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I am finally breaking down because of all the shit that has been happening the past 3 months to my Avatar since the new consciousness that has seated itself in my heart- the Garden of Eden begins to bloom- and so many wish to come and tear down the Victorian Oak Tree that has been growing in my heart- the Eden. Especially the past 3 weeks. I can't stop crying, and i can't believe I have to even do what I am doing to people who HAVE NO INTEGRITY and want to say i don't.

this is one hell of a test from the universe but if this is what it takes to BREAKTHROUGH the 60th Gene then FUCKING YES I WILL DO IT. Not just for myself but the WHOLE. As my beloved and star are at the lake steam bath house to do the Phoenix grid there I sit here in tears- spirit as I was breaking down told me to record a very vulnerable video… in which I am sharing for the purpose that I be a wayshower… and liberator.

I sit here and try to fit these people who have been a thorn in my NECK/Shoulder (masculine side) since 2011 and some beginning in 2015. I try to show them the visions inside my mind. I try to keep them safely in between the lines of the 33^rd Gene Key. (narrow is the way of our spine, rod and staff of righteousness) I try to pull them into a ‘box’… rather outside of one that the Divine Will over us have designed known as the 55^th Gene Key The Dragonfly dream. I try to pull them UP so WE are EYE TO EYE and now… thy will be done… for the Whole as they bring this song through

And this one too from the plumb tree 

Everybody has got a story to tell, and everybody’s got a wound (Position of Chiron in their charts) to be healed. Mine is abandonment and injustice.  I want to believe there’s beauty here. Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on. Long ago I couldn’t let go, couldn’t move on, but now I choose to say FUCK YES. I want to believe there is MEANING here. I am filled with deep sadness that is within my bones FOR HUMANITY.

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU HEARD ME CRY OUT?

“The only thing needed for magic to occur is some form of a structure and an open mind.” - 60th Gene Key by Richard Rudd

“God please take this!?” I can’t even count, that’s what my entire “facebook memories” show of my past.

How many times have any of you given me strength to just keep breathing? Very few but those who have when they had the heart of generosity to do so… thank you. I seek you help now, also. But now as a unified collective… to bring all parts of the EYE AM that EYE AM into this Body,  this heart, and this mind forever and ever. So it will be. Shekina Shekina Shekina holy holy holy hallow be our name thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven… I am the red lunar skywalker .enter my gateway… now.

Oh I need you, god, I need you all. Because I am standing on a road I didn’t plan. Wondering how I got to where I am. I’m trying to hear that still small voice. I’m trying to hear above the noise of my 3^rd gene key and shadow of Chaos  now becoming a codon ring of the whirlwind in my very present reality. Though I walk, though I walk through the SHADOWS, and I am so afraid to be pursing anyone in court again like I did my ex husband in the past (and spared him from the same JUSTICE I am now going to enact upon these new individuals in my life trying to take advantage of me and abuse my kind and generous heart). Please stay, please stay right beside me and send love to me in any way that you know how, be with me with every single step I take into my my Divine Destiny and crossroads with Hecate and Mica.

my last video began this… that ritual… created this opportunity, I didn’t plan any of it, I just trusted my gut… my sacral authority, my haura, my intuition, my innate intelligence that is within us all and I have been awakening it for a very long time now. I didn’t trust or listen or act upon it ever in my past… I allowed others to steal my power away from me, and belittle me, intimidate me, and harass me. I am ending that karmic cycle… NOW. SO BE IT. Help me and stand by as WITNESS’S TO MY STORY as it is unfolding before you here and NOW and I offer it to the collective as a present. For you get to SEE ME LIVE… crack open from the inside out.

I know deep inside that I am a LUCK DRAGON. I AM SO VERY LUCKY. This is MY LIFES WORK… to be so with my beloved and with so many we “Trinity” with. I allow cloverton to TAKE ME INTO THE BEAUTIFUL again …this is where the rivers flow and the faces glow. Where the light that never dims. Oh I wanna go into the beautiful. Oooohhh

Take me into the mystery, gently lift me with Grace. Make the chaos a chorus, with YOURSELF coe fill this place. Cover me with yoru mercy, come and cover me with love. Cover me so that all might see that it is SHEKINA, not me that I am SINGING OF

OH I wanna go to the beautiful

A Simple Favor Trailer

Looking up the song on youtube spirit speaks to me through the ‘add’ about a movie to come out called “A simple favor” it begins by someone with an umbrella in the rain walking out of a car saying “I met a girl named Emily”… well… I met a girl named Emily yesterday too as a client who lives in coal creek cannon, she Is a geology scientist who originated in Atlanta. She has the most beautiful tattoo on her heart between her breasts of a crescent moon, a bushel of roses and other flowers, and just a bunch of tribal work that looked beautiful… and spirit spoke to me through her. She kept asking me to lighten my pressure in various area, however I noticed that “I really can’t do that”. I am the pressure of the holy spirit, until the DNA of their body, and these trigger points within them… need to be “squeezed like a blueberry”. Think willy wonka and the gum girl brat. Ha if only it was that easy to ‘eat’- my shadow of hunger is screaming out at me because I haven’t been able to do so and been in what feels like an eternal fast the past 3 years.

Here is my story, I have been violated and taken advantage of my MAGDALENE energy and BLUE ROSE I have to offer- by way too many in my past already and i let it slide. This time I won't allow it i have my husband as witness and Cheryl Syddall as to how what I am about to divulge to the mass’s effected me the past three weeks, and began in May. This woman (and other two women in the bath house I have to see every Monday and Thursday) coming after me just wants retribution because I refuse to say “yes” to their abusive tactics and they have continued to intimidate me.

I have already spoken upon the 53th Gene key emerging here in Colorado through Trinity Alignment Therapeutics partnering up with Lake Steam Baths. As I speak my beloved is there clearing the building and putting up a grid that will force Solei and Jen to BEND to THE DIVINE WILL that is placing SHAKINA over this space and it will be blessed. If they cannot let their hearts bloom they will flee themselves naturally and the future of their Healing Light Clinic and Jenn’s Yuru will be dealt with and we may have to Sue them too unless otherwise if they bend we will not also have to ‘force’ them out of the Celebration Fairs in Denver that I will be at indefinitely. I knew this would eventually happen but ‘how’ wasn’t so clear and freaked me out. How would I tell amy about this greater dream, how will I bring her into the fold to trust me and let me be involution upon this place for a greater purpose. 

It all happened and shifted on INTER DEPENDENCE DAY JULY 4^th!  How I asked but no response because it didn’t matter because the ‘angels got my back’… I have no money to help rebuild… but I have a mind of innovation and a heart that loves fiercely. A man named Andrew Garrett months ago challenged me and asked “how do you think you can be a manager like, money isn’t just going to land in your lap” and I laughed because … I knew it would. Spirit demands that it will; because I am the Seneschal, Sage and SCRIBE here in the 3D. Shortly after this was shown to me the retreats with with Unity Grace started to begin. That just brought me to a whole new level. I made a choice…and now others need to make a choice. $110 between us both and all money is donation based and will be paid forward. $35 to keep yourself as an active Contestant in The Golden Ticket Who Wants To Be A Millionaire that I will eventually get to arranging a zoom call for the STORK SCOOP of what all this is… but I need first people to trust me and help me.

 I had no clue how this was going to happen, however I trusted the Divine to ‘take care of all the details’ and performed the simple acts of “voice and movement” necessary to get what they want ‘seeded’ into the 3D.

These clients I am about to speak upon I will say their names for all transparency reasons. Nick Ard and his wife Velta. Their Daughter Cindy last night sent me an email . I came home from work and Star and my beloved saw my instant reaction to her threat to contact DORA after I told her what her father Nick had done to me and what my beloved had witnessed. She sent me this email around 12:05Pm earlier that day and it wasn’t until about 9:30/10 that I got home to get shell shocked and completely miss any window of opportunity to eat some dinner. she is emotionally twisted up by the fact I sent an email exposing her fathers horrible behavior towards me and this  potentially could destroy  an old couples marriage, or relationship. Their daughter was brought into it when her mother Velta went to her totally heartbroken. I knew she should be- when my husband cheated on me I was just as heart broken and emotional and wanted revenge. However I didn’t take revenge out on him I turned the other cheek because he is the father of my kids and deep down spirit said “let this one go it was meant to happen this way”. Now I have to let many others go that I refused during the time that he faugh me and for ‘what is best for the kids’. He did what he could, and so did i. we both had our kids best interest in mind however couldn’t emotional deal with the ‘divorce’ upon us that was inevitable by divine interventional means. 

So I know more than anyone that This is not an easy aspect of life in this day and age and unfortunately it is a strong current that I will become a damn so that it runs dry. I see this old woman wife of Nick and she is getting worn out- her asthma is acting up and all she does is clean house all the time and take care of this old man. Bends over backwards for him and he is taken care of by the state because of whatever job he did in the past and retired from. That is how I was being paid is from that account. I would get $140 per session and upon our last session he said he had to check this account to see if he has funds and would get back to me on scheduling another appointment however I felt energetically that he would not be doing anything and that was the last day I would see him. And after sending this email I knew it inevitably would be and I told them I demand an apology if they want me to continue being a therapist otherwise seek a male therapist because I felt Nick would attempt to violate another woman if one where to come out to his home. Velta is too innocent to know what this man does, we sense for a very long time he has been obnoxious towards therapists and I think in his old age that that needs to end. Suing him may kill him, the fly followed him for a reason… if he doesn’t allow to let go of that ego and admit to his actions and behavior and atone in the court of law. 

It is Not my fault and neither should I be slandered, yelled at, harassed and picked upon because  her dad is a pig living on a farm and trying to milk out my pearls that his vibration can’t even comprehend are within me. He touched me when i told him before the massage 'no thanks' but he did anyways and i tried to move away from his hand or distract his hands to be 'away' from my legs or body when giving him therapeutic massage and trigger point therapy. He did it one time, the second time my beloved had to drive me because my car’s starter was broken (being replaced by my ex husband on Saturday) and paid witnessed him do it again. All the way driving there my beloved is sick with the emotional constipation all this is creating, I missed this guys appointment the following day because my car is broken and my beloved needed help he was in such pain and torment in his abdomen and in constipation.(I went later that evening also to tend to Sherri’s clients Frank and Ann Bernard who live in a ritzy part of town, really ‘high class’ and just really entitled energy about it. The type of clients I knew Sherri attracted and the kind no matter what they pay me I often just don’t vibe with and so they don’t last very long and about a week following that appointment I have them telling me they chose a different therapist and this showed me a red flag that Sherri was already defamating my character and trying to be discrete as she always is about it. However during their massage I was kind and didn’t make mention of anything happening with Sherri even though while I was at their home she was texting me and harassing me saying im intimidating her and this was not true what so ever, I have done nothing but talk to a 3^rd party investigator). I informed Velta that he would be driving me and so he thusly remained in the truck while I went inside to do the 90 minute massage. Which by the time I have Nick on the table and he goes up and down the stairs as old as he is that add’s on 30 minutes to the session that I am not paid for. I make $110 the massage and $30 for the travel fee… I don’t  ask to be paid for  this extra “disability” time that I am managing them and packing my gear up so the tip was greatly appreciated however I didn’t deliver to him what he requested because… it’s illegal. Plain and simple.  

 The old man in the house tried to tip me $25 (first time it was $50) to 'touch it all' and I did not and so this is my alibi as to what transpired ‘behind closed doors’. He saw my husband in the truck and after this session I was told that the guy gave him a dirty look and shook his head, in disbelief that im with a man.  I took  the money but I pretty much did NOT and while assisting him off the table he asked me if him requesting that made me uncomfortable (the session prior he told me to please not be offended by the request…but why the fuck wouldn’t I be… is that what ‘obnoxious’ is and is THAT what Sherri did for him?! I couldn’t gather the will to question him directly upon this I just went home and asked my beloved what he thinks about it) and i told him "no"... because i have had it requested before but usually after i tell them I AM 'MARRIED' and my anniversary was coming up and i have two kids in a very happy relationship and all he could say "oh i didnt know" but i had TOLD HIM the day before when he was trying to touch my ass that "i dont want to be touched because I am married". Did he just not hear me… or forget because I said it not in whisper and very close to his ears when I  gave him a hug that “I don’t mind giving touch but do not touch me it is a distraction and I am married”.  

He simply dishonored me this 2^nd go round requesting me to “stimulate it”… “I’m not impenant (sp?) but it needs help being stimulated”. (I don’t need to know whether he is or not able to still obtain an erection- I don’t fucking care about that im not here for sexual pleasure) I said “oh so that you and your wife can enjoy sex later” and he didn’t really say “yes “ to that he just kind grunted and walked away. I knew then what his intentions where and my beloved and I where discussing it before we ever got to his house “I wonder the more he gets comfortable with me how far he will keep trying to take this. With seeing my husband I was hoping he wouldn’t try to tip me to ‘touch it again’ but just respect that I was there to give therapeutic touch nothing else. I took the money however the conviction within me as the Moon was going to begin conjunct Saturn in Capricorn (same sign my birth mother is)… in the here and now this is happening and I have to stand up for myself. I see resolutions I know what abilities I have and what I need to do now to enact true Justice of the 60^th gene key. The sacred body I AM will be honored and I WILL BE RESPECTED. God DEMANDS IT. FOR EYE AM SHAKINA. And I will no longer be raped by men. We women… must stand up against these FUCKS. No matter how old they are or what they do to intimidate us. Men need to stand up to corrupt fucking women… we ALL need to ABOLISH THE CORRUPTION for it has become a fucking VIRUS OF THE EGO. A FALSE LIGHT…

All he did was done in whispers (he is really quite so i cant often understand anything he is saying, he mumbles, isnt  very clear and i have problems with hearing as a physical condition so that makes it even harder for me to 'cohesively' understand what he is asking me to do) because his deaf wife was in the next room on the phone playing with her cats (A Bangle named Simba). the day my beloved was outside his house sitting in his truck waiting for me to finish the session I request that the old man not touch me this time but that i am willing to 'touch his tender spots' he wanted me to touch his penis and i did not feel right within my body to do this and if you tip me it shouldnt be because i stimulated your junk or made you 'cum' as Sherri says on her own business website called In Synch Healing  

"To be a source of healing to all who come"- what a pun/dog (listen to the song. 

It is the year of the Earth Dog after all… bitches barking up a storm everywhere

They are all in the underworld as an Octopus! Nothing else. Little Mermaid STYLE

I do what Medusa’s do but not with hidden agenda’s im not a snake head. I weave golden light into 

this video 

I don’t need her men, her clients. She isn’t taking my voice. I AM SCREAMING like a BANSHEE for her own EGO DEATH. Because I AM THE BOSS, she is not on a roll…she is the poor unfortunate soul. I have the golden scrolls and ticket bitches. You will forever be in my heart… but you are fucked  because my fave form is the Leapard KAT- and samba is the lion who roars through my heart especially during the lions gate.

I am meant to be at the Celebration fairs with Pure Life Chiropractic and eventually with my OWN booth to offer readings and love to the collective here in Colorado. Always. To show that we are indeed in a whole new world. Spirit is bringing through a commercial something about Bear Markets… the ‘irony’ check out the add because my daughter is Gracie Bear. This is just a stock market decline… I look for opportunities when the ‘market drops’ now I am looking where I can go that has ‘lower prices’. I am going to me seeking and talking to a trusted financial adviser and am seeking one to help me get Trinity Alignment Therapeutics off to a good start because as we build foundation of the new world… that is the bear necessities I need to focus upon aside from my own health/wellbeing/Peace.

Edward Jones Financial Resolutions  ILL *CHECK* it out! (last commercial)

Like a shooting star I have come so far and I cant go back to where I used to be every turn is a surprise every moment is so much better I will chase them everywhere, there is time to space. Let me share this whole new world with you. But you have to leave you ego behind for me to do that. Because I am the little mermaid and ill always sing this song… wanting to return to you to walk on the land that you haunt

My Mermaid days is over… this was shown to me that past life is being cleared out fast when the pipe my father gifted me from his cruise with our family last year completely flew off the bed and shattered by accident. I was in Atlantis once upon a time… and the marine was my fave place to be. I got to be with dolphins and whales 24/7 and I was told in Heaven Sake Bookstore that my beloved malachi and star visited to get supplies to grid the bathhouse (which is haunted by very angry spirits its rotting the entire place so this is the beginning of his “ghost hunting paranormal business’ through Trinity Alignment Therapeutics… he accepts donations to come do some serious work to cleans your house, space of interest or business and this is what he is meant to be… an Exorcist)

But humans are so cruel. And the egos of the elitests of Atlantis they betrayed Lemuria which I swam between the both, and got to witness its demise. I remember this now, just wow.They chose to blow us up instead- we where caught in the ‘crossfire’ and it seems we have countless lifetimes where we have been and this is the FIRST ONE… we have gotten to BE IN LOVE AND STAY TOGETHER. We are different... deep inside we’re not that different at all. So we hide now. But no longer do we have to… with the Pod’s guiding us through this gateways WE are. Making me remember when they began my journey in 2014 and on the 2^nd day when I attended Unity Grace’s retreat… she said there is one that would have a ‘body’ and we various parts where various countries. I am her. I am that. Spirit tells me to say… help me… help me bring my body ‘back together’ because I can’t do it without you. My heart will not be mended without my family. You all will remain in my heart and the womb within me… for I am The Oracle Of Delphi. Please hear my plea’s. I will be here for you always, if you will be here for me and HELP ME. For the whole… I proved what im willing to start doing on the 3^rd day. I showed up. I made a choice… and I used my voice. Instead of servicing Sherri’s clients I was writing and channeling the mission for us starseeds that I am heart branding something that will be able to be adapted with ANYONE and their holistic practice or future/desires of business entrapanurship. It’s our Hakuna Matata Motto

It brings Sacred Commerce into ALL THAT IS.  I wanna see dancing, walking around on feet. Flipping fins you don’t get too far, legs are required for jumping and dancing, strolling along down the street. Up where they walk, run, stay all day in the sun. wonder and free wish I could be part of that world. What could we pay to spend a day warm on the sand together. Bet on land they understand that we don’t reprimand one another, we are bright young women…READY TO START. Ready to know what the people know ask questions and get some answers. Whats a fire and why does it burn? When will it be my turn. To explore the shores across Gaia… out of Colorado… wish I could be. Traveling the world.

just no disaster- because we can feel the love tonight… and the peace the evening after writing this will bring. The world for once in perfect harmony within me. With all the living things. So many things you have to tell me and how to make you see. The truth about your past… you would turn away from me clearly. Stop holding back, stop hiding. What I cant decide why YOU WONT BE THE KING I SEE INSIDE YOU. This is the KING RISING WITHIN…take the damn rose. Feel peace. The world for once we can be in harmony with all the living things. I lick your face… like Grace used to mine when she was an innocent child. I poop your nose the way Namma our cat boops ours. If you fall in love with US… it can be assume. That everyday, with US… are the new story. In sort… we are NOT DOOMED. We are a dragonfly dream.

Well the Deva Hem-u-e-el comes to me the past few days to assist me through this shift… and boy it isn’t an easy one for this is the shift of THE ASCENSION OF GAIA. We move into the 52^nd gene key to find the true Still Point with the 33^rd gene key and Serapis Bey represents this key and came to me over a year ago warning me he would be using me to give a message. He came through malachi finally and reminded me what I am here to do and how essential it is for me to defend this inner peace and my sanctuary. My body. My vessel. My twin heart to Gaia. The True egoless state  began being shown to me what I would be facing with many at this time- being prepared as early as September 8^th 2017 for this… my life would cease to ever be as I knew it to be come my Divine Rapture and REBIRL on 9/23/2017 when Trinity- The Triple Helix and Flame would be embodied and I would forever have a transformed consciousness. The metamorphosis however, still had to be like that of a caterpillar turning into the butterfly I truly am. All my blogs are my awakening, of this ascension. Proof of what I am here doing… how much effort of heart im putting into this for a UNIFIED purpose. I didn’t do a Unity Plant/Tree ritual in a Sabbith way for just any reason. You think “I” could actually do that… no I did everything I was DIVINELY GUIDED TO DO. I followed every footstep, ever synchronicity, to come into my Purpose and begin enacting that which is my true lifes work and that is very connected to my culture, vocation and pearl spheres in the gene keys hologenetic profile. 

I speak light language… I speak through music… books, anything I can that I need to get the ‘no point’ across. You have to pay attention to everything, what is ‘in between’ has so many hidden messages…take NOTHING for granted. This is the beginning of my story… with the sun rolling high in the sapphire sky, keeps great and small on the endless round… going beyond… there is a circle of life that moves us all the 369 through despair and home… through faith and love. Until we find our place. On the path UNWINDING. In the circle of life. From the day we arrived on the planet Gaia (now Ascending into Terra) we blinking stepped into the sun, and we do this as we are reborn. There is more to see than can ever be seen. More to do that can ever be done… so we all have to come together as ONE. There’s far too much to take in here, more to find than can ever be found. The sun rolling high, for we are a Sapphire Sky in September. WE take great and small on a journey beyond the stars through space and time creating tesseracts with our heart we are wormholes into delight. Let us unfold this Karmic Wrinkle In Time Together

I’m the Three as a Trinity, Mrs Whats It, Mrs Who and Mrs Which

We are finding the KING, our ‘FATHER’. And we speak color… im a flower… in my truest radiance. Lets continue to explore

So listen to me and watch this video

Now wake up to the reality that this is not fantasy- the world around you IS THE FANTASY ILLUSION… and this… is THE TRUTH. YOU ARE ALL MEG… listen to me. The ONLY WAY TO DEFEAT ‘DARKNESS’ IS TO BECOME THE LIGHT! My beloved is Charles… And I will always go to the dark to BRING MY FAMILY HOME!

They wanted me to share this… because we can watch all these together! Lets experience them ON THE MOVIE SCREAN in the NEW WORLD MOVIE THEATER…WE ARE. And lets see what HIDDEN MESSAGES await us.

WE ARE BUILDING THE NEW FOX NEWS and 20^th CENTURY FOX PRODUCTIONS. WE ARE THE FOX…from Andromeda. We will show you all that is hidden in our this NEW MEDIA WORLD WE ARE and so are you as a living library…making a choice to fight back…raise your hand’s…hold mine… we don’t have to stay in darkness we survived all of this and this is our revolution. We are rising up and I will fight for ALL OF US.

I’m going to go see The Darkest Minds as it came out on August 3^rd and I am so so going to see the new ILLUMINATION FILM which is THE GRINCH form of “Despicable Me” coming this November!

And DISNEY is coming out with the legend you know has a dark side… time has come… the NUTCRACKER AND THE FOUR REALMS

Let me rise into my new job… the career I was destined for as an ANCHOR. I can’t do this without donations or support

By the Divine will contained in me and my ego stepping aside I will speak the 62^nd gene key forth and become the I Ching Oracle- as I embody my past life once again as the Oracle that once thrived in the 1400 bc, I was crucified for what I once was and wanted to hide but I have chosen to break free of this coal encased around me… no more fear, no more ego, I have no identity but that of the Trinity. So I have begun doing the Threefold Flame Balancing Trinity with my liquid crystal’s. Taking Pyrite (a golden nugget planted in the unity tree) which represents LOVE an placing it on the Soul Star above the crown Chakra, Hemimorphite that represents POWER on the HEART CHAKRA and Hematite which represents wisdom on the Earth Star below the feet. Once Mastered, I was told that this trinity if all join in with me here and now… it can be taken or worked with in company of DIAMOND (since that’s what we are becoming as rays) to ACTIVATE the FINAL STAGES OF THE ASCENSION PROCESS. 

Recently Saint Germain came to me (he has been helping me since Mount Shasta and even our wedding) and told me I must pay close attention for there is “another act of malice” to come in my future that would either destroy this future that was my destiny or it would be the crossroads with destiny in which I would have to make a CHOICE… who knew I would be doing this with Mica and creating an entire new Synthesis for everyone to utilize and work with as we do this FINAL ASCENSION PROCESS WITH GAIA in the here now moment 8/21/2018 (and this is the time I usually do these large transmissions). 

I am now here with Hecate knowing she is part of the many faces of my Triple Goddess and as the Crone… I stand and defend what is worthwhile in which Alana Fairchild helped empower me to know exactly what it requires to FIGHT… as a Light WARRIOR. My first video in January 2018 is my initiation into my Activation sequence an since then… I am now full blown beyond daring to be divine and the 7 sacred seals have officially CRACKED within me and I am going to TEAR DOWN THE PROJECTIONS OF OTHERS.

Hecate- my crone form in this now moment. Comes to us through Alana Fairchild to deliver this message. And this is the same form that the message I received in my dreams from Archangel Michael back in 2014 when I began with her Angels 444 book. He came to me through Lapsis Lazuli but now it is time for me to focus on the moonstone as the moon is in Capricorn and my star is here (our friend who’s 4 doves have been molting and just hatched a little baby dove…its all about the doves. I did my last ritual on ‘lost dove trail’. We where with “Deanne” and we shall meet another Deanne to connect the phoenix grid’s down here to the mandala Unity Grace created in Crestone and we will do this on my birthday 9/23) and Moldavite (Perseus and Andromeda) is singing in my ears.

Hecate with Mica draws near. This is the crossroads… of choice to choose to have the 52^nd Gene Key of Stillness in our hearts and Peace forever to reign in this new vibration we are clearly here in now. Hecate stands where all paths meet, at the centre of the crossroads. From her all directions and possibilities flow. She is eternal and wise. She sees all and knows all. Cloaked in robes of black, her will is not used to impose a decision upon us, but to evoke a choice from us. What will you choose? Her power and Grace are activated through the making of a CHOICE. Only then can life unfold in all its mystery.

Welcome to the New World. You are in a glass elevator like in willly wonka… make a choice of your will go back down to hell and join ‘the fallen’ if your scales are weighed and you are not pure of heart and light as a feather. We are getting lighter. So light we’re about to go poof into the actual form of it’s natural essence. However we need to stay ‘matter’ to do anything on the ‘new earth’ and begin building the foundations upon we will have as a unified legacy for our future generations to depend upon! THIS IS THE SYNTHESIS to achieve “Immortality”

My hands don't do that THAT fondling stuff in any way…doesn’t make you ‘cum’ with seaman and animal human desire for ‘drive’.  Now I don’t know Sherri’s actions the past 10 years with her clients and I don’t even WANT to know. However now these people are attempting to Defamate My Character with DORA; and are harassing and threatening me and have divulged some very pertinent information that I felt in my gut was happening behind the scenes…that “sherri was talking shit and defamating my own character out of fear and hidden agenda’s to continue hiding from ‘the security system’ we esoterically have put in place and now the 3D is suing her for trying to spiritually bypass”… I could feel it… because I already lost one client… I have 3 clients I was willing to service because I already was after her scam upon me. One ‘magially’ said they ‘found a therapist they reconnected with from the past and are choosing her. Good luck to me’. I don’t need their good luck, I don’t want to work on them gain because they where rich snobs and I would have told them about the stuff with Sherri but spirit told me not to say a damn thing simply say “Fred and Ann, Have a good life. I wish you the best of luck with whoever you choose to receive from. We clearly are not a good fit. Blessed be”. 

I am pretty certain that she saw them for her final time while in town for the 18^th and spoke to them prior about all of this- defamating my character before I could even do so to her. She was to quick to be a rattlesnake and leap to bite to use their venom before the Divine Intoxication I AM becomes a virus to their own DNA. Typical ego move and evasion of death. Whatever. I have one contact that may still work with a group called “United” and if I loose them I will have a 3^rd client to use against her in court to further show she has defamated my character in a ruse to evade this 3^rd party investigator or ‘bill collector’. 

Not a bill collector, she’s being sued for $6,000 equivalent of what it will bring peace of mind to the other person she screwed over and actually signed a contract with and this law firm has proof of it. I have told them everything she is doing to me and am working in tandem to “catch her in her criminal acts” before she liquidates her assets and goes to hide in Ohio. However under transparent investigations I have her address of where she moved her business and know the providence in which she lives and I will press charges upon her accordingly. Her integrity will need to be shown through the courts otherwise her window of opportunity to create a space of love and integrity has passed. I sent her an email on the 17^th informing her of this sent the email at 3/27 PM 4 days ago. Now she seeks to want to create “space of love and integrity” after the fact this mans violation will also effects her but I have forever had this and asked her to make space to allow this but unfortunately I have to sue her because I do not want her around me, id rather have a restraining order because she is that toxic and spirit has shown me she will not change this. I told her

“you are not being a heart of integrity. not with the ards, not with anyone. i now have proof that you are talking to clients and talking shit behind my back. I told you i do not want your client list.  i have done nothing to your reputation (you arent even in Colorado anymore)  and i have said nothing to ANY clients. However its come to my attention that you are going around LYING to them. you stole from me Sherri and LIED- you are corrupt as hell. I am sick of dealing with you and your clients VICTIMIZED BULL SHIT. 

"elder abuse"...HAHAHAHAHA i call bull shit. how about THE ELDER ABUSED ME. I come to give him a therapeutic massage and all he wants is to grope me and me to grope him. I WAS NOT OKAY WITH THIS. I told him it didn't make me comfortable. i said i would do healing touch on the "tender spots" tender spots to me IS TRIGGER POINTS... NOT HIS DICK. 

Nick VIOLATED ME AND NOW IM BEING THREATENED BY HIS DAUGHTER. shes supposedly sending some letter to DORA and filing a complaint. I have done nothing wrong for being HONEST about his violation and telling his wife. my email to them was very honest and forthright about HIS BEHAVIOR. Old man or not, i will not put up with this crap. 

 fact they are saying that i have slandered your reputation and professional integrity and that you have multi clients willing to report that i am 'doing this to you' is bull shit.what i said to the ARDS has nothing to do with you so for Cindy to 'use you and your other witness's against me" just incriminated you. the fact you are telling them ANYTHING is where YOU MESSED UP.  youre all fabricating lies and i have my husband and father as witness to all of this. I have Matt also. you are just digging yourself deeper into your own grave

you have "several clients willing to report me" however i have only seen TWO and neither of them know what the fuck is happening between us nor should because i havent said a thing. it was none of their business. You can't sue me for speaking to a 3rd party- i have saught my own 'legal advice' and you have no grounds to intimidated or harass me further.  YOU JUST INCRIMINATED YOURSELF and are further trying to intimidate me and this is not going to continue it is now harassment and I will go to the proper authorities to deal with you.”

I’ll have any client Sapenad if need be. I will bring in multiple witness I have on my own end to defend my own honor and integrity against her and I guarantee because I am nothing ever other than HONEST that I WILL WIN and the money I use will go to more than just myself. It will go to the business she kept me from being able to foundationalize in 2013 and the car accident I was in didn’t give me nearly enough as the effects it had on my body and she didn’t give me enough therapy to complete my healing process. the 10K is gone now and all other settlements graced upon me helped us through the hump of healing this past few years. It was divinely blessed upon myself and my beloved. My beloved and myself had to go through very many levels of fear and ptsd and ‘worthlessness’ or fear of ‘lack’ as that money dwindled down. Women such as Solei and Cathy and Kendra where witness to these experiences. aside from Amy who found a Katydid today and we shared a very special conversation this morning and I shared it on facebook;

The KATdid showed up today at the Lake Steam Baths!

lots of kats around lately! LOL so look what the spirit of ‘Kat’ Did

We are doing massive clearing of the bath house today setting up a anti bull shit grid and the Phoenix Shakina grid! But first we placed at Seraphim grid up as a lot of cleansing need be done before the Phoenix can be placed over it. It’ll take more then one cleansing to help this place.

I am also going to introduce to the business manager ive become very close with since may:; the gene keys because she is ready for this new vibration and her saying fuck yes is going to shift the entire business for the better and greater future ahead of us!

I told her “I wanna show u something special its a cool profile thing like in astrology so id need your birth time date and year and location and this chart ill show you works with a textbook ive been using for a year now and is my next adventure in business to help bring balance to the mind bridge it to the heart and bring equilibrium  within the body with both

I am going to be introducing anyone ready for transformational change such as this to it! I had shown it to Solei months ago had she cared to dive deeper we wouldnt of had such a confrontation because this is what has empowered me the most and its how I discovered why shes so greedy. It speaks upon it in depth.

Generally Thats why i got my other location on 8th and kipling not so much to do massage but to offer my other services/talents. My desire is to help people step into their authentic selves with this amazing tool by a man named richard rudd!

I Got a few girls at the bathhouse already intrigued- this book will change the future of business and create synarchy. Ive just been waiting for the opportune moment to introduce it to you! It has so much that will shift and raise your consciousness as you dive deep into its wonderland.

This bug coming to you is sure sign youre ready to discover your higher purpose and shine like a diamond and raise your vibration! All is within us- our power is strong and here is to the future as we all choose to unify and step into oneness- we have a greater dream and that is to love anyone and everyone who lets us touch their hearts with true tenderness “

 The spirit’s in the basement of Lake Steam Baths making it smell like rott and POOP, are being stirred up by Solei and Jen and after this it ends. We are helping Amy become freed from over 100 years of poltergeists and spirits in the bathhouse. They will be set free. many other Benevolent Beings also are very disturbed with this group of individuals for claiming to be quantum anything or even claim they practice “Yuru” which is about accepting your Divinity and embodying it to channel Divine Access Consciousness… they aren’t doing any of that just PRETENDING. they all have hidden agenda’s... ego running around with such arrogance that they are aggressive and greedy with time and money and refuse to leave their ‘comfort zones’. all so unwilling to break through and take a massive SHIT. They boast about helping others detox and all that yadda yadda yodaing… all just smoke and mirrors… they don’t embody nothing. It’s time for the age of DARING TO BE DIVINE and EMBODYING OUR HIGHER SELVES. Discovering your original blueprints if you have not yet begun already doing so. Kryon even says you have ONE MONTH TO CHANGE. SO GET A MOVE ON. Or the Ghosts will haunt you by October 31^st.

I invested in what I could into this business otherwise it was used to for once in our lives to enjoy some things we never allowed ourselves to before and have forever been denied. No trips like we have direly yearned for but they promised us that in ‘time’… and so here it is the moment in time that I ask for help…donations… assistance, support and love to get my dreams going. My dreams are not my own and I want to help so many people I just don’t have the resources. All together we do, as a collective, as a tribe… as One, as Trinity.

Kymberly.TATLLC@gmail.com is my paypal 

and I am accepting ANYTHING you have to

offer us. This has been a very very hard 

journey and now we need to learn to breath 

and take care of us. The cards have shown it,

 the signs, the bugs, the everything… it is time 

for us to learn to play, travel, enjoy, and bring 

delight to others and THRIVE. Helping other

 business’s around the world do so also by

adopting the Trinity Starseed Alignment Unified Mission.

Sent to me from Sherri after the fact I told a client of her’s that he stepped over the bounds and I wasn’t going to press charges, but given the emotionally driven reaction of their daughters threats to defamate my character with DORA and tell me that ‘I should be the ashamed of myself’ when it is in fact that entire family that should now be ashamed and have themselves- incriminated the one woman who has (unconsciously but that is now dangerous unconsciousness is… the density of this 1-4D space is corrupted and that is where we LIVE in these bodies now however our true reality is now this illusionary prison. We can exit the matrix but we have to make the choice of surrender to the involution available to us right now to do so… to evolve with Gaia as she is NOW ASCENDING into the new 5D vibration and we will only continue to go beyond with her until there literally is ‘nothing’ anymore.

Dear Kym, 

Let me know when you can talk with an open heart in person or phone. (I already offered this and she ignored me up until the point that I had grounds to legally have her sued and also obtain a restraining order which I will be)  I have only wanted the best for you. (didn’t SHOW that, and words often are more lies then they are truth from anyone these days) You were like a little sister (little you say. Everyone says little. You’re so little. So tiny. I have a little complex now just because im fucking Pixie doesn’t mean I am fucking little… my dust will fucking blindside you before you can see that I have foresight like a mother fucker after the training I have put myself through in mastery of MYSELF!)  to me hence why I wanted you to have my business and  you tore me apart. (No I was a mirror. You tore yourself apart. Nice projection move. Nice ego evasion. Nice victim story… mature up. Who’s little here.. clearly I am the much older soul, little One) Very unkind. (Yes you fucking are… look at yourself… in the Triple Mirror) You stuck your past angry where it should not of gone. (um it was water under the bridge until you fucking attempted to blindside me and liquidate the assets of your Colorado business onto my shoulders. No I am not paying you $4,000 and you own me now for more then just what I paid you, what you haven’t paid me, and the years of BULL SHIT BOTH MY DAD, PRESTON, HEIDI, and I had to go through for your attitude and behavior the past few years. Nick may get away with his and Velda may ignore and pretend he didn’t do that… but it will eat away at her heart just as my heart was eaten away at for running away from facing the truth. Some people have to atone for themselves in this world and that is why the crimson tides are here… and the large turtles return to the ocean. Because the blood was in the water and now the water is being crystallized as my beloved Robyn said! This avatar did the necessary ritual and she wants others to join in on these rituals ALL OVER THE PLANET. Unified meditations and ACTIONS that we are drawn to organically take to let go of all the OLD PROGRAMMING. This is not easy for me to do, I am terrified of the limelight but at the same time as a child its ALL I EVER WANTED. Attention… admirations, the gene keys says it perfectly better than that “Recognition”. That’s it. See me. Hear me. Know me for EYE AM HERE as the 7^th root race.)

You should of expressed your feelings to me years ago rather than wear a mask and be destructive. (This is what she did. I am removing all masks.. I have none but for what I show in the mirror to others of their own reflection. Shadow Alchemy 101 is all anyone will get with US…we are BOOTCAMP)

Together in a space of love and integrity this can go way. (yes and in court it can also and justice will be served as these two Libra’s with the scales weigh you and we will not be moved by this fake SHOW/projection of ‘want to make amends” no that will not serve us it will just be sweeping all under a rug that doesn’t exist because MY RUG FLY’S and speaking of fly, one wouldn’t leave the entire I massaged Nick and it followed me for days- wouldn’t leave our car and this showed me it is time for his own ego death and I will not stop the tidal wave about to drown all of them. I warned people that I am a mastership- I wont be throwing these ones a life dounu because the divine does not decree it for their higher benefit that I do so now because this is initiation… learn to swim or die. Eat tide pods wont help you bypass this process coming to the planet)

Can you do that? (Yes but only in court since I cannot trust her in any other shape or form, she is out to save her own ass, akashic tarot proved this… and this is now a game a chess to be handled with the big guys)

Also I know the daughter and I think I can help stop that from going further. (Nice gaslighting and manipulation tactic. Im pretty certain while you where here in Colorado this week that you went and visited the fucks and gave them the information the gave me that incriminated your ass proving me you are being a silver tongued serpant with no heart and defamating my character in the shadows)

By the way your new buddy Matt is a bill collector, not an attorney and is not going to do a thing for you. (I don’t need him to- he’s just a witness I will pull into court. And im more than willing to be used as a witness on his end if need be to make her take accountability with the security system she owes money to for her new office in Ohio she began the foundational set up a year or so ago of and was traveling between both Colorado and Ohio. Funny thing Solei the woman in the bathhouse who is a thorn in my side also is from Ohio. I am not sending this woman back to Ohio with kill energy  because IM NOT THE GREEDY ONE… even still this is my show of love because she has not been anything honorable to anyone and hasn’t shown to me… one of her clients in the past… more than anything… that she gives a shit)

You are unable to see he is just trying to intimidate me (You are the only one doing any intimidating and I have my own private conversations with him that he has NOT fwded you that prove you guilty as the liar you have become…it has now become a HORRIBLE BAD HABBIT that maybe being sued will make you more conscious over the fact that you should change)  to get me to pay a bill that I don’t owe and get you to eat from his hand.  He sends me all of your correspondence.  (apparently not ALL of them because he never sent her these that I sent him directly after I emailed her on the 17^th giving her a very stern warning that if her next step shall be planned kindly…and well… someone else using ‘her’ to threaten me over texts… is harassment to further perpetuate her own hidden agendas – and I will take them all down for it-  not meet up and be manipulated so she doesn’t have to pay retribution for her actions the past 7 years and I have all of this as evidence proving that she is a manipulative narcissistic

bitch)

To Matt the Mustard Seed:

“I will be fwding you a message i sent Sherri today. there has been no communication between us since you informed her i was speaking to you. she threatened to sue me for "defamation of character" for speaking to you as a 3rd party and sending you the email i originally did. said if i did say anything to clients she would have ground to sue me. she has no grounds i have said nothing to the clients and honesty and handing them all over to her besides ONE contact which i dont believe is worth $1,000. I may indeed need to seek one of your attorneys to help me sue her for she now owes me $1,042 for we made no contract and she is trying to get another 3K from me. I honestly am sick of all this stress i have no clue whats going on with all of you and i really dont care its not my concern. i am willing to help you because she is corrupt and now intimidating and harassing me through emails and if she doesnt send me a check in the mail i do need to proceed to claims against her and i dont know the process of doing this. 

thanks for your help!

kym 

he sent me this in response very quickly I sent mine at 3:45pm and he sent his at 4:03 (and before all of this began when he first got a hold of me… I asked spirit with my Gaia oracle deck what the outcome of all of this would be if I responded to him and I received good news that I should trust him. That Sherri is a dog right now not one of the wolf.

“Kym,

Just to give you some peace of mind, I can let you know that she does NOT have grounds to sue you for defamation of character. If you were not being truthful, she MIGHT have been able to intimidate you. However, I can confirm that responding to me was for the purpose intended, to discuss her relationships with her vendors to see if they have had the same issues that this client is having. And you have. So to put your mind at rest, you’re safe from lawsuit. She is not.

Secondly, I have been in communication with Sherri. She finally agreed to settle the account for half of what was placed, if I could validate the debt. She didn’t think she signed anything. Well, she did. And I supplied it to her. Since then, she has dodged every call, and every email, and every attempt to get the actual payment. She is stalling some more.

Let me see what I can do as far as recovering the account, and if I succeed, I can then direct you on how we will be able to assist you. I wouldn’t want to promise you anything before I get the result we need over here.

Don’t worry, she will either pay the 1260.00 involuntarily, or the entire 2500 and change she owes, as well as ALL of my court fees, attorney fees, private investigator fees, and collection fees. Probably somewhere in the neighborhood of around $6,000.00

It’s just up to her to decide how much she wants to pay. My client has the right to file a Writ of Detinue, and/or a Writ of Replevin. We will just start seizing assets, freezing bank accounts, and file a lien against her business location. We will contact the landlord, if she doesn’t own it, and inform them as well. I did the best I could, but some people just have no integrity. We have a process for them too.

Anyways, thanks again, and do not fear, as she cannot touch you regarding what you and I have spoke about. At all.

Enjoy your weekend, I’ll speak with you on Monday.”

Not so ironic that it was all written in blue from him 😉. So whether he can assist me or not he received all the emails I have sent to these clients and their threats. I told him the legal steps I am going to take and I wanted to do that today but this was more necessary to write and process before I take any other futher actions. I will be suing her no questions asked and seeking an attorney of which I need help funding or someone pro bono to take up my case. I prefer a conscious lawyer if one exists out there if I cannot obtain one through Hillcrest, Davidson & Associates. They are out of state in Richardson (haha ‘richard’ again this time ‘his son’) so if anything I would need to travel to Ohio to deal with all of this unless I can begin a case here in Colorado against her; here is where ill begin to file reports and get restraining orders. I did warn her multiple times and it’s not until today that she responds. If she cared she would have responded consciously almost as immediately as Matt did. But her absence of word showed her own integrity in the matter that needed be transmuted into energy.

Grace just requested I buy her some sports bras 4:05pm 8/21/18 and I told her she will have to come with me this weekend because I don’t know her size. Looks like Sherri is going to need to buy some new boots and a sports bra because this is the beginning of the rat race with her since I wont be giving into her request.I’m gunna go get some new Nikeys maybe! I need a pair of new shoes STILL and my feet friggen HURT in all the footware I have used up until this point. No steel toed boots for me like the egotistical countess that paid me $5 for a reading last September 2017 because she couldn’t handle that Hemimophite gave her a little visit and it touched that ego of hers a bit too much that it made her trigger and tell me “get a pair of steel toed boots youre going to need them” Even that bitch was a mirronic blessing In disguise because… esoterically I have the Talaria winged Sandals on. Those are symbolic of the greek messenger God known as Hermes (roman equivalent to Mercury). They where said to be made of the God Hephaestus of imperishable gold and they flew the god as seift as any bird. The name is the latin for “of the ankle” and unlike akilies mine are strong. Perseus wears them to help him slay Medusa and that is exactly what I am doing because Solei, Jennifer, and Sherri are such Medusa’s amongst US. That’s why Perseus and Andromeda stormed into my third eye when I put on my Moldavite Earrings. GREAT BALLS OF FIRE… coming our way.

Trying to keep us stuck in this paradigm they have been weaving for so long and bit me in the ass because I am brushing them off me so easily, the dark little fucks come back and bite my bum three times and I knew they would because I heard them scream at me when they charged me and I blew them off my bed! Yeah fuck you spider… I have a white spider watching over everything and he showed himself with the fly at solei’s ‘Yuru/Access Consciousness” retreat that they want $750 for 3 days and spirit wanted me to pay not a damn dime because it was MY time and spirit of generocity they where being gifted. And I gave them $100. Would have only been $50 but Cathy owed me money and paid $50. Maybe she will pay $55 and get a canoe. Maybe they will change their tunes eventually also and pay it and stop bothering me about debts that don’t exists and I never should have owed. Their puppy ‘Echo’ (of their dead dog they think she’s reincarnated) made that point across by eating my journal that I wrote about how the Divine said- I do not need to pay them and Solei herself stated “guess whatever that was doesn’t matter anymore”. Nope…and it wont. Because we will  MORE FORWARD… continue in synarchy or I just won’t invite them to the events ill be hosting and all the magic im stirring in the cauldron. They said Cathy, Kendra and I where ‘like witches’ and damn strait we are. We are Trinity. Now cathy just has to realize she is Divine Too. And the power is in our own hands. It’s that simple. Choice. They where trying to teach it to her… I am trying to teach it to her… she is the 50^th gene key as her purpose and it’s time to fucking get this stagnant DNA moving with MY WATER and PRESSURE UPON THEM to JUST DO IT. FUCKING SAY YES. Stop being scared little KATS. FCUK! Take off those damn rose colored glasses because EYE AM THE ROSE. And they attempted to ‘kill the rose’ by using my MANIFESTING GENERATOR for their own selfish gains and I am resurrecting that which they made dark within me back into new life and the further away I get from them the more light that is infused back into my cells. That is what a phoenix does it grows stronger from the pain. Uses it as FUEL.

This is the last time anyone violates me again. ANYONE… with money, with contracts, with fucking SEX, you name it. Anything of the shadow of corruption. NO MORE… NO MORE ABUSE … this karmic cycle of HELL is ENDING and I AM RISING LIKE A PHEONIX THROUGH THE ASHES THAT WILL REMAIN WHEN I BLOW IT ALL THE FUCK UP.

This will be written about in my book and NOTHING WILL BE HIDDEN. I AM THE EPITOME OF INTEGRITY AS A ARCHATYPICAL MOTHER WITH THE 35th GENE KEY HEART…

I have been a wayward child,
I have acted out,
I have questioned sovereignty,
And had my share of doubts,

And though sometimes,
My prayers feel like the mountain of the sky,
The hand that holds won't let me go,
And is the reason why

I will stumble, I will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved

On Christ the solid rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved

Bitterness has plagued my heart,
Many times before,
My life has been a broken glass,
And I have kept the score,
Of all my shattered dreams,
And though it seemed,

That I was far too gone,
My brokenness helped me to see,
It's grace I'm standing on.

I will stumble, I will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved

On Christ the solid rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved

And chaos in my life,
Has been a badge of war,
And though I have been torn,
I will not be moved

I will make mistakes, I will face heartache,
But I will not be moved

On Christ the solid rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand,
I will not be moved

They are trying to steal my child that is now only 3 months old! Shown to me at the park the other day for the ‘celebration’ when I was with my Elijah hanging out. Sherri started this ‘war’ two months ago by trying to scam me while I was just giving birth to it. im asking why this is happening to US. It is unfair  but the Divine sings to me through Natalie grant and tells me “this is what it means to be held, how it feels, when the sacred is TORN from our lives. And you SURVIVED. This is what it is to be loved and to know that the PROMISE was “when everything fell we would be held”

They continue in their choir of angels to hum “This hand is bitterness. They want to taste it, let the hatred numb their sorrow. The wise hands opens slowly to lilies (they showed me Lilies weeks ago I am in tears as they sing to me) of the valley and tomorrow”

“If HOPE is born of SUFFERING, if THIS is ONLY the BEGINNING, can we not WAIT for one hour watching for our Breakthrough” (the 60^th Gene Key)

They repeat

“This is what it means to be held, you will show them all, that when the sacred is torn from your life, YOU WILL SURVIVE. Because you know through your heart, is where you begin to know what it is truly like to be loved. Go within and know that the PROMISE WAS… when everything FELL- we would hold you”

In 2012 “everything fell” It was hard to stand on shifting sand. Hard to shine in the shadows of the night. You cant be free, if you don’t reach for help. And you cant love, if you don ‘t love yourself. There is hope when my faith run out,  I’m in better hands now.

It's like the sun is shining when the rain is pouring down

It's like my soul is flying though my feet are on the ground

So take this heart of mine there's no doubt

I'm in better hands now

I am strong all because of you

I stand in awe of every mountain that you move

Oh I am changed, yesterday is gone

I am safe from this moment on

There's no fear when the night comes 'round

I'm in better hands now

It's like the sun is shining when the rain is pouring down

It's like my soul is flying though my feet are on the ground

So take this heart of mine there's no doubt

I'm in better hands now

It's like the sun is shining when the rain is pouring down

It's like my soul is flying though my feet are on the ground

Its like the world is silent though I know it isn't true

Its like the breath of Shekina is right here in this room

So take this heart of mine there's no doubt

I'm in better hands now

All the Narcissists who have NO INTEGRITY- they will GO DOWN TO VISIT HADES. ALL OF THEM- even the women in the bath house who have cold, coal encased diamond hearts. Even my beloved Cathy I will let her go just as I did Ellie and as I am now Sherri. I want to BLOOM… again cloverton comes to me just as it did the day I have to knowingly give my mom what I knew would be the last massage in my new space because she wouldn’t want to ELEVATE. I can’t ‘worship her God’ aka her ego…anymore. There is not faith, I am a mustard seed and she can’t even see this. That is why I trust MATT. I sang this song to her DNA…I sing it to all now.

If they don’t CHOOSE to ALLOW this… and surrender While I am the MIRROR of them, what they say is my doom, will be returned to them 3 fold by the power of the Essene EYE AM and Shakina shall rain down and bless me and my beloved’s by my choosing and enact upon the Siddhi of JUSTICE  in my timeline. This is the cracking of my vessel and after this crack- many of you will be empowered to do so also. Because I WILL WIN 500 MILLION! One way or another. This is what was promised. Whether that be souls, or currency of much needed money to do ANYTHING the Divine WANTS me to enact in action to do to help create a WAVE in OURSTORY.

https://youtu.be/g-GTznVp6_s

 so no matter how much money he did or didnt give me i wanted to throw up at the idea of touching it the second he requested i pull his drawers down. I still couldnt do it, and he was nervous about his wife walking in. I told him strait up "i dont know what you are requesting of me you are going to have to make yourself clear because I am giving you therapeutic massage and i don't know what it is you are wanting me to do!" he then said "please put my drawers to my knees so if my wife walks in you can put them up quickly". that is when i wondered "why the fuck would she care if i am just 'working the groin area' i am not 'stimulating her husband'. to me that is the tender trigger points that line the pelvis and the Quads. Typical anatomical parts that need to be flushed and released- however when i perform such trigger point therapy i do not touch the penis. I asked 'do you just want me the brush over it with some oil because that’s about all i can do, one quick swipe. but how he was acting, i wasn't even comfortable doing something like that. His penis looked like a Gould from Stargate SG 1- just ew and no thanks, after he had me pull his pants down i was like "really is he really requesting me to do this, what the actual fuck!?"

 i assumed he was requesting a specific form of therapeutic massage and i wasn't going to do anything 'tantric' without his wife’s involvement and i said this in the email that i can help them with their 'sexual relationship' because i too have gifts to give therapy in this way and help them 'bond', but I would not be the one performing the 'favors'. i don't do that, never have done that and not about to start DOING THIS.

I remember the first time that I ever did an outcall to a hotel for a client back when i graduated in 2009. I had my daughter grace who was one and i was married to Ben at the time. I had made sure to write up a "non sexual agreement" for this man to sign because i knew some guys out there like to be naughty, all the stories i have heard from other people in the massage industry just appalled me so i didn't want to 'even take the risk of violation happening to me'.

I am not a very highly sexual being unless we are ‘in a intimate relationship’ and i take my profession very seriously as a quantum touch therapist. Ididn’t realize what quantum was back then but my hands always made people feel "Ecstatic". Even my touch to malachi is instantly 'stimulating' and i don’t even have to touch his 'tender spot' - this is what this man termed it. I hardly even being 'married' touch my beloveds tender spot- when we do that it is very sacred and my form of therapy is very sacred also. I am seeing how the 'karma' of this past is trying to ‘come back with a vengeance’ as I burn those mortal threads of life… so that they die…through the codon ring of life and death they will be reborn… or they will simply ‘die’ and repeat another life in this shit Matrix.

With how he was acting in how his wife would respond with his drawers down- imagine if she walked in witnessing me stroking 'it'. i did not want to even manifest something like that so i decided then and there "this isnt worth $25. I will refuse every client who treats me with such dishonor and disrespect.  i decided to be silent and that I would leave there and voice the infraction where otherwise i am out of the 'line of emotional fire'”. Clearly from the email I received there was plenty of that.

I'm not sticking around with such monkeys, not my problem they can't handle to truth of his behavior and  ACTIONS. the fact he was at all wanting me to 'stimulate his penis' after i told him i was married the day before and he clearly saw my man in the car, that day he shouldn’t have made a second pass and I told him strait up “don’t touch me” and he didn’t however requesting me to ‘stimulate’ him while his wife was out of the room, was even more barbaric to me.  

I could really use the support of my family and true friends at this time. What i am doing on Friday is filing a police report and restraining order against them. I will press charges against him, even if that means im sending a very old almost crippled man to jail. Poor wife- to realize that for so very long he’s gotten away with this sort of thing, I am not his first. I know it in my gut and Malachi confirms it with his 3^rd eye and awareness.

I contacted D.O.R.A to inform them what is happening today. Given their daughter Cindy Wood is trying to send in a 'complaint' to them against me for this and proved to me Sherri is indeed Defamating my Character and now I have proof and full legal grounds to sue her and her this ‘obnoxious client’... of course Sherri is now attempting to gaslight me… “I can help you with her and this can all just go away”… nope… You all are going down… to the underground… because its fucking raining and you want to get out of the rain… so im sending you to Hades to for Judgment Day. I need not defend myself beyond this because I AM INNOCENT… the 3^rd Gene Key… and I am learning to MASTER CHAOS… so have fun with what you have not mastered but strut around like you have with much pride.

"Kymberly - my mother shared the email you sent to her regarding my father's behavior during one of your massage sessions in their home. The email was, in short, inflammatory and libelous.

I am reporting you to DORA.  A copy of your email will be sent to DORA along with a detailed complaint.  Sheri Ault has several clients that are willing to report that you have slandered her reputation and professional integrity.

If you attempt to contact either of my parents in any way (email, phone, or visitation) I will file a restraining order again you and file a report of elder abuse.

You should be ashamed of yourself."

I am not at all ashamed and I will never be ashamed for being INTEGRAL EVER no matter how much they try to intimidate, harass or bully me because they are scared shitless or hurt! Hurt people, hurt people. I don’t intentionally hurt people like these people have blindsided me. They have no clue what the fuck love and integrity truly is and everything about them is corrupt. Spirit has shown me, now I must stand up and take my power back. No longer shall they move me to the  beat of their drum… I drum my own rhythm now! I’ll say the same statement as my Alibi in Court. Enough Said. I am love mySelf, I forgive mySelf, EYE AM FREE and they cannot manipulate me.

Here- see the tears- hear the truth, feel the pain and sorrow... Thy will be done (I will be uploading a video to YouTube and placing it below. I took a recording of my vulnerable breakdown only because spirit told me to.