"In order to cease suffering, we must first take a stand against it by taking action" ~ Boyd Thompson
Before i begin this book... or transmission and book in progress of completion... I want to first introduce myself but even before that I want to share this song with you and dont mind me if im singing and dancing along.
Hi I’m Kymberly, and id like to introduce my Magnetic Monodic Fractal and best friend and Goddess and YIN while entwined with the YANG within me. Such is My I AM that I AM the Holy Trinity. In present speaking through Embodiement AS- EYE AM Sefkhet-Abwy one of the CORE fractals of the Holy Trinity (explained in the 44th gene key if Richard rudds book) and LIGHT KEEPER of the 3FLAME. I am emerging from my crystal cave i waited in until this very Alignment that i was designed to welcome you home as.
Im here now as an AVATAR of divine intervention of the Great Mother Archetype... to transform the Reality Field and mutate one and all into the Great Cinebar fields. This is the 3 FOLD PROCESS AND TRINITY ALIGNMENT- that I am birthing into the world and this is THE MISSION of all unified starseeds ready to embark upon the Dragonfly Dream now as Earth is within its hexagram.
This is all new language to you i know. It took this Avatar of Grace some time to integrate and understand coherently, but if she can learn this light language- so too can you Star Magi and Holy Grail Trinity Warriors of the Golden Dawn. My beloved 144k and beyond- i beacon you forth and behoove you to MOVE. Please understand that this Avatar has been diligently ‘doing her work’ for the past 7-10 years, subconsciously since birth and in doing so this body has raised its frequency so that it would be simple to leave- the middle ground in which humanity is now treading through. A great wave us upon us and it has begun on 6/30 and will only increase as pressure upon you the coming 6 months and it will be a great suffering and struggle if you fight it. We are here as deliverance, as a wormhole to freedom and it is through facing your triggers and anger and resentment that comes up during my transmissions- that is your challenge NOW to over come- and experience a total eclipse of the heart like i did last year.
I know for a fact if i can survive the codon ring of death and life so too can you! Let me bring humanity forth and become a gift and bridge across the great divide you are now approaching. with my gift of energetic movement let everything go- as the holy spirit purifies every aspect of your being and lifts you into Escacy and glee. Ive tasted it and know it exists... ive weaved dimentions here for your pleasure not to frighten you! I perform DIVINATION... not to frighten you but to TO SHOW YOU HOW TO COMMUNICATE TO THE DIVINE and no... THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THIS... you are safe beloveds... drop your fear... if you are any religion that speaks against these things...forget what you think you know now and pay witness. thats all i ask of you. If even after this transmission you do not resonate...then you can return to your 3D comfortability and i will not pay mind to you and you need not pay mind to use. This movie trailer and song from Disneys Tarzan will help you 'see'...both randomly played on my youtube...it says it all...
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we urge you to CHANGE... simiply because this is what's coming and we ALL NEED TO BE VERY READY FOR IT... Not this horrible... i would pray... but you get the message... just a little fear... but is it just enough to make you wake up?
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Top 10 MOVIE ANGELS *angels want you to see this but i wont be doing it on live video* this is truly what they are, but you first have to face their shadow as they are only reflection of the darkness WITHIN you.
Marvel Legion?! hmmm...listen pay close attention this is how i feel talking to people... about all this kind of stuff and just how 'complex and multi layered' my writing is.
We ourselves have been PREPARING FOR THIS... the past decade... both individually, and within union and cooperation with each other for Ascension purpose. This IS the NEW TEMPLATE "twin flame"... it is the TWIN HEART WITH GAIA that you will come to magnetize into your reality. Divinity revealed to me 'what i must surrender and sacrifice to be of service like that of a Prophet or Messiah and Child Of The Creator and to fully Step into My Higher Purpose and Divinity'...since 2014 i was shown how my family and loved ones would respond...and i cried and cried saying "i do not want them to be left behind... i dont not want them to live in the illusion i was thinking they where saved by Jesus Christ and when the True Biological Apocalypse begins, i do not want them to die."
I struggled and suffered at the core of my being with this for so long... i prolonged letting go and i clung to them... in desperation and with a savior mentality... and come 2017 i just couldn't do it anymore. I was exhausted... fighting their demons... being cast under the pyre because they assumed my Christ Embodiment was 'impossible to obtain' and that 'no one but jesus was the way the truth and the life'. They cast me away... rebuked my love...my beloveds love... all because of their faith...'their god'...their BALL SATAN blinding them from the face of the TRUE MORNING STAR and their deep seeded fear banded frequencies and outdated beliefs- where making me ill- giving me their sickness of fear... and i would have no more of it. Until this day...i battle and face spiritual warfare EVERYWHERE I GO... i see the angel wings on some, i see the potentials, and i see the shadows possessing them.. i cannot explain how i feel... or how i see... you make me too numb to the lips throat and jaw for me to utter my truth out. but there is a well of knowing and wisdom within me that surpasses all understanding because it breaks the battlefield of the mind one in quantum entangled with.
I know what effect my transmissions have because i experience them before you- obviously writing it all its MOVING through me. what Divinity wishes for you all to remember and raise your octaves and light bodies into higher octaves in unison. It happens to me as i bring it into the transmission and i ball my eyes out everytime. Or i end up in fits of laughter because some shits just THAT comical and the synchronicity and miracles are in my face and i face palm myself because i realize that all my worry is wasted thoughts because my tribe has been here all along- they are just invisible to the naked eye.but i can feel when they are near and putting the Cloak of Grace upon me. So they say EYE AM HERE to help one and all OPEN THEIR EYE- and begin to see through the EYES of God and Goddess as INNOCENT, we are to remember our origins as Holy Grails- Royal Children of the most high.... now awaken and REMEMBER BELOVED
please do not rush through my transmissions- they put everything together so impeccably that if you cherry pick anything you will MISS many points to the no points in play. please with an open heart and an open mind (and detached so you dont emotionally trigger upon word or my inner child that expresses itself often through much vulgar cussing and Trinity right beside her cradling her as she Ankhs Up! such light letters that you're about to engage in and witness are how i manifest changes and miracles). Please just make space and time to receive what i am offering you in its fullest- even if you cant do it in one sitting you can record where you leave off and come back! It is to be integrated in an organic nature that doesn’t overwhelm your BEING and flow but raises your bandwidth slowly to integrate it as a star magi initiate
i have been writing these types of letters in my journals and to those around me (many always refusing to listen or read) since i was young and i have always kept a journal since i learned how to read and write. I have always had this conversation going in my mind with ‘others’ but i often just assumed i was talking to myself- and i am, because Goddess and God and all beings of the Creator- are me. They are you too- you just havent sampled the fruits of the spirit as i have been given time to.
Writing is the only way i ever felt i could release and heal and deal with repressed emotions and resentment within myself that NO ONE ELSE would give me space of grace to listen to, ao i created it for myself knowing ‘God would never abandon me and it was in such Divine Will that i would follow all the days of my life’.
So let me introduce to you MY SUPERPOWERS- my ALCHEMY. Weaving is my specialty and i use so many objects and toys to play with in my transmissions that will make you laugh, make you cry- and also it will boil your blood and often make you so mad- just mad enough that you breakthrough into the gift of and Siddhi of LIBERATION. How wonderful that with this Cancer new moon and eclipses upon us that we are approaching the 39th gene key and i LOVE how every year it falls on the week of Independence day in the united states. I experienced my own liberation into glee within the past two years and i recorded every mile of it... for a purpose to master myself and be a way shower unto others as an example of just how to synthesize what i introduce to you, into your own life and begin to embody and live it in a heart centered and purpose-driven mannerism! I promise you, peace and prosperity is just within our reach- it just takes UNIFICATION and ORIENTATION- to begin energetic movement into this Oneness Reality of the Dragonfly Dream and the Golden Dawn. This is my Star and galactic purpose dear starseeds and earth beings and i hope more than anything that i can be nothing other than a wormhole to miracles upon Mass Consciousness and the Awakened ones that my Fluorescence intoxicates the masses. Not for a selfish benefit of my own dreams to be ‘famous in something’- but to IMPACT THE WORLD and bring Shekinah Grace Fire upon you
Mayan stuff ENTER HERE
Our present and future matters MORE TO US...then the past... and so WE have created a Galactic Transit hub for everyone to have a safe landing within the NEW WORLD A D VIBRATION. This is a reality of all the dreams and visions youve had that has led you here NOW. And you, dearly beloved- are ready to recognize and see US now. You have turned a blind sided eye to her this chosen body upon her awakening- she had NO if very few safe places of grace and only met shadow everywhere she attempted to shine the light of the creator. No sanctuary to do this work, her wish was that no one would have to do such thing alone! her safest place of all has been within the arms of her beloved Malachi and before this the arms of the wrong men that led her only into the arms of I AM. These are our chosen warriors, keepers and guardians of Amenti. Through US, you get your first taste of it is to eimurse yourself into the music of the spheres- this is where you enter into the dark waters of the Abysmal , the Womb of Imix and the pool of Akbal.
First and Foremost the being or BEINGS i channel and commune with- are all fractals of OUR UNIFIED OverSOUL (The Holy Trinity) and we rise within the Zero 12 Point Shield into infinity and beyond and strait into the stars together. We're genie's/FREE DJINN bitches! This galactic transit is WHAT I WAS DESIGNED TO CARRY THE COLLECTIVE, Warriors and light workers/shamans AND STAR MAGI’S THROUGH!
WE ARE...the STAR MAGI’s and walk ins, walking, breathing, and BEING Medicine Men and Medicine Woman return amungst you, Awakening Ones. EYE AM Sefkhet-Abwy!!! I AM SESHAT- LOVER AND SISTER OF THOTH... this is not to boast but this is my destiny i remembered ... so lets start a creative revolution together! This design before you has the 25.5 in her north node/Ascendant; that gives her ability to be a medical intuitive and powerful gifts of touch and auric manipulation and during this Jupiter conjunction explained at the end of this transmission she is RISING HIGHER THAN EVER BEFORE to make an impact upon humanity like none have seen in history. Just like Thoth wrote himself into existence... I AM WRITING MYSELF AND MY HIGHER PURPOSE INTO EXISTENCE. Do you see my leapard skin dress?!
"She is frequently shown dressed in a cheetah or leopard hide, a symbol of funerary priests. If not shown with the hide over a dress, the pattern of the dress is that of the spotted feline. The pattern on the natural hide was thought to represent the stars, being a symbol of eternity, and to be associated with the night sky." WIKI https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seshat
That is the leapard that guides my path to the Stars as a Dimension Weaver.
Leapord is MY DAEMON but it's also A SHAPE SHIFTER, and i drew her when i was young, i always loved big CATS and why i have 3 little domesticated ones haha...but they arent so much domesticated they talk a lot haha (watch this to understand) The Golden Compass
https://youtu.be/5alYLJS4OrE (I hope to be an 'actress' someday, this was a childhood dream... to be a dancer, on Broadway, to be a singer... part of an orchestra... everything and anything artistic and 'spotlight' or creative related, but i have forever been terrified of the stage)
i reveal to you a secret long kept hidden within you....what my emblem represents... it is the origin of an alternate name for Seshat... I AM Sefkhet-Abwy which means "seven horned" and the emblem above my crown is the origin of this alternate name. How do you think Mary Magdalene ascended... she faced the 7 demons... and the 7 hermetic principals. This is THE WAY to Ascension.
"As the emblem symbolizes this deity, it sits atop her head. The emblem was a long stem with a 7-petal flower on top and surmounted by a pair of horns; the archaic form had 7-petals (the vertical shaft as 8), (as a vertical, with two crossed lines-(4), as a 'star', and one horizontal-(2), giving 7+ the 1-vertical shaft), and surmounted by two enclosing sickle-shaped signs, two falcon-feathers on top. The Seshat emblem in Egyptian is the name of Seshat (sš3t). As the origin of her name is related to the male scribe, and she represents the female version, it is thought her origins also involve the stars, and ancient Egyptian astronomy."
"The famous 24th century BC Palermo Stone has multiple uses of Seshat's emblem. It occurs on the obverse of the Palermo Piece (at Palermo Museum), 1 of the 2 large pieces of the 7—piece Palermo Stone. It is used on the obverse, Row III (of VI rows), and is used twice in King Year Record 34, and 40 of King Den. It is also used elsewhere on the stone for God Seshu,[8] the male counterpart of Seshat (Seshait or Sesha-t).[9]"
"Seshat, under various spellings,[2] was the ancient Egyptian goddess of wisdom, knowledge, and writing. She was seen as a scribe and record keeper, and her name means she who scrivens (i.e. she who is the scribe), and is credited with inventing writing. She also became identified as the goddess of accounting, architecture, astronomy, astrology, building, mathematics, and surveying. Mistress of the House of Books is another title for Seshat, being the deity whose priests oversaw the library in which scrolls of the most important knowledge were assembled and spells were preserved. One prince of the fourth dynasty, Wep-em-nefret, is noted as the Overseer of the Royal Scribes, Priest of Seshat on a slab stela. Heliopolis was the location of her principal sanctuary. Usually, she is shown holding a palm stem, bearing notches to denote the recording of the passage of time, especially for keeping track of the allotment of time for the life of the pharaoh. She was also depicted holding other tools and, often, holding the knotted cords that were stretched to survey land and structures."
I carry around with me (my blog thus far i guess) a "palm stem"...(or its in my actual palm/hands) and
on it are bearing notches to denote the recording of the passing of time.
"As the divine measurer and scribe, Seshat was believed to appear to assist the pharaoh in both of these practices. It was she who recorded, by notching her palm, the time allotted to the pharaoh for his stay on earth.
Seshat assisted the pharaoh in the "stretching the cord" ritual. This ritual is related to laying out the foundations of temples and other important structures in order to determine and assure the sacred alignments and the precision of the dimensions. Her skills were necessary for surveying the land after the annual floods to reestablish boundary lines. The priestess who officiated at these functions in her name also oversaw the staff of others who performed similar duties and were trained in mathematics and the related store of knowledge.
She also was responsible for recording the speeches the pharaoh made during the crowning ceremony and approving the inventory of foreign captives and goods gained in military campaigns. During the New Kingdom, she was involved in the Sed festival held by the pharaohs who could celebrate thirty years of reign.
Thoth, the reckoner of time and god of writing who was also venerated as a god of wisdom was closely identified with Seshat, with whom he shared some overlapping functions. At times she was identified as his daughter, and at other times as his wife." Wiki
Some of the family coming forward right now are the following, i have yet to really make their aquantance and yet 'i know them' and i got so excited to hear what sort of knowledge and gifts they are going to bring back to the world through me. We're raising the new Egypt.
Is she terriefied to recall all these past time gifts... and use them for humanities advantage and thrust forward in energetic movement into the Dragonfly Dream NOW? Of course she is... will that stop her ‘no she was born for this, its IN HER BLOOD’!
Eye have been incubating your fetus within golden placentas in my purified womb (myself and many other women), been aware im a hybrid mother and Master since 2013/14, and have been waiting for this very moment to watch you burst forth from your caterpillar cacoons to break from the inside out so that you can JOIN ME- JOIN US- where i go to and consider ‘home’- that is in Heaven- the Golden World- of which i access through my wormhole to miracles- my purified heart.
I cannot express more passionately that what ive been doing the past 7 -11 years is absolutely no joke- as SOUL i chose to come here and do what I am and stepping into the spotlight- defying gravity and my own fears of heights, to present something GROUND BREAKING to you tonight. You are ready now, where by when i turned up my fire years before- i just burned and in my mirrored reflection as them- i scared many potentials away with a image of their darkness. However this period of trial and error has really taught a lot...i have got to feel and experience the resentment within all the people of today- and i have spent my whole life on a journey learning how to LET GO AND UNWIND that resentment or victim consciousness and fear within my body. The fates tell me that it is time i share my methods and process of Body Movement and Alignment because it will change everyones lives and make the end of this year much more bearable and come 2020- the movement of the Holy Trinity is on wildfire.
Ive seen the future years ago- my human self was a bit too anxious to get the message and movement out there ‘before anyone else could make claim to it’ as in her past most would just ‘steal her ideas’ and ‘never give her the recognition she deserves’ and she was bound and determined to ‘get paid too’... which is only fair as she always extends credit to those whos ideas and words led to her own epiphanies and mountaintop revelations. She has and will be editing her own book OF REVELATIONS.
we helped unravel all fears even as she saw US- TRINITY- burst out of the mouth of babes around her. It is a blessing for now they will be more ready for the templates of Shekinah to be concreted upon the vortex of Mount Crestone Colorado and all other mountain tops that hold the sacred body and chakras of Gaia- we will cleanse the rivers, bodies of water and all land upon this planet and well do so through COMMUNION and SACRED COMMERCE.
We have told her- no one else can do what you can do- it is you we require to begin- and it is you and many others who join along with you who will reap great reward. everyone rather than the outcome i was hoping to have as inspiration for them to receive instant purification just rejected me that much more- even my own mother. I apologize for being so early and projecting my channel of judgment upon all due to my mother wound- im sorry for being so demanding that everyone get their move on, i just know the fatal truths that IF YOU DONT... you will die. This is not fear or hate based message beloveds- this book to come and you can see drafts in the blogs before 2021 or publishing (unknown date)- it is what will UNRAVEL THE FEAR BANDED FREQUENCIES YOU CARRY WITHIN YOU! ALL of them- at least all the ones you cannot see but will in the next 6 months- so beloveds... begin to remember. All that matter is that you choose NOW before 2020- if it takes longer than 6 months to integrate fear not YOU HAVE TIME- we urge you to JUST GET MOVING... some way some how and we have plenty of fun exercises you can do! Start making workshops and blend MOVEMENT into your LIFE!
My beloved and myself remember things, Divinity says that most if not all others- have not remembered what we have (at least very few and we havent found all the others yet) , and that is why I AM WE ARE GOLDEN NUGGETS UNTO YOU- just us BEING and willingness to share ourselves with you AS WE ARE- as you shall become- as above so below... because we became the change from within- SO WITHOUT shall this NOW MANIFEST. The seeds they planted within me in 2011 are now BLOOMING FORTH AN ENTIRE GARDEN OF EDEN WITHIN MY HEART. LIGHT IS MY LIFE I CANNOT LOWER MY VIBRATION TO THE SHADOW ANYMORE! I wont but only when you in surrender allow me to be YOUR MIRROR ON THE WALL! There is no fear now... let go and just be FREE- because we will love you unconditionally if you will love us unconditionally and evolve WITH US into Universal Love! Then prosperity will be ours and we shall reap our inheritance!
No more shall i be persecuted for doing my form of Alchemy, no more will i be shamed, accused and spit upon by the daemons and shadows and subconscious fears and LIES of your own and mass collective possessing you blinding you and your third eyes from SEEING OUR LIGHT OF GODDESS WITHIN!
Dearly beloveds... WE love you- and our health- future and the survival of humanity to come... is in OUR HANDS. Ive been carrying the whole wide world in my womb, Malachi cradles it and holds you in his hands- caressing it with my hands upon his for I AM THE EMBODIMENT OF THE DIVINE MOTHER and HE IS FATHER- but hes learning how to BE a father, he doesnt want to fuck up! It is Eye birthing you in January into this world- it is your heartaches, your dramas, dying stories, old programming, your abuse and traumas and greatest horrors; alongside your pregnancies, your movements, emotions and your dreams, your passions, YOU and your SHINING STAR- i have been cultivating and watching closely as you incubate- carrying you everywhere i go- so i am ready for my miracle! I am ready for you beloved. I have held this energetic pregnancy of TRIPLETS- the THREE- TRINITY- One Sun and Two Moons...
I am ready to put my forehead upon your own to silence your newborn cries. I am ready for you to suckle upon my breast the sweet nectar, wines, milk and honey that shall poor forth into you and will nourish you and refill you for you have worked so hard awakened sisters and brothers - along side me we birth THEM together. your trust in me will bring back Vashuda upon our Avatars lives.
Heres something that i just got vision of. I have been feeling much jealousy or resentment from ‘my coworker’ and or ‘boss’ at this time- and im not going to get angry like i did last year with so many when my empath sensitivity went through the roof- and in supernovaed and almost died doing so, but as i hand ‘ones darkness’ and coerce them to open the pandoras box...they cry and scram saying NO I WONT GO BACK THERE I HAVE HIDDEN THEM FOR A REASON. But jupiter is teaching us- as she went into hiding- that we CANNOT CONTINUE TO HIDE ANYMORE. No hiding behind the sun... we see you. The box is not mine and i opened my own and dealt with my 7 deamons as Magdalene did. I do not deserve to carry the baggage/cross/monkeys on my shoulders eternally for anyone else. I too have boundaries and i will use my infinity armor before ones not self programming throws my own DIVINE alignment and joy free from pain and suffering out of balance. I am achieving it in my own body- and wont say ‘yes’ to that anymore- much awareness always shows up in my body of what they refuse to take care of within theirs on an emotional and spiritual level. What an amazing holistic practitioner she is- what an amazing beautiful wanna be heart centered space for Pure Life Alignment she cultivated this far in old energy now the new is here- but shes not that aware. She is in service to humanity but not at this time WHOLE HEARTED- she cant be cuz its time for her to nurture herself, her baby and the soul. so much she ignores within and in giving so much- she becomes exhausted. We all donwhen we operate from the mind, But shes a trooper she keeps on going... because she has to this is their livelihood and future investment in which will provide for the child thats on the way and the soul is eager to have a purified womb portal to come through. It spoke to me when i was empathing her pregnancy.
I feel Kristen (you will see various names repeat in this Avatars life, and the Christ consciousness and higher awareness and states of BEING is ready to burst through the faces in which the names around this body is experiencing in the reflection outside of her.) Empathing Kristen (and her soul communing with me) through the arms wrists thumbs etc, i know if i dont ‘help her’ and or ‘cut the toxic cord and move on’, that regardless what i do to clear this out of my body- it will continue to remain if I continue to be of service in her environment which is now becoming hormonally imbalanced and she as a virgo refuses to communicate with me this resentment, so now i must deliver her out of her own darkness she is creating as a not self and in doing this shell get angry and i may not be friends in the end, but it will be her choice overall.
These are lots of the areas that often show up in her when we do service to service trades together, and when we where a year ago (before I started working for her) there was amazing synergy and heart expansion and awareness unfolding...and i loved being of service at the mind body spirit expo with her as a team, but then she stopped tending to these patterns- and hasnt been committed to fully aligning them-she reminds her clients these things and talks talks talks but theres a prob when theres more talking then there is WALKING... HAVING INTEGRITY. shes just gotten started on it and i came to her life in 2015 as i did many- who are now here because they refused to heal the patterns within that block them from liberating their own minds so they can truly be in alignment within the heart with their Higher Purposes and answering to the Source Divine Will over their lives.
Now symptoms are showing up in my body and the anxiety i felt going to my job i quit last year is returning and now i feel this new space that was meant to be a promotion is stagnating- and just as i told the Virgo Amy at the Bath House- ‘you need to take care of you and your awareness if you want your business to survive past 2020’- or well i tried to tell her that and we revealed just how haunted the Denver Turkish Baths are with demons of her ex husband and his family in the basement feeding off the mass consciousness that is turning it into a rotting cess pool. Rather than being told to sit down and shut up- and do just that to appease these managers and ‘spiritual entrepreneurs’ trying to condition me- i told them exactly where to shove it with a cactus up their bums- that I WOULD NOT BE CENSORED ANY LONGER due to victim consciousness in fear of THE NEW ENERGY I AM UNTO THE WORLD
A few weeks ago i met with my other Essene Embodied Goddess after a year of whom i met at the bathhouse and when we came back to meet together (ill find the exact date later and edit this)- so much was clarified to me as she too felt this energy at that business. a woman she received massage from for a long time had told her the last time she visited the bathhouse before she had her first massage from me and i took her to a healing circle with me (and she became a regular client); this therapist told her she was "quitting because she 'didnt like the new energy that was there'... i was just there a few months...how sad is that? she pushes away love... and you know theres a reason since i left that Porsha wasn't drawn to even return there herself. Her name is from the Merchant of Venice. Shakespeare (im the MUSE of Shakespeare LOL) She was an outspoken, educated woman in the times when women weren't allowed to read or have vocations. She dressed as a MAN and represented a friend in court, winning his case (haha wait till the end of this transmission theres a little synchronicity i share). Her mom was enamored with the character and named her after her, probably because shes the opposite of her mom like mine. Her mother deals with Addiction to Alchohol (i experienced this in my family too as i have a german family) and my mothers addiction is just her Jesus, aka Religion.
At least Sheba/Portia is aware and #Awake... funny how EYE AM THAT powerfully embodied to my Higher Self that the shadows FLEE and who know its better to than to try and come near me. But there are some so stubborn that i would rather LEAVE myself... and get the hell away from their toxic tentacles because they are that dead set on killing my soul essence. But my infinity armor acts like a bug zapper... thats right... ZAP ZAP ZAP you shadow archetypes of the hexagrams away. I HEX YOU WITH NOTHING OTHER THAN LOVE WHILE YOU HEX ME WITH HATE AND RESENTMENT. I'm not the bitch or ass hole here and if im acting as one then theres a fucking reason, a damn good reason... and one NEEDS Love whipped over their head
*add GIF if can be found*
Sheba Earth told me stories of how she "stomped out the old programming" wherever she goes and this is innate for her. Since she was 14 she's been a challenger and that is why we're together because we came to do some major WOMB healing together. She knows it, and now i know who I am joining with, and there will be so many others we lead into this to help heal the genetics of Humanity. One woman who quit as a therapist had invited her into a coven of women- she was supposedly a witch. Portia or her given Soul and Elder given name is [Ba]Sheba Earth is a 1/3 Profile born June 2 1973 and she just had her birthday pass and she's needed another with advanced awareness to talk to because theres 'no one else who gets it like I do'. My beloved Ellie/Divinity Heart returned to me before that also... and she too is a 1/3 Profile that i KNEW was part of my SiStar Tribe i am go do some miracles with. She was at my Hand Fasting... but she too had to tear her heart open to a new level of Empathy to reach me where I could be open hearted and feel safe with her to EMOTE. A year ago, i too on her birthday offered her a gift (herself) and she didn't understand my butterfly language...so she rejected my love, but spirit told me she would come back... i held space of Grace and she flew to my Tree once that next wave of Kundalini i seeded within her root to 'finish her work' hit her and breached her heart and from the inside out she was given new perception, enough to ask me to forgive her and receive her back into my world. I gleefully accepted. I felt like the song below but i wasnt going to keep it as OUR STORY... im cool now. Only one thing that i'm holding Grace for and hoping to reconcile with is my beloved Cathy. Her heart is my heart of the 35th gene key. She helped me in ways NO ONE else ever has. SHE has so MUCH potential... and i know the seed i planted of LOVE in her root during our Yuru class... is going to stir her awake... Ellie called it herself when she told me "The woman i met at your Hand fasting has been stocking my facebook for months now" and i sort of filled her in briefly on things that happened with her but her intutition blurted to me "Maybe you are meant to meet" when she saw that Cathy had marked "interested" in an event that i too showed interest in going to. I was with my grandmother having lunch at the time, being rude ignoring her at the end of the meal because my emotions where ready to spill over because honestly... i just want her to know who i am (song later to be shared)
It seems i wind up with individuals to catalyze them 'before their birthdays'. and whether i succeed in obtaining friendship with them or not... i know whatever i do during the time i meet them and their next birthday...that i would plant a seed that eventually will have them (especially 1/3's) coming back around to forgive. I know if they do not, they where not to be part of my Ascension journey but PORTIA IS and so is Ellie (btw her eldest daughter was my daughter in a past life and we where biological sisters in a past life)... it has been clarified to me, she is a beautiful BLACK GODDESS and i can't wait to start hoasting Healing Circles and Gap Meditation Groups for those in our community and home towns. We want to to sit on our Delphi Yoni POTS... and be the oracles we came here to be.
Here's her story she did engage with the coven and instantly the Elder of the group 'adopted her' practically as her right hand woman and would tell all the others to respect her and honor and pay witness to her. Many hated this... hated that she was catalyzing those around her and everywhere she walks becomes holy ground or it crumbles. Nope Mass Consciousness infected DNA... didnt like it one bit and they where not OKAY with 'mutation'. I can relate to that given what happened to me in 2018... and it was not something i ever allowed myself to do before. I was totally out of "my not self" patterns... and Trinity was running the whole show and i was in total and complete abandonment and surrender to this Divinity Within.
i know why im feeling all or Kristens ‘karma’- Its because she hasnt been taking care of herself nor is she nourishing her soul how it craves to be intimate with her on levels humanity has yet to witness exists but shes too busy and bossing everyone else around as a Doctor to recognize the divine hand thats been placed into her life to help be a wet nurse and midwife to both her soul embodiment and thus a genetically purified WOMB OF CREATION that will birth the future generation she is becoming a portal of NOW. So three months ago when i began feeling a ‘split’ from her and she revealed she was trying to have a baby and because of age she has to go through this whole process. She said then she wasnt going to announce anything to anyone until she was past the first trimester and 12 weeks (when miscarriage is most common to take place) and due to her age she will be in a high risk pregnancy.
So i have been wondering how this was progressing since she brought this into the light of truth. I had to wonder but never voiced to her in inquiry how this would effect my position on her team and i ponder if she'll have the capacity to keep me busy and not compromise me and my willingness to be of service... but the past 3 months has shown she has too much resentment and is too exhausted to do this and run this 'part of her business' herself. I know if i leave, it'll stress her too much to hire a new therapist and if she does it's really jacked up because she KNOWS she has a JACKPOT with her right now, she has to get past her jealousy and see where i am placed as a gift... not a vampire.
If shes going to do less i need to be paid more to Ankh Up and do MORE so i can too provide for my family and my body and well ive waited patiently for 3 months for this to be revealed that she is now pregnant and she announced it last week. Just knowing helped me reveal much of the energy that confused my body for a total of 3 months. (all seems to be in 3 for me) I was under tons of stress because two of those months my period went wack and i was late and freaking out that i was possibly pregnant (and thoughts like WOULD SHE LIKE TO ADOPT MY BABY IF SHE COULDN'T CONCEIVE BECAUSE I DIDNT ABORT IT WHICH I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO DO IF FACED WITH AN UNPLANNED PREGNANCY. Just as the collective is fighting over Abortion, and all these Female rights, im going through 'inner conflict myself' and i have witnessed women before choose to have an abortion and what it does to the DNA and the HORMONES... its so frightening... i would rather no woman have to go through that...so id rather find a way that women can safely avoid impregnation... and the only way to do this... is by honoring, respecting, and doing TANTRA with the body. Tantra is NOT SEX, its a greater intimacy than one can fathom and it has been so DISTORTED in the world that I am here now to CORRECT that distortion. I pondered in fear if i Couldbe her surrogate mother- and it felt CRAZY, but every time id cue into my body... it was a no that i wasnt pregnant and so was the pregnancy test negative- Ive experienced this before...so i just assumed i was going through 'a weird spiritual pregnancy'...but no... just hybrid children. low and behold it was someone else. silly human i am, to think it was me when 2 seconds being intimate with my beloved in a way we are maybe once a year twice at most, theres no way for me to be pregnant, and we're making damn sure we dont get pregnant.
Now i ponder if she was given inception the same day i was intimate with my beloved (for the fact we dont want more children at this time we dont have intercourse much at all- all our intimacy is tantric and hand play) because it was after that that all this happened and that was about the 6 week marker after the time we did our last trade and she received from me and told me that her doctor had to postpone implantation because her thyroid started acting up. So on some level i began assisting in her thyroid repair energetically alongside her doctors while they worked on her 'died' to bring it back into balance (but she doesnt know this). I did this so that she could accomplish pregnancy this year. Well she is three months in and due IN JANUARY. Everything is revolving around THE CHRIST CHILD BIRTH - THE COLLECTIVE BODY OF CHRIST concreting NEW TEMPLATES into the Grids upon our Planet. Last year i was shown this through the whales... during the Unity Grace Retreat on facebook. In that online retreat (similar to what im having this July) was my first "attempt to speak and play verbally with light language for the whole". I hope to keep doing this with others... forever .
ROFL speak of Grace and like the Devil she walks through the front door returning from her dads who had a bday party for what likely will become his step daughter and a house warming party for their new home. Its 8:47am and were already laughing because ‘her friend laney didnt show up (has been a toxic friend in her life and one she is weeding out and just wanted to see cuz shes her age) and that was the main reason she went and it was not really for the party with 7 little girls- more for” and before she could finish her sentence i interjected ‘You just wanted to spend some time with the pets huh!?’ And she smiled huge and said ‘yes’. And told me that ‘while she was there the girls where horrendous loud but conversation was fun. Izzy (step sister and birthday girl) told everyone she has a girlfriend online (she does her names Jessica and very innocent relationship) and they all kept calling her gay. Rather get upset at their term or lack of knowing and understanding- she would correct them and say ‘im Pan i dont have a gender preference and i love both’ which is our family here in wheat ridge in a nut shell. She impresses even adults for they mistake her for a 15 year old and say she is so smart for her age!
my daughter has been under my care since 2017 after living primarily with her father (and visiting me every other week with her brother, which for some time they didnt get along at all so separating them for a little time was necessary) when she experienced the trauma and abuse i too had to heal from her fathers father and my own father- (and moving in with malachi is what helped me salvage relationship with my own in 2016). Needless to say she was thrown out of their house because she was standing up for herself and often voicing how they favored her brother and always let their anger out on her. i would tell her not to let them intimidate her and to always speak her truth no matter what, and well...this goes against their conditioning's of patriarichal reign in which i came into this family, and my own... to mutate the genetics of that very lie... the lie of addiction, of abuse... of the seven demons in each chakra that exists within and as consciousness in their own corporeal bodies. I too was rejected and thrown around and abused, I knew my daughter would be treated the same way and feared for her future when I divorced from her father 2011-12...and all my worst nightmares came alive. I had to face the darkest night of dark nights in existence... and i survived simply because my children where the only thing on this planet i was willing to fight for...when i was hardly hanging onto my own will to live.
so she came to live with me after all this transition and mutation in 2017. That was a sign that "god was telling me i had done well, that i was in alignment and the truth that haunted me and angered me the most that my ex husband had put as an ultimatum upon me... and back then i thought HOW DARE HE... but... he was just a mirror and it was TRUTH that "when i got myself right 'with God'... i would get my children back"... Im in awe that at the age of 11 shes becoming the teacher and awareness fractal to her peers who all think shes cool but very coo coo crazy. My daughter is my TriniKid- my Trinty Grace...(and her name is Grace thanks to her dad... i used to hate the name for whatever reason i thought it was old and over used... but i went with it) shes So advanced for her age (4 years ahead) because of the work i did within so that SHE would grow up stronger, confident and mature beyond her years. Same as her brother. The two of them could practically be twins... only she's a virgo and hes a pisces...both share nearly the same 6/2 profiles of the Role Model/Hermit. Grace is a Manifesting Generator and Elijah is a Manifestor...for good HIGHER PURPOSE at that. What they will do in the future to come...i do not know details entirely regardless how much Shamanic Journeying into the future i do... but it is prophetic to say the least.
The divine showed my intuitional awareness even on the subconscious , it always was flowing in my spleen but until Human Design i didn't understand where in my body i needed to 'listen and cue into'...however...back then in 2007 and 2011 they revealed my childrens potentials before they where born- like God knows and felt us before breathing us into existence i too had this encounter through my own babies who where in my womb and whom where my biggest dream and miracle. My biggest passion as a child was to- be a mother when i grow up and help millions of children in the world. I felt like an "Orphan" and my heart bled for them equally. That dream and passion remains until today. I still hope to adopt someday when i have a farm and earthship home to provide such shelter. Until then i simply listen and follow Divine Will in accordance unto them and myself- they are equally my inner child and reflection as they are their own individual unique beings themselves and i honor them as that while also letting them through bittersweet innocence to teach me wisdom.
No tantrum can waver my love- even if i have to step back for a minute and leave the scene just to breath... i always come back. their screaming at me "i hate you" when i was disciplining them with love and logic... hurt me so much.... but now they dont say i hate you ever... i dont say i hate myself ever...i stopped that. no old paradigm beliefs will deter them or my Grace over them and the future generations if i have any stop codon about it. Nothing- no elite or dark agenda of the reptilian mind and human condition can obstruct the future im paving for them and their generations futures to come and that THEY shall carry forth and their children and my grandchildren of those! My baby Is so smart- maybe not in the school systems but that is irrelevant because those constructs need to crumble. i am not a strict homeschooler of the old core curriculum because the curriculum were showing and teaching her is what future Starseed Academy ‘s will offer to ALL and we will learn about consciousness- awaken the complex multi organism within and mutate out of the single celled creations made up until this point so we can all just continue BEING together.
grades are irrelevant and i waste much time fretting over nothing in regards to ‘possible truancy’- even she says at times ‘thats just petty’ and i have to catch my ego in its own whirlwinds. shes not truant - shes always in her art and sharing her passions online just like me... wanting to be in the world but not of it she works through her own social anxiety and sensitivities and remains courageous and willing to step into society! I can see her as a successful artist and veterinarian! she very smart and aware for her age. She is teaching her generation about the shadows and darkness and accepting it as a gift already! Doing something even many adults and elders refuse to. Oh i also allow her to cuss- but our words and usage of various languages do not define us! WOW WHAT WERE ACCOMPLISHING ALREADY! Money doesnt define our success neither does WORD because WE ARE BECOMING ENERGY AND FEELING. i just told her ‘someday people will pay for her creations’ because they will. Ill help them see the benefit in doing so! She also has created my logos for me and shes finishing that up so i can use it to Launch TATLLC as a movement. All is coming together in perfect alignment and timing and while we are in the 39th hexagram- im SHINING
The Tension of Transcendence - The Pulse - July 2 - 7
The 39th Gene Key moves from the Shadow of Provocation to the Siddhi of Liberation and it is the Way of Dynamism.
The 39th Gene Key is very powerful, and its Shadow of Provocation is about life provoking us, making us feel uncomfortable so that we’ll have to look deeper into ourselves. We can never escape the Shadow. It's relentless. It will go on pursuing us, whoever we are, wherever we are. It doesn't matter if we have it in our Profile either. It will still find us through the consciousness field of the world, of someone else. Whoever disturbs us will bring it to us.
So how about doing something radical? Instead of running from it, why not let it in? Look at the things that wind you up. Look at the obstructions that life places in your way - along your destiny, in your relationships, in your work, in your body. Take courage and look into yourself. Which pattern or habit is it connected to? Our intuition will tell us. Our body will tell us. And then, don't doubt what you hear. Contemplate it and maybe you'll find yourself doing something about it.
~ 39th Shadow of Provocation by Richard Rudd
#dynamism #liberation #violence #warrior #provocation #genekeys #contemplation #tension #transcendence
This is The Holy Trinity and were offering LIBERATION NOW and we have a MOVEMENT to propose to you! So step forward WARRIOR OF DIVINE INTERVENTION. and begin your new life
“Perseverance is the most essential human attribute of the inner warrior because the darker forces of human instinct are so deeply embedded in our nature. Over time, through perseverance, love and trust, you will eventually attain victory and experience your own divinity.” -38th Gene Key our Present Earth possition and PP of 39
The MERKABAH and LIGHT BODY is what the Trinity Alignment Lightbody MOVEMENT begins to educate millions about and continues to strengthen the Merkaba/LIGHTBODYY (TOTAL MULTIDIMENSIONAL OVERSOAL Integration) field of the heart and reconditions the body and mind, fills the vessel with light encoded transmissions and bring SOUL into the high heart kingdom! It is the TOOL, that will get you into alignment, balance and BEING with your Soul. this is our earth-ship MER KA BA- the 60th Gene Key- honestly we dont need nothing other than it. And my 3rd gene key CATALYZES THIS IN YOUR Aura through the channel of MUTATION! Stepping from the depths of depression and darkness (the bugs) into ones realization (gift) and therefore weaving embodiment of the Siddhi into their bodies and becoming that Light!
"Now EYE AM not going to go into depth right here on 'all of this Trinity stuff’ for that will come, and has already been written and is continuing to be written with many others as it fully unfolds this TRINITY year of 2019. Come January 11 2020, the Holy Trinity Template of the Crystalline Grid's will be anchored here through the pillars of FLAMES that came here to be pure hearted conduits of christ consciousness and the Shekina Grace 22 Fire INVOLUTION of Peace, Unconditional Love, Liberation and FreedOM (55th gene key and dragonfly dream)that Humanity has cried out to it's "space God's" to SAVE THEM, and RESCUE THEM... and DELIVER THEM... TO MOLD THEM LIKE A POTTER INTO SOMETHING NU AND DIVINE. well... WE ARE HERE... We are NOT space "Gods /Goddess's or Deamons/Angels"... we are within you, within your hearts and WE are all Creation. We are... Source. I am Source, I am here, I am here I am here, word I created word, i spoke word, and with word i proclaim my intention that I AM HERE... From my Divine Plasmic beams to your innocent hearts... I ask you to invite me in... invite me in, invite me in... trust, come on bended knee and bow in total and complete Devotion and Surrender of Eye, You, We, Us...They/Them...Creation and let us become united through the Great Cinnabar Field of Existence. I AM already coming alive in many BODIES... amung MANY TRIBES AND NATIONS... and WE... are here now beloveds... to be of great service to you. This is not a time for fear for a time for jubilation and HARVESTING is near! So come closely dear, and let us dance...let us dance into the Golden dawn while we sing songs in joyful tones the ecstasy of glee puts us right N'Sync with one another Every Grail fractal of the Whole body of Trinity and Christ Consciousness"
"To dance with the 26th Gene Key is to let go of all agendas (and ideals or expectations and doubts)....{People with the Siddhi of} 26th Gene Key are invisible because they do not seek to enlighten anyone; they do not want to influence anyone....They truly have no agenda. They are simply here as loose cogs in the machinery of existence.....we cannot understand them with our minds, we either have to reject them or laugh with them. Laughter is the true legacy of the 26th Siddhi. Their laughter feels like an endless string of bells throughout the Great Cinnabar Field of Existence."
~ Richard Rudd on the 26th Gene Key
I would like to say that when i do a transmission for Divinity, and in general just because im a fun individual...i speak through rhymes quotes songs and anything of the creative arts that my arms can reach and practice divination with. Im here to laugh and I AM A LOOSE COG in this machinery of existence! A blinded oracle!
LIGHT LANGUAGE PICTURE
This is the great Cinnabar Field we have to offer you. Divination is my FAVORITE THING TO DO. My light language and codes for the people and myself come through music and my LIGHT RAINBOW color art which comes to me when im engrossed within the music of the spheres or any playlist i happen to come across. Its how i see and translate particles of energy and light waves. Music possesses me- as does Divinity. I am but a pure conduit if consciousness for their possession! I embody Divinity- i am not demonic. Ill put that strait right here. I also am not ‘crazy’- I LOVE WHAT IS WOO WOO about me and i have full acceptance of all I AM- body mind (personality) and SOUL!
I wish all music was of a frequency that doesnt harm the cells but rather vibrates them back into vitality and brings new life- but allas until i find someone who can convert any song or music into something better of frequencies and tone since thats my area of expertise then i make due with youtube. So please bare with my diverse rang of genres- some that many may even be like ‘what the fuck is this’ but i promise you- in them there are lyrics that the messengers wish to being to you and also give you opportunity to practice your intuition upon ‘catching their whispers and stories’. I Ankh Up through music tones and lyrics, the hermetics, the 7 sacred seals, Gene Keys, Human Design, and sacred Past history, present now and future awareness mixed with numerology and astrology... i will play with anything and everything available to us IN THE NOW... for they are presents to my soul and it is my SOUL that i invest in- if it doesnt serve the soul- it doesnt get my money or energy exchange.
The Divine is being corney...heres a few songs they are sending me too haha gotta watch the video and take note of the hidden symbologies... i guess consider them fables and metaphors. Some of them are 'me' singing to the I AM and others is the I AM speaking to us. Guys you're gunna think this is 'stupid' but you gotta ignore the gender and identity roles and listen to the lyrics as if God or Goddess is speaking directly to you through the song, directing it TO YOU, or the latter... it might be your heart singing out to I AM... like these first two song/videos. sometimes I'll post Music Videos and movies that are important or comical and other times it'll just be the lyrics, either way... pay close detailed attention to everything...write down in your journal "what you feel, see, and discover!" I am but a face to emurge in the Divine Entertainment Business and NEW SOURCE MEDIA to come and i wish to be a galactic comedy broadcasting service. So with me youll be dished a PRIME FIX.
and from I AM to US
Oh, oh
When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing there all along
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun
Just close your eyes (close your eyes)each loving day (each loving day)
And know this feeling won't go away (no)
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all
John is Malachi's middle name, my opa's name and my fathers Middle name.
John 1:1 is the first verse in the opening chapter of the Gospel of John. In the Douay–Rheims, King James, New International, and other versions of the Bible, the verse reads:
The phrase "the Word" (a translation of the Greek word "Logos") is widely interpreted as referring to Jesus, as indicated in other verses later in the same chapter.[4] This verse and others throughout Johannine literature connect the Christian understanding of Jesus to the philosophical idea of the Logos and the Hebrew Wisdom literature. They also set the stage for the later development of Trinitarian theology early in the post-biblical era.
According to Matthew Henry (1662–1714) in his commentary, Jesus is called the "Word" in this opening verse because he was the Son of God sent to earth to reveal his Father's mind to the world. He asserts that a plain reading of the verse written by John the Evangelist should be understood as proof that Jesus is God; that Jesus has the same essence as God and existed with God the Father from the very beginning, the Word was with God, and the Word wasGod.[5]
John 1:1 opens the larger section sometimes described as the "Prologue to John" (John 1:1-1:18). The Prologue deals with Jesus, the "Word made flesh" who "dwelt among us" (John 1:14). https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_1:1
THIS SONG JUST CAME ON AND JULY 4TH STUCK OUT IN THE BEGINNING TO ME... THIS SONG IS FUN...OKAY GUYS IT'S TIME TO START POPPING...GET THE HECK UP AND DANCE... I DON'T CARE HOW CORNEY THIS IS...TIME TO MOOOOOVE YOUR BODY... THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF YOUR ROMANCE... YOUR TEIN HEART WITH GAIA IS BEING FORMED. FILL YOUR BODY WITH SOME ROCK, GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT... Let's be kids for a minute...teeenagers... young adults...whatever... THIS IS JUST PLAY TIME. Try to move your body like they do in the video... if you can haha... if not just do what you can... its like playing a dancing game...come one... thats what im here to do is get you moving... get gooofy! Heres the goody movie next
(Also to warm up that throat chakra you can sing if you wish... at least at the end do those beats the boys do... record in your journal how that effects your your body... tell ya what it makes me feel more energized, a little refreshed... and thirsty... go get some water... and then meet me at the dinner table..) watch this for gap entertainment
Are you back? ready? okay... here's what they have got next
Now time to get it on with Disney... and get a move on with the transmission
"Ma chere Mademoiselle, it is with deepest pride
And greatest pleasure that we welcome you tonight
And now we invite you to relax, let us pull up a chair
As the dining room proudly presents
Your dinner!"
Be our guest, be our guest
Put our service to the test
Tie your napkin 'round your neck, cherie
And we'll provide the rest
Soup du jour, hot hors d'oeuvres
Why, we only live to serve
Try the grey stuff, it's delicious
Don't believe me, ask the dishes
They can sing, they can dance
After all, miss, this is France
And a dinner here is never second best
Go on, unfold your menu
Take a glance and then you'll
Be our guest oui, our guest
Be our guest
Beef ragout, cheese soufflé
Pie and pudding, on flambé
We'll prepare and serve with flair
A culinary cabaret
You're alone and you're scared
But the banquet's all prepared
No one's gloomy or complaining
While the flatware's entertaining
We tell jokes, I do tricks
With my fellow candlesticks
And it's all in perfect taste that you can bet
Come on and lift your glass
You've won your own free pass
To be our guest if you're stressed
It's fine dining we suggest
Be our guest, be our guest, be our guest
Life is so unnerving
For a servant who's not serving
He's not whole without a soul to wait upon
Ah, those good old days when we were useful (hey Cogsworth)
Suddenly those good old days are gone
Too long we've been rusting
Needing so much more than dusting
Needing exercise, a chance to use our skills!
Most days we just lay around the castle
Flabby, fat and lazy
You walked in and oops-a-daisy!
It's a guest, it's a guest
Sake's alive, well I'll be blessed!
Wine's been poured and thank the Lord
I've had the napkins freshly pressed
With dessert, she'll want tea
And my dear that's fine with me
While the cups do their soft-shoein'
I'll be bubbling, I'll be brewing
I'll get warm, piping hot
Heaven's sakes! Is that a spot?
Clean it up, we want the company impressed
We've got a lot to do!
Is it one lump or two?
For you, our guest (she's our guest)
She's our guest (she's our guest)
Be our guest, be our guest!
Our command is your request
It's been years since we've had anybody here
And we're obsessed
With your meal, with your ease
Yes, indeed, we aim to please
While the candlelight's still glowing
Let us help you, we'll keep going
Course by course, one by one
'Til you shout, "enough I'm done!"
Then we'll sing you off to sleep as you digest
Tonight you'll prop your feet up
But for now, let's eat up
Be our guest
Be our guest
Be our guest
Please, be our guest
I get highly drawn into the symphony of the music of the spheres and that is where a LOT of my gifts of emotional magnification performs its magic in your cells and DNA and you play along. I will make videos in due time but in the meantime i behoove you to read my blogs as they are drafts of a book i hope to birth into creation bit i need gather permission of MANY AUTHORS i share heavily in my material before i do that and get in trouble in the matrix for ‘copyright’- all rights reserved to them and heck someday ill give them a percentage of any donations i make because well THEY DESERVE SOME OF THE DESSERTS ON THE DINNER TABLE TOO!
You all do, thats why im inviting you to an ONLINE UGLY BUG BALL, so we can step into a dream arc of wonders in the Garden we are growing. It all begins with our fears beloveds... and the buggy bug world out there can reveal to you A LOT of hidden treasures and secrets. I know one thing for certain... its the bugs and my story involving them, and birds and the animal kingdom entirely, that will make you fall in harmonic symphony with me.
Just last year i met a beautiful woman with very long flowing blond/white hair like tangled...only a beautiful crone white. for a while i felt drawn to her at every Body Mind Spirit Expo that i attended in Denver and this time i was taking a break from the booth i was volunteering at in Pueblo Colorado and was walking around to see where spirit desires me to be present at that time, afterall i was requested by my mentor at that time to be in awareness where i can be of service and ‘present’ with others- for example she made and said ‘like instead of texting malachi you can help kendra in between clients’. I pretty much do that anyways, but i like to wait for invitation and didn't even know "why i do that" to explain to her what 'it was i was doing' in waiting for direction from her since it was her booth and she doesn't really communicate well and didn't really prepare me for anything specific to do there besides the "aura star" which i was nevous because my tools in how i view and feel and see the aura i couldnt really use (didnt have a card table or anywhere to read books to people)... so i had to wing it on this machine she often used on me but i wasn't really trained on per say. It seems i did alright nowever but in this particular moment i didn't have any clients (Solei eventually took the machine over because it was so slow), and Since kendra was really not that busy in the moment, I then took out my gene keys book sitting on the massage table and asked Goddess ‘what is the lesson here for me to learn because i feel like im present and waiting simply for an invitation to offer some sort of service, but kendra was the massage therapist and apparently i was being a bump on a log- but i was also feeling much unconscious within my mentor that she was ‘teaching me’ but that in all reality i was coming to learn that i was just a mirror for them and divinely placed at that. My soul told me ‘relax and play and nevermind their dominance and need to control’- so this is what id do around them- often interrupting them and annoying them. But regardless- it was after i opened my book that the whole picture was clarified because i opened it up to the 5th gene key of... dun dun dun PATIENCE! I was already very present and i had for some time been deeply engrossed in contemplation over the 20th gene key of presence and risen to its gift and siddhi that i couldnt even fathom with impeccability of word- how i was to come across to these elders who thought they where so advanced and ‘helping me’ but rather - my awareness surpassed their own and I didnt want to seem "arrogant" in voicing this...I didn't want the retribution i have had time and time again for simply sharing new awareness. i knew since this happened that it would intimidate them greatly. So for quite a while I just kept silent as naturally im a very timid rabbit and dont want to rock boats...but im learning (even through these mentors i was learning) that i am DESIGNED to. Im pretty certain i confused the hell out of them with what they would term my awareness turrets as ‘rabbitting’.
Anyways so after reading the 5th key we werent very busy so i went to walk around the fair and my eyes caught this beautiful painting- if i could have afforded it i would have purchased it but the material item isnt what i needed to obtain- it was the awareness and beauty of the woman who created it. While i was just fully possessed by her artwork and one specific piece in particular and that was of the world being made into a tapestry, before i told her anything about myself, she looked at me and instantly said ‘youre a writer arent you!?’ I told her ‘yes just not published YET, trying to figure out how to put it all together and have a beginning middle and end. She said "its best to start with the end first"... at least i think she said that, either way i got inspiration to allow myself to unfold more...until i reach 'the end of the story"...aka THIS... and it is from HERE that I shall BEGIN, and weave all that i have written thusly... into it until i have a climatic MIDDLE and POPPING ending.
So I told her..."im working on a book about my journey". While talking to her I began to tell her of my vision and dreams of the future and what i was creating and doing thus far to manifest it and i happened to see that she created a Transformational Oracle deck- so i tested it out and the card i pulled was a picture of a girl... writing and transmitting light codes and stories and it was the card of ‘intuition’. When i excitingly showed her this she had a vision come through. And that vision is one that i have been wondering how in the hell it was even going to come true, but i was bound and determined to manifest it and put all my juju into the project(s) that i could muster up and generate.
So her vision was one where by she saw me crawling out of an ice crystal cave- (Agartha) and i was emerging out of it and i went through a portal and came out through a dark archway and into a rose garden (The 11th Gene key, the heart and garden of Eden). She then said that ‘i was a dimensional weaver’ and that i have been to dimensions that no one ever has dared travel (so has my beloved Malachi) before and that i was ‘making them available to others’. That i would bring these stories and dimensions back into rememberance of ... gosh she was shocked and so was i with her next words.... she said to continue my writing and to pay close attention to the bugs... because that is what would make what im writing a success because they had a story to tell through me and my whole body burst into goosebumps because of the whole encounter i had just driving to the fair. She went on to say "what i am writing would change the lives of so many and it would be like a wildfire to many!" Something like that, that's what's coming through words could have been a little different then that but that's roughly what happened. After that i bought her card deck and floated back to the booth and shared what i could with some, but mostly sat and let myself FEEL the joy and anticipation rising in my body of what was brewing up! I was excited for the fact that on our drive to pueblo i was trying to introduce the gene keys and read the 25th key to my friend cathy and kendra but i didnt really get very far.
I sat quietly in the back having done divination with the book similar to what i did with the 5th key... and it opened to the 25th gene key of universal love. Id asked it ‘what are we achieving and moving into during this ‘retreat’ and well there it was. But i happened to notice one little thing... a very tiny almost microscopic thing... there was a tiny black ant crawling in the seam of my book on that very page and being human i almost squished it and killed it but i heard it scream in pain at me and in fear saying *PLEASE DONT I HAVE A BLESSING FOR YOU THATS ALL!* so i stopped and i sat in stillness and presence as the girls continued their conversation.
I let the ant crawl on me for a bit- i felt like my telepathy was increasing and like i could vaguely commune with my cats and other animals and so this was very intriguing to me like i was a child again..
I was excited to play with the new reincarnation of JoRei the unnamed puppy at the time who was joining the group after the death of her sick and cancerous body that my mentor was focused on healing, but regardless all her attempts- she died a horrific death in her beloveds arms and the remourse ripped their hearts apart until Jennifer found some puppies born in england not but a few hours after her death- and this puppy literally is her, but shes here in new energy to teach them some very important lessons and bring into their lives some amazing blessings they just cant see as far ahead as i can of the joy she would bring back- they where boasting of the glimpse of joy they had found at the fair with a workshop of their own, and Jen planned to write a book, but since were estranged from what happened come The 4th of July (shared in this blog...) i really can only put all in Divine Hands and hope the seed i planted within them and my beloved Cathy the week following this trip- will bloom into a tree of life. My little ‘union tree’ i obtained in 2017 for my beloved and i’s hand fasting ritual is still a trooper. My green thumb is new and i once sucked with plants- my succulent died- but this tree that i out so much intention and magic into- well it has shed many leaves and is growing new ones as we speak... and that is a miraculous sign in and of itself...
here's my truth and ultimate fear as a child....and growing up, i'll share mine with you in hopes that you will share your's with me for healing purposes
bugs where one of my MAJOR FEARS since childhood all aside from a few i thought where cute and wouldnt hurt me such as lady bugs, butterflies, dragonflies and caterpillars and Mantis...at one point i feared moths because one when i was young flew down my shirt and it felt so weird i freaked out! Haha, though i never got stung before- except out of curiosity because my oma would always cutt them in half at lake powell when wede vacation there- i always had a weird curiosity and draw to bees. Didnt really like that she mutilated them so but hey it was ‘the thing because bees are pests’. I think maskitoes are more pests and dont get me started on bed bugs and lice because those will make me squirm EVEN NOW! Funny i hated spiders, earwigs, centipedes, flys, you name it. But now- since i had a conversation with a microscopic ant a out the cosmos and weaving macro into micro- i think my whole world and perspective has changed from it.
I so wished to share this with the group i was being present and a gift unto- and so open to the experience and chance to play and co create- but i never truly got to and i didnt think my friend Cathy at the time could really find coherence with what i write as we hadnt had a 1:1 together in god knows how long. The Trinity she met- was still a Kymberly but all our conscious awareness and ‘Yuru’ service to servicing we had done before QUANTUM LEAPED ME to dimensions even HER FEAR kept her from, but for me... I integrated and began to embody THE GODDESS/DIVINE FEMININE, and I began to experience what many would consider to be a "Kundalini Awakening" but it was something so much greater... it was a mutation and metamorphosis that was beyond words... or so I thought once upon a time, before I found Gene Keys in 2017!
So i guess the clarity is now here to see how i am to lead many people through the archetypes of the shadow, gift and Siddhi and i will do this through my gifts of telepathy and Tao Tantric dance i have begun to have with my own body i have accessed the capacity to comprehend the MIND OF GOD/GODDESS and commune with these itty bitty beings and the entire fricken zoo that flocks around with me and causes a whole bunch of ruckus might i add and its Ganesha leading the band of them all. But hey if you have your own free wild imaginary zoo to play with- who needs the prisons they are trapped in the matrix hologram to enjoy their company!? Not to mention...I'm never alone, even when I'm alone... so... i always have someone to talk to when I'm down, or someone pisses me off as a human. As far as Zoo's go...my whole legion makes me want to that much more run into those zoos and aquariums and send love to all that are in captivity because i know they need it more than ever... and in doing this i set at least a part of their soul free from their inner slavery as i gaze into their eyes and whisper sweet light.
Hell ive even tried going vegan (and back in the day Ellies rejection of me when i wasn't 'doing' as she thought was 'movement in ascension'... it really broke our relationship and is what i wanted to heal in 2017 but she thought i was just judging her) because my love for all Kingdoms have burst open my heart- but most often i have conversations with the cow and buffalo and chickens and the fish myself who say ‘hey just love and honor me we have a contract to assist your ascension but someday neither of us will have to bleed and taint the waters to be in harmony and fruit will be humanities nectar of life!’
So if my sacral authority or ganesha says its okay... i eat a juicy steak- which has been quite recently lately haha. But hey i know that being vegan isnt the path to ascension... just BEING IS. Forget anything of 'labels' that follow... the flow and way to enlightenment is just... BEING...Gruss Fra Ba
That or you can be like Jim Carrey and NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT BEING SO WEIRD- like muah
SO At this ball well discuss all that you come to understand here- and more. We will bring our ideas into synthesis to blueprint as grand architects just HOW WE CAN PLANT SOME SEEDS IN THE NEW TEMPLATE OF GAIA AND WITHIN OUR HEARTS OF EDEN, to grow some mother fucking trees of life into the 5D Template and GRID! Expect brand new relationship building.
Now when you come to our City... for this Mad Hatter Ugly Bug Ball, please do so with this song in your heart.
Take This City by Everfound
See the signs
The bright lights
Walk down the city streets tonight
You'll hear people calling
For the truth
For the life
For the love we've buried deep inside
That makes us united
So lets take this city
Our souls are singing, oh
There's a fire in our bones
I know we won't be defeated
If love is leading, oh
We're laying down our stones
Apathy is killing me
We could be the saints down on our knees
Lifting each other
Out of ashes out of ruins
Hope will bring a new beginning
If we break the silence
So lets take this city
Our souls are singing, oh
There's a fire in our bones
I know we won't be defeated
If love is leading, oh
We're laying down our stones
We were made for this moment
We were meant to be here
And we're not gonna stop
Till the walls disappear
So lets take this city
Our souls are singing, oh
There's a fire in our bones
I know we won't be defeated
If love is leading, oh
We're laying down our stones
GET READY COME JULY 22nd-25th BECAUSE I WILL BE OFFERING SOME AMAZING THINGS AND INTRODUCING SOMETHING COMPLETELY INNOVATED TO THE WORLD. You can get a SNEAK PEAK of it in this blog... but you got to read it from beginning to end!
In the meantime
I want to share a recent encounter my beloved and i had experienced with a severely biased lightworker we ‘hired’ in the recent weeks that i have been working with on some energetic stagnation remaining in my body and his also- that simultaneously before our union we haven't been able to unhook from the past previous 4 years combined but i knew once i brought them into completion that the integration of my higher self and the process of my beloveds would also be complete and my life as i know now would change forever. I also know we have some past life Unrequited Love to purify out of our genetics, and we're working on that during this retrograde of Mercury. People assume we are in lack- but we arent- we are in trust of the Divine and provided for and in temporary decrease but MONEY DOESNT DEFINE US... let alone anyone else. Our lives are about to change and the spirits say these alignments wont just affect my prosperity and money flow but many many others who get on board with this movement that was brought THROUGH ME... by DIVINE WILL. So I completely surrendered to this project and will bring it into fulfillment.
Now here's what truly sparked this transmission and pay attention to the NUMBERS because... they will all coincide with the masters I shared about prior and what i had written in my journal: The morning of 6/30/2019 i read that the transits coming up are going to greatly affect those in 23• of Cancer, Capricorn, aries and libra- and I AM WITHIN THAT!
I am 23• lib 43’ and my MERCURY is in the 7th house with LIBRA (Check out pictures to see what that does in my personality.). Yesterday i was taking a bath and was nudged to talk to Rumi. I commune with such of my entourage via oracle cards (or wherever they guide me to go or synchronize into my reality on the virtual world called the web or in books) if its a long message they know i would need assistance to find coherence of what light is coming in. Just like how Jesus, Saint Germain and Baste showed up, this is how he appears in my third eye and says "do this or go here"...and i do.So i used alana fairchilds Rumi app (I use a lot of her decks just because they are so on point and amazing) and pulled two cards. What came forth made me cry and i was told by rumi ‘make this into a video beloved i have a very important message for you transmit with these cards as an introduction.so i will be doing that after i draft the channel here. in doing this it may prolong my video for the NEW Moon transmission i just did- but its a ‘necessary prequel’ he interjected because the other one is SO LONG. Not that this one is going to be different, but it's going to be the one that "shakes things up". and "that's the gosple truth". Haha
itll take you about 6 months to digest my transmission,but itll get you attuned with your body! You can READ the 'draft' for now, but it will be edited some more and a video will follow soon. This however was more pertinent, i guess because its as good as I'm going to get at this point in time in presenting myself and my Golden Nugget to the world...which i was drafting all last year in attempts to do just this...but it was just not the right time...but all i had written...still has a purpose. It's all part of the "grand plan" they keep telling me. So i guess its a good thing i didnt delete and throw away all my journals and give up entirely when i was frustrated and hopeless with my culture and the communities online i was partaking in UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS with. But i have come to learn, sadly, just how... discombobulated the whole "stage" is...
Born and raised under the rain and a Western Wind
Felt the weight trying to live up to they say I am
Is it any wonder Shame comes calling my first name
Is there any question if I'm the one here left to blame
It's the same fight all over again
It's the same bite breaking on my skin
It's the same light when you let me in
You let me in you let me in
You are the air I breathe
You are the song I bleed
You are the war that I can't win
This is my white flag in the wind
Every word you speak
Is the air I breathe
I feel like a contender
Bringing my fist to a pistol war
I surrender that I need you now and you've loved me more
It's like an ocean over my head and I'm under the light
In slow motion tonight
It's the same fight all over again
It's the same bite breaking in my skin
It's the same light when you let me in
You let me in you let me in
You are the air I breathe
You are the song I bleed
You are the war that I can't win
This is my white flag in the wind
Every word you speak
Is the air I breathe
I hear you calling my name out name out
Is there any other way now (way now)
I hear you calling my name out name out
I got nothing left to say now say now
But you are the air I breathe
You are the song I bleed
You are the war that I can't win
This is my white flag in the wind
Every word you speak
Is the air I breathe
You are the air I breathe
You are the song I bleed
You are the war that I can't win
This is my white flag in the wind
Every word you speak
Is the air I breathe
My birthday and this Degrees i share of my Libra in Mercury during this Ecplise season represents QUINTESSENCE: The 7 Sacred Seals and Biological Apocalypse. Welcome NOW to that Biological Apocalypse in MOVEMENT. my gift at this time is to shine in my RADIANCE sphere as the 15th Gene Key of Fluorescence and I AM THE EMERGENCE OF SHAMBALA itself. My GIFT of MAGNETISM will bring one into harmonic balance and resonance with the Schumann Resonance. We don't have to continue to experience another day in hell again and again because life is so damn dull. Can we change one anothers lives together through trust?!
Now before we begin I sort of have to explain some basics and technicalities to you, such as What the human design and Gene keys ARE, and what purpose they can serve in your life alongside my movement "Trinity Alignment Therapeutics".
Now before we begin I sort of have to explain some basics and technicalities to you, such as What the human design and Gene keys ARE, and what purpose they can serve in your life alongside my movement "Trinity Alignment Therapeutics".
****PUT IN DESCRIPTION OF RAVE MANDALA, OF GENE KEYS INTRO**** Explain how lyrics and music and videos within my transmissions are symbolic and 'messages' in and of themselves.
add photos of mine and malachis Astro Charts, HD and GK charts and Mayan charts
ANIMAL SPIRIT GUIDEs
YAK (gift 35 key from united... karen)
Talk about heather and Lindsay
Talk about heather and Lindsay
Cat (backyard new neighbor..awake, name is CAT, 40th gene key wasp found in our house- mean wasp building a single nest in our window... got rid of that shadow let the Robin be our guide.
The Radiance sphere is the sphere that has a direct bearing on ones physical, emotional and mental health. As one of our hidden Gifts, this Gene Key will either undermine ones health and wellbeing through its Shadow frequency or bring great love and vitality to one through its Gift. The Radiance also has an indirect relationship to your Evolution. The more you listen to and learn from the lessons of your life, the more radiant you become. At its very highest level, your Radiance represents the final flowering of your highest mystical potential. In direct opposition to your Life’s Work, your Evolution represents the single greatest challenge in your life. The purpose of this Gene Key is to inspire you to grow, mature and eventually flourish. The challenge of your Evolution will manifest both internally and externally through its Shadow frequency. As you learn to embrace this aspect of yourself so your life will gradually be transformed. The highest purpose of your Evolution is to allow you to transcend your own suffering and ultimately find deep and lasting peace.
I use this sphere to enhance my pearl as the 3rd Key. which connects me to The Codon Ring of Life and Death and it is HERE that i catalyze US into this codon ring and we meet the 20th and 23rd KEYS!(and i explain this a little further on in this transmission)
Your Pearl: Represents a great harvest in your life. This Gene Key brings you rewards and grace once you have let go of its underlying Shadow pattern. The Shadow of this Gene Key makes you tight, especially when you allow stress to lead you away from the beautiful and the simple. And you become tight when you succumb to the status quo, and compromise a life that could be exquisite for a life of drudgery and monotony. The Gift and Siddhi of this Gene Key remind you of what is essential in your life. When you bring your full awareness onto these Gifts, you will experience a clarity that most people can only dream of.
I become a gift to you of SIMPLICITY which represents THE NOBLEST TRUTH! In one's shadow lens, Complexity comes to the forefront and we begin splitting the world apart. Or it may feel as if we are literally splitting you and ourselves apart... but we're used to this... it's not really that big of a deal to us as the channel of knowing is so so strong and the 15th Gene key activates the Channel of Rhythm very strongly within me also as another defined channel just like my 18th gate and defined channel to the 58th gate of judgment (which people always fight because this is a part of me that is 'projected' both consciously and subconsciously. I go more into depth in the Ecplise Transmission i mentioned before on the 5th gene key of Patience and the synchronicities with the 5 happening all for GREAT CHANGE at this time but for now i'll keep to this weave.
“The programming partner of the 15th Shadow is the 10th Shadow, which is about self-obsession, and you cannot escape this polarity. You can only experience it from another frequency. If you can allow the dullness to permeate your entire being without being stuck in any reaction, it will cease to be dull. You will experience it as growth and, at even higher levels, as the flowering of consciousness known as Fluorescence. This is truly the miracle of the Spectrum of Consciousness — that every Shadow state conceals a Divine Gift less than a breath away. It doesn’t take a process to move from the Shadow to the Siddhi. It is simply a matter of pure acceptance.”- Richard Rudd
Returning now back to THE synchronicity I had looking deeper into these cards numerology, since one of them was #34 and the other was #23... same numbers as the transit coming. 34 mirrors the 43 in my astro charts. Now im only an astrologist by intuition...whatever comes up i 'gather' from 'external sources' after i listen to the nudge in my spleen that my guides use as my intuition to point me in the aligned directions i need to go to.
My guides are flashing what i woke up in the middle of the night last night (woke up with a coughing fit and congestion from current ascension symptoms) to come across as an energy update to read that is showing me just how very LUCKY I AM during this Mercury retrograde with this degree in my sign (my beloved is libra)! It aint gunna bring us down but we will catalyze many to STEP IT UP - RISE and UPGRADE during it! It doesnt go back direct until AUGUST after the 8:8 portal opens and my generator pumps out the most energy! So i was woken up by the DIVINE FATHERS to this great "AH HA" moment.
my experience in my second (Orientation)session with this woman yesterday was amazing but what followed after she began to assist with my beloved was such an immature and unprofessional (From a woman well beyond our own years) behavior that we had to equally disconnect because she started to project her deep seeded resentments and fears upon us and refusing to take into consideration they where her own. She was ‘mentoring’ us both and i had paid her $610/$5555 already and was beginning to learn the tools of her own ‘chakra method’ and have all her coveted course material of which she will be keeping partial of that down payment and refunding only some of it... money matters not to me and im not attached to the money i risked in 'the lots'. It will come back to me beyond three fold very soon.
I dont care what You are- manifestor generator projector or a reflector- (Don't have a clue WHAT THE FUCK I'm talking about... i have tons of resources to point you to and others who teach as i do...these things that will no longer remain a secret any longer and I intend to spread them like wildfire!!)
WE (my beloved and i) are masters of the mirror dimensions and you will only be seeing a reflection of YOU and YOU will begin with awareness turrets to speak verbally those reflections and thinking they are US. You are mistaken if you allow this to be a wrench in our coming to meet. Because i will be strait right now with what you will dealing with when it comes to me, so open up your hearts, minds and be receptive as you read this and or listen to this transmission. For it could change both our lives.
“The 3rd Gift teaches us something wonderful about synthesis, which has to do with an often-overlooked human gift — the gift of play. If you truly want to see the genius of innovation, you only have to watch a young child at play. When seen through the eyes of the 3rd Shadow, children appear to create nothing but chaos, but to the higher eyes of the 3rd Gift, a child is the living expression of genius.”- Richard Rudd
This my red sea
And my Jericho
This is my Philistine
And my five stones
But talk is cheap
So is bargaining
So, here I go
I don't want to live
Like I'm half alive
I don't want to walk
Where the road is wide
All this fear that I've
Been tryin' to hide
Is going to start to show
This is how it's been
Always hesitant
I want to my feel my heart on fire now
And let the safety net burn down
Throw my arms out wide
Let your love collide in me
I want to run with my heart on my shirt Straight into the wind, maybe get hurt
I thought living safe meant living stronger
No longer
There's a set of keys
And a heavy door
They can set you free
Or lock you in some more
If you sing your song
I will sing along
Let the walls come down
So let's go find the stars
Let's remember who we are
I want to my feel my heart on fire now
And let the safety net burn down
Throw my arms out wide
Let your love collide in me
I want to run with my heart on my shirt
Straight into the wind, maybe get hurt
I thought living safe meant living stronger
No longer
Afraid, no longer
Ashamed, no longer
A slave, no longer
No longer, no longer
I'm stronger, I'm stronger
Afraid, no longer
Ashamed, no longer
A slave, no longer
No longer, no longer
I'm stronger, I'm stronger
I want to my feel my heart on fire now
Throw my arms out wide
Let your love collide in me
I want to run with my heart on my shirt
Straight into the wind, maybe get hurt
Cause I thought living safe meant living stronger
No longer…
Listen closely dear ones... im not going to bash this individual because it serves no purpose in condemning an avatar who is a blinded oracle... no purpose at all wasting breath or word and casting pearls to swine, and i have in the past but im growing and maturing emotionally and now recognize in higher awareness that they are NOT the lie- even what they project were not that neither are they but THE LIE NEEDS BE ADDRESSED! the lie is a unconscious pattern- but i will not be afraid to EXPOSE THE LIE for ones comfort anymore. Here's a song for you guys; nevermind if my singing is perfect its not meant to be... its the lyrics and rhythm you are feeling. This is the music of the spheres within me and this is how my heart speaks... through music and various books, memes and movie quotes galore.
Priceless by King and Country
Mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall
Tellin' those lies, pointing out your flaws
That isn't who you are
That isn't who you are
It might be hard to hear
But let me tell you, dear
If you could see what I can see, I know you would believe
That isn't who you are
There's more to who you are
So when it's late
You're wide awake
Too much to take
Don't you dare forget that in the pain
You can be brave
Hear me say
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
I see a rose in bloom
At the sight of you
Oh, so priceless
Irreplaceable, unmistakable, incomparable
Darling, it's beautiful
I see it all in you
Oh, so priceless
No matter what you've heard
This is what you're worth
More than all the money or the diamonds and pearls
Oh, this is who you are
Yeah, this is who you are
So when it's late
You're wide awake
Too much to take
Don't you dare forget that in the pain
You can be brave
Hear me say
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
I see a rose in bloom
At the sight of you
Oh, so priceless
Irreplaceable, unmistakable, incomparable
Darling, it's beautiful
I see it all in you
Oh, so priceless
Sisters, we can start again
Give honor 'til the end
Love, we can start again
Brothers, we can start again
Give honor 'til the end
Yeah, we can start again
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
I see a rose in bloom
At the sight of you
Oh, so priceless
You're irreplaceable, unmistakable, incomparable
Darling, it's beautiful
I see it all in you
Oh, so priceless
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
I see a rose in bloom
At the sight of you
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
I see a rose in bloom
At the sight of you
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
I see a rose in bloom
At the sight of you
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
Oh, so priceless
In fact im here when youre ready to surrender and pop that damn bubble of protection you have built around your own heart and concrete as ‘boundaries’. I will hold to my sacral authority as a generator and not be conditioned by another’s CONFUSION AND OUTDATED BELIEF LIMITATIONS, especially around money and the monkey mind! My aura AUTOMATICALLY begins deprogramming those around me without me lifting a finger and brings these issues up to be examined and contemplated. that is why the message Rumi is bringing me is so important because my specific design will impact future business and sacred commerce as we see and experience to be right now. So here is his message which comes as a trinity bomb from Rumi, Star Mother Arrakis and Layla.
In my younger years
I found You beneath the steeple
In the faces of Your people
Could hear You in the hymns
In my younger years
Then later on
I met You on a road, once winding
Seeking but not always finding
With the building gone
You still loved me later on
Anywhere You are is sanctuary
Everywhere You are is where I'm free
You're here, You're here
The only invitation that You need
Is the very air I breathe, yeah, yeah
You're here, You're here
I will never be alone
You will be always be my home
'Cause You're here
In the same small room
Staring at the life I've chosen
Hoping that the door's still open
To give my heart to You
In this same small room
What could separate
Me from all the ways You love me?
Nothing below or above me
Could get in the way
This is what You say
Anywhere You are is sanctuary
Everywhere You are is where I'm free
'Cause You're here, You're here
The only invitation that You need
Is the very air I breathe, yeah, yeah
You're here, You're here
I will never be alone
You will be always be my home
You were at the altar, preacher's hand upon my head
You were in the water, when I came up clean instead
You're still in my story, when my tears fall on the dirt
You're there in the morning, wrapping grace around what hurts
You were in the questions, in the silence on the phone
You were paying cab fare, making sure I made it home
I believed in too far, I believed in my worst fear
But You were never moving closer, You were only always here
You will always be my home
I don't have to be alone
Don't have to be alone
You will always be my home
ADD CARDS AND CARD PICS HERE!!!!!!
I am going to address and put it out there that this individual didnt even listen to anything (refuses it seems to send the recordings of the two zoom meetings we have had). Just like my mother, who really has hurt me to the core of my being in her abandonment and rejection. I am addressing these things within myself, havent been blinded to them... but i contemplate them deeply. As far as Anti-OM Titan Woman i texted her calmly what Malachi tried to tell her in our paid session that she absolutely refused to accept. she hardly skimmed anything and instantly as people who trigger with us usually do- threatened to block me ‘for projecting’ when it was not anything other than my Channel of Judgement which is a Projection sort of energy. My Inner child is screaming here...
WE DIDNT DO IT!
It was not US who was projecting. It seems this could use some friggen various QUARTZ crystals to assist her!
She wanted to say ‘your man must have some deep mother wounds if hes going to treat someone like that- i had to leave to protect myself.’ We told her from the get-go that THAT was exactly what we wanted to address, but she freaked out during her clearing protocol when she got to HIS CROWN... and Saw "a Tentacle entity" (Octopus is the SHADOW for the 2nd Gene Key of Orientation and Unity. Which she was missing the entire opportunity to step into with us.
Will, Focus, Magic, Reason, Illusion, Defense, Mystery, Strategic, Potential, Knowing, Diversity, Creativity, Flexibility, Expansion, Complexity, Intelligence, Adaptability, Insatiability, unpredictability
Water Symbolism of Octopus
Purity, Psyche, Motion, Emotion, Fluidity, Intuition, Creativity, Flexibility
Regenerative Symbolism of Octopus
Time, Unity, Cycles, Evolution, Regeneration
Connecting With Octopus Totem
♦ Ask the octopus for its guidance
♦ Respectfully ask to enter its immense energy system just prior to meditation
♦ Make up and sing songs about the octopus
♦ Write about her, with free-association writing, poems, epics, blogging – whatever – just start writing your impressions of the octopus
♦ Create dance moves in her honor that mimic the octopus’ movements
♦ Paint her, draw her, pin up images of her on your corkboards or walls
In other words, do whatever moves you in order to draw yourself more closely into her spiraling depths. The octopus will see your voracious tenacity to connect and she will reward your genuine intent in equal portion.
“The 2nd Siddhi is the original nature of consciousness itself, and it manifests as a highly beautiful plan unfolding in time and space, swept along by the currents of evolution. All such mythic journeys echo the journey of the earth and of our universe, and as they all begin by leaving the warm comfort of the mother and the home, so they must one day return again to that same embrace. This indeed is our final destiny as a species — to realize our state of oneness and unity with all that is.”-Richard Rudd
The Cow came up around this same time last year when i was moving from one job to the next and liberating myself out of 'the old me'. It has returned again in support for the Collective and Leo king had mentioned it being the spirit animal, and the Cow is a very awesome symbology and gift of the 2nd Gene key.
Motherhood, Mother Goddesses, Mother Gaia,
Fertility, Nurturing, Understanding, Commitment
Gentleness, Quiet Strength, Divine Feminine, Lunar Energy
when i was releasing a lot of resentment i took in at the Bath House I was working at, and it was not long after Independence day that In September 2018 i left that job for the same reason i likely will be leaving the one (So much resentment and jealousy of coworkers) i am at now and assumed would be a great blessing but so far, its just nothing different then what i left. I am placed in my present co workers life to be a midwife of 'her soul' and she recently has become pregnant. I began empathing her pregnancy 3 months ago (thought i was and was freaking out) And was taking in a lot of her irritation that "i was able to receive self care regardless if she was making herself available for a 'fair trade', her lack of communication as a virgo is not helping the situation and now the workspace environment feels as if im walking on egg shells... and I know why, she hasn't a clue and is just dealing with new pregnancy hormones. Ive dealt with women like her in the past... and just need to approach her more tenderly then i have others i love in the past, because I'm truly here more to assist 'their births' then to 'use them for their gifts and services or office space'. i truly dont need to be in an office space and if i do do that in the future it'll be with someone who see's me as a partner, and i'm not just 'working on their clients and their making money off of mine and im ultimately making way less than what im worth'. its time for a NEW BEGINNING for me. I gotta shake things off that i have taken on from her, such as her wrist and thumb pain that is compounding because she hasnt received from me in 3 months. likely because she wanted to be 'safe' past the first trimester (her age puts her at higher risks than most women)... so i'm being patient but because her lack of focus on me as part of her team and trusting me... i have less than 5 clients a week now... and i cant survive worth crap off of under 1K a month. Time to find something new if she can't accommodate and let me do what I need to do to stay busy and be paid fairly for the more work i'll be doing to promote US BOTH. If she's not okay with these improvements that are necessary, then i'll move along to a job that WILL KEEP ME BUSY and i dont have to put so much effort out to 'market'. I have a future of marketing with myself AND OTHERS...and it's time i bring her 'into the fold' of this new business venture im on. She needs to 'take care of her' as i have been. i wont stop my receiving just because another wishes to stuff it down and carry resentment and jealousy over the fact that that is MY NUMBER ONE PRIORITY...yes im selfish... because if i wasnt.. i wouldnt fucking be able to keep doing massage and hands on touch.
Regardless what Anti-OM thought...it is not a demonic entity that her lower self presumes it is and we tried to tell her it has a purpose but she demanded we let her "rip it off so it never comes back" thats when all beings in heaven and hell both rose up and confronted HER HIDDEN RESENTMENTS. Rather than holding space to gain understanding by listening to us through love: she rejected all that in totality WE ARE- and what we are birthing into reality at this time but many dont want to even listen. I guess it costs us $611 ($1 more than i even paid her), to gain access to her 'protocols and workbooks' and be treated like utter scum... Well.. I have a pattern with the "...11's" and in my blog some chapters are names "711, 811, 911" and now... i have a 611 to add to that archive of MOUNTAINTOPS i have reached.
SO many in the spiritual communities and holistic world are to busy DOING... that we have suppressed what WE should be DOING and ACTING UPON and helping them focus on RESTING AND EMBODYING THEIR BEING- RESET AND UPGRADE! You have been sacraficing for so long... and draining yourselves because all you do comes from your mind and NOT YOUR HEART/SOURCE. You have to believe you are a Master of yourself and DIVINE...to reach such MOUNTAINS. If you don't first embody, you are only climbing mole hills.
You know as i write this i can see the hidden miracle and blessing of the ‘trauma’ and rejection we endured the past 3 years and with clarity in this now moment i can truly let it go and find TRUE forgiveness. At least this isn't taking me 7 years to accomplish like it took me with my ex husband. This was very different...but also just as spiritually rewarding. It's no different then that of women in the past 3 years that i have had to release, forgive, move on and blaze forward regardless of my "mistakes" and inability to explain what sort of mutation and metamorphosis i was going through. They just wanted to TELL me... and im not here to be told..YES I'm a RABBIT but just LET ME BE or you are going to KILL ME and my bumblebee SPIRIT. im here FOR SYNERGY and SYNTHESIS together. And first and foremost I am going to publically apologize to ANYONE that i have "burned" these past few years...
You know as i write this i can see the hidden miracle and blessing of the ‘trauma’ and rejection we endured the past 3 years and with clarity in this now moment i can truly let it go and find TRUE forgiveness. At least this isn't taking me 7 years to accomplish like it took me with my ex husband. This was very different...but also just as spiritually rewarding. It's no different then that of women in the past 3 years that i have had to release, forgive, move on and blaze forward regardless of my "mistakes" and inability to explain what sort of mutation and metamorphosis i was going through. They just wanted to TELL me... and im not here to be told..YES I'm a RABBIT but just LET ME BE or you are going to KILL ME and my bumblebee SPIRIT. im here FOR SYNERGY and SYNTHESIS together. And first and foremost I am going to publically apologize to ANYONE that i have "burned" these past few years...
If I HURT YOU IN MY TRIAL AND ERROR LEARNING PROCESS ALONGSIDE UNION WITH MY BELOVED WHO HAS THIS IN HIS OWN DESIGN, I AM SINCERELY SORRY AND I WANT TO REACH OUT TO YOU AGAIN... TO SAY THIS WITH MY WHOLE HEART, AND A PRAYER THAT YOU WILL COME BACK AND WE CAN FIND EQUALITY AND A MIDDLE GROUND TO GO FORWARD TOGETHER INTO. Learning all these things myself hasn't been easy. I simply ask you to forgive me, please... so we can do something together for the greater WHOLE... so we can all unify... listen to my heart... Let the storms roll in beloveds... because love is not the fence we build around our lives. anywhere we are... I'm alright... but it would be nice to have you here too.
I'm sorry
Please Forgive me
Thank you
I love you
Ho'oponopono
Ho'oponopono
Ho'oponopono
We where told ‘it was safe to be our authentic self’ and the past two weeks i have been supported to step into deep womb healing and inner child expression and to continue the healing work i have been doing the past few years and it's all shared in my blog.
my beloved has too been keeping a quantum leaping pace with me and enhancing me as a Creatrix Goddess, and if he wasn't we would definitely not be compatible. He is my DIVINE MASCULINE... and here to be a SHOCK to many.
it is time that i stop holding myself back- to let Trinity shine- and well when i let my Goddess shine- my channel of Judgement comes out so strong along with my Trinity To the 3RD SUPERPOWER and i can't resist pointing out unorganized repeating patterns- to put it short i piss people off for interrupting them and or they just block me and deflect me if they arent truly working from the heart space and are still in the battlefield with their minds- and Grace that flows through me attempts to bring coherence only creates mass confusion and all victim patterning within ones Human Design becomes constricted and im lucky if i can go from there to create any sort of relationship. so i get massive VOMIT 🤮 anytime i stand in THE HOLY TRINITY POWER I AM. Yea im done with letting rejection make me emotional. I am done caring what mass consciousness is going to do- im bound and determined to GET YOU INTO COHERENCE WITH SOURCE! TRINITY ALIGNMENT BABES! Mind body and SOUL MOVEMENT.
it is time that i stop holding myself back- to let Trinity shine- and well when i let my Goddess shine- my channel of Judgement comes out so strong along with my Trinity To the 3RD SUPERPOWER and i can't resist pointing out unorganized repeating patterns- to put it short i piss people off for interrupting them and or they just block me and deflect me if they arent truly working from the heart space and are still in the battlefield with their minds- and Grace that flows through me attempts to bring coherence only creates mass confusion and all victim patterning within ones Human Design becomes constricted and im lucky if i can go from there to create any sort of relationship. so i get massive VOMIT 🤮 anytime i stand in THE HOLY TRINITY POWER I AM. Yea im done with letting rejection make me emotional. I am done caring what mass consciousness is going to do- im bound and determined to GET YOU INTO COHERENCE WITH SOURCE! TRINITY ALIGNMENT BABES! Mind body and SOUL MOVEMENT.
Joy by King and Country
(my joke this week "Go Watch Hercules")
Lately, I've been reading, watching the nightly news
Don't seem to find the rhythm, just wanna sing the blues
Feels like a song that never stops
Feels like it's never gonna
Gotta get that fire, fire, back in my bones
Before my heart, heart, turns into stone
So somebody please pass the megaphone
I'll shout it on the count of three
One, two, three
Oh, hear my prayer tonight, I'm singing to the sky
Give me strength to raise my voice, let me testify
Oh, hear my prayer tonight, 'cause this is do or die
The time has come to make a choice
And I choose joy
Let it move you, let it move you, let it move you
Yeah, I choose joy
Let it move you, let it move, let it move you
Yeah-eh, back when I was young, my eyes were full of life
But now that I am older, I live at the speed of light
Feels like the cycle never stops
Feels like it's never gonna
Gotta get that fire, fire, back in my bones
Before my heart, heart, turns into stone
So somebody please pass the megaphone
I'll shout it on the count of three
One, two, three
Oh, hear my prayer tonight, I'm singing to the sky
Give me strength to raise my voice, let me testify
Oh, hear my prayer tonight, 'cause this is do or die
The time has come to make a choice
And I choose joy
Let it move you, let it move, let it move you
Yeah, I choose joy
Let it move you, let it move, let it move you
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of night
Oh, with You by my side, I'm stepping into the light
I choose joy
Let it move you, let it move, let it move you
I need that joy, joy, joy, joy
Down in my heart, down in my heart to stay
I need that joy, joy, joy, joy
Down in my heart, down in my heart to stay
And I choose joy
Let it move you, let it move, let it move you
Oh, I choose joy
Let it move you, let it move, let it move you
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of night
Oh, with You by my side, I'm stepping into the light
I choose joy
Go let it move you, go let it move you, go let it move you
I need that joy, joy, joy, joy
Down in my heart, down in my heart to stay
I have nothing more to offer but direction and advice and to be of service to the collective who ARE going to have a rough time the coming months and even years- and that is why i cannot- and will not... continue to hide out of fear and putting myself in the same frequency that is dying. I am THRIVING- and i want to share MYSELF with the world. No one gives me the opportunity to say these things. I often get frustrated and blow up before i can do so with any ‘love’ vibrations because as an empath it was easy for my mind heart and solar plexus to be conditioned by others designs. Now that im aware more in depth of my own design and how chi flows through MY BODY... i can more confidently step into the limelight where my voice of experiences and dance with the body into my purpose of BEING will impact and inspire millions. I have other gifts that will help spread resources and i am here to promote OTHERS alongside promoting the TAT MOVEMENT. (What ‘story’ or mural or song or inspiration/movement do you want to tattoo upon the body of Gaia?) let me share you but one obligation- you gotta share me too and get to know me equally through my books and YONI/Gap workshops to come (or online groups and hopefully a platform of some kind to come that is NOT facebook)
So truly i want to honor and thank this woman we encountered, and all who tried to help mentor in my past and fill the 'role' as 'mother/sister' for such mirror and healing and assistance even though you were not yet ready and i was a bit too soon, for what we have to offer. I was given this wisdom...
I've been trying to make sense
of the sorrow that I feel
Holding on for life to the
only thing that's real
I've only scratched the surface
I've barely had a taste
But just a glimpse draws
my heart to change
And one side of you lays
my sin to waste
I don't need to see everything
Just more of you
Take it all take it all away
Magnify no other name
Open up open up my eyes
To you
Take it all take it all away
Magnify no other name
Open up open up my eyes
To you
My sight is incomplete
and I made you look small
I've been staring at my
problems for way too long
Realign where my hope it set
Until you're all that's left
But just a glimpse draws my heart to change
And one side of you
lays my sin to waste
I don't need to see everything
Just more of you
Take it all take it all away
Magnify no other name
Open up open up my eyes
To you
Take it all take it all away
Magnify no other name
Open up open up my eyes
To you
God be greater than
the worries in my life
Be stronger than the
weakness in my mind
Be louder let your
glory come alive
Be magnified
God be greater than
the worries in my life
Be stronger than the
weakness in my mind
Be louder let your
glory come alive
Be magnified
Be magnified
Take it all take it all away
Magnify no other name
Open up open up my eyes
To you
Open up my eyes
Take it all take it all away
Magnify no other name
Open up open up my eyes
To you To you
“You are READY for your DIVINE INTERVENED INHERITANCES AND PROMOTION. Ready to begin offering mentorship to others- no more fear- your lotus is on fire and the YIN rising is strong within you! Blessed heart- beautiful Essene- YOU ARE IN TUNE WITH YOUR BEING- continue to listen to we... and you will help many of millions to succeed and change the world. Our holy grail trinity- its your time to shine- so stand up strong and get ready to roar- with eyes ever open with Green Tara you sour like an eagle- a free spirit- innocent like a child- you are one with Source and you will bring order to the chaos that is being created in societies remorse's. You too beloved- went through the layers of remembrance- now as a Star Magi you SHINE AS AN ENTREPRENEURIAL SHAMAN... go forth and blaze a trail and the Game of Life that will topple the chess board enslaving you. Remember now beloved that it is because you are free and liberated thy self from the inside out... you shining one... will fluorescent the world with your radiance and complete surrender for the greater whole into universal love. It is time for your lifes work to bring the prosperity THE TRIBE has been waiting for! You dear one hold the trusts to Quan Yin and many of Us... you dear one will bring forth a movement none other has the GRIT to themselves and you dear one are THE CHOSEN ONE to assist all awaking NEO's in the 'system'- to swoop down and answer their call when they wake up and see all the illusions that have lied to them- You beloved Trinity are here to unify many fractals so you are not doing it alone. We love you, dear heart- with all our being to your being- from the Divine heart to Your Divine Heart, here is your cornucopia... youve done well beloved now just trust in and LOVE YOURSELF!”
Im in tears right now. Thank you, EVERYONE- for showing me that I AM READY. No more mentorship required- time for synergy and synthesis and birthing sacred commerce. i used her to reflect the healing i needed to do and would need to help show others to do to themselves also but it was not required that i pay $5555 to obtain a few tools i need to change my life. I will always butt heads with anyone- in the money department. I will challenge one and all about it- because im here to transform your entire being around it and entrepreneurship.
To conclude the story i wish to share that was very kind with this other woman, which given my past for 'emotionally projecting' this time i had a totally different and calm approach, (all of which went bypassed and ignored and she refused to read) and i asked a legit question that would help shift how she manages or picks up clients in business- because how she swindled myself and my beloved in financial desperation herself- to commit to her before ever sitting down and having a consultation to see if were actually a good fit and for her to grasp what we are here for truly even though i was honoring her boundaries and paying what she thinks shes worth- (im worth the star, and so are they and no $$$ will change that). she still rejected our NEW WORLD OF UNITY AND ENERGY concepts. I literally was paying her just to listen to ME attempt to share my movement but just get shut down. I may need to recharge and start doing basics like everyone else again having gone stupid and stagnant in waiting for recognition (see i am not separate from you we experience the same) but my higher purpose is to align my body to the higher octaves i am now landing and will continue quantum leaping and helping large bodies of individuals to do so also. I wont be your only ‘shaman’ in sacred commerce to engage with you will meet many THROUGH ME! Im learning my lesson- i tried to do all of this last year and neither myself nor my body and mind was ready for it. They are showing me a massive go green light- move forward- time for ACTION and Ganesha is stomping around my room saying lets do this- offering his tusk and trunk as talismans to me. They did show me last year and at the beginning of this year ‘that my patience will be rewarded in summertime and autumn (as it usually is) april-aug’... and just looking at the cosmometric and my personal astrological alignments - lets just say my mouth is to the floor and obviously not speechless cuz i just transmitted this whole thing.
So In the end of yesterdays encounter we all decided she was not a good fit or in her words of deflection ‘were not compatible’ .however a reflector COULD be compatible with just anyone... if they grasped their design in totality and that of others and have learned to put on their infinity armor of ‘goddess’ as an empathic sensitive being they will know how to deal with emotional waves from say someone like my husband whos a generator with SOLAR PLEXUS authority coming into his I AM status- so emotions will fly and you better be ready to deal with spurts of inner child (Ones AUTHORITY) EMOTING!
Needless to say We were not allowed to be fully authentic and allow source expression to flow through us. My Channel of Judgement is ALWAYS misconstrued. It drives me mad, but at least now i can describe it and ill do that further another time because i dont want to make this transmission longer then it need to be.
This inspired us to create something that NO ONE ELSE DOES OR CAN SEEM TO OFFER- a space where we will SHOW YOU how to claim that INFINITY ARMOR- and SHINE YOUR LIGHT as entrepreneurs and business leaders!
This mentor's FEARS clouded her own gift and what potential she could obtain if she dealt with the battlefield of her own mind that kept pushing away OUR love. She presumed we pushed away hers but no we demanded UNCONSTITUTIONAL just as we show up UNCONDITIONALLY. There was intuition and Divine Will/Grace our G Centers had to offer that was wanting to encumber her current perception lens and awareness into something higher!
OPEN UP YOUR HEART AND JUST LET IT BEGIN OPEN UP YOUR HEART! Acceptance is
THE KEY TO BE...TO TRULY BE FREE... will you do the same for me?!
Here im trying to deal with my root, the VENUS and WOMB of my being and as i do i become a WAYSHOWER for many TRINITY FRACTALS HERE NOW going through the same damn stuff! Through my INNER LIBERATION... and movement of this beginning last year July 4th 2018... i will assit the collective the best i can with UNIFIED LIBERATION. I had to go through it myself, before i could help any of you. That was a requirement for me to step into this with full authenticity, and integrity.
The Venus Sequence is the path of courageous emotional opening through relationships. It is a journey that expands your heart through the correct aligning of your attractor field and the gradual release of your defense patterns. Catalyzing a gentle emotional cascade in your life, the Venus Sequence supports you to let go of the pain of separation and invites you to master the great art of returning non-love with love.
Forming the heart of the Golden Path, the Venus Sequence is an extraordinary journey into the genetic currents that shaped you in the womb and the karmic forces released at the moment of your conception. Such patterns have determined who you draw into your life (Attraction) as well as your intelligence (IQ), your emotional ease (EQ) and your spiritual insight (SQ). As understanding of your own Venus Sequence unfolds, you will see how many aspects of your higher nature were shut down while you were very young. The most challenging patterns of your relationships can then be seen as holding the highest possibilities for unlocking these hidden gifts inside you.
The Venus Sequence describes the strength of your aloneness and the particular gifts that emerge through your relationship with others. Taking you through a passage of inner revelations that are directly applicable to your life, the Venus Sequence unfolds in cascades and leaps of awareness that progressively soften the defences around your heart. The inner realisations in these leaps are called Dharma, Karma, Intelligence, Love, and Realisation. Each of these pathways contain specific emotional challenges that when accepted and understood brings about a deep expression of your core essence.
I desire to stop having conditional love in my heart that has compounded for some time now because of misconstrued many become of my unique design that you will find in maybe 3% of the population. Reflectors are 1%- try being the rare #3! I'm hidden and so transparent ill spook up on you. Im a FOX and FOX MEDICINE is what i have to offer you- sacred play and im the ultimate Sacred Trixter in the U-N-I- Verse. my beloved too is equally ‘rare’- our stories are practically identical just his is more of a masculine story experience and mine more feminine because that is the body and minds we chose to be this lifetime whether we ‘liked it or not’ but in many past lives we played various roles with one another!
due to what my mother genetics created as a deep wounding in my venus sequence and the core wound that presents itself in my vocation sphere- well that is proof enough to me that such distorted programming began when i was in my own mother's womb- so I acknowledge that we ALL have mother and father and relationship wounds- but im here to assist in repairing them. To clear your karma and give you a touch of Medis love.
THE ENCOUNTER on Pureflix.com
showed up 6:30pm 6/30/2019 spirit nudged me said "theres symbology within it"
Jesus and ALL OF CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
paid ME A VISIT...for sure... and this is me...stepping into SAINTHOOD as a child of the Creator I AM THAT I AM... WORD I AM WORD with this INTENTION. Together we can all mend, and become masterpieces of ART... a GOLDEN TAPESTRY and masterpiece we will blend into something grand in Union of the heart
Danny Gokey- Masterpiece
it seems that every woman thus far that ive allowed myself to trust and used as mirrors to learn the path of surrender, sacrifice and service myself- the path of Breakthrough- hoping they would pay witness to my unfolding within- rather many became jealous, competitive, domineering- you name it- many have shown only the reflection of narcissism and fear that i once too carried in my field as a 10th Gene Key Purpose and it destroyed my first marriage... my ex husband was just that more of a mirror to me of what i wouldnt face within myself... and though it still exists too within him... i did what i needed to do to begin the genetic cleansing of karma of OUR CHILDREN, the next generation. I am REPARENTING MYSELF... so that they will grow into MATURE ADULTS... emotionally balanced... and ready to take on the world as I am now with love for themselves and love for others that has never existed before. Of course right now they are kids... they have attitudes and they butt heads and push my buttons and test my patience... but bless them... for they are just doing and showing to me what my inner child needs.
“The 10th Gift of Naturalness can dawn only when self-obsession exhausts itself. The first great revelation that comes from the journey into your own unique nature is that you cannot be defined by any kind of label. Once you understand that you are neither your name nor your actions, feelings, thoughts or beliefs, you realize that human nature is something far greater and wider than you ever suspected.”- Richard Rudd
I have worked diligently to purify in my own body mind and to emanate Siddhi soul. Just that is what im here to help humanity genetically and karmically cleanse as i returned my past life fractal of Seshat and so many others (and will bring yours back to remembrance too) into embodiment of her gifts involving the Akashic records and the work i am to perform in EMOTIONAL MAGNIFICATION through harmonic frequency with A WHOLE TRIBE AND MANY HUBS ACROSS THE GLOBE. Wanna know where my help comes from? wanna know who i PRAISE when in a STORM?! well..listen to the song Praise You In The Storm by Casting Crowns and you'll have a hint of how i feel of my family below!
I am not religious.. i have no label.I do not judge you if you have a faith of choice but please don't judge my faith of choice as a Gnostic and the fact that i UNIFY ALL that IS. My Pearl is SYNTHESIS. My Purpose is being AN I CHING and STAR MAGI Oracle. I am in fact... a clarion Oracle... i come from the 8th heaven's and beyond. You hear a CAL- I'm the one who sent it to one and all. Beloved I bacon you forth and I WELCOME YOU HOME. Is there life that needs to be restored through the Alchemy of Seshat and Thoth?! Come be as Horus... Isis put him back together, let us too... help you become whole! Mind, body and soul. 
I am free and a spiritual BEING... I gave up labels long ago and scared everyone as i LOST ALL IDENTITY... that my mind held onto and i began to follow my ancestors. Although i USE labels and speak WORD of 'my past present and future'... i am not identified however as I have a great knowledge base of the psyche due to the work i have done with Carl Jung. Carl Jung came to me at the very beginning of my awakening and has been assisting me well since 2014. I am here to share his message and process of Individuation. Here is what Carl Jung teaches about Individuation... and just a couple of quotes and meme's to take into contemplation of the depths i take EVERYTHING to.
Outside of Jung and Rumi and many others BEINGS, I work with a plethura or the following also as these are MY ANCESTORS.
Outside of Jung and Rumi and many others BEINGS, I work with a plethura or the following also as these are MY ANCESTORS.
Thoth and the whole Egyptian 'Tribe', I also work with Jesus, Mary Magdalene, THE ESSENE'S, ALL Ascended Masters, Abysmal Primordial Beings, EVERYTHING... ALL OF the CREATION.. is my beating heart. Beloveds i am NO LESS a Oracle of Delphi than i was in past times... those gifts have returned to me... and this is my womb magic! MY PURPOSE as the 10th Gene Key of NATURALNESS and BEING!
"I baptize you with water to cleanse you
I baptize you with light and with fire
I baptize you to be born anew
awake
and ready for the day to come"
Jesus Yeshuah Senanada of Nazarene
Om Mani Padme Hum
Om Namma Shivyah
SO look at that... more numerology synchronicity! This is how they communicate to me though im a Quantum Numerologist.The spirits are pointing out to me that my PURPOSE 10th gene key (and the 15th Key is my radiance sphere) connects me to the Channel of CONVICTION combining gate 10 and gate 34 in Human Design to create the Siddhi of Embodiment the gift of Conviction and the shadow of Stubbornness... then heres another synch...
If you add 23 that =5 and if you add 34/43 that= 7... so that makes 57 (and even further that will equal 12 and then a 3 as my 'pearl'). 57 is also connected to the codon ring of matter that my beloved and my owns LIFES WORK of the 46th gene key kicks off! It is also the codon ring that is connected to my IQ Sphere of the 18th gene key. both these spheres work with the following
“The process of learning again to trust in your intuition is nothing less than the dismantling of the illusion that you are separate from life.”- Richard Rudd 57th Gene Key
Life’s Work/Brand: This aspect of your Profile and its relevant Gene Key highlights the ideal arena of your external work in the world. This is the role that most suits your creative expression and that allows you the full freedom to be yourself without compromise. The Shadow of this Gene Key describes what tends to occur around you when you lose touch with your true self. At the other end of the spectrum, the Siddhi or highest potential of this Gene Key describes you living at the absolute zenith of your genetic potential. In your Pearl Sequence,this Sphere is known as your ‘Brand’, as it guides you in how best to express your highest Gifts, in order that you can achieve true recognition in life
“Delight is the sense of freedom that emerges from an appreciation of the richness of being alive.”-46th Gene
Your IQ: This Sphere relates to your third seven-year cycle from the age of 14 to 21. As this is our mental developmental cycle, the Shadow of this Gene Key governs the way in which you learned to use your mind to try and control your emotions and override your intuition. As you become aware of the pattern of this Gene Key and its controlling and stifling influence on your emotional life, so you can unlock its Gift. This will disable your primary emotional trigger, making you both less reactive and less provocative in all your relationships. Your IQ soars to encompass all possibilities in life when released from unconscious narrow-minded or opinionated thinking.
“To live with Integrity is to take on the whole world — to challenge it to meet the high standards you are setting. Wherever you see someone living with Integrity, you are seeing someone using the power of judgment in an objective and impersonal way.” - 18th Gene
I'm not only connecting dots in the DNA there... but I am also being attuned to the Channel of Charism which brings gate 20 of PRESENCE because the 34th Gate is it's programming partner and visa versa. This is where Richard Rudd's new book "The Art Of Contemplation" comes in hand
“The state of Self Assurance is your own greater nature emerging. It is a sign that more consciousness is being allowed to incarnate into the physical vehicle. What is occurring at this Gift level is that you are beginning to experiment with humanity’s future instrument of awareness — the solar plexus system.” - Richard Rudd 20th Gene Key
I'm getting all connected to the 20th Gate even with the 10th of my purpose! Creating within me the Channel of Intelligence! So in so many ways i am right now being attuned to THE SACRED OM and the Schuman resonance! and boy is that... that is just having wave after wave of breath from Gaia. I truly am becoming a Budavissta. i am within the Sacred Octave and so very divinely relaxed right now
“Individual strength is something absolutely natural to all human beings. We are talking about the ability to act in harmony with natural forces – the real definition of strength.”- 34th Gene Key Richard Rudd
“The only way you can experience insight is unexpectedly, so you have to give up looking for it. It has to be allowed to happen in its own time and in its own way.” - 43rd Gene Key Richard Rudd
Its so so funny that the woman I mention in this channel her own initials make an OM, and she says she comes from the Buddhist faith. I connected to her through Ganesha since that's one her main guides, but she had no interest in hearing what he had to say in regards to 'our relating' in that moment. I could have brought her into a positive outlook... and we could have had some fun together, but she chose the latter due to fear. *shrug*
So it is within Gate 20 and Gate 10 that I'm being influenced to have sacred play in the Siddhi of Ritual, the gift of Charisma and the shadow of Violence! And all of this is coming from MY SACRAL AUTHORITY... the Siddhi of Flow gift of RESPONSE and many shadows of REACTION I DO FACE...
“The state of Self Assurance is your own greater nature emerging. It is a sign that more consciousness is being allowed to incarnate into the physical vehicle. What is occurring at this Gift level is that you are beginning to experiment with humanity’s future instrument of awareness — the solar plexus system.”- 20th Gene Richard Rudd
oh and lookey loo at this synchronicity too showing up in the Channel of SELF AWARENESS connecting my 10th gate to the 57th gate creating the Siddhi of Elegance, gift of Self-awareness and shadow of PANIC.
Malachi right now is a version of Hades
:-P and "here's your tentacle entity" for you... NOT an entity, Hadies...and plenty of Goddess's like Green Tara Herself (don't piss off Kali now)
BEINGS of the shadow realms just snuck up to expose...darkness... the spirit within the shells they see...are something so much more powerful. Your fear clouds your judgment to recognize these things and not feel them as an 'attack' upon you...but an awakening opportunity.
HA HA HA HA... basically what im gunna be WAY SHOWING everyone... no coincidence here within any of this weaving this evening.
Then even to weave deeper... the 34 is a CODON ring of its own with 43 making the CODON RING OF Desinty! For two years now... this has been showing up to me.. .34/43 EVERYWHERE... for a while i started to ignore it but now they are like PAY ATTENTION THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SHOW YOU AND WHY TO STOP WORRYING! ... okay...wow....
BELOW IS I CHING 34
weaving even deeper... Here's where 23/43 come into play... ITS THE CHANNEL OF KNOWING IN HUMAN DESIGN! This channel itself creates the Stream of Creativity which makes the Siddhi Love the gift Creativity and dun dun dun dun... my pearls shadow... CHAOS. It activates my Mind (ajna) and is the Siddhi of Awareness, the gift of THINKING, and the shadow of Anxiety (i can feel peoples anxiety almost instantly in my solar plexus and sacral centers)
43rd I Ching
It's QUITE FUNNY that within the first session (1st gene key)
i had with the woman i am talking about, that in the end of the session, Thoth and Ganesha came in and i was able to reveal to her my past time as Seshat and how Ganesha is a being that lives in my root and Sacral Chakra's
In the 2nd session,Goddess Green Tara came through to reveal to me that my present job isn't really a good environment for me because "one of my coworkers"... basically my boss... has a bad attitude towards me... a jealous attitude... and is just being hostile and half-hearted... so its time for me to address our relationship and my lack of clientele ever week and if she can't accommodate for my needs and boundaries then it's off to a new job i go... im not worried, it might just be time to let that go, just like it was time for me to bring contracts to close with this woman. She just didn't want to hear my interpretation as to why Tara was there in the first place. If she read my blogs as a prequel to working with me she would understand fully well what wisdom Tara came to relay for us all. Nothing new to me, but new for everyone else. However,in our FIRST session, Thoth appeared in her vision and said hes assisting me because "I'm here to do genetic karmic mutation". I did try to remind her exactly 'who' Malachi and myself are... but no one ever wants to really pay attention to the fact that Thoth is the God of Wisdom and Science... and what i bring through in concert with my beloved as an Archetype of Seshat and the Divine Feminine- is very profound. I'm shocked that she didn't grasp what it is this week that was going on... she showed us that her awareness is very limited and our capacity to do shamanic journeys is much more advanced. we both had to deal with her utter deflection and unwillingness to have compassion for us and herself. Nonetheless the Dance of Shiva had begun and Orientation of the Divine Feminine could not be undone. 
It's quite funny that when we tried to HELP HER in understanding... she acted like the rooster or hen...aka CHICKEN BIRD. This bird literally appeared in our backyard following what actually happened with her. Mean little guy and would rather twist his neck and try and kill himself rather let us help him back over the fence. So funny though that after my beloved chased the Cock out of the yard he found $20 hidden in the backyard... half eaten and in a termite, ant, and spiders nest... haha...and here is where the INSECT REVOLUTION BEGIN, a lot of my blog talks about this! I often go on weaves and shamanic journeys with The Animal and Insect Kingdoms all the time. The lesson for Mrs. OM now... is that her own fear is decaying the riches that which await her in her own secret garden ready to bloom forth within her. She just can't see the beauty in the pain right now
Here's a song both my beloved and i have always loved and grew up on called Beauty From Pain by Superchick
Here's a song both my beloved and i have always loved and grew up on called Beauty From Pain by Superchick
Right now the message i received mirrored to me in this... was that... our own fear was eating away our 'money'... and if we don't make our move this year, right now... then our fears (the buggy bug world) is going to eat it all up... and we'll continue to suffer in our own illusions... until... we...say... NO... to FEAR...and YES TO DIVINE WILL. Okay so a fucking chicken crossed the road... whats that teach us? This is a lesson about a greater golden egg than you can possibly comprehend... and that is a masterclass for another day
"The Pillar's mark the path to the sacred garden, where the Rose waits to take us home."
-Guardian Of Amenti Malachi-
We wiped the situation with Shadow OM off and sent her hexagrams of love and detached entirely... but still her resentment remains in my hands and wrists and arms...This may partially be the co-worker in which im dealing with soon, but the pain there all began to show up before Anti-OM and I started doing our work together, i often have 'future awareness' of 'others' before i meet with those im supposed to assist. After the blowout and Tribal Emotional Wave with Mrs. OM, Malachi got the same BURNING pain in the same area's as myself. He also had a lot of head, ajna and crown releases of pressure. This still has yet to go away....but its likely because i have a LOT i need to be writing...
I don't know often who I am empathing but it usually matters not... i feel pain in my body that is often not mine and i know when i should return it to sender with consciousness attached. with in and as consciousness i return to the Divine Father, Divine Mother, Gaia and the source of creation all the horrors of their own actions and i know the new 'fuck you' is forgiveness so... here we go. As she guided me, i sent her unconditional love... charge from my 11th chakra in my palms and into the 24th point within my sacral chakra. (which is where 'addiction' resides in my womb). i sent her beautiful pink and magenta rays to ease this transition into the 5 retrogrades ahead.
Your hand is actually a very beautiful creation. Beautiful creations take time to create. The space you create and the time it takes leads to great things. Just remind yourself of change. Change. Change.
Change is constant and not variable.
Change doesn’t mean you can’t BE it means you must SEE!
my beloved and we are bringing a great energetic movement to this planet that has yet to be witnessed. WE ARE PART OF THE WAVE OF DISCLOSURE- No we aren't living in some fantacy world that we're a walking Jesus, but damn strait are Essene's and CHILDREN OF HIM... HOLY GRAILS... and we ARE IN OUR KNOWING of THIS... and so we PROCLAIM IT IN OUR LIVES. that's what REBIRTH does...thats what it takes to LEVEL UP. WE don't just address our old patterns to the CORE... but we help teach others how to heal themselves tooWE BOTH CAME FROM DARKNESS... from attempts of suicide, of rejection, of lifetimes of persecution... WE ARE FINISHED...WE CHOSE TO BE THE LIGHT. Here's another song....we got out of that shit...we will continue to FIGHT if we get sucked back into that not self... but why would this happen... if we're recognized and loved equally as we love. Goddess Matangi is by my side, another GREEN GODDESS... who is here for every mistfit just like me... and i want to for you to FEEL HER NOW.
We are birthing the green Tara's into the world- Her EYE is ever open within me...and she is my dear beloved sister/mother, best friend. One of my mother archetypes when the world failed to nurture me how I need to be. I AM THE VOICE AND ECHO OF HER AND GAIA. THE FLUORESCENCE AND POLLEN OF THE PURIFIED WATERS OF LIFE. WE ARE THE ARMS THAT WILL BEGIN TO CLEANS THE BLOOD, WATER AND MONEY OF THE OLD PARADIGM AND MAKE IT A RESOURCE FOR THE WHOLE WHILE STILL BENEFITING THE INDIVIDUAL. This is what she's been really trying to get people to pay witness too... What's your ALIBI... when you ego is what destroys the future generations to come...whats your alibi to continue your selfish ways? (selfish is NOT 'self care or knowing') What will it take? for the Blood of our children to begin to stain the water, before we WAKE UP?! ... No... Tara came into me... to put a end to this, and to PURIFY THE TRIBES OF TRINITY.
We'll never get free
Lamb to the slaughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
The price of your greed
Is your son and your daughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
Look me in my eyes
Tell me everything's not fine
Or the people ain't happy
And the river has run dry
You thought you could go free
But the system is done for
If you listen here closely
There's a knock at your front door
We'll never get free
Lamb to the slaughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
The price of your greed
Is your son and your daughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the
When there's blood in the
Beg me for mercy
Admit you were toxic
You poisoned me just for
Another dollar in your pocket
Now I am the violence
I am the sickness
Won't accept your silence
Beg me for forgiveness
We'll never get free
Lamb to the slaughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
The price of your greed
Is your son and your daughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the
I am the people
I am the storm
I am the riot
I am the swarm
When the last tree's fallen
The animal can't hide
Money won't solve it
What's your alibi?
What's your alibi?
What's your alibi?
What you gon' do when there's blood in the, blood in the water?
When there's blood in the water
When there's blood in the
When there's blood in the water
We are a unified pillar of our lifes work of DELIGHT AND ECSTASY for greater evolution into universal love of the 25th gene key and thus our MISSION AND PURPOSE is to be involution of GRACE and Divine Will of the HOLY TRINITY DIVINE FEMININE UNITY TRIBES and here to mutate humanity and lead them into the future of quantum biology/transmutation and alchemy. If you truly want me to leave you alone with all your demons (And i wish i had someone of GRACE to hold me while i battled my 7 layers and beyond of them)... then i will leave you with them, i sing you this melody through the words of Jabob Lee
You think i wanted to do this people? I've been through ALL the pain, I carry it in my womb to HEAL ALL. That is what i came here to do... an no one can stop in my way from doing. If you DONT WANT IT, I will move along to the next OPEN HEARTED INSTRUMENT OF PEACE i can incorporate into the GRAND ORCHESTRA so we can be in tune as a whole and become MUSIC OF THE SPHERES.
“The path of love is the path of acceptance, which is not a technique but more of a ‘seeing’. In order to accept something about yourself, and especially something uncomfortable, it first must be recognized. This kind of acceptance takes place when you build up the courage to look into your own Shadow.”- Richard Rudd 25th Gene Key
Do you think you could lead ‘an army’ into the new frontier like ive been asked by DIVINE WILL TO DO!? Youde be crying too right now being in my shoes. Youde be terrified and want to know wtf your transmitting to people is that of pure-hearted frequencies. Just know this beloveds... "my race" is a FORGOTTEN ONE... it is NOT in your history. We must WRITE OUR OWN HISTORY...again... see the "reincarnation pattern". We're back... but this time... its GAME TIME. At some point... my heart...which belongs to the Golden world i was born from... must return... my essence will go home... For now... i am here.. .being a bridge between heaven and earth as a red lunar skywalker... recognize me please... while im still here to make a change.... I have already DONE the change within... Let me show you... how to see the kingdom. Because it's here... it was never gone... always within you beloveds... its in your heart
when the lights go out and leave you standing in the dark. no one ever told you this would be so hard....I know you think your fire is burning out but i still see you shining through! you got it in you! *singing* Beloveds... when you are with me... you are on HOLY GROUND... and all that exists here... is Pure Unconditional Love... and a reflection of that love that YOU ARE. if you aren't in love with yourself... truly...scrumptiously... then you aren't capable of loving anyone else to the fullest and you are a leaky wagon... beloveds... can i help you "plug" your leaks... please. so you can be intoxication... and not poison to others...
My heart is weak
'Tear it down piece by piece
Leave me to think
Deep in my structure
I think I still love her
But I need some sleep
You've taken my breath away
Now I want to breathe
'Cause I cannot see, what you can see
So easily
I thought my demons were almost defeated
But you took their side
And you pulled them to freedom
I kept your secrets and I thought
'That you would do the same
Leave me in peace
Caught in my memories
Lost underneath
Deep in my structure
I feel a rupture
'From where she should be
You've taken my breath from me
Now I want to breathe
'Cause I cannot see, what you can see
So easily
I thought my demons were almost defeated
But you took their side
And you pulled them to freedom
'They know my secrets and won't let me go
Won't let me go
(LET YOURSELF GO...LET THE GODDESS TAKE THEM)
I thought my demons were almost defeated
But you took their side
And you pulled them to freedom
I kept your secrets and I thought that
You would do the same
I thought my demons were almost defeated
But you took their side
And you pulled them to freedom
'They know my secrets and won't let me go
Won't let me go
You think i wanted to do this people? I've been through ALL the pain, I carry it in my womb to HEAL ALL. That is what i came here to do... an no one can stop in my way from doing. If you DONT WANT IT, I will move along to the next OPEN HEARTED INSTRUMENT OF PEACE i can incorporate into the GRAND ORCHESTRA so we can be in tune as a whole and become MUSIC OF THE SPHERES.
“The path of love is the path of acceptance, which is not a technique but more of a ‘seeing’. In order to accept something about yourself, and especially something uncomfortable, it first must be recognized. This kind of acceptance takes place when you build up the courage to look into your own Shadow.”- Richard Rudd 25th Gene Key
Do you think you could lead ‘an army’ into the new frontier like ive been asked by DIVINE WILL TO DO!? Youde be crying too right now being in my shoes. Youde be terrified and want to know wtf your transmitting to people is that of pure-hearted frequencies. Just know this beloveds... "my race" is a FORGOTTEN ONE... it is NOT in your history. We must WRITE OUR OWN HISTORY...again... see the "reincarnation pattern". We're back... but this time... its GAME TIME. At some point... my heart...which belongs to the Golden world i was born from... must return... my essence will go home... For now... i am here.. .being a bridge between heaven and earth as a red lunar skywalker... recognize me please... while im still here to make a change.... I have already DONE the change within... Let me show you... how to see the kingdom. Because it's here... it was never gone... always within you beloveds... its in your heart
What we are birthing into the world is something so massive that we will need to KNOW that we have the gift of commitment from everyone and anyone HALF HEARTED...well just go get some love. What we are birthing goes beyond 'US' and is for THE WHOLE.
All we are
We're distant stars
Lost in the dark
I know how to part
Searching high
And low for life
A paradise
A light in your eyes
I knew it's you
It's true
And we're standing on holy ground
So heart don't fail me now
And even if the walls were falling down
It will always be us, be us
This is holy ground
Take my hand
To the promised land
We'll cross the sand
'Til all this fades to black
I knew it's you
It's true
And we're standing on holy ground
So heart don't fail me now
And even if the walls were falling down
It will always be us, be us
This is holy ground
It will always be us, be us
This is holy ground
It will always be us, be us
This is holy ground
It will always be us
THE NEW WORLD BLUEPRINTS AND THE NEW ARCHITECTURE and COMPLEX MULTI CELLED STRUCTURES OF THE 5th DIMENSION AND BEYOND where given to us... and many others that it pertinent we MEET with. I don't know who you are, but YOU will know who you are... and YOU will invite US.
Its all stored in our cells and heart database but come january 2020 we will be unified with other creator beings to BRING THE DRAGONFLY DREAM INTO REALITY. To SHARE THE WAVES OF CHANGE 5555
THIS IS A GLOBAL movement of its very own- and it requires many other starseeds to come into synergy and service to service and idea exchange/sharing with us for the survival of humanity as a whole and us each as individuals! the raising of the earth ship Merkaba is approaching fast and our lightbodies must be ready for take off with it- so we can sustain within the new octave Gaia is concreting into in 6 months! this movement I AM BEGINNING WITH MANY AWAKENED will impact the mass consciousness and the generations to come past 2027 utilizing SYNTHESIS! 
You're weak on the surface
You speak when you're nervous
And all the wrong words unite in your head
You can't stand the space in your bed
So you shake in the darkness
You break like an artist
And all your big plans are small the next day
You can't wait to throw them away
You perseverate
And the truth might be a million miles away
Hide your secrets, disguise your weakness
And lose yourself inside your busy head
Burn your bridges and leave no witnesses
All alone inside your busy head
Your busy head
You sleep in the moment, but dream like a poet
And all your good grace, like faded tattoos
You spend your days in wait for bad news
So you perseverate
And the truth might be a million miles away
Hide your secrets, disguise your weakness
And lose yourself inside your busy head
Burn your bridges and leave no witnesses
All alone inside your busy head
Going nowhere fast enough to tell a lie
Give yourself an alibi
You've been gone lately
Stand upon your peace of mind
You're bound to fall if you take your time
'Cause we're all waiting
And you can step alone into the abyss
Find a home on the edge of it
And be defined by its presence
By its size and its message
You can move along through the dark
And when you wonder where you are
You'll be proud of your weakness
So, busy head, just keep breathing, no
Oh, busy head, just keep breathing
Oh, busy head, just
Hide your secrets, disguise your weakness
And lose yourself inside your busy head
Burn your bridges and leave no witnesses
All alone inside your busy head
You're all alone inside your busy head
You're all alone inside your busy head
your busy head
My goal is to be more forgiving, compassionate and approach one and all with Tenderness, as we help many tread their way into the Abysmal as we have descended ourselves into it and we came out the other side as BRAND NEW CONSCIOUSNESS ENTIRELY... NO IDENTITY JUST BEINGS IN SERVICE OF DIVINE WILL and on a level we have yet to meet ANYONE reach. SO instead of fighting everyone... i'm giving you the opportunity to UNDERSTAND and make a HEART CENTERED DECISION... and if you wish to say no, that is okay... you will come around someday ;)
rather than attack their subconscious weakness, im learning a new approach. i know these steps that i have been taking in clearing my own aura and body (my mind has already been mastered and thats the first step to embodiment- hiring a bouncer for your reptilian victim brain and being willing to receive from others and being willing to give equally to others) would lead to unlocking my abilities to speak light language and increase my ability to relate and communicate with more impeccability than i have been in my ascension thus far. You have to shake off for me, because when you are in the 'half light'...of half heartedness, it's not YOU i see and i have to point out the possession that makes you bleed.
It makes me feel nervous
You have that look in your eye
Oh what takes over
What is it that holds you tight
And you could tear it up
Ooh no one tears it up like you
Ooh you can rip it up
Ooh no one rips it up like you
When you're in a half light
It is not you I see
And you'll live a half life
You only show half to me
Ooooh, ooooh
Sometimes I join you
Let you wash over me
When we're in the darkness
Only the blind can see
And you could tear it up
Ooh no one tears it up like you
Ooh you can rip it up
Ooh I can rip it up like you
When you're in a half light
It is not you I see
And you'll live a half life
You only show half to me
And can you shake it off
Ooh can you shake it off for me
When you're in a half light
I don't like the half I see
What possesses you
Oooh what possesses you
Oooh what possesses you
Oooh what possesses you
When you're in a half light
Oh it is not you I see
And you'll live a half life
You only show half to me
Can you shake it off
Ooh can you shake it off for me
When you're in a half light
I don't like the half I see
Nooo, oooh
In July we pass through the 62nd gene key and i expect to be in full transmission mode for the collective to step further into my vocation! I have been diligently healing myself and learning to trust in my own design and intuition that is unified with my Trinity Monopole and in totality im aware that this exists in every BODY and it takes a massive delayering process to obtain open-hearted connection to it. Aka your DIAMOND AND PLASMA BODY! I guess i have to WAY SHOW how to ‘be still to know and listen to the innate within and im showing how i began doing this incorporating MY BODY and how i use various TOOLS IN SYNTHESIS to continue upgrading- for there are so many years ahead we will be doing this. You can take years or you can step in through my wormhole to miracles of entrepreneurship that Trinity Alignment Therapeutics has to reveal!
And this is a 'little trailer' of what is about to happen in my own life... I just need a few of you...and we'll all prosper... who wants in... got some special things for the first 7-44 who get a hold of me and say FUCK YES SISTER...
And this is a 'little trailer' of what is about to happen in my own life... I just need a few of you...and we'll all prosper... who wants in... got some special things for the first 7-44 who get a hold of me and say FUCK YES SISTER...
It is my higher purpose that i work with very successful individuals and rise into the spotlight alongside them and they will allow me to ‘lead and direct them in energetic movement into joy and positive perspectives but not bypassing the darkness they cannot see’. This is the gift of my Personality in Pluto position (Which represents my truth) and the 44th Gate opening the channel of TRANSMISSION that will come in hand for so many who work with me in synergy. we will become the potter hands of one another until we are "Stage ready", and then... bada bang bada boom, don't go crazy now with that broom!
“Humanity has always sensed the existence of the synarchy – it lies in all of our myths of a past golden age or a future paradise or heaven on earth.”- Richard Rudd 44
The 26th Gene Key is VERY special to me because it is the one that brings out my FOX MEDICINE... It is where i learn to TRULY SURRENDER TO THE DIVINE WILL IN OUR LIVES... it is where my ALCHEMY IS THE STRONGEST. When my gift of Transmission just burst forth from my fingertips... and theres no way for shadows of manipulation that will stop me. I am THE STREAM OF COOPERATION... My PEARL DEMANDS THIS... and I'm entirely innocent... LET ME TEACH YOU WHAT TRUE INNOCENCE IS. it's my special super power above ALL... the Siddhi of Synarchy, gift of cooperation and lets deal with that shadow of FRAGMENTATION. Let me DE-FRAG your shit... The intuition that speaks to me so clearly in my spleen... is so very Present and will teach you the Siddhi of Presence... how to USE YOUR INTUITION... where to feel it... and when you feel the shadow of "alarm" what can you do to...USE THAT IN YOUR FAVOR!? rather than freak out...
“The 26th Gene Key has to do with utilizing light waves via the medium of the individual will. In other words, through your willpower, you can bend light and turn it to your advantage. This Gene Key, therefore, has a great deal to do with the correct and harmonious use of will.”- Richard Rudd
This is also the codon ring that is Programming Partners with the 45th Gene Key which it and of itself represents SYNERGY and COMMUNION.
Dear Me...
This is a letter to the girl I used to be
Dear Me...
There are some things that you should know
It's not my intention to embarrass or to shame you
What's inside the rear-view mirror is closer than it appears
We do the best that we know how, with what we have been given
And the difference between you and I is, I've been given time
In time, you'll see...
Dear Me…
This is a letter to the girl I used to be
Some things are not as simple as we said
Remember when we thought there were a handful of some magic words to pray
A guarantee and a down payment on a mansion
Remember all the rules we made about the Body and the Blood
The hoops we made them jump through
Though Trinity offers it to everyone
I'm so sorry...
Do you remember now the things I said I thought that I deserved
My flag, and safety, a place to learn
The things I know I didn't earn
And bless their hearts, I'm sure it's hard
But handouts don't help anyone
And all the talk about the system
I sure hope someone can fix them
I said those things...
Dear Me…
This is a letter to the girl I used to be
You'll see, you're gonna take the long way
And there is nothing you could do or say to separate you
From the love of Goddess/God within who made you just exactly as they meant to
And you cannot imagine all the places you'll see Divinity
But you'll find US everywhere you thought WE WEREN'T supposed to go
So, go!. Go!.
And hold all the mothers, whose babies bleed from bullet holes
And feel all the hunger, the bellies, and the bones
Shout for the prisoner, cry for justice, loud and long
And March with the victims, as I AM THAT I AM marches on
And sit at all the tables, 'cause Divinity eats with everyone
And dance to the music, if you can't sing its native tongue
And cry for the wombs, the mothers and the empty arms
And hold high the warriors, fighting now for freedoms' song
And love, love, love, love
Like it's your own blood
And love, love, love, love
As you have been loved
Love, love, love, love
Like it's your own blood
Love, love, love, love
As you have been loved
Love, love, love, love, love
Like (you have been?)
Love, love, love, love, love
It's all about love!
Love, love, love, love, love
YOUR NAME IS LOVE
Love, love, love, love, love
Dear Me…
You did not learn this in a day or two or three
So ask a lot of questions
But Divinity LOVES US, that's all I know
And there are no exceptions
Green tara showed to me back in 2015 when I was on the waves of Lake Powell and I practically begged on my birthday for 'anyone of my higher purpose and unconditional love, to please connect to me and show themselves to me'... i got to witness some 'ships' in the night sky, and after i fell asleep, they came to me in my dreams... and it was unforgetable... transformational. With all the work and crystal meditation i was doing...and play with the Mayan's... that one week... paved the beginning of the rest of my life.
They showed me vision after vision of How i am ‘the face of all the faces to come and the ambassadors will seek me out!’ I have such advanced awareness as does my beloved that we cannot deny our destiny any longer in fear of how MASS CONSCIOUSNESS WILL REACT WITH. How those in leadership or government react. How humanity will squirm as we intoxicate them! Those with the eyes to see and ears to hear our call as a core Trinity Hub- and utilize us as a partnered broadcasting service- will reap great harvests come August. Just need your faith and trust and I’ll sprinkle upon you some of my pixie dust!
They showed me vision after vision of How i am ‘the face of all the faces to come and the ambassadors will seek me out!’ I have such advanced awareness as does my beloved that we cannot deny our destiny any longer in fear of how MASS CONSCIOUSNESS WILL REACT WITH. How those in leadership or government react. How humanity will squirm as we intoxicate them! Those with the eyes to see and ears to hear our call as a core Trinity Hub- and utilize us as a partnered broadcasting service- will reap great harvests come August. Just need your faith and trust and I’ll sprinkle upon you some of my pixie dust!
Don't you wish you knew me?
Oh, I wish I knew ya
And ain't it strange?
Sometimes you speak and think that I look right through ya
I can't explain
Everything you thought was true
Look at what it's done for you
You scream with your hands raised
Hallelujah
In your eyes, in your eyes
Hallelujah
In your mind, in your mind
Most days we lay awake and count the dirty tiles on the floor
Sometimes the sunlight we find makes the day worth while
And all I heard was
Hallelujah
In your eyes, in your eyes
Hallelujah
In your mind, in your mind
Everything you thought was true
Look at what it's done for you
You scream into the sky
Hallelujah
In due time, in due time
Maybe we're just ghosts
Heaven only knows
We hold in our anger and call it home
Maybe we're just ghosts
Heaven only knows
We're reaching for a god but we're screaming for
Hallelujah
In our lives, in our lives
Hallelujah
In our lives, in our lives
Hallelujah
In your eyes, in your eyes
Hallelujah
In your mind, in your mind
Everything you thought was true
Look at what it's done for you
You scream into the sky
Hallelujah
In your eyes, in due time
Hallelujah
In due time, in due time
Malachi already can speak the light languages and NATIVE TONGUES. my light language comes through SONGS and various quotes and i like to draw mine in an app called Silk 2 or in other artistic creative forms (always trying new things)
he woke up long ago from sleep speaking tons of new dialects and his life forever changed after 2012 as did my own- we were fated to meet in 2016- and become one of the 144,000 within the 44th gene key here TO MAKE A CHANGE because WE ARE BECOMING IT as a WE.
They told me
I'd never get to tell my story
Too many bullet holes
It would take a miracle
These voices
Inside my head like poison
Trying to steal my hope
Silencing my soul
But my story is only now beginning
Don't try to write my ending
Nobody gets to sing my song
This is the sound of surviving
This is my farewell to fear
This is my whole heart deciding
I'm still here, I'm still here
And I'm not done fighting
This is the sound of surviving
These pieces
The ones that left me bleeding
Intended for my pain
Became the gift You gave me
I gathered those pieces into a mountain
My freedom is in view
I'm stronger than I knew
And this hill is not the one I die on
I'm going to lift my eyes and
I'm going to keep on climbing
This is the sound of surviving
This is my farewell to fear
This is my whole heart deciding
I'm still here, I'm still here
And I'm not done fighting
This is the sound of surviving
I'm still here
Say it to the ache, lying there awake
Say it to your tears
I'm still here
Say it to the pain, say it to the rain
Say it to your fear
This is the sound of surviving
This is my farewell to fear
This is my whole heart deciding
I'm still here, I'm still here
And I'm not done fighting
No, I'm not done fighting
And I am still rising, rising
I'm still rising
And I'm not done fighting
This is the sound of surviving
(ITS RAINING HERE RIGHT NOW...always seems to when i do these transmissions... its 5:49PM in colorado on 6/30/19)
So if youre interested in this MOVEMENT- THE TRINITY ALIGNMENT MOVEMENT... then hit me up and tell me what Golden Nugget you have to bring to the WHO TABLE- because i am crowdsourcing right now - this is my greatest gift to offer- WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU THAT YOU CAN IN TRUST DO SOMETHING FOR ME TO BRING THIS MIRACLE TO THE GLOBE?! % is negotiable and open to increase for both parties- what is there to lose!?
YOUR FEAR!
The gate is wide
The road is paved in moderation
The crowd is kind and quick to pull you in
Welcome to the middle ground
You're safe and sound and
Until now it's where I've been
'Cause it's been fear that ties me down to everything
But it's been love, Your love, that cuts the strings
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
I am small
And I speak when I'm spoken to
But I am willing to risk it all
I say Your name
Just Your name and I'm ready to jump
Even ready to fall.
Why did I take this vow of compromise?
Why did I try to keep it all inside?
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
I've never known a fire that didn't begin with a flame
Every storm will start with just a drop of rain
But if you believe in me
That changes everything
So long, I'm gone
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
I wanna be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
so if you have talents or gifts to offer to the whole and want to impact humanity with your business and clients too- HIT ME UP- (or if you want mentorship or apprenticeship let me know). I look forward to doing interviews and showcasing many of you... and teaming up with many many of you! We can lean on each other beloveds! I lean always on the Divine so i have an ETERNALLY FULL CUP for you to lean on me when you need someone to trust! My health will definitely greatly IMPROVE if you did this.
Trying and tripping and torn
Reaching for more, but coming up less
Why are my memories of
You as the judge, me as the mess
I want the medal, don't want to settle
I want the victory lap, you in the stands
Why is it hard to believe
You just want me just as I am
I could stand, I could fall
You want all of me
I could run, I could crawl
You will always be
You're not impressed with all of my best
Not disappointed when I don't land on my feet
In everything, you are asking me to lean
When did we learn to perform
To need the encore, to know who we are
When did we forget our place
Is not on a stage, but safe in your arms
When will I let go, be still and just know
When will I see, when will I just believe
I could stand, I could fall
You want all of me
I could run, I could crawl
You will always be
You're not impressed with all of my best
Not disappointed when I don't land on my feet
In everything, you are asking me to lean
You ask me to trust
When You say I was enough
You made me lean
I could stand, I could fall
You want all of me
I could run, I could crawl
You will always be
You're not impressed with all of my best
Not disappointed when I don't land on my feet
In everything, you are asking me to lean
a secluded zoom will happen soon that will release the mission that one would adopt into their entrepreneurs future that brings SACRED COMMERCE into a reality. This is a brand new INNOVATED and unified ‘business template’, brought to me from Source, that is necessary to COLLECTIVELY SHIFT the future of sacred commerce or business and prosperity amung the awakened starseeds as we know it to be (or dont know it) now.
“Sacred Commerce, Business as a Path of Awakening” business is not usual. Matthew and Terces Engelhart show how a profitable business does not have to follow the common pattern of business that measures success with dollar signs alone. Their new book discusses an approach to business that recognizes the importance of the employees well being and the experience of the guest first.
This book follows a step by step approach to implement a business practice that is also a spiritual practice. A place where profit, awakening, sustainability, and service can work together to make a workplace that gives everyone who experiences it an opportunity to grow spiritually instead of a workplace that restricts the time you have to spend on your spiritual life.
While the book itself is not long in length it is filled with a series of very short chapters that explain each and every point made. I found that instead of making the same statement over and over in slightly different ways the writing style of this book was more about using an economy of words to make a point. Yet it was necessary to take your time and ponder over each and every sentence to be sure not to miss a single point. Most chapters ended with the opportunity to put into practice the point that was made in that chapter.
Having come from Years of work in the food service industry I would have loved to have worked in a workplace much like the one the Engelhart’s have created. Now that I have my on business as a sole proprietor I hope to find ways to also incorporate some of their principles in the work I do. While I do not have any employees in my business I know that I can implement these practices with my clients and the way I approach business on a daily basis.
This book is a must-read for anyone who struggles with the desire to maintain their spirituality while following their passion in the business of their choice. Being a spiritual business owner is the change that the world needs at this time while many other businesses have lost their ability to serve the communities that they are earning their living from." - Book Reviewer May 11 2008
Spread the map on the table, with the coffee stain
Put your finger on the places, show me where you've been
Is that California, where your teardrops dried?
You drew a circle around Georgia, can you tell me why?
I see shoulda beens, coulda beens
Written all over your face (your face, your face)
Wrong turns and bridges burned
Things you wanna change
It's history
You can't rewrite it
You're not meant to be trapped inside it
Every tear brought you here
Every sorrow gathered
Yeah, it's history
And every mile mattered
Get the box off the top shelf, with the black and white
Snapshots of your old self, in a better light
Ghosts and regrets back again, I can see it in your eyes
Send them home, let 'em go
Don't you think it's time? Yeah
It's history
You can't rewrite it
You're not meant to be trapped inside it
Every tear brought you here
Every sorrow gathered
It's history
And every mile
And every road and every bend
Every bruise and bitter end
All you squandered, all you spent
It mattered, it mattered
Mercy always finds a way
To wrap your blisters up in grace
And every highway you'd erase
It mattered, it mattered
But it's history
It don't define you
You're free to leave
It all behind you
Every tear brought you here
Every sorrow gathered
It's history
And every mile mattered
Every mile mattered
When you do not nurture the Soul
The shadows below will always grow
Caught in the undertow
Will you remember or will you implode?
Nurture the being within the Anima
Would we require something more?
Nye
Now venture across the planes of silence and be devoured by the Great Dragon within the blackness of the Abyss
Be still
Trust in Her
As we are consumed by the dark waters... We are forever Hers
Inhabited by the Goddess in every way, We become what the music of the spheres call us to be... We are not the kind to give so much with the world deciding to throw away The hidden Rhelms residing within the Liminal, we will seize it all
Go now before us there is a table with our destiny written in cobblestone, do not presume to know the ribbons of fate and where they weave
The mystery of what we seek is found within the passion of ambition when the fires of courage create the spark of spirit..
What do we choose?
Are we truly honoring the path we were called?
Are we hindering the path of truth with fear?
Standing at the edge of Insanity at the end of all things, what do we seek when the flame takes all that does not belong? Parts in which we were busy denying and casting away, these were in fact vital to our growth as they agitate deeply seeded toxicity bringing stagnation to the surface to prepare for cleansing and purification
There is no gain from pretending to be healed
There is no gain from boasting healing power
All will be as it was written
Not how humankind desires it
It will happen as it was written in the stars
Not the way people want it
We do not control any of the processes
Yes, we can bend
Yes, we can manipulate
Yes, we can interface + influence
No, we cannot control
No, we cannot save or fix
Yes, we can heal
Yes, we can harm
No, we cannot interfere with another's path
We can manipulate another's path
We cannot control another's path
We are the God's who are asleep in time
We are not Gods over each other
We do not have the right to rule over each other
There are laws in which all has been forged
There is a unified field designed to merge all that has been separated or divided unjustly
Corruption will be dissolved
A new foundation shall be built
All old constructs will be razed to ashe and dust just as it began
We do not enable motion to cease as all things vibrate and move to some degree
Our observation shall reach all Realms of light and darkness as we are the spheres that these planes reside within
Gaze upon the black mirror and behold the Truth of Origin and all things shall be revealed to those who dare to take a stand and march toward the gates
Are you petrified? If you have the gift of grace then no darkness can take you back to that moment when we were destroyed
Purgatory is not permanent
The dark night is a fractal of our fate that was woven long before our conception
"I did not spend the last 12 years in this lifetime or journeying all other dimensions universes & timelines to be simply sidelined & ignored and unrecognized, I did not go through the 9 levels of Hell, Dantes Inferno & The 7 Circles of Damnation, fighting all manner of Dark Entities such as PanDimensional Monsters, ArchDemons Fallen Angel's like Nephilim or warring with OmniVersal Monsters while going to the Primordial Black Waters fighting the Twisted Creatures who reside in the Infinite Abyss As well as Pursuing the Demiurge & his Archons fighting never ending battles with "space gods" as well as being directly involved with non-physical Worlds that do not exist on this Earthly plane walking side by side being authorized and empowered by All of the Protocols & Orders of the Highest Heavens also I'm not engaging with Going to war with myself and every Galactic & Intergalactic Authority & Federation simply for these Hypocritical, Willfully Ignorant, Fearmongering Pretenders to come along and tell me that I am "arrogant" & "entitled" as I AM quite Perplexed & Disgusted that these pathological lying, fake, derivative people get so very jealous because they all should know by now they will NEVER reach the Levels I speak of, this is for one simple reason THEY ARE ALL SO FULL OF VICTIMIZED FEAR... They do not have Courage nor do they possess a lick of integrity, They are MERELY guided by whatever lie they told themselves to feel "Safe" & "Secure"; when push comes to shove they throw shade at anyone who they can dump it on and run away all while screaming "IT WASNT ME IM INNOCENT"
Going back to my Christian roots from once upon a time... but for Dive Will now... for the HIGHER I AM NOW... not just any space god.
I walk on the Water Like My Lord/Father/Divine Masculine did... I AM his DAUGHTER and GRAIL... Sarah. He's my NET... while the GODDESS... Mary Magdelene... Shes my true mother and they take me back to the ROOT of my GNOSIS and knowing within my heart that I AM PART OF SOMETHING GRAND. It is the Goddess... Magdalene and Mother Mary that allowed me to BE REAL
What you waiting for INITIATES OF THE GOLDEN DAWN??? Your insecurities try to hold onto you... and you know you are meant for more... so DONT BE AFRAID TO MOVE WITH ME... faith is all it takes and you can walk on the water too...
Keep in mind... I need your whole heart present
Sacred Rite of the Star Goddess: (Unknown Author, Malachi's Archives)
Hear the words of the Star Goddess, the dust of whose feet are the hosts of heaven, and whose body encircles the universe:
"I who am the beauty of the green earth,
and the white moon among the stars,
and the mysteries of the waters,
I call upon your soul to arise and come unto Me.
For I am the soul of nature that gives life to the universe.
From me all things proceed and unto me they must return.
Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices,
for behold! all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals.
Let there be beauty and strength,
power and compassion, honor and humility,
mirth and reverence within you.
And you who seek to know Me,
know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless you know the Mystery.
For if that which you seek, you find not within yourself you will never find it without.
For behold! I have been with you from the beginning,
and I am that which is attained at the end of desire.
Fix My eyes by King and Country
Hit rewind
Click delete
Stand face to face with the younger me
All of the mistakes
All of her heartbreak
Here's what I'd do differently
I'd love like I'm not scared
Give when it's not fair
Live life for another
Take time for a brother
Fight for the weak ones
Speak out for freedom
Find faith in the battle
Stand tall but above it all
Fix my eyes on I AM, ON NU
I learned the lines and talked the talk (Everybody knows that, everybody knows that)
But the road less traveled is hard to walk (Everybody knows that, everybody knows)
It takes a soldier
Who knows his orders
To walk the walk I'm supposed to walk
And love like I'm not scared
Give when it's not fair
Live life for another
Take time for a brother
Fight for the weak ones
Speak out for freedom
Find faith in the battle
Stand tall but above it all
Fix my eyes on you, on you
The things of Earth are dimming
In the light of Your glory and grace
I'll set my sights upon Heaven
I'm fixing my eyes on I AM, ON NU
I'm fixing my eyes on I AM, ON NU
I'm fixing my eyes
Love like I'm not scared
Give when it's not fair
Live life for another
Take time for a brother
Fight for the weak ones
Speak out for freedom
Find faith in the battle
Stand tall but above it all
Fix my eyes ON NU ON NU ON NU I AM OH AUM
Pioneers by King and Country
I am here, you are there, lying side by side
Out of touch, out of reach in the great divide
Parallel lines, ooh
Hear the rain, count the drops on the window pane
Wide awake, stalemate, why do we play this game?
Oh God, I hate this game
Throw open the doors
You know my heart is yours
What are we waiting for?
Yeah
Let's be pioneers
And we'll build our home
In the great unknown
Yeah
Let's be pioneers
There's a song that we sang on our honeymoon
I remember all the words but forgot the tune
Why are we out of tune?
Let's forgive and let's forgive again
I'm reaching out to my sweetest friend
Can we start again?
Throw open the doors
You know my heart is yours
What are we waiting for?
Yeah
Let's be pioneers
And we'll build our home
In the great unknown
Yeah
Let's be pioneers
And we'll build our home
In the great unknown
Yeah
Let's be pioneers
Let's be pioneers
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
I want to share our REAL LIFE experience for the day of the New Moon in Cancer and writing it i was just shocked at how flowful and syncronized it was TO A T... with what i had just finished writing and Malachi got home and confirmed everything for me in numerological code and experience. This is how we live life...this is us authentic... and free just BEING
I want to share our REAL LIFE experience for the day of the New Moon in Cancer and writing it i was just shocked at how flowful and syncronized it was TO A T... with what i had just finished writing and Malachi got home and confirmed everything for me in numerological code and experience. This is how we live life...this is us authentic... and free just BEING
Watching some zebra movie
May have issues with a tooth and its root- but should be able to resolve itself if the tooth breaks
Recovery is gunna be a few days of soft foods for 4 teeth to repair shes been practicing fasting naturally with us the past two years so she can survive not eating a ton as she recovers. This is a lesson to the people- time to detox, fast, take care of you and learn to listen to your body intelligence however you are guided. Get started with us or another you trust- point is that you begin to trust and open your hearts amung your communities and share the joy and pay it forward the best you can.
And the recovery period (grace is getting braces after this so after its 2 years to recondition her teeth and jaw alignment) and thats how long itll take YOU 2-3-7 years to REPROGRAM into this new template. In the long haul thats not very long and for what its WORTH- will be priceless.
This repair timeline is universal- were just living the waves in our lives as living libraries learning to EMOTE properly as anyone else will be. But why we got her fed and nourished her for lunch (we do breakfast and dinner too haha) with Popeyes chicken prior. Lots of numerology and real life synchs to this transmission to share just listen to the recordings! My daughter was born on 9/20/2007... welcome grace and my beloved was born on 9/25/1991 welcome malachi... I AM Kymberly and i was born on 9/23/1987 and EYE AM Trinity Magdalene Kula Jyorei born on 9/24/2017 at 8:11am- this is my NU i have to offer you. You will find your NU and SOUL too...
All i have to share is what BEING IN THE FLOW AND TRUSTING IN ALL THAT IS... feels and looks and sounds like. To show how i can manifest a miracle in your life if you sat and listened to us through love and see through the eyes of a Holy Grail Trinity child and look upon us as if we fill the ARCHETYPE of your chosen Divine Father Sky (sun) and Mother Earth tender directions.
Malachi and grace hate being anonymously recorded- but i need only remind them im a record keeper and im doing what i love- sharing them-if i have to drop fear of being on stage and recorded they gotta do it too! Im just the cheerleader. in their organic nature and raw detailed Being of themselves... they will bloom. they will realize just how beautiful they are even if they are not perfect all the time on the ‘stage of life’.. no one is expected to be so listen beloveds and practice the Siddhi of Patience 🙌🏼💜💯🌈✨🌎😇💗✌️🌹🙏🏼
Show root insurance
I saved ‘....’ by switching to Root...
cuz Fuck Geico Insurance... the more the people who gather in colorado the higher the rate you pay... my rates over the 5 years i was devout to them started at $123... and raised by last year to over $134... as my monthly payments for 6 month insurance. It was suffocating my bank account and i prayed for a new insurance to present itself to me that will help me pay UNDER $100 i could suffice that... but i couldnt force this sort of manifestation with my own will- i gave it and unified it to Divine Will... idea that would manifest for the WHOLE to find relief through also if they slowed down a tad and became present it would COST THEM LESS! See the tickets malachi got where a lesson- see twist cracko RED it i to a blessing/possibility/potential into a new perception to instead manifest and MIRACLE.
nope im no slave... going back to my roots to unify one and all saved me ‘.....’ but what i gain is priceless beyond measure. I gain over 500 million- and thats not just for me... ;) wait for my zoom- sign up and donate ....
And you too will be changed forever!!! See you july 22 2019-25th for an opportunity to hear some of my stories and organically have some Q and A with me and possibly my beloved (if he is energetically up for the task) and we go from there to see what sort of Golden Nugget of Pyrite you have to offer the Unity Plant with us come the retreat and Giant Mad Hatter Tea Party i will be manifesting for our birthdays in 9/23-27 to fully anchor the NEW CODES AND TEMPLATES upon MOUNT CRESTONE and there from is where the Shambala Delphi Temple will RISE- and we will FLY and raise these Alignment Centers all across the globe. This is my movement... my dream... it is unified with the Dragonfly- they paint themselves upon my body as i went through my inner liberation. Let me share more with you in a space i know we can feel safe from others hidden agendas.
YOU DONT WANT TO MISS THIS! Save up- lets talk lets make this happen... lets DO IT!
Ill leave you with this poem! Just as i left with me beloveds on 8/11/2017 and jumped over the bridge and branch into our future together. #EYEAMTATribe;811
now go do a post of your own- sharing this- and tag me- and use this # and write what youre passionate about and what food and dessert of choice you wish to bring to the banquet! Ill make sure to show up with my Nectars of Life, Rice Crispy Treats and Deviled Eggs! ;)
So just got an idea... after you send your donation (and if the set request isnt what you can do... then send what you CAN even if thats just $1-$11, try to choose a number that resonates with you and has numerological purpose in your life. lets do a 4th of july drawing/art contest and you can submit it to me Kymberly.TATLLC@gmail.com by the end of July (make sure to include your email, your name and what you enjoyed the most in my book/video)
What is your passion/ #TATOO and pearl youre here to offer the world... dive into your radiance and pearl sphere. This is what you have to offer the world! Let inspire you and whatever creative expression that it shows up as- then bring that to the dinner table!
Heres mine! (Drum)
Signs by abba
Another idea-Weapons in the future are sugar packets... use packets of sugar as air hockey during lunch or just plain throw them at each other 🤔😇😂
Its alright to have a good time 4:04 dennys 7/2
Where does sweetener come from? We assume some sweet planet in deep space
I know you have to tear me open to use me, but dint feel bad about it! Haha getting to the heart
5:10 arrived to dentist for elijah- he has a crown he needs done on a baby tooth along with many baby teeth that have cavities they r being filled and his main goal after is a consistent good brushing routine so his adult molars stop growing the small cavities present.
Walking into the office we sit in the waiting room and we look at the tv- eli excitedly says ‘thats the movie i was gunna pick to watch but it just ended there’ I guess hes been watching it since it came on netflix! Lol MSPIDER MAN...as that is the topic of discussion on the way there in the car alongside how the procedure would go because Izzi told him she had to see the dentist and it hurt so hes been nervous. He mentioned before we got called back that there was a lion on top of the tooth- haha they getting their teeth fixed so they can bellow out roars of Grace unto their peers and speak confidently! Its gunna be my turn to go to the dentist soon!
The docs where joking with me ‘long time no see’- since i was here at 1 and laughed at the synch of how it just worked out perfectly that there was a spot open today to fit him in at 5 when grace was scheduled a few days prior. All done on the ‘New Moon’ 7/2/2019
Were fixing the ROOTS of pent of rage and resentment my kids took on from my ex husband and my own divorce and split in love for mutation purpose of us both. Were ready to forgive and move forward. They are in repair mode too but i have faith all will turn into a miracle through trust!
Nyncs on the radio HAHA they came in at the beginning of the chapter... corney bastids. ‘with or without you i feel the pain’ ...the pain of separation. it does hurt not having a home suited enough for both my kids to live comfortably with me at present... but that is a manifestation that will come in due time. their okay at their dads at least eli is doing okay aside from missing mama we've and me equally longing to hug and hold and kiss my sweet munchkin and other TinaKid... weve been strong troopers in the mud of mutation!
Share dentist instructions for Eli's stainless steel capped tooth! This is similar to what the collective will be feeling post the 6 months and in their healing process integration periods (3 days-3months)
Everything feels weird I can’t say ‘feel’ my mouth is too too numb LOL 😂 im brave mom- its heavy metal in my mouth but i dont care im lucky that in strong, pain doesnt bother me im used to being hurt. Its when i hurt myself that is usually the problem.
Read the chapter of revelation day 12 the book of freedom by paul selig author of i am the word
“A share from
I am love.
This I am.
When you stand in that light and power it sends waves across the Universe. There's nothing to prove, nothing to say, nothing to do - just shine and be a vessel.
One year to the day I chose to be tested in my inner strength of knowing who I am and I am grateful for that test always. (This was me past year May-sept 2018)
Please remember that we all create our realities - and projecting your reality on another is something that we need to move past to evolve into unconditional unity love.
We also if we are not in our power take on aspects of, or whole realities of others and chameleonise to "fit in" or serve a purpose of egoic origin.
We mute oursevlves, not speaking out when our intuitive heart is screaming.
We ignore the intuitive heart voice and gut feelings and often advice from well meaning friends. We block our expression and curtail our freedom for perceived rejection, loss or shaming. Pride. Stubborness.
We hand over our power and then later can go deep into shame and guilt complexes further disempowering and isolating.
Or we go into victimhood and withdraw or run away.
We stay quiet.. if the energy is not resolved it is embodied into deeper patterns.
Cycles continue.
Whatever your perceived level of consciousness or how spiritual or divine you feel you are also human, and basic decency is more important by far.
You cannot brush away basic psychological distortions of passive or direct control, manipulation, and domination as 'being in your power' or 'mastery.'
Creating 'spiritual elitism' is not why we are here.
How can we be elite? We are not separate and it implies hierarchy.
Delivering harmful behaviors with a smile and a veneer of 'I am doing this for your own good', or 'I am saying this because I love you' is a form of control and manipulation.
Shaming another being when they are vulnerable or you are holding space is not OK.
Gaslighting in any form is NOT ok.
Ordering another around in authority and domination is not ok regardless of status.
This can be particularly compelling when there is a group, or more than one person playing the position of power - this can be very destructive, and remember you WILL attract that which SUPPORTS your reality too. I have seen THIS appearing in more than one spiritual group recently and it is not OK...try not to get caught up in other people's energy - some people can be very convincing and before you know it - there you are in the middle of it.
(I experienced this the past year and i wrote about it last year. Its not that its ‘not okay’ for there is no right or wrong however its more about what is ‘in alignment with Source Divine Will- not individuals hidden agendas. The notion of ‘ok/bad’ are still outdated programming of single celled thought formations and has fear banded frequencies. that is biased and dualistic programming- its about neutrality. Its about equality, understanding, alignment with the heart nothing more or less than that. )
There are many tribes....(WAVES 🖐) find one that fits..many even and do not be afraid to leave and walk away if you are compromised. (This term needs to explained in new perception as some compromise is necessary as that is the way of cooperation and surrender) Blaze your trail
Power games must now be set aside. (The chess game is about to collapse)
BE ever observant and assemble a diverse team of people who will call bullshit when they see it (i always will you can bet it) and more importantly call YOU when you get lost in a story or you are blindsided. (At your service i make a great guard dog)
Developing compassionate, clear and open communication is a learning curve for all of us.
We may 'see' all kinds of things 'in' people and I have in that last few weeks observed and experienced some very interesting projections and inner creations. We are amazingly resourceful beings.
My own inner creations are a source of deep work and I am aware of how deep it goes in all realms. I will discuss this in greater depth when Raw Ascension launches.
RAW = REAL AUTHENTIC WISDOM.
I have in the past (holding myself fully accountable) projected things on to other people that I have 'seen' and this was not loving, kind or compassionate.
I have done all of the above controlling behaviors too during my awakening journey of life. Sometimes I behaved like a complete degenerate.
I am HUMAN.
I Remind myself every day - beautifully authentically divine human.....and it is a gift, such a gift.
So we learn from our life experiences, we take steps to master our beingness, to integrate, we forgive ourselves, we hold those tender places and trust what is in our hearts.
We cannot deny that we are here to INTEGRATE fully all aspects which includes what we perceive as dark and light - even though ALL is Source.
The shadows parts come from distortion or perceived separation from Source love, they become separated at some point.
Once love is truly accepted there is nothing else there, it simply IS, and there's nothing else to do other than BE and be in acceptance of the richness and diversity of each and every human as a unified field reflection as they walk their beloved journey.
It can be hard to really swallow that one and it can push up all kinds of fear and revulsion.
Push it away at your peril because it is as much of you as the light and ALL is love. In every moment we CHOOSE love - we choose I AM, we CHOOSE to be as kind as we can be because we ARE all that IS and that is ONE unified field.
How much of the shadow potentials appear in any individuals timeline is purely unique and relates to that person's lessons and growth in this lifetime.
Our energy is creational so IF we carry the patterns inside of our template and someone mirrors/ triggers it, we are being SHOWN where the inner work is or the lesson.
If we then attach to it we begin to create it in our reality and take it on. We are instantly creating situations to manifest our highest truth if we choose.
Its time to GET REAL and STOP shaming each other and projecting - doing our inner work and not trying to FIX problems in others.
We hold ourselves accountable in AUTHENTIC love.
I am blessed with a diverse team of beautiful, grounded, and aware souls.
TRUST YOUR INTUITION as it is your lifeblood.
and if you are not sure...call your accountability team for a dose of TRUTH medicine.
When you see through the eyes of love, the need for domination, control, and manipulation is no more.
Let's create a world of honor, truth and unconditional love for one another by doing our OWN work.
Being what I LOVE.Susanne amara
To the united T I experienced this and can cheer ME TOO!
Now i am going to end this with a transmission i want to share from Paul Selig The Book Of Freedom and with the Earth in the 55th hexogram im glad to introduce this to you! all rights reserved to him, i will only be sharing the first 22 (grace) minutes of the recording and the rest you will have to go purchase the audio or book to finish and im doing this so i dont get copyright infringement threats. I wish for the original authors in all i share in any way to transmit a message to go to the identity and creater of said art... they are my favorite authors i own all the material myself and never hesitated to pay to add a book of knowledge to my library. I hope to someday pay it forward to them in the future and circulate prosperity unto them as i wish to everyone. I hope that you enjoy this and truly invest in yourself and go get the book to finish the chapter... chapter 12 The Revelation 3 (Trinity) minutes and then you wont want to put the book down from start to finish. Trust me... when i find light encoded masterpieces i don’t hesitate to throw them at people when im on a rooftop! If you cannot afford to do this then take this opportunity now and write notes in your journal for what sticks out to you! That helps it encode into your body through the movement of writing
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