View these songs as one massive mash up and check out the pictures posted (will add later)... this is what my heart is singing out right now. you can listen to the songs on youtube yourself or read the lyrics you may see the synchs by reading the words.
In posting this and singing these songs i had intention to release and let go of two people who where once close to me and dear to my heart but are exiting my paradigm. Sherri and Heather (and Heathers now BFF Carrie who i helped, like my friend Ellie (She's Aquarius born 2/14) in 2015, to 'midwife' their children into this world)- I have a lot of history about them that is soon to be written more about and is personal but i am writing it to heal this timeline of my life. Regardless how they respond to me taking my power back and expressing to them my past heartbreak over their 'betrayals'. my healing process's are a paradox brought into unity in real time scripting. please know i am being vulnerable on purpose... I need to let go of all heaviness weighing my heart down. I have let a tremendous amount already go... and a few strands remain that i will by the end of the year have brought into karmic completion.
I am healing... in this very moment so much of the past since 2002. I speak through lyrics, music, poetry, numbers and the Gene Keys (Light Language).
First things first
I'ma say all the words inside my head
I'm fired up and tired of the way that things have been, oh ooh
The way that things have been, oh ooh
Second thing second
Don't you tell me what you think that I can be
I'm the one at the sail, I'm the master of my sea, oh ooh
The master of my sea, oh ooh
I was broken from a young age
Taking my sulking to the masses
Write down my poems for the few
That looked at me, took to me, shook to me, feeling me
Singing from heartache from the pain
Taking my message from the veins
Speaking my lesson from the brain
Seeing the beauty through the
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
(Pain, pain)
You break me down, you build me up, believer, believer
(Pain)
Oh let the bullets fly, oh let them rain
My life, my love, my drive, it came from
(Pain)
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
Third things third
Send a prayer to the ones up above
All the hate that you've heard has turned your spirit to a dove, oh ooh
Your spirit up above, oh ooh
I was choking in the crowd
Building my rain up in the cloud
Falling like ashes to the ground
Hoping my feelings, they would drown
But they never did, ever lived, ebbing and flowing
Inhibited, limited
'Til it broke up and it rained down
It rained down, like
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
(Pain, pain)
You break me down, you built me up, believer, believer
(Pain)
I let the bullets fly, oh let them rain
My life, my love, my drive, it came from
(Pain)
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
Last things last
By the grace of the fire and the flames
You're the face of the future, the blood in my veins, oh ooh
The blood in my veins, oh ooh
But they never did, ever lived, ebbing and flowing
Inhibited, limited
'Til it broke up and it rained down
It rained down, like
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
(Pain, pain)
You break me down, you built me up, believer, believer
(Pain)
I let the bullets fly, oh let them rain
My life, my love, my drive, it came from
(Pain)
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
Fire Eyes by Drowning North (there is no youtube available)
There used to be a time when we ruled the world
We were lover, fighter, the sun we held
In your fire eyes
I knew too well that time would tell, no
You light me up to show me
How impossible can still be found
But now you're gone and it's too late
You felt too lost to light me up to burn me down
Like I was never meant to know
You burn me down
Like you were steam and I was snow
So I guess we were never meant to be
We're just a love that used to be
And your stare ignites the coldest skies
Fire eyes, fire eyes, fire eyes
You don't have to say a thing or explain yourself
You were everything, you were his as well
But the heart is the hardest thing not to break
Don't it make you afraid, no
You light me up to show me
How impossible can still be found
But now you're gone and it's too late
You felt too lost to light me up to burn me down
Like I was never meant to know
You burn me down
Like you were steam and I was snow
So I guess we were never meant to be
We're just a love that used to be
And your stare ignites the coldest skies
Fire eyes, fire eyes, fire eyes
Safe in the dark, your motions tear us apart
Fresh on your lips, your poison falls into his
You burn me down
Like I was never meant to know
You burn me down
Like you were steam and I was snow
So I guess we were never meant to be
We're just a love that used to be
And your stare ignites the coldest skies
Fire eyes, fire eyes, fire eyes
I Do by 911
[If my sisters and brothers of all ages do not say "I DO" or YES by 9/11/18 they can expect to drop out of my paradigm because my vibration is only thusly growing higher and higher and there's no stopping it- you begin changing your energy equally by going within- or i will go where others ARE doing this, no questions asked]
My whole world changed from the moment I met you
And it would never be the same
Felt like I knew that I'd always love you
From the moment I heard your name
Everything was perfect, I knew this love is worth it
Our own miracle in the makin'
'Til this world stops turning
I'll still be here waiting and waiting to make that vow that I'll...
I'll be by your side, 'til the day I die
I'll be waiting 'til I hear you say I Do
Something old, something new
Something borrowed, something blue
I'll be waiting 'til I hear you say I Do
Thousands, ya tears have all dried out
'Cos I won't see you cry again
Throw pennies in the fountain, and look at what comes out
Sometimes wishes do come true
Everything was perfect, I knew this love is worth it
Monsters and Friends by Drawing North
I've got a pocket full of ocean shells
So rare I could never sell
You see, that's how I feel about
YOU
I don't know what I'd do without you
You had your fair share of love for your vents
Even had your heart stolen and spent
And found your soul can't do without
The one thing you think about
On and on and on you say hello
To the monsters 'neath your bed
One by one they chant a song
But you're desperate to forget
And the only way to know
How to live like it's your last day
Forget the past and find a way
To let the monsters be your friends
You took a rocket to the moon and back
Well just a short trip to get some air
And when they asked when you're coming home
You said you finally found a place you can call your own
I hope you find what to believe in
'Cause it's the start of your beginning
On and on and on you say hello
To the monsters 'neath your bed
One by one they chant a song
But you're desperate to forget
And the only way to know
How to live like it's your last day
Forget the past and find a way
To let the monsters be your friends
There is a movie that JUST came to my attention that will be coming out this December 21st! Oh my gosh this is the same day my beloved encountered the same woman i am releasing right NOW and there will a blog of it's own separate from this one). She says he just a 'third party liar'...'doesn't exist', and yet he yelled at her that "SHE WOULD FORGET HIS FACE AND TRY TO HIDE THAT DAY On December 21st 2012! She claims that he is a liar... well then i guess I have a group of at least 5 people whos lives this woman effected. she has no clue we are 'reapers'... we ARE THE Divine Will Justice League in action.
This movie brought to my attention is called Alita Battle Angel. Through 20th Century Fox
(Trinity shows up as a fox very often for me in the Animal form or as a Kitsune- i share this guide in previous blogs) and it is so very fitting with my own Divine Rapture(23) which was meant for me this year to fully embody and it only just began to catalyze in my own life on 9/22/17)!
“When you surrender to the helplessness of being a normal human being, then something remarkable occurs — you experience a shift in frequency of your whole being. You begin to lighten up. The 30th Gift is a new operating wavelength for humanity, and it really involves an inner surrender that cannot be forced or faked.”
In the I Ching this is THE CLINGING [AKA we like to call it the dingleberry! I think that's the next juice cock tale im going to concoct and name in resemblance of this Gene Key]
We are Igniting the Rising fire of longing
Reaching to the beloved, purifying our base desire into the Divine Fire
we Rise into rapture
We lighten up and shine bright
Fire clings to what we feed it
This is Rapturous Passion
"The GREAT MAN, in accordance with this, cultivates more and more his BRILLIANT VIRTUE, and DIFFUSES its BRIGHTNESS over the FOUR QUARTERS of the Land."
Funny this brings vision and memory that I have exactly 4 quarters that my son Elijah gave me close to our Hand fasting date of august 8/11/2017 and have been sitting on my alter since then. I knew they had a special purpose and here is the symbology brought into the clarity i needed. This is the truest time for Jubilation and this falls within the channel of DARING... here we must have recognition. The Stream of Fulfillment my beloved and myself have to offer is Ecstasy in motion, we are the gift itself of being fulfilled and our own shadow is DESIRE... we had so much of it until we matured into diamonds.
We Dared to be Divine... that is a gift... no longer in the shadows of wishfulness... but FULFILLMENT. We are radiating our SOLAR energy... and emoting our EMOTIONS with deep Siddhi of Serenity and WILD compassion within our hearts we bring the GIFT of FEELING back and help many recognize the underlying reason behind the shadow of yearning that is being felt in this moment by us to UNITE and MEND.
We Dared to be Divine... that is a gift... no longer in the shadows of wishfulness... but FULFILLMENT. We are radiating our SOLAR energy... and emoting our EMOTIONS with deep Siddhi of Serenity and WILD compassion within our hearts we bring the GIFT of FEELING back and help many recognize the underlying reason behind the shadow of yearning that is being felt in this moment by us to UNITE and MEND.
I truly am a Bird of Paradise or at least these are my ANIMAL TOTEM of this year because my Primal Astrology itself for 9/23/1987 is the Butterfly.My beloved is a Clownfish 91, Grace my daughter is a Gazelle 2007, my son Elijah is a Silkworm 2011. My ex husband for the sake of mention is a Piranha 84 (they come from the amazon haha the elephant in Tarzan comes to mind)...
Go check out your own Primal Astrology Here
Much like their animal namesake, members of the Bird-of-Paradise Primal Zodiac sign are colorful, adventurous, and naturally draw attention from those around them. They want to make the most out of life, so they make big goals and big plans and truly believe in their ability to achieve them. In truth, they have more ability to achieve big goals than many other Primal Zodiac signs, as long as they can stay humble enough to see their lives for what they really are, not what they want them to be.
With such big dreams, a Bird-of-Paradise can easily get lost on the wrong path. They will chase a dream to the ends of the Earth, but if they’ve lost perspective, it may be the opposite end of the Earth they intended to be on. They succeed mostly because of their confidence and likability. Their big personalities and ability to get things done draw people in and make them believe in whatever the Bird-of-Paradise wants them to. They are not manipulators, though. They believe that honesty is the best policy, even if that honesty is offensive to others.
Although I AM the butterfly in this body born in 1987 i feel like i should have been born in 1969. Maybe i Attempted this and died who knows... but i feel SO YOUNG and I am more 'best friends' with people born around that time frame then i am with anyone 'my age'. The peacock is what themed my beloved and my hand fasting ceremony, and my clothing. It was so amazing... and its funny because peacock belongs to the dates 7/22-8/22 (a fractal of me who is a cancer born in 72 that was at our Hand Fasting and is still in my paradigm but only until the end of this year if she doesn't make attempt to 'meet up' and discuss the past 3 years WE have also been through as a "trinity" of our own), it shows here she is an Otter... i have been seeing otters, including my son's little one sitting to my right on the counter, no clue where it came from) everywhere wondering "who or what is this otter about!?"). 8/11 is when was the hand fasting last year.
However just like the Bird Of Paradise - the meercat guides my footsteps also and i shapeshift into a moth (which is the fear key in Gene Key's where as my Butterfly is a LIFE key) when i venture into the underworld for those i love.
I drew a picture of 'wings' the other day for the first time of my attempt doing so, ever. The wings looked like a angelic moth... and i was like "did i draw a resemblance of what MY esoteric wings really look like!?" I just might have.
I drew a picture of 'wings' the other day for the first time of my attempt doing so, ever. The wings looked like a angelic moth... and i was like "did i draw a resemblance of what MY esoteric wings really look like!?" I just might have.
When we want to tap on our emotional sides.
When there is an impending danger.
One has to be aware of his position.
Keeping an exciting group.
We need to observe the people surrounding us.
We want to understand the opposite sex - especially females.
When we want to be aware to unknown threats.
One has to be knowledgeable of his part.
We want to create a joyful ambiance.
We need to observe those people taking advantage of us.
Butterflies do not engage in conflict of any kind. They are quick to walk away from uncomfortable situations and while they are exceptionally sympathetic listeners, they cannot deal with true suffering or misery. Tense or upsetting events will push a Butterfly away quicker than anything else. Though they might not understand why, members of this sign gravitate toward peace and serenity in all situations.
In the animal kingdom, the butterfly begins as a caterpillar and transforms dramatically later in life, moving directly from crawling to flying. It’s no surprise that humans often use the life of a butterfly as a metaphor for growth and life transformation. In the Primal Zodiac those born under the sign of the Butterfly are already in the latter part of their spiritual growth. If our souls live many lifetimes over, then they only return as a Butterfly when much of their spiritual development has already taken place. For this reason members of this sign are often considered “old souls” who appear to have an understanding of life that is much deeper than their age would suggest.
Butterflies weigh every situation out carefully. They won’t make a move until they have measured all the possibilities. At the same time, this is a sign that longs for excitement and adventure. Butterflies constantly fluctuate between longing for a life of simple comforts and a life of unexpected mystery and passion. Despite seeming care-free members of this sign often secretly wish that life was more like the movies, which is part of the reason that they are suckers for an epic adventure or love story.
Butterflies are among the best friends you could ever have. They are caring and supportive and always willing to lend a helping hand. Those born under this sign have excellent insights into human nature and always offer good advice or a sympathetic ear. Butterflies will be there when you need them, but don’t expect them to take part in your battles. Angry or chaotic relationships are toxic to this sign, and they will avoid adversity at all costs. This includes telling you when you’ve done something to upset them. More forthright signs must remember that a hurt Butterfly will escape rather than fight back, which can make relationships complicated for those who don’t know that something is wrong.
For a sign that likes to avoid drama, Butterflies sure seem to have a strange way of dealing with love. One would expect members of this sign to be passive and accepting but in love Butterflies tend to be pickier than most. This is the one area where being an “old soul” does not apply. Those born under this sign tend to be judgmental of others to the point of being superficial. Appearances are important to a Butterfly and while they don’t expect others to share their refined sensibilities, they do expect it of potential love partners. Butterflies also deep down long for romance and passion like one would find in books and movies, which often leads to unrealistic expectations about real life. Unless they can learn to temper their expectations, members of this sign are in danger of ending up disappointed in love.
It should be no surprise that Butterflies excel at making people, places, and things look good. Their natural affinity for beauty makes careers such as beautician, hairdresser, and interior designer perfect fits for this sign. Butterflies also love art and many are talented artists. Not all, however, enjoy the self-selling that goes with making a career out of art, which is why many members of this sign prefer working indirectly in the art world. Careers in art and antique dealing, for example, allow the business-adept Butterfly to play a somewhat structured role in the creative world.
Their cool and collected nature allows Butterflies to succeed in other areas, such as politics. The ability to put on a good face in hard times is a ***hallmark**** of this sign. They also tend to stay out of trouble and have an honest compassion for others. Those who find politics their calling will have great success if they can handle the conflicts inherent in that career path.
******* the word hallmark just triggered memory of a healing i just received with Reece a few months ago, we where doing facial cupping and she saw a vision of "a cheesy Christmas hallmark movie" and at the time i was just watching the show called "The Good Witch" which airs on the hallmark channel (I like a lot of their shows) but i watch it on Netflix and it was coming into the "winter months" and a lot in that show was correlating Synchronistically to my own life experiences.
no irony now that a new video is brought to me about a girl on a mission similar to my own... why i love talking in music quotes...why im so artistic... I AM A BUTTERFLY PEOPLE... oh i am just stepping into my TRUE NATURE AS ONE.
I have to mention a healing i received during my Reiki Mastery Class in June because there was one woman who worked on me and my Angels where pretty much making her say "Fucking GO OUTSIDE INTO NATURE" because the ball of my right foot was just cramped like crazy and when she was making it to my other foot which had a past injury I correlated the pain to my Feminine being scared and hesitant to move forward in life. To stand up for herself like she never had before. The girl working on me had a vision of me reading poetry to an audience and that confirmed exactly where i needed to drop my fear of stages and being a writer/ song writer/ poet/commedian.
FAMOUS BUTTERFLIES
Zac Efron (10/18/1987)
Kaci (10/3/1987)
Hilary Duff (9/28/1987)
Kellie Martin (10/16/1975)
Marion Jones (10/12/1975)
Kate Winslet (10/5/1975)
India Arie (10/3/1975)
Brian Boitano (10/22/1963)
Norm MacDonald (10/17/1963)
Elisabeth Shue (10/6/1963)
Mark McGwire (10/1/1963)
Pam Dawber (10/18/1951)
John Cougar Mellencamp (10/7/1951)
Bob Geldof (10/5/1951)
Karen Allen (10/5/1951)
Sting (10/2/1951)
Mark Hamill (9/25/1951)
Tony Roberts (10/22/1939)
Lee Harvey Oswald (10/18/1939)
Mike Ditka (10/18/1939)
Ralph Lauren (10/14/1939)
Paul Hogan (10/8/1939)
George C. Scott (10/18/1927)
Roger Moore (10/14/1927)
R.D. Laing (10/7/1927)
Tom Bosley (10/1/1927)
Arthur Miller (10/17/1915)
Cornel Wilde (10/13/1915)
Curly Howard (10/22/1903)
Vladimir Horowitz (10/1/1903)
Can we add me to that list?! Trinity Kay ? (9/23/1987- PLACE ME RIGHT NEXT TO BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN PLEASE SO MY AUNT SEE'S ME UP ON STAGE, we share the same birth DATE haha!)
ZODIAC CALCULATION
Butterflies have the Tropical Sun sign of Libra, and are born during the Chinese Zodiac’s Year of the Rabbit.
I have diamonds at the bottom of Lake Powell- that is my heart... When i visit there again in the near future, and it will happen for my beloved and i are destined to vacation there as ONE... with our friends and family on a boat that may not be called SWIFT ESCAPE... but it'll be "escape from this city" none the less. When i return... I will be whole. Completely whole. I will have no more missing pieces. And when i go to the red woods with my beloved (perhaps the woods i saw in another dream following this one i just spoke upon...) where a major celebration was going on and if i didn't 'break up' with Brandon I would miss out...why would i want to miss out what felt like was a tea party for me...and so many others...an banquet?! oh... we are going home! ... i thought it was our hand fasting on 8/11/2017 and why i was desperate to do a ceremony of Sacred Convergence... but no this dream was correlated not to those woods in Colorado, that is just the beginning and where we can have a quick "getaway"... im feeling this dream correlating to California's Red Woods where my beloved placed his own diamonds, heart... into Gaia for safe keeping. Together we are to retrieve them, not any other way. The Fae wish us to return. We need help getting to these leylines... to for full karmic completion and anyone willing to help make that happen are more than willing to donate.
Ametrine is the mineral that supports me every step of the way. she is a mix of Amethyst and citrine and both of them are quartz crystals. Ametrine is a combined energy of both crystals and together create a harmonious resonance.
It enhances mental and spiritual clarity, while uniting masculine and feminine energies. with its quarts qualities it will amplify the energy of the vibration of the 2. The healing energy that is released helps negativity clear from the aura it's all 8 layers of it. It also aids in weight loss (not that i need any of that, my twin does) and helps you to release your addictions. If one is studying, which i always am, the Citrine within the stone helps to stay focused, as well as using the amethysts vibration for inspiration since they activate the higher energies of the crown chakra.
Ametrine according to Healing Crystal's For You is a quartz crystal variety, so like all quartz, is a strong amplifier of energy. They have within them the vibration of Citrine Crystals, which is the energy of the solar plexus chakra and the 'will'.
When you combine this vibration with the 'knowing' from the crown chakra via the Amethyst Crystals energy, the resulting mixture is a powerful energetic vibration.
Yet the energy of this crystal is altogether different to either of the other stones. Ametrine crystals provide a connection between the higher energies of the crown, and the energy of the physical, from the solar plexus chakra.
This connection will aid you to bring your thinking from the physical day to day realm, into the spiritual realm.
This will enhance mental and spiritual clarity, as well as uniting masculine and feminine energies.
A connection with Divine guidance is very beneficial for anyone, but particularly so for healers.
This is a beneficial crystal for professional healers. It enables the healer to make decisions based on higher guidance, and aligned with Divine Will.
It will clear stress and tension from the head, and will bring excess energy down into the physical for use or release.
Its Citrine energy will enhance your will, and the Amethyst vibration helps you to break self-defeating habits, that may be holding you back.
Their energy is also said to alleviate depression, anxiety and stress.
The Citrine Crystal vibration helps you to boost your creativity, and its connection with the crown, the highest chakra in the body may assist psychic artists in their work.
Learn an easy way to meditate, as via its action in meditation, it will aid you to link to the spiritual realms. Use it to do a daily crystal meditation. Once you have connected to its energy, keep this crystal on you all day, as it will aid you overall in your life.
Using this crystal to make a spiritual connection is powerful, as once a connection is made it will align the solar plexus with the crown chakra.
This may help you to enhance both your mental and spiritual clarity, and plan to live life from a perspective of Divine Will.
It is easy to buy jewelry made from this stone including lovely pendants.
It is easy and useful to keep a piece of this crystal within your aura, for as long as possible during each day.
It often has quite striking golden yellow colors within the purple, and these stones are very attractive and have excellent metaphysical properties.
These lovely stones are on the list of zodiac birthstones, and wearing an Ametrine pendant or a lovely ring made from one of these stone, is one way to keep this lovely crystal within your aura
They are a Libra as well as a Pisces birthstone, and it is easy to buy.I am a Libra as is my beloved and during the time I knew the same woman i release today with this very stone, I also knew another who in my blogs i am continually releasing named Ellie/Divinity (I always reffer to "my number 8", as in 2015 was a friend i should have just let go of in that very year and Mikey was my #7. but just like heather I should have said to all these people then what i am saying now and I think i attempted to but i just didn't have the words or ability to describe the metamorphosis i was experiencing and CHOOSING... Heather shortly followed leaving my life after Ellie, Ellie didn't really detach until February of 2018 and there will be a blog/chapter of my tale also) and she gave me my first Amethyst stone that I have as a treasure and tale (my fox has many). I also received a large piece of raw Citrine that is in my now office on 8th and Kipling from the woman I now am having to confront because she doesn't want to face a lawsuit that has been daunting her for a year and now she is trying to sell me her business and she thinks "my awareness" would be defending her honor... but I haven't witnessed an ounce of "integrity" within her to want to continue my acquaintance. I am inheriting her previous Colorado clients, but not a dime more then the $1K she already scammed out of me on June 8th-12th and shouldn't have expected another $3,000 on top of that especially after I came to the awareness she's being sued for $2,500...and i wont forget to mention what she stole from my dad in 2012 after he remodeled the office space i am NOW leasing because she's moving to Ohio. Karma is a bitch.
I remained strong through my Dark Night Of The Soul... These women either the next cycle they are about to enter will get them in alignment, or their own doomed fate isn't mine to get "wrapped" in again... and im completely out of the radius of their super nova/timebomb that i was once upon a time myself just as chaotic. I wish her the best of luck returning to Ohio with a Court serving that isn't happening because "i threw her under the buss" but because MY REPUTATION is on the LINE... and im JUST BEGINNING... so i wont let that jeopardized what i am creating. My reflexologist told me herself my toes show how much i care about the service i do here and in a past time as a chineese little girl my feet where "twisted and broken" as is their tradition to do to daughters or girls to make them crippled over men... a form of ownership. I had many past lifetimes like this that i am now healing and twisting out of my body and releasing my "dark core".
i will not allow anyone to trash me here and now... when it was them who tried to trash another or myself in the past- or simply refuse to have integrity and be HONEST for the first time and ADMIT they where TOXIC.
I am being honest, telling my story... with facts and evidence's that go beyond one's comprehension and my awareness has a greater foresight then they will ever obtain... because I said YES. I said I DO... to my own higher purpose hidden in my DNA. You aint go no strings on me...
I remained strong through my Dark Night Of The Soul... These women either the next cycle they are about to enter will get them in alignment, or their own doomed fate isn't mine to get "wrapped" in again... and im completely out of the radius of their super nova/timebomb that i was once upon a time myself just as chaotic. I wish her the best of luck returning to Ohio with a Court serving that isn't happening because "i threw her under the buss" but because MY REPUTATION is on the LINE... and im JUST BEGINNING... so i wont let that jeopardized what i am creating. My reflexologist told me herself my toes show how much i care about the service i do here and in a past time as a chineese little girl my feet where "twisted and broken" as is their tradition to do to daughters or girls to make them crippled over men... a form of ownership. I had many past lifetimes like this that i am now healing and twisting out of my body and releasing my "dark core".
i will not allow anyone to trash me here and now... when it was them who tried to trash another or myself in the past- or simply refuse to have integrity and be HONEST for the first time and ADMIT they where TOXIC.
I am being honest, telling my story... with facts and evidence's that go beyond one's comprehension and my awareness has a greater foresight then they will ever obtain... because I said YES. I said I DO... to my own higher purpose hidden in my DNA. You aint go no strings on me...
I am releasing ALL of these individuals alongside so many others who also appeared in the end of 2015 and for 3 years i have been "waiting" to begin my business, why, because i needed the heaviness on my heart of outdated programming to leave my body, before I can be a vessel of DIVINE WILL... and I am not waiting any longer.
The funny correlation here is I dated a guy named Mikey and he was the "Pisces" in my life (He came into my life through Little Jon, the guy in my dream and who was supposed to in 2012 go to lake Powell with me but my family wouldnt let him). my son Elijah is also a Pisces.
The 30th Gene key is also correlated to the Pisces Zodiac including the Aquarius. Ellie born on 2/14 is thus one herself. So not only are the fractals around me taking upon their proper planetary alignments and "habits and natures" to assist me... i to... am coming into totality of who i am, what i am and why and how i came here to serve for the better of the whole... all of us. You're welcome- Karmic Completion thanks to the transmutation of the body known as Kymberly.
Know that I AM...Trinity NOW... Essence of Shakti/Shekina/the Holy Spirit is here... I am here, i am here, i am here...forever and always. Kymberly is growing through embodiment of this I AM within her. The Innate genius and intelligence within her is STRONG and PURE OF HEART, especially after this light letter of ILLUMINATION. she is so very lucky, full of gratitude, and for the first time... tasting what true JOY is, and it doesn't just come through a 'dog', but the entire Animal and Insect kingdom... including the Minerals/crystals/rocks around us. Gaia is full of little miracles... our DNA is also... you just have to choose to unlock it yourself just as I AM becoming an example of FOR you.
"The Ametrine are excellent crystals to use in meditation. After you have traveled to the higher realms with its aid, it will assist you to bring the energy back down to earth.
This may help you to take action at the physical level using solar plexus energy and the will, and based on Divine guidance, their vibration may aid you to make powerful changes in your life.
The main thing is to keep it close to you, so even a tumblestone or rough stone will be helpful.
If you prefer, it is easy to slip one of these stones under your pillow, or a small one in your pocket.
Some ladies keep a few stones in their bras, especially if they are working on any of the chakras from the solar plexus up.
These stones are a beautiful and useful tool to use in your life.
It will assist you to connect with your higher self, and use the strength of your will to carry through what you learned from Divine sources.
Combining it with Rose quartz brings the heart into play, and your actions become more heart based. This blend is powerful, as having your brain connecting to your heart, is very desirable.
It blends well with the lovely Pink Rose Quartz, as it brings through the strong energy of love, from the heart chakra. This combination is important, as this quartz variety holds the energy of the solar plexus chakra, the seat of the will.
It also combines well with other stones that are closely related to it. This includes a number of varieties of quartz, including Purple Amethyst Crystals or Chevron Amethyst, Aqua Aura Quartz, Lithium Quartz, Amegreen, Chlorite In Quartz, Chlorite Quartz, Golden Healer and Prasiolite or Green Amethyst."
I have been incorporating and using these various stones since 2013... And I am SO THANKFUL for the MINERAL KINGDOM's assistance in my ascension.
I see your monsters
I see your pain
Tell me your problems
I'll chase them away
I'll be your lighthouse
I'll make it okay
When I see your monsters
I'll stand there so brave
And chase them all away
A cup of coffee still steaming
Staring back at me, it's blacker than the night
I'm awake but still sleeping
I keep telling myself I'll be alright (I won't)
And I know it can't get worse than today
Sitting here and she's trying to rehearse what to say
See, she's in the bathroom hoping I'm not in earshot
While she's getting used to the sound of a teardrop (Splash)
It hits the tile
And I know it's been a while since you seen me
Smile and laugh like I used to
I've been in denial since it happened
Just take me to the past
'Cause I just can't imagine losing you (too)
I can't explain this so I'll keep it all inside
Wear my pain, but it's masked by my pride
She came to hold me and she cried
Told me this as she stared into my eyes, said
I see your monsters
I see your pain
Tell me your problems
I'll chase them away
I'll be your lighthouse
I'll make it okay
When I see your monsters
I'll stand there so brave
And chase them all away
I can't
You won't like what you see
If you were in my head and had to hear my pleas
It's like
I can't believe this is happening to me
And could someone please shut this fucking answering machine
So I can start leaving these messages
That you will never get
And all these cries for help
You'll never see and never check
But I guess it's easy for you to leave me
But believe me
See this isn't something that Imma just forget
I would trade it all for one more minute
Don't you see I really need you to talk to
I'm still sitting here wondering who did it
While I'm staring out our front door
Knowing you'll never walk through
Said you'd come right back
And now you're gone like that
A blank stare as I stand so alone
And know you're never coming home (damn)
I see your monsters
I see your pain
Tell me your problems
I'll chase them away
I'll be your lighthouse
I'll make it okay
When I see your monsters
I'll stand there so brave
And chase them all away
I got a heart made of fool's gold
Got me feeling so cold
But you chipping away
All the promises that I told
Felt like I was on those
But keep slipping away
I want nobody else
But it's hard to get to know me
When I don't know myself
And it helps
'Cause I felt
I was down, I was out
Then you looked at me now
And said
I see your monsters
I see your pain
Tell me your problems
I'll chase them away
I'll be your lighthouse
I'll make it okay
When I see your monsters
I'll stand there so brave
I see your monsters
I see your pain
Tell me your problems
I'll chase them away
I'll be your lighthouse
I'll make it okay
When I see your monsters
I'll stand there so brave
And chase them all away
Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start
They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream
Life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well, that's fine by me
So wake me up when it's all over
(Get along with the voices)
When I'm wiser and I'm older
(You're trying to save me)
All this time I was finding myself and I
Didn't know I was lost
No, I ain't much of a poet but I know somebody once told me
To seize the moment and don't squander it
She never know when it all could be over tomorrow
So I keep conjuring, sometimes I wonder where these thoughts spawn from
My ocd is conking me in the head
Keep knocking, nobody's home, I'm sleepwalking
I'm just relaying what the voice in my head's saying
Don't shoot the messenger, I'm just friends with the
(Monster that's under my bed)
So wake me up when it's all over
(Get along with the voices inside of my head)
When I'm wiser and I'm older
(You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath)
All this time I was finding myself and I
(And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy)
Didn't know I was lost
Well, that's nothing
I didn't know I was lost, I didn't know I was lost
(I'm friends with the monster)
Didn't know I was lost
(I'm friends with the monster)
I didn't know I was lost, I didn't know I was lost
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well, that's nothing
Didn't know I was lost
Well, that's nothing
I didn't know I was lost
Well, that's nothing
I didn't know I was lost
Didn't know I was lost
Ooh, ooh…
There’s a song that’s inside of my soul
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down (haa)
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far (so far)
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again (ooh)
So I lay my head back down (haa)
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope
I give you my destiny
I’m giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I’m giving it back
So I lay my head back down (haa)
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope
Ooh, ooh…
What have I done?
I wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?
Can I start again, with my faith shaken?
Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?
So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish, yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take, to get it right?
To get it "right"?
She never slows down
She doesn't know why but she knows
That when she's all alone
Feels like it's all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears
If she cries that first tear
The tears will not stop raining down
So stand in the rain, stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain, you won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fears whispering
If she stands, she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down
So stand in the rain, stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain, you won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
So stand in the rain, stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain, you won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
So stand in the rain, stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain, you won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
Once upon a time there was a charming 'prince'
Warm soul and arms of steel
but luckless on his love...
Once upon a time an 'angel' prayed for him
they had a destiny...
Remember it...
Oh please, remember it...
Though the shadows tried to keep
our hearts away forever!!
it never came true.
My love was within you...
Once upon a time there was an evil hag
Was known as Lady Dark,
who made me wonder...
And before I knew it,
she poisoned my heart
And drowned yours with this sorrow...
And you're gone.
And I'm just torn...
Please forgive me!!
Please forgive me!!!
don't be apart of me...
I'll keep
Remembrances of you
Until heaven takes me, with him...
I'll need it to survive...
without your love!!
Please remember me... Ooh!
oh, please remember me
just remember me...
'Cause I'll remember you...
You won't believe it, until you feel it,
Or see it with your own eyes,
Answered love's callin' and now we're falling,
Like when two worlds collide,
She picks me uh uh up from the ground,
Whenever she's around, whenever she's around,
She picks me uh uh up from the ground
And I'm never coming down.
Just like the night sky comes alive
I just wanna make her my starlight,
She's like a full moon, hot like the sun,
Shines a light on everyone, my starlight
Oh ooh she's my starlight
Oh ooh she's my starlight
Oh ooh yeah she's my starlight
My starlight
Illuminating, she's radiating
Filling the room with her smile,
Her laugh's infectious, her words are precious
It's kept me here for a while.
She picks me uh uh up from the ground,
Whenever she's around, whenever she's around,
She picks me uh uh up from the ground
And I'm never coming down.
Just like the night sky comes alive
I just wanna make her my starlight,
She's like a full moon, hot like the sun,
Shines a light on everyone, my starlight
Oh ooh she's my starlight
Oh ooh she's my starlight
Oh ooh she's my starlight
My starlight
When love is found (when love is found)
Unchained unbound (unchained unbound)
You'll hear the sound of your heart beat.
Won't have to try (won't have to try)
You'll feel alive
You won't believe your eyes
Just like the night sky comes alive
I just wanna make her my starlight,
She's like a full moon, hot like the sun,
Shines a light on everyone, my starlight,
Oh ooh she's my starlight
Oh ooh she's my starlight
Oh ooh she's my starlight
My starlight
this is who i always have been and forever will embody as a life coach and friend. My family and those in my past need to understand... i was never lost. I was a caterpillar. Now I am a full blow Butterfly. 30 years old (hence the 30th Gene Key sneaking up)... I am still alive.When i became lost for a BRIEF moment back in 2011-13... it was the Goddess who saved me., NO ONE ELSE. My soul knew what it was doing. My book is my written expression of NOT lies... but my actual life. And others EYE witness's behind the scenes when i was otherwise drug into other's 'timelines' and 'paradigms'...creating a massive paradox in my own life. I don't have "third party lies" within anything i write... i have investigated my timeline of life from birth up until this present moment... and I am not running away from a damn thing. If anyone has something to say to me they need to do it directly to me and not behind their friends as bodyguards. Block me in any way shape and form you can of the digital age and technology... we are still connected and I am always here.
I am a Lion.
Lions cannot be compared to Bull's/Dogs.
They are two entirely different breeds of the Animal kingdom.
But I'm not here to 'compare' one from the other like my ex best friend was trying to separate roles of a Queen and a Goddess.
Both are still children of the Creator.
There's a way to CO-Create and CO EXIST that doesn't 'create mayhem'
But I'm not here to 'compare' one from the other like my ex best friend was trying to separate roles of a Queen and a Goddess.
Both are still children of the Creator.
There's a way to CO-Create and CO EXIST that doesn't 'create mayhem'
Lionsgate portal began on 7/21/18 as it does every year... Trinity is here... present... and Kymberly has said RIP. The consciousness in this body is not and will never be the same as it was back in 'those days'. Funny I almost took the last name "day". I still haven't changed it from my old married name... and am in no rush. however a time will come that I will decide upon a last name to take (wont be taking my beloveds and he wants to change his own from what it is) and I will change my name to Trinity legally. I do not adhere to time and i do not have the currency of money to waste on a label/identity change. I have learned to release all need of Identity- hence why Trinity can be fully embodied here.
who and what is Trinity?! read my blog for my personal experience that will be futher updated
http://trinitystarseed3691111.blogspot.com/2017/09/about-author-who-is-she-kymberly-or.html
... and in Gene Keys by Richard Rudd... Trinity is teremed as the following
"The underlying nature of all manifest form. As form emerges from the undivided state of the formless, it spontaneously moves from one to three. To the human mind and our current perception, it appears that all around us is a binary. Because of the limitations of our current awareness, the Trinity at the heart of creation is not easily apparent. The Trinity is the REFLECTION of the INFINITE (8), whereas the binary is the REFLECTION (Mirror) of the FINITE. As you raise your frequency of your DNA and begin to see through a higher kind of vision, one of the first patterns you will recognize is the Trinity. As the FUNDAMENTAL BUILDING BLOCK of the HOLOGRAPHIC UNIVERSE, the pattern of the TRINITY allows life to keep on TRANSCENDING and EVOLVING. It ensures that nothing can ever be consistent and fixed, even though things may appear so. As you begin to attune your mind and heart to the secret nature of the Trinity (My purpose and the 10th gene key of BEING...gift of naturality), you will begin to relax more and more deeply into the Truth of the inherent self-ordering perfection of the Universe."
I am here for one thing and one thing only
Synarchy
What's that?
"The universal principle through which collective intelligence naturally aligns itself in perfect harmony with ALLIS (all that is). Synarchy is the underlying nature of humanity that can only be known once it has emerged from the Shadow frequencies. As the new collective consciousness DAWNS all across our planet, humanity will self-organize its CREATIVE GENIUS and manifest the TRUE HIGHER PURPOSE hidden in its DNA- to bring about the NEW EDEN. Whereas the Shadow consciousness manifests on the material plane through the principle of hierarchy, and the Gift consciousness through the principle of heterarchy. The Siddhic Consciousness manifests through the principle of Synarchy."
Trinity within me is the master. I Kymberly... am a Goddess in training and in past life was a High Priestess. So i am much more than a 'Queen of all the Angels" as the voice and scribe/seer of Goddess Isis and Mary Magdelene... i am one of the future 'leaders" of the New Earth Terra
http://trinitystarseed3691111.blogspot.com/2017/09/about-author-who-is-she-kymberly-or.html
DAMN STRAIT I'm "trashing the camp", and anyone in my past should know me well enough of how much I love this song because I was always singing it.
I have every right to throw a tantrum as a divine child. That and we're in the New Earth now... I'm a New Human stumbling upon this jungle and "camp". Gotta stir the pot, it's been 3 years since Trinity revealed it's 'name' to me... and I'm 'taking my power back'- done with outdated programming... its being purified
Stars fall at my feet, keep me grounded as I reach
Higher than I see, is there something there for me?
Pulling back the reins, letting go again
I'm not afraid, I'm not
All my life, one page at a time
I'll show you my, my true colors
No, no, no, no, I won't apologize for the fire in my eyes
Let me show you my, my true colors, it ain't no rainbow
A promise with the lie is broken by design
What we thought we knew has been swallowed by the truth
It's time to light the flame, right before it rains
I'm not afraid, I'm not
All my life, one page at a time
I'll show you my, my true colors
No, no, no, no, I won't apologize for the fire in my eyes
Let me show you my, my true colors, it ain't no rainbow
Something tells me I know nothing at all
We've escaped our capture
Yet we have our masters
And somehow it's like I've waited
All my life, one page at a time
I'll show you my, my true colors
No, no, no, no, I won't apologize for the fire in my eyes
Let me show you my, my true colors, it ain't no rainbow
What is Syntropy?
"The universal principle through which collective intelligence transforms itself physically in order to become a synarchy. The law of syntropy holds that ALL ENERGY in the universe is intricately ordered, even at its most CHAOTIC (and i know chaos... it is my pearls shadow anyhow). The essence of the law of syntropy is contained in the phrase GIVE AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE. In a syntropic world everything is entangled with everything else and everything is responsible for everything else. In human terms, the collective embodiment of syntropy would mean the end of selfishness. When you give for the sake of the WHOLE, you activate the currents of GRACE and move into SYNCHRONICITY with the WHOLE. As human genius awakens, we will organise our living systems to mirror nature and the law of syntropy. A world based upon this law would look utterly alien to us today. (Hey i am an alien...starseed...and i know it) It will give us the means to harness free energy anywhere and anytime, and it will demand that we eventually eradicate money from our world (wouldn't that be nice for everyone). It is MONEY that is the great collective symbol of CONDITIONAL GIVING. "
“It is only through the selfless and unconditional giving away of responsibility and authority that true power begins to travel through a network or organization. ”-Richard Rudd
If anyone owes me debts...or thinks i am "angry" with you... My letters are my only way of letting that which was trapped- to be let go.
I hold onto nothing more and I set you free as these letters i will BURN but I share only to Transform. I release you...
If i 'used money or anything" over your head -
The money never mattered to me,
that "thing" meant something much deeper and not a selfish intention.
i only used it to make POINT of the "principle".
Be still and know.
I release them now and in return know my own debts will be obsolved in my now and future to come. I hope someday to "trade" with Pure hearted individuals and not have to negotiate money. Trade for resources, including food. I have a heart to give... and when I have currency of paper i offer that too.
I hope to have equal intention of liberation and freedom returned me so that veshuda, abundance, prosperity, and wealth via any form of currency including money will be gifted unto me so that i can then use it to obtain what i need to in this NOW present to manifest a healing light clinic or temple that will house Trinty Alignment Therapeutics (already have a small space for this... but have much i wish to add to it and require certain things i do not wish to obtain loans of the matrix kind via credit for them but are necessary to help others heal their lives and bodys and gain conscious awareness. I am heart branding this business to be a source of multiple currencies and Quintessence of universal love. With myself and many more hubs of those who do their own "therapies" will adopt Trinity Alignment 'mission' so that as we unify in like minded CO CREATION we can initiate a wave that will help Syntropy be seeded into every HUMAN and every ley line upon Gaia that WE who begin to NURU will activate and dare to BE DIVINE... flying on the currents of a UNIFIED DRAGONFLY DREAM we as ONE leave a legacy none have ever witnessed before behind us.
The world will burn in the violet fire flames of collective transmutation through my efforts. our intentions of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE... will help us become the change... and thus a change will become upon our Gaia. Please welcome my transmissions... they are part of this future Synthesis.
What is Synthesis?
"The universal principle through which collective intelligence sees and understands the holographic nature of reality. As humanity begins increasinly to understand the world around us as a perfectly interwoven fractal pattern, with us as the eyes of that pattern, [WE] will enter into the Age of Synthesis. In order to know what Synthesis means, you must first UNLOCK THE LATEN GENIUS WITHIN YOUR DNA. The very manifestation of that genius (now fully anchored in this
Avatar and Vessel/Conduit of pure consciousness) is to see beyond any single discipline. At the level of genius, one can see and directly know the interconnectedness of all patterns and disciplines. As humanity begins to move more as a SYNARCHY, we will begin to externalise the truth of synthesis."
I am already living this so I leave you all with these final songs
"Just Imagine It by MKTO"(MKTO= Malachi Kym Two OmniEYES)
Somewhere off in outer space
There's a world, no wars, no hate
Where all the broken hearts are safe
I don't know where it is
I just imagine it
We are all gathered here right now
I can feel it, it's about to go down
There's a time and a place for a face in the crowd
And today is the day, stand out
Stand up, stand your ground
Be the "who" that you are and be proud
And when you feel that you can't make a sound
Right there is the time that you're supposed to get loud
You don't like those rules, remake 'em
'Cause we live in snow globes, shake 'em
You don't like what it was, then change what it is
Good stories only are what you make 'em
Wake up, get up and do something
You gotta wake up, get up and do something
Yeah, it don't take much but a simple equation
You plus your imagination
Somewhere off in outer space
There's a world, no wars, no hate
Where all the broken hearts are safe
I don't know where it is
I just imagine it
Right here,
I can almost touch it
So near,
We could live in our world,
No fear
If you're with me say, "Yeah!"
Just imagine it
Right here,
I can see it all crystal clear
We can flip the whole atmosphere
If you're with me say, "Yeah!"
Just imagine it
I live in a world that's in pain
You too where the streets have no name
'Cause a untreated vet with a mental defect
Is about to get a Glock, that's insane
Man, we sit the brink with a drink in a hand
And the other with a grip on an iPhone
Never looking in each other's eyes
Let alone at the stars
One day, wonder where the time goes
Zombies waking up when the bomb drops
Too many hearts stop beating when no heart stops
Can't wait for the world to change
That's like waiting for the end of days
We gotta wake up, get up and do something
We gotta wake up, get up and do something
Yeah, it ain't gonna be perfect
Nothing ever has
But we could try, just imagine that
Somewhere off in outer space
There's a world, no wars, no hate
Where all the broken hearts are safe
I don't know where it is
I just imagine it
Somewhere far off past the stars
Where the light shines in the dark
Where you could be just who you are
I don't know where it is
I just imagine it
Right here,
I can almost touch it,
So near
We could live in our world,
No fear
If you're with me say, "Yeah!"
Just imagine it
Right here,
I can see it all crystal clear
We can flip the whole atmosphere
If you're with me say, "Yeah!"
Just imagine it
I hope you can see it
I hope you can see it now
Just imagine it
Somewhere off in outer space
There's a world, no wars, no hate
Where all the broken hearts are safe
I don't know where it is
I just imagine it
Somewhere far off past the stars
Where the light shines in the dark
Where you could be just who you are
I don't know where it is
I just imagine it
I wanna believe
Yes, I do
Yes, I do
So I just imagine it
"How Do You Love Someone by Ashley Tisdale"
Momma never told me how to love
Daddy never told me how to feel
Momma never told me how to touch
Daddy never showed me how to heal
Momma never set a good example
Daddy never held momma's hand
Momma found everything hard to handle
Daddy never stood up like a man
I've walked around, broken
Emotionally frozen
Getting it on
Getting it wrong
How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love, how do you love someone
I was always the chosen child (I WAS NOT)
The biggest scandal I became
They told me I'd never survive
But survival's my middle name
I've walked around, hoping
Just barely coping
Getting it on
Getting it wrong
How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love, how do you love someone
It's hard to talk
To say what's deep inside
It's hard to tell the truth
When you've always lied
How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love someone
And make it last
How do you love someone (love someone)
Without tripping on the past
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love, how do you love someone, someone
My last song/letter to my ex husband ended with Demi Lovito singing Gravity... Well... I'm leaving her again... with a different tune... because I'm Evolving into Universal love... and my heart is open... not bleeding anymore.
The blood is in the water.
And water is no longer under the bridge (being held captive in a bottle where a message will reside and in essence visualized as being placed in the ocean of consciousness not a physical one because that would be littering).
the bridge is burning... and from the dust, and ruin... may something more glorious rise from the ashes of what needed to die... I fear not death but i am choosing life here NOW for it is a PRESENT
No it wasn't doomed...
Just needed to be triggered at Divine Timing to be attuned as 3 years post is Divine Intervention of the Trinity/Triune
Oh no, here we go again
Fighting over what I said
I'm sorry, yeah I’m sorry
Bad at love, no, I'm not good at this
But I can't say I’m innocent
Not hardly, but I'm sorry
And all my friends, they know and it's true
I don't know who I am without you
I got it bad, baby
Got it bad
Oh, tell me you love me
I need someone on days like this, I do
On days like this
Oh, tell me you love me
I need someone
On days like this, I do
On days like this
Oh, can you hear my heart say
No, you ain't nobody 'til you got somebody
You ain't nobody 'til you got somebody
And I hope I never see the day
That you move on and be happy without me
Without me
What’s my hand without your heart to hold?
I don’t know what I'm living for
If I’m living without you
All my friends, they know and it's true
I don't know who I am without you
I've got it bad, baby
I got it bad
Oh, tell me you love me
I need someone on days like this, I do
On days like this
Oh, tell me you love me
I need someone
On days like this, I do
On days like this
Oh, can you hear my heart say
You ain’t nobody 'til you got somebody
You ain't nobody 'til you got somebody
My heart's like
No, you ain't nobody 'til you got somebody
You ain't nobody 'til you got somebody
Everything I need
Is standing in front of me
I know that we will be alright, alright, yeah
Through the ups and downs
Baby, I'ma stick around
I promise we will be alright, alright
Oh, tell me you love me
I need someone on days like this, I do
On days like this
Oh, tell me you love me
I need someone
On days like this, I do
On days like this
Oh, can you hear my heart say
You ain't nobody 'til you got somebody
You ain't nobody 'til you got somebody
Everything I need
Is standing right in front of me
I know that we will be alright, alright, yeah
Farewell to my old life... I AM NU and I'm writing MY Alibi.
What's your's?
What's your's?
We'll never get free
Lamb to the slaughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
The price of your greed
Is your son and your daughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
Look me in my eyes
Tell me everything's not fine
Or the people ain't happy
And the river has run dry
You thought you could go free
But the system is done for
If you listen here closely
There's a knock at your front door
We'll never get free
Lamb to the slaughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
The price of your greed
Is your son and your daughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the
When there's blood in the
Beg me for mercy
Admit you were toxic
You poisoned me just for
Another dollar in your pocket
Now I am the violence
I am the sickness
Won't accept your silence
Beg me for forgiveness
We'll never get free
Lamb to the slaughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
The price of your greed
Is your son and your daughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the
I am the people
I am the storm
I am the riot
I am the swarm
When the last tree's fallen
The animal can't hide
Money won't solve it
What's your alibi?
What's your alibi?
What's your alibi?
What you gon' do when there's blood in the, blood in the water?
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the
When there's blood in the water
As I Say bye bye to my once upon the time "Best Friends"
Best Friends by Grandson
I never learned from my mistakes
Until I'm too late to do anything
A screen glows in a dark room
Laptop talk of a change that never came
Oh no, no, no
So console me
Just what to do and how to fix it, I'm lonely
Sitting in this crowded room
All of my best friends
Like to go and get fucked up
Then they talk about all the lives they never got to live
Oh, they're still waiting for some sort of invitation
It's never coming along, oh no, you'll get just what you give
Getting high with your best friends
I'm just reading about flaws that I didn't know I had
Watching ads for things I didn't know I need
Oh no, no, no
Pour a drink just to stop the shakes
Blowing smoke until my eyes bleed
Mm, mm, mm, mm
Oh console me
Just what to do and how to fix it, I'm lonely
Sitting in this crowded room (of ghosts)
All of my best friends
Like to go and get fucked up
Then they talk about all the lives they never got to live
Oh, they're still waiting for some sort of invitation
It's never coming along, oh no, you'll get just what you give
Getting high with your best friends
Sometimes you gotta leave that city to love that city and start all over again
But it doesn't look so pretty to get your hands dirty and start all over again
You gotta leave that city to love that city or else you might get trapped
Oh, you might get trapped
Just like all of my
Just like all of my
Ooh!
Oh, just like all of my "best friends"
Like to go and get fucked up
Then they talk about all the lives they never got to live
Oh, they're still waiting for some sort of invitation
It's never coming along, oh no, you'll get just what you give
Getting high with your best friends
The old tell the youth, "Do exactly what you're told"
The day the youth might listen is the day the youth grows old
The youth need the money, there's no such thing as enough
But the old know that money ain't gon' give them what they want
Oh, we got bills
We got taxes
We got dreams
We need satisfaction
And on the day
That I lie still
But thou still have taxes
And I still have bills
And I'll still have bills
And I'll still have bills
The old tell the youth, "That's the wrong way that they livin'"
The youth always want more than what the youth is given
The youth think the money is gon' give them what they need
But the old know that money isn't always what it seems
Oh, we got bills
We got taxes
We got dreams
We need satisfaction
And on the day
That I lie still
But thou still have taxes, oh
And I'll still have bills
And I'll still have bills
And I'll still have bills
And I'll still have bills
And I'll still have bills
Bills, bills
I'll still have bills, bills, bills
I'll still have dollars to pay
And I'll still have bills
I'll still have bills, bills, bills
I'll still have bills, bills, bills
I'll still have dollars to pay
And I'll still have bills
Oh I still have bills
And I'll still have bills
Smile for the camera
Another politician bought
I swear I heard another shot
Cash another payment
Bled all on the canvas
There's murder on the campus
Another press conference
Nothing gets accomplished
The shooter's an accomplice
Money is the motive
The wars in the street
Watch history repeat
No thoughts, no prayers
Can bring back what's no longer there
The silent are damned
The body count is on your heads
No thoughts, no prayers
Can bring back what's no longer there
The silent are damned
The body count is on your heads
No thoughts, no prayers
Can bring back what's no longer there
The silent are damned
The body count is on your heads
Bow before the violence
It's a governmental shakedown
Welcome to my breakdown
Bulletproof backpacks
They want to arm the teachers
I think I saw the reaper
Fear's good for profit
Deregulate the casket
They're lyin' to the masses
How much will it take
'Till you get buried in the coffin that you make?
Heaven's sake
No thoughts, no prayers
Can bring back what's no longer there
The silent are damned
The body count is on your heads
No thoughts, no prayers
Can bring back what's no longer there
The silent are damned
The body count is on your heads
No thoughts, no prayers
Can bring back what's no longer there
The silent are damned
The body count is on your heads
Turn off all the lights nobody make a sound
Ashes to ashes, we all fall down
Are we out of time when we turn this song around?
Are we out of time when we all fall
(We all fall down)
The body count is on your heads
No thoughts (Nobody)
No prayers (Nobody)
No thoughts (Nobody)
The body count is on your heads
Kymberly and Trinity and Union 39th Gene Key in effect
“If you do what you truly love you will unleash your creative dynamism, and the more creative you are the more energy becomes available to you.”- Richard Rudd
"Won't Ever Let You Go by Modern Alchemy"
Sometimes gravity comes so fast
I don't know where I'm falling to
Heartbeats are blinking they go right past
But I know that one thing I need is you
Tell me tell me
Have we been losing time
Tell me
I see that wonder in your eyes
Tell me
Are we just trying to touch high again
I won't ever let you go
I won't ever let you go
Don't stop don't ever stop believing
Don't stop don't ever stop believing
I've seen the remedy break like glass
It almost cut your heart in two
But we've got the pieces
No it ain't trash
Fixing us is overdue
Tell me tell me
Have we been losing time
Tell me
I see that wonder in your eyes
Tell me
Are we just trying to touch high again
I won't ever let you go
I won't ever let you go
Don't stop don't ever stop believing
Don't stop don't ever stop believing
Don't stop don't ever stop
We've got one more shot
Don't stop don't ever stop
We've got one last shot
It’s the look in your eyes that told me
It’s the way that we lie that haunts me
I will love you forever more
I will love you forever more
It’s feeling the high that kills me
From all that we hide, we will be
I will love you forever more
I will love you forever more
Oh my heart is telling me
That it’s now or we’ll never be
You take away all my fears
You take away all my fears
I won’t let you ever give up
Can’t you see, I want you so much
You take away all my fears
You take away all my fears
I will tell you for the first time
I will tell you what I’ve always wanted to
I will try, so we never go back
We’ve pretended for the last time
And I swear I’ll be the only one for you
I will try, so we never go back
I will give you all that I’ve got
Somehow I don’t think I can stop
So take away all my fears
So take away all my fears
Oh my heart, tell me that you feel it
I don’t wanna see us ever give up
I’ll love you forever, I hope that we’ll never
Never give up
I will tell you for the first time
I will tell you what I’ve always wanted to
I will try, so we never go back
We’ve pretended for the last time
And I swear I’ll be the only one for you
I will try, so we never go back
[Bridge (4x)]
I will tell you for the first time
I will tell you what I’ve always wanted to
We’ve pretended for the last time
And I swear [WE] will be the only one for you
I will try, so we never go back
To Tell You The Truth by ***Written By Wolves***
Ohh, ohh, oh
Ahh, oh, ahh
Ohh, ohh, oh
Ahh, oh, ahh
Ohh, ohh, oh
Ahh, oh, ahh
Watch the stars as they dance,
And like I'm caught in a trance,
And I will steal everyone for you
See you on the horizon
I will be lightning
I will fly through the night for you
To tell you the truth,
I'd die for you
I'm at the door screaming (Take me out)
To tell you the truth,
I'd die for you
I'm at the door screaming (Take me out)
The rising and the fall
The climb, the curtain call
It's yours, you had it all
(Take me, oh take me now)
Your back against the wall
Blood rose, she's bloody, sprawled
I need it all
(Take me, oh take me now)
Shine like a diamond,
Pull me in like a siren
I'd abandon the ship for you
Oh, oh, oh
You're my favorite addiction,
And I'm never quitting
Couldn't give up the taste of you
To tell you the truth,
I'd die for you
I'm at the door screaming
The rising and the fall
The climb, the curtain call
It's yours, you had it all
(Take me, oh take me now)
Your back against the wall
Blood rose, she's bloody, sprawled
I need it all
(Take me, oh take me now)
Take me now, oh
Feel your brothers in hiding,
Your chest starts to tighten
While you're falling, it surrounds you
Like planets colliding,
You stare in my eyes,
And I watch it ignite in you
"When forces are gathering, THE KING goes to his ancestral temple. For successful progress, maintain FIRST CORRECTNESS and see the GREAT MAN. A large SACRIFICE brings GOOD FORTUNE. "
Communion is the BLISS of UNITY (2)
SYNERGY is the VITALITY of ORIENTATION (2)
Dominance is the Dissatisfaction of Dislocation
Bring upon the ELATION of RECEPTIVITY. allows us at this great time of change to begin GATHERING TOGETHER.
Here in the I Ching the Lake Forms Atop The Fertile Earth WATER RETURNS TO SERENITY.
By 7/27/18 and the Full Blood Moon which is Eclipsed and falls within the zodiac Aquarius ] I will be performing a ceremonial ritual that will bring the water in our "best friend forever" rain water bottle into Serenity.
we all will be set free from 2003-Present contracts of all Karmic 'dumb and fragmented' aspects of myself
we all will be set free from 2003-Present contracts of all Karmic 'dumb and fragmented' aspects of myself
May we ALL DRINK TOGETHER... not the blood in the water... but the VITAL NECTAR OF LIFE!
The full moon on July 27, 2018 at 4° Aquarius is a total lunar eclipse. The lunar eclipse July 2018 astrology is mainly influenced by Mars, making this an emotionally challenging eclipse. Mars anger and frustration could easily turn to reckless actions because of a harsh aspect to Uranus. A more gentle influence from Saturn will make it a little easier to calm down, and some fixed stars give patience and decisiveness in a crisis. However, these same stars can also cause aggression and emotional problems.
Remaining calm in a crisis is the key to dealing with this overly emotional lunar eclipse. This is particularly important for the next two weeks while the July 12 solar eclipse is still active. It brings the potential for a crisis with your self-esteem, a relationship or an event, and for neurotic distress triggered by a deeply buried subconscious fear of disaster.
The July 2018 lunar eclipse is a rare central lunar eclipse, where part of the Moon passes through the center of the Earth’s shadow. It is also the longest total lunar eclipse this century, lasting 1 hour and 23 minutes. (123...lets get this karma stuff done and get a MOVE on!)
This powerful total lunar eclipse is also called a blood moon because of the reddish color caused by light being refracted by Earth’s atmosphere.
This powerful total lunar eclipse is also called a blood moon because of the reddish color caused by light being refracted by Earth’s atmosphere.
“The Gift level of frequency is a clearing-house for the process of preparing you to realize siddhic awareness. As such, the 23rd Gift is an ongoing process in which more and more clutter is gradually removed from your inner and outer life. As your mind clears, spaciousness opens inside you, allowing you to see things with great clarity.”- The 23rd Gene Key
7/25/2018 My beloved and I where coming home from my work day and we saw the following License Plates
RAMNATN
HONIBES
7WHY211 (cali plate)
The 7 means the right direction and always follows my beloved and I. WHY? 211...I believe 211 mountains awaits us in California Redwoods. 211 is another sequence that follows us around. We are the Honey Bee's of Gaia. we are going to RAM the heck out of this NATION.
(pictures to come in the future)
