I AM JIMINY (JIM/TIM always come up to me) Cricket....
My grandmother Pat picked the nickname CRICKET for me and my sister Taura as "Missy"
shes ms. bitchy bitchy and i even called her this when i was 2 and my Grandma washed my mouth out with soap
doing so didn't stop me from calling her such till today
I really am Cricket and she's a MISS Bitchy
This 'identity' or name has always been held close to my heart and helped me discover my Starseed Self
"When you wish upon a star
it symbolizes Faith, Hope and all of the things that Christ-mas stands for
so this is my personal wish for you
something that can make Christ-mas everyday
if you just believe
when you wish upon a star
makes no difference who you are
anything your heart desires
will come to you
if your heart is in your dreams
no request is too extreme
when you wish upon a star
as dreamers do"
and this commercial was on has a message for the family (i hardly pay attention to commercials haha but when i do... the Divine has something to say... not the AI...they get flippetty floppety fleed with a fuck you)
The concept of the film is based on the Mexican holiday of the Day of the Dead
this really falls in line with the future i see creating music with my husband, daughter and father myself and our journey to come in the underworld!
Eye AM that I am- I channel Trinity
The One and only Idea
The Eye Am That I Am
Father
Mother
Child
I Share similar to all of whats written below by AL- all the time.
Its what is my purpose to help others see this vision clearly
It is the essence and teaching and way of BEING i have been guided to bring back to the world
A very special love is what Trinity within us all have to offer!
Mind body and SOUL wholeness
My dad woke up to the number 22 gene key on google yesterday
hes seen the number for years and i learned it represents the saddhi of Grace; which is my daughters name. I've kept this to my own knowledge base this far and I often have huge downloads around this date every month!
2/22/2017 was when my own liberation through glee blog was written and shared
for years now he has seen this number and ive gradually brought him the meaning and symbology of it in small increments as I also began my own awakening to this number also.
One of the first i woke up and wrote down in my dream journal.
it's been an eternal quest of understanding that i am finally getting a mastery level of clarity over
just last night i shared with him the gene keys and book of change which is a whole new world of OMG!
which i told him ill help him take at a pace if he buys the book!
Hes been looking at videos by Richard Rudd online since Christmas Eve and woke up to this one in specific just being on his search engine
We had an amazing gift exchange on Christmas day- i had a present I didnt have done for Christmas Eve besides informing him of the Gene keys and felt urge to bring him the gift that day and it blessed him doing so! He needed it very much! We where late to Malachi's parents as i gave space for him- but even that adventure comes with a tale which ill share at the end
I see my dad as Saint Peter (this is his Christ like self as Joan Of Arc (Hmm i wrote ‘Art’ first ahah) is my Saint self) who is the one who HOLDS the keys to heaven
i as his daughter just gifted the tools to help him properly drive his MerKaBa- which upgraded to a blue and black Ford F-1 that i expect him to take great care over. Just as my husband was given by his dad David his new 2002 red and blue Toyota Tacoma. His jeep was completly DONE for and his dad ran into it after we finally refused to stop driving it due to wanting to stay alive longer than the next couple of months on the road if we had driven it. So he finally replaced it which was needed because it used to be his step moms and was given to him and tolerated since he was 18! Time for OUT WITH THE OLD AND IN WITH THE NEW!
My dad is always driving a ford as long as i can remember his first truck being in 1998 or whenever- i was like 9 years old living on SHEPHERDS RIDGE, AVON Colorado in our amazing house in the mountains that I got to watch the entire process of its erection.
I just found this article 6:21pm 12/26/2017 and it mentions Avon's tomb. this article is talking of the Holy Grails.
I was searching for references to what my dad was telling me to research of the Blue Apples and all I remember the last time i looked it up is it correlated to the birth date of my mom and my twins mom. this came up and beyond that I have no clue how I came to it but it sounds like something i read last time i did a channel like this in regards to our Holy Grail Lineage with Mary Magdalene as my mother and me as her scribe and Oracle [Sarah]. Last time i posted about this the group went silent. I am so tired of silence of everyone... or me tagging 70+ people just to have 64 remain. (ironic?! 64 gene keys)
It mentions "I answered the call like a wise-assed kid, and wrote a 44 page [haha sounds similar to me... i answered the CAL like a WISE-ASSED kid and 'wrote' about the 44th gene key!], John Lennon-inspired ‘review’ based on the controversial bestseller Holy Blood, Holy Grail.1 (It was that or a report on a book that solved the puzzle of William Shakespeare’s identity and what’s really hidden in the bard of Avon’s tomb.) "
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/merovingians/blueapples/blueapples_01.htm
SAY WHAT? I am always telling my husband my lineage and past life as William Shakespeare or definitely working along side him as his muse and my discoveries of this where written for my blog. Also I'm always going on and on about the Holy Grail Bloodline.
I'm reading and will share the link and what im reading. The fact it mentions Bruce Springsteen - that is MY AUNT KRISS'S favorite artist and he shares my birthday of September 23!
"As my thoughts drifted to the two of us dirty dancing to Bruce Springsteen’s song In Gloria’s Eyes blaring on the car radio in a parking lot on a hot, moonlit mid-summer’s eve…
Out of the blue a road sign that sat at the base to a steep mountain road screamed “Blue Apples!” over the blasting music in my mind
That’s the sign! I’m a true believer in two things: love and miracles.
To me, finding that inconspicuous and weathered wooden sign was practically a miracle. "
[THIS IS HOW I CLOCKWORK EVEN THIS DISCOVERY NOW IS A MIRACLE TO ME]
"I put my rental car in neutral parallel to the sign and marveled at its depiction of a hard guy-looking priest holding a light as if revealing a long-held holy secret. Beside him, big as day, were the holy words, ‘Les Pommes Bleues’: Blue Apples.
The priest is Berenger Sauniere, “the mystery priest of Rennes.” The sign portrays him discovering a secret of immense value. We’ll become acquainted with him and his secret momentarily.
I remembered the directions given to me by a colleague in the United States. “Go left at the Blue Apples sign and straight on till Rennes-le-Chateau.” The directions reminded me of those to Peter Pan’s Never Never Land, which is second to the right and straight on till morning. "
[THIS IS A QUOTE I USE 24/7 AND OF COURSE DISNEY IS SYMBOLISM TO ME OF MY FAMILY. ME AND MALACHI MY BELOVED ALWAYS JOKE ABOUT PETER PAN...AND MY DADS NAME IS PETER SEE THE SYNCHRONIZATION We help people through the underworld...thats what APPLES do too!]
“Blue Apples” is the last line of a mysterious parchment that appeared at Rennes at the turn of the twentieth century. Since ancient times the apple has symbolized the science of immortality. Like Eve’s apple of knowledge of the Garden of Eden.
But there’s no such thing as a blue apple, you say? Your’re right. Like the 'blue rose' it is an alchemical symbol for the impossible.7 "
[see #7 is repeating for me everywhere even with gifting this Christmas and I explained "the blue rose of mary Magdalene" to him the past few days]
At Rennes the French said forget about apples, we’ll symbolize this secret knowledge by a cluster of our large, beautiful grapes, or Blue Apples.
Actually, the French word pommes comes from op om, the Sun Ball.8 The English apple, says Webster’s Dictionary,9 also means eye, stone or anything round. Rolling these definitions together reveals that the Blue Apples can refer to the ‘Blue Eye of the Sun’. It could also refer to ‘Blue Stones’. "
[I was encouraged by spirit and my husband to get my dad a Sodalite Pendant at 'our' store Heaven Sake Bookstore. When i read to him about it the stone on Christmas Day it was a PERFECT match for what he's needing right now.
He is to discover exactly what I'm about to post here today right now before I continue today with my story. I am resonating deeply with this article and I feel it tied into our lineage and past lives and I feel my bones and cells vibrate in remembrance as I read it. Again. I have read this some place before and it is written in a letter briefly somewhere...at least some of the history. All this will scare our family and my husband had dreams of my mother trying to stop us from spreading this news for it dismantles ALL that she has raised war over in life and what any Christian to date continues to cower in revelation upon.
Eye am Child Holy Grail of Mary Magdalene. My husband is her son. We are children of Christ. We are here for a purpose and mission.
"I slid my car into gear and began the slow, serpentine crawl up the steep mountain road to Rennes. The enchanted countryside spread out before me reminded me of a fairy tale kingdom.
In the distance I could see the splendid ruins of Coustassa, a Knights Templar castle. The Templar were formed in 1100 AD. Among their earliest purposes was the recovery of the treasure hidden within the tunnels under the Temple of Solomon.10 These ‘Knights of Christ’ are also reputed to have guarded the secrets of Jesus.11 I felt the Templar history as if it were alive all around me. Any second I expected to see Templar knights on hard-charging big white horses emerging from a hyper-reality wearing their trademark white tunics with red crosses.
I continued to ascend the twisting pathway to Rennes. If taken at great speed the turns could be stomach lurching. So, I crept along.
Legend and scientific proof hint humans have been hiking up this hill and stashing the white-hot secrets of the ages here ever since the Stone Age.
The Celts and Druids, followed in succession by the Visigoths, Romans, Christians, Cathars, Knights Templar, Troubadours and Nazis came and left.
Even the Egyptians are implicated in this mystery.
Billions of dollars in gold, priceless ancient documents, the secrets of the gods, the bones of Jesus,12 the library of Jesus, all are thought to be buried in these shifting sands.
Rennes-le-Chateau is a mystery wonderland because of the prospect of these and other mysteries.
Illustrious men of genius such as Leonardo da Vinci, Isaac Newton, and Jules Verne have come and left this stage sharing company with such illustrious mystic titans as the 17th century painter Nicolas Poussin, Voltaire, Richard Wagner and Claude Debussy.14 All came to Rennes seeking her light.
All left clues as to the real secret treasure of Rennes-le-Chateau: the secret of the Blue Apples.
Where there are apples in myths there’s usually serpents or dragons. The Celts called Eve’s paradise Avalon, or Apple-land, the land across the western sea where heroes and gods fed on the apples of immortality. The famous winged serpent or flying dragon that many heroes of yore have sought to slay guarded these apples.
The power the secret Rennese conceals may explain why darkness does a thriving business here, too. This tiny village has dark elements of top secret U.S. military installations such as Area 51, Nevada; Pine Gap, Australia; Los Alamos, New Mexico; Michael Air Force Base, Utah; and the basement of the Vatican all rolled into one. The day before I arrived three C-130 military aircraft circled Rennes for three hours at 1,500 feet. What were they doing there? What were they looking for?
Looming large over this terrain is lore thick with superstition, thieves and even evil. If you believe half of this propaganda you probably ought to be institutionalized.
On the other hand, if you believe and discover the other half of the Rennes mystery lode, you might just join the immortals.
Certain religious and political authorities would prefer that whatever esoteric tidbits are hidden at Rennes never see the light of day. These authorities aggressively protect this desire. For once the secret of Rennes is revealed, say the legends, it will wreak hell on the existing world order. That is why this sandbox is usually covered with deep (shark-infested) water, and why its secret wisdom is so closely watched. "
I remember as a child in this life...just like similarly in that life (How i do miss Rennes-le-Chateau!) we had the forests and hills as our backyard to discover all around us. Down the street in Avon where little shops to visit. I was a happy kid when not squabbling with my sister Taura or in school with all the rude snobby kids...being allowed to be Fae and just BE.
To escape in this day and age: my dad used to take me on his red dirt bike and i would get to steer on the pavement leading to the dirt roads where he would take over as we hit huge boulders and patches of rocks and crevisces of the dirt roads. we would travel every nook and crany of those mountains that we could to journey and have adventures. Our favorite space being Kramers Spot. named after a little cocker spaniel we used to have who reminded us of Kramer in Seinfeld from his mowhalk hair. He LOVED this place and would whip around all crazy! Many camping trips and memories created here- including having a personalized nature toilet of a wood with a nice butt sized circle carved out and attached to two trees... where one could comfortably sit and relieve themselves. We built it at Kramers Spot when needed for women to go #1 or that occasional spontaneous #2 that can sneak up on just about anyone at any time! (Emotional constipation is a KRAMER... dog... ‘bitch’ isn't it?! haha)
i miss this house and all the sweet and GOOD childhood memories just as much as I yearn to have my Original Family back together and experience it again in the totality it should have been...and it is coming together and we are SO blessed to reunite . I have friends I have connected to on line named Paul and Alyssa; Paul lives in Peru and Alyssa in Boulder close to me. Her and I have yet to physically meet but we met through Pamela a few years ago during our own Initiation phases. My husband also told me he woke up today with the impression that he has finalized his first Initiation... YES! He is ready! so is my Daddy! anyways Alyssa has had dreams of the three of us in a cafe together; it felt very 'old' like this era spoken of in this article. i just shared with him my remembrance and we all feel someday we will meet here again!!! He recently acquired some pictures of Yeshuah and Mary Magdalene and Mary Magdalene with the Christ Child!
This house in Avon up on Shepherds Ridge; was my dads dream house from the get go and he put his blood sweat and tears into BUILDING it and laying the foundations for the whole family. my mom however had ‘other ideas’ and required ‘a different form of happiness’. My dad wouldn't conform to all her demands and "proper or wrong" ways to live and a lot of the oppression and expectations turned him into a monster. Over the years she's become this monster of her own but she keeps it festering in her head or often trusts to unload it on me when in private in which i can easier deal with her than around any husband she concubines with. What with how my father was raised with parents who hardly ever showed let alone voiced "i love you" in any way shape or form. Of course his sisters are conditioned by their society and environments also. I could go deep into stories my own dad has told me of their unconscious dumbness and performing acts and saying words in which we are finding the only way to forgive them is simply admit they knew NOT what it was they where doing. They still don't. And it is this alone that really gives me most my patience towards anyone and the journey of self discovery and us moving forward as a species into love consciousness. I am on a journey of forgiveness (as my ear is ringing at a very high pitch in my right ear!) and my journal Grace Of Emotional Magnification really describes what I am here doing and find worthwhile.
I translated this to my dad a year ago talking about their failed marriage and him expressing his painful experiences with my mother and how she 'required this different happiness'. I have much trauma in regards to my mom alongside him- I am a replica of my father like my sister Taura is a replica of my mother at present- who is coming to realize just how mean and broken the inner child can become but has yet to realize im a glimpse of her "future self". My sister is a condescending and hurtful mirror aspect of the lower vibrational thoughts that one can battle with themselves and thus create dysfunction within relationships and with themselves from many levels of projection and low states of consciousness. Theres no need for my dad to continue blaming himself for the failed love or marriage. (I have also told my mom these things. She was just as hurt through their divorce as ANY of us where. I could bring light and understanding to all that has happened between them both (and her any any other relationship since i'm seeming to become a counselor of sorts) but she must be ready to heal this and not use it to continue her story of conquest and testimony against my dad and his family and other hurtful abusive men or people; she must find herSelf and heal her repressed emotions just as my dad is becoming open to do.
Him and my mom; like me and Ben; simply came together to create a portal for me and my kids to be here! My dad recently sent me home with Taura's empty creative arts portfolio to give to my mom. I gave it to her following our first lunch after her husband said i was possessed on my birthday and claimed that 'i was ill". I told him essentially where to shove it correctly up his own ass. My mom is trying to repair the rift to see the kids for the holidays and I was having none of that. I am wrapping up and allowing completion before the end of the year in which i am reinforcing the boundaries SHE chose to put into place; I need them also because I could no longer handle the vibration of their homes or food they fed me. And unfortunately that meant she did not get to spend christmas with the kids. we had 30 mintues with my grandmother before they had to go to my uncle Jerry's and meet up with my mom and her husband Ron; who im not getting along with due to not being a bitch who roles over to his masculinity and my mom is refusing to recognize honor and see the truth in regards to my own husband/twin flame and our unwavering support for one another and her next karmic partner who will take her 9 years to come into the reality that will put her through the ringers or well... at least unless she is able to help him get his head out of his own ass to acknowledge I'm a real person and not some crazy ass bitch who 'needs help' but someone consciously aware of her every move and step on Gaia and knows how to direct her words and is learning to do so with Divine Mercy that is extended to everyone at this time. we're walking on their egg shells they can't see... and we get blamed for it. Gotta love the mirror hayokah life.
Anyways my dad put inside the portfolio an old picture his sister Kriss framed for them and gifted them on their wedding day. He said he had no use for it but wanted to give it to her and see if she wanted it and if not she could dispose of it. He put a picture of a snuffalufagus on it where one of the portfolio straps where missing and he said "theres nothing but some blank paper and wrapping paper in there... Taura's has an empty portfolio..." Sadly yes... this is so true on so many levels. But also what happened after she took this picture home is what's interesting. My dad told me he had a dream that Ron chased him on his motorcycle and tried to run him down. Like Ron was pissed at him in spirit for giving my mom such a thing and bringing memories of their past back up for review. So based off of that Ron's energy is so toxic that I did not want to be around him for christmas. Not that we had much time with Grandma because people care far too much about "time" these days and I'm more ready to embody the Siddhi of Timelessness all together!
My sisters life is empty" and a lot of the news my mom sends me of my sister is depressing. I honestly wish she honored my request not to talk about Taura or bring her up with me (and it really annoys me that she forwards pictures of my kids to my sister when she wasnt given permission to do so- I know this because spirit made her accidentally send the forward to me and not my sister. so do i let such a thing go or do i speak up? speaking up would make me seem like a bitch, letting it go however would show humility. so tough call) because she just doesn't exist in my Paradigm and I'm fed up with her trying to force it to be sympathetic toward my sisters emotional state of being right now. I wish i could be here to support her through this trivial time but she decided that we take a break on the day of my birthday. I requested she read a letter and donate at least $20 to the suicidal foundation i was raising money for like she would have jumped on the opportunity if i was a Stoesz hub: in remembrance of well my old self,family and a dear close friend name Patrick HORN (He is my horn... my voice and 'fire power'. he was the Pat and Trick that patched me back together when my husband ticked me off: he became my anchor) whos spirit remains with me almost 24/7 and passed on August 31st 2011 leaving a huge mark on my life. She refused to read the whole letter before nit picking the parts I spoke about her- putting forth no effort to read through the whole thing which explains where I AM in regards to this family and my choices. She said I cannot just "lop her into the pot with the entire family"...when she is the seed and SEA witch manipulating EVERYONE and stirring the pot our whole entire lives and its time for her to see just how much she has HURT all three of us because of HER expectations of us and trying to CONFORM us into her IDEAL 'family'. This wasn't just about me and my feelings... it was my parents pain too if she read the who damn thing through! All she can tell me is the following when i sent this message to everyone around the same time on September 22nd 2017
just a side note that this was the day before my birthday. The day my beloved and I had a split with my friend Ellie/Divinity and her 'twin flame' Reuban for 'his' birthday and they also wanted to throw us into the 'victim pool' of death. I was in a very weird energy as was my beloved because I had been writing for almost two days this blog and releasing YEARS...and LIFETIMES of SHIT and all of this I was becoming the blue apples as this aricle states and wanted them to do so also, and they took offense and all blocked me and have not spoken to me since i voiced my inner truth; ive lost many but also gained many in clearing all that residual 'friendship' that didn't align:
http://mysteriouswritings.com/midday-blue-apples/
"Although the title Eradapfel (Earth Apple) can relate to globe, the name often refers to potato or those fruits found within the Earth. In France, these hidden type crops are called pommes de Terre, or apples of the earth.
Those familiar with the mystery of Rennes le Chateau are sure to be aware of the term Blue Apples. A parchment, containing a coded message, was supposedly found within the church in the late 1800’s. The following is the mysterious decipherment which includes the words blue apples; “Shepherdess no temptation that poussin and teniers hold the key pax 681 by the cross and this horse of god I complete this guardian demon at midday blue apples.”
The meaning for Blue Apples is often linked to a light phenomenon which occurs every year on January 17th at noon. Light shining through a stained glass window displays blue orbs (considered blue apples), on a wall inside the church. Other colored orbs are seen as well, and so why such attention is brought to these specific blue orbs, on this date, at this time, is puzzling. Possibly the importance comes not from what is only on the wall, but the way in which the ‘apples’ are produced. Unless the sun shines, providing the rays of light to flow through the stained glass, the orbs will not appear. All apples remain unseen.
For those who worked on the Maranatha puzzle, you may remember an article promoting the book which talked about ‘Earth Apples.’ Okay, Mr. Duncan Burden (spokesperson for the puzzle), didn’t specifically call them that, but he did talk about French Fries. The following was his explanation for why the puzzle was created.
“For instance, imagine that the secret of Life, the Universe, and Everything amounted to nothing more than… say, the recipe for the Ultimate French Fry. And that someone simply handed it to you. Just like that.
Unless you had personally gone through the process of digging in the moist earth with your bare hands, patiently nurturing the surreptitious subterranean tubers, luxuriating in the passage of Time created by the revolution of our resplendent rock around the sun, gathering the harvested crop to be sliced and diced and transformed into succulent crispy golden batons, there would be no way that you would be able to grasp the sublime gestalt of the fruits of this verdant vegetable transmutation.”
I don’t know, but this just seems to connect to how a person’s heart could become enlightened. I like the thought of something in darkness reaching out and growing to find the light, like the eyes of a potato do. Of course, I would rather not be diced, sliced, and fried.
The whole scenario makes me think back to the coded message and ask are Blue Apples only blue at midday? Instead of isolating the term ‘blue apples,’ maybe considering ‘midday blue apples’ offers more meaning. Midday is at time when shadows vanish or are cast away. Blue often refers to heavenly or purity. Possibly, those ‘earth apples’ which have come out of the shadows or darkness is an interpretation for midday, heavenly or blue apples.
And maybe the fact that all apples are not blue on the wall holds meaning to why they have been referred to. This clashing of colors may not be a cause to just dismiss the phenomenon as something as only happenstance and in which holds no meaning. Not all apples do turn blue at once.
It reminds me of the December 31st 2007 clue of; “The apples that turn blue in pairs hold the value of the key.” Could the clue be hinting at two coming together as One? That the way to turn ‘blue’ or become heavenly is by uniting with the light?"
This is what I AM DOING and what my twin flame is doing WITH me. And we can help others also! My twin constantly see BLUE APPLES/ORBS all around me and my work. It is insane what he can See and what I channel.
The red frequency refers to the physical plane of conscious experience. 'Blue' references higher frequency of thought and consciousness, into the light. Blue grapes symbolically found in many art works represent DNA evolving. Blue apples represent knowledge evolving to higher frequency, navy blue or the collective sea of consciousness creation, Sacred Geometry, SG or Stargates. 'Blue Apples' also relate to an optical phenomenon that occurs at midday (12:00) on January 17 when the sun shines through a stained-glass window depicting Jesus Raising Lazarus from the Dead, in the church at Rennes Le Chateau, linked to the bloodline stories of Mary Magdalene and Jesus. Orbs of bluish light appear on the church furnishings before stopping, then fading, on the altar with its bas-relief of Mary Magdalene kneeling in prayer with a skull at her knees (consciousness).
Remember me mentioning that January 17th is the birthdate of BOTH my twin and I's portal mothers and both born three years apart!?
SEP 22ND, 5:34PM
http://trinitystarseed3691111.blogspot.com/2017/09/can-you-imagine-that-this-isnt-just.html
please make sure the family reads this. This is either our new Hello or a final Goodbye to each and every one of you.
Namaste and blessings sent to you during these times.
Taura: Kym, if you ever want to actually talk about our relationship and fully move into a place of understanding, healing, and forgiveness than I am happy to have an open conversation with you. As you ask for respect and consideration of your beliefs I too ask for the same in return. Meaning, if you want me to hear your side than I need that extended to me as well.
I kindly, and respectfully ask, that you and Dad please stop lumping me in with the hurt you have experienced with the family. If you wish healing, understanding, and forgiveness with me, please come to me directly.
When there is broken relationships it is due to both people in that relationship choosing pride above reconciliation. Deciding that its entirely the other persons fault with unwillingness to admit wrong. I'm not perfect, no one is perfect, however the Lord still asks us to love one another and extend Grace in order to meat one another in pain and work through it rather than causing more pain. There is only one person that can except and love us unconditionally and that is the Lord. People are and will continue to let us down because we are not perfect, only the Lord is and thats when Grace needs to be extended, understanding that sometimes people act out of hurt and can't communicate that. They put their hurt onto others instead of working through it and it just turns into an endless cycle.
Please if you have something you need to get off your chest and truly want to work through, I would love for us to talk about it. But please, don't simply send me a link to a Blog post expecting me to behave in a way you want me to without offering a chance to actually heal our relationship.
I do love you. I love the kids. And I want nothing more than to see you flourish and find Joy in life rather than being so upset with it. I except that we won't always see eye to eye on everything about life but choose to love you regardless!
If you want to talk, please give me a call!
ME:
just read the blog...
that says everything i cannot just discuss freely with you as you are a part of that lump...
you want to unravel the lump, read my blog. namaste sister
i dont expect you to behave in any way other than who you Divinely are. the blog will explain this. all you just 'preached' to me is ... in the blog. if you would only listen sister
SEP 23RD, 8:52AM
I would rather have a real conversation with my sister. You call what I said "preaching". Well your blog feels like you are "preaching" to me. Like I said, if you want to truly have a relationship with me, I would really love for us to have a real conversation, one on one, over the phone so that we can BOTH better understand one another.
I dont think that can be possible until you read the blog. If you refuse we have no need for further communication
Kym, Why is it so hard for you to talk to me as a person, as your sister, as someone who deserves to be understood just as much as you do?
Kym you said some very hurtful things about me without considering that it might be worth talking to me about directly and now you just want me to read your blog and just except it all
ME: Taura- the truth sometimes hurts. You have to actually read the whole blog to get the entire message. It took me months to even come up with courage to write what I did and it took me weeks to write- if you can’t take the time to read it - you will never understand me. It says everything ive needed to say to everyone. You wont even find patience enough to get through the thing before you approach me. If you refuse to read it it is your choice but please do not continue talking to mom about me or anyone else or even uttering my name if you will not. If you do- then i will be open hearted for further consciousness conversation and for you to share your heart like i am. There is no other way to discuss it. Please have a blessed day on this here glorious day of my birth! Thanks for the happy birthday- and not a lecture!
Taura: The first and only time I ever gave my sister Taura a massage she said "that was horrible, that hurt a lot! I would never let you touch me ever again!"... I was like... wow... she's that much of a stick in a mud she's going to belittle me and judge me based off of that ONE time... when i was still in massage school. I go to a depth she can never reach. She is a fish that sticks to the shallows. depth... seems she can't breath. Yet that is also what she craves from others as a Pisces... she just wants love as I do. She loves the mountains and oceans just as I do. She loves Disney just as I do. She loves music also. She has a passion for Christ but i see within her a soul that is lost and needs to be guided home... know she doesn't need to be perfect for anyone to love her. We shouldn't have to be perfect or continually wonder what is wrong with us that it separates us from Source. what would it take to unconditionally receive such a love that God has and feel it with and through others as we would with the Creator.I have faith she will find and equally yoked man of faith that will value her every yang quality as he should her yin. She is the twin fish... and a bull... They best be ready to deal with her strong faith and stubbornness, he will have much patience within him. I found the man patient enough for me... I send blessing that soon she will find her Prince Charming.
would actually be nice to talk to you about this sort of stuff in person
You say this "The only thing right here I will say is that Sure she never responds to anything I write... she brings my sister Taura up all the time and I'm sick of hearing about her. If Taura really gave a shit about me she would come to me directly. she has my contact information .I'm right here but it will require effort on HER part. Eye am open... but i have boundaries. its requiring effort on EVERYONE'S part I've spoke about today. My mother has no response with anything I do metaphysically at all because it confronts everything she's ever been led to believe her entire life. It is not something she ever imagined i'd become. but... Eye Am Holy Ground"
if you cared about me too Kym, you wold come to me directly
you havent
How am I supposed to know how you are truly feeling or how you understand the way for things to be if you don't bother to talk to me directly. If you don't bother to understand my hurt in return. You simply assume that life is peachy between all members of the family..... well they aren't
I am truly open to meet you where you where you are at in life, try to understand your pain, and try to heal but I need to that extended to me as well. If I am to understand you, I need to be understood with my perspectives as well.... it doesn't mean we have to agree on everything
ME:
Yea taura the thing is you have to be around for that and you never make time for me when you’re in town you didn’t even make time for my birthday last time you made it all about you and your friend. You don’t contact me unless you need something from me when you’re in town. Anytime that we do have a heart to heart all you want to do is tell me how to live my own life or how im wrong. I am not attempting to tell you how to live your life. I do care about you but I’ve stopped giving a shit because I do not feel equal love and im willing to let this relationship go for good if we cannot step into that in an unconditional way. The truth is if you cared about me you would come to me directly not the other way around. I have made multiple attempts in our lifetime to tell you I am sorry and to make amends and have a sister- you have not once done that for me! You have shown me no respect thus i mirrored that right back at you over the years! So dont even fucking bother talking anymore unless you read the entire blog and TRULY meditate on it! I dont expect a response for some time. I dont need your two cents and victim backlash!
I don’t have time for this right now- great timing to start this conversation! All you’re going to accomplish is to ruin my birthday for another fucking year. I never assumed shit about things being peachy with the family and everyone being peachy with each other that’s the whole point of this goddamn blog is because it’s not and im sick of our family HIDING!
Shut up with your petty nonsense and finish the blog then come talk to me. I have to go walk for my fund-raiser!
TAURA:
I'm sorry..... Your BLOG is so MASSIVE and all over the place..... that it was hard to understand that it was all in the name of your fundraiser walk today in light of your birthday. I truly do hope its a good one. I truly hope that you have a good birthday. If you don't want a relationship with me... one that is built in trust and time between both us of us.... in receiving what we feel is "truth" from one another than I have to respect your wishes. If you wish to no longer have a sister than I have to accept that. Please note that as I have caused you pain know that you have also caused me pain, that reconciliation must be admitting both are at fault and the willing to forgive must be extended. Kym I don't know the in's and out's of your entire life story.... nor do you know mine. We have been estranged for a very long time and time allows a foundation of continued hurt to be built. It can be hard to heal that. If you ever decide you want to be sisters again, please let me know, understanding it will take courage to walk through all the pain to better understand and except one another. Until then, I guess we are no longer sisters.
I hope your fundraiser is a successful one and that you truly have a great birthday. Happy Birthday.
BTW... it looks like you had a great wedding day, one you really enjoyed.
ME:
I CREATE MY DREAMS... I don't live off of 'hopes', keep hoping for me all you wish. Eye am That I Am. That is not what it was just in light of- u wont even finish it shows how little interest u have in building a relationship. Its not “all over the place”- but thanks. Its about more than just my birthday. Have a good day. It seems we will not bask in the same paradigm together
Then she blocked me. My own sister. But then again a month after September 22nd a break with another close real SiStar happened that i knew was imminent also. And will soon be shared in my blog to release the pain and trauma and right the wrongs of the transgressions done against me and the Holy Grail Bloodline.
I sent this to my aunt Kriss and Uncle clark at 5:36PM
this was their response and it seems the Holy Spirit isn't making space for me to go have any sort of dinner with them and my dad is the under cover 007 dealing with them because it is not karma I have to deal with face to face. Everything is and will be handled and Divinely Decreed through the astral planes and beyond time and space as timelines collapse and paradigms are put at a halt of relapse
SEP 23RD, 10:37AM
Hi there Trinity and Happy Birthday. I hope you received our birthday card that we snail mailed. Thanks for sharing your heart and thoughts. We love you and can understand your heartache. By writing from your soul, I can imagine it was very healing and revealing to you. Much love in this journey of life and we send our apologies for any hurts you have felt in years past. Life is full of hurts and they come not just to you, as you know. Jesus never said life would be easy and I know through our hurts and persecutions here on earth we will live in His glory in heaven. I am so sorry for everything you have gone through and specifically any pain the "Stoesz Tribe" caused you. People are imperfect. You also need to know that you are not the only one who hurts. I know you know that. I appreciate that you shared and I am not mad, upset or 'pissed' off at all. I get it and I know as humans we all do our best in this life but when we live in fear and insecurity that feeling is projected onto others. So Clarke and I would like to invite you and Malichi to dinner sometime this fall. I believe it would be good so please let us know when you you all can meet. Some of the things you said could have led Clarke and I to so much hurt and resentment but we chose to find common ground that can lead to flourishing relationships. Things that you wrote which are simply untrue about our family from your outside perspective. We have been accussed of so much in the past by friends and family since we decided to step into the gap to help the least in Ukraine and it is very hurtful. God has protected us with his shield and gives us His strength to continue His Kingdom work. I hope that your birthday is filled with blessings, joy and love. Praying for your heart to be filled with the love that only Jesus has and finding your identity in HIM will be enough. All our love, Kris and Clarke
MY RESPONSE
"never wanted this to bring resentment- if it did that would be a rough road for the two of you. Im here to forgive, and put on the table things that have hurt me. I too care what ive done to hurt you- i have already ‘forgiven’ you- it was a long journey but it was necessary to learn what i came here to. My soul is ready to heal and forgive- i wont hold onto negative petty judgments- that was me releasing so they exist no longer so it brings joy to my heart that you would respond in a manor that we can potentially reach a common ground. Thats all i could ask God to bless me with. I am thankful you took time to read it. Taura did not and thus we wont be meeting up to discuss it. But there is a deep reason why i said everything i did- it wasnt intention to cause further harm- i am still learning to express my level of awareness in a calm and ‘nice’ way- of course i am not anymore perfect than any other human. I see my mistakes and faults and i take full accountability for them. im so tired of this false perception and all the false perceptions it feels this family has held with one another and especially towards me. Everyone only ever seems to notice the negative- and i am so much more than that. Yes I acknowledge the megative but i dont dwell and wish to no longer dwell on it- but truly create Soul-unions/soulitions in our relationships. I just want to feel comfortable in your presence and visa versa- i wanna know your hearts! Thanks for the birthday wishes- we look forward to the fall meeting! Be rest assured that my heart is and has always been full of love- Christ and his kingdom is in my heart- as it is inside yours also. I have no need to have anything called an “identity” when my connection is with the Source of all Creation- our Lord. He/She is the identity Eye am that Eye am. That is where my ‘identity’ was born and will return for eternity! I love you i am going to go enjoy some lunch! Blessed be!
Here is the channeling from Amanda Lawrence. Name Synchronicity here for the Eldest daughter of Kriss and Clark is named Amanda (also is the name of the woman my ex husband had an affair with and may or may not potentially marry. It's also the name of the woman who got me the job at the Bath House I currently work which has blessed me with many tribe members!) and her and my sister where always really close and i spoke about them in the blog mentioned and sent to these family members in which i begged every one of them to read thoroughly. My Aunt Annette has ignored me completely so I've disconnected though my dad says "she's an open earth angel"... but even she's carrying around some junk that needs to be cleared out for everyones benefit along with her Kin. My Opa never says anything that isn't condescending when I'm around or doesnt talk to me at all and not once honored my husband nor invited US to his birthday; my Oma pretends to give a crap but as this channeling will divulge just how finished and done I am with her petty also.
Amanda Lorence
Yesterday at 3:44am ·(11!)
WAYSHOWERS:
Wowzer!!!
Today, a portal has opened. Incoming energy code:
2
22
Higher frequency photon light is flooding Gaia.
The Union of coloured rays has occurred.
Animals are already ascended to the NEW higher frequencies (high fives beautiful beings!). Different breeds of birds fly as one (today whilst driving, I saw a mermoration of magpies and seagulls flying together as one flock).
The energies of higher energetic dimensions are observing, celebrating with elation. We have so much support for what we are accomplishing.
Trinities play out for humans at all levels/layers of frequency corresponding to each human frequency.
The gates of Heaven (Gaia), are fully open.
Wow! Happy Everything beautiful beings.
AL 25/12/17
My father and I have gave all we could to my mom,sister and his family- still wasnt enough for any of them or their ideals and HIGH expectations of what in their minds was living a holy or godly and christian life.
https://youtu.be/VvcQrAZYQa4 (channeled today from a friend named Meta)
What does it truly mean to be Christian?
That is my question to so many in my life
I am KRYSTED- Eye am word
Because I am so utterly sick and tired of "your Jesus not being our Jesus"
Your Jesus is NOT what he seems
We cant seem to rise to these older generations expectations and conditionings... in fact we are DISMANTLING within us EVERY CONDITIONING they ever placed upon us and THEY HATE IT!
FUCK YOUR GERMANIC DOGMA... or ANYTHING racial and political and bloodline divided!
These conditions of the family where seeded into Taura (AND OUR PLANET) more than anyone else and she as a emotional Pisces (BODY OF WATER) and doesn't know what the hell to do with anything she's feeling or how the collective is thrashing her around so she's rising higher and higher in fury. I can help her navigate all of that but it required trust from her... trust of my fellow sisters and brothers all over and across the globe to grid together and help set new laylines. I can help my mom also but trust is a HUGE underlying factor and i WILL NOT violate their free wills and force anything upon them or anyone else. THIS IS NOT FORCE... we work with DIVINE MERCY and GRACE. I will however put into place boundaries when THEY begin projecting need for them.
So Be it.
Om Mani Padme Hum
Taura I believe (like our planet Gaia/Tara) is the collimation of ALL OF IT - all the bulls hit- while I AM as is OUR FATHER (who art in heaven... within our heart) THE LIBERATOR for every single one involved in this entire quantum entangled fuck ball. Taura is very broken after the divorce etc; she creates cords and attachments and memories of great pain from condemnation and judgment and criticism energy is radiated towards us no matter how "loving" she plays herself off to be. we already endured such negativity from his parents and extended family and so forth; it has felt eternal...
https://youtu.be/vka6wPrB4E0
There has to be a line drawn somewhere and I AM THE BEGINNING of drawing this line for me and my father. We are the rainbow sheep around all the sheep who think their wool is white but is getting to be very black; and us pointing out that its turning black and aging and turning into dis-ease or cancer or DEATH is pissing them off because we have found 'eternal youth' and LIFE. They fear the wolf when there is one within us all that needs to be faced and it's not the 'enemy'!
Taura and Laura and my aunts and uncles and grandparents can keep seeking all that meaningless junk- in fact the entire world can. They can IGNORE my pleading to work with the Gene Keys and I Ching: Book Of Change. To LISTEN... but they would rather seek to become perfect for some partner that shouldnt even expect perfection for they are so Divinely already doing so blindly like my sister. or like My mom who gives her power away to every man she marries and defends them before even trusting her own daughter or God within her Heart- Jesus- the daughter who she knows visited hell and returned to write this very book about it.
Did the Great and Powerful LAUREL TREE fail to remember naming my SISTAR TA[u]RA!?
They both will find as will our extended families and everyone on PLANET EARTH; in due time how it is an illusionary God and Jesus they blindly put faith and belief in and the ‘bible’ of ‘gods word’ is truly must more twisted and fucked up than one can imagine i gifted my father the Divine Blessings of the Goddess Mother Mary/Mary Magdalene and Isis and Yeshua (JESUS) and Christ Consciousness through a simple bag that was gifted to ME this year which was blue with golden roses on it. This simple thing seemed to OFFEND my catholic grandmother when my Father shared her the sentiment.
I put within the bag; the chalice he is to water his succulent flower. In the chalice is tic tacs a new flavor of apple that he can 'freshen his breath' and voice with the wisdom and forbidden fruit of knowledge of the DIVINE. Get drunk on wine like Dionysus and no longer will Capricorn women like our mothers be the rotten 'Blue Apples' in our fruit baskets except for the positive aspects they temporarily brought to the table that I hope they will enable in their own life to embody. my beloved and I's biological mothers share the same birthday of January 17th but are 3 years apart. Apples have been coming up a lot lately and i feel it important to share the symbology through a few links and also divulging more of what i resonated with the article speaking about the Blue Apples
http://eluneblue.com/apple-magical-properties/
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/merovingians/blueapples/blueapples_01.htm
"Before further exploring the potential nature of this wisdom I’d like to divert this stream of consciousness for a moment to discuss one of its most important metaphors: water.
Water has always been a big word and a big mystery to me. Ever since I was a kid growing up near Detroit, Michigan I have always loved big mysteries. The incredible ability water has to conceal and protect mysteries has always puzzled me.
My determined fascination with water started when my parents took me and my (beautiful!) sisters to Bar Harbor, Maine for a vacation.
We arrived at night. In the morning, I could see our hotel room overlooked the bay and the tall ships that had gathered for a Fourth of July festival. I crouched in the sand bar outside our room mesmerized by the shells and the assorted beach creatures. When we returned that afternoon the tide had come in and covered everything up! I was in shock. This was my first experience with the concept of high tide and low tide, and with our planet’s interaction with the moon.
When I was twelve, my dad owned an interest in a salvage company that salvaged sunken ships on the Great Lakes of Michigan. On summer weekends he’d cut me loose with his diving team of frog men and former Navy SEALs searching for sunken galleons laden with treasure. (That’s a bit romantic. Actually we hauled steel and copper ingots off of sunken freighters).
These early water lessons would become immensely valuable to me when I grew up. In my twenties I designed and produced subliminal self-help audio tapes with disguised positive messages. The messages were embedded beneath surface sounds so as to arouse and attract the attention of the subconscious mind and allow them to sail past the censorship of the conscious mind. The most effective sound for disguising these messages, we learned, was the sound of ocean waves gently crashing on a shore.
Later, when I became an investigative mythologist and began exploring the deep waters of wisdom of esoteric mythology, I encountered a similar concealment technique. I learned that ‘water’ was frequently used as a literary scarecrow device to protect ancient mystic secrets (including those of Rennes-le-Chateau).
A good analogy of how this literary concealment process works is revealed in the burial practices of the ancients.15 It was customary to bury kings surrounded by their royal treasures in secret chambers concealed below riverbeds.
The process begins with damming the river, diverting its course, and then excavating and preparing the burial chamber. Then, with the dead king and his treasures safely tucked away, the chamber would be sealed, and the river released. In seconds a transparent wall of water would protect the treasure for eternity. The only way to recover the treasure would be to part the river once more. (That is, unless a secret passage was built into the chamber.) The original manuscripts of William Shakespeare were believed to have been concealed in a similar underwater vault in the Wye River in southeast Wales. Shakespeare himself -- or Sir Francis Bacon -- wrote of a king buried beneath the River Soar in England.
Myths and stories conceal wisdom-bearing secrets in a similar manner to the way the ancients buried their kings. Stories and myths act like water to conceal and protect hidden secrets below. Most of the biblical stories, for example, are merely the ‘water’ that covers and protects hidden, esoteric truths that only the most determined seekers discover.
As Moses and Jesus knew, ‘stilling the waves’ or ‘parting’ or ‘walking upon’ the waters of myth enable us to cross over to get to the other side -- the land of immortality.
These ‘waters of life’, the primal waters of cosmic energy, are the waters of wisdom (the Holy Light) which separate the mortals from the immortals. In seeking this Holy Light my goal is to cross the real ‘Great Lake’ and join the great story-tellers on the other side.
I have made it my business to seek and understand ancient tales of men (and women):
* who crossed or poured out this water (as did the Sumerian goddess Mari/Inanna)
* who watched over these waters (as did Osiris)
* who sailed these waters (as did the Sumerian god E.A.)
* who walked on this water (as did Jesus and the Mayan Peacemaker Quetzalcoatl)
* who parted this water (as did Moses and Alexander the Great)
* who were destroyed by this water (as was Atlantis)
* who were saved from drowning in this water (as was the Iroquois Peacemaker Deganawidah)
* who flew through this water in a resurrection machine (like Elijah’s Whirlwind)
* or bore through it via stargates or wormholes (which legends claim the mysterious beings we’ll talk about momentarily did).
One thing I know, these ‘waters’ are the same as those which conceal the mysteries at Rennes-le-Chateau. They are not necessarily those you drink (although they may be). They are the living waters, the waters of immortality prophesied to appear in our time by the prophet Isaiah who said “the Earth shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea.” 16
The person responsible for diverting these waters to Rennes was Jesus and Mary Magdalene, his chief apostle and spiritual partner. (Incidentally Mary’s name comes through the Latin mare, meaning ‘sea’.) "
In the Grail tradition, Mary emerges as a lightning rod of brilliant, focused, religio-political thought and action who had little resemblance to the diminutive and repentant prostitute portrayed by the Church. She constantly questioned Jesus, as if she were checking his work, and was the benefactor of his most advanced and secretive scientific teachings concerning the universe.
One of the tenets of the Grail heresy holds that the marriage of Jesus and Mary Magdalene was a dynastic union between a son of the royal House of David, and a royal daughter of the Benjaminites, one of the original twelve tribes of Jacob/Israel. Their union was intended to solidify the political aspirations of these two families. Mary and Jesus’ children (twin boys, one of whom became St. John of the Light, or a girl named Sarah, depending up the story) assured its future. "
[HELLO... Eye am Sarah... my husband is St. John of the Light- Malachi! My real adoptive mother is Mary Magdalene and my father is Yeshuah/Jesus! My husband is of the Royal (KAISER) House of David and i am a royal daughter having been married into the Benjaminites (My husbands first name is Benjamin and our children have the last name Brooks). We are one of the ORIGINAL TWELVE TRIBES OF JACOB/ISRAEL. our union August 11 2017 was intended to solidify the political aspirations of these two families. WE... "twin boys' ASSURE THEIR FUTURE HERE AND NOW through this transmission]
Upon his death, it is believed Jesus gave his personal possessions and most secret oral teachings to his ‘apostle of the apostles’, Mary Magdalene, who secreted them away to await the return of their owner.
The exact nature of these secrets is unknown. However, the Knights Templar may have provided a vital clue. The Languedoc region --which stretches from Provence to the eastern Pyrenees and includes Rennes --was home to the highest concentration of Knights Templar in Europe. The ruins of their castles and commanderies haunt this land. Many believe the secrets of Solomon’s Temple are to be found in the Languedoc.
In their book In Search of the Holy Grail and the Precious Blood,18 Ean and Deike Begg tell of the bizarre graffiti found in the chateau at Domme, France, where Knights Templar were imprisoned after the persecution by the Catholic Church in 1307. Here is found a depiction of the Crucifixion that is slightly twisted from the accepted Church version (or the Church version is twisted from the original event). Joseph of Arimathea (Jesus’ wealthy uncle) is shown catching precious droplets of Jesus’ (royal blue) blood (presumably with the Holy Grail).
On Jesus’ left is a pregnant woman holding a wand or a rod.
According to the Gnostic legends, and early Christian art, Jesus possessed the Egyptian ankh or Key of Life (Light). This is both an advanced technology, a Rod of Miracles which once belonged to Moses, and a spiritual teaching which enables one to raise their spiritual bandwidth to master this technology.
The myths I accumulated in my book The Peacemaker and the Key of Life 19 record that the Key of Life may be used to transfer souls from one dimension to another, level mountains, control natural phenomena, and for healing. In this work I will show it is also the key piece to opening ancient stargates.
The Key of Life was also present at the Crucifixion of Jesus. We know this because the Key of Life was made from a branch that grew on the Tree of Life in the Garden of Eden.
According to medieval Christian legend, Adam was buried on Golgotha (‘the Skull’).20 His son Seth returned to the Garden of Eden to retrieve a branch from the Tree of Life. He planted it on Golgotha where it grew into Christ’s Cross, the Tree of Crucifixion. Before the Flood Noah dug up the Tree for safekeeping in the Ark. After the Flood, he buried Adam’s skull under Mount Cavalry, where Jesus was later Crucified.
The knowledge of the branch or Key of Life was handed down through the line of Shem, son of Noah, from generation to generation, until it reached Abraham, Jesus’ ancestor. Abraham’s great-grandson Joseph brought it with him to Egypt where he rose to highest rank in the Pharaoh’s court. There, the Key of Life remained among the treasures of the Egyptian kings until it passed to the hands of Moses.
According to Exodus,21 after his conversation with God in the midst of the burning bush Yahweh himself taught Moses to ‘make’ (a police term for ‘identify’) his Rod of Miracles which was able to bring water (wisdom) out of (s)tone22 and part the waters of the Red Sea (the blood).23
After failing to properly glorify God the second time he struck the rock, Moses was barred from the Promised Land.24 He planted the Rod (and presumably the Grail Pillar) in the hills of Moab, near Jerusalem. According to legend, after a massive search King David retrieved it.25His son Solomon installed it in the Temple of Solomon."
[My beloved is always talking about the Keys of Solomon. I just started saying my father is like saint peter who holds the keys to heaven. He also is embodying my true Father... Yeshua... Christ.]
"Isis is receiving the breath of life from Ra and transferring it to Horus via her breast. Standing before her, ankh or Key of Life in hand, is Amon-Ra the Egyptian ‘Lord of Eternal Light’. Standing behind her is Thoth. The second chapter of Genesis offers a similar description of the Key in use: “And Yahweh, Elohim (Shining One), fashioned the Adam of the clay of the soil;and He blew in his nostril the breath of life, and the Adam turned into a living Soul.”
It is vital to note that following a strict genealogy, esoteric Egyptologists believe Thoth reappeared in the form of an Egyptian pharaoh named Akhenaton, who ruled Egypt from 1364-1347 BC. This coincides with the time of Moses."
Akhenaton was called the ‘Heretic King’ because he defied the power of the establishment priests.27 He introduced a monotheistic Mystery religion based upon the principles of light from a hidden Central Sun that he called Aton, or simply ‘the Disk’. He is frequently depicted receiving the Key of Life from Aton.
Aton is the root for Adon or “Lord,” a title later given to Jesus. Later, though it is not widely known, the first Christians believed Jesusacquired the Key of Life, using it to perform many of His miracles."
The early Christian belief that Jesus possessed this branch or wand was profusely demonstrated in their characterizations of him found in the catacombs of Rome with wand in hand performing miracles, including turning water into wine and raising Lazarus from the dead.
It is quite apparent from the connection between these names and the continuity of the depictions of Thoth, Akhenaton and Jesus above that the secrets of Peace (the Grail/immortality) had something to do with music (tones or keys).
It also suggests Jesus perpetuated the Egyptian teaching of not only Moses, but also Thoth and Akhenaton.
Aton is a word play for a tone or a tune.
Interestingly, when, in the Bible, Zecharia prophesies that the Lord will be carried into Jerusalem on an ass he uses the word ATHON, so close to ATON. In Hebrew the male ass is called the hamor (‘H-AMOR’), the she-ass ATHON.28 It would make a staggering difference if the Hebrew scribes, fond as they were of word play, used the word athon as a pun for Aton or a tone, the Key of Life.
Was the Templar grafitti on the cave walls at Domme indicating that Mary Magadalene brought the Key of Life to France? A cipher found at Rennes says that Mary Magdalene holds ‘the Key Piece’. Is this the Key of Peace or the Key of Life?
Is the Rod of God or the Key of Life of the Peacemaker at Rennes? "
My answer is that it is not anywhere... it is already within us. Eye as the daughter of the Sovereign Essenes will make this clear to you today.
My DIVINE FATHER just gifted me FOR CROSS CORRELATION REFERENCES ONLY; on Christmas Eve; The ESV STUDY BIBLE English standard version. Its the largest book i now own for divination purposes and my first divination with it and intent to open and receive divine authority/will and guidance and i land on
So reading further into William Henry's page I am seeing so many correlations to our lineage as the Holy Grails. Supposedly they where part of the Merovingian Dynasty. another 7 in front before it says "The Merovingians are reported to be ‘pagan kings of the cult of Diana.’ Merovee, who gave his name to the dynasty, is said to be the result of the blending of the genetic material of a half-man, half-fish god-being and a his human mother.8 The authors of Holy Blood, Holy Grail suggest this legend is an allegorical representation of the intermarriage between Merovee’s bloodline and the descendents of Jesus and Mary Magdalene that became the bloodline of Jesus – the Meru or Merovingians.9 I will provide an alternative identification for the half-man, half-fish being later." It's in my husbands charts and directly states he's here for this Cult against and it scares the beJESUS out of his dad David *snickers*
I want to mention that my dad bought me a MERMAID pipe while he was on vacation a few months ago with this family. My aunt did scrunchy face while watching him do so and of course telepathically my dad could hear her mind of how "evil and disgraceful of a habit" that is. We come from the fisherman bloodline... and shes by the ocean cruising on a ship and she curses my gift because she is completely willfully ignorant to our own inheritance and biology! I mention this because I have my gift for less than a week and the second time i take it off my alter to smoke from it... i leave it accidentally on the bed and my husband thinks our kitten Namma peed on the bed and flipped the comforter sending our pipe FLYING and it hit the metal base of the stool we had been using near us and it broke her torso off, along with her arms and one hand. Reminding me of how i've been feeling...all broken... but i'm being glued back together...seems everything around me needs to be glued back together since the universe is trying to show everyone its time for the Queen Of Hearts to take off some heads. My husband is that Queen of hearts. Needless to say... my aunts negative thoughts cursed my poor pipe. Seems come the end of the year I'll have Mini Mickey Mouses head on my picture frame my dad helped me buy on our first family Disney vacation and cruise in which i had on top of our alter and the head broke off from the crash of our alter at Dragon fest- following our wedding; my Mermaid Pipe as I'm discovering this past life of our 'fish dna' and my mermaid memories and this also being a gift from my father, and now today since the Queen of hearts (malachi) decided to go berserk with a cat item and fling it across the room to take off the Cherubs head I had on our alter too! As if him missing his right wing from the break up with my ex in 2015 Brandon was making him feel very good this whole time. he was just minding his own business then BOOM... off with his head 0.0 Kinda how i feel after all these years with my family. Shattered into 3-4 different pieces and come 2018 all them broken layers will be glued together and mended whole. Trinity alignment with a few visible lines from previous scars. But that's okay...we're tigers and love our stripes!
Chapter two called Amor; all stood out to me and i must put it here! The end speaks about the Devil (Queen of Hearts!) "This figure’s strangeness is so high he has the propensity for upsetting the apple cart of many Rennes visitors. In fact, many Catholics go ballistic at the mere sight of this devil. In 1996 one of the frantic faithful chopped off the poor guy’s head and absconded with it. Fortunately, for posterity’s sake, the head was soon recovered and glued back on the devil. " ABSOLUTELY NO COINCIDENCES HERE... as with the ending of this chapter says " The combination of these three clues: the statues and paintings, the demon guardian, and the inscriptions, I am convinced, reveal the secret of Rennes."
I HAVE ALL OF THESE CLUES AND I TALK JUST LIKE THIS GUY DESCRIBES OUR LINEAGE DOES SO IN RIDDLES AND SUCH and i wrote about my journeys to certain 'landmarks' in my life. I hope to someday visit this Renne-le-Chateau in this life to FEEL and touch it and remember in that form too.
"The frequent switchbacks and the severe pitch of the road made the drive up the steep hill to Rennes a bit of a challenge.
Before I knew it, after all those years since college, I was finally in Rennes-le-Chateau. It felt like entering a fairy tale village complete with water tank and cozy stone cottages. There was even the kirk-kur-kur of a cock, the bird of dawn.
It was showtime!
I crawled around the tiny streets in my car (which seemed totally out of place here). I passed a bookstore (which got my heart thumping), the restaurant Les Pommes Bleues, which happened to be out of business (not exactly a good sign), and a few stone doll house cottages. I could live happily ever after with mon amor in one of these, I thought to myself. I parked the car in a central guest parking area.
Stepping out of the car I left the dawning of the age of Aquarius behind and transposed into an earlier and simpler time. Delicious wood smoke puffing from multiple chimneys and the erotic odor of fresh-baked bread filled the air: an eerie quiet too.
I stood on the sheer cliff admiring the astonishing, no --commanding -- view from Rennes and took a deep breath of icy fresh air that gusted over me from the snow-white peaks of the Pyrenees to the south. It felt like a breath of life had breezed through my soul.
No picture in any book, or even my wildest hallucination, could have prepared me for the breathtaking beauty of la val dieu (‘the valley of God’) spread out before me, its vastness cut by patches of small gardens and fields of grass gently blowing in the wind.
To my right only a couple of feet away way was the bizarre neogothic tower I had fantasized about duplicating on the sheer cliff overlooking the lake at my home. Hanging over the enormous valley below, it looks imposing, almost evil, like a bullet that was stopped dead in its tracks before penetrating its target.
It is called the Tower Magdala. Feverishly, I strode to it. The mid-day sun had baked it warm. My palms absorbed the energy radiating from the tower. Oh, God! I felt my first Rennes epiphany.
La Tour Magdala was named after Magdala the hometown of Mary Magdalene. It was completed in 1905 by Berenger Sauniere, the mystery priest of Rennes, on the sight of an earlier building which, according legend, had exploded into the skies in the fourteenth century, long before the first recorded use of gun powder in the west.
In front of me was a strangely level mountain across the valley. Funny, I’d never seen pictures of that mountain in books.
Down a narrow path the runs beside the Tour Magdala I found the Holy of Holies of my search: the Church of Mary Magdalene.
Dedicated to Mary Magdalene in 1059, the church at Rennes was built on foundations said to have been laid by the Aryan Visigoths c. 410 AD.1 However, there is evidence that they built on much more ancient foundations. A clue to its earlier builders is given in the ancient name for this site: the Temple of Isis, the Egyptian goddess of the elements.
The strangely level mountain top across the valley is called the Temple of Osiris, after her mate.
The combination of its ancient and modern history holds the key to the secret of the Blue Apples.
Isis
The short version of the modern mystery of the Church of Mary Magdalene has it that one day in 1891 while making repairs on the badly decaying church altar, a dirt poor Catholic priest name Berengere Sauniere allegedly discovered a cache of ancient parchments concealed in wooden tubes.
Two of these parchments are said to be comprised of genealogies, one dating from 1244, the other from 1644.2 The other two were composed in the 1780’s by the Abbe Antoine Bigou, one of Sauniere’s predecessors as the parish priest of Rennes-le-Chateau.3
In January, 1781, on the eve of the French Revolution, Lady Hautpoul, owner of the chateau and trustee of the Rennes secret was dying. Having no sons to bequeath her secret to, she decided to confide her family’s past history, its secret, and some top-secret papers containing white-hot secrets, to her confessor the abbe Antoine Bigou.4
On January 17, 1781 the lady Hautpoul died, but not before asking abbe Bigou to pass along the Rennes secret to someone who would preserve it. The abbe was terrified by what he learned.5
Abbe Bigou decided to pass the buck. He concealed all four documents (and possibly a fifth) in the hollow Visigothic altar pillar inside the church of Mary Magdalene.6 Bigou then had to figure a way to communicate his secret. For starters, he he devised a cipher, which was inscribed on the tombstone of the Lady d’Hautpoul and a stone slab (which was placed on her grave), with the secret.
Then he turned a large 8th century slab set in front of the altar of the Church, the “Dalle des Chevaliers,” face down.7 The “Dalle des Chevaliers,” the Knight’s Gravestone depicts two scenes, both of which involve an arch or a gateway. The first is a knight on a horse sounding a horn or tone while his horse drinks water from a trough. The second shows the same knight, this time with a staff in his hand, and a child. Did the knight go through the arch and return with the child in tow? This scene is duplicated on the 12th century seal of the Knights Templar (shown here).
William Henry at the door to the Church of Mary Magdalene.
With this discovery, and the secrets these scrolls contained, voila, Sauniere soon went from rags-to-big time ‘nouveaux riche’ and from lowly churchman to the highest echelons of occult Parisian society.
The two genealogies are claimed to concern the Merovingian dynasty.7 The Merovingians are reported to be ‘pagan kings of the cult of Diana.’ Merovee, who gave his name to the dynasty, is said to be the result of the blending of the genetic material of a half-man, half-fish god-being and a his human mother.8 The authors of Holy Blood, Holy Grail suggest this legend is an allegorical representation of the intermarriage between Merovee’s bloodline and the descendents of Jesus and Mary Magdalene that became the bloodline of Jesus – the Meru or Merovingians.9 I will provide an alternative identification for the half-man, half-fish being later.
Among these parchments was one we’ll look at in detail momentarily, which I call the Blue Apples Parchment. It should be stated that these parchments have never since seen the light of day. Copies abound however the originals are missing.
There is enormous controversy over the alleged ancient pedigree and authenticity of these parchments. Some claim they’re not ancient at all. Rather they’re the modern work of the mother of all secret societies, the Priory of Sion, whose earliest members are reputed to have founded the Knights Templar.10
Whatever their source or age, the parchments remain remarkably instructive. In fact, the content of these parchments is breathtaking in their possible meaning.
The first parchment, what I’ll refer to as the SION Parchment, tells of Jesus and his disciples exploring a cornfield on the Sabbath. The story has been pulled together from three separate sources; Matthew 12:1-8, Mark 2:23-28, and Luke 6:1-5.
Closer inspection reveals that this parchment contains a cipher which contains the message:
TO DAGOBERT II KING AND TO SION
BELONGS THIS TREASURE AND HE IS THERE DEAD.11
This cipher has been used by many seekers to pry open the Rennes mystery, in particular the connection with the Priory of Sion.
For others, this message also revealed a treasure map. It is of immense interest to those seeking gold and other treasure in the area of Rennes.
The strange arrangement of its letters concealed also a sacred geometry whose decoding ultimately revealed the existence of a twenty square mile pentagrammal temple as a landscape feature of Rennes to Henry Lincoln 12 and to mathematician David Wood 13 for one example. It also revealed the alleged location of the Tomb of Jesus to Richard Andrews and Paul Schellenberger (authors of The Tomb of God)14 for another.
The second parchment I call the Blue Apples parchment.
“What the hell did they think they were doing when they wrote this parchment?” I asked myself over and over while looking at the cipher.
It looked Greek to me.
Actually it’s an archaic Latin text, an excerpt from New Testament stories of Jesus.
The Blue Apples Parchment begins with the word ‘Jesus’. It tells the New Testament story of Jesus having dinner (with wine I presume) in Bethany with Lazarus and Mary Magdalene.
Sprinkled throughout this parchment are a number of extra letters that form the basis for a coded message. These letters are from an unidentified independent text, without which this message or key is simply gibberish. A Frenchman, Gerard de Sede, however, claims to have had the means to decipher this text provided to him by, the Priory of Sion.15
The story of de Sede’s decipherment of this coded manuscript is a fascinating (though complicated) tale best told by other authors.
Suffice it to say its decipherment required that the letters be laid out on a chessboard (a favorite Templar symbol for the soul’s life on earth). Then, the decipherer had to make a series of Knight moves.16 On a chessboard a Knight moves in ‘L’ shapes. This made me think of the directions to Never-Never Land: “second to the right (two chessboard squares to the right) and straight on till morning.”
The proper moves revealed a strange message provided by de Sede.
The literal translations into English of this message vary. However, they approximate the following message:
SHEPHERDESS
NO TEMPTATION TO WHICH
POUSSIN AND TENIERS KEEP THE KEY PIECE 681
WITH THE CROSS AND THIS HORSE OF GOD
I COMPLETE OR DESTROY THIS
DEMON GUARDIAN
AT MIDDAY
BLUE APPLES
Silly doodling? A red herring? A fraud? At first glance, this cipher does appear to be total gibberish, a bunch of throwaway one-liners. That’s probably why most researchers don’t pay any attention to it. Actually, once I found a new way to look at it, I discovered that, no matter what it is, it is pure virtuosity.
The Blue Apples Parchment is not just any cipher. It contains the most profound secrets of the Jesus, the means to open a gateway to the land of Amor. The Blue Apples symbolize these secrets.
An answer for why the Blue Apples symbolize these secrets comes from Harold Bayley who made a massive study of the history of European paper manufacture. He also began collecting the earliest watermarks, which he published in his book The Secret Language of Symbolism.17
Bayley concluded that, after their persecution by the Church, the Cathars and other residents of the Languedoc region were among the earliest papermakers of the Middle Ages. Their watermarks, he says, are nearly all symbols of religious nature, the total comprising a secret language shared by those ‘in the know’.
One of their most important marks was that of the Grail. Frequently it was shown as a vessel with a cluster of grapes or Blue Apples.
From this we may conclude that the Blue Apples are interchangeable with the Holy Grail.
After exploring the secrets of the Holy Grail for the better part of ten years, I focused on the Grail in its esoteric sense. In addition to being a ‘hardware’ container or device, I viewed it as a mysterious body of spiritual teachings, the ‘software’ for making it work.
The key to elucidating Jesus’ secret teaching concerning the Grail is to remember that, in esoteric terms, alchemists know the Holy Grail as the ‘Stone of God’.18 It is equated with the Philosopher’s Stone of Immortality.19 (Some believe its secrets --which enable the transmutation of the elements -are literally written on a stone.)
I had long believed the Stone of God was actually a (S)tone or a tone of healing. It is a chord (or cord) that links man and God.
In other words, the Key of Life and the Key (S)tone or Holy Grail are the same thing as the Blue Apples or Blue (S)tones of Rennes.
PARIS
Upon their discovery, Sauniere showed the parchments to Henry Boudet, the abbe at nearby Rennes-le-Bain. Abbe Boudet is described in The Rennes Visitor’s Guide as a “highly cultured and erudite man, especially in the fields of archaeology and ancient languages.”20 Many consider Boudet the real brains behind the Rennes story. Sauniere was his assistant.
Boudet suggested to Sauniere that he visit his superior, the bishop of Carcassonne.21 Upon reviewing the parchments, the bishop immediately dispatched Sauniere on an all expenses paid trip to Paris.22 During his three weeks there Sauniere turned the parchments over to Church palaeographic experts and decoders of medieval writings.
Specifically, Sauniere allegedly offered his story to the mystery men of St. Sulpice in Paris, the center of occult study for the Catholic Church in France that was built on the foundations of a temple of Isis in 1645.23 What did the masterminds of this sanctuary discover?
Whatever it was it probably accounts for the reason why the skinny church mouse from tiny Rennes was received like a fat cat by the highest echelons of Church authorities and Parisian society. Included among the admirers was the famed opera singer Emma Calve,24 a beauty who was the Madonna of her time and known to be the high priestess of an esoteric Parisian occult society called the Rose Cross of the Temple and the Grail.25 The priest and the opera singer are reported to have grown quite amorous during her many visits to Rennes.
Also, Sauniere went to work tearing the Church of Mary Magdalene apart for further clues, including some strange activities in the graveyard of the Church.
No one is certain what Sauniere discovered when he parted the waters of Rennes. Whatever it was it accounted for the source of his wealth. The Church wrote nasty letters to Sauniere accusing him of simony (the selling of pardons).26 The Church wished for the world to know Sauniere as nothing more than the pioneer of the modern-day televangelists whose mail-order religion is pure fraud.
Of course, this charge trivializes the secrets of Rennes-le-Chateau. The Rennes mystery lives without Sauniere.
Along with his friend and comrade, Henry Boudet, he devised a plan to preserve this mystery and encode its secret.
EGYPT
Perhaps taking a cue from the pyramid builders who etched the sacred wisdom of ancient Egypt on the limestone casing stones of the Great Pyramid, or the Egyptian scribes who encoded the Pyramid Texts (hieroglyphic writings on the walls of the temples at Heliopolis which contain the instructions for rebirth of the Pharaohs) on ancient temple walls, or possibly even King Solomon, Boudet and Sauniere concealed the instruction manual for the Rennes mystery within the Church of Mary Magdalene.
The ancient name for this site: the Temple of Isis, suggests that it is best studied in parallel to Egyptian Mother Earth cults known as Black (meaning ‘hidden’) Madonna or Isis cults that are prevalent in the Languedoc. In France the ‘Madonna’ is not the Virgin Mary. Mary Magdalene, the bearer of Jesus’ children (the Holy Grail) is the Madonna.
The word Madonna brings clarity to the connection between Jesus and Egypt. Madonna is composed of the elements M (mem is ‘water’) and adon. Earlier we noted that adon means lord and is derived from the Egyptian word aton, the sun disk channeled by the Key of Life.
Substituting the ‘d’ and the ‘t’ Madonna is M-atonna or M of ATON, the waters or Key of Life. Allowing for this substitution, the Madonna cult is the cult of the Key of Life.
If the Key of Life is the same as the Grail, then the M or waters of life of ATON is the same as the Blue Apples.
The Blue Apples must be what is being channeled through the Key of Life into the nostrils of Isis in the depiction on page 16. The question is, what, exactly, are the Blue Apples?
The answer may be found in Egypt.
Hints of the Egyptian mysteries are everywhere evident at Rennes. A nearby mountain is called Seribouru or Sabaru. A statue of Isis was found nearby in the 1800’s. The river Sals, which sounds similar to the river Sais in Egypt, runs through Rennes-les-Bains the twin village of Rennes-le-Chateau. There’s even a local village called Luc Sur, Aude (phonetically similar to Luxor in Egypt).
In her formidable book The Refuge of the Apocalypse, Rennes resident and author Elizabeth van Buren reveals the direct connection between Rennes and Egypt “Rennes is Egypt,” Ms. Van Buren directly.27
I put this nonsensical statement right up there with that bizarre statement from Revelation 11:8;
“And their bodies shall lie in the street of the great city, which spiritually is called Sodom and Egypt, where also our Lord was crucified.”
Jesus was crucified in Egypt, and not Jerusalem?
The word Egypt cloaks a confusing mess of meanings: black land, land of the moon, land of alchemy, land of transmutation.
There is a definite connection between Rennes-le-Chateau and Egypt. The original name for Egypt was Ta-Mari, which means ‘Mother Love’.28
The Cathars of the Languedoc (whom we will meet again momentarily) claimed they possessed the secret gospel of Jesus called the Gospel of Love. They called the land of the immortals AMOR, love. They said Jesus came from this place.29 He had come to lead his sheep out of Earth or ROMA (the mirror image of AMOR).
This book was the foundation of the Church of Love. It is equated with the Grail. This secret manuscript is attributed to Jesus who gave it to John the Divine. The existence of the Book was revealed when the Church subjected the Cathars to torture. Its contents were said to transform ordinary men into supermen, or Homo sapiens into Homo Christos. Its power was such that it could cause all hatred, all anger, and all jealousy to vanish from the hearts of men. Once ignited the Christ Light of Amor or Love, like a new flood, would submerge all souls and never again would blood be shed on this Earth.
The German mythologist Otto Rahn believed the Pure One’s mastery of the Book of Love enabled them to participate in the ultimate human experience: transforming or metamorphosing themselves into beings (or ‘flow-ers’) of light and becoming immortal inhabitants of the indescribably beautiful world(s) of Amor.
The Buddhists called this realm ‘the Pure Land’. The Christians and Hebrews called it ‘the Promised Land’. In addition, the Cathars were concerned with the transmutation of matter, the transforming of the elements from one form to another. The land of AMOR is said to be far more beautiful than can possibly be imagined on Earth. Upon awakening from a possible dream journey to this place, Jacob, an Old Testament ancestor of Jesus, looked around him and exclaimed,
“Terrible is this place!” In comparison to AMOR, “Earth is ugly!” 29
Is it just me, or after we do the mythological math, does ‘Egypt/Amor’ sound like a spiritual place that might have deeply interested Jesus? Do the activities that went on there, i.e. alchemy and transmutation, have anything to do with that mystery of all mysteries, the Holy Grail and the Blue Apples?
Yes they do. Furthermore, they pertain not only to Jacob’s experience with the ladder reaching into heaven, but to the Crucifixion since the Grail was present at both the Last Supper, where the Grail secrets were revealed and the Crucifixion, where the results of these secrets were retrieved.
We shall unravel more of this perplexing Egypt/Amor-Grail-Crucifixion-Rennes connection momentarily. First, let us continue to follow the trail of Berenger Sauniere and the clues to the Blue Apples this reveals.
During the restoration of the Church of Mary Magdalene Sauniere was traveling throughout Europe bringing home large amounts of cash wherever he went. Money orders also conveniently arrived by mail, all in the name of Marie Denarnaud his eighteen-year-old confidant, girlfriend and housekeeper who always dressed in the latest Paris fashions.31
It is believed Sauniere shared his secret with Marie, who promised to reveal their secret before her death in 1953. Unfortunately, she suffered a massive stroke which left her mute and paralyzed, and therefore unable to communicate her secret.32
After the inauguration of the Church in 1905, Sauniere embarked on major construction projects throughout the mountaintop village.
While Albert Einstein toiled at his day job at the Swiss patent office discovering the theory of relativity, and Nikola Tesla was attempting to build a stargate, and Edison was trying to construct a machine for communicating with the dead, and Tesla’s former assistant Marconi was intercepting messages from Mars (or so he thought), Sauniere built:
* the Tower Magdala, the neogothic tower that housed a portion of his immense book collection
* a spectacular Mediterranean-style house called the Villa Bethania
* a semi-circular belvedere which hugged the side of the cliff with a second tower at the end of it, crowned with a conservatory and loaded with thousands of books
* an orangerie
* a park with fountains and a small zoo.
With brazen disregard for the Catholic faith, the renegade priests Sauniere and Boudet also filled the Church of Mary Magdalene with a bizarre collection of religious statues and paintings.
The 14 Stations of the Cross are depicted, each one slightly or entirely twisted from its ‘official’ meaning. For instance, one shows a Scotsman in kilts observing the crucifixion. Another statue is of the Virgin Mary, with the word MISSION on the pedestal. Strangely, the letters are separated to spell MIS SION. Does this refer to M-Is Sion or M-Istory of Sion? Another, even more, powerful depiction, shows two thieves carrying an alive, but unconscious, Jesus from his buriel tomb under the moonlight.
Sauniere’s (or Boudet’s) brazen disregard (or merciless political incorrectness) reached its zenith when he installed a demon guardian at the front door; a stooped figure with fiery blue eyes and sporting a green robe.
This figure’s strangeness is so high he has the propensity for upsetting the apple cart of many Rennes visitors. In fact, many Catholics go ballistic at the mere sight of this devil. In 1996 one of the frantic faithful chopped off the poor guy’s head and absconded with it. Fortunately, for posterity’s sake, the head was soon recovered and glued back on the devil.
This is the only known devil to be found inside a Catholic Church anywhere in the world. Many believe he is the devil for the fact that his head is horned.
In the M-Istery tradition, however, the horns are rays of light and were symbolic of the highest initiates. For example, Michelangelo depicted Moses with horns. We know Moses was not the devil. Therefore, the possibility exists that this green-robed fella is not the Devil either.
Devil or not devil, why is this figure here? Why is he wearing a green robe?
The SION parchment discovered by Sauniere is said to have a clearly visible ‘hidden’ text sprinkled in 8 letters throughout the document. It spells out REX MUNDI – ‘King of the World’. Rex Mundi was the name of the Devil of the Cathars.33
“Cults can survive without a belief in God,” says Eric Hoffer, “but never without a belief in the Devil.”34
As far as devils go, this one got around.
The Buddhists also believe in the King of the World, a figure who lives in a paradise in the Inner Earth. Many people think he’s the same as the demon Rex Mundi. (We all know Rex Mundi as the source of the Rx found on our modern-day prescriptions.) If this is so, it appears the Buddhist (Eastern) and Christian (Western) religions converge at Rennes-le-Chateau. We will have more to say about this devil in the next chapter.
In his pompousness, Sauniere was not simply being ostentatious or spiritually incorrect. He had a brilliant plan. All of the above were Sauniere and Boudet’s objects d’art which attempt to conceal and convey what may be the secret of the Blue Apples.
The idea was for people to come to Rennes (as they did in ancient Egypt) and read the church like a book… or even a riddle.
The answer to the riddle, I believe, was placed above the entrance to the church where Sauniere placed the inscription “Terrible is This Place!” As noted, these are the exact words used by Jacob (c. 2000 B.C.) after his journey through the gate to heaven.
The words which follow in Jacob’s quotation from Genesis 28:17 are:
“This is none other but the house of God, and this is the gate to heaven.”
The combination of these three clues: the statues and paintings, the demon guardian, and the inscriptions, I am convinced, reveal the secret of Rennes.
Sauniere is telling us Rennes-le-Chateau is a is a terrible place, a (star)gateway to Heaven. Like Jacob's ladder, it is a place for the soul to ascend to Heaven."
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/merovingians/blueapples/blueapples_02.htm
My dad has been breaking out of the matrix as part of the BREAK OUT TEAM of Elijah with me since the day i was born (Eli got this quote as a little pin tag for christmas- i bought 7 total one for me, grace, elijah, malachi, my dad and two for Sarah and her beloved Kimber and Mikael... gifts this year are coming in 7s repeatedly showing me im going the right direction and i will write about Sarah's gift after she receives it and add it to this channel later!) for longer than even me. HE helped me awaken to levels i never would have if not for him telling me simple things like
“Elijah; your son; is the real embodiment of the Prophet himself” - yes and this is why i was told to name him so what a wonderful confirmation for my soul
“Be conscious of your thoughts as they create a ripple effect into yours and everyone's realities” - he told me this as i was already coming into conscious awareness of it and it validated my experiences
“I think we came from Aliens or somewhere else and the ‘creater’ of this place were trapped now is a fucking asshole!” - he still fears mich of this reality and his gift was going to help him bloom out of the fear of it into the BOUNDLESS BEING and system 007 buster he is just like us!
The most profound of experiences thus far was the One time i came home or over to visit and he told me to walk up to this table lamp and directed me to touch it and turn it on
I assumed it was a touch lamp like we had many growing up with him so I went up and touched the lamp.
It turned on.
I was like “hmm okay so why did you have me do this” because he didn't really need it on it's not like the room was very dark
he told me to touch it and turn it off.
I did as he instructed... same way i turned it on by lightly tapping it at the base. It turned off.
I was like “okay...now what!?”
he instructs me a third time to turn it back on in the same manner
I did so an the lamp stayed off
I kept smacking it and looked at him shocked and said “what the fuck is wrong with this thing; it won't turn back on. Did I break the light bulb!?”
He said- “Kym its not a touch lamp it was designed to be turned on by pulling the cord.”
Imagine me and my mind BLOWN epiphany of the following
Spiritual lesson; Your dismissal of belief and pure faith and trust in what Eye through your father was guiding you to do -is what put Energy into it to turn it on. You where completely unaware that this was a possibility before Eye existed in your reality and you trusted fully in the innate within you that is Me. theres no way in this dimension that you could do this miraculous act without pulling the cord unless you truly BELIEVED you could do it. You did. Welcome to power of the light- you ‘witchy witch’
That moment changed my perception FOREVER! I wanted to remove ALL false beliefs blocking me from touching that lamp again to access the light without needing tug on black/dark cords! I made claim in that moment to what i wanted or was my intention and with full faith that it would be made manifest; and my soul/The Divine allowed me to have it! (Cords are karma and attachments and emotions).
The Message i received this year while meditating with the items next to him- well spirit asks us if we are moving [FORD]- FORWARD lately or stagnating; feeling alone and depressed or dissonant! My dad reached out saying he felt low- many have reached out to us feeling the same or having dreams and visions of interacting with us- it is time for Family- TRUE FAMILY- I am pulsing my light and the PURE LIGHT OF CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS to impregnate ALL of us this holiday season and coming into 2018. Open your hearts to the mystery and wonder of the universe!
Have we allowed our bodies to rust and decay!? Are we ready to CHOOSE new life here before us now and take a journey together among the stars? Discover the higher purpose hidden within our DNA.
Fertile soil in which stones of plenty reside and succulent lotus flowers blooming and reminding us of our galactic birthright and the inheritance of such a package we will receive of bounty and love if only we will listen to the story- and release it in a new light of glory. no longer have to hide inside this glass matrix of the MASON BAL/jar! We are willy wonkas and Charlies BREAKING THROUGH the veil of illusions. Driving home in the dark from my husband's parents last night felt like the dark boat ride on the chocolate river except for this time it wasnt valentines day and we had working headlights and a truck not falling off its own foundation axels! He got an upgrade- and in a spiritual sense so is my own father. A trinity together we are all bonding and rejoicing. We did similar the day before Christmas when his Dad David and stepmom Tammy gifted us a Nepal Singing Bowl and a small 2018 planner with a DRAGONFLY wall decoration- in which now resides next to my I Ching wheel and other sweet gifts from our adoptive mother Sarah. She gave me a hummingbird crystal hanging near the Dragonfly and i got a visions of receiving a dragonfly when i received the hummingbird from mama- i felt it- but didnt know the details- and this was synchronistic receiving this as In 2018 i am going to bring The a Dragonfly Dream to my life and those around me
Im here to REMIND YOU that we are here to
Find Our Righteous Divine Selves
FORD’S= Corpus Cristi Lightbody Merkaba
maintain them as a collective HOLY GRAIL
a Trinity
One body ecosystem working in Synarchy as a whole
My dad just called at 2:54 while im adding to this channeling
“Have a relationship with your Self” he said
I told him thats what were all here to do right now and the stone i gifted him would help him do just that!
He said he called his mom to find out what his Original birth certificate data is because he wants to do his Natal Chart to understand all the numbers of this matrix and make sense of it.
I told him i could assist him with ALL of that- its what I do - decoding the messages and decerning that which is AI matrix or that which is DIVINE INTELLIGENCE!
FINALLY! Yay so i just gave him a great application recommendation to look over his natal chart himself- no need to have someone do it for him like i paid for long ago!
Ive wanted to do this myself for him as a gift but never had his information nor felt i should ask for it as he wasnt accessible to it anyways or ready to ask for it. All divine timing -now i can discover His destiny as he does so with me- as should happen naturally and organically so!
Wed may 24th 1961 6:45pm
TOGETHER we are to journey
Start anchoring OM (in)-to our christ light bodies and have full access to our energy eggs
No more greedy snakes allowed in our Garden to devour our Eggs of Life
only the Goddess of Kundalini shall we honor with a kneeled bow to release the strife
Um 3:15pm and my husband is trying to get the cats a snack (this is the Off with the Cherubs head moment) hes in their drawr and his berserker gets annoyed and throws this cardboard circle Turbo Scratcher we had stored. He threw it like a frisby and it bounced off the floor and went strait for the White angel lopping off its head and sending the MALCHITE flying under the alter. this is his heart stone which I have always known but I knew his stone would come to him soon enough, I had gotten this egg from a trade and in this moment i had a vision that Trinity is returning Malachi's egg to him... his heart... just like I am my own Fathers. a necklace was gifted to him this year along with me receiving a buddha and two butterflies made of jade both belonged to Sarah's mother. The Cherub who's missing a wing already and now his head- i received as a birthday gift from my Ex brandon- technically he used my money to buy two angels and sapphire orchids in which the flowers died in a month no matter what i did- and during our break up in July 22nd 2015 i threw it into a box of other meaningless crap he brought to my life and chucked it into the back of his dream black truck in which i bought and found for him and all he could respond at the end was ‘youre taking everything from me this isnt fair’- well i wont give someone something as a reward whos abused and neglected me or themselves and only continue to do so- such behavior doesnt come without consequences. He got the truck so he wouldnt be HOMELESS in which is how i found him to begin with- and a woman named Melissa (a friend of mine named Krystal who i gave my first Malachite stone purchased at Heaven Sake Bookstore to her during this transition of 2015- Melissa was her sister in law who said she would take care of my babies i did not want to have given custody to Brandon due to his lack of ability to even be able to provide for himself and me and the kids the past year and a half and all i had to sacrifice and put up with for him; and loosing his job yet again didn't seem promising. my poor pregnant sugar glider Lyra who i named after my Galactic Remembrance was left with them when i moved in with Ellie Hernandez (who as i explained from this very moment in time of 2015... is why we split by October 23rd 2017...which the date 10/23 was painted on the back of the Amethyst geode she gifted me for my birthday and had visions of this date also. I had moved in to assist as a Duala for the birth of her 4th child and her house was too overwhelming for me and I had voiced my frustration and she doesn't like when i do this openly as i deem necessary.. My Lyra had become pregnant. We had her and Marley (named after Bob Marley) who was her son and apparently they decided to insist on incest and wound up making who Brandon named Ziggy (the baby he kept trying to impregnate me with... AAAHH THANKS SURROGATE LYRA for helping me avoid that pitfall and make it an experience through you) - and who knows their fate as of current date. This year ironically i gifted my dad a cat figurine that says “paws to enjoy life” and its to remind him of this same Galactic birthright We are. It included a Heart shaped Jade stone that i have had since i met a woman and bought the majority of the stones i use and have on my alter till today named Stephany Strange. She was not so strange but rather brought right back to 'home'! I have had this stone on my alter forever so it has much love and gratitude and juju is what i like to call it... mojo...and i was guided to put it on my dad's plant next to the Lyran cat playing with the ball of yarn. I put Carnelian, Moonstone and another purple stone i will find name of later with it also along with a little mettle thing saying "create" that i have had on my "sacred geometry passions" December card all month. So it's go all that amazing stuff incubated in it.
Here is the truth about our Galactic Birthright and Mary Magdalene that many are NOT privy to and that I am now spreading the 'gospel' so to speak of and there aint nothing that this Matrix can do to stop me from doing it. Im not a computer so I CANNOT COMPUTE "cease and desist" from the archangels as everyone else! and this website i found today seems to have a lot of it 'covered' for me. Recently i began talking to my best friend Kayla from 7th grade who i found halfway dead 10 years later on facebook and visited her in the hospital and I felt my presence saved her life along with her other best friend and mother- and i shared on facebook my picture of SpongeBob i drew at church camp back in the day- i was telling my daughter Grace about it and she found it in my room on Christmas Eve. Spongebob has the ARMOR of God on...and all pieces are labeled on it. Seeing the "belt of truth" reminded me why spirit had me buy a dual-sided new belt for my husband for a gift as his old one doesnt fit him and is worn out. Time for a new belt of truth that matches with his initiation into the Rennes fold completely! This section about Mary Magdalene im sharing speaks of The STONE of Destiny (just gave my father), The Sword of Destiny (our mouth/tongues/word), The Cup of Destiny (the vessel, book of knowledge), and the Staff or Spear of Destiny (our spine) which correlates to this armor. My friend Kayla drew one and showed it to me also that she made a few months ago. We grew up together and are true Soul Sisters at heart- same mission for our Daddy Jesus no doubt about that and she recently also had dreams about me on November 22nd and told me about it around 4:37pm that day
"Hey sister dreamt of you last night all night... You made Rice Krispie treats and I devoured then it was awesome. How are you? What are you doing for the holiday?"
I sent her the interpretation of that dream which basically said she is ready for the same sort of awakening and seeding of wisdom as my dad is at this time. This excites me so much! Key Of Life babys... GENE KEYS! She also asked what 33 masters means because I had commented on a photo she captures of a symbol that looked like 2 3's. This is maybe where I'll start with her is the 33rd Gene key speaking of the Siddhi of Revelation and shadow there of of Forgetting and the gift of Mindfulness!
According to Sir Laurence Gardner, Mary Magdalene was known in the Languedoc as the ‘Mistress of the Waters’.1 This title aligns her with the Mother Goddess Acca (Isis). As the Miriam, she was the Head Sister of the Order of Dan. Her order appears to be the continuation of the mysterious tribe of Daniel. Daniel (‘God is my judge’) was not a personal name. It was a group of people. The question who or what then are the Daniel takes on paramount importance.
In her Woman’s Encyclopedia of Myths and Secrets, Barbara Walker answers this question by saying ‘Daniel’ was a title used to distinguish “a person of the Goddess Dana or Diana.” 3
Diana is the same as D’Inanna or Inanna.
There’s your trouble. That is exactly the same meaning as the Celtic Tuatha De’ Danann (‘Children of the Goddess Danu’).
Tuat is the root for also:
* Tuat, the Egyptian name for the Inner World,4
* the root of Taautus, another name for Thoth 5
* Taaut the Egyptian name for the great serpent (soul) encircling the Earth,6 whom Gnostics identified with Jesus.
This is no coincidence. There are plenty of historical connections between the people of Daniel, the Tuatha De’ Danann (pronounced thoo-AH-huh duh-DAH-nun), and the Egyptian tribe of Thoth. As we will see, they were later known as the David and later as the Druids.
In Irish history, the M-Istical Tuatha De’ Danann, are described as heaven-sent ‘gods, and not-gods’. They are compared with the Sanskrit deva (shining one, god) and adeva (Devil), which became daeva (devil) in Persian. The Old English divell (devil) can be traced to the Roman derivative divus, divi: gods.
This confusion may explain why the writers of the Old Testament didn’t particularly care for the Danites, whom they said would judge (balance) the people and were called Serpents by Jacob,7 a title typically (and erroneously) reserved for Satan, whom the Egyptians called Sata, serpent.8
According to Celtic/Druid legend, on Beltane or May Day, in a fog, the Tuatha De’ Danann came ‘through the air’ to Ireland to teach young men sacred wisdom. Their arrival was so profound it was said to have covered up the sun for three days (just like happens in the book of Revelation). The Tuatha De’ Danann were generous too. They brought with them four treasures or power tools:
* the (S)tone of Destiny
* the (S)word of Destiny
* the Cup of Destiny
* the Staff or Spear of Destiny
They placed these treasures on a silver platter called the Talleior. These treasures were housed in the so-called Cave of Treasures, inside the Mountain of God, where burns a perpetual flame.9
To me, this description rang of the Temple of Solomon at-op Mount Moriah. Especially since the Anu were known to have occupied the site of the Temple Mount back in the pre-Jewish days when it was called Op-Hel.
After conquering Ireland, the Tuatha De’ Danann were themselves conquered in a shoot out with another tribe, the Sons of Mil (the Gaels). At the armistice meeting with their conquerors, a poet named Amergin (or Amorgen) split the land into an upper and lower part (like Egypt, which was reunited by Thoth, the Peacemaker).
Amergin is someone to keep an eye on. In one of his famous poems, The Song of Amergin, he repeatedly identified himself as ‘I Am’,10 the name of the Hebrew god Yahweh, the god of Daniel. (The fact that the name of the god of these stories is identical certainly links them.) That same poem refers to Amergin as “the Word of Science.”
Per this agreement, the people of Daniel were required to leave the surface of the Earth and live in an underground kingdom accessed only through the sidh-mounds (pronounced “she”) or ‘hollow hills’ of Ireland.
Correspondingly, the Egyptian Tuat, the ‘Place of Ascending’,11 was an inner realm accessed through a ‘mound’ we call the Great Pyramid.
In the sidh-mounds the Tuatha de’ Danann assumed invisibility, with the power to reappear in human form at will or ascend to higher plane(t)s. This is one of the 8 magic powers or the ashta-siddhis, of the yogi masters. The Buddhist title Siddhartha literally means “rich in magic.”12 This title was claimed by Siddhartha Guatama, the seventh in a line of reincarnated Buddhas.
These 8 spiritual blessings are a mystery. Do they correspond with the 8 Beatitudes of Jesus?
From their sidh-mounds the Tuatha De’ Danann, the continued to teach their forbidden mysteries.
It was the special duty of the Druids, writes W.Y. Evans-Wentz in The Fairy Faith in Celtic Countries, to act as intermediaries between the world of men and the invisible or underground world of the Tuatha de’ Danann. They are considered to be direct descendents or reincarnations of the early gods of Sumeria, the Anu.13
Wentz notes that these sidhe people are described as a race of majestic appearance and marvelous beauty, in form human, yet in nature divine.14 They are divided into two classes: those which are shining, and those which are opalescent and seem lit up by a light within themselves.15
The word sidh informs us of the nature of these forbidden teachings the Daniel had access to. Sidh appears to be related to the Latin sedesand the Sanskrit siddha, both words meaning power. Some of these sidh-mounds or power vortexes, particularly those of Rosses Point country in Ireland,16 gained renown as possible locations for stargates or interdimensional gateways to and from the innerwor(l)d home of the Tuatha De’ Danann.
King Arthur of the Grail legend is considered to be one of these reincarnated Anu siddh heroes. After his death he was taken to live in the Otherworld of Sacred Apple-Groves, Avalon, and was prophesied to reincarnate as a Messiah.17
As noted, Siddh-Artha Guatama Buddha (a name which rings of Siddh Arthur) is the seventh in a line of reincarnated Buddhas who is prophesied to appear on Earth at the end of the world as the avatar Maitreya. Tantric texts claim Maitreya will be able to walk on water, make himself invisible, create and destroy matter, and transmute base metals into gold.
After their banishment to the interior world, the Tuatha de’ Danann were transformed into devils by the Catholic Church. Their stature was considerably shrunk in size, too. This is evidenced by the term henceforth applied to them, fairy folk.
The Tuatha de’ Danann were described as tall, blond and fair-skinned. By adding a ‘y’ suffix to their name, a demonic or diminutive image was created.18
The Church is understandably reluctant to admit this (just as the Japanese are sheepish about discussing their ancestors the Ainus -- the Children of Diana -- who were fair, tall and blond and came from the sky, left for the skies, and will return from the skies).19
As they withdrew, the Tuatha de’ Danann prophesied that man would eventually destroy himself through lust and sin.
Despite their apparent contempt, the ancients accepted the Dan-El or Daniel, as wise people and prophets of immense importance. As judges they were the Messiahs or ‘balancers of Heaven and Earth’.
THE ALL
Connecting Mary Magdalene, the Head Sister of the Order of Dan, with the Biblical people of Daniel and the Tuatha De’ Danann slips the ‘decoder ring’ of Rennes back on our finger. It ‘opens the book’ on her secrets: the existence of the Dan’s stargate at Rennes-le-Chateau linking Earth with AMOR.
The fact that in the Hindu Vedas the word Anu or Danu means “the waters of heaven or space,” 20 and is only one letter away from the Egyptian goddess Nu or Nut, returns us to Egypt and the secrets of the gods.
As noted, early Christian texts describe Mary Magdalene as ‘the woman who knew the All’. Cross-checking Egyptian mythology, we discover an astonishing Egyptian description of ‘the All’. 21
The side posts of Egyptian temple’s entrance doors are often ornamented with horizontal bands of bas-reliefs portraying the three symbols:
* Uas -- the tree branch, commonly called the ‘Key of the Nile’
* TET or Djed (center) -- the Pillar of Osiris
* Ankh -- ‘life’.
Uas Djed Ankh Uas Ankh Uas
These symbols are placed on a basket. This basket is the All.
One of the key figures in Egyptian mythology associated with the All is Ptah or Ptah-Tenen, which means “risen or raised Earth.” Egyptian myth said Ptah formed and shaped the material world.
Ptah was most commonly depicted as a bearded man wearing a blue skull-cap. His close-fitting garment is made of bird feathers. In his hands he holds the forked uas (“branch”), the ankh (“life”), and the djed (“stability”).
Ptah, covered in bird feathers,
holding the combined Uas, Djed and Ankh
In Egypt “Ptah is usually regarded as a form of the Sun god,” says Egyptologist E.A. Wallis Budge, “and as the personification of the rising sun…”22 Elsewhere he is described as the creative aspect of Ra. His name means “to open” by “sculpting or engraving.” He was a master at working with stone. As John Anthony West observes, no sculptor sculpts without “inspiration,” the muse. That is Ptah. Christians called him Pater (‘Father’) or Peter (‘Rock’, ‘Stone’), and assigned him the role of holding the Key to Heaven.22
Ptah was also a great worker of metals. According to Budge, he was also both a smelter and a caster, and sculptor, as well as the master architect and designer of everything which exists in the world.24
The Greeks and the Latins claimed Hephaistos and Vulcan as his later names. Hephaistos was an early smith god, cast down from the Olympian’s heaven by Zeus, for trying to protect his mother Hera (Earth). Like Asclepius, he was associated with lightning.25 A lightning bolt from Zeus killed Asclepius because he was afraid that such a skillful physician could make all men immortal.
The Staff of Asclepius shows a serpent wound around a staff.
It is the symbol for medicine.
From the back of Ptah’s neck hangs the menat, a symbol of magical fertility in earthly happiness that promoted fruitfulness and health.26
He stands on a pedestal made in the shape of the sign maat, “Truth,” “Mother.” 27 Maat’s symbol was the feather of Truth against which she weighed each man’s heart-soul in her underworld Hall of Judgment. Thus Ptah, the bird-man, is clothed in the feathers of the Truth of Maat.
Those who lived by Maat took a sacramental drink, comparable to the Holy Grail, which conferred ritual purity.28
Maat is probably Tiamat, one of the Pleiades. There is an intimate connection in the early legends of this group of seven stars with a flock of birds, especially doves, and the Grail. In the Odyssey Homer tells us that,
“No bird of air, no dove of swiftest wing,
that bears ambrosia to the ethereal king.”
The doves of Nestor’s cup described by Homer in the Iliad are also thought to refer to the Pleiades.
Fascinatingly, the Pleiades have also been likened to a bunch of grapes or Blue Apples. Ancient coins depict doves with bodies formed by bunches of grapes. The dove appeared in migration at the time of vintage, its purple-red breast like wine reminding the winemakers of their grapes.29
Suddenly, the story of Jesus’ “curing” Mary Magdalene, his chief apostle, of “possession” by “seven demons” takes on New meaning. These seven demons may well be the seven stars of the Pleiades. His “curing” would, therefore, represent him mystically attuning her soul or telling her stories about the seven stars (or Blue Apples) of the Pleiades.
The grapes of the Pleiades (the Blue Apples) may be the same as the seven demons which “possessed” Mary Magdalene, figures prominently in the mystery of Rennes."
So a few weeks ago when I found the first part of my dad's Christmas gift at the antique shopt; my husband also found this Religious art in the shape of a cross and handed it to me, in the middle is the infinity below that a M and on top of it a dove/bird. All of this spoke to me and i had never seen ANYTHING like it before in my life. I didn't purchase it the first go. I went back to buy it for $8 and now its on my wall. I knew this was Mary Magdalene's symbols and activations stirring within as the CAL. I followed her guidance through Kuan Yin and used intuition this holiday season
My dad was always seen as the Grinch who stole christmas. My family in years past would gift him pants and stuffed animals with this character.
https://youtu.be/c8m6M4RV8p0
Well this year THE GRINCH ALLOWED HIS HEART TO GROW! And for once he chose to make christmas about HIM and his real family- not the fake ass masquerade he is guilt tripped for not attending and chose to host us at his own house for ‘guests’ and no divulge who and all they can say is “who do you know that you would be hosting for this tradition that cant come here” basically the shit energy he got when he called to wish them a happy Christmas eve and inform them that he wouldnt be joining them. Attitude is all he ever gets. All we ever receive. Neither my husband or daughter and i had any interest sharing space with that ‘family’ - they reamed my poor Grace on cookie day for simply stating that she can't stand her teachers and my dad telling the family we are in search for a different curriculum for this special star seed child and she would rather them fuck off then deal with explaining such changes and them REFORMING her behind mine or my fathers or their stepfathers back! My own mother and her husband had the audacity to try and say "you cannot just say or do whatever you want" when my husband decided to holler at Elijah for throwing scissors in his sisters face and my mom and Ron where to in LALA land making out to notice what was happening. They heard the word FUCK and instant TRIGGER. their energy is that of DEATH and we wish NOT to choose death any longer like they are now consciously doing so
https://youtu.be/MnoJdK8cmwQ
My dad asked ‘how can i find a middle ground- fight for what ‘i believe is worthwhile’ but not keep walking on all their Eggshells as an empath. I feel he wishes to gradually make his leave of interactiveness with them and their unconscious toxic environments (like ive begun); but they keep dragging him into it time and time again. This year i chose not to allow such people to effect or rule my life and time or force me to answer to them. I DO WHAT I WANT!
This year was about organic flow no matter who it POed! I would be with and WHERE I AM MEANT TO BE for 2018 come the end of 2017. A cocooned butterfly finally reaching full bloom!
thus far im seeing my dad, adoptive mother Sarah Abbott who helped me stop identifying my biological mother as a mother or needing to do so- my love can be poored where its ready to be received and my grandma pat being the ONLY ‘family’ i continue to truly engage with my entirely open heart on my moms end of things. These individuals are capable of giving and receiving love WITH my husband/Twin Flame just as equally as with me and there being NO DISCORD! This is where we will begging cultivating Trinity Gardens.
My dad as his saint peter (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Peter) has allowed me space and time to grow and visa versa- i knew at some point it was my calling to teach him certain things and help him come into his True Divinity as he got to watch me bloom entirely into my own along with my twin flame who is so much like me and him its not even funny. my twin is 26 and this blows my dads mind away his level of intelligent genius! my now husband since August gave us space to heal our discord and karma by moving me in last year when it was very apparent we could not be separated for long... even one night. Though a dramatic event in time- This gave my dad room to clear; also myself all the crap that was residual between us- so we could heal our relationship. I wanted to and this was my intention many years ago to manifest! All of pure love intent. I wanted the same with my mom but it's not happening as i had wished- but in dreams had prepared me to emotionally endure.
I gave my dad a black and blue boat as a gift on our wedding day (as this video on says “gift of a Christmas shave” when im writing gift https://youtu.be/OAR4ZXYXAvk) which brought tons of childhood memories to me that i cherish. Im helping my dad shave away all this nasty and prickly crap on curves of his face he cannot shave off or that wounds turned into scars. I cant stand my husband rubbing his whiskers all over my smooth skin- it hurts and it uncomfortable- i dont need sandpaper so i like clean shaved men. Some women LOVE the wild crazy hairy face- i dont- my preference- i dont like the hair on my legs to get too long for very long of time either as it annoys me- but I WILL NOT put a wrong or right label upon my own preferences. I still love my husband but if hes prickly like a rose bush i cringe a little bit and he LOVES to tease me- wanting a kiss but i am like “ok pork-e-the-pine needle” get away from me- and i push him away as he struggles cuddles me. I cant resist those lips of his and his cuddles for long- hes my gummy bear (haha i fed him sour cherry ones on the way to his parent's house) so i allow him to poke me. I give in and allow his rose bush to make me bleed for a temporary moment but its worth it because the blood is the KEY (GENE) and nectar needed for our Union and Lotus/Blue rose of Christ Consciousness to bloom. Thats called sacrifice... sure i have ‘boundaries’ or preferences- but like a tree of knowledge and life... hes is teaching me to bend with the elements around me- to become an Avatar of wind water and fire and keep my feet in the ground of Gaia and bend the Earth beneath our feet to pave a legacy of a special unadulterated love consciousness and higher vibrational states of awareness. we do this for one another... a Libra Balance
I gifted my dad a little shot glass and my grandma Pat as both receive succulents for Christmas (pictures to show). I had two of the glasses and felt drawn to do that! I filled my dads with some of Malachis gift of Apple Tic Tacs and jokingly said “this is the forbidden fruit and apple of knowledge the Goddess is offering you so enjoy from the tree of knowledge but with the removal of fear over the Serpent that will come in temptation so that you may learn decernment and to hear the whispers of wisdom (my mama sarah said to me that I am the Willow a whisp and one of her gifts has such a special story attached to it also in regards to wine and angels) that will help the rod and staff of your spine become rooted into the ground of Gaia- and that lotus in the root will gestate and begin to bloom up the spine allowing Kundalini of the spirit snake Divine. Two shades become one- holy fire and spirit can be reborn. With our new spark of Grace - 22 in our face-we will not linger to mourn those who can’t hit a home run! We are creators of our own storms- we can navigate and travel through the holes the worms came out of if we so choose!
My husband this morning said my dad is looking younger and his psoriasis (sp) is clearing up on his face and much more light is in his eyes! I agreed and i noted that it was about time because he is no longer choosing death! He let those worms come out of the dirt and he decided to investigate where they came from and didnt squish them in fright or unconscious sight!
we always visited lake Powell on a houseboat or we went with the camper in his ford truck and with a family built a fishing boat in tow behind- like the one i gifted him. I drew a picture of my dads ford and camper one day and also of a moon behind a sailboat on the ocean- i was always gifting his pictures id draw and visions id see! I remembered that as my dad placed the truck on his shelf in front of the picture of my sister... whos name at faith bible chapel (where both my twin and I likely saw one another or not but it is for certain we where in the same place at the same time but where so young took no notice of one another of the atrium i served coffee for my first job. my grandmother Pat has worked here and served the church for a long time and if my parents could have afforded it they would have sent me here also instead of Arvada West) and that which he was attending school but we where 4 years apart!
My twin flame Mal'akhiy Kaiser and i both grew up here (at lake Powell and faith bible chapel)- in 2015 my dad and I’s last trip with my Oma and first vacation ever with my kids- i was ‘insane’ as far as she and taura where concerned. I came out to Taura in which when we returned home she called my dad speaking to him and told him "i need to get my head out of the clouds and come back to reality". he Hung up on her and told me about it calling her a bitch in whereas I agreed completely because while we where there she was bothering me about Christmas gifts and if i would be attending or not and whatever. I told her "who fucking cares about gifts the world as we know it isn't going to be the same". I was 2 years ahead of myself... thinking it was this year. I was meditating, using my crystal oracle and mayan oracle decks- connecting with my galactic family (aliens)- Even dreamed of a "disclosure" moment where i met a beautiful big eyes Forest Green Alien who wanted nothing other than to see and speak to ME and no other government spectator carting her around.
I was SEEING SHIPS- cleansing and purifying and chanting while out on the lake in a canoe EYE AM LIGHT DIVINE EYE AM LOVE SUBLIME EYE AM HEALED AND PEACEFUL BEYOND SPACE AND TIME AND EYE WILL MEET MY BELOVED TWIN FLAME BY NEXT SUMMER TO BE WHOLE AND ALIGNED. I saw Anubis through a black dog on a paddle board with a little boy and many crows and so many other Divine Beings presented themselves to me! And I met my beloved on Fathers Day 2016 at Heaven Sake Bookstore after many other awakening soul partners i needed to encounter in the meantime. This was the first metaphysical store i was introduced to through an angel named Preston who hopefully i'll be working with in the near future! This is where i purchased the other stones in the back of my dads FORD truck along with the necklace! We sat together and discussed the properties and attributes of all of them. I also wanted to buy him a saint peter necklace that was 50% off but passed on because we chose the Sodalite pendant (might go back!)
http://crystal-information.com/encyclopedia/properties-and-meaningpetrified-wood/
i put a piece of PETRIFIED WOOD ive had on our alter for months; in the back of the truck, i gifted him which came from my beloveds dads (David) in south fork but was gathered from lake Powell and has been energizing for months on our dark alter. That was our 911 trip where my husband faced the jabberwocky of his childhood! A story i will share eventually and post in my blog! Briefly talk about it in this blog
https://trinitystarseed3691111.blogspot.com/2017/08/
It seem anyone else of our family besides these select few- just cannot handle our light quotient and growth and i wont stick around to continuously be told im possessed or some shit anymore by anyone. New or old. My dreams prepared me and helped me to NOT GIVE UP ON MY DREAMS AND PASSIONS and EYE WILL CONTINUE TO DREAM and create miracles in my life and bless people! If they cant SEE ME as EYE AM- Kymberly wont exist in their lives- TRINITY IS HERE FULLY EMBODIED AND IS GOING NO WHERE!
Eye came over and got him ‘stoned’ in more ways than one as Cindy Loo hoo did the Grinch- i have been relentless and unconditional with my forgiveness and mercy and grace and waiting for this day for him to RECEIVE ME FULLY and the wisdom i have to offer!
https://youtu.be/Lxuqbh2tjTs
https://youtu.be/p8J-YmVs1j0
Max was my dads dogs name- he passed years ago
My dads heart is growing three sizes this holiday as is many masculines ready NOW for the Dynastic Divine Mother to fill them up with love!
I love gifting but it isnt my focus of the holiday seasons as usually, im broke or im spending money on worthless shit that i feel brings no real value to peoples lives. Was broke this year also but the gifts i am giving are worh far more than any penny spent! Worth the savings! I LOVE giving and seeing the joy on my beloveds faces when opening what i put time into creation for them! It brings me pure joy to see love and Christ and glee in the faces of others around me!
Receiving is new and what im allowing again for myself- but only from those who can receive my own heart also and find its value! I need not validation; just for my value to be extended gratitude as I extend mine to others.
My gifts are talismans- totems- magic.
I sell them and offer them and enjoy crafting them and gifting them when necessary
My gift is the remembrance of your Seed and purpose here of your Christ Consciousness inheritance
To hand you the tools that YOUR OPEN HEART and Trinity there within- is the key to the ignition of this vehicle required we know exists beyond this 3D matrix
My dad needed to get that FORD maintenance and (essential) oiled up (he has had to physically do so in many ways with his current truck and getting another SUV)
to travel the Yellow brick road with max/Toto in tow
Dorothy whos red slippers are the wormhole
the scarecrow who will find that he doesnt need his brain;
and no longer a tin man with ‘no heart’ comes to realize
A little oil is a good start to keep from going insane
You dont need the physical PART just rediscovery of your Divine Spark of LIFE
which is all the cowardly lion requires to regain COURAGE to travel down memory lane!
Theres a good witch by your side who understands why the green Witch herself turned so wicked
she helps you understand her sisters banshee side
My soul goes into these gifts- at least its beginning to.
I took a whole new approach to gifts this year
Found gifts at an antique shop down the street and everything fell perfectly into place when i put them together for him!
https://youtu.be/nBmNcy4zZNU
the main gift being his SODALITE teardrop necklace- with the flower fo life; which is one of my main symbols- the seed of Love and freedom/liberation I am planting into his heart and helping awaken his 3rd eye and speak his heart clearly!
https://www.healing-crystals-for-you.com/sodalite.html
https://meanings.crystalsandjewelry.com/sodalite/
I read the properties of Sodalite to him and it was perfect- although I originally thought it was lapis Lazuli but they are brother/sister stones -to think i was going to buy a rose quarts with the flower of life instead ongot hima nice chunk of a raw one and chose this as the main stone- or rather it chose him as i let spirit guide me completely
Its rather ‘ironic’ that he woke up having the thought ‘trinity is going to bring me a stone i need and teach me all these cool things to help me feel better’ and thats is what happened! He was in synch and alignment and READY for this seed of his own soul- to learn of his Own Righteousness Divinity! And he will learn it beginning with Gene Key 22 and through creative arts with Grace and music production with us! Which he just got her a new APPLE MAC PRO for Christmas so we can all begin making and creating and producing cosmic music again together!
https://youtu.be/hE3jShGPscQ
https://youtu.be/q3xJqAGFJ0k
Maybe next year everyone can share a large table in joy and glee- no blame shame or guilt served on a platter to eat.
Just whatever food any of our bodies please and honor one another's company
for now our table is tiny- and tim is who gives the greatest message holding hands with those who matter
http://video.disney.com/watch/the-cratchits-4d83b817925a2e2946b2027b
I just dont wish to repeat these videos for a single other year that passes
https://youtu.be/Tk84sid4q-I
https://youtu.be/nBmNcy4zZNU
Wow im writing this and my dad just called me 12:53 (11) pm to tell me he saw my Oma on Christmas day evening and he showed her the gifts i brought him. She was full of skepticism and doubt! “Oh these are just glass” she states
He tells her “no they are stones which hold energies that can affect the body heart and mind.” In which she just chuckled at and moved on
He showed her the pendant and i couldn't hear what he said she responded as my phone cannot handle both our energies so it muffles our frequency but I'm pretty sure it freaked her out further.
The necklace itself was a protection amulet and i gridded it to all the stones in the plant and the Ford to my alter here at our home. I blessed it through Isis and Mary Madelene to help him be in space with family such as this and not become overwhelmed or take on all their 'gunk'. While he visited with her she spoke of how no one showed up for Christmas but her brothers and Annette and tom. She was all sad talking about it so my dad asked her sympathetically "who else didn't show up today mom" and this just seemed to upset her more. My dad in this moment made the decision that this is not an energy he wants to keep engaging with.
She was upset because as she does every year-but is honored and praised when she does so- she put so much time and energy for everyone to ditch out. I hadn't even called her to tell her we were not coming but that dad would probably bring Elijah. He ended up not going as he was spending the evening with us and didnt want to rush. He got stoned- was going to for the first time ever go to his parents high as kite flying... but i think our Wax did a number on him and he wanted an excuse NOT to go... i could feel his soul did not want to engage this year with that family that evening. I told my dad “well thats the karma of the past few years where she expected us to drop our lives and ‘show up’ or bow down to her or opas negative ideals and beliefs of what we should have been and her own grinch husband owning her and everyone who comes to family gatherings- lives. All of us are sick of it- my dear aunt kriss had a near death experience from surgery with cancer a few years back- she wants to expand but her husband is suffocating and coveting her Energy egg and is full of fear. Many dreams and thing happening at their farm where bull snakes are eating their chicken eggs and their honey bees farming honey are overpopulated and dying. All this as i write my blog and clear karma- i make them sweep their own attack like as a child they criticized how shitty of a job i did and how lazy i was. I wrote of my epiphany with that all while sharing how my life is like the broadway wicked with that family... and i cursed them so to speak with the return of their own ‘crap’ and energy... sending a raging tornado into my aunts dreams when they were on a visit in Ukraine. She thought it was the train jolting her awake- nope it was Eye. The holy spirit. The ever transparent innate intelligence within this Avatar going forth and who shall do MY WONDER!
My dads father wouldn't even LOOK at him- his own son- he wont even honor my new husband who i warned he would not like my racist and critical family- after two visits we had no want to return to their premises- and Eye will not go where My Avatar (two in one Malachi and Kymberly ARE the divine feminine and divine masculine in expression of MY GLORY)
my Opa denies Christ Consciousness which is life and his body is decaying with cancer with his rigidity toward well... the truth of MY DAUGHTERS NAME AND BIRTHRIGHT- my inner child- the 22nd Siddhi that my father is coming into knowing and understanding of! He is unaware that love is what can heal his body if he cared to start speaking to his own DNA!
And he finally told me during reception of this gift “i am so thankful to have you in my life you are the best daughter anyone could ask for. You are a blessing”
If only my mom could see Me.
This siddhi goes so into the depth of what our family is breaking; dancing within the shadow entanglement of karma of our lineage.
2/22/2017 i began liberating myself of this family and other vampiric family members or individuals who do nothing but drain me because they choose to give their power to the prideful and haughty men in their lives- or anything for that matter or a false sense of salvation from "Jesus".
Jesus saved me alright... during my childhood... but his wife... she fucking SAVED me... she NURTURED me... loved me unconditionally and is teaching me how to do the same!
None of many peoples stories are truth of their soul- just lies and masks of the sacred wound
August along with September 22nd marked two other liberating encounters that i've noted and so many others
Eye am here to dismantle the egoic pride within MAN that causes such discord and separation between mothers and their kin!
Like we started to discuss on the phone
“we are sick of being requested to play Christmas music and waste our talents away... we'd be better off recording
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall. Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
Humpty Dumpty didn't have any fun did he?
with everyone complaining that his yoke and shells were splattered all over the wall and needed cleaning
“We're not walking on eggshells today”...
they victimize and become martyrs over the mess they create
Well... then dont demand me to come over to your side of the fence where it is concrete land in vibration and my own doom becomes of me everytime i jump off for the Tea Party im invited- and its NOT A GARDEN OF EDEN succulent and fertile TO CATCH ME AFTER THE JUMP required!
So i gave my dad a succulent for Christmas... in a mason ball cup, i found at an antique shop that looks like a goblet. On it is all sorts of fruits within a circle, grapes apples and so on. On the other side it says the glass brand. In it i planted the small succulent (my dads heart which will outgrow it eventually and he can enjoy whatever milk and honey he chooses to fill it with and nourish his vessel with the superfood of love) and in front of it i got a little kitten figurine Playing with a ball of yarn and it has angel wings. This was representative of our galactic inheritance and purpose as Lyrans and Sirians/ANDROMEDANS! ALIENS! We are blue ray starseeds and blue and green is what i have been called to gift my father! This seed and KEY OF LIFE is going to begin blooming within him and through him also OUR extended family. He told me today “i will love them at a distance but no longer will i go out of my way” boundaries to become boundless where those who are full of fear and shadows of the 55th Siddhi!
My dad told my Oma “this is the lyrans” and she said “yes they are the oldest ones”
Her soul and heart KNOWS who WE are- who SHE is the SEED of- her brain doesn’t recognize Us- or HerSelf ... YET.
The Age Of Aquarius and Change is upon us; ready or not way showers The Dragon Fly Dream IS READY FOR YOU to unlock the GENE (Genie within) Keys;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nj9VDXAJB8
yes I'm talking to You beloved
and you and you and you and you
https://youtu.be/56b5lo6A98g
Recently I have been drawn to Pomegranates like something fierce. here's what they represent they really go with all of this today and amazing plant medicine
http://www.crystalinks.com/pomegranate.html
https://www.thepracticalherbalist.com/holistic-medicine-library/pomegranate-myth-and-magic-2/
May we become true Blue Apples
Fuck you ;) (https://youtu.be/uFL2ssmIkkQ)
I love you all
Atma Namaste to the new year upon us
include last words from mom and ron within this... last letters
the untouched apple of dads... eternal apple of youth
