I am finally breaking down because of all the shit
that has been happening the past 3 months to my Avatar since the new
consciousness that has seated itself in my heart- the Garden of Eden begins to
bloom- and so many wish to come and tear down the Victorian Oak Tree that has been growing in my heart- the Eden. Especially
the past 3 weeks. I can't stop crying, and i can't believe I have to even do
what I am doing to people who HAVE NO INTEGRITY and want to say i don't.
this is one hell of a test from the universe but if
this is what it takes to BREAKTHROUGH the 60th Gene then FUCKING YES I WILL DO
IT. Not just for myself but the WHOLE. As my beloved and star are at the lake
steam bath house to do the Phoenix grid there I sit here in tears- spirit as I
was breaking down told me to record a very vulnerable video… in which I am
sharing for the purpose that I be a wayshower… and liberator.
I sit here and try to fit these people who have been
a thorn in my NECK/Shoulder (masculine side) since 2011 and some beginning in
2015. I try to show them the visions inside my mind. I try to keep them safely
in between the lines of the 33rd Gene Key. (narrow is the way of our
spine, rod and staff of righteousness) I try to pull them into a ‘box’… rather
outside of one that the Divine Will over us have designed known as the 55th
Gene Key The Dragonfly dream. I try to pull them UP so WE are EYE TO EYE and
now… thy will be done… for the Whole as they bring this song through
And this one too from the plumb tree
Everybody has got a story to tell, and everybody’s
got a wound (Position of Chiron in their charts) to be healed. Mine is
abandonment and injustice. I want to
believe there’s beauty here. Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on. Long ago I
couldn’t let go, couldn’t move on, but now I choose to say FUCK YES. I want to
believe there is MEANING here. I am filled with deep sadness that is within my
bones FOR HUMANITY.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU HEARD ME CRY OUT?
“The only thing needed for magic to occur is some form of a structure and an open mind.” - 60th Gene Key by Richard Rudd
“God please take this!?” I can’t even count, that’s
what my entire “facebook memories” show of my past.
How many times have any of you given me strength to
just keep breathing? Very few but those who have when they had the heart of generosity
to do so… thank you. I seek you help now, also. But now as a unified
collective… to bring all parts of the EYE AM that EYE AM into this Body, this heart, and this mind forever and ever.
So it will be. Shekina Shekina Shekina holy holy holy hallow be our name thy
kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven… I am the red lunar
skywalker .enter my gateway… now.
Oh I need you, god, I need you all. Because I am
standing on a road I didn’t plan. Wondering how I got to where I am. I’m trying
to hear that still small voice. I’m trying to hear above the noise of my 3rd
gene key and shadow of Chaos now
becoming a codon ring of the whirlwind in my very present reality. Though I
walk, though I walk through the SHADOWS, and I am so afraid to be pursing
anyone in court again like I did my ex husband in the past (and spared him from
the same JUSTICE I am now going to enact upon these new individuals in my life
trying to take advantage of me and abuse my kind and generous heart). Please
stay, please stay right beside me and send love to me in any way that you know
how, be with me with every single step I take into my my Divine Destiny and crossroads
with Hecate and Mica.
my last video began this… that ritual… created this
opportunity, I didn’t plan any of it, I just trusted my gut… my sacral
authority, my haura, my intuition, my innate intelligence that is within us all
and I have been awakening it for a very long time now. I didn’t trust or listen
or act upon it ever in my past… I allowed others to steal my power away from
me, and belittle me, intimidate me, and harass me. I am ending that karmic
cycle… NOW. SO BE IT. Help me and stand by as WITNESS’S TO MY STORY as it is
unfolding before you here and NOW and I offer it to the collective as a
present. For you get to SEE ME LIVE… crack open from the inside out.
I know deep inside that I am a LUCK DRAGON. I AM SO
VERY LUCKY. This is MY LIFES WORK… to be so with my beloved and with so many we
“Trinity” with. I allow cloverton to TAKE ME INTO THE BEAUTIFUL again …this is
where the rivers flow and the faces glow. Where the light that never dims. Oh I
wanna go into the beautiful. Oooohhh
Take me into the mystery, gently lift me with Grace.
Make the chaos a chorus, with YOURSELF coe fill this place. Cover me with yoru
mercy, come and cover me with love. Cover me so that all might see that it is
SHEKINA, not me that I am SINGING OF
OH I wanna go to the beautiful
Looking up the song on youtube spirit speaks to me
through the ‘add’ about a movie to come out called “A simple favor” it begins
by someone with an umbrella in the rain walking out of a car saying “I met a
girl named Emily”… well… I met a girl named Emily yesterday too as a client who
lives in coal creek cannon, she Is a geology scientist who originated in
Atlanta. She has the most beautiful tattoo on her heart between her breasts of
a crescent moon, a bushel of roses and other flowers, and just a bunch of
tribal work that looked beautiful… and spirit spoke to me through her. She kept
asking me to lighten my pressure in various area, however I noticed that “I
really can’t do that”. I am the pressure of the holy spirit, until the DNA of
their body, and these trigger points within them… need to be “squeezed like a
blueberry”. Think willy wonka and the gum girl brat. Ha if only it was that
easy to ‘eat’- my shadow of hunger is screaming out at me because I haven’t been
able to do so and been in what feels like an eternal fast the past 3 years.
Here is my story, I have been violated and taken
advantage of my MAGDALENE energy and BLUE ROSE I have to offer- by way too many
in my past already and i let it slide. This time I won't allow it i have my
husband as witness and Cheryl Syddall as to how what I am about to divulge to
the mass’s effected me the past three weeks, and began in May. This woman (and
other two women in the bath house I have to see every Monday and Thursday) coming
after me just wants retribution because I refuse to say “yes” to their abusive
tactics and they have continued to intimidate me.
I have already spoken upon the 53th Gene key emerging here in Colorado through Trinity Alignment Therapeutics partnering up with Lake Steam Baths. As I speak my beloved is there clearing the building and putting up a grid that will force Solei and Jen to BEND to THE DIVINE WILL that is placing SHAKINA over this space and it will be blessed. If they cannot let their hearts bloom they will flee themselves naturally and the future of their Healing Light Clinic and Jenn’s Yuru will be dealt with and we may have to Sue them too unless otherwise if they bend we will not also have to ‘force’ them out of the Celebration Fairs in Denver that I will be at indefinitely. I knew this would eventually happen but ‘how’ wasn’t so clear and freaked me out. How would I tell amy about this greater dream, how will I bring her into the fold to trust me and let me be involution upon this place for a greater purpose.
I have already spoken upon the 53th Gene key emerging here in Colorado through Trinity Alignment Therapeutics partnering up with Lake Steam Baths. As I speak my beloved is there clearing the building and putting up a grid that will force Solei and Jen to BEND to THE DIVINE WILL that is placing SHAKINA over this space and it will be blessed. If they cannot let their hearts bloom they will flee themselves naturally and the future of their Healing Light Clinic and Jenn’s Yuru will be dealt with and we may have to Sue them too unless otherwise if they bend we will not also have to ‘force’ them out of the Celebration Fairs in Denver that I will be at indefinitely. I knew this would eventually happen but ‘how’ wasn’t so clear and freaked me out. How would I tell amy about this greater dream, how will I bring her into the fold to trust me and let me be involution upon this place for a greater purpose.
It all happened and shifted on
INTER DEPENDENCE DAY JULY 4th!
How I asked but no response because it didn’t matter because the ‘angels
got my back’… I have no money to help rebuild… but I have a mind of innovation
and a heart that loves fiercely. A man named Andrew Garrett months ago
challenged me and asked “how do you think you can be a manager like, money
isn’t just going to land in your lap” and I laughed because … I knew it would.
Spirit demands that it will; because I am the Seneschal, Sage and SCRIBE here
in the 3D. Shortly after this was shown to me the retreats with with Unity
Grace started to begin. That just brought me to a whole new level. I made a
choice…and now others need to make a choice. $110 between us both and all money
is donation based and will be paid forward. $35 to keep yourself as an active
Contestant in The Golden Ticket Who Wants To Be A Millionaire that I will
eventually get to arranging a zoom call for the STORK SCOOP of what all this
is… but I need first people to trust me and help me.
I had no clue
how this was going to happen, however I trusted the Divine to ‘take care of all
the details’ and performed the simple acts of “voice and movement” necessary to
get what they want ‘seeded’ into the 3D.
These clients I am about to speak upon I will say
their names for all transparency reasons. Nick Ard and his wife Velta. Their
Daughter Cindy last night sent me an email . I came home from work and Star and
my beloved saw my instant reaction to her threat to contact DORA after I told
her what her father Nick had done to me and what my beloved had witnessed. She
sent me this email around 12:05Pm earlier that day and it wasn’t until about
9:30/10 that I got home to get shell shocked and completely miss any window of
opportunity to eat some dinner. she is emotionally twisted up by the fact I
sent an email exposing her fathers horrible behavior towards me and this potentially could destroy an old couples marriage, or relationship. Their
daughter was brought into it when her mother Velta went to her totally
heartbroken. I knew she should be- when my husband cheated on me I was just as
heart broken and emotional and wanted revenge. However I didn’t take revenge
out on him I turned the other cheek because he is the father of my kids and
deep down spirit said “let this one go it was meant to happen this way”. Now I
have to let many others go that I refused during the time that he faugh me and
for ‘what is best for the kids’. He did what he could, and so did i. we both had
our kids best interest in mind however couldn’t emotional deal with the
‘divorce’ upon us that was inevitable by divine interventional means.
So I know
more than anyone that This is not an easy aspect of life in this day and age
and unfortunately it is a strong current that I will become a damn so that it
runs dry. I see this old woman wife of Nick and she is getting worn out- her
asthma is acting up and all she does is clean house all the time and take care
of this old man. Bends over backwards for him and he is taken care of by the
state because of whatever job he did in the past and retired from. That is how
I was being paid is from that account. I would get $140 per session and upon
our last session he said he had to check this account to see if he has funds
and would get back to me on scheduling another appointment however I felt
energetically that he would not be doing anything and that was the last day I
would see him. And after sending this email I knew it inevitably would be and I
told them I demand an apology if they want me to continue being a therapist
otherwise seek a male therapist because I felt Nick would attempt to violate
another woman if one where to come out to his home. Velta is too innocent to
know what this man does, we sense for a very long time he has been obnoxious
towards therapists and I think in his old age that that needs to end. Suing him
may kill him, the fly followed him for a reason… if he doesn’t allow to let go
of that ego and admit to his actions and behavior and atone in the court of
law.
It is Not my fault and neither should I be slandered,
yelled at, harassed and picked upon because her dad is a pig living on a farm and trying
to milk out my pearls that his vibration can’t even comprehend are within me.
He touched me when i told him before the massage 'no thanks' but he did anyways
and i tried to move away from his hand or distract his hands to be 'away' from
my legs or body when giving him therapeutic massage and trigger point therapy.
He did it one time, the second time my beloved had to drive me because my car’s
starter was broken (being replaced by my ex husband on Saturday) and paid
witnessed him do it again. All the way driving there my beloved is sick with
the emotional constipation all this is creating, I missed this guys appointment
the following day because my car is broken and my beloved needed help he was in
such pain and torment in his abdomen and in constipation.(I went later that
evening also to tend to Sherri’s clients Frank and Ann Bernard who live in a
ritzy part of town, really ‘high class’ and just really entitled energy about
it. The type of clients I knew Sherri attracted and the kind no matter what
they pay me I often just don’t vibe with and so they don’t last very long and
about a week following that appointment I have them telling me they chose a
different therapist and this showed me a red flag that Sherri was already
defamating my character and trying to be discrete as she always is about it.
However during their massage I was kind and didn’t make mention of anything
happening with Sherri even though while I was at their home she was texting me
and harassing me saying im intimidating her and this was not true what so ever,
I have done nothing but talk to a 3rd party investigator). I
informed Velta that he would be driving me and so he thusly remained in the
truck while I went inside to do the 90 minute massage. Which by the time I have
Nick on the table and he goes up and down the stairs as old as he is that add’s
on 30 minutes to the session that I am not paid for. I make $110 the massage
and $30 for the travel fee… I don’t ask
to be paid for this extra “disability”
time that I am managing them and packing my gear up so the tip was greatly
appreciated however I didn’t deliver to him what he requested because… it’s
illegal. Plain and simple.
The old man
in the house tried to tip me $25 (first time it was $50) to 'touch it all' and
I did not and so this is my alibi as to what transpired ‘behind closed doors’.
He saw my husband in the truck and after this session I was told that the guy
gave him a dirty look and shook his head, in disbelief that im with a man. I took
the money but I pretty much did NOT and while assisting him off the
table he asked me if him requesting that made me uncomfortable (the session
prior he told me to please not be offended by the request…but why the fuck
wouldn’t I be… is that what ‘obnoxious’ is and is THAT what Sherri did for
him?! I couldn’t gather the will to question him directly upon this I just went
home and asked my beloved what he thinks about it) and i told him
"no"... because i have had it requested before but usually after i
tell them I AM 'MARRIED' and my anniversary was coming up and i have two kids
in a very happy relationship and all he could say "oh i didnt know"
but i had TOLD HIM the day before when he was trying to touch my ass that
"i dont want to be touched because I am married". Did he just not
hear me… or forget because I said it not in whisper and very close to his ears
when I gave him a hug that “I don’t mind
giving touch but do not touch me it is a distraction and I am married”.
He simply dishonored me this 2nd
go round requesting me to “stimulate it”… “I’m not impenant (sp?) but it needs help
being stimulated”. (I don’t need to know whether he is or not able to still obtain an erection- I don’t fucking
care about that im not here for sexual pleasure) I said “oh so that you and
your wife can enjoy sex later” and he didn’t really say “yes “ to that he just
kind grunted and walked away. I knew then what his intentions where and my
beloved and I where discussing it before we ever got to his house “I wonder the
more he gets comfortable with me how far he will keep trying to take this. With
seeing my husband I was hoping he wouldn’t try to tip me to ‘touch it again’
but just respect that I was there to give therapeutic touch nothing else. I
took the money however the conviction within me as the Moon was going to begin
conjunct Saturn in Capricorn (same sign my birth mother is)… in the here and
now this is happening and I have to stand up for myself. I see resolutions I
know what abilities I have and what I need to do now to enact true Justice of
the 60th gene key. The sacred body I AM will be honored and I WILL
BE RESPECTED. God DEMANDS IT. FOR EYE AM SHAKINA. And I will no longer be raped
by men. We women… must stand up against these FUCKS. No matter how old they are
or what they do to intimidate us. Men need to stand up to corrupt fucking
women… we ALL need to ABOLISH THE CORRUPTION for it has become a fucking VIRUS
OF THE EGO. A FALSE LIGHT…
All he did was done in whispers (he is really quite
so i cant often understand anything he is saying, he mumbles, isnt very clear and i have problems with hearing
as a physical condition so that makes it even harder for me to 'cohesively'
understand what he is asking me to do) because his deaf wife was in the next
room on the phone playing with her cats (A Bangle named Simba). the day my
beloved was outside his house sitting in his truck waiting for me to finish the
session I request that the old man not touch me this time but that i am willing
to 'touch his tender spots' he wanted me to touch his penis and i did not feel
right within my body to do this and if you tip me it shouldnt be because i stimulated
your junk or made you 'cum' as Sherri says on her own business website called
In Synch Healing
"To be a source of healing to all who
come"- what a pun/dog (listen to the song.
It is the year of the Earth Dog after all… bitches
barking up a storm everywhere
They are all in the underworld as an Octopus!
Nothing else. Little Mermaid STYLE
I do what Medusa’s do but not with hidden agenda’s
im not a snake head. I weave golden light into
this video
I don’t need her men, her clients. She isn’t taking
my voice. I AM SCREAMING like a BANSHEE for her own EGO DEATH. Because I AM THE
BOSS, she is not on a roll…she is the poor unfortunate soul. I have the golden
scrolls and ticket bitches. You will forever be in my heart… but you are fucked because my fave form is the Leapard KAT- and
samba is the lion who roars through my heart especially during the lions gate.
I am meant to be at the Celebration fairs with Pure
Life Chiropractic and eventually with my OWN booth to offer readings and love
to the collective here in Colorado. Always. To show that we are indeed in a
whole new world. Spirit is bringing through a commercial something about Bear
Markets… the ‘irony’ check out the add because my daughter is Gracie Bear. This
is just a stock market decline… I look for opportunities when the ‘market
drops’ now I am looking where I can go that has ‘lower prices’. I am going to
me seeking and talking to a trusted financial adviser and am seeking one to
help me get Trinity Alignment Therapeutics off to a good start because as we
build foundation of the new world… that is the bear necessities I need to focus
upon aside from my own health/wellbeing/Peace.
Edward Jones Financial Resolutions ILL *CHECK* it out! (last commercial)
Like a shooting star I have come so far and I cant
go back to where I used to be every turn is a surprise every moment is so much
better I will chase them everywhere, there is time to space. Let me share this
whole new world with you. But you have to leave you ego behind for me to do
that. Because I am the little mermaid and ill always sing this song… wanting to
return to you to walk on the land that you haunt
My Mermaid days is over… this was shown to me that
past life is being cleared out fast when the pipe my father gifted me from his
cruise with our family last year completely flew off the bed and shattered by
accident. I was in Atlantis once upon a time… and the marine was my fave place
to be. I got to be with dolphins and whales 24/7 and I was told in Heaven Sake
Bookstore that my beloved malachi and star visited to get supplies to grid the
bathhouse (which is haunted by very angry spirits its rotting the entire place
so this is the beginning of his “ghost hunting paranormal business’ through
Trinity Alignment Therapeutics… he accepts donations to come do some serious
work to cleans your house, space of interest or business and this is what he is
meant to be… an Exorcist)
But humans are so cruel. And the egos of the
elitests of Atlantis they betrayed Lemuria which I swam between the both, and
got to witness its demise. I remember this now, just wow.They chose to blow us
up instead- we where caught in the ‘crossfire’ and it seems we have countless
lifetimes where we have been and this is the FIRST ONE… we have gotten to BE IN
LOVE AND STAY TOGETHER. We are different... deep inside we’re not that
different at all. So we hide now. But no longer do we have to… with the Pod’s
guiding us through this gateways WE are. Making me remember when they began my
journey in 2014 and on the 2nd day when I attended Unity Grace’s retreat…
she said there is one that would have a ‘body’ and we various parts where
various countries. I am her. I am that. Spirit tells me to say… help me… help
me bring my body ‘back together’ because I can’t do it without you. My heart
will not be mended without my family. You all will remain in my heart and the
womb within me… for I am The Oracle Of Delphi. Please hear my plea’s. I will be
here for you always, if you will be here for me and HELP ME. For the whole… I
proved what im willing to start doing on the 3rd day. I showed up. I
made a choice… and I used my voice. Instead of servicing Sherri’s clients I was
writing and channeling the mission for us starseeds that I am heart branding
something that will be able to be adapted with ANYONE and their holistic
practice or future/desires of business entrapanurship. It’s our Hakuna Matata
Motto
It brings Sacred Commerce into ALL THAT IS. I wanna see dancing, walking around on feet.
Flipping fins you don’t get too far, legs are required for jumping and dancing,
strolling along down the street. Up where they walk, run, stay all day in the
sun. wonder and free wish I could be part of that world. What could we pay to
spend a day warm on the sand together. Bet on land they understand that we
don’t reprimand one another, we are bright young women…READY TO START. Ready to
know what the people know ask questions and get some answers. Whats a fire and
why does it burn? When will it be my turn. To explore the shores across Gaia…
out of Colorado… wish I could be. Traveling the world.
just no disaster- because we can feel the love tonight… and the peace the
evening after writing this will bring. The world for once in perfect harmony
within me. With all the living things. So many things you have to tell me and
how to make you see. The truth about your past… you would turn away from me
clearly. Stop holding back, stop hiding. What I cant decide why YOU WONT BE THE
KING I SEE INSIDE YOU. This is the KING RISING WITHIN…take the damn rose. Feel
peace. The world for once we can be in harmony with all the living things. I
lick your face… like Grace used to mine when she was an innocent child. I poop
your nose the way Namma our cat boops ours. If you fall in love with US… it can
be assume. That everyday, with US… are the new story. In sort… we are NOT
DOOMED. We are a dragonfly dream.
Well the Deva Hem-u-e-el comes to me the past few days
to assist me through this shift… and boy it isn’t an easy one for this is the
shift of THE ASCENSION OF GAIA. We move into the 52nd gene key to
find the true Still Point with the 33rd gene key and Serapis Bey
represents this key and came to me over a year ago warning me he would be using
me to give a message. He came through malachi finally and reminded me what I am
here to do and how essential it is for me to defend this inner peace and my
sanctuary. My body. My vessel. My twin heart to Gaia. The True egoless
state began being shown to me what I
would be facing with many at this time- being prepared as early as September 8th
2017 for this… my life would cease to ever be as I knew it to be come my Divine
Rapture and REBIRL on 9/23/2017 when Trinity- The Triple Helix and Flame would
be embodied and I would forever have a transformed consciousness. The
metamorphosis however, still had to be like that of a caterpillar turning into
the butterfly I truly am. All my blogs are my awakening, of this ascension. Proof
of what I am here doing… how much effort of heart im putting into this for a
UNIFIED purpose. I didn’t do a Unity Plant/Tree ritual in a Sabbith way for
just any reason. You think “I” could actually do that… no I did everything I
was DIVINELY GUIDED TO DO. I followed every footstep, ever synchronicity, to
come into my Purpose and begin enacting that which is my true lifes work and
that is very connected to my culture, vocation and pearl spheres in the gene
keys hologenetic profile.
I speak light language… I speak through music…
books, anything I can that I need to get the ‘no point’ across. You have to pay
attention to everything, what is ‘in between’ has so many hidden messages…take
NOTHING for granted. This is the beginning of my story… with the sun rolling
high in the sapphire sky, keeps great and small on the endless round… going
beyond… there is a circle of life that moves us all the 369 through despair and
home… through faith and love. Until we find our place. On the path UNWINDING.
In the circle of life. From the day we arrived on the planet Gaia (now
Ascending into Terra) we blinking stepped into the sun, and we do this as we
are reborn. There is more to see than can ever be seen. More to do that can
ever be done… so we all have to come together as ONE. There’s far too much to
take in here, more to find than can ever be found. The sun rolling high, for we
are a Sapphire Sky in September. WE take great and small on a journey beyond
the stars through space and time creating tesseracts with our heart we are
wormholes into delight. Let us unfold this Karmic Wrinkle In Time Together
I’m the Three as a Trinity, Mrs Whats It, Mrs Who
and Mrs Which
We are finding the KING, our ‘FATHER’. And we speak
color… im a flower… in my truest radiance. Lets continue to explore
So listen to me and watch this video
Now wake up to the reality that this is not fantasy-
the world around you IS THE FANTASY ILLUSION… and this… is THE TRUTH. YOU ARE
ALL MEG… listen to me. The ONLY WAY TO DEFEAT ‘DARKNESS’ IS TO BECOME THE
LIGHT! My beloved is Charles… And I will always go to the dark to BRING MY
FAMILY HOME!
They wanted me to share this… because we can watch
all these together! Lets experience them ON THE MOVIE SCREAN in the NEW WORLD
MOVIE THEATER…WE ARE. And lets see what HIDDEN MESSAGES await us.
WE ARE BUILDING THE NEW FOX NEWS and 20th
CENTURY FOX PRODUCTIONS. WE ARE THE FOX…from Andromeda. We will show you all
that is hidden in our this NEW MEDIA WORLD WE ARE and so are you as a living
library…making a choice to fight back…raise your hand’s…hold mine… we don’t
have to stay in darkness we survived all of this and this is our revolution. We
are rising up and I will fight for ALL OF US.
I’m going to go see The Darkest Minds as it came out
on August 3rd and I am so so going to see the new ILLUMINATION FILM
which is THE GRINCH form of “Despicable Me” coming this November!
And DISNEY is coming out with the legend you know
has a dark side… time has come… the NUTCRACKER AND THE FOUR REALMS
Let me rise into my new job… the career I was
destined for as an ANCHOR. I can’t do this without donations or support
By the Divine will contained in me and my ego
stepping aside I will speak the 62nd gene key forth and become the I
Ching Oracle- as I embody my past life once again as the Oracle that once
thrived in the 1400 bc, I was crucified for what I once was and wanted to hide
but I have chosen to break free of this coal encased around me… no more fear,
no more ego, I have no identity but that of the Trinity. So I have begun doing
the Threefold Flame Balancing Trinity with my liquid crystal’s. Taking Pyrite
(a golden nugget planted in the unity tree) which represents LOVE an placing it
on the Soul Star above the crown Chakra, Hemimorphite that represents POWER on
the HEART CHAKRA and Hematite which represents wisdom on the Earth Star below
the feet. Once Mastered, I was told that this trinity if all join in with me
here and now… it can be taken or worked with in company of DIAMOND (since
that’s what we are becoming as rays) to ACTIVATE the FINAL STAGES OF THE
ASCENSION PROCESS.
Recently Saint Germain came to me (he has been helping me
since Mount Shasta and even our wedding) and told me I must pay close attention
for there is “another act of malice” to come in my future that would either
destroy this future that was my destiny or it would be the crossroads with
destiny in which I would have to make a CHOICE… who knew I would be doing this
with Mica and creating an entire new Synthesis for everyone to utilize and work
with as we do this FINAL ASCENSION PROCESS WITH GAIA in the here now moment
8/21/2018 (and this is the time I usually do these large transmissions).
I am
now here with Hecate knowing she is part of the many faces of my Triple Goddess
and as the Crone… I stand and defend what is worthwhile in which Alana
Fairchild helped empower me to know exactly what it requires to FIGHT… as a
Light WARRIOR. My first video in January 2018 is my initiation into my
Activation sequence an since then… I am now full blown beyond daring to be
divine and the 7 sacred seals have officially CRACKED within me and I am going
to TEAR DOWN THE PROJECTIONS OF OTHERS.
Hecate- my crone form in this now moment. Comes to
us through Alana Fairchild to deliver this message. And this is the same form
that the message I received in my dreams from Archangel Michael back in 2014
when I began with her Angels 444 book. He came to me through Lapsis Lazuli but
now it is time for me to focus on the moonstone as the moon is in Capricorn and
my star is here (our friend who’s 4 doves have been molting and just hatched a
little baby dove…its all about the doves. I did my last ritual on ‘lost dove
trail’. We where with “Deanne” and we shall meet another Deanne to connect the
phoenix grid’s down here to the mandala Unity Grace created in Crestone and we
will do this on my birthday 9/23) and Moldavite (Perseus and Andromeda) is
singing in my ears.
Hecate with Mica draws near. This is the crossroads… of
choice to choose to have the 52nd Gene Key of Stillness in our
hearts and Peace forever to reign in this new vibration we are clearly here in
now. Hecate stands where all paths meet, at the centre of the crossroads. From
her all directions and possibilities flow. She is eternal and wise. She sees
all and knows all. Cloaked in robes of black, her will is not used to impose a
decision upon us, but to evoke a choice from us. What will you choose? Her
power and Grace are activated through the making of a CHOICE. Only then can
life unfold in all its mystery.
Welcome to the New World. You are in a glass
elevator like in willly wonka… make a choice of your will go back down to hell and
join ‘the fallen’ if your scales are weighed and you are not pure of heart and
light as a feather. We are getting lighter. So light we’re about to go poof
into the actual form of it’s natural essence. However we need to stay ‘matter’
to do anything on the ‘new earth’ and begin building the foundations upon we
will have as a unified legacy for our future generations to depend upon! THIS
IS THE SYNTHESIS to achieve “Immortality”
My hands don't do that THAT fondling stuff in any
way…doesn’t make you ‘cum’ with seaman and animal human desire for ‘drive’. Now I don’t know Sherri’s actions the past 10
years with her clients and I don’t even WANT to know. However now these people
are attempting to Defamate My Character with DORA; and are harassing and
threatening me and have divulged some very pertinent information that I felt in
my gut was happening behind the scenes…that “sherri was talking shit and
defamating my own character out of fear and hidden agenda’s to continue hiding
from ‘the security system’ we esoterically have put in place and now the 3D is
suing her for trying to spiritually bypass”… I could feel it… because I already
lost one client… I have 3 clients I was willing to service because I already
was after her scam upon me. One ‘magially’ said they ‘found a therapist they
reconnected with from the past and are choosing her. Good luck to me’. I don’t
need their good luck, I don’t want to work on them gain because they where rich
snobs and I would have told them about the stuff with Sherri but spirit told me
not to say a damn thing simply say “Fred and Ann, Have a good life. I wish you
the best of luck with whoever you choose to receive from. We clearly are not a
good fit. Blessed be”.
I am pretty certain that she saw them for her final time
while in town for the 18th and spoke to them prior about all of
this- defamating my character before I could even do so to her. She was to quick to be
a rattlesnake and leap to bite to use their venom before the Divine Intoxication I AM
becomes a virus to their own DNA. Typical ego move and evasion of death.
Whatever. I have one contact that may still work with a group called “United”
and if I loose them I will have a 3rd client to use against her in
court to further show she has defamated my character in a ruse to evade this 3rd
party investigator or ‘bill collector’.
Not a bill collector, she’s being sued
for $6,000 equivalent of what it will bring peace of mind to the other person
she screwed over and actually signed a contract with and this law firm has
proof of it. I have told them everything she is doing to me and am working in
tandem to “catch her in her criminal acts” before she liquidates her assets and
goes to hide in Ohio. However under transparent investigations I have her
address of where she moved her business and know the providence in which she
lives and I will press charges upon her accordingly. Her integrity will need to
be shown through the courts otherwise her window of opportunity to create a
space of love and integrity has passed. I sent her an email on the 17th
informing her of this sent the email at 3/27 PM 4 days ago. Now she seeks to
want to create “space of love and integrity” after the fact this mans violation will also effects her but I have forever had this and
asked her to make space to allow this but unfortunately I have to sue her
because I do not want her around me, id rather have a restraining order because
she is that toxic and spirit has shown me she will not change this. I told her
“you are not being a
heart of integrity. not with the ards, not with anyone. i now have proof that
you are talking to clients and talking shit behind my back. I told you i do not
want your client list. i have done nothing to your reputation (you
arent even in Colorado anymore) and i have said nothing to ANY clients.
However its come to my attention that you are going around LYING to them. you
stole from me Sherri and LIED- you are corrupt as hell. I am sick of dealing with
you and your clients VICTIMIZED BULL SHIT.
"elder
abuse"...HAHAHAHAHA i call bull shit. how about THE ELDER ABUSED ME. I
come to give him a therapeutic massage and all he wants is to grope me and me
to grope him. I WAS NOT OKAY WITH THIS. I told him it didn't make me
comfortable. i said i would do healing touch on the "tender spots"
tender spots to me IS TRIGGER POINTS... NOT HIS DICK.
Nick VIOLATED ME AND
NOW IM BEING THREATENED BY HIS DAUGHTER. shes supposedly sending some letter to
DORA and filing a complaint. I have done nothing wrong for being HONEST about
his violation and telling his wife. my email to them was very honest and
forthright about HIS BEHAVIOR. Old man or not, i will not put up with this
crap.
fact they are
saying that i have slandered your reputation and professional integrity and
that you have multi clients willing to report that i am 'doing this to
you' is bull shit.what i said to the ARDS has nothing to do with you so for
Cindy to 'use you and your other witness's against me" just incriminated
you. the fact you are telling them ANYTHING is where YOU MESSED
UP. youre all fabricating lies and i have my husband and father as
witness to all of this. I have Matt also. you are just digging
yourself deeper into your own grave
you have "several
clients willing to report me" however i have only seen TWO and neither of
them know what the fuck is happening between us nor should because i havent
said a thing. it was none of their business. You can't sue me for speaking to a
3rd party- i have saught my own 'legal advice' and you have no grounds to
intimidated or harass me further. YOU JUST INCRIMINATED YOURSELF and are
further trying to intimidate me and this is not going to continue it is now
harassment and I will go to the proper authorities to deal with you.”
I’ll have any client
Sapenad if need be. I will bring in multiple witness I have on my own end to
defend my own honor and integrity against her and I guarantee because I am
nothing ever other than HONEST that I WILL WIN and the money I use will go to
more than just myself. It will go to the business she kept me from being able
to foundationalize in 2013 and the car accident I was in didn’t give me nearly
enough as the effects it had on my body and she didn’t give me enough therapy to
complete my healing process. the 10K is gone now and all other settlements
graced upon me helped us through the hump of healing this past few years. It
was divinely blessed upon myself and my beloved. My beloved and myself had to
go through very many levels of fear and ptsd and ‘worthlessness’ or fear of
‘lack’ as that money dwindled down. Women such as Solei and Cathy and Kendra
where witness to these experiences. aside from Amy who found a Katydid today
and we shared a very special conversation this morning and I shared it on
facebook;
The KATdid showed up
today at the Lake Steam Baths!
lots of kats around
lately! LOL so look what the spirit of ‘Kat’ Did
We are doing massive
clearing of the bath house today setting up a anti bull shit grid and the Phoenix
Shakina grid! But first we placed at Seraphim grid up as a lot of cleansing
need be done before the Phoenix can be placed over it. It’ll take more then one
cleansing to help this place.
I am also going to
introduce to the business manager ive become very close with since may:; the
gene keys because she is ready for this new vibration and her saying fuck yes
is going to shift the entire business for the better and greater future ahead
of us!
I told her “I wanna
show u something special its a cool profile thing like in astrology so id need
your birth time date and year and location and this chart ill show you works
with a textbook ive been using for a year now and is my next adventure in
business to help bring balance to the mind bridge it to the heart and bring
equilibrium within the body with both
I am going to be
introducing anyone ready for transformational change such as this to it! I had
shown it to Solei months ago had she cared to dive deeper we wouldnt of had
such a confrontation because this is what has empowered me the most and its how
I discovered why shes so greedy. It speaks upon it in depth.
Generally Thats why i
got my other location on 8th and kipling not so much to do massage but to offer
my other services/talents. My desire is to help people step into their
authentic selves with this amazing tool by a man named richard rudd!
I Got a few girls at
the bathhouse already intrigued- this book will change the future of business
and create synarchy. Ive just been waiting for the opportune moment to
introduce it to you! It has so much that will shift and raise your
consciousness as you dive deep into its wonderland.
This bug coming to you
is sure sign youre ready to discover your higher purpose and shine like a
diamond and raise your vibration! All is within us- our power is strong and
here is to the future as we all choose to unify and step into oneness- we have
a greater dream and that is to love anyone and everyone who lets us touch their
hearts with true tenderness “
The spirit’s in the basement of Lake Steam
Baths making it smell like rott and POOP, are being stirred up by Solei and Jen
and after this it ends. We are helping Amy become freed from over 100 years of poltergeists and spirits in the bathhouse. They will be set free. many other Benevolent Beings also
are very disturbed with this group of individuals for claiming to be quantum
anything or even claim they practice “Yuru” which is about accepting your
Divinity and embodying it to channel Divine Access Consciousness… they aren’t
doing any of that just PRETENDING. they all have hidden agenda’s... ego running
around with such arrogance that they are aggressive and greedy with time and
money and refuse to leave their ‘comfort zones’. all so unwilling to break
through and take a massive SHIT. They boast about helping others detox and all
that yadda yadda yodaing… all just smoke and mirrors… they don’t embody
nothing. It’s time for the age of DARING TO BE DIVINE and EMBODYING OUR HIGHER
SELVES. Discovering your original blueprints if you have not yet begun already
doing so. Kryon even says you have ONE MONTH TO CHANGE. SO GET A MOVE ON. Or
the Ghosts will haunt you by October 31st.
I invested in what I
could into this business otherwise it was used to for once in our lives to enjoy
some things we never allowed ourselves to before and have forever been denied.
No trips like we have direly yearned for but they promised us that in ‘time’…
and so here it is the moment in time that I ask for help…donations… assistance,
support and love to get my dreams going. My dreams are not my own and I want to
help so many people I just don’t have the resources. All together we do, as a
collective, as a tribe… as One, as Trinity.
Kymberly.TATLLC@gmail.com
is my paypal
and I am accepting ANYTHING you have to
offer us. This has been a
very very hard
journey and now we need to learn to breath
and take care of us.
The cards have shown it,
the signs, the bugs, the everything… it is time
for us
to learn to play, travel, enjoy, and bring
delight to others and THRIVE.
Helping other
business’s around the world do so also by
adopting the Trinity
Starseed Alignment Unified Mission.
Sent to me from Sherri after the fact I told a
client of her’s that he stepped over the bounds and I wasn’t going to press
charges, but given the emotionally driven reaction of their daughters threats to
defamate my character with DORA and tell me that ‘I should be the ashamed of
myself’ when it is in fact that entire family that should now be ashamed and
have themselves- incriminated the one woman who has (unconsciously but that is
now dangerous unconsciousness is… the density of this 1-4D space is corrupted
and that is where we LIVE in these bodies now however our true reality is now
this illusionary prison. We can exit the matrix but we have to make the choice
of surrender to the involution available to us right now to do so… to evolve
with Gaia as she is NOW ASCENDING into the new 5D vibration and we will only
continue to go beyond with her until there literally is ‘nothing’ anymore.
Dear
Kym,
Let me know when you
can talk with an open heart in person or phone. (I already offered this and she
ignored me up until the point that I had grounds to legally have her sued and
also obtain a restraining order which I will be) I have only wanted the
best for you. (didn’t SHOW that, and words often are more lies then they are
truth from anyone these days) You were like a little sister (little you say.
Everyone says little. You’re so little. So tiny. I have a little complex now
just because im fucking Pixie doesn’t mean I am fucking little… my dust will
fucking blindside you before you can see that I have foresight like a mother
fucker after the training I have put myself through in mastery of MYSELF!) to me hence why I wanted you to have my
business and you tore me apart. (No I was a mirror. You tore yourself apart.
Nice projection move. Nice ego evasion. Nice victim story… mature up. Who’s
little here.. clearly I am the much older soul, little One) Very unkind. (Yes
you fucking are… look at yourself… in the Triple Mirror) You stuck your past
angry where it should not of gone. (um it was water under the bridge until you
fucking attempted to blindside me and liquidate the assets of your Colorado
business onto my shoulders. No I am not paying you $4,000 and you own me now
for more then just what I paid you, what you haven’t paid me, and the years of
BULL SHIT BOTH MY DAD, PRESTON, HEIDI, and I had to go through for your
attitude and behavior the past few years. Nick may get away with his and Velda
may ignore and pretend he didn’t do that… but it will eat away at her heart
just as my heart was eaten away at for running away from facing the truth. Some
people have to atone for themselves in this world and that is why the crimson
tides are here… and the large turtles return to the ocean. Because the blood
was in the water and now the water is being crystallized as my beloved Robyn
said! This avatar did the necessary ritual and she wants others to join in on
these rituals ALL OVER THE PLANET. Unified meditations and ACTIONS that we are
drawn to organically take to let go of all the OLD PROGRAMMING. This is not
easy for me to do, I am terrified of the limelight but at the same time as a
child its ALL I EVER WANTED. Attention… admirations, the gene keys says it
perfectly better than that “Recognition”. That’s it. See me. Hear me. Know me
for EYE AM HERE as the 7th root race.)
You should of
expressed your feelings to me years ago rather than wear a mask and be
destructive. (This is what she did. I am removing all masks.. I have none
but for what I show in the mirror to others of their own reflection. Shadow
Alchemy 101 is all anyone will get with US…we are BOOTCAMP)
Together in a space of
love and integrity this can go way. (yes and in court it can also and justice
will be served as these two Libra’s with the scales weigh you and we will not
be moved by this fake SHOW/projection of ‘want to make amends” no that will not
serve us it will just be sweeping all under a rug that doesn’t exist because MY
RUG FLY’S and speaking of fly, one wouldn’t leave the entire I massaged Nick and
it followed me for days- wouldn’t leave our car and this showed me it is time
for his own ego death and I will not stop the tidal wave about to drown all of
them. I warned people that I am a mastership- I wont be throwing these ones a
life dounu because the divine does not decree it for their higher benefit that
I do so now because this is initiation… learn to swim or die. Eat tide pods
wont help you bypass this process coming to the planet)
Can you do that? (Yes
but only in court since I cannot trust her in any other shape or form, she is
out to save her own ass, akashic tarot proved this… and this is now a game a
chess to be handled with the big guys)
Also I know the
daughter and I think I can help stop that from going further. (Nice gaslighting
and manipulation tactic. Im pretty certain while you where here in Colorado
this week that you went and visited the fucks and gave them the information the
gave me that incriminated your ass proving me you are being a silver tongued
serpant with no heart and defamating my character in the shadows)
By the way your new
buddy Matt is a bill collector, not an attorney and is not going to do a thing
for you. (I don’t need him to- he’s just a witness I will pull into court. And
im more than willing to be used as a witness on his end if need be to make her
take accountability with the security system she owes money to for her new
office in Ohio she began the foundational set up a year or so ago of and was
traveling between both Colorado and Ohio. Funny thing Solei the woman in the
bathhouse who is a thorn in my side also is from Ohio. I am not sending this
woman back to Ohio with kill energy
because IM NOT THE GREEDY ONE… even still this is my show of love
because she has not been anything honorable to anyone and hasn’t shown to me…
one of her clients in the past… more than anything… that she gives a shit)
You are unable to see
he is just trying to intimidate me (You are the only one doing any intimidating
and I have my own private conversations with him that he has NOT fwded you that
prove you guilty as the liar you have become…it has now become a HORRIBLE BAD
HABBIT that maybe being sued will make you more conscious over the fact that
you should change) to get me to pay a
bill that I don’t owe and get you to eat from his hand. He sends me all
of your correspondence. (apparently not ALL of them because he never sent
her these that I sent him directly after I emailed her on the 17th
giving her a very stern warning that if her next step shall be planned
kindly…and well… someone else using ‘her’ to threaten me over texts… is
harassment to further perpetuate her own hidden agendas – and I will take them
all down for it- not meet up and be
manipulated so she doesn’t have to pay retribution for her actions the past 7 years
and I have all of this as evidence proving that she is a manipulative
narcissistic
bitch)
To Matt the Mustard
Seed:
“I
will be fwding you a message i sent Sherri today. there has been no
communication between us since you informed her i was speaking to you. she
threatened to sue me for "defamation of character" for speaking to
you as a 3rd party and sending you the email i originally did. said if i did
say anything to clients she would have ground to sue me. she has no grounds i
have said nothing to the clients and honesty and handing them all over to her
besides ONE contact which i dont believe is worth $1,000. I may indeed need to
seek one of your attorneys to help me sue her for she now owes me $1,042 for we
made no contract and she is trying to get another 3K from me. I honestly am
sick of all this stress i have no clue whats going on with all of you and i
really dont care its not my concern. i am willing to help you because she
is corrupt and now intimidating and harassing me through emails and if she
doesnt send me a check in the mail i do need to proceed to claims against her
and i dont know the process of doing this.
thanks for your help!
kym
he sent me this in response very quickly I sent mine
at 3:45pm and he sent his at 4:03 (and before all of this began when he first
got a hold of me… I asked spirit with my Gaia oracle deck what the outcome of
all of this would be if I responded to him and I received good news that I
should trust him. That Sherri is a dog right now not one of the wolf.
“Kym,
Just to give you some
peace of mind, I can let you know that she does NOT have grounds to sue you for
defamation of character. If you were not being truthful, she MIGHT have been
able to intimidate you. However, I can confirm that responding to me was for
the purpose intended, to discuss her relationships with her vendors to see if
they have had the same issues that this client is having. And you have. So to
put your mind at rest, you’re safe from lawsuit. She is not.
Secondly, I have been
in communication with Sherri. She finally agreed to settle the account for half
of what was placed, if I could validate the debt. She didn’t think she signed
anything. Well, she did. And I supplied it to her. Since then, she has dodged
every call, and every email, and every attempt to get the actual payment. She
is stalling some more.
Let me see what I can
do as far as recovering the account, and if I succeed, I can then direct you on
how we will be able to assist you. I wouldn’t want to promise you anything before
I get the result we need over here.
Don’t worry, she will
either pay the 1260.00 involuntarily, or the entire 2500 and change she owes,
as well as ALL of my court fees, attorney fees, private investigator fees, and
collection fees. Probably somewhere in the neighborhood of around $6,000.00
It’s just up to her to
decide how much she wants to pay. My client has the right to file a Writ of
Detinue, and/or a Writ of Replevin. We will just start seizing assets, freezing
bank accounts, and file a lien against her business location. We will contact
the landlord, if she doesn’t own it, and inform them as well. I did the best I
could, but some people just have no integrity. We have a process for them too.
Anyways, thanks again,
and do not fear, as she cannot touch you regarding what you and I have spoke
about. At all.
Enjoy your weekend,
I’ll speak with you on Monday.”
Not so ironic that it
was all written in blue from him 😉. So whether he can assist me or not he
received all the emails I have sent to these clients and their threats. I told
him the legal steps I am going to take and I wanted to do that today but this
was more necessary to write and process before I take any other futher actions.
I will be suing her no questions asked and seeking an attorney of which I need
help funding or someone pro bono to take up my case. I prefer a conscious
lawyer if one exists out there if I cannot obtain one through Hillcrest,
Davidson & Associates. They are out of state in Richardson (haha ‘richard’
again this time ‘his son’) so if anything I would need to travel to Ohio to
deal with all of this unless I can begin a case here in Colorado against her;
here is where ill begin to file reports and get restraining orders. I did warn
her multiple times and it’s not until today that she responds. If she cared she
would have responded consciously almost as immediately as Matt did. But her
absence of word showed her own integrity in the matter that needed be
transmuted into energy.
Grace just requested I
buy her some sports bras 4:05pm 8/21/18 and I told her she will have to come
with me this weekend because I don’t know her size. Looks like Sherri is going
to need to buy some new boots and a sports bra because this is the beginning of
the rat race with her since I wont be giving into her request.I’m gunna go get
some new Nikeys maybe! I need a pair of new shoes STILL and my feet friggen
HURT in all the footware I have used up until this point. No steel toed boots
for me like the egotistical countess that paid me $5 for a reading last
September 2017 because she couldn’t handle that Hemimophite gave her a little
visit and it touched that ego of hers a bit too much that it made her trigger
and tell me “get a pair of steel toed boots youre going to need them” Even that
bitch was a mirronic blessing In disguise because… esoterically I have the
Talaria winged Sandals on. Those are symbolic of the greek messenger God known
as Hermes (roman equivalent to Mercury). They where said to be made of the God
Hephaestus of imperishable gold and they flew the god as seift as any bird. The
name is the latin for “of the ankle” and unlike akilies mine are strong.
Perseus wears them to help him slay Medusa and that is exactly what I am doing
because Solei, Jennifer, and Sherri are such Medusa’s amongst US. That’s why
Perseus and Andromeda stormed into my third eye when I put on my Moldavite
Earrings. GREAT BALLS OF FIRE… coming our way.
Trying to keep us
stuck in this paradigm they have been weaving for so long and bit me in the ass
because I am brushing them off me so easily, the dark little fucks come back
and bite my bum three times and I knew they would because I heard them scream
at me when they charged me and I blew them off my bed! Yeah fuck you spider… I
have a white spider watching over everything and he showed himself with the fly
at solei’s ‘Yuru/Access Consciousness” retreat that they want $750 for 3 days
and spirit wanted me to pay not a damn dime because it was MY time and spirit
of generocity they where being gifted. And I gave them $100. Would have only
been $50 but Cathy owed me money and paid $50. Maybe she will pay $55 and get a
canoe. Maybe they will change their tunes eventually also and pay it and stop
bothering me about debts that don’t exists and I never should have owed. Their
puppy ‘Echo’ (of their dead dog they think she’s reincarnated) made that point
across by eating my journal that I wrote about how the Divine said- I do not
need to pay them and Solei herself stated “guess whatever that was doesn’t
matter anymore”. Nope…and it wont. Because we will MORE FORWARD… continue in synarchy or I just
won’t invite them to the events ill be hosting and all the magic im stirring in
the cauldron. They said Cathy, Kendra and I where ‘like witches’ and damn
strait we are. We are Trinity. Now cathy just has to realize she is Divine Too.
And the power is in our own hands. It’s that simple. Choice. They where trying
to teach it to her… I am trying to teach it to her… she is the 50th
gene key as her purpose and it’s time to fucking get this stagnant DNA moving
with MY WATER and PRESSURE UPON THEM to JUST DO IT. FUCKING SAY YES. Stop being
scared little KATS. FCUK! Take off those damn rose colored glasses because EYE
AM THE ROSE. And they attempted to ‘kill the rose’ by using my MANIFESTING GENERATOR
for their own selfish gains and I am resurrecting that which they made dark
within me back into new life and the further away I get from them the more
light that is infused back into my cells. That is what a phoenix does it grows
stronger from the pain. Uses it as FUEL.
This is the last time anyone violates me again.
ANYONE… with money, with contracts, with fucking SEX, you name it. Anything of
the shadow of corruption. NO MORE… NO MORE ABUSE … this karmic cycle of HELL is
ENDING and I AM RISING LIKE A PHEONIX THROUGH THE ASHES THAT WILL REMAIN WHEN I
BLOW IT ALL THE FUCK UP.
This will be written about in my book and NOTHING
WILL BE HIDDEN. I AM THE EPITOME OF INTEGRITY AS A ARCHATYPICAL MOTHER WITH THE
35th GENE KEY HEART…
I have been a wayward child,
I have acted out,
I have questioned sovereignty,
And had my share of doubts,
I have acted out,
I have questioned sovereignty,
And had my share of doubts,
And though sometimes,
My prayers feel like the mountain of the sky,
The hand that holds won't let me go,
And is the reason why
My prayers feel like the mountain of the sky,
The hand that holds won't let me go,
And is the reason why
I will stumble, I will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved
On Christ the solid rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved
Bitterness has plagued my heart,
Many times before,
My life has been a broken glass,
And I have kept the score,
Of all my shattered dreams,
And though it seemed,
Many times before,
My life has been a broken glass,
And I have kept the score,
Of all my shattered dreams,
And though it seemed,
That I was far too gone,
My brokenness helped me to see,
It's grace I'm standing on.
My brokenness helped me to see,
It's grace I'm standing on.
I will stumble, I will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved
On Christ the solid rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved
And chaos in my life,
Has been a badge of war,
And though I have been torn,
I will not be moved
Has been a badge of war,
And though I have been torn,
I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved
But I will not be moved
On Christ the solid
rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved
They are trying to steal my child that is now only 3
months old! Shown to me at the park the other day for the ‘celebration’ when I
was with my Elijah hanging out. Sherri started this ‘war’ two months ago by
trying to scam me while I was just giving birth to it. im asking why this is
happening to US. It is unfair but the
Divine sings to me through Natalie grant and tells me “this is what it means to
be held, how it feels, when the sacred is TORN from our lives. And you SURVIVED.
This is what it is to be loved and to know that the PROMISE was “when
everything fell we would be held”
They continue in their choir of angels to hum “This hand
is bitterness. They want to taste it, let the hatred numb their sorrow. The
wise hands opens slowly to lilies (they showed me Lilies weeks ago I am in tears
as they sing to me) of the valley and tomorrow”
“If HOPE is born of SUFFERING, if THIS is ONLY the
BEGINNING, can we not WAIT for one hour watching for our Breakthrough” (the 60th
Gene Key)
They repeat
“This is what it means to be held, you will show
them all, that when the sacred is torn from your life, YOU WILL SURVIVE.
Because you know through your heart, is where you begin to know what it is
truly like to be loved. Go within and know that the PROMISE WAS… when
everything FELL- we would hold you”
In 2012 “everything fell” It was hard to stand on
shifting sand. Hard to shine in the shadows of the night. You cant be free, if
you don’t reach for help. And you cant love, if you don ‘t love yourself. There
is hope when my faith run out, I’m in
better hands now.
It's like the sun is shining when the rain is
pouring down
It's like my soul is flying though my feet are on
the ground
So take this heart of mine there's no doubt
I'm in better hands now
I am strong all because of you
I stand in awe of every mountain that you move
Oh I am changed, yesterday is gone
I am safe from this moment on
There's no fear when the night comes 'round
I'm in better hands now
It's like the sun is shining when the rain is
pouring down
It's like my soul is flying though my feet are on
the ground
So take this heart of mine there's no doubt
I'm in better hands now
It's like the sun is shining when the rain is
pouring down
It's like my soul is flying though my feet are on
the ground
Its like the world is silent though I know it isn't
true
Its like the breath of Shekina is right here in this
room
So take this heart of mine there's no doubt
I'm in better hands now
All the Narcissists who have NO INTEGRITY- they will
GO DOWN TO VISIT HADES. ALL OF THEM- even the women in the bath house who have
cold, coal encased diamond hearts. Even my beloved Cathy I will let her go just
as I did Ellie and as I am now Sherri. I want to BLOOM… again cloverton comes
to me just as it did the day I have to knowingly give my mom what I knew would
be the last massage in my new space because she wouldn’t want to ELEVATE. I
can’t ‘worship her God’ aka her ego…anymore. There is not faith, I am a mustard
seed and she can’t even see this. That is why I trust MATT. I sang this song to
her DNA…I sing it to all now.
If they don’t CHOOSE to ALLOW this… and surrender While
I am the MIRROR of them, what they say is my doom, will be returned to them 3
fold by the power of the Essene EYE AM and Shakina shall rain down and bless me
and my beloved’s by my choosing and enact upon the Siddhi of JUSTICE in my timeline. This is the cracking of my
vessel and after this crack- many of you will be empowered to do so also. Because
I WILL WIN 500 MILLION! One way or another. This is what was promised. Whether
that be souls, or currency of much needed money to do ANYTHING the Divine WANTS
me to enact in action to do to help create a WAVE in OURSTORY.
https://youtu.be/g-GTznVp6_s
so no matter
how much money he did or didnt give me i wanted to throw up at the idea of
touching it the second he requested i pull his drawers down. I still couldnt do
it, and he was nervous about his wife walking in. I told him strait up "i
dont know what you are requesting of me you are going to have to make yourself
clear because I am giving you therapeutic massage and i don't know what it is
you are wanting me to do!" he then said "please put my drawers to my
knees so if my wife walks in you can put them up quickly". that is when i
wondered "why the fuck would she care if i am just 'working the groin
area' i am not 'stimulating her husband'. to me that is the tender trigger
points that line the pelvis and the Quads. Typical anatomical parts that need
to be flushed and released- however when i perform such trigger point therapy i
do not touch the penis. I asked 'do you just want me the brush over it with
some oil because that’s about all i can do, one quick swipe. but how he was acting, i wasn't even comfortable doing something like that. His penis looked like a Gould from Stargate SG 1- just ew and no thanks, after he had me pull his pants down i was like "really is he really requesting me to do this, what the actual fuck!?"
i assumed he
was requesting a specific form of therapeutic massage and i wasn't going to do
anything 'tantric' without his wife’s involvement and i said this in the email
that i can help them with their 'sexual relationship' because i too have gifts
to give therapy in this way and help them 'bond', but I would not be the one
performing the 'favors'. i don't do that, never have done that and not about to
start DOING THIS.
I remember the first time that I ever did an outcall
to a hotel for a client back when i graduated in 2009. I had my daughter grace
who was one and i was married to Ben at the time. I had made sure to write up a
"non sexual agreement" for this man to sign because i knew some guys
out there like to be naughty, all the stories i have heard from other people in
the massage industry just appalled me so i didn't want to 'even take the risk
of violation happening to me'.
I am not a very highly sexual being unless we are ‘in
a intimate relationship’ and i take my profession very seriously as a quantum
touch therapist. Ididn’t realize what quantum was back then but my hands always
made people feel "Ecstatic". Even my touch to malachi is instantly
'stimulating' and i don’t even have to touch his 'tender spot' - this is what
this man termed it. I hardly even being 'married' touch my beloveds tender
spot- when we do that it is very sacred and my form of therapy is very sacred
also. I am seeing how the 'karma' of this past is trying to ‘come back with a vengeance’
as I burn those mortal threads of life… so that they die…through the codon ring
of life and death they will be reborn… or they will simply ‘die’ and repeat
another life in this shit Matrix.
With how he was acting in how his wife would respond
with his drawers down- imagine if she walked in witnessing me stroking 'it'. i
did not want to even manifest something like that so i decided then and there
"this isnt worth $25. I will refuse every client who treats me with such
dishonor and disrespect. i decided to be
silent and that I would leave there and voice the infraction where otherwise i
am out of the 'line of emotional fire'”. Clearly from the email I received
there was plenty of that.
I'm not sticking around with such monkeys, not my
problem they can't handle to truth of his behavior and ACTIONS. the fact he was at all wanting me to
'stimulate his penis' after i told him i was married the day before and he
clearly saw my man in the car, that day he shouldn’t have made a second pass
and I told him strait up “don’t touch me” and he didn’t however requesting me to
‘stimulate’ him while his wife was out of the room, was even more barbaric to
me.
I could really use the support of my family and true
friends at this time. What i am doing on Friday is filing a police report and
restraining order against them. I will press charges against him, even if that
means im sending a very old almost crippled man to jail. Poor wife- to realize
that for so very long he’s gotten away with this sort of thing, I am not his first.
I know it in my gut and Malachi confirms it with his 3rd eye and
awareness.
I contacted D.O.R.A to inform them what is happening
today. Given their daughter Cindy Wood is trying to send in a 'complaint' to
them against me for this and proved to me Sherri is indeed Defamating my
Character and now I have proof and full legal grounds to sue her and her this ‘obnoxious
client’... of course Sherri is now attempting to gaslight me… “I can help you
with her and this can all just go away”… nope… You all are going down… to the
underground… because its fucking raining and you want to get out of the rain…
so im sending you to Hades to for Judgment Day. I need not defend myself beyond
this because I AM INNOCENT… the 3rd Gene Key… and I am learning to
MASTER CHAOS… so have fun with what you have not mastered but strut around like
you have with much pride.
"Kymberly - my mother shared the email you sent
to her regarding my father's behavior during one of your massage sessions in
their home. The email was, in short, inflammatory and libelous.
I am reporting you to DORA. A copy of your email will be sent to DORA
along with a detailed complaint. Sheri
Ault has several clients that are willing to report that you have slandered her
reputation and professional integrity.
If you attempt to contact either of my parents in
any way (email, phone, or visitation) I will file a restraining order again you
and file a report of elder abuse.
You should be ashamed of yourself."
I am not at all ashamed and I will never be ashamed
for being INTEGRAL EVER no matter how much they try to intimidate, harass or
bully me because they are scared shitless or hurt! Hurt people, hurt people. I
don’t intentionally hurt people like these people have blindsided me. They have
no clue what the fuck love and integrity truly is and everything about them is
corrupt. Spirit has shown me, now I must stand up and take my power back. No longer
shall they move me to the beat of their
drum… I drum my own rhythm now! I’ll say the same statement as my Alibi in
Court. Enough Said. I am love mySelf, I forgive mySelf, EYE AM FREE and they cannot
manipulate me.
Here- see the tears- hear the truth, feel the pain and sorrow... Thy will be done (I will be uploading a video to YouTube and placing it below. I took a recording of my vulnerable breakdown only because spirit told me to.