In this very moment I ask you to quiet you mind, and breath into your heart.
In this moment, be present, and be still, know nothing
For we have something very very special to share with you, and it will be very very NU to your current perception and frequency of vibration dear ones, but it is indeed a Miracle from God and Goddess that you will not WANT to believe...
However, that does not denote that it is DIVINELY TRUE and JUST SO.
This is this BODY'S beginning of her Jupiter Ascending phase, and WE intend to USE her a MEDIUM to quantum leap the % of the species that is AWARE and READY to Ascend NOW.
Stoop livin' was a heaven that we fit in
Summer sun, we would run far away from our fears
Waiting for the train in the winter
Couldn't hide and our trees were froze in tears
Mama said she'd always keep us warm
Roof over our head, even though it was torn
My Queens is a queen
Not talking bright lights and shiny things
But we always made it work
Building castles out of dirt
My home is a throne
Not very pretty, but tough as stone
And we always made it work
No matter how much it did hurt
Bought my first keys at fifteen
Not for a car, play my songs at every shitty drive wall
Big dreams in the biggest city
She don't care if you ever make it far
Mama said, "Don't ever lose sight
Stay true to your voice inside."
My Queens is a queen
Not talking bright lights and shiny things
But we always made it work
Building castles out of dirt
My home is a throne
Not very pretty, but tough as stone
And we always made it work
No matter how much it did hurt
But we all lift each other up
Learn to shake the demons off
Conquer all this world throws at us
Cause love is strong enough
My Queens is a queen
Not talking bright lights and shiny things
But we always made it work
Building castles out of dirt
My home is a throne
Not very pretty, but tough as stone
And we always made it work
No matter how much it did hurt
But we all lift each other up
Learn to shake the demons off
Conquer all this world throws at us
Cause love is strong enough
Summer sun, we would run far away from our fears
Waiting for the train in the winter
Couldn't hide and our trees were froze in tears
Mama said she'd always keep us warm
Roof over our head, even though it was torn
My Queens is a queen
Not talking bright lights and shiny things
But we always made it work
Building castles out of dirt
My home is a throne
Not very pretty, but tough as stone
And we always made it work
No matter how much it did hurt
Bought my first keys at fifteen
Not for a car, play my songs at every shitty drive wall
Big dreams in the biggest city
She don't care if you ever make it far
Mama said, "Don't ever lose sight
Stay true to your voice inside."
My Queens is a queen
Not talking bright lights and shiny things
But we always made it work
Building castles out of dirt
My home is a throne
Not very pretty, but tough as stone
And we always made it work
No matter how much it did hurt
But we all lift each other up
Learn to shake the demons off
Conquer all this world throws at us
Cause love is strong enough
My Queens is a queen
Not talking bright lights and shiny things
But we always made it work
Building castles out of dirt
My home is a throne
Not very pretty, but tough as stone
And we always made it work
No matter how much it did hurt
But we all lift each other up
Learn to shake the demons off
Conquer all this world throws at us
Cause love is strong enough
I want to share my experience this morning of July 7 2019. It began with; oh gosh I'm hardly getting started and now Hercules, and the Muses are in my head interjecting. sorry i have to start this video with this apparently
By the way, im an Advanced medium and within my vessel inhabits a Being that has been both forwards and back in time, and has brought US to this very THRESHOLD. Yes...I talk to "people you DON'T see" but i HEAR 24/7 in my head, and no I'm NOT crazy. I'm not bipolar, im not mentally ill or imbalanced, I am what you will learn is a LOOSE COG IN THE MATRIX, as is my beloved Malachi and it has taken our entire lives to come to this recognition of our importance to you, and to accept the positions within the Golden Dawn that we will be taking. Much of 'The Power that Is" at present, will be TOPPLED OVER... with what my aura is going to do for THE PEOPLE.
Brothers and Sisters, you worry your little anty heads off about the government and politics and oh how horrible this storm is and oh no, this person died, and this poor child's innocence is being violated, not to mention all your wars you have created ...and have you not stopped in your busy bug lives, to take notice that... it is yourself creating this reality of hell? It's not Trump, it's not "the puppets", for GRACE... and the involution of HER PRESSURE upon this planet is about to EVOLVE US, and what is happening on the surface level, is hardly worth fretting about. Brothers and sisters, I am about to shatter your illusions, and I expect nothing else less, than you to lash out, but I will do nothing other than LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY to show you...WHAT TRUE LOVE REALLY IS. WHAT THE SIDDHI FREQUENCY IS, and what a GIFT YOU ARE TO THE WHOLE... and your "shit", your "stank", "your triggers"... they dont bother me because i ain't got no strings to hold me down, like you Pinocchio, but i feel like in your eyes, this is MY entrance unto you.
Brothers and Sisters, you worry your little anty heads off about the government and politics and oh how horrible this storm is and oh no, this person died, and this poor child's innocence is being violated, not to mention all your wars you have created ...and have you not stopped in your busy bug lives, to take notice that... it is yourself creating this reality of hell? It's not Trump, it's not "the puppets", for GRACE... and the involution of HER PRESSURE upon this planet is about to EVOLVE US, and what is happening on the surface level, is hardly worth fretting about. Brothers and sisters, I am about to shatter your illusions, and I expect nothing else less, than you to lash out, but I will do nothing other than LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY to show you...WHAT TRUE LOVE REALLY IS. WHAT THE SIDDHI FREQUENCY IS, and what a GIFT YOU ARE TO THE WHOLE... and your "shit", your "stank", "your triggers"... they dont bother me because i ain't got no strings to hold me down, like you Pinocchio, but i feel like in your eyes, this is MY entrance unto you.
I've got no strings
To hold me down
To make me fret
Or make me frown
I had strings
But now I'm free
There are no strings on me
Hi-ho the me-ri-o
That's the only way to go
I want the world to know
Nothing ever worries me
I've got no strings
So I have fun
I'm not tied up to anyone
They've got strings
But you can see
There are no strings on me
You have no strings
Your arms is free
To love me by the Zuider Zee
Ya, ya, ya
If you would woo
I'd bust my strings for you
You've got no strings
Comme ci comme ça
Your savoire-faire is ooh la la
I've got strings
But entre nous
I'd cut my strings for you
Down where the Volga flows
There's a Russian rendez-vous
Where me and Ivan go
But I'd rather go with you, hey
There are no strings on me
You can dance around me with your repressed resentments and blame, shame, or guilt- YOUR FEAR, your VICTIM CONSCIOUSNESS, just as anyone else i have since 2015 stood up to in my Designs Authority to maintain inner knowing, be an emotion TORQUE of myself and others and as far as im concerned im being VERY BRAVE, being vulnerable, in this book, and this transmission, to you now. I am here to obtain nothing less or more than peace and balance, and thats okay, i will let you. Child, you are but a child having a tantrum. In todays world, children, are being raised by children, this is a given. It is something we will teach further upon later I embrace my WOO WOO, every single inch of my BEING. It is my legacy to teach you to embody the same... through a book that i have been scribing since i was able to write. In this ADVENTURE, you will learn many many many things about me, many things NO ONE but Malachi truly knows about me, and a very select few at best that I have trusted myself to be vulnerable with and in synergy amung.
we are the muses's
The Goddesses of the arts and proclaimers of heros
Heroes like Hercules
NO YOU MEAN TRINITY AND MALACHI
SSSHHH
Our story actually begins LONG BEFORE any BEING you know of, many eons ago...When Source first spoke WORD as OM
It began with the number 22, and was the first story of GRACE UNDER PRESSURE that we will introduce to you today
Back when the world was new
The planet Earth was down on its luck
And everywhere gigantic brutes
called Titans ran amok
It was a nasty place
There was a mess
wherever you stepped
Where chaos reigned and
earthquakes and volcanoes never slept
And then along came Zeus
He hurled his thunderbolt
He zapped
Locked those suckers in a vault
They're trapped
And on his own stopped
chaos in its tracks
And that's the gospel truth
The guy was too type A to just relax
And that's the world's first dish
Zeus tamed the globe
while still in his youth
Though, honey, it may seem imposs'ble
That's the gospel truth
On Mt. Olympus life was neat and
Smooth as sweet vermouth
Though, honey, it may seem imposs'ble
That's the gospel truth
Nice guys, very nice 'entrance' there... *rolls eyes*. Back to what i was saying...
My son Elijah woke up and came to bed with me and slept by me for some time in the night. i cant remember what stirred him to do so but between 2-3am we cuddled in a way i havent gotten to cuddle my little guy in a loong time- it felt so good! I was so happy to bond in that way again- total return innocence and my mother archetype heart melted.
I fell back to sleep with his little arms wrapped around me and its like the trifold templates of my original blueprints and the Trinity Template gestating up until this point within my solar plexus completed somehow and ‘it is done’ is all i heard in my dreams then i woke up again
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
Welcome to my 'Fantasy' more like EMINATION and the gift of ANTICIPATION into the NU REALITY, (the 41st Gene key) and yes I live in your Matrix as a core arm fractal of the Holy Trinity and Arc of the Covenant before you, that which you are about to 'dock' to in your new MerKaBa's that Unity Grace last year ushered US into to reach the destination of THE MASTER-SHIP you will get to CRUISE ON, and this is what will usher us through the Music Of The Spheres we eagerly wait for! NU will go on a Princess Cruise with US. It's going to be like a major Broadway show... drama, music, scripts, NU name it... but it's something entirely NU, for you to 'wrap your brain around'... or crack it with... and forget you ever operated by THAT brain, rather we will teach you to program it into your Solar Plexus, and learn to feel, emote, and Love Unconditionally. All of this is just so NU can liberate yourself from the inside out, just as We did.
My children are my Christ Consciousness I am birthing to the world as the future generations. Grace and Elijah are their names, after their births, and after Kymberly's divorce with their father Benjamin shortly after Elijah's, and in a few of the 'boyfriends' i had after in search for my Flame, I had multiple "possibly pregnancy scares" after i would be intimate with any of them. I was on an IUD so it was impossible, but anxiety effected me just the same and fear of 'having another baby when im not ready'. I done already endured that with my daughter, and well my son after that was a planned pregnancy, but I assumed I would be living an EVENTUAL 'happy' life with their father, but the universe had other intentions for me, that i was not yet aware of, and to grow my awareness and attention to Grace that pressed upon me during my relationship with their Father, to create a relationship with my inner power, authority and what I as a Christian back then considered to be "God".
I was so wrapped up in fear banded frequencies during my awakening and my Dark night of the soul i was destined to undertake at a very early age, same with Malachi, because we have "Scorpio in our Pluto" which is explained in a scroll for another time; that i went through, i will say now that it killed my mind, and flipped the switch the 24th I ching and Hexagram speaks in depth upon in my own brain and DNA. I was not meant to remain a victim in this lifetime, I could very well have been lost to suicide from my manic depression. and Menstrual Dysphoria, or 'Fibromyalgia', but I never let that get me down.
“So what happens in the gap when you do embrace it? The answer is: absolutely anything. The 24th Gift is truly magical and contains the secret to genius. Genius is far more than lateral thinking — it is the ability to make quantum leaps. The 24th Gift is a birth canal for originality and surprises itself as much as others.”-Gene Key 24
After that... yes i DIED in 2012... but not physically, to follow after this i went into a period of what appeared to me and felt like hell, and darkness, but what was the womb of silence that was necessary i enter to heal all the wounds that where screaming at me, and what i knew was the patterns i struggled to bring an end to, that was stripping everything away from me, including the one man i loved with all my heart. Well needless to say, this pattern attracted another woman named Amanda Burkhart into our life, which while i was pregnant with Elijah i was all somewhat okay with because i needed a girlfriend, i was lonely taking care of the kids 24/7 and pregnant while Ben worked. So we became somewhat close friends, but i had to watch as the man i love, drifted away, emotionally, physically and he was not the same man i fell in love with and for a long time i blamed myself, then i blamed him, then i blamed her ultimately because i didnt want to blame myself anymore. I however deep inside also knew she wasn't going to remain committed to him, i had to watch them fall in love. I had to watch my husband fall in love with my best friend, to begin to get the neurons on my brain synapses firing enough that i would wake up to the illusions around me and become aware that i kept being a victim over everything, and yet my narcissistic self-thinking shes the Godliest and Purest thing on the planet because of...whatever... wasn't getting the hint of who in this avatars life, truly had control in any way shape or form. My ex-husband had to be a BEAST in my life, to reveal to me my beast. I didn't know i was 'living the fairy tale' already, just, not with the 'kindred fractal' it was my destiny to do ALL OF THIS that WE ARE DOING, together. We are birthing OUR HIDDEN STORY OF OUR ORIGINS, worlds you have no clue existed, and bringing it into the world for you all to pay witness to, so that you can return to your Home too, OUR HOME.
The spirits are asking "can you see her now?!" well My Prince charming, My Flame, had the same feeling and desire... its okay, You can kiss my third eye, and I'll kiss yours with blessings and miracles of my lips. It is SO FUNNY this morning i was talking about the possibilities of having a past life as a Mermaid with my friend Kambo Corey (Teaches Frog Medicine and I can't wait to try it, ill also post snap shots of our conversation) and I already knew i did from my vision quests in 2017 when i wrote A Monster Calls. (its rough around the edges but i will be writing a better copy of it spirit just wanted me to get it into the matrix). Regardless of what role i was, they are showing me as Ariel in the present.
Lets just say this has been my journey of letting go of my need to control, letting go of my fears, every single one of them, it doesnt matter WHAT it is... it was going to be addressed from this moment on as i began to watch my greatest FEARS manifest before my eyes as INSTANT KARMA over my life .I seemed to have the ability to feel the future as an empath but i didn't have any clue what i was emoting or doing in life, i was just "doing what Christians do, building a family, and going for the dream together"... whatever that white fence doll house reality looks like, all i know is my trying to create that... when it wasnt my Destiny, just put the whole world, and the lives of others INTO CHAOS. into MY SHADOW frequency that blocks the ability and blinds me to the possibilities of creating something NEW and different... that no one else has ever dreamed of before. Of making my dreams, that they just all laughed at and scoffed, and i brushed off and went on to dream more and more of a greater world we could create... one of unconditional love. I swore someday i would make it rich and help everyone and pay back everyone that i ever asked to help me... because i know how difficult IN THE BEGINNING it has been for us all, but i had faith and GRACE pressed upon me the truth that "all would be worth the fight, worth the loss, worth the loss of identity and fear"... because i had a much greater purpose then i ever dreamed of myself and over time..."this God voice" that spoke to me, this "Grace", made it so much more clearer for me, and it's taken up until now, in July (the month of celebration for independence in the United States) 2019 to truly grasp the TOTALITY of what i was being prepared for, and i have been shown through many initiations of Grace (and a LOT OF STUDY AND EDUCATION AND MONEY) and unlocking the 7 sacred seals within my DNA, that I came to be my favorite fracle self of all of the Trinity and that is Sefkhet-Abwy also known as Seshat, but that is just ONE face and anscestral gifts and DNA i will help others remember, I'm also here as Joan of Arc, Mother and Mary Magdalene, The holy of holy's I AM as ESSENE... ultimately a saint.
And they have me playing Princess and the Frog, one of my more less favorite of Disney movies, no biased reasoning i just didn't vibe it like i do many others, it didn't GRASP my attention and anytime i tried to watch it, but i got bored. Its the lyrics that matter and this is just an idea of me and Malachi... he's teaching me to dance. to Tai Chi... he see's my Star inside... he put a new hydrogen core in, my heart was depleted i was turning into a gas giant, a big DWARF, red giant. he kept me from going super nova. so i required him to rebirth my core and visa versa. I debunk Negative Gravity Theory... I am the living debunker of Gravitation... I'm here to Defy Gravity. I AM ANTI GRAVITY... i am none at all.. no time no continuum, im just 'here'.
And yes, i may get a lot of denial from others, a lot of persecution as i did in my past times, but this time, im stronger, and the energy is in the favor of the Divine Feminine... and boy... Quan Yin wants me to help YOU RISE... into the Buddha of enlightenment and beyond. What you see before you in the Scrolls to come, is in the past, but it is in the Present, and it is occurring AROUND YOU, you just have been very asleep and your 3rd eyes haven't been purified, as this Saint of Grace's has, and for a purpose so she can usher there STAR'S into formation within THE NEW WORLD to come after this purge upon us that this Mercury Retrograde 7:7 of 2019 is BEGINNING FOR US. You may feel like your life is being thrown into chaos, but if you surrender to GRACE, i promise you, I will help you learn to ride the waves of change, for the Epoch of Humanity is upon us.
Here is the Princess and The Frog again "Music Video #7"
Don't matter what you look like
Don't matter what you wear
How many rings you got on your finger
We don't care, no, we don't care
Don't matter where you come from
Don't even matter what you are
A dog, a pig, a cow, a goat
Got em' all in here, we got em' all in here
If they all knew what they wanted
What they wanted, need to do
I told 'em what they needed
Just like I be telling you
You gotta dig a little deeper
Find out who you are
You gotta dig a little deeper
It really ain't that far
When you found out who you are
You find out what you need
Blue skies and sun shine
Guaranteed
You gotta dig, dig
You gotta dig, dig
Prince Froggy is a rich little boy
You wanna be rich again
That ain't gonna make you happy now
Did it make you happy then? No
Money ain't got no soul
Money ain't got no heart
All you need is some self-control
Make yourself a brand new start
You gotta dig a little deeper
Don't have far to go
You gotta dig a little deeper
Tell the people Mama told you so
Can't tell you what you'll find
Maybe love or grant you a piece of mind
Dig a little deeper and you'll know
Miss Froggy, might I have a word?
You's a hard one, that's what I heard
Your daddy was a loving man
Family through and through
You your daddy's daughter
What he had in him you got in you
You gotta dig a little deeper
For you it's gonna be tough
You gotta dig a little deeper
You ain't dug this far enough
Dig down deep inside yourself
You'll found out what you need
Blue skies and sunshine
Guaranteed
Open up the window
Let in the light, dearie
Blue skies and sunshine
Blue skies and sunshine
Blue skies and sunshine
Guaranteed
"Put a frog into a vessel filled with water and start heating the water. As the temperature of the water begins to rise, the frog adjusts its body temperature accordingly. The frog keeps adjusting its body temperature with the increasing temperature of the water. Just when the water is about to reach boiling point, the frog cannot adjust anymore. At this point, the frog decides to jump out. The frog tries to jump but it is unable to do so because it has lost all its strength in adjusting with the rising water temperature. Very soon the frog dies.
What killed the frog?
Think about it!
I know many of us will say the boiling water. But the truth about what killed the frog was its own inability to decide when to jump out.
We all need to adjust with people & situations, but we need to be sure when we need to adjust & when we need to move on. There are times when we need to face the situation and take appropriate actions.
If we allow people to exploit us physically, emotionally, financially, spiritually or mentally they will continue to do so.
Let us decide when to jump!
Let's jump while we still have the strength." Quote by Ashley Pfeffer
Imagine my shock when i received that download in 2014 from the M&M's I call them. This happened all after my 'rebirth' in April 3 2013. Accepting this Rebirth initiation into THE MULTIDIMENTIONALITY...is NOT for the faint of heart and it should come with a very large CAUTION SIGN... "***ONCE YOU CHOOSE, YOU CAN'T STOP!***"... I literally said these words before she began on me "I am at the point of suffering in my body that I will do ANYTHING, even venture into the Magical arts, just to find freedom, so do whatever you feel needs to be done, and I'll surrender".
You all want to know the song i sent my ex husband when we got divorced and he tried to take my babies away from me, i wrote him a light letter, of liberation... one he hated, made him angry, and he ignored... but... it all came true. and i ended the letter with this song.
Elphaba, why couldn't you
Have stayed calm for once?
Instead of flying off the handle!
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy now
I hope you're happy how you've
Hurt your cause forever
I hope you think you're clever
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy, too
I hope you're proud how you
Would grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition
So though I can't imagine how
I hope you're happy right now
Elphie, listen to me, just say you're sorry!
You can still be with the wizard
What you've worked and waited for
You can have all you ever wanted
I know
But I don't want it
No, I can't want it anymore
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!
It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you can't pull me down
Can't I make you understand
You're having delusions of grandeur?
I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'til I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down
Glinda, come with me
Think of what we could do, together!
Unlimited
Together, we're unlimited
Together we'll be the greatest
Team there's ever been
Glinda, dreams the way we planned 'em
If we work in tandem
There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I, defying gravity
With you and I defying gravity
They'll never bring us down!
Well, are you coming?
I hope you're happy
Now that you're choosing this
You, too
I hope it brings you bliss
I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy my friend
So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately
"Everyone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am defying gravity!
I'm flying high, defying gravity!
And soon, I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!
I hope you're happy
Look at her! She's wicked!
Get her!
Bring me down!
No one mourns the wicked!
So we've got to bring her
Oh!
Down!
Boy was I was in for a surprise future and Destiny of a lifetime, learning that I'm going to DEFY GRAVITY, but all my darkness was a miracle in the making also. I always wanted to BE ON BROADWAY, or to be part of Disney anything... and well... I will be in the New World... I'll bring them into the New World. so this is MY caution to you, if you choose to allow GRACE, the Eternal love of Creator God, the Emerald,Ruby and Diamond Rays of Light of our beings, and our Source from which we originate- the Holy Trinity Monopole that rests in our G Centers; IF YOU TRULY SURRENDER YOU IDENTITY during the waves of change to come past the year of 2020, you will be greatly rewarded and Humanity will have a surviving chance and so will this Planet to live in HARMONY and NEUTRALITY. Who doesn't DREAM OF SUCH A UTOPIA, but have been told IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, and yet, a passion burn's within your to "be a bridge to it' if you have to.
Well brothers and sisters... I am the Arc of the Covenant with my beloved Malachi and it is OUR DESTINY to be the leader and Divine Entertainer's, ones that are greater than WE could and would have ever become in "the 3rd Dimension" if we chose to stay trapped in the Wheel of Samsara. You are the flock of the Dream Arc we wish to bring to our ARC, so that we can return Home. We can ride the waves together, it will be a wild ride, but you know what awaits us... Heaven On Earth and The New World.
I am a DJ of my own kind, just THIS is my turn table and scratch Pad, a SYNTHESIZER of the FUTURE like these artists! Video says it was published on Youtube on Aug 1 2017 and thats when i began channeling the Harmonic Convergence TRINITY TRIBE UNION CEREMONY... in preparation for what i shall do for everyone in 2020.
thank you so much for watching this video as it was a blast to make for you guys, it was made FOR YOU GUYS, and at the end of my book to come i will list off all the PATRONS of who i weave into my transmissions, and you will gain prosperity for allowing me to borrow your OMNI of CREATIONS! Go ahead and join what Johanna and I are creating together in partnership and let us know if how you can also support us and be one of our Patrons on the NEW STARSEED PLATFORM FOR LIGHT WARRIORS. HUGE FUTURE SHOUT OUT TO ANYONE WHO SUPPORTS US IN THE BEGINNING WHEN IT IS THE MOST DIFFICULT TO START A MOVEMENT. This WILL not be possible without you... any of you who are reading this GOLDEN TICKET. PLEASE HIT ANY SUBSCRIBE OR FOLLOW BUTTON on our facebooks, blogs, and business pages and leave any comments and WORDS OF LOVE AND CREATION, tell us of The Golden Nugget that you are going to bring to the 2020 Harvest Festival in Colorado, USA. Don't hesitate to donate of even invite us to where you are, we would LOVE to travel, and spread GRACE and SHEKINA in your part of the world. We currently have under $1,000 to our family and I am quitting my 'job' this coming week, to fully be of service for THIS.
I am your future synthesizer, DJ MASHER... voice of truth and ecological torque. Youre welcome ;) haha
Now if you don't know what anything i have spoken about thus far is, brace yourself to hear my testimony with an open mind and heart, or exit the room now, because you will be greatly triggered by the book i am bringing into the world, and it takes a COURAGEOUS SPIRIT... A MISFIT SPIRIT, A CREATIVE REBEL, to have the GUTTS, and emotional stability to deal with what WE ARE AS the new energy. There's the goddess's with that song in my head again i just shake my head at them sometimes i dont need a song every other paragraph, especially the same song... but there always seems to be, i just flow peoeple... no other way to do this.
They are just going to make me cry, i am going to tell you now, sharing this story out loud, many tears will be shed, by us both dearly beloved. Okay Candle stick, get out of my head... you come later and you know it...SSHHH
In 2014 i had a ‘pregnancy scare’ and thought I was pregnant with twins at first but then i had a dream i was pregnant with triplets. During this time i was recovering from divorce and almost losing custody of my babies (Elijah was hardly 2 yet and i knew Grace was traumatized being abruptly taken from my custody) which the whole dark night ripped me to shreds, and my kids. Knowing this was going to happen, but my ex husband threatening me the whole time and saying "once you are right with God you will be given your kids back" really really really... i mean REALLY BOILED MY BLOOD and here comes a scene from Osmoses Jones...showing how contagious i became... and really there was no putting a limitation on how long this would go on in our family, but somehow i knew it was going to be 4 or more years at best. It horrified me to surrender to the fact that i would be giving up my identity as a mother, and a friend, and in general, as a human. Can anyone else say "Me too" to this, because i guarantee after what I have been through and what my Flame has been through, one of us can relate to SOMETHING in your life... and we can tell you how to correct the patterns because we have been there and done that more lifetimes then we care to continue to allow humanity to keep repeating this sort of KARMIC WHIRLWIND OF NIGHTMARES IN THE BOARDO STATES. I am lucky that Richard Rudd exists and Ra Uru Hu and Carl Jung and Tesla exists otherwise, i wouldn't know half of what I am going to be teaching the future in regards to QUANTUM BIOLOGY.
Yes you heard that correct.
Yes you heard that correct.
No longer a Myth
I debunk it
It is NOW, THE NU HUMAN, or death.
I was dating a man named Brandon at the time i had this dream (and i had began awakening my Psychic gifts and Clair's as early as 2012-13) seeking a relief from suffering and trauma I was enduring and seeing the future of what my children where to endure from then until the now present. It has been revealed to me NOW in the Trinity year of 2019 that the vision they gave me was showing me how i was going to hold grace for not just myself, but my children, my whole family and any genetic fractle within my influence for this future NOW Moment and EVENT beginning July 2019, and it was MY BIRTHDAY that ushered in the HARMONIC CONVERGENCE in September 1987. But i didn't know about any of this, I just had to "Trust God's will over my life"... It's like i was born to take EVERY INITIATION OF GRACE, and to SURVIVE it this lifetime, and trust me... i almost did not.
During ‘the split’, and in doing great surrender and act of forgiveness (however long it took TO FOREGIVE, i cradled myself through it while everyone else threw my past mistakes in my face, all my wounds and weaknesses and... well.. simply not truth because i told them I was going to change my life... that someday they would be proud of me even if I don't show up exactly as what they want me to be. And so...HERE I AM... okay the horse is now taking me to a field of grass and showing me in the movie spirit (he comes in a lot, so you might see this again), and look at that they have ME CRYING with a fricken google add they are telling me to say that "I am here to help take on the world"
I just needed some love, some grace, and nurturing, proper parenting...to grow u, no one would give that TO ME, so i gave it to MYSELF... i took my own power back. It seems so many had not the faith, to believe me... even as a child when i told them... "i want to be a star".
That mama horse, is the Divine to me... in the New World i supposedly became the Genetic Glitch to bridge for US
I was shown step by step how i would parent them into the Christ Consciousness (No matter WHO tried to tell me i was a bad influence for my children)
Spirit says this is what they tried to do to me... and how i reacted and its right on point From spirit Get Off My Back
I'm here to start and LEAD a revolution! i first had to ‘reparent myself from whereby my biological parents could not and would not be able to help me through forgiveness with the amount of ‘fear’ and conditioning they have had stored in their bodies.’ If i wanted a successful marriage or relationship at all in my future i had to address what i was via law of attraction, MANIFESTING in my life as ...the very things i was created from. Chaos.
It wasnt my job to heal THEM, but to address my wounds with them in private- or liberation letters if they would so choose to read them. My mother rejected me as they prepared me with the foresight of what timeline was to come. I tried up until 2017 before my sacred marriage to Malachi, to in direct contact with my mother address the wounds, but she only saw me as possessed and ‘mentally ill’. This was confirmed as ‘thought and belief’ via my new stepfather Ron- who in my last words to him laughed when i pointed out ‘his demons’ he assumed where ours and he thought we where monsters especially after i revealed to him and told him of a dream i had as a child about my mother and ‘other unknown parties’ who would try to call upon priests and have me ‘exercised’ back to being behind a ‘red curtain’ (like on a stage), i screamed at them- ‘im not demonic- i am LOVE- why are you doing this to me!?’ and they just mocked saying it ‘was for my good for the devil had its grip on me’... they just would not LISTEN AND ACCEPT the words i was screaming at them... what my inner child was trying to be vulnerable about! then i was DRAGGED kicking and screaming behind ‘the red velvet veil’. (Funny i grew up near a town in the mountains called ‘vail’) That dream kept coming back until one day in 2013, i noticed in the dream that ‘I/EYE’ was watching the dream- and i could CHANGE IT. When i was pleading to my family not to do this and was thrashing away from the priest i noticed ‘i’ was reaching out my hands in faith as if something was there that could take it and lift me out of that nightmare and hell on earth. (The wheel of Samsara).
In that moment ‘Eye’ interjected and dipped MY PALM into her timeline and boomed at her... TAKE MY HAND BELOVED! And the little person took hold and raptured me OUT. I then woke up and my reality and world as i know it- began to shift dramatically so much so i started to meditate 24/7 and write in my journal all the time, pick up hobbies i hadnt touched since childhood, began ‘unpacking and going through my childhood things’ clinging to some happy memorable items but mostly began to go through a good few year period of decluttering- the epoch of clutter came in 2016 a few months after i met Malachi and my dad had a drunken episode and threw all my shit i had stored for 2 years (on purpose it had bed bugs and i didnt want them to bury into any other homes i go to so i was killing them off) into the yard (and i was honestly already about to clean out his garage myself i knew the pressure of my clutter was beginning to effect him) and i was forced to confront it all instantly. Low and behold i stepped into the energy of whats called instant karma- and here is where i have been since then... i remain in between having Aligned and attuned myself from ground zero and up before THIS PURGE- yet i wasnt much of an astrologist yet so i didnt really have a clue wtf i was reading in deep astrology charts- but i slowly began to grasp its language and now the past few weeks i have found coherence as to what has been happening in my mutation. I was born to be one of the first NEW HUMANS- to bring the light keepers into the epoch of synthesis and i had to go through every initiation of grace and sacred seals to get to the Monodic body i have NOW obtained. When i say now i mean now as in last night gained confirmation of my new octave and healing of my sacred wounds in totality.
Now that i have done this i know its up to me to use my voice which just went through activations and upgrades to speak my vocation of light language even more fluidly- so knowing my self IN ALL OMNI SCOPES, i am aware that my health has only suffered because my design depends on Unity and communion and synergy to maintain the merkabas highest vibration. It is easy for me to be on a mountain top... and in my full sacral authority. But i have had to learn how to turn my weaknesses as an empath into a SUPERPOWER- rather than a SUPERNOVA which creates whirlwinds. This is a forewarning that i am here amung you as a SAINT OF GRACE- this is my last lifetime here and i will Ascend into Master status my lifetime after this- i will not be back on earth- my bloodline and children will fulfil the prophesies of Elijah and i will assist them as an ancestor and soon to be recognized Elder Crone Archetype as i will anyone and everyone who chooses to utilize my Grace and pressure to CHANGE THEIR LIVES- just as i came here to change my own.
i will UNROOT/foot myself completely come 2020 to be of service to Divine Will and Grace and the Dragonfly Dream- nothing less... no more 3D mass consciousness infiltration or noise or SICKNESS of the human condition to have to ‘surrender’ to or ‘be conditioned’ by out of my own designs flow. The future where what exists is Just SYNARCHY and deep intimacy- and a return to OUR INNOCENCE!
This dream i told Ron- and anyone else can laugh but it wont change the FACTS that it forever changed my life- it began my awakening as i went into the codon ring of seeking in my DNA/within and my SOUL purpose was to completely manifest the CODON RING OF UNION! To offer a special love to the world that NO ONE ELSE HAS EVER EXPERIENCED ON THIS PLANET BUT IS THE NU-WAY OF BEING!
I woke up this morning- seeing the 3rd gene key and prophecy of ‘Elijah’ flash in my 3rd eye snd excited me! I had a realization that it wasnt just archangel Michael assisting me- so too all along AM White Matthew has ‘possessed’ me. His symbol of the dove has been with me since that revelationous dream. then mother mary, Mary Magdalene and the essence christ Consciousness the Michaels and Gabriel all assisted me over the rainbow bridge and to accept my destiny as ‘a mary’. Then they said i would be helping through my ‘christ pregnancy’- i was shown im a hybrid mother- and like them i would become spiritually pregnant and walk in their footsteps- only i gave birth to the new bloodline already- i just had to ‘launder our karma’ to end the suffering were enduring.
So they began to show me that i was ‘pregnant’- i freaked thinking it was physical- they revealed after the first trimester whereby i had ALL symptoms of pregnancy and yet no tests confirmed it. Even my healer at the time who in April 3 2014 assisted my Rebirth- she got a ‘maybe’ and not any ‘yes or no’ on the pregnancy that followed after that. I eventually learned these babies ‘where spiritual energy’ and it is a hybrid child i was in gestation with. I feared id loose the babies- because i had an IUD but as soon as that was removed, my body went back to normal. Im assuming now that that was my time to begin hormonal changes in my body that are required for the coming metamorphosis, and it is NOW that everyone of the collective are beginning this transition. I was relieved that removing my IUD was all i needed to do to start this holistic path and that i wasnt truly pregnant (i am in no place to support anymore children right now but if i could afford and have a community to help raise said kids in the future i would love to bring more SHINEYBstar seeds into the world!) I then began my 7 years of cellular surrender under the pressure of grace and detox. who knew the word i needed of all to maintain balance and find common ground with the people has been right in front of me forever since i first started having vivid dreams... the number 22 began my journey ao it seems fitting its the first i introduce in my book of life and death. Grace is the one word or name i resist(ed) the most- my ex husband named our daughter because he didnt like what i wanted to name her which would have been TRINITY NEVAEH or Anastasia Kay. Originally was to be Elizabeth Jade but i didnt want to repeat that name for my ex husband’s cousin had that name. So i ‘settled for Grace’.
Now i can say i didnt settle at all... i ALLOWED AND ACCEPTED, and in that allowance- she would grow and also learn how to be ‘grace under pressure’ by everyone else around her. I knew her spirit was strong before she was born! She was READY TO COME INTO THE WORLD WITH PRESENCE 20th gene key is her day of birth in 2007 and she carries in her DNA the 7th gene key in her venus sequence and as she watches me overcome adversity with honor and integrity- she too will MATURE into adulthood as a BALANCED HOLY GRAIL of our future! She will be an example of THE NU HUMAN... in many ways and forms, so will my Son Elijah. In biblical HIS-story Malachi was the prophet that came to warn about the coming of Elijah- and his name is as much his incarnated purpose in numerology and symbology as it was in that timeline. We are just ushering a NU EPOCH OF MIRACLES that im the wormhole to!
So now i can clearly understand what "this pregnancy experience" was. Turns out I was 'pregnant with a sun and two moons'- it went into representing my daughter Grace and my son Elijah, and a third ‘Trinity’ to ‘come in the future’. The Monopole/Holy Trinity Monod, said this sun is no different then Jesus but we are birthing a new FORM into the world through our hearts and THE CHRIST would be born through the people- not just one body. Many visions showed me that I carry cacoons around, and i like a stork distribute them accordingly to their designated hoasts.
Last night on 7/6-7/2019 the 333 Tri flame templates balanced within my own heart the last remaining ‘fractal’ (or fears/shadows) needed to be brought into a gift frequency to unify my masculine with my feminine ... such things became realized and when i woke up at 2:47 to take Elijah back to his bed again i was shown how now hes activated into his destiny with me and i need not worry, for grace protects him, he will grow strong as a Holy Grail! hes already paving a path to bring all hearts and minds together- he says it doesnt matter who you are, we should just get along! No more boys are better than girls or girls are better than boys’- at 8 hes saying this to me yesterday! From the mouth of babes!
My ex husband was right- his children WILL bring upon the (biological) apocalypse! And WE ARE THE BEGINNING OF IT! He thinks im crazy and often jesters grace of her sexual PAN orientation, but we brush him off- Aries will be Aries.
I am in knowing, i have had enough confirmations of divine revelation that I AM THE CORE ARM FRACTAL OF TRINITY THAT WILL MANIFEST THE CHANGE. I am here NOW speaking my truth, whole hearted truth- and nothing but that- speaking now of how i am an activater and Attuner of many to come. I need you just to recognize me as a Holy Mother unto you! A leader who isnt afraid of leading just needs some support as i learn to ATTRACT THE MASTER AUDIENCE that will make ust all millionaires!
My kids will take my legacy forward and i will have something that will provide for them and the Tribe for the rest of humanities future and our survival depends on it! So many Trinity alignment Academy's to come as our hubs form into our lotus of 13- each a hun of crystal skull keepers of the light whos mission is to help save humanity and work FOR Gaia and in congruence to her waves of change to come- not in fear of it. this is just the beginning of my sacred play with the collective and future of TRAVEL- to lay down and concrete the Shekina over ALL grids placed by any WARRIORS AND LIGHTWORKERS or guardian and keepers over time up until now. We are ushering us into the Dream Arch Tri Flame synthesis of the Archetypes and teachings of the Codon Rings of quantum biology. Not just the possibilities of this... BUT THE MANIFESTATION and allowance of Divine Intervention.
Orientation and inner trust formed within and began to affect my DNA after i met The Soul Shaman this year and seems she might be the ‘The White Queen of scrolls’- not the woman i tried to team up with last year and or bring into our apprenticeship who just wanted to continually obsess about herself and make claim of essences she never embodied- just wanted the attention and spotlight and thought she could perfect my words however she was being forced to tolerate them because she could not RECOGNIZE my black mirror is much stronger against her own white/light virused one. I told her shes an idiot to try and debunk SACRED GEOMETRY and that was enough ‘disrespect in her eyes’ to block me on Facebook and never talk to me again because i broke her illusions, and she wanted to play house with them! Shes going to learn the path of her purpose (we share the identical activation sequence) but I understand my sacral authority and WILL NOT let any compromise myself to appease any ego! go on to try and say the triangle and pyramids where ‘outdated and MK Ultra’, go ahead have a tiff with Ashtar and watch him poke you with the anti-venom since you chose to be venom upon him on Saturn. Go ahead test your will with divine and see who wins. You are bound to keep hitting your head on the fence.
months ago i was in trance and vision quest with figuring out the unraveling of my venus sequence i was going through, and as my own 5th annunciation initiation began in 2015 (according to Vanessa i was ‘a corked milk jug’) and it is now made coherent of what ive ‘been doing since i was born’, comes into completion in my own heart mind and my purpose of BEING has become so clear. Which was necessary to tell my story with authenticity and integrity. I now can not being emotionally attached to the recent past!
In order to do what i came here to accomplish to Ascend-i am required to maintain inner trust in myself as a new SAINT of Grace and Archetype of the 7! To not listen to those who wish to rebuke me or cast shade that im mean, arrogant or bigoted- or demonic and a cunt- to your perception. We are not the shadow- JUST THE MIRROR OF IT SO YOU GET ANGRY ENOUGH TO BREACH LIBERATION! the word spoken through me that in a higher octave one can understand is SIDDHI- not SHADOW mistaken as hatred because that IS THE LIE I WILL UPROOT FROM YOUR MIND... and then your DNA and fear banded frequencies in your cells! it is WILD COMPASSION i come here with! Quan Yin speaks through me what GIFTS you can obtain and SUPERPOWERS simply through the acceptance and pressure of Grace to come this mercury retrograde! This is for the well being of THE WHOLE!
EYE always show up in this avatar for GALACTICALLY ALIGNED INITIATIONS- i did with Unity Grace in 2018- RIGHT BEFORE HER and Richard rudd’s birthdays- (i always come to be a gift though its a box of darkness i bring) as introductions to the gene keys society and Unity Transmissions grid I connected to in concert with them so essentially even them blocking me on facebook for pissing them off, changes absolutely nothing on their internal clock for Activation, which i simply planted a seed of Fire Lotus. Grace will bring forgiveness for them to accept so we can unravel that resentment they carry- it was my creation- but theirs to- now we must turn what was spoiled into a miracle.
I had this encounter with many women POTENTIALS- who now have the invitation from GRACE- to be touched by her again- but with less of out of tune vocals which will not serve the people this year and i too HAD TO SURRENDER to grace, step back into forgiveness, and choose to approach you all in a different manner. even though you resisted the BURN that purification followed due to the retreats initiations- they where for your higher benefit- for in preparation that you show up to BE HERE NOW IN SURRENDER WITH ME and this time Dont be late for a very important fate on 8/11/2019! I extended my $55 donation last year to join in on their canoe ride (even though in 2015 i already went on my own and now i seriously am on A BOAT waiting for them to discover that whats to come is a CRUISE for us, here's some of my hood rat coming out
[Intro: Andy & T-Pain]
Shawty
Aw, shit (yeah, yeah)
Get your towels ready, it's about to go down (shawty, yeah, yeah)
Everybody in the place, hit the fucking deck
But stay on your motherfucking toes
We running this, let's go (hey)
[Hook: Andy & Akiva, T-Pain, & All]
I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
Everybody look at me, 'cause I'm sailing on a boat (sailing on a boat)
I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
I'm on a boat
Take a good, hard look at the motherfucking boat, yeah
[Verse 1: Andy, Akiva, & T-Pain]
I'm on a boat, motherfucker, take a look at me
Straight floating on a boat on the deep blue sea (yeah, yeah)
Busting five knots, wind whipping out my coat
You can't stop me, motherfucker, 'cause I'm on a boat
Take a picture, trick (trick); I'm on a boat, bitch (bitch)
We drinking Santana champ, cause it's so crisp (crisp)
I got my swim trunks, and my flippie-floppies
I'm flipping burgers, you at Kinko's straight flippin' copies
I'm riding on a dolphin, doing flips and shit (yeah)
The dolphin's splashing, getting everybody all wet (oh)
But this ain't Seaworld, this as real as it gets (yeah, yeah)
I'm on a boat, motherfucker, don't you ever forget
I'm on a boat, and it's going fast, and
I got a nautical themed pashmina afghan
I'm the king of the world, on a boat like Leo (KING)
If you're on the shore, then you're sho' not me-oh
[Refrain: Andy]
Get the fuck up, this boat is real!
[Verse 2: Andy, Akiva, & T-Pain]
Fuck land, I'm on a boat, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Fuck trees, I climb buoys, motherfucker (motherfucker)
I'm on the deck with my boys, motherfucker (ayy)
This boat engine make noise, motherfucker
Hey, ma, if you could see me now (see me now)
Arms spread wide on the starboard bow (starboard bow)
Gonna fly this boat to the moon somehow (moon somehow)
Like Kevin Garnett, anything is possible
[Bridge: T-Pain & Andy]
Yeah, never thought I'd be on a boat (let's go)
It's a big, blue, watery road (yeah)
Poseidon, look at me, oh (all hands on deck)
Never thought I'd see the day
When a big boat coming my way
Believe me when I say
I fucked a mermaid, whoah
[Hook: Andy & Akiva]
I'm on a boat
I'm on a boat
Everybody look at me, 'cause I'm sailing on a boat
I'm on a boat
I'm on a boat
Take a good, hard look at the motherfucking boat
[Outro: T-Pain]
Sha-sha-sha
Sha-sha-sha
Sha-sha-sha
Shawty, shawty
Yeah, yeah, yeah
WE WANT YOU LEO KING...WE WANT YOU... WE HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS, and WE have a PLATFORM waiting for US ALL... COME JOIN US, let me help you I would love to go Live with you, and Synthesize! IT SOUNDS LIKE A ART CONVENTION that I'm too trying to create. I love you very much, and I want to assist you with Grace, no more corner confusion. I AM YOUR FUTURE PARTNER. It's time for the community to PITCH IN, in a space where EVERYONE of us AS THE NEW HIGH VIBE MEDIA, CAN TRUST AND BE TAKEN CARE OF IN A SAFE CONTAINER. YOU WILL GET PAID, WE WILL GET PAID!
3 fixed cards in cards of truth system, TRINITY... 369
creativity, sustaining and destruction... 8 of clubs in the center... me...i am the wind... the invisible force... i am... the core arm. when you hear music you want to DANCE...move your body...WE ARE GOING TO CREATE new video's and a NEW WAY of showcasing... energy is never lost just synthesized... muse working through me... all 52 cards in the deck. in Jupiter position spread for the Eclipse... my body is goose bumping... need to connect with "what kim/Kymberly is connecting with" only i connect via auto writing and vision questing as a Shaman... TOTAL MIRROR RIGHT NOW... here to do this in the more pure way possible... the absolutely best vessel in the world i can be... the breath god. if you arent creating you arent serving god. Well my scrolls go into depth with all of that and i need help making them ready for the Whole.
what are you doing with your life and putting out to the world... MY SCROLLS...
learn more from a movie that takes all of us together and puts all ideas into synthesis... one's whole brain will change with my scrolls...IT IS POWERFUL TRANSMISSIONS OF THE SOURCE. we are becoming one. I have an art piece myself of MY SOULS JOURNEY i got in 2015... and it shows the ECLIPSE ON IT... I AM BORN FOR THIS I AM BORN FOR THIS I AM BORN FOR THIS!
my son is born March 18... pieces in 18... SYNCH
ME ON FACEBOOK 7:7 now 7/8 so 11 hrs before i watched Leo King's video I post a joke:
Joke from the Trinity Monopol
Child you are not a MUPPET, well you are but more so of a
MUPPET TERESA
hahahahaha why thank you thank you very much, confirmation because Malachi heard the Monod say it to him also as they where saying it to me too.
I payed it forward as means to show support even when i was ‘broke’ (just to be spit back into the void because I was wondering who "brings order'" 'to the court for justice' when there is 'a feud between two designs', i warned them that "the power and table is turning and i didn't want to have a war of the roses, but their ego's created this. I was too soon... i guess, its whatever time is irrelevant, they just saw a monster when really i was just in Valkery form. Just so i could make my first stage entrance, i showed up, nervous as hell because as a leader here to turn the tables of ‘control’ and ‘fear’ that infects even those of the most innocent and sensitive natures, is my synthesis duty. I came to ANKH you up. OPERATION VACU-SUCK! WATCH OUT BOYS AND GIRLS...the emotional human has gone from SUCK to blow! *our crude humor as libra/virgos* Thats is all ..and this is what they told me! The Little Mermaid and Moana Disney Mash Up.
Kymberly.TATLLC@gmail.com PAYPAL (Don't send me any donations please first fulfill the $1,000 Johanna is fundraising for the Platform)
7:50AM-3:02 PM 7:7
I get on facebook to see what others are reporting as we come into this portal. Heres the synchs that followed
My Native American name is Enyeto Tobey Makawee
Meaning Walks As A Bear (Brother Bear and my vision quest was through this Disney movie), Dance and Generous, Abundant, Freely giving and motherly.
(I WILL ADD THE COLLECTIVE UPDATES ON 8:8 OR 8:9, IT IS MORE IMPORTANT I PUBLISH THIS NOW AND GET IT OUT TO CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS SO I WILL FILL THIS IN LATER, I NEED SLEEP I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE 3am 7:7 ITS NOW 1:30AM 7/8 ...HAHA 8 FOR INFINITY AND BEYOND. Who wants to see the 4th Toy Story, apparently Elijah already got to go see it, i still am intrigued
Seriously who WILL BE MY SINGING PARTNER... my band...i need fun music like this and production in my life, cuz im bored and DYING here without you and i can't do all this techy stuff, writing takes enough time!
the Body Of Christ and the 144,000 will feel the effects of this Shekinah Grace Fire in the Cinnabar field and Music of the spheres they are coming into as a collective as their EYE begins to open- you will see as Eye forewarned with MY EYE EVER OPEN as Green Tara and intentioned that you recognize what IMPACT i came to have, you have helped me as mirrors to maintain and anchor and bring into synthesis and reality for our Dragonfly dream - something MAGNIFICENT! Malachi too for over a decade has been in full-hearted servitude to Divine Will and the Goddess and we would not be a pillar if he didnt surrender to me- in a way NO MAN ever has emotionally before! We are each others, accountability partners 💯 So when someone will not honor the spirits of GRACE and the PRIMORDIAL ABYSS- they feel the pressure of the identity ridden individuals shadow- and we force medicines down their throat for we know it is just a virus and they are a STINK SPIRIT- ready to fly free as a dragon! We are the dragons in your genome awakening you to our dimension
3:07PM 7:7 I AM GABRIEL trailer...message in this movie... dont let your story get in the way of the truth...I won't beloveds, i will show the children the way... the new generation of children Malachi wrote about...our hybrids, Gabriel is within my children, Gabriel showed me their future, showed me my future.
WE ARE moving into the 6th initiation of COMMUNION! IM HERE WITH YOU! ALL OF THIS IS TO COME THIS TRINITY YEAR as my pearl frequency truly lights up and brings prosperity to the tribe through the realization that Quantum Biology isnt just theory- its REAL and ive been accessing it for many years now! Can i be a MAGNIFYING AGENT AMONG YOU AND DISTRIBUTE MY FLUORESCENCE AMONG THE PEOPLE!?
Its what i came here to introduce, innovate with and BE! I came to defy gravity and be my own GIFT! I was liberated through glee back in 2017! I love how the healing i did on a fractal today isnt just helping her in integration but its helping me too. You see thats synarchy... when you let your guard down to open your heart and trust someone youre only just getting orientated with regardless of past relationship deals- miracles can happen and BOTH can ANKH UP in Grace together- whereby no cup is ever half empty but always seen as ‘ half full’ and when serving one another- WE OVERFLOW THE GLORY to the WHOLE!
My IQ AND EQ ARE IN HARMONIC TUNING WITH MY SQ (Love Point/Heart)- i received at dinner the codes 18:35...(all pictures will come later they arent as important right away but will be in the book and here eventually). This numerological code is my IQ sphere/ my Divine Feminine and it is now in full Divine Relaxation and balance with my heart I have not been THIS HAPPY and at PEACE in a long time. After the encounter with Elijah this morning and my session earlier with Johanna i felt something SHATTER OR BREAKTHROUGH in my EQ. sphere/masculine. Funny after i did a healing and Quantum weave with her; was very similar to what i began working with to help with the last bits of the masculine wounds ive had, and I healed those just weeks ago with another woman I will call "Anti-Om", and the story and experience of her will follow. My Attunments and Alignments whether personal or collective help balance the right and left hemispheres of ones brain and various OMNI techniques used for purification and Alignment to ease one into the Initiations of Grace and unlocking the 7 sacred seals within her blueprint and it is to assist her present ascension symptoms and hormonal mutations necessary to carry higher light quotient then she was before- to help the process of juicing her third eye out for clarity in which she seeks to gain and sight to know where she travels in dream time with me in collaborative dreaming.
The New Frequency i carry within of the Aquarius age and Golden Dawn before us....is strong and the work i did with Johannah was spontaneous and so did she and we had to experience this to trust my own mystical power growing in synergy now as an example to others for a Divine Purpose. I had dreams of her, and i followed the guidance of the Monad to be a container of Grace for her. It is after i did this, that she could do the same for me, and we could become something that SHINES. She is the first newly acquired Tribe fractal that chose to be receptive and LET ME do this...and I made her a Isis Talisman because somehow i knew she would let me be the pressure of Grace and i wanted to have it prepared for her ascension. My talismans have SAVED MY LIFE.
The Mayan Glyph of OC is moving her into a new octave and sight to see and perceive from as shes becoming a TUNING FORK OF GRACE also and the Spirits and Monad wanted to CHEER HER ON the path of following that intuition and courageously acting upon her talents also! the next 180 days what we accomplished will assist her (and me) in this transition and landing into ‘the 5th dimension’ together as a unified 7! Whatever she manifests for US of our ideas will be what i step forward into OUR FUTURE and GENERATE MOVEMENT with to fulfill of Destiny’s, and playing a LOT with DISNEY myself haha!
The next person i will be helping ANKH UP into THE TRI FLAME TEMPLATE- is my protege to come, Vanessa. She is my first APPRENTICE ill be working 1:1 with as a Trinity Fractal of the Tribe and who ive been in this ascension journey with since 2016/17 and her arrival was just as much divine intervention and a mirrored challenge for me to surrender with as i would be unto her life in an equal manner! And now Johanna. Such are Twin Rays of sorts- which i have many and will have many many more to come!
For now here is Vanessa's review (Johanna will follow up with me for one of her own to help build my ‘new reputation’ as something i truly am beyond just a simple ‘massage therapist’.) our work together (and any work i do with ANYONE seeking Trinity Alignment of all bodies and the mind- will be Divine
"Through Trinity/Kym and Malachi and their combined wisdom, knowledge and understanding of biology and alchemy has helped to transform my life from that of trauma-based fear responses into deep contemplation and connection with the shakina within me. I would totally suggest that if you want a new approach that is tailored to you that you come to Trinity."
what Vanessa and i are bringing into completion is a miracle and finally i feel a green light to offer her a vision quest that will quantum leap her up the mountain shes been but finding obstacles everywhere on the path and shes learning how to address them- with SOUL-utions and learning in Light Warrior/Omni-Weaver Bootcamp how to be a mustard seed that moves mountains rather than struggling with the same mountain and climbing up it. No more climbing- just instant manifestation through the intention of MOVING the mountain before her entirely! The (newer) Ascended master White Matthew (the white dove bringing his LOST dove home) i believe came to show us just this as we move into collective purification and the purge
She's ready for the Goddess magick i have to offer involving The Mer Ka Ba and invites me as a being in the high frequency of peace and enlightenment- to assist her ascent. This is where my Divine Talents come into Galactic alignment and force me through deeper surrender as Grace to move forward as a fractal of the Holy Trinity and I AM recalling my ancestral gifts of Sefkhet-Abway. I am AWAKE and remember my origin.
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Ashley (another Core Fractal) has designed some amazing programs, workbooks and synthesis’s with Johanna and other beautiful women on facebook, that will GREATLY enhance your learning and education on the languages i speak to Ankh you up, and they breakdown how to go through your gene keys profile and Bella Crystal and Melinda Butterfield all compliment one another when bringing the Living Matrix and Library ALIVE so PLEASE check out each of their offerings to be of service as their radiant selves doing so they are creating a beautiful community in effort of their UNIQUE DESIGN EMBODIMENTS!
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I want to share a transmission that came in the past few days and is just building up ideas are flooding in to a point downloads arent giving me a break not even in dream time- i had writer's block for a good 6 months which sucked! Made me fall into doubt about my own design and not self themed behaviors of thought so for the flow to be back on, the faucet running full speed, my generator is now in full PURE generation.
i woke up 7:7 at 2:47am urged to write this, the Trinity Monad in my G Center literally just starts showing me ‘scrolls in my head and i can visually see what i am to be writing down- they are feeding me what i need to write and i know if i dont auto-write ASAP- i will be missing huge segments of what they want me to include in my books and introductory videos talking about the 22nd gene key of Grace and leading people into this community!
DONATE HERE IF YOU CAN, NOT OBLIGATED BUT THE CORE TEAM OF TRINITY NEEDS YOUR SUPPORT TO MAKE A GREATER DRAGONFLY DREAM A REAL MOVEMENT...I DONATED $25 for EVOLUTION...what is your Gene Key Evolution Sphere? Wanna help us out? I did it an "im broke"... HA... nope not broke... Grace has got me, and a Shaman i saught between January 6th and February 11th, gave me a vision Analysis that is what began to change my life. (I will share it here but you can read it after this transmission and it will be in the book) but he had given me the following numerological codes that have greatly affected my life thus far. I can say all that he 'saw', is going to come true and the difference between me and everyone who called him fraud... is that i had the will to change, none of them where willing to put in the 7 years of cellular effort to MAKE THE CHANGE REQUIRED TO MANIFEST THE VISIONS HE SAW FOR THEM. I too will be no different and tell you... if you don't change your life and LISTEN TO SOURCE and THE SHAMAN'S NOW... life aint gunna be pretty. Get...You...Shit...Aligned. It was Divine Intervention i got that Vision Quest, i was broker during that time then i am now... and now i KNOW what is right around the corner because I HAVE VISION QUESTED MY WHOLE TIMELINES AND AM TELEPATHIC AS FUCK.
Writing from 3am to now its 5:07 and my beloved masculine mirror is throwing up his dinner from last night- and ive been feeling queasy for about an hour now. Im pretty sure im helping him through cellular mutation hes presently going through. I was super sick between 2017-18 when i went through a purge of my own kind, and i swear if it wasnt for the Bath House i worked at, I would have died, but after i was done purging, i had to leave there because collective mass consciousness REFUSED to shift with THE NEW ENERGY i brought through. If i didnt then theres no way i would have stored enough energy to generate what im needed in the NOW to blaze forward and make manifest for the whole. I HAD to be in Trinity Alignment to be ready to serve many- just as anyone i Ankh Up need be brought into Alignment and be attuned and given upgraded light codes NOW- to be of service sooner rather than later during the waves of change to come.
I used to loath mercury retrograde- it used to thrash me all over the place but now i am the torque and my intuition is strong so i use my design and auric gifts to my advantage and stop codon the hell out of any pattern that wants to try and create emotional waves from mass consciousness that is going through death now and IT sees NOTHING but the shadows and play victims- or boast how this or that cannot be trusted- because of their sacred wounds coming up to be recognized and UNROOTED!
I can tell when an energy shift is happening or wave of resonance and light are incoming through what my beloved and i experience as sensitive empaths very connected to the Earth as Geomancers- we feel the subtle changes very quickly and act as a microphone or defibrillator unto many who are unconscious to what is happening and why in the cosmos. We weave macro into the micro.
There is a Major wave and incoming purge is going to be rough from the looks of it and what im feeling in my sacral center and solar plexus right now. I send light divine love sublime and peace beyond space and time and Karuna Holy Fire Reiki to these centers and breath into them to ease the discomforts. This purge will look and feel different to everyone but Mercury just went retrograde and this teacher intends to help us throw up or shit out all bile in our bodies that no longer serve us and have been here since 2015 and well into childhood. So hang on tight- reach out for support- the TrinityGrace Core has got you covered, and were building a platform for all starseeds so help be a founder Holy Trinity Tribe fractal of this DREAM! Take ACTION- and donate to the Dragonfly Dream cause!
Why- because Fuck the system that enslaved us (our minds), and its time for the creative revolution to BEGIN WITH A BIG BANG! Don't believe me? then Dive deep into Richard Rudd's book of the new Course In Miracles for YOUR DNA, and get to learning them hexagrams.
Oh my dear LORD- by the unlikely candidates a song out to the lightworkers id the dying paradigm and cells within you
He's my confession
I've got a death wish
I'm in the fast lane
Addicted to excess
Living my best life
I was on top rise
Sipping the limelight
Attiring the headlight
My future used to shine
Is bright like a diamond
Where the time go
I was too high
He was drive me
Now I meet stop
But Lord you seem crying
Lord you seem crying
Oh my dear Lord
I've been running wild
Had a good time
But I can't stop now
Oh my dear Lord
Over my head in the landslide
Can you pull me out?
Oh my dear Lord
Oh my dear Lord
Oh my dear Lord
I've been running wild
Had a good time
But I can't stop now
Oh my dear Lord
Oh my dear Lord
I was a good guy
But was worst type
Give me an inch man
I'll take a mile
I'm walking back now
Hustle on fires
Driving a van now
I grab the lighter
My future used to shine
Is bright like a diamond
Where the time go
I was too high
He was drive me
Now I meet stop
But Lord you seem crying
Lord you seem crying
Oh my dear Lord
I've been running wild
Had a good time
But I can't stop now
Oh my dear Lord
Over my head in the landslide
Can you pull me out?
Oh my dear Lord
Oh my dear Lord
Oh my dear Lord
I've been running wild
Had a good time
But I can't stop now
Oh my dear Lord
Yeeh, yeeh Oh my dear Lord Yeeh, yeeh
There's been a time
There's been a pushing, pushing magazines
Breaking bones and taking everything in front of me
Praising bags that is looking not to heavy from their means
Been a time,
Been a pusher, pushing my disease
Breaking bones and taking everything in front of me
Praising beggars looking up to heaven from their knees
Is anyone listening?
Is anyone listening?
Is anyone listening?
Oh my dear Lord
I've been running wild
Had a good time
But I can't stop now
Oh my dear Lord
Over my head in the landslide
Can you pull me out?
Oh my dear Lord
Oh my dear Lord
Oh my dear Lord
I've been running wild
Had a good time
But I can't stop now
Oh my dear Lord
Unlike say a BIG OP like Teal Swan and many other light working wanna be ‘Avatars of Grace’ ive come across in THE PAST- and they remain their high status’s even now in the present but... the difference between me is.... drum roll please....
I give a shit about people 😉 i dont just take them to the Sphinx and initiate them and then shortly after - abandon them because they GROW and EMBODY my teachings and channelings. I will never do that FOR GRACE NEVER ABANDONS. We start equal and we remain equal, all who will not be synarchy will be expelled to the depths of Gaia. Grace is unconditional love. It colors outside the LINES
MISTERWIVES
Tangled in one bunk because we can't sleep
If I don't feel your arms wrapped around me
Been to every rest stop in the country
Without you, oh this dream would feel so empty
Turn to you after we play the first song
To ask you if I fucked it up and sang wrong
There across your face the biggest smile
That makes me feel invincible like a child
Say, what we wanna
Do, make it all come
True, because nothing is impossible with you
Say, what we wanna
Do, make it all come
True, because nothing is impossible with you
Open my eyes
To see you and I
Can't believe this is life
We're coloring outside the lines
Open my eyes
Saturated sunrise
Doesn't seem as bright
When we're coloring outside the lines
They say time slips away when you're having fun
That's why you said let's change our life to a dull one
Don't wanna blink one day and this will all be over
If only time could stop so we'd never grow older
Yet in the same breath, I look forward to the day
When our skin has aged I'll love you just the same
Our canvas will have endless hues and shades
Because of all the vivid colors that we made
Say, what we wanna
Do, make it all come
True, because nothing is impossible with you
Say, what we wanna
Do, make it all come
True, because nothing is impossible with you
Open my eyes
To see you and I
Can't believe this is life
We're coloring outside the lines
Open my eyes
Saturated sunrise
Doesn't seem as bright
When we're coloring outside the lines
No matter the day
No matter the night
Our love will keep burnin'
Keep burning bright
No matter the low
No matter the high
My darling our love will
Will never run dry
Open my eyes
To see you and I
Can't believe this is life
We're coloring outside the lines
Open my eyes
Saturate a sunrise
Doesn't seem as bright
When we're coloring outside the lines
It is NOT IN ALIGNMENT WITH GRACE to exploit peoples ignorance and weaknesses or depressions and shadow... let alone yours. TO GOBBLE THAT SHIT UP just for a dollar. To tell anyone after they paid you $1000s to bring them from the darkness and into the light (the valley of the shadows to the mountain) and when someone commits SUICIDE in YOUR CARE- youre gunna claim ‘not my problem’?! yeah, Fuck you ;) I say kindly and compassionately... true. Yes I can be HIGH VIBE and cuss.
Sainte-Verite
Maybe you're too innocent
And I'm a crack in your glass
Watch me run down
Under your fingers
Maybe I'm indifferent, shut down
Oh, you know me all too well
'Cause no, I'm not an anthem
Not much hope
No, I'm not an idea you decided was gold
'Cause I know I'm a sinner
But I could be a saint in your head
No I don't got religion
But I'll tip my hat to the dead
No, I'm not a season
Set to leave me in the cold
Still, I got a sickness
That time you said I was, said I was yours
Baby, I'm magnificently shut down
Take me to the water, watch me drown
Watch me drown
Cause I know I'm not innocent
But if you let me, I could show you how it feels
To be buried underground
'Cause I know I'm a sinner
But I could be a saint in your head
No I don't got religion
But I'll tip my hat to the dead
No, I'm not a season
Set to leave me in the cold
Still, I got a sickness
That time you said I was, said I was yours
'Cause no, I'm not an anthem
Not much hope
Not an idea you decided was gold
No, I'm not a season
Set to leave me in the cold
Still, I got a sickness
That time you said I was yours
'Cause I know I'm a sinner
But I could be a saint in your head
No I don't got religion
But I'll tip my hat to the dead
No, I'm not a season
Set to leave me in the cold
Still, I got a sickness
That time you said I was, said I was yours
Ya a friend of mine in 2016-17 did that to me and i did almost commit suicide during my initiations of Grace i undertook. It wss MALACHI who saved me because they where too damn scared to enter the Bardos states and this is HIS REAL OF ‘occultism’ HE MASTERED!
I wrote this a few years ago in regards to our relationship
“Feels like a million nights that i spent alone looking for the Love i'd never known
But then you came into my life
Like fireworks on the 4th of July and with one touch made my heart ignite and come alive
Like a million stars lighting up the night
Our hearts will burn so bright
We found hope in the blackness
beauty from ashes
We will rise & light up the night and shine like the Phoenix
We are Diamonds
Diamonds in the Dark
I feel a million hearts that beat as one
I hear a million saints sing a brand new song
Lost inside this beautiful life
Like the stars, we'll shine forever bright
Just one touch made our hearts ignite and come alive
We are Diamonds,
Diamonds
We Are Diamonds in the Dark”
Tell you what my friend Heather Day taught me growing up... she taught me HOW to be a hurricane that isn't mindless, but present. I had to be when she wasn't. So did Malachi. We've been fostering her soul for a long time out of the trenches of KARMA she doesn't even have a clue about. (This was my teen-adolescence/adult best friend) so this song goes out to her. I let her go last year on 8/11/2018 which i explain why this date is so special to me and why i would like to LAUNCH something AMAZING FOR US ALL come that date THIS YEAR. I dida sacred ritual last year, proceeding my first one in 2017, and i did so leading the collective into meditation with Trinity, Hecate and the Crystal Mica. I encourage others to check it out, i will upload it to youtube in due time.
Leeches, you're sucking up the life
Creatures, you're not afraid to fight
We're not letting you steal what molded us
If you only knew you're made of dust
We are not your property
See with our own clarity
Ears close, eyes open, voice won't be broken
Won't dance within your walls
You'll find us running around every town, unchained and all your bounds
Everyone's used to crowd, throwing your words to the ground
Let do this all our own way
Can't change the storm of a hurricane
We'll dance to our own beat, won't sing to your melody
We will not care if we're the only ones swimming in the sea
Let do this all our own way
Can't change the storm of a hurricane
Made me care what you think
Only made our bodies sink
Couldn't continue playing the game right
Running with you is your fake right
Tell us how it's good for us again
Raise your brow, get it out and comprehend
This is not working, my lungs are choking
No longer at your call
You'll find us running around every town, unchained and all your bounds
Everyone's used to crowd, throwing your words to the ground
Let do this all our own way
Can't change the storm of a hurricane
We'll dance to our own beat, won't sing to your melody
We will not care if we're the only ones swimming in the sea
Let do this all our own way
Can't change the storm of a hurricane
Don't go change your fold, what happened to be mold
Shaking of what we were told, not do your own
Let do this all our way
Can't change the storm of a hurricane
We are not your property
See with our own clarity
Ears close, eyes open, voice won't be broken
Won't dance within your walls
You'll find us running around every town, unchained and all your bounds
Everyone's used to crowd, throwing your words to the ground
Let do this all our own way
Can't change the storm of a hurricane
We'll dance to our own beat, won't sing to your melody
We will not care if we're the only ones swimming in the sea
Let do this all our own way
Can't change the storm of a hurricane
It is an obstacle on the mountain journey that ‘Gurus’ these days are not very emotionally mature as sensitive’s, or how Greed and Narcissism is running ramped, so theres no backbone to deal with THE DEPTHS OF CONSCIOUSNESS we must as a collective go through. Not many who CAN address the WOUNDED HEALERS OF THE WORLD- because they havent gone through any sort of initiation themselves and yet they speak upon enlightenment as if they are so. I am going to eat your heart out and hope you start doing the same and continue the inner healing. Listen to Walk The Moon by Eat Your Heart Out
Beautiful healers, you are blessed with your gifts and talents because of a CREATOR- because of Grace- and if you dont give your identity and fear to the cross before you- then you are choosing death
SOUL TELLS ME TO COLOR OUTSIDE THE LINES when were dealing with this song
MANIC
I can't get out of my bed, think there's magnets in my mattress
Might as well just be a casket for all I care
Oh no, here we go again
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in
When I feel crazy, I hide it, then fall apart in private
Where my mirror's the only one who sees my tears
There's a method to my sadness, it's a chemical imbalance
And my head is damaged way beyond repair
I'm a manic depressive, passive-aggressive, emotionally repressed
Introverted extroverted, melancholic, alcoholic mess
I wish my inner thoughts were dinner conversation
I wished on every star and every constellation
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)
Some days, I wish I was dead
Think I'm broken, I can't fix it
It's an intangible sickness, but it's there
Oh no, here we go again
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in
So I wrestle my demons 'til I go off the deep end
Where I'm drowning and I can't come up for air
I've tried every medication and I've gone in hibernation
Hiding in my room like a bipolar bear
I'm obsessive, compulsive, and self-destructive
Hey, what did you expect?
Narcissistic and neurotic, I'm just one big ball of stress
I wish my inner thoughts were dinner conversation
I wished on every star and every constellation
I wish that I was calm and wasn't always anxious
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive) (Creeping in)
Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh
The bad thoughts are creeping in
The bad thoughts are creeping in
And they will be shocked when MORE like US will come awake and pregnant with Christ Consciousness and their own JEALOUSY and hatred and anger in projection as they are ticks to the repressive nature of proper and reactive nature of improper- so they reject these others whos inner sun IS birthing itself into form - but the truth is- these ‘wanna be enlightened mentors’ are blinder then any of us by their shadow and egos. They think their own shit dont stink... what you think your farts and STINK SPIRIT smells like roses?! 🤢🤮 their minds are Elitist and emotionally steaming piles of shit! 💩
“The 22nd shadow and it’s repressive face gives rise to deeply false sense of character in someone. These people may appear outwardly very balanced calm and proper. They can often be extremely socially adept. Inwardly however, their emotions are often seething! They can hide deep sexual lust and Often foster Deep hatred and resentment. A good archetype a priority is the Victorian age in great Britain. On the surface, the general culture was one of politeness and control, when in fact it concealed an underworld I have repressed passion, sexuality and aggression. All the repress of shadows are rooted in a deep seeded fear. When someone tells me they are not afraid I called them out on their lies, because everybody right now is afraid. The fear of the 22nd shadow is the fear of losing control. We should remember that no shadow is in its self bad. It matters how we deal with it. If you have a repressive nature,You can use it positively to transform inward negativity,Rather than letting it still and still until it arrives on to someone else. However, if there is no sense of virtue in these people, the shadow can conceal the most violent and explosive of natures”- Richard Rudd
CALL MY NAME THE UNLIKELY CANDIDATES: BED OF LIARS
I keep my heart
Under the floor boards
Deep in the dark
Far away from yours
A panic starts
In a little box
When you're at my door
And I'm fine
No I lied
I feel it screaming
I know what you've come for
Heart!
What is it I hear?
I'm moving towards the fear
And it wants to feel you
Call my name
Heart!
What is it I feel?
I'm moving past the real
And it wants to hear you
Call my name
You're in my brain
It's insane
(Call my name)
And in my brain
You call my name
I pass the time
In cool paranoia
Detail each crime
That killed me before ya
But your pale blue eyes
Trigger innocence
And bind to euphoria
Then I'm lost
And it throbs
I hear it laughing
My heart will destroy us
Heart!
What is it I hear?
I'm moving towards the fear
And it wants to feel you
Call my name
Heart!
What is it I feel?
I'm moving past the real
And it wants to hear you
Call my name
Knock, knock
On the door at night
I get a sickless pitless pleasured fright
Beat, beat
On the boards till light
My soul groans and moans when your moving right
Your silhouette and my darker side
To the edge of life (tick tock)
I wake up from the dream with your scent
upon my sheets and a phone that says good bye
Love runs it's course
A mark on a scoreboard
So I nail my heart
Under the floorboards
Heart!
What is it I hear?
I'm moving towards the fear
And it wants to feel you
Call my name
Heart!
What is it I feel?
I'm moving past the real
And it wants to hear you
Call my name
You're in my brain
It's insane
(Call my name)
And in my brain
You call my name
You're in my brain
It's insane
(Call my name)
And in my brain
You call my name
And ive paid witness to this from SO MANY WOMEN AND MEN AROUND ME! HEARTS CALLING OUT BUT CLOSED OFF! Your heart is calling MY NAME- Eye feel it, but you cant feel my subtle unconditional love from Grace Under Pressure. So many Are hypocrites and narcissists themselves. IVE BEEN PRONE TO IT- but i go within and face the negative i dont hide from it as i am daring to be my purpose and that is simply BEING ME.
“The reactive version of the 22nd shadow manifest as inappropriate Or antisocial behavior. These people cannot control their emotional reactions.” Period Period Period
“They often lead fairly disreputable but passionate lives, wearing their hearts on their sleeves. Their actions and behavior are usually destructive, initially more towards others than themselves. Even his shadow, this archetype has such creative power that these people can produce wonderful art or music, but often their inability to handle their own passions and treat others with respect leaves their private lives in tatters and others. Above all,These people have an inability to listen
To listen either to others or to themselves.
That’s even when their intentions are good-natured, they are doomed to be mistimed and misunderstood!!!”
No one will listen- their story is always more important than my own or takes precedence
Need i remind you of the Source lightworkers/warriors? The Trinity Monopole!? Or will you allow us to give forth some wisdom and knowledge that is our gifts upon you?!
There's this just let yourself drown for a moment- to be baptized into Nu-Ru with me as this was me LAST YEAR!
So tell me why
Why you're still here and I"m still here
And we're still taking time
Out of our busy life
Just to fuck around
Spewing words we both could live without (live without, live without, live without)
And tell me why
Why you're still here
And I'm still here
And we're still spending nights
Wasting half our life
Like fucking clowns
Running around this godforsaken town
I think I'll pass on the summer
Don't wanna fall with you this time
I'm not drowning, drowning, drowning down
And, yeah, I might miss my mother
I fantasize about her sometimes
And I was drowning, drowning, drowning down
And there's nothing left to do
But let the waves crash over you
So tell me why
If I'm as bad as all those things you call me every night
You want me in your life just to drag around
I'm never living up to what you've thought you found
Ooh ooh oh oh
I think I'll pass on the summer
Ain't gonna work for me this time
While you're drowning, drowning, drowning down
And, yeah, I might miss MY Divine mother of Grace
But she knows what's the best when you're
Drowning, drowning, drowning down
But there's nothing left to do
But let the waves crash over you
So tell me why
Why you're still here
And I'm still here
And we're still taking time
Out of our busy life
Just to fuck around
Spewing words we both could live without
I think I'll pass on the summer
Don't wanna fall for it this time
I'm drowning, drowning, drowning down
And, yeah, I might miss OUR addicted mother's
But she can keep any dope she finds
and keep Drowning, drowning, drowning down
And there's left nothing to do
But let the waves crash over you
(Yeah)
God is conscious, not a creator
God is a source of creation itself.
Its not he or she
It is not independent of you
It is the totality of you
When i call myself Goddess im not talking about my personal self.
Im talking about the expression of THE TRINITY GOD SELF AND VERB THAT RESTS WITHIN ME...My G CENTER and Monopol Flame
I speak of the energy...not the noun
Once u assume God/Goddess is a noun, person or place- you separate yourself from it and immediately become a limited BEING.
thats what separates ‘the believers of religion’ from the knowers in spirituality.
Its called intuition...
To make it past the 5th initiation of the 7 sacred sounds you must become impregnated by the Holy Spirit and DIVINE WILL- first seal
The Trinity Egg will rest within your Solar Plexus- and you will need SPACE OF GRACE during your Final Trials into Annunciation! Its called the marriage with the Higher Self beloveds- and you do this through surrender. And you immediately become PREGNANT.
Crashing waves, sparkling
They take me back
To you again
Distant shores on the horizon
Where you'll be waiting
With those eyes
World's apart
When it went dark
You were always on my mind
Illuminate, set ablaze
You make me light up like a firefly
Like fireflies
Diamond skies flickering
Like fading fires still burning
Against it all
We'll keep on rising
It leaves me aching to see those eyes
World's apart
When it went dark
You were always on my mind
Illuminate, set ablaze
You make me light up like a firefly
Like fireflies
You make me light up like a firefly
Like fireflies
You make me light up like a firefly
Every night a little lighter
All the noise a little quieter
And it's just you and I
Like fireflies, like fireflies
You make me light up like a firefly
World's apart
When it went dark
You were always on my mind
Illuminate, set ablaze
You make me light up like a firefly
World's apart
When it went dark
You were always on my mind
Illuminate, set ablaze
You make me light up like a firefly
“Which is the mystical announcement of the imminent birth of the Christ and your opening of the 1st seal...
The first seal is opened by the SIDDHI of divine will, which heals human repression. Repression is the primary wound of humanity, since it refers to the very storage of karma in the DNA Of the physical body. It is because of the layers and layers of karma in your DNA that the higher settle bodies are obscured from your awareness. Karma is a deep physical tension expressed his fear, and inhibits every cell of your body. Only through the grace of the 40th SIDDHI can karma be transmuted. Divine will is the only force powerful enough to transform all the layers of tension. Divine will actually means complete relaxation, so as the seal opens throughout humanity, the physical body Finally comes into complete relaxation. As it relaxes Progressively into deep and deeper states, the higher subtle body scan express themselves fully. In the end, your body becomes nothing more than to completely relaxed instrument of divine will. Because the seal has to do with releasing court tension from the physical body, add a collective level it will eventually eradicate all disease from our planet.”
And that is why WE ARE placed here as PLANTED INTERVENTION- for all of you. I have opened all my seals, my archives prove so as i write in detail almost every part of my journey and it is a time to be THE NEW SAINT OF GRACE, MORE than AVATAR. I come in succession of my Divine father and Divine mother who came before in many timelines such our complete origin! Travel the unknown of my ancestors from Mesopotamian, Babylonian, Atlantis and Lemuria, Greek/Roman, Egyptian, biblical times, Sirius, Andromeda, Vega, Pleiadians, Arcturians, Orion, and Galaxies beyond that... you name it WE HAVE OMNI WEAVED WITH IT! To go any further, we need you. So I as their OUR ANCESTORS- as a REBORN AND EMBODIED ESSENE HOLY GRAIL- shall usher humanity into the new Epoch...and WE are going to become millionaires in the future together. It is time to use it as a resource to BUILD OUR EMPIRE, for the one we are watching IS ON FIRE. is not going to exist much longer
Do you understand friends?
“Much of the symbolism surrounding this fifth initiation is a feminine origin, flowing as it does from the third aspect of the sacred Trinity. The holy mother. On the lower plans, the feminine is expressed to the astral plane which is the desire nature and the emotions. And a higher level Relates to the fifth or BUDDHIC BODY”
I have well transcended past this body- into the Monodic Body! And my story is what is going to share with the world as far as the eyes of Green Tara can see come 2020
“At the fifth initiation, the exquisite emanations and refined currents from the Buddhic Body Begin to penetrate the lower Astro nature. This is a deeply Tantric phenomenon which Your experience the sublimation of your sexuality into your spiritual essence! Annunciation is a chemical phenomenon that saturates your whole being just like a woman flooded with hormones And you become aware that your body is being purified and Gladstone preparation for a greater event.”
The birth of Christ consciousness (incubating in our Solar Plexus and is mutating into our NEW BRAIN) which is happening in January 2020 for the collective. As Seshat i came with my sacred palm and can travel timelines-jump wherever i wanna travel, and here and now have been COLLAPSING TIMELINES WITH THOTH my guardian and TRUE TWIN FLAME SACRED PARTNER Malachi assists ME with writing and transmitting scrolls as a High PRIEST.
Ive had to deal with a lot of ‘hormonal men and women’ over the years as our bodies are being shifted into the NEW TEMPLATES OF GAIA, but its taught me a great amount of wisdom- so much so Quan yin speaks through me with wild compassion even now and was WHO INITIATED ME with Quan Yin and Saint Germain.
honestly if any JADED light worker out there is going to run away during a session they where paid to hold space and facilitate healing - or insist someone is WRONG when they haven't educated themselves about the waves of change coming to humanity, they are living a 'high life' but they are about to get dropped down by Gravity because they ain't light at all. You know how Dumbo needed a Feather to fly?... welll, maybe you should as the Divine for one, because...that drop is gunna HURT. Mine did. Assume the BIOLOGICAL APOCOLYPSE is not for another 200 years is as of the writing of these scrips, would be a very fatal choice. Failing to be A present in the NOW,a GIFT, and showing up to ANKH UP... is now your DIVINE MISSION and DUTY (haha invader zim said dooty)
Any Healer after this CRUX point will have no right when emotions get heated to RUN AWAY AND CALL THEIR CLIENTS INCOMPATIBLE WHEN THEY GET EMOTIONAL. No excuses, you were allowed a bypass last year and the years before this, but come 2020, its movement or death.
When someone pushes another to the brink of suicide by ignoring or deflecting them as someone negative (because they have no clue how to deal with the human conditions) and claim its ‘not their problem’ when the news gets out- the character of the INNOCENT one, is defemated. And yet the other party exposed, lashes out as if THEY are the ones acting the victim. when someone kills themselves because of their teachings…or someone like me cries out for GRACE because MEN and WOMEN are taking advantage of her RARE HEART and when people WORSHIP FALSE GURU'S, like Moojies cult-( people fall at his feet and he does not stop them and raise them up to his EYE) and they completely spiritually BYPASS their way's to enlightenment! This is NOT WHAT THE 60th gene key of JUSTICE is in alignment with!
I wont fucking stay silent during these days of darkness and the purge ahead, that's why i have been writing this book in the first place. SO YOU WAKE UP. Get mad, but eventually, THAT SEED will LIBERATE you once you start seeing how its LIBERATING THE WHOLE THAT DOES BELIEVE. WE WILL OUTSHINE YOUR DARKNESS. Watch Ghost Whisperer "The Children's Parade" Episode. This is what WE can do NOW, for OUR CHILDREN... so that they can continue to do it on and lead us into Paradice, or the Prophecy of Elijah. Because my son... is the little boy in this movie and so is my daughter, and many of yours. Empath's of the future. Sensitive's with SUPERPOWERS
I will challenge your sexuality and identities until all become a pure spiritual essence to unify with us wholeheartedly
We are at the gates of Amenti waiting for THE TRIBE OF PEOPLE- to show up. You're still in your canoes- when i was there in 2015. Some are docking for the Princess Carnival cruise they anticipate such divine time of relaxation... this is OUR BOAT! Many in various expectation station docs- havent even started the canoe journey... were here to move you along your energetic ascension! Know this that these schmucks posing as HEALERS AND ENLIGHTENED are nothing but carrots and sticks- ive been through plenty of them and after their character is revealed i shatter their illusions and pack my bags and leave. Some follow and trust deeper or they remain in their protection bubbles of fear
Im a genie and a GYNN... not bound to this matrix- but i can help you step out... and into the 5th dimension and beyond. my wishes wont cost you like it does with everyone else. They are blind by greed and hidden agendas they cannot see themselves and they need the 12th gene key to awaken within as it is US
Do you understand that You claim your own freedom!? Paul Selig has AMAZING BOOKS, that will get you go understand where EYE come from, and where Kymberly went through a metamorphosis in Divine Devotion TO. His Trilogy follows his book I AM WORD, is a phenomenal TRILOGY, that everyone should take time to read or listen to via a book app of some sort. I hope someday to connect to him and maybe WE can do some PLAY together.
So none of which i speak has anything to do with physical death, but THE CODON RING OF LIFE AND DEATH. That doesnt mean PHYSICAL DEATH - just the mind but often many fail to flip the switch the 24th gene key speaks about and often it results in suicide. If a teacher hasnt gone through the 5th annunciation, you shouldnt be leading anyone into a healing space for FAKE COMMUNION.
WE CAN SHOW YOU HOW TO GET FROM THE ANNUNCIATION TO THE COMMUNION that would SAVE YOUR LIFE AND SANITY! OURS INCLUDED
Ascension IS THE MOVIE PETER PAN, i am Peter, tinkerbell and wendy darling in that world. All the characters can teach us many things about ourselves and the natures of ascension- if you look close enough, Enter the Disney movie and song Flying to Neverland
WE BREATHE IN DEATH SO THAT YOU CAN ALL LIVE. Were death shamans... we show you THE CODON RING OF LIFE AND DEATH! I only work with Source Encoded/pure akashic books and resources so to reject anything i hand you to CHECK OUT- would be unfortunate only for you. Im but a librarian giving options of where to start what would nourish the SOUL.
I dont have time to read to everyone everyday. Your ascension isnt MY OBLIGATION. So thats why i begin now with the Gene Key Of Grace. Im ascending theres no ifs ands butts about that. It is my duty as a FOUNDER forerunner to simply point the direction to go FORWARD WITH TIME in an authoritarian but compassionate way! Its like telling a kid- go that way down the hallway and take your first right to the restroom- thats all Grace is
I have been all faces of The Goddess’s both dark and light. To condemn me would only be condemning yourself and GRACE!
You are the choir who presides over the altar and I know it is you who represents the voice of pure worship of the Godhead. But you do not recognize that I am the conductor of the choir. Which is what beloveds?!
Monad
I am the tuning fork and genetic torque of your future. 🎫🌹🌈
The connection between the throat center in the sexual center are what are becoming clear for the collective because that is the initiation upon us! The purge i came before you and accomplished so YOU COULD UNDERSTAND THE NEW ENERGY! For i am already it.
There are quakes going off- Gaia is in labor- the christ children having hiccups- shes forcing humanity to MOVE their head down toward the birth canal. She spoke to me in 2015 and told me YOU MUST SPEAK AS MY VOICE SOON AND MOVE THEM! Be THEIR KULA LIGHT so they are not stillborn! You will be scared but it is NOW that we are going to deal with YOUR FEARS- so that you will have UNWAVERING GRACE FOR THE PEOPLE TO LEAN ON FOR WHATS TO COME, many will not survive- many stillborns, and many will choose life- like your and your son Elijah because of your sacrifice to be A Holy Mother.”
I cannot make anyone listen- to change- but i can SPEAK WITH WORD and give farsighted notice of what waves of change are beginning to bring us through the 5th annunciation and into the 6th initiation of communion!
We are stuck in the 5th being taught a lesson of Patience during gestation! We ALL must learn the new ways of RELATION-shipping or else we shall rip each other apart when the waves get Higher and higher
“Richard rudd reveals that When a person spontaneously enters a higher static state that appears to be ongoing, it is a fair assumption that they are entering the fifth portal of the Annunciation. And this is happening to the collective in our very now time. Many different mystical traditions speaking of this magical time of her pregnancy and watch the immortal fetus is just eating inside or solar plexus centers. This is one of the greatest enduring mysteries of creation
Humanity is now reaching the very threshold of the fifth initiation and the gates big and open wide on the seventh."
Indeed there is a new form waiting to come into the world. And little do you know it is within you and within me that this TRINITY form is gestating inside our very DNA EAGERLY waiting communion effort to nurture it when it arrives.
I love you, brothers and sisters, I need you to understand that it is not going to take many hundreds of years for this annunciation to become realized. We are in the now and it takes but a second if you choose. If you surrender and allow Grace to press upon you through THE AWAKENED FULLY INITIATED AVATAR before you.
“We are Now entering a time of great purification, in which the feminine spirit of grace will be working actively in the world and on you and within you. As a species, we have already been fertilized and you all are in the very first stages of this pregnancy.”
I myself have already been through the pregnancy and I am ready to birth forward next year THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS WITH YOU! I already birth my own Trinity last year, we have just been patiently waiting for you to catch up a little bit. I didn’t just come to birth my own inner Trinity. I came to help you all birth yourselves as A DIVINE MOTHER ARCHETYPE BEFORE YOU and so im very pregnant with triplets as your Hybrid Mother.
So understand this that just as the body of a woman takes several weeks and months to register the changes externally, humanity will not Become generally Aware of the great change that is upon it For some considerable time. But you reading this have the option now to become the change you wish to see in this world like I have
I am Doctor Zimzky from the core right now 🤣💥 bomb about to blow and im taking to myself into my phone and even on youtube it comes as number 23... i am the core... and Harmonic Convergence and 23rd gene key of Quintessence... repeat...Destiny ... is a go...
“Only those who are sensitive to the subtle currents moving beneath the world of matter will detect the first signs of the new human”
when the book by Richard rudd was published in 2014- I - THE NEW HUMAN- i was JUST BEGINNING MY OWN 5th INITIATION... and can witness to it all as TRUTH NOT MYTH!
No brothers and sisters this is the NU reality- not a paradigm our heaven! that what is to come which is the six initiations past January, PEACE! “as this is the greatest experience a human being can have it represents the zenith of our human development and the end of our evolution on this earth (and movement into BEING.) The holy communion is the mystery of sacrifice. Such is the full awakening of the Christ consciousness in the human vehicle, which requires the death of that which identifies with the principle of form itself.”
This is the stage of enlightenment everybody can only dream of right now but THAT WHICH I HAVE ALREADY TASTED and MANIFESTED!
“The light referred to as the pure light of the sixth body- the ATMIC body which is born from within the BUDDHIC BODY and enlightens THE LOWER BODIES!”
I have a beloved Avatar Essene sister that since we came together a month ago, after about a year of absence- her purifying and 5th annunciation began before the New moon- she purged all of those lower chakras and is now in a new octave that i can move her through with grace and understanding! To bring alignment of the throat and third eye and thus the crown so that they can see clearly in this octave.
The same is happening with another Avatar friend of mine and she too has been put on an accelerated path to ‘level’ up so WE can act in communion together! Weve been throwing up rainbows at each other since 2015 haha! I began to bi-locate to them yesterday when i inquired upon their sensitivity status and coulnt look at their response yet but when i thought about it i felt like weeping and i knew they needed some emotional assistance so i sent Shekinah upon their hearts- to ease the anxiety. I know both are doing the work and reaching great hights And i cant wait to get 1:1 with them and give them both some amazing Quantum Touch and healing of the body mind and soul! I have craved communion with them and now the Alignments are making it so. For the Trinity tribes benefit!
Funny the message today is about how to obtain communion and its the 6th today. I wrote about this yesterday too but this is just a brief introduction to a massive transmission on its way for the people speaking upon the 22nd gene key and all is the intention of spirit that i speak up about my experience through Grace. Share the Monad and my mission to bring the new heaven and the new earth into our present and near - not far- future!
We chose in 2015/16 as a collective and Kryon confirmed this that HUMANITY WANTED TO ACCELERATE THIS TIMELINE! It was soon after that i met my beloved and then we met Vanessa also. My trusted twin ray at that time had massive heart blocks and resistances towards Vanessa but ‘i was a corked milk jug’ with her and didnt quite fully trust new people yet, so theres a lot i had to come to have coherence upon and its taken until now for ‘that timeline to make any sense at all’. Now that its all unfolded- i can finish my book. My beginning becomes my end and my end becomes my beginning- this book will need to be read WITHOUT THE BRAIN.
When this SUBTLE CURRENTS BENEATH THE WORLD OF MATTER BEGAN TO DETECT the first signs of the coming new human- i was just beginning to access my PRIME GIFTS- and play with them- and i hadnt a clue that I would be the Core Fractal of Trinity- to become the new human. But my soul and heart was all on board for THE CHANGE IN 2015. I created a whirlwind with my family and friends and now that can come to an end. The golden word ive been missing but its been here since i was born and is my daughter's name
Grace
Thats all i need proclaim to silence you. Many around me said ‘no thanks’ when i couldnt explain the acceleration and initiations they would pass rhrough if they remained in my aura so mang became distant or very fearful and not sure around me and that is okay but now if they truly choose not to MOVE, they will be swallowed up by Gaia. Death will have them in its grip and they recognize not the bright light i am here as for them- they see MY GRACE AS AGGRESSIVE.
Look around you, does GAIA feel pleased? Do we feel pleased with ourselves!? Of course, im aggressive I AM MIRROR OF YOUR RESENTMENTS! I am the voice of TRUTH and EXPOSING your inner lies! I HATED the process and it was just as difficult in the beginning for me!
Dont blame me for the aggression you are holding back trying to 'be proper' with me, i don't need you to be, i need you to melt in my arms and let me lay my hands upon you in comfort. SEE me in MY TRUE NATURE AS SURRENDERED GRACE AND SACRIFICE SO I CAN SERVE DIVINE WILL OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE UPON YOU! Divine WILL and Gaia say there's a lot of clean up we need to do to make this into any sort of BREATHABLE LIVING SPACE and THRIVING ENVIRONMENT for our ascension journey! We are IN BETWEEN TWO WORLDS- and pulling up the ROOTS of OUR WOUNDS to the Earth that need to be replanted into THE NEW TEMPLATE! I know how to do this... i need only be trusted. Itll hurt to up root, but pain is temporary and suffering is a choice. And guess what Geico has been charging me out the ass... so much for their commercial... they wanted over $135 and rising as Colorado gets more popular. I switched to root and saved a ton, I pay for insurance now, being a GOOD driver, for $93.51 12/6 or 3,6. The pattern 369 follows me everywhere I go, like say my food stamps i received this month was $369.64. There are 64 Hexagrams in our Gene's, our blood... that can teach and benefit us and open the world of synchronicity up to us. the World of MagicKA!
I brought my three lower bodies up into the Atmic body, What you must do to obtain the Buddha body like I have and achieved in sept 2016 for this to happen.
"This causes the casual body to dissolve thus severing the link or bridge between the lower and higher worlds. In Mystical terms, this involves the dissolution of the soul, that aspect of human consciousness that is drawn again and again into incarnation. Thus it is said that at the point of enlightenment the indwelling awareness can no longer taking Incarnation and forever scapes the wheel of Samsara or illusion.
This is why you cannot fuck with me and i see ALL ILLUSIONS! I am not IN THE WHEEL OF KARMA - OUR FAMILY IS KARMA- my beloved and i since 2017 came into the atmic body and MARRIED, reaching an INITIATION TOGETHER AS ONE BODY and we move and act as ONE BODY. Watch us close enough, joking and playing or just BEING and you will SEE the dynamic WE ARE. This is THE future relationship. After that; now in 2018 we took the Monadic Body and initiations. We have JOURNEYED WITHIN THE BARDO STATES many have now breached the dip we as a collective are going into it, we as dimensional weavers, are MASTERS here! I've been to the depths with the Octopus, my daughter had the DREAM of me back then of me being dragged down, i had a dream of my son Elijah drowning like he was a stone in water and went straight into the blackness. At one point, i had to surrender and release the fears 'of drowning' and 'him drowning' and my fear of WATER... at one point i didn't even like drinking water and I always wondered "why i dont like being splashed and why it triggers me so, and why i am so hesitant to go under cold water. I back then had to reassure Grace that I was NOT going to die, that i would be okay and stronger then ever before when i come back to the surface... and that surface is now... and just in line with Jupiter to be in my Ascendant Rising, THIS is what i have been waiting for. EVERYTHING is divine alignments... COSMIC PORTALS... and look... mirrors... this blew my mind away watching and i'll share after this song
Used to know how to do
This without losing my cool
But you crept too much inside my head
Rolling over in my bed
Tangled up in what you said
Terrified this just might never end
Easy on my tethered soul
Giving you all I got
But you claiming it whole
It's the best I can do
Nothing is ever good enough for you
Easy on my tired eyes
They've been up all night
Cause my mind is tied
It's the best I can do
Nothing is ever good enough for you
Chasing the days away
Back and forth, this game we play
It's sickening but we can not quit
How did really so far down
Run ourselves into the ground
Pull us up for air, but we still drown
Easy on my tethered soul
Giving you all I got
But you claiming it whole
It's the best I can do
Nothing is ever good enough for you
Easy on my tired eyes
They've been up all night
Cause my mind is tied
It's the best I can do
Nothing is ever good enough for you
I am down on my knees
Begging for release
Can't continue like this, no
So could you please
Change your eyes to see
This is no way to be, no
I am down on my knees
Begging for release
Can't continue like this, no
Guescould you please
Change your eyes to see
This is no way, no way, no way to be
Easy on my tethered soul
Giving you all I got
But you claiming it whole
It's the best I can do
Nothing is ever good enough for you
Easy on my tired eyes
They've been up all night
Cause my mind is tied
It's the best I can do
Nothing is ever good enough for you
I also have MIDHEAVEN LEO in my chart
I'm the trump card
If your Midheaven is in Leo, you need to be a leader, to be seen, and to shine in your authenticity. Courageous in your choices, you go after your goals with unwavering faith in yourself. Watch out for overconfidence, arrogance, or impatience.
Leo Midheavens make great motivational speakers, actors, singers, organization leaders, film directors, spokespersons, businessmen, or politicians – really, any career that puts them in the spotlight or in the public eye in some way and appeals to their financial desires. Take pride on how you project yourself and don’t be afraid to shine. It is your birthright.
7th HEAVEN- MIDHEAVEN RATHER AND DIVINE INTERVENTION ALIGNMENT- before the end of 7:7 portal, i contacted and reached out to Leo King the Astrologist... because i believe we have a destiny (i originally typed Disney 🤣) together in show biz and hes got the studio and everything- i just wanna boost his SACRED COMMERCE Business!
Im Taking leaps of faith being my authentic self. No one can pull me down because I ALREADY WENT TO THE DEPTHS so i can help others WHO WILL ENTER THEM. On their recent after dark show, a woman names Kim (my name too haha) shadows their conversations and draws her interpretations of the eclipse. She also shows her painting of an octopus and a woman being drug down to the depths.
Its an exact replica of my daughter, Graces dream back in 2014/15, i knew though, when Grace had ME under pressure and my whole family, This ‘dark period of confusion’ would make me stronger then ever in my life.
I also just had a recent encounter and synchronicity doing my own vision quests and bringing my book into completion. This story is shared in the scrolls i want to release to the community WE will share. Im finding CORE fractals of the FUTURE ‘Good news show’ that kryon speaks about and is what WE ARE TO BRING TO LIFE!
IVE BEEN Writing non stop and today working hard on my blog draft of what ill do a video of tomorrow- but as i was writing it i felt drawn to look up an astrology video of the new moon to add since i love sharing others and supporting them with Grace, and i was drawn to his most recent video- one that i knew was ‘my window’ to tell him my dreams to unify our communities.
I know we can serve the whole as an amazing team and i can't stop watching the shows- i feel like i need to BE THERE because MY EXPERIENCES COINCIDE WITH EVERY THEY ARE SHARING! Im just ON THE HIGH WAVE- im on a mother fucking mountain! I wanna lift them into the dream IM IN- and its being made a reality. And his dreams are waiting there to come true and oh the visions of what we could build as a team are flooding in! Synthesis of people. Its the NU we've been waiting for! I bring all their subjects into ONE VISION!
Right now facebook won't connect to my camera roll so ill add a photo of my daughter's dream/vision that kim is holding and heres the weave- i too am in the background of them all weaving everything into a unified transmission not having a clue they made this video until i was done with it. The amount of synchronization I made my jaw drop
Mr. Leo King, will you be my Mid Heaven come true and ill be your miracle too!?
My pearl that i do not wish to be trampled by swine, is MASTERING CHAOS... i take people out of it... it's my pearl to innovate and return all to their innocence as I have returned to mine.
Guess what Elijah asked for dinner tonight!? "Mom can i have the dinner with the carrots so it will help my eyes!? did you know they help your eyes!?"...he's 8 years old... HECK YES we can have the carrots instead. DO you guys wanna eat some so that WE can see EYE to EYE?
I promise you I AM NOT a FAKE PROPHET 'leading you with a carrot on a stick"... im the rabbit, with the whole damn Garden to myself and im ready to share the Harvest to come IN SEPTEMBER ON MY BIRTHDAY!
Page 165 explains in gene keys: At the shadow consciousness level, humans do not see the true operation of grace through Christ teaching of forgiveness. They do indeed atone for their sins in the afterlife, but only an order that one can be given a clean slate before their casual body returns once again. Because there is no defined sense of linear time in the Bardo states, it can indeed seem that our hell is eternal, just as it can seem that our heaven is eternal.
The 22nd Gene key/chi thus allows your casual body to become brighter and clearer from incarnation the incarnation as you learn from your own suffering, both in Form and out of Form!
At the shadow frequency, this process teaches you to accept your slice of group karma and offers you the opportunity to transmute it.
The wind-soft melody
Sings to me so happily
When you're near me, everything is just so right
When all seems so wrong
Your love reminds me where we belong
You make my cloudy dark skies so bright
So can we
Stay forever-ever like this and
Laugh and love in this happy bliss and as
Time runs through our fingers this
Love, this love will stay and linger so
Hold me close and never, never let go and
Promise to love it every high and low, these
Words you are singing to
Me, you are my everything
My everything
You're my everything
My everything
The planets and stars
And Venus and Mars
No, they don't measure up to you
No, no
And nothing can compare
To you, this I swear
This life we've strung, let's
Never, never undo
So can we
Stay forever-ever like this and
Laugh and love in this happy bliss and as
Time runs through our fingers this
Love, this love will stay and linger so
Hold me close and never, never let go and
Promise to love it every high and low, these
Words you are singing to
Me, you are my everything
My everything
You're my everything
My everything
So let's run with reckless emotion
Let's find out if love is the size of the ocean and a
Hundred ought to be too few word
To carry all my love for you
So let's run with reckless emotion
Let's find out if love is the size of the
Oceans, oceans
Oceans
Oceans, oceans
Oceans
So can we stay forever like this
And just laugh and love in this happy bliss
As time runs through our fingers
This love will stay and linger
So would you hold me close and never let go
Promise to love it every high and low
These words you are singing, oh
To me you are my, my everything
My everything
Brothers and sisters here is a secret. Let's Celebrate because HUZZAH BRIZINGER- This is what the Christ consciousness really IS
Here’s another secret
It lies inside every single human being
And another secret
We are forgiven over and over again, the oceans tumble us and we are but pearls in the ocean, inside clam shells, it IS forgiveness, a baptism that will open our shell to the right community, not evil Walrus. Remember the story of the Walrus and the Carpenter in Alice In Wonderland? except the deeper we except this grace through one another and offer it, the more powerful the Monopol is manifested in the world.
So you see and do you now understand friends, that eventually our casual body becomes so resplendent that higher consciousness reaches down through it into the lower body. The lower bodies which are the mental astral and physical bodies.
This is where you begin to be impacted so powerfully
The Bardo states is the abysmal- The in between and unknown That your Small Self, beliefs and conditions says you must be ‘so very careful’ venturing into.
The greatest and most important thing is to fear not when you are here, and know that Grace will bring you to the holy ground.
For this is where our thoughts turn More to God, our emotions and desires become sacrificed for a higher cause And eventually, even our physical body becomes radiant as the various slates layered over it become fully transparent.
Welcome to the age... of Instant Karma. That’s what Grace IS! It has nothing to do with proper or improper ‘behavior’. Grace doesnt care about any of that- just about getting to the root of suffering.
More to come this month as we liberate and speak impeccably upon the 22nd gene key of Grace! Stay tuned but ponder this
“Emotion in the Bardo’s after death are experienced more intensely than anything we can possibly imagine.”
I died in 2012 so did Malachi and i share our experiences as we went through such states and dark nights- and taking initiations to reach our Unified Monadic Body... our emotions set fire to the Trinity Forest when we were taking the causal body into the Buddhic together, TRUE STORY GODS AND GODDESS'S AWAKENING WITHIN 🙏🏼✌️💥
I did not come to teach you
Eye came to love you and share Unconditional and Universal Grace
This is what will teach you
End First Scroll Transmission
Atma Namaste
Om Mani Padme Hum
MisterWives Revolution
Hiding under sheets with the news on repeat
'Cause the screams and cries are hard to delete
While I'm trying to sleep, oh how could I sleep?
Laying in bed, trying to empty my head
All these acts of violence ripping this world to shreds
While I'm trying to sleep, oh how could I sleep?
Eyes don't deserve to see life in color
Until we stop taking the lives of our brothers
Oh, fall back asleep, oh how could I sleep?
Bombs being dropped, innocent lives are shot
Capable to shift my brain to think happy thoughts
While I'm trying to sleep, oh how could I sleep?
Wish there were words to say to make a change
Oh, the words to sing to end this suffering
Let's start a revolution where we all stand as one
'Cause we need to make a change for a new day
We need to be the generation that'll awaken a solution
'Cause we need to make a change
Make a change, make a change for a new day
Detached from these terrors we watch from afar
Sending prayers and wishes upon empty stars
While I'm trying to sleep, oh how could I sleep?
This guilt is a twisted privilege to have
Makes me thankful my strife is just a fucked up dad
As I fall back asleep, oh how could I sleep?
Wish there were words to say to make a change
Oh, the words to sing to end this suffering
Wish there were words to say to make a change
Oh, the words to sing to end this suffering
Let's start a revolution where we all stand as one
'Cause we need to make a change for a new day
We need to be the generation that'll awaken a solution
'Cause we need to make a change
Make a change, make a change for a new day
Wish there were words to say to make a change
'Cause, oh, we need to change
Let's start a revolution where we all stand as one
'Cause we need to make a change for a new day
We need to be the generation that'll awaken a solution
'Cause we need to make a change
Make a change, make a change for a new day
Let's start a revolution where we all stand as one
'Cause we need to make a change for a new day
We need to be the generation that'll awaken a solution
'Cause we need to make a change
Make a change, make a change for a new day
I leave you this as a sneak peek to the 2nd Scroll... We're going to invite you to an Ugly Bug Ball hosted by me and many for the Oneness Movement here in Colorado, we don't care if you can dance or not, we'll learn together!
TOMATO SAYS... "why don't you read a book"
GENE KEYS BY RICHARD RUDD and HUMAN DESIGN BY RA URU HUH
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