have a little play of GIVE AND TAKE. 
if you dont have that you are absolutely snalled. 
you cant operate a business these days without a whole team of lawyers, hence why I haven't done much with Trinity Alignment Therapeutics becoming a corporation rather than just a LLC. 
what are lawyers functions? (In my blueprint sence, i AM one, so is Malachi as we are LIBRA's, the scales... the only zodiac that is like a compass) to write down rules of the game so we have a rule of law. law and order needs be 'upheld' but what does that actually mean?

 it means all organizations and business organizations and bureaucratic organizations even churches are going by the book. they are operating according to a MANUAL. In many cooperations, individuals have to constantly use a manual instead of using their own good sense and intuition. 

THIS DOESNT WORK... 
Organizations are totally different from an ORGANISM
we each are very very complicated organisms
which our nervous system facilities and we don't know how we do it and couldn't begin to describe how it works. and even neurologists don't know how it works and yet it works reasonably well because our brain can handle an unknown value of variables. 

a variable is any identifiable process such as breathing and circulation of the blood. secretions of the glands and the digestive system and so on and so forth. 
now we operate these all day without knowing how we do so. 
there is no book of rules according to which we do this. 
so in the same way...
 if a corporation is to be a TRUE ORGANISM (all shared in the 3rd Gene Key) as distinct from an organization it must be based on the principle of MUTUAL TRUST, not on law

Because if you can't trust other people you CANNOT HAVE A COMMUNITY
not even a CORPORATION. (Which Trinity Alignment Therapeutics is destined to become)

It's risky
very risky to trust others
because they may let you down
but on the whole
if you do trust them
the chances are
perhaps
whats 60-40 maybe a little more maybe 75-25 but the system will work
simply because they are trusted

and as soon as we have a system whereby for example in a supermarket there are mirrors all over the place, tv cameras watching everything, all kinds of checks on the cashiers so they wont sneak off with something. you got a system that increasingly won't work. because nobody will want to WORK THERE. 

One of the major reasons for Hippies and Drop Outs is that 
HUMAN BEINGS DONT WANT TO WORK UNDER CONDITIONS LIKE THAT!
Because they are mechanical condition's 
and the mechanism is quite distinct from the organism because the mechanism is arranged on LINEAR PLANS  

The Book (Dominoe Diamond Mandala Effect)
whereby the ORGANISM (such as this body) 
TRANSCENDS THAT THROUGH QUANTUM BIOLOGY and knowing of thyself and healing of thy self.

Humanity doesn't know how... and simply have been UNABLE AND CANT WRITE DOWN HOW...because its more complicated than any form of writing can express... but THIS BOOK... will be the LIVING LIBRARY that TRANSCENDS THIS BECAUSE I WROTE IT. Every second, every detail, every MOVEMENT and THOUGHT in my Ascension becoming a Saint Of Grace, that i could possibly sit down to auto write while balancing a family, a job, not dying, my health, my security, my sanity-  has been just so recorded for the whole world to pay witness to my Testimony and Transparency through to Illumination

"Now the computer speeds up linear calculation, which is similar to what myself and Malachi can do, to a terrific extent. but it still comes nowhere near the capacity of the human brain. so this is something that, has to be recognized as a principle. 

every corporation employes a number of people in research. 
lets take IBM, they have a huge center down near san hose where there is a research staff. amung the first things they have to recognize is that you cannot put creative research people, under the clock. you have got to trust creative research people to FOOL AROUND. 
to sit about drink copy or whiskey and scratch their heads, while looking at blackboards and PLAY. and then suddenly ZINGO, like a light flickering on a DASHBOARD on your car, an interesting result will occur. 

but if you make them punch clocks and if you say "these are the things that you have got to discover", it will not work

so the corporation has to make an act of faith in its research personal and say "we recognize you have an amazing gift called brains, we dont know what these are but it seems in the past you have been fruitful so we are going to employ you to do your THING WHATEVER that HAPPENS TO BE and we will make an ACTIVE FAITH in you. 

And Invariably if they make that act of faith it will work

fantastic ideas will come forth to fill your cup. not perhaps the IDEA YOU EXPECTED. In fact it may not even apply to your particular business but you could always sell it to SOMEBODY ELSE.  

this is a FUNDAMENTAL PRINCIPLE. 
there CANNOT be COMMUNITY 
There CANNOT be corporations 
and therefore there cannot be COMMERCE 
which really broken down MEANS BEING MERCIFUL TO EACH OTHER

There cannot be Sacred Commerce without MUTUAL TRUST. 

I mean there are even insurance companies called "mutual trust", but instead of using them, come to Trinity Alignment Therapeutics UMBRELLA OF SACRED COMMERCE

 HAHAHA

But without these foundations, none of this can happen. So I am birthing Trinity Alignment Therapeutics to MAKE an impact with my story and create a WAVE OF CHANGE that WILL bring us home to Paradice.

The society in the moment even still is mutual distrust. 
And therefore it becomes increasingly difficult for me to DO ANYTHING in ACTION that my design was CREATED to DO

Business is inhibited by the lack of FREE enterprise. 
That sounds very right-wing
but actually, Facous states and corporate states, and totalitarian states are UTTERLY AGAINST FREE ENTERPRISE. 

Small business owners own 57% of the market and if we can BAND TOGETHER, we can STAMPEDE THEM WITH THE SACRED COMMERCE WAY and we can do it before the next Governmental Elections. 

So lets push this a little further

The laborer is WORTHY of their higher. and i as a mere philosopher you know dealing in HIGHER things, always insists that i be paid for my work, and i get the highest fee i can get. people say "well you are just out for money" i say that is none of your business. BECAUSE I GIVE MOST OF IT AWAY! My own needs being EXTREMELY SIMPLE. Although i enjoy good food, and I own a television set I only watch it for those moments i am allowed to PLAY and weave them from my macro into my micro! 

Its a very simple life but i have enough and enough is AS GOOD AS A FEAST. 

you see a lot of people dont feel happy unless they have another thing beyond money, which is called Status. 
And Status to a very large extent in our economy consists in conspicuous consumption. 
and having this thing and that thing and the other thing
having a swimming pool A NICE CAR, some kind of clothes and house with enormous ranstile picture window and so on and so on and so on

we think we NEED all of THAT because we have been persuaded by a certain kind of propaganda that that is how we ought to live because we HAVEN'T asked ourselves 

Whether that was REALLY what we wanted.

But I did. And i Changed my life from the inside out. 

in other words we have been propagandized into thinking what we want but i remember my Daughter Grace who might as well be in high school at her young age of almost 12. My Number 1 daughter who has become VERY sensible, insisted that she had to have a Furry Suit and in those days I just can't afford that. i say to her "my dear do you really want these?!" or "is it just that um you have been reading add's in a magazine or listening to the other children you play with online, or is this truly something you can express your SOUL with and brings you JOY. If it brings you JOY we shall find a way to save and get it when the money is there, but otherwise, keep on manifesting baby Goddess, put that shit on your DREAM VISION BOARD!

 I no longer have Grace in public school and i keep wavering back and forth as to whether i SHOULD put her in for social practice or if i should just begin an ONLINE MYSTERY SCHOOL ACADEMY FOR STARSEEDS because I'm sick of the systems Core curriculum and Truancy FEARS.  We are free beings, we shouldn't be forced to teach anything specific to our kids, they will DISCOVER WHAT AND WHO THEY ARE in organic nature. We need only LET THEM PLAY! 

 at schools and places where you send your child you don't realize that you are doing so for them to be brought up by other children! Even their teachers right now are not centered or teaching from their hearts, therefore engaging in these systems we get the lowest common denominator of culture.  

We ALL think we have to "have this" or "gotta have that", but we don't REALLY want it. We become hoarders and coveters, but if we sit back and contemplate "do i really need all of that, is this trip really necessary?! 

You would probably come to the conclusion that it wasn't. OR if you have denied yourself these things you may come to the conclusion that it is very necessary to reset and reclaim your life- To baptize yourself with Gaia, somewhere 

that would be very important because then we ALL would be SAVING ENERGY. WE KNOW WE ARE NEARING AN ENERGY CRYSIS 

There is NOT enough physical energy available to 'do all the things we think we are supposed to do'. we go rushing around and so on. 

So we need to take towards COMMERCE. 
A more relaxed attitude

so please Divinely Relax yourselves into my TRUE STORY, that will make this a reality to our Planet and Humanity. I am after all, living and breathing proof that it is possible and that Magic and Miracles truly exists. you just have to tap into your heart and there you mystical powers will be shown to you. 

Please watch our short video on Facebook of our True Twin Journey, and you will get to witness our wonderful adventures from birth until the present, which will be a PRESENT and GIFT because it will reprogram everything you think you know right now. 
My dreams and visions as a Delphi Oracle (and purified heart for that matter) are prophetical so i dont just ignore them. I share every song and video or miracle i can to get Divine messages through into THIS REALITY! I also grew up with the story of Joseph the King of dreams- only I am a Queen and roles are now switched. Malachi actually IS the King of Dreams and after we met so many 'timeline gaps' filled in for us both! I trust them because they tell me more truth than my own brain! It is MY INTUITION! I follow intuition i do not listen to the mind beloveds! That is not my brain- but my mutated solar plexus and splenic awareness that i SPEAK in knowing and discernment from. 
I started Consciously paying attention to my visions which i have had my entire life and voiced often as they where nightmares to me as a child- my greatest fear began to become ‘being left behind if i wasn't in alignment with Gods Will’. my mother was terrified of everything i was turning out to be and conditioned me to be fearful of my emerging gifts and instilled fear of demonic possession and ‘falling away from god’ into my mind, if i partook in Magic, even though i was born AS AN INNOCENT! She took my flying carpet away i just got for my birthday choosing to shred the Aladdin movie that was just released and SHE BOUGHT ME on VHS in front of me as i was watching the Genie sing to Aladdin in the cave of wonders.
 I got lucky that i got to keep my dolls but that hardly lasted when she came to realize the male dolls have a little bump for the groin area and she didnt want me asking about sexual things at my age (i have to remember what year this was) and so to avoid it (and she never really did teach me diddly squat about sexuality besides ‘avoid it until marriage and it better not be with the same sex’. she threw my Aladdin away and from then on all i had was Females to play and pretend were in families with mini baby dolls -  i loved playing house! So now my mind got warped around girl playing with girl... she took the masculine away and so who the hell besides another feminine was i to use!? So now she literally forced me to play our ‘bisexual and transexual’ patterns at a very early age. Massive sexual confusion and masculine and feminine imbalance going on well up until the end of this year that i can now say i see seriously how mutation is effecting everyone everywhere everyday differently and very diversely! I hope by the end of my tour- these sexual identities and ideas will be dissolved and we can as a conscious collective step into a new frontier of learning through awareness... not Sexuality. 
GRACE WINS 
In my weakest moment, i see you
Shaking your head in disgrace
I can read the disappointment
Written all over your face
Here come those whispers in my ear
Saying who do you think you are
Looks like you are on your own from here
Because grace can never reach that far
But in the shadow of the shame
Beat down by all the blame
I hear you call my name
Saying its not over
But my heart starts to beat so loud
Now drowning out the dout
I'm down but i'm not out
Theres a war between guilt and grace
And there fighting for a sacred space
But i'm living proof
Grace wins every time
No more lying down in deaths defeat
Now i'm rising up in victory
Singing Hallelujah
Grace Wins every time

Words cant describe the way it feels
When mercy floods a thirsty soul
A Broken side begins to heal
And grace returns what guilt has stole
But in the shadow of the shame
Beat down by all the blame
I hear you call my name
Saying its not over
But my heart starts to beat so loud
Now drowning out the dout
I'm down but i'm not out
Theres a war between guilt and grace
And there fighting for a sacred space
But i'm living proof
Grace wins every time
No more lying down in deaths defeat
Now i'm rising up in victory
Singing Hallelujah

Grace Wins every time
For the Prodical son
Grace Wins
For the Woman at the well
Grace Wins
For the blind men and the begger
Grace Wins
For always and forever
Grace Wins
For the lost out on the street
Grace Wins
For the worst part of you and me
Grace Wins
For the thief on the cross
Grace Wins
For the world that is lost

Theres a war between guilt and grace
And there fighting for a sacred space
But i'm living proof
Grace wins every time
No more lying down in deaths defeat
Now i'm rising up in victory
Singing Hallelujah
Grace Wins every time
Every time
Yah i'm living proof
All must know and if you look at my blueprints for this lifetime- I was born with the touch of Grace as if it was MY DESTINY and I WAS MAGIC- born to Liberate a whole nation who is enslaved- doing so by first FREEING MYSELF FROM ITS SHADOW CONSCIOUSNESS AND MATRIX! To clear the world, i had to first and foremost see my own fear or victim consciousness and BURN IT! Know now the fantasy world WAS NO FANTASY TO ME! Disney and the entertaining arts i swear where invented and created by my muses SOLELY FOR MY OWN GROWTH because its literally what i live and breath. There is a dark hidden void attached to every fragment of LIGHT... im simply here to UNVEIL AND MAGNIFY the emotions we as humans fluctuate through and are known as various WAVES in human design 
Know thyself through Eye- the Eternal Mirror of Trinity before you. The father, sun and holy spirit shekinah. The mother maiden and the crone. Or the oracle- of the past, present and the future. I can be all things, or three things, or no things and just OM things. see i can be Dr. Sues too
“The commonest dream symbol of transcendence is the snake” - Carl Jung one of my first guides to came to me in 2014, and not following long after that the Snake, go figure because that's my Mayan Galactic Signature anyways. I have gotten to learn a lot about "the serpent and snake in the garden of Eden" and my journeys will reveal many things in the months to come. 
Isn’t it synchronistic that my galactic signature is THE SERPENT!? My higher guide and Self IS THE SNAKE KA! Is the SLYTHERIN DRACONIAN SILVER TONGUE OF THE SOPHIA CODES!? My YELLOW STAR is my subconscious self and hidden helper! Overall I am a Red Tone 2 lunar skywalker and look what i came to be here now as... so let me dance for you please *lilo and stitch voice* i practiced! 
"Red Skywalker is the skywalker, the time/space traveler who can jump dimensions to assist you in realizing heaven on Earth. Red Skywalker is unlimited in form but often chooses the form of the angelic messenger.

A person who embodies cosmic wisdom may be known as a sky-walker, sage or bodhisattva. When others see such light in human form, they feel the vibration of heaven. This vibration may be embodied by you or experienced with a guru, master, an energy such as Red Skywalker, or in a 'chance' encounter with an extraordinary person.

An encounter with the energy of Red Skywalker can spark a deep yearning within you for a reunion with the Source. Yet from this place of love and compassion, you also have a desire (embodied in physical form) to serve the light. This is the place in you that has the courage to fully express unconditional love, the depths of your being. Red Skywalker asks you to live the new myth by bringing this heaven to Earth in your daily life. As this reality is lived, it touches and awakens the same truth in others: "They kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in heaven."

Red Skywalker represents balance in your life - not static balance, but a dynamic equilibrium that includes both your present expression and your starseeded self. In Red Skywalker's star-glyph you see that the pillars of heaven don't appear to touch the Earth. You are the element that appears to be missing in the star-glyph. You are the one whose expression of the light assists in drawing the pillars of heaven to Earth.

Joining these pillars in yourself can be viewed as reuniting your male and female aspects. Together, in balance, we create the pillars of the etheric temples of heaven on Earth.

The natural state of every system moves toward balance that is fluid and free, as in a dance. That balance is experienced differently by each person, but it often brings a sense of steadiness or contentedness even in the midst of movement and change. When you are dancing, you can use your very state of imbalance to create the fluidity of the dance."
So let me share that i was baptized when i was 8 years old, my mother was so fearful and even then i couldnt be perfect enough in her eyes- always an embarrassment speaking up and voicing my intuition. the day i was baptized she told me not to swim in the pool- my sister was baptized the same day too and was praised for walking their line as a Pisces named Taura. My mother is a Capricorn named Laura. Hello i am Kymberly a cusped sign of Virgo/Libra. 
Regardless my soul innocently sang this song to her everyday that she would be so critical of me. Even her own God loved me, I knew this was certain. no matter how many times she would tell me in the future "your jesus isn't MY jesus", my question is "who is your Jesus to you, besides what you have been told and think you know from the bible?" 
Hello, my name is regret
I’m pretty sure we have met
Every single day of your life
I’m the whisper inside
Won’t let you forget
Hello, my name is defeat
I know you recognize me
Just when you think you can win
I’ll drag you right back down again
‘Til you’ve lost all belief
These are the voices,
these are the lies
And I have believed them,
for the very last time
Hello, my name is child of the one true king
I’ve been saved, I’ve been changed, and I have been set free
Amazing grace is the song I sing
Hello, my name is child of the one true king
I am no longer defined
By all the wreckage behind
The one who makes all things new
Has proven it’s true
Just take a look at my life
Hello, my name is child of the one true king
I’ve been saved, I’ve been changed, and I have been set free
Amazing grace is the song I sing
Hello, my name is child of the one true king
What a love the Father has lavished upon us
That we should be called his children
I am a child of the one true King
What a love the Father has lavished upon us
That we should be called his children
Hello, my name is child of the one true king
I’ve been saved, I’ve been changed, and I have been set free
Amazing grace is the song I sing
Here's a mandala effect in my life- we repeated this shockingly of our own individual adult choice in August 2012 and found out day of baptism both of us decided to do it again as adults at the same church and we where put together in alphabetical order for baptism. So twin sisters where baptized yet again. However we aren't biological twins by any means. If it was just me likely no family would have shown up, but because Taura was there it made them pay witness. my mother Laura and cousin Amanda paid witness as did my Taurus best friend at the time heather day and Gemini-Taurus boyfriend Little Jon. 
MY BAPTISM VIDEO 
So In those pools of initiation YOU cant be told not to swim-I was an adult no one could tell me no even if they tried. they arent big enough anyways to entice an innocent to do so and it was quick in and out, besides it wasnt cold so i didnt feel need to SWIM AROUND to stay warm! It was all MY CHOICE and no one else pressuring me to do ‘this surrender’ that had a life-changing effect on me. Unlike that of water that was forced upon me as a child. Since .... i was forever changed and reNued and reminded of the time a boy at church camp reached out to me when i was in worship in a song and singing my heart out and he said ‘you are blessed, if you dont feel it now you will come to!’ I cry now writing this 10:58am 7/14/19. That was the beginning of all of this and Eye Am that I Am. on 7/15 i got to share this with a Christian woman who is a new client and completely blown away by my healing capabilities and apparently upgrade with words and Grace. This is a story i hope to share first day on the 23rd with you all. It was such a beautiful conversation that ensued over 47 minutes that i got to lay my hands upon her old and frail body, but strong, and a very unique spirit. 
However, for my first baptism as a child my mother yelled at me for swimming in the pool after the baptism. I wondered why she was so resentful over it and mean because i go to the beat of my own drum, im stubborn and willful because my will is aligned to The Almighty. She assumed it was my own will- it has ever been so far from that however entirely The contrary. Nope my intuition is strong and my superpowers are now so full-blown ON- i need to use them to fulfill the mission I CAME HERE TO DO even if she wishes to hide and cower to the opening of the eye, i cannot attach to her emotional body or responses let alone anyone elses as an ECOLOGICAL TORQUE. I become a vision of the exorcist in such a case to make you all angry just enough to have a breakthrough into a  Liberated state of consciousness that ive obtained so that Eye as GENIE do not have to be confined to YOUR ITTY BITTY LITTLE LIVING SPACES of the mind! 
Heres the gist of my Baptism Story here- Im an Atlantean mermaid equivalent to Ariel, i loved to pretend i had a fin and swim around, what does she expect me to do- obey her commands to NOT PLAY!? Boy do I get SERIOUS when IM NOT ALLOWED TO PLAY! put me in water tell me NOT to swim... HA, SILLY HUMAN PARENT, YOU ARE- I FORGIVE YOU FOR YOU DO NOT KNOW BUT IN MY IMAGINATION IM A MOTHER FUCKING FISH HUMAN! And in past lives, i was too! wtf did she want me to DROWN!? HA! Nope, i keep my head above water for a reason right now im waiting for the ships to burn to save your ass’s lives! 
So when i became pregnant with my daughter in 2007, her name is Grace and i found out i was pregnant with her the same day i began massage school January 7th 2007. my experience only continued to intensify leading up to my 2nd baptism (and i was already dedicated and blessed at 1 year old) rather for me it wasnt the codon ring of water- it was the codon ring of FIRE- i was going to BURN MY PAST OFF! My daughter to say the least was literally MY first Initiation and karma itself- She actually wants to be called that. when my ex-husband claimed his kids would bring upon the apocalypse all sarcastic but serious like he wasnt kidding. Amazing what happened when i actually journeyed that possibility a few years ago writing a letter in 2017 to guess who... my mother. She never read it, we had a falling out which only now am i 'coming back' to possibly repair. I am taking a new approach and journey in relationships as a virgo/libra. Lets say by 2013 I experienced a rebirth of my present life for when i was born it was almost as a stillborn because my soul didnt want her as my mother let alone to go through the separation and persecution she would oppress upon me if i said Yes to My Divine Calling, because my purpose was great. I would have to crush her illusions of the kingdom she is building, and the rest of the countries and world. So, there's that... I'm here to shake the DNA and purify it into sanctity. This is what programs my vocation of light language... of speaking tongues. I so desire to, I knew God would give me this superpower similar to my own mothers, it just shows up differently, but it's the same codes. Mine just aren't distorted anymore, they are pure.  
Apparently my daughter Graces birthday is the dawn of the day this year that humanity is going to raid area 51 September 20th (2007) 2019 she will be 12 and were going to be laughing our asses off like we are right now because she just mentioned this raid last year and we all see and  INDEPENDENTS DAY mandala effect happening!
Let me say that i did not want to be born in this female body i was super resistant to answer the CALL and reincarnate here- due to all my past life accumulated persecution as a woman- being an An’Rah Wingmaker i didnt WANT to fall from Grace and be stripped of my own wings- they promised i wouldn't be that they would grow back- so like a kamikaze bomber to help humanity-i dove as a dove regardless after all of what they did to me. What a sacrifice i mean WHY WOULD I FUCKING DO THAT!? I even asked before i dove to become the Phoenix Prima Light But they said ‘To ascend them after the 21st century as a TIME-TRAVELER and become an Ascended Master Essene or Saint by the end of your lifetime- you will leave a legacy in your Wake.”
 How could i say No to the Creator? To source’s idea of my totality of its SONG!? My glory is to return home to the Sun! To follow the morning star- who knew id become it myself. So i chose before this lifetime- TO DO THIS! Im fully aware with advanced superpowers i wish to activate within you! 
accepting myself as Feminine let alone human has been a struggle but since the session with a woman named Kristy on 4/3/2014 my life has never been the same! Not long after that i was visited by AA Michael, AA Raphael, AA Gabriel, the Mary’s, and HERMIES and my life as a record keeper scribe began. I began clearing my karma in every way shape and form that i could including writing out all my resentments and releasing them through my journal and honestly what i should have just BURNED and waited to EMail later when it made sense- but the word was sent to those who i felt wounded by as a karmic whiplash and i somehow knew id get it in return but that it would only make me STRONGER. The holy spirit embraced me as i braced myself to survive it! They warned it might end my life- but i said my life was worth the sacrifice for them to SEE the BEAUTY I BECAME FROM THE PAIN! 
it was worth it and im alive SOULEY because of how the holy spirit had SPUN ITSELF into the tapestry of my pages through auto writing in the end a spell that would cancel it out for everyone. I have waited for this very day so patiently. I can see clearly now that the rain is gone- literally after last nights storms its nice fresh clear air! 
matthew west grace wins
I did share this journal and these transmissions of my heart opening testimonials and Adventures through Odessy; wearing my heart out on my sleeve simply to be an example just as my Lord Father. it created ‘negative’ karma that is NOW Mandala affecting my life in the present but im being given opportunity to write a NU LETTER to EVERYONE SAYING I'M SORRY! Much more than sorry, showing you how it was love at the core of my actions that where Driving my moon, to be here now, as a witness and Saint of Grace before you. At this point all i have is Grace to offer. I don't care what your creed or faith seed comes from. I won't fight the battlefield of the mind with you anymore. Mine was Christian, my roots didn't change, they simply shifted and i replanted myself into a new world entirely. I am now in that Kingdom as a TREE OF LIFE. i just never had the emotional maturity to explain any of this before, my fear of persecution really kept me from taking action in any area of my life that is SOUL PURPOSE DRIVEN. So let me take the first step of the NU WRITING i shall bring into form WITH YOU. I wont be doing so ignorantly and frustratingly this time or in my book, so you can relax and know im not slandering or meaning to HURT anyone. This was simply my journey of setting boundaries and showing up with the superpowers God has given me. This is my TRUE form, so please let me share it with you. I am a poet to the depths if anything else as is my beloved Malachi. 
It doesn't truly matter what Religion or Creed you choose within the trunk of genetic addiction (24th Gene Key)- and seeking salvation through Devotion from it.
I will not continue to voice opinion or defense's about our indifference's, I wish to simply WEAVE THEM INTO THE NU DAWN BEFORE US
Your painting is beautiful no matter what you put on the canvas, be still and KNOW this
It matters not the squabble of differentiations of ones Jesus, Krishna, or Buddha/guru vs another’s Ascended master. Grace and the Divine appear to one and all in various fractured ways but all will still return home to the One-The Sun-to Source.
Grace is available to everyone who chooses to Surrender to Divine Will over their lives and then to be a sacrifice of their identity and come into Service of the Whole as a NU HU-Man and Womb-AN
 We all are part of the Puzzle of the Golden Fleece we knit together past 2020!
Om mani padme hum
-Trinity of Magnifying Service-
In my Baptism in 2012,i was burning up my past with the intention of being free of every limitation and purifying OUR genetics. I knew as an alchemist i would be effecting THE WHOLE and OUR future prosperity. The weight of the world has been like ptsd in my womb carrying Christ consciousness cradling my belly wondering if YOU TWO WOULD BECOME STILLBORN AS I ALMOST DID!? 
I came here knowing my great importance on a cellular and quantum biological level and i went with that knowing as if i was the mind of God/Siddhi. In my letters from the depths of my heart and soul i was just trying to ask for unconditional love and pave a way or bridge for forgiveness but my words and NU language created mass miss-communication and stirred the cauldron of mass consciousness that was blinding them- i said too much- i was even just learning what i was saying! I felt like a BABY- and i was as a YELLOW RAY! Yes im a Blue Ray Illuminated but now Eye am Ki’Inan- in my evolution and mutation of my biology. I am in full alignment with my Sun Arc progressions and ready to SHINE when the alignments present themselves for me. 
My actions were not just because i was in a retrograde tantrum...i was listening to my inner child and paying close to the mirror of mySelves with awareness the whole time however I surrendered to the emotional waves that hit me and mutated my DNA! I was hurt, angry and frustrated for being so vastly miss understood and seen as a heathen, occultist, atheist, hater, whatever. what i wrote served a purpose and began to sweep away karmic residue in their lives and all that was trapped in my mind and cellular connective tissues that caused my chronic pain and fatigue! I have dreams visions and Story’s a plenty to share soon about all of that leading up to this year! This is why i was shown not to take action until NOW. Like a whole Moses moment and the song flooded my body mind and in came soul and that soul song never left. It awakened me. now the spiritual awakening is on and it won't stop. Because 'God' said so
Now one and all can stay resentful towards me, refuse to find forgiveness or think I'm possessed and entirely bonkers, I have managed to stay out of the Mental Institutes but believe me the world tried to shove me into them and pills down my throat. Just like my Divine Father I fought those systems tooth and nail. MY PAST and whatever i say or do in this present future that pisses anyone off won't change that my NU Testimony is my Pluto Truth of all Truths, and nothing but it. That revolves around the 44th gene key and KARMIC RELATIONSHIPS. The truth of it all is essential that I set my family (37th gene key) free ‘of my childhood and present time resentments and wrath’ as i wished to set myself and BODY free and into forgiveness of all myself and them. all i truly wanted was reconciliation, for them to give me a space of grace to share my Revelation's. I wish to share them with anyone and everyone but i didnt have one little fragment of light of awareness back then that Richardd Rudd weaved into my as of recent. See i CAN be humble with my line 1 in my pearl’s 3rd Gene key (Innocence) that allows me to receive guidance like an innocent child, always open for direction, however, i know what its not a direction the Source wants me to go. 
Even as an Oracle IM NOT PERFECT, i can be humble and say yes I AM STILL part of the Codon Ring Of Humanity, my heart just belongs to Gaia, i don’t expect to be PERFECT but I do have the 18th Gene Key of Perfection in my IQ sphere (and you can thank mother for that one). I desire only to be in Synergy and Unconditional Universal Open Hearted Love with others. i can see much more and with more clarity. Ive always been open to guidance yet I listen to my sacral authority and intuition above all! But this is why i crave Synergy because being blind and feeling around with my hands 24/7 gets me in my own stupid and idiotic rabbit holes that i dont wish anyone to have to go through. So thats why im going to SHOWCASE MY OWN NOT SELF STUPIDITY and frustrations caused by my unconscious narcissistic thinking that i was ever clever... and it would get me in trouble and i promise if Karma did this to me, it will do it to you and you can avoid this by listen to my Testimonial of Grace through love! 
casting crowns Nobody feat. Matthew West 

Why You ever chose me
Has always been a mystery
All my life, I've been told I belong
At the end of a line
With all the other Not-Quites
With all the Never-Get-It-Rights
But it turns out they are the ones You were looking for
All this time
'Cause I'm just a nobody trying to tell everybody
All about Somebody who saved my soul
Ever since NU rescued me, NU gave my heart a song to sing
I'm living for the world to see nobody but NU HU U U U
I'm living for the world to see nobody but NU HU U U U
Moses had stage fright
And David brought a rock to a sword fight
You picked twelve outsiders nobody would've chosen
And You changed the world
Well, the moral of the story is
Everybody's got a purpose
So when I hear that devil (FEAR) start talking to me, saying
"Who do you think you are?" I say
I'm just a nobody trying to tell everybody
All about Somebody who saved my soul
Ever since NU rescued me, NU gave my heart a song to sing
I'm living for the world to see nobody but NU HU U U U
I'm living for the world to see nobody but NU HU U U U
So let me go down, down, down in history
As another blood-bought faithful member of the family
And if they all forget my name, well, that's fine with me
I'm living for the world to see nobody but NU HU U U U
So let me go down, down, down in history (Go down in history)
As another blood-bought faithful member of the family
(It's all I ever wanna be) And if they all forget my name, well, that's fine with me
I'm living for the world to see nobody but NU HU U U U
I'm just a nobody (Nobody)
Trying to tell everybody
All about Somebody
Who saved my soul (Oh, saved my, saved my soul)
Ever since NU rescued me
NU gave my heart a song to sing (You gave me a song to sing)
I'm living for the world to see
Nobody but NU HU U U U (Nobody but NU, OH WE)
I'm living for the world to see nobody but Nu Hu-U-U-U
I have always been a fox- sly, sleek, and a sacred trixter (26th gene key). Im not the only one who’s recognized it either- the first Shaman i ever trusted named Tupak vision quested it too and his vision forever altered my life post my baptism of ‘fire water’ (shekinah) in 2012 and this reading happened in 2015. 
Now since 7/13/19 i have had another revelation and epiphany of my own and now clearly grasp how i should edit my blog and all my light letters before publishing so that its receptacle to the whole society and i will need help with this by publishers willing to assist me post the Shadow-Showcase but first before you dare to truly be Divine too you all have to listen and learn from my visions and dreams and not think im completely bonkers. As Richard Rudd describes ‘me’- im a cog in the matrix. Complex to some, but to me, Being in FLOW is incredibly simple. I AM the I CHING
i have to share all of my experience IN AUTHENTICITY and now with INTEGRITY coming into completion within my Monodic Body through the Initiations of Grace and going through the 7 sacred Seals with various Wisdom Keeper Faces. had i never written exactly how i did, in the unique way i did- a way that can never truly be copied and all will experience in the future in their own way, but im here to advise that you listen to Richard Rudds fragment of light video and dont take his wisdom for granted. Not needing even read the book The Art Of Contemplation because i LIVE IT, such is an art and way i do divination and vision questing and my favorite form of meditation. 
I dont advise that anyone goes and send these letters they rough draft of the heart healing childhood or present-day trauma or Fear strands etc until their Sacred wounds are fully healed and burned off from within and through forgiveness the karma is then lifted. Granted i did all of this and sent the letters to my relatives and my mother but Richard rudd was right- i thought i was be ridding of karma for us all, just not caring how they felt about it on an emotional level, but i just mutated it into a whole new level of it- and believe me i felt it come back at me the past few years and i really dont want to keep creating such brutality of Grace as lessons anymore, it shell shocked me and i will never want to go through that sort of heart attack again. so... post-tour this book will be fully revised but it will be shared as is in the Tour for LEARNING purposes! 
It will be just as new sharing it for me as it will be you listening to it through love and learning to hold space of grace for others and understand how ive been doing just that for every fractal in my life. Im just the prequel of what other INDIVIDUALS are going to experience and COMPLETELY FREAK OUT JUST AS I DID! Im trying to help others through intuition and integration and FULLY TO REACH SANCTIFICATION! 
Jewish blood runs through my vains, my bloodline as Esther has been shown to me a few times now. The hidden gem of the 'chosen' people. I AM Esther Sefkhet Abwy Kula. 
Do you want TO BE BLESSED TOO?! Do you care about becoming A LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS that is going to be paid (in full) witness to the coming COLLECTIVE DIVINE RAPTURE and the next 7 years of the 10 year Jewish Yom Kippur of THE OPENING OF THE BOOKS (Akasha) and the Jewish new year of Rosh Hashanah
One is a reflection and one is an Atonement; you reflect And then you atone
These two holidays are exactly 7 days apart. The first one Rosh Hashanah starts on September 29th and ends on October 1st of every year. The Yom Kippur starts October 8th and ends October 9th. It is during these gateways portals and festivities that we shall celebrate the most together And join in the Esoteric Sabbath and Tribal Communion’s for my son and beloved Flame are the Epoch and Nu Beginning prophecy of The Malachi and Elijah that Jesus said was to come as the return of The Christ here on Earth. The author Johnathan Cahn speaks of it in his books The Harbinger, The Mystery of the Shemitah, The Book Of Mysteries, The Paradigm, and this year THE ORACLE: The Jubilean Mysteries Unveiled
You see im just an unveil-er and A BIOLOGICAL APOCALYPSE! i do not need to write all the books for they have been written and continue to be- i need only be a librarian. i need not read them all either for Eye know them within already, and i need only be present as a living library and prophecy before doing Divination upon as a Delphi on a Pot and you listen and WE become recognized for this glee and jubilation is also to become of you as it has become of I/Me/A We. 
I believe my mom will remember the song Holy by Natalie Grant, she took me to Faith Bible Chapel to see her in concert... and it was the best day of my life because her music lifts my soul to heaven. ill sing for you
 HOLY NATALIE GRANT GET LYRICS
I am a yellow seed awakened on 7/26/2013 and witnessing the 7 years of darkness through myself as a NU YELLOW SEED OF A NU DREAM (dragonfly dream AND seed of the Golden Dawn!) and it was shown to me on Mount Shasta September of 2016 that mass consciousness would battle this with me until 2020 when we would enter the Epoch of FULL YELLOW ELEGANCE! Were 2 years out of 10 since the opening of the BOOKS since October 4th 2017
This has BEEN THE TIME OF CLEANSING AND NOW YOU HAVE 6 MONTHS TO GET ANKHED UP. If you dont you will repeat your own karmic cycles and BECOME RECYCLED! I GOT OFF THE WHEEL OF SAMSARA- i died upon sending a light letter to my family on 9/22/2017 and by my 30th BIRTHDAY 9/23/2017 i Kymberly was DIVINE RAPTURED A NU 9/24/2017 8:11AM into TRINITY MONAD! From 2015- present I AM AND HAVE BEEN THE SERPENT for many as a Red Lunar Skywalker
And Natalie Grant's NUer song, and it touched my heart the same as that day at Faith Bible Chapel
This is where the walls gave way
This is demolition day
All the debris and all this dust
What is left of what once was
Sorting through what goes and what should stay
Every stone I laid for you
As if you had asked me to
Monument to holy things
Empty talk and circling
Isn't that what we're supposed to do?
What happens now?
When all I've made is torn down
What happens next?
When all of you is all thats left
This is the unmaking
Beauty and the breaking
Had to lose myself to find out who you are
Before each beginning
There must be an ending
Sitting in the rubble
I can see the stars
This is the unmaking
This is the unmaking
The longer and the tighter that we move
Only makes it harder to let go
Love will not stay locked inside
A steeple or a tower high
Only when we're broken are we whole
What happens now?
When all I've made is torn down
What happens next?
When all of you is all thats left
This is the unmaking
Beauty and the breaking
Had to lose myself to find out who you are
Before each beginning
There must be an ending
Sitting in the rubble
I can see the stars
This is the unmaking
This is the unmaking
I'll gather the same stones where
Everything came crashing down
I'll build you an altar there
On the same ground
Because what stood before
Was never yours
This is the unmaking
Beauty and the breaking
Had to lose myself to find out who you are
Before each beginning
There must be an ending
Sitting in the rubble
I can see the stars
This is the unmaking
This is the unmaking
Oh this is the unmaking
Had to lose myself
To find out who NU are
So come JULY 23-26th I READ TO YOU MY GRIMOIRE OF LIFE AND DEATH as a Holy Trinity Body of Christ Consciousness so please dont miss out as YOU ARE PART OF THE STORY!  Since for 3 years no one can read it and bandwidth it themselves because their brain is still grasping to identity and all are just beginning to learn from feeling through the heart and their Authority centers as i did so i guess MY LIFE WORK AND PURPOSE- is to show you HOW TO MUTATE! Lift you into Glee and ecstasy of the Eye AM that I have become Sainted AS 
Just like my mother in past time as i was also SA'RAH of the Magdalene Essene's, I had to face the initiations of the 7 demon's (7 Sacred Seals) and Isis assisted me every step of the way to become a LADY of CHRIST this lifetime. My family had to pay witness to the 'possessions', but they can relax and know, I am safe now, completely safe and have been safe in the arms of all Divine Beings of Grace and LoveLight. I would have died otherwise from Suicide if i didn't choose this destiny. That is what happen's every lifetime i don't successfully complete my mission. This wouldn't have been the first lifetime i thew myself off the ledge of a cliff... believe me.  I LEANED on GODDESS because JESUS TOLD ME TO. All i could do was lean. It was lean, and surrender, return to my innocence, or Die.  I died alright, my IDENTITY died. My soul was hardly lost however, i became completely FOUND. If i died, i would serve you no purpose and this book could not be written to impact the future generations nor my children. I am Dedicating this book TO MY CHILDREN and my beloved Flame PILLAR Malachi, and my beloved Patrick Horn. after all i came here to leave behind a legacy as a GAME PLAYER OF LIFE and they played the most major key roles in my ADVENTURES IN AKASHA 
So i wish to introduce you and welcome you to my SHADOW-SHOWCASE and PREMIER of my BOOK to be released in 2020 that blends I Ching/Gene Keys, Human Design and all things Divination and Symbology into one perfect musical script. thats if you remove your brain and allow yourself just to enter the music of the spheres (of my design) 
THE BLACK DIAMOND DOMINO EVENT begins NOW
I am not the only one getting on board with Gene Keys, Even Deep Chopra is, and i have to smile knowing that this individual is someone my Aunt Annette loves to meditate with and gain wisdom from. So i hope that the seed of our Genetics awakens within her from all the karmic cleansing I have done the past 10 years. I did it all for them, in total surrender. 
THE GENE KEYS AND HUMAN DESIGN IS REAL, what Johnathan Cohn has written is REAL- its not just an IDEA Richard Rudd speaks about in Gene Keys or John prophecy's... its literally is the  G Center or the Monad is in Human Design. I am the REAL DEAL embodiment of and MOTHER OVER the Holy Trinity BODY HERE! Even other authors will have to pay witness along with the whole Gene Keys Society that i am an author in my own right however I MUST have permission to SHARE THEM, for copyright present purposes because what im birthing is going to MAKE A BOMB GO OFF and LIGHT WARRIORS WILL BE GATHERING! ambassadors will be NEEDED along with BOOKS OF KNOWLEDGE AND AWARENESS to help with the remaining BATTLEFIELD OF THE MIND HUMANITY HAS ENDURED, and i would hope by the time this Fluorescence of Quintessence and WAVE OF CHANGE reaches your shorelines- such leaders need be Ankhed Up back to the Nu reality of the Dragonfly Dream- up there goes gravity- nope it wont be THAT easy but truth bomb is
This is my testimony 
And yes Eminine raps off in my head all the time
This is ME IN MY PURPOSE SPHERE OF BEING AS a LIVING LIBRARY and design that IS ANKHED UP and carries the I Ching fully awakening in her BEING! I was born for this i have been told i will do great things by many Shamans and seers! I have grown to embody MY EYE AM AS DIVINITY and BECOME IT long before anyone else. Dare to be divine and cracking the 7 sacred seals i was writing AS MY REALITY before i knew a program was created through Richard Rudd for either of them. My soul already me in activation sequence- going through my venus when i FOUND the synthesis in 2017 and took a year deep dive into it and then another deep dive into Human Design during 2018- combining both to MY ASTROLOGY has made MY STARSEED MISSION MORE COHERENT! My desires through my letters TURNED INTO MY DIVINE RAPTURE- that was my destiny to happen on my birthday of 9/23/2017! It was prophesied a year before and it became of me- legit. I wrote about it all and my journal was that which i knew i could use as a portal to Lean on Christ. 

Trying and tripping and torn
Reaching for more, but coming up less
Why are my memories of
You as the judge, me as the mess
I want the medal, don't want to settle
I want the victory lap, you in the stands
Why is it hard to believe
You just want me just as I am
I could stand, I could fall
You want all of me
I could run, I could crawl
You will always be
You're not impressed with all of my best
Not disappointed when I don't land on my feet
In everything, you are asking me to lean
When did we learn to perform
To need the encore, to know who we are
When did we forget our place
Is not on a stage, but safe in your arms
When will I let go, be still and just know
When will I see, when will I just believe
I could stand, I could fall
You want all of me
I could run, I could crawl
You will always be
You're not impressed with all of my best
Not disappointed when I don't land on my feet
In everything, you are asking me to lean
You ask me to trust
When You say I was enough
You made me lean
I could stand, I could fall
You want all of me
I could run, I could crawl
You will always be
You're not impressed with all of my best
Not disappointed when I don't land on my feet
In everything, you are asking me to lean
Now I am your walking talking book of changes. Many have seen it in my chart how RARE my alignments are and beneficial to THE WHOLE as a future leader. Ive been writing light letters my entire life only now am i mature with the impeccability within my vocation design to share my heart aches to the world- just so they can pay witness of my mutations and finally believe such potential and possibilities are REAL- be empowered and trust in the future of synthesis and they too have access consciousness to it of they just allowed and accepted it!
Everywhere we are is sanctuary. we're here, we're here, the only invitation we need is the very air we breath together. yea. we're here, we will never be alone. this will always be our home, because WE ARE HERE. 
In my younger years
I found You beneath the steeple
In the faces of Your people
Could hear You in the hymns
In my younger years
Then later on
I met You on a road, once winding
Seeking but not always finding
With the building gone
You still loved me later on
Anywhere You are is sanctuary
Everywhere You are is where I'm free
You're here, You're here
The only invitation that NU need
Is the very air I breathe, yeah, yeah
You're here, You're here
I will never be alone
You will be always be my home
'Cause You're here
In the same small room
Staring at the life I've chosen
Hoping that the door's still open
To give my heart to NU
In this same small room
What could separate
Me from all the ways NU love me?
Nothing below or above me
Could get in the way
This is what NU say
Anywhere NU are is sanctuary
Everywhere Nu are is where I'm free
'Cause You're here, You're here
The only invitation that NU need
Is the very air I breathe, yeah, yeah
You're here, You're here
I will never be alone
You will always be my home

Mother You were at the altar, preacher's hand upon my head

Sister You were in the water, when I came up clean instead

Cousins, Family and Friends You're still in my story, when my tears fall on the dirty pages

You're there in the morning, wrapping grace around what hurts

Nu were in the questions, in the silence on the phone

Nu were paying cab fare, making sure I made it home

I believed in too far, I believed in my worst fear

But NU were never moving closer, NU were only always here

You will always be my home

I don't have to be alone

Come listen to my I CHING SHOWCASE. Once im done showcasing myself and giving a PREMIER OF MY BOOK. I want to also showcase a few others who have impacted my journey so much that i want to showcase them too, but i will continue to host this GALACTIC ART FESTIVAL. So I will be showcasing anyone and everyone who wants to share their ME TOO or WE TOO version of their old Storey’s or have something to SHOW AND TELL. Let's transmit YOU into a NU Writing and unified knowing and get involved with us in DREAM COLLABORATION! 
$2-22 registration donation- JULY HOWEVER IS FREE donation I just need to know that you want to register so get tickets here! *TICKETS LINK*
 i need to know who is or isnt going to be there before the 22nd so whether i have one person on the cruise or 100- this ships leaving the harbor beloveds. So far, less than 5 have signed up! So don't miss out once The Paradise Cruise is sailing you will have to pay more to join mid tour if thats the case and the $2-22 will only be available until August! Not sure how long the tour will take I am trajecting 8 or so months (Until February) but once its complete come 2020 then all recordings will be put onto Patron where you will have to pay to have access. The people i showcase WILL make a % of whatever is donated. This % I hope will go up over time as more donations come in, for now, I am starting with 5% for Presence. 
During the tour You WILL want to be locked into the $22-$55 tier before those go up and stay in flow and rhythm with me because once i begin my performance if you dont show up start to finish you might get a little discombobulated and we don't need anyone standing up throwing the veggie tales at our faces like some grapes of wrath. I, however, will be extending the first zoom for FREE and ON YOUTUBE and FACEBOOK. 
After this grand tour i will begin showcasing others and doing tours with them both physically and online! I will bring alongside me in July and showcasing a few women who already are making movements to bring energetic flow into our lives- through them you will get an idea of how id go about showcasing anyone on my soon to come Radio show! My studio is being set up this week or maybe ill find the right partners and co-hosts post Mercury retrograde for the rest of the tour!
Please donate to 
Kymberly.Tatllc@gmail.com 
This is THE SOUL TRINITY POLAR EXPRESS/DISNEY PARADISE CRUISE! Let your imagination decide what kind of transport system you are taking it matters not to me- im just here to be a NU FORM of Broadway Musical to bring my testimony to SYNCHRONISTIC LIFE! Being the actress of my own Autumn Princess Fairytale! I'm a combination of them all so watch out! 
What a can of worms eh!?
I dont have a CAN of worms for you unless you’re in the shadow consciousness- otherwise seen as a gift its just a CAN of my depths and Abyss to share as i BECAME THE SIDDHI OF AND IN OMNIPRESENCE OF THE ZERO POINT WITHIN ETERNITY. Everything is an 8 for me. Well my everything is numbers haha... but this is my most prized number besides the number 23, that was my utmost favorite... wanna know why? Because Quintessence is my birthright and Eye intend to use it to benefit the Whole with Prosperity out the YIN YANG :) its yours too, you just need a nudge in the right direction of remembrance to help US get it and make you a shining star heres genie telling you just to BEE 🐝 YOURSELF
I just need all ya all Jasmines out there to trust US! I jumped off the balcony and have been flying around alone with dorkis dorey mirror of myself over here and i need to take some of ya all on a magical career and carpet ride! This is me and malachi together alone in our house bouncing back and forth between A Dorey personality and A Martian Personality mirrored dynamic just to give you a visual
And this is THE NU MOVIE YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THAT BRINGS US ALL INTO THE CODON RING OF UNION 
So i welcome you all tonight, into the mind of a Cog. And this is just a taste of what i have to bring in my Shadow-Showcase
https://youtu.be/raBNkrqt_kw Disney 10 animated movie villains who where actually right
Random commercial add with a huge ALARM going off in my spleen to invite this man to my showcase! 
This event is in Denver- is exactly what i want to manifest in my own life as an Author in synergy with other Authors and creators and inventors... this man is coming August 8th which is the evening after the 2nd Cruise is set to sail! We will be docking after the 26th for a short two weeks and then off to never never land we go!
Ill meet with this man come August 8th and share with him my dream!maybe ill ask to showcase HIM in my BIRTHDAY SEPTEMBER Cruise! I will offer you all just as similar as he is for attending my event in July or August also! Details will transmit soon. For now i need to eat and take care of the human body but know, my head is always full of disney.
I dont do human anymore i just Disney and Swim in the music of the spheres as the Shapeshifter I am. 
Ill leave you with the Only God Can Trailer from Pure Flix, Like i said, Jesus is still part of my life, I just see the world through NU Eyes. Perhaps thats the name of my book Seeing Grace Through Nu Eyes Ever Open Wide As An Innocent Child. Watch it to ponder and manifest miracles with me. i know it left me in tears 😭 and they continue because God tells me Im just HIS COMPASS! πŸ™πŸΌπŸ•ΈπŸ•·πŸ€«⚠️πŸ€—πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜πŸ€©
Last trailer to check out, Pure flix Gods Compass .
 I already forgave when you trespassed against me as a babe already knowing you knew not why you where doing what you where or the holy ground you had stumbled upon that showed you only a mirror of your own possessions and demonic beliefs of the I AM that I AM. I knew that you needed forgiveness as a burning bush in my cave of wonders and now i can extend my apologies from your forefathers Abraham Isaac Moses Elijah and Jesus that WE ARE THE HOLY GROUND AND CITADEL- the golden compass and SUNDIAL to your heaven on earth. This is Revelation of the heart and birth of a new creative revolution before you now! Why you ask am i doing this?! 
I desire peace on earth and no longer divisions between the hearts of fathers, mothers, sisters, brothers, friends or relationship of any kind. Because i know- im the one drop in our Conscious Moving Ocean 🌊 willing to shatter the glass that keeps us in such suffering and experience that is our own hell on earth made manifest as a whole ecosystem in sacred commerce 
I came to be an example as Jesus told me to- i came to become a legacy because that is the stage that Jesus and Christ Consciousness of Divine Will painted as my destiny (Disney) across the milky way stars and im determined to do the Will of The Sun/Christ to bring forth the BIOLOGICAL APOCALYPSE. It is nothing to fear- it is just MUTATION! If i could survive it- so can you when you become a WE.
WE are as Adventurer's together...the living prophecy of Malachi Chapter 3 in Biblical History
3 “I will send my messenger, who will prepare the way before me. Then suddenly the Lord you are seeking will come to his temple; the messenger of the covenant, whom you desire, will come,” says the Lord Almighty.

2 But who can endure the day of his coming? Who can stand when he appears? For he will be like a refiner’s fire or a launderer’s soap. 3 He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver; he will purify the Levites and refine them like gold and silver. Then the Lord will have men who will bring offerings in righteousness, 4 and the offerings of Judah and Jerusalem will be acceptable to the Lord, as in days gone by, as in former years.

5 “So I will come to put you on trial. I will be quick to testify against sorcerers, adulterers and perjurers, against those who defraud laborers of their wages, who oppress the widows and the fatherless, and deprive the foreigners among you of justice, but do not fear me,” says the Lord Almighty.

Breaking Covenant by Withholding Tithes
6 “I the Lord do not change. So you, the descendants of Jacob, are not destroyed. 7 Ever since the time of your ancestors you have turned away from my decrees and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you,” says the Lord Almighty.

“But you ask, ‘How are we to return?’

8 “Will a mere mortal rob God? Yet you rob me.

“But you ask, ‘How are we robbing you?’
“In tithes and offerings. 9 You are under a curse—your whole nation—because you are robbing me. 10 Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it. 11 I will prevent pests from devouring your crops, and the vines in your fields will not drop their fruit before it is ripe,” says the Lord Almighty. 12 “Then all the nations will call you blessed, for yours will be a delightful land,” says the Lord Almighty.
 It is my desire to simply fill in the present gaps with LOVELIGHT AND TENDER FORGIVENESS as i step into a Public Peace Activist and Speaker/Saint Of Grace and start/in process of copyright- NU EARTH TFOX NU’S: A DIVINE BUSINESS FOR SIDDHI ENTERTAINMENT 
Welcome to our ONENESS MOVEMENT and STREAM OF GRACE FOR RISING STAR MAGIS and we introduce to you A WORLDWIDE MEDIA. (and to come non profit). NU FOX NU's (TAT)
Know this- i was swept up into the arms of grace into transcendence back in 2012 and i wrote a poem i shared with my mother that i hoped to turn into a song and i would like to end this by reading it to you all. 
Are you ready to feel bliss too!? Because thats all i am here to BE as the Princess Of The Autumn Harvest unto you- as a Poet and ascending NU Actress/Singer and Star in the making! Watch me weave all that is SPOILT- into A GOLDEN THREAD OF LIFE! Im taking you back to the beginning... of my blog and my writing journey. I began with ‘The Apocalypse Of Unconsciousness’ and then my heart wrote Have Wisdom In The New Year 
i wish to share a segment Johanna announced that on 7/13-26 there is a cosmic reset! i have been in gathering and weaving of THREE CANCER women with this SAME birthday who are SUPER POWERFUL PROS in their areas and hosting them all as a TrinityGrace in celebration with them- this is bringing my 42nd gene key in my culture alive for us all to be in gleeful jubilation together! 
I will be showcasing each of them starting with Johanna Burkhardt and Melissa Walker within the week and will be ushering in their SOUL SHAMAN AND ONENESS MOVEMENTS. They may or may not be able to attend with such short notice but lets cross our fingers and if not we will bring them BACK up on stage in October or November- maybe December! 
“7/13/19 is my birthday this year πŸŽ‚ but it is also the yearly cosmic reset (go figue πŸ˜†)
We are leaving my galactic year, tone 13, which is symbolized by the spiral, represents the dynamic of movement present in everything and by which everything is ever-changing and vivified by universal, cosmic life force.

The gift of your cosmic identity is to access the power of Omnipresence. ❤️ (My super
Power)

You activate your Cosmic powers by being a disciple of the present moment; by cultivating your capacities to be wakeful and receptive to each new now; by going beyond the rational mind and letting yourself think with your ancient heart; by being conscious of your continuum, while still living in the moment; by learning to “ride the spiral,” ascending to higher levels of being; by allowing your cosmic spirit to carry you through the many journeys of trial and triumph this life has to offer; by transcending fears of the future; by transcending regrets of the past; by transcending the limits of linear time and synchronizing with the radial flow of synchronic reality; by recognizing us all to be but evolving children of an ever-unfolding cosmos…

Partially Sourced from: 13 moons.

We are stepping into Tone 1, but before we do we are entering into tomorrow a worm hole, a period of time up u til the 26rh July, to transcend, to face, to open our perspective by being present with yourself and with others.

Presence is the only time we step into our god energy. It is the only time we have any control over our being ❤️

This upcoming full moon and lunar eclipse is going to be a lighting the flame that allows what needs to rise to rise, to be set free into the etherals of love.
To allow it be alchemized.

So no matter who you are or where you are on your journey, allow your emotions, your thoughts to be set free.

Understand that how much power your thoughts and emotions have on your current reality by the level of attachment you have to them.

Tone 1 is about unifying. Rising together collectively for the greater good of humanity.
To see ourselves in everything.
The infinite flow that we are all apart of the same stream.

You see I am you and you are me.
Together we can create the reality we want to see.   But it starts with me and you ❤️

Lots of love dear ones. We are stepping into a pivotal time on the planet πŸ™πŸ»πŸ¦‹❤️”

Heres my light language gifts to her and the other two girls combining me and malachi as pillars! We will on the Cruise Ship share the amazing synchronistic events that led us together for such a Great Gathering before us! 

we will bring Johanna on stage to talk about her SOUL SHAMAN movement alongside Kimberly hall and her Flame Brandon showcasing his books and their Akashic Story and we have a juicy secret to reveal to the community in due process. These flames will introduce the NU books of life they are weaving and you can too! But as an update they MAY NOT be able to attend this first round, due to 3D obligations so if they can't make it now they will within the next 8 months. regardless the SHOWBOAT must go on...
Welcoming Vanessa Inman who's birthday was 7/14 and I wanted to mention Stephany Curtis another 7/13 who will be on the show at a later time but I will have Elijah David to share experiences with also and who's giving me more Denver connections! 
Kelsey Brown and her husband Henry Draper and many of her fellowship will wrap up our 4th day with their books The NU WONDERFUL WORLDWIDE EDUCATORS and Humanitarian WorldWide Wake Up team! 
I am looking for others to showcase in august 8th-11th so please don’t hesitate to say hello! 
Id love to showcase Leo King and his Human Design Buddy alongside Belle Krystal and she can pre introduce her Gene Keys Team Ashley Pheffer and Melinda Butterfield and she is the representative Ambassador i have fallen in love with For The Living Matrix. I hope to showcase many ambassadors in the future as i become one myself! 
Id like to showcase Richard Rudd and his new book The Art Of Contemplation and If someone can get a hold of Unity Grace the Living Matrix Oracle also so they can be a duo team in august or September for their back to back birthdays (mine and my beloved’s dont follow dar behind) that would be awesome. 
Also Robyn Cobral for the Lightworker book in the making and connections to The author of the chicken soup for the soul and Raphael blessed her before me last year so id like to reconnect. along with Soulogy Studios Flames Todd Medina and Morgan Lee please id like them to reconcile if they have not already- many have blocked me from the past mistakes so please get this to them so i can apologize for face to face. ill do my best to email them the video but thank you to anyone who has access and can gracefully pass it to them! Namaste! 
I have many others in mind to Show Case and Tell that ill reach out to but please don’t hesitate to get a hold of me and send me a sample or give me a pdf or whatever of what youde like to present at Show and Tell before the whole class! 
I would also love to showcase my beloved Melissa Crull and Julia Lott as teo of my Shadow Goddess’s in august. these various Goddess’s i showcase are the ones who i wish to crown as a complete equal simply because they where a trunk of life to lean on when all the world crumbled in my own life and i wish to pay respect and honor to them now for their service in my life. For we are just reflections in the mirror for one another! So eternal Ho’oponopono beloveds and the Shekinah Grace Fire Reiki Way I live by is 
Just for today I will not worry
I will not be angry
I will do my work honestly 
I will give thanks for my many blessings 
I will be kind to my neighbor and all living things! 
Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid must be crazy must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said those times
Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize
If only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
There would be two us standing here in front as NU
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Then bring back the fragment of our Eco-heart baby bring it back to me 
mirror mirro hanging om the wall- you dont have to tell me whos the biggest fool of all. Mirror mirror mirror i wish you could lie to me and bring my BUDDING ROSE BABES back, bring them boss babes back to me! 
Blessed be and see you soon!!! I leave u with this haha- YOU DON’T WANT TO MISS MY ENDING DIVA OPERA DANCE when the tour is complete! 
For completion here is 9 things you didnt know about the movie the 5th element one of my all time faves!
So i always saw myself as both the Deva actress and Mila ...both where married to the director of 5th element. No joke i find this out at 2:13pm 7/14/2019 this guys birthday is highlighted and matches the same date as My son Elijah's birthday which is March 18th (2011) hes 8 now the same age I was baptized. I had him dedicated because i feel my children have the choice to make themselves when they are ready either way Grace is our Karma and is OUR FAMILY BIRTHRIGHT- our Holy Grail Trinity Legacy we will leave for the world to pay witness to as they organically can in nature receive us unto them. 
haha and another synch ...yes that was the day their father Benjamin was emotionally cheating on me Kymberly with Amanda Burkhart (notice the names of who im working with now and who i have come to forgive and do so throughout my transmissions). And so my journey began from there of becoming the 5th element... The disclosure, The wave of Change, and Master-Ship of Paradise before you now - a simple journey amung the stars as we wait in the transit system to go up the heaven on Earth/Ascension/The Biological Apocalypse. 
Om mani padme hum word i am word with intention always. I am light divine love sublime and peace beyond space and time. *willy wonka theme song* and a clip
Ps
Everybody has tried to shut my mouth for my entire life-and the tables are turning now so this is just a gentle warning from me before we go full boar in ⚠️ As i share my mission and purpose and heart branding to the world, please allow yourself to simply sit back, be entertained by my quirkiness and learn to FEEL through your heart as you watch me act out all my drama's of Ascension and the Initiations of Grace I faced! My Tel-LIPethy is getting stronger! No longer random awareness turrets! I have full coherence now! So im ready to SPEAK with the confidence of my 62nd gene key and Vocation- Light Language or Gospel Tongue πŸ‘… 
PRECISION happens when natural intelligence strikes a BALANCE between the HEART and the MIND, but with one caveat - that the heart, the FEMININE PRINCIPLE, is given control over LIFE.
- Gene Key 62

The Pulse – 13 Jul to 18 Jul – The 62nd Gene Key moves from the Shadow of Intellect to the Siddhi of Impeccability and it is the Way of Precision.

The Language Of Light

The 62nd Gene Key sees the entire holographic cosmos. Everything is connected to everything else in perfect harmony. Every experience is perfect, including the timing of our awakening. Precision is everywhere, and the more we start seeing it and imbibing it the more we relax and come into deeper harmony. And this coming into harmony will put us through a few initiations, and they often feel far from harmonious. Stepping out of the maya is like leaving the earth's orbit, and we have to build up a certain escape velocity to punch through its veil.

The Gene Keys are not facts; (They are facts according to my experience’s!) they're wormholes that open into love. (I have the biggest wormhole of them all to miracles 35th as my SQ sphere!) They're stitches in the holographic fabric of time and space and our awareness can travel along them. This is a magical system, because we live in a magical universe. We can read the book, and then forget what we've read. We won't be tested; this isn't that kind of a world anymore. The Gene Keys will teach us how to ***use the number to transcend the number.*** They teach us how to use a language in order to transcend it, *** and they teach us from the ****inside. **** All we have to do is ***keep contemplating.***
- The 62nd Way, the Gift of Precision


✨ Magical IChing Geometry ✨

SIDDHI: Impeccability (62) is Awakening (51) Stillness (52)

GIFT: Precision (62) is Initiative (51) with Restraint (52)

SHADOW: Intellect (62) is Agitated (51) Stress (52)

This week Gene Keys 62, 51, and 52 interwoven.

You wont believe what i just saw Mark Bentley share on Gene Keys Facebook Society, I wanted to share about it because he too is speaking upon the 22nd gene key and he's one of the Top Gene Key Ambassador's out there plus he dives deep into Mayan history that I speak about. So don't hesitate to check him out and get your tickets for his Grace Day and tour he is creating with the Gene Key's Ambassadors. I will be striving to become an Ambassador this year as well, for it is time and I am in full lotus on fire mode! 

Expansion happens when consciousness is permitted to penetrate form in greater depth. It is about penetration - the more you expand, the looser the form becomes so that you begin to glimpse the consciousness hovering behind it.
-Gene Key 53 (mirror 35)

There is only the continuity of consciousness following its bloodlines, its fractal lines and its collective evolutionary mythology. Fractal growth in business only occurs when the people within the business - who represent the consciousness of the organization - also evolve. (Ankh Up) When this is allowed to happen, the business grows in many directions simultaneously rather than in a single direction.
-the Gift of Expansion


I came to learn today a very special name. It has been coming with me since i did Bible Study at Faith Bible Chapel and dived deep into the story and life of Esther. I fell in love with her, and many women of the bible at that time, it was around 2009 maybe, shortly after i injured my foot which was a catalyst to my embodiment of her. It is now coming to me that, she is who i truly am. I have been going by so many names, and Trinity is not just my own name it is my TRIBE...its is THE TRIBE and I can't claim it as my own. I have postponed forever changing my name from Kymberly to ... what i felt my heart truly wanted to be called. Today Esther came back to me... so gently and i was singing and praising and dancing in my car driving home, and in my mind i saw myself on my knees bowing down as i do to Grace when it's making me feel liberated in joy and glee and ecstasy that is my lifes work and true purpose of BEING. Trinity Alignments Therapeutics is supposed to be a Saving Grace to the people and my whole book is my cry out to our pain and suffering and fear banded frequencies that dim our radiance... and superpowers... and my lip of Grace, Mercy and Forgiveness upon them and every tear i cried sanctified the pages. I couldn't just burn them, as a Blood Sage and worm whole to miracles, i had to keep them as archives and records, so that i could take all that was spoiled and transcend it into a gift, so that we could all taste the sweet bosom's of Grace that is here for us now to suckle upon and receive as our nurturment, and the arms of the holy can rock us gently and whisper us lullabys like Smash Into Pieces does. take it from me you want to start slowing down. We had to slow down too... or else we'de keep hurting ourselves as lessons. Energy pulse's and the body speaks as a portal to "God" or "the G Center Monopol"

https://youtu.be/uhnXyb29w00


I'm gonna sing you a lullaby
From when I was young, young like you
Let this sweet little rockabye
Rock your world tonight you're the special kind
While the stars shine bright and we say goodnight
I'll be by your side sing a lullaby
I kiss your cheek and you fall asleep
To this melody (melody)
With this lullaby
Lulla lullaby lullaby lullaby
Rockabye keep your dreams alive
Lulla lullaby lullaby lullaby
I'm by your side baby don't you cry
Cry, no
My mama told me that she could see
The power that's within me from when I was young
Now I know what she talked about
You're like me I clearly see born to be free
While the stars shine bright and we say goodnight
I'll be by your side sing a lullaby
I kiss your cheek and you fall asleep
To this melody (melody)
With this lullaby
Lulla lullaby lullaby lullaby
Rockabye keep your dreams alive
Lulla lullaby lullaby lullaby
I'm by your side baby don't you cry
Cry
I remember when dad used to say handle the pain
Nothing comes easy we have to be brave
Singing a lullaby when I had been afraid
Talking 'bout back in the days
Lived in the project with the problems that we faced
Like animal trapped in a cage
But time can change
Now I be traveling from place to place
Live on stage night and day, life is strange
So this is my way to repay
With this lullaby
Lulla lullaby lullaby lullaby
Rockabye keep your dreams alive
Lulla lullaby lullaby lullaby
I'm by your side baby don't you cry
Cry no

dont forget to include a story about left foot and Belle Crystalls recent accident. say what it is teaching me in my life having gone through a 10-13 year cleansing period, that the Collective needs to do within the next 6 months and beyond until they are Sanctified through Grace and have Pure Hearts and Twin hearts of Gaia.  

PREMIERING MY BOOK: The Black Diamond Domino (name may change)


I wanted to share a synchronicity before i close up Cog for today. This was from 7/15/19 8:49PM My beloved and I went to Lark Burger, i guess its called Spot now, and it's been a while since we last went there... we where wanting a burger of some sort, and grace wanted a bacon cheeseburger. They Ankhed Up their establishment and its totally NU NOW. They added what Malachi the last time wished SOMEONE would offer and that is portabello mushroom and vegan/gluten-free options of foods. We both were excited to see that we could get a LETTUS WRAP and all the yummy additions we love to add to our meals as options to choose from. Mostly I wanted to share the new renovations they made and the picture they have in the building really elated me. It's a mountain with an eye on top of it eating a hamburger with rainbow strings circulating it HAHA. "The Codon Ring of the Illuminati" in action... The picture literally depicts my journey... true story driving to Mount Shasta in 2016 I feel asleep on the way there and woke up in a lucid dream crying "I just want a burger"... no clue why, but it's been a mandala effect happening for us. And then this song comes on... Here are some silly songs for today...Malachi always said im "Kymberly the cucumber" and i had cucumbers in my hamburger tonight haha...heres our cheeseburger love song also and takes me back to my fun childhood days, and guess who requested a burger tonight? Gracie Bear. 

dancing cucumber https://youtu.be/13DvXLdr_H4
I LIKE MY LIPS OKAY https://youtu.be/GF-XYBVwR5Q
 time for cheeseburger love song https://youtu.be/CmIKR458M0A
Final song Endangered Love, just picture me with my stuffed animals i have no one else to sing to and dance with besides Grace but she's busy doing so to her own music downstairs as i write this segment at 10PM, so... Barbra Manatee it is...but that is to come during the CRUISE

WILL YOU TAKE ME TO THE UGLY BUG FESTIV-BALL as the Autumn Princess?
FIN...for now, more to come later when you register and join the zoom! and sing zoom zoom zoom with this 21st-century Alien


lets ANKH UP that song tho... this is better

https://youtu.be/b1HFNICKUXY