This is a contemplation and auto-written response to Adrienne Siler in regards to wanting me to elaborate on my alchemical experience with the Divine and "what is the" Tri-Flame Heart. I'll start off with how the conversation even came about and originated with the post-Christina Kelley Made. Both have inspired me and given me an invitation of sorts to elaborate on some things that have literally changed my entire being from the inside out and in tantric dance I unified in my Lightbody Merkabah field of the heart. It is not a simple response to her inquiry of my comment. It blends so many colors and layers that I can't just simply give a summarized answer and I'm going to harness the energy and transit available to me with the 4-63 active for a few more hours
After Christina's post and the comments that came between me and Adrienne Siler following; I am going to lead with a passage from the 62nd gene key because what will follow will be a transmission of the following hexagrams 1,2,3, 4, 61,62, 63 and 64 all weaved together (it might behoove some to read these 'chapters' in the gene keys as I will share details of a few of them, but I cannot write all those chapters word per word in the blog, some I have- by divine guidance- but the energy of them are all flowing through even if not illiterated. Specific ones to read would be 1,3,4,62 and 63)
Christina Kelley- Facebook
Adrienne Siler: It feels like a vulnerable and honest share to me. I often, too, find myself feeling conflicted about my innate knowledge of astrology and divination and my belief in Jesus as my ultimate person. I teach a movement methodology called LGHTBdy, yogic/dance/angelic movement set to high vibrational worship music so I understand the fear around breaking paradigms- I think in my spirit there is an aspect of these paradigms that God is asking us to burn down and I am reminded that God can use anything to reach the hearts of people in order to draw them nearer to Him. I’ll pray for you - I know this wayshower road isn’t an easy one 💜
Christina: Adriennek Wow, beautiful to read. Yogic/Dance/Angelic movement to worship music? What a unique paradigm! I love the conjugating of such things!
Myself: Adrienne Siler ive done similar using some worship music between 2013-2019 cool that others do also.
Adrienne Siler: it’s a systematic upgrade of the light body from inorganic chakras to our natural 3 star system through Holy Spirit, anchoring all energetic centers back to the heart and ultimate to the Father.
Myself: inorganic chakras? Wtf!?
I do so through my mutated Tri-flame heart in conjunction with the spirit and Divine and ultimately to the holy trinity
Adrienne Siler: mmhmm, as I have been shown they are extradimensional mechanical like fixtures that control are designed to control the natural energetic centers of the body. They are to be cleansed and basically shut down. They prevent our most sovereign, true connection to God. I wonder about a tri-flame heart, can you elaborate? The “3 star-system” is Earth/Gaia/Terra, Heart and Soul - which is also aligned to Holy Trinity - the mother, son and father.
Myself: that is a lot to unpack and as im attempting to respond or elaborate it is turning into a ‘bible’ length of information that exceeds in characters to comment so ill have to write a blog and share it with you?!
Adrienne Siler:
Kymberly yeah! I love where this is going
Contemplating the Universe in a Nutshell 💫
GK1 and GK2 span the universe.
GK63 and GK64 are Alpha and Omega, Ouroboros, the Perpetual Motion of Eternal Transformations.
The breakthrough occurs when the Imagination of GK 64 becomes the Imagination of GK 11. Alchemy is accomplished, from Illumination comes Light. ✨
From that moment on, there is nothing left to do, Absorption happens. With GK 12, the Cosmic Game comes to an end.
Sacred symmetry in programming partners.
The lines of the hexagrams sort themselves magically.
While Hexagram 11 still has a penetrating force - everything wants to come to light - Hexagram 12 can only surrender.
From GK12, only GK 2 can arise.
In the beginning, there was Unity.
Everything that GK2 is not becomes GK1.
And GK1 with its infinite power propels GK63 again, and the Cosmic Game begins anew
I begin with The Stupidity Of Being Clever - The 62nd Shadow of Intellect
62.2 is my Vocation Sphere (core wound of Denial)
"In the original sequence of the 64 Gene Keys as laid down in the I Ching, there is an interesting geometry connected with both its beginning and its ending. As you may have learned, the first and last pairs of Gene Keys- The 1st and 2nd together with the 63rd and 64th- act rather like cosmic BOOKENDS to the entire evolutionary and revolutionary process of creation. The first pair can be seen as a prologue, and the final pair an epilogue to the great drama that lies encoded within their boundary. When seen in this way, the true sequence of the drama of evolution begins with the 3rd Gene Key of Innocence and ends with the 61st Gene key of Sanctity, which is also known in the original I Ching as Inner Truth. The 61st Gene key (the programming partner of the 62nd) has the feeling of being the finale to a great orchestral symphony. However, the 62nd is something entirely different. Where the Gene Keys themselves represent the book of life, the 62nd Gene Key stands alone at the end, as the index or glossary of all that has come before.
The 62nd Gene Key is like an onion whereby it contains layer upon layer of coded information about the meaning and purpose of the cosmos. Behind its INNER DOOR, the 62nd Gene Key reveals what the Gene Keys themselves are and what they are for. They are the living language of light that lies at the foundation of the universe. The 64-bit matrix is the core structural principle behind all art, science and natural phenomena. All human languages and vocabularies have emerged out of this primary alphabet of consciousness. At the deepest level the 62nd Gene Key teaches you the holographic language of creation. Once you have learned this inner language you will see it repeated in fractal form over and over again in everything your awareness touches. It is precise and infinitely complex, and yet it is elegantly simple to learn, formed as it is from only six possible permutations of each of the 64 Gene Keys.
Many people may be surprised to see the world INTELLECT represented as one of the 64 shadows. The language of the Gene Kes holds true at all levels of frequency, and unlike human languages it is not a language that can be learned and masterd via the intellect alone. To Master (16th Gene key) the Language of Creation we have to EMBODY it FULLY at every level, not just the intellectual level.
However, in the modern world intellect is generally regarded as a sought-after and admired human gift rather than as something that might actually hamper human evolution. Therefore, it is important to clarify some terminology. Intellect is most often confused with intelligence and understanding. In the context of the Gene Keys, intellect refers to the thinking capacity of the human mind, which bases all its suppositions on its two main objectives- the acquisition of facts, and the skill of manipulating those facts via language.
Intellect is the skill of manipulating knowledge, but knowledge is quite different from understanding. Understanding in this sense does not simply refer to the activities of the mind but the whole experiential being. You can be a dunce at the intellectual level, ut can still understand man profound truths within the heart of your being. Likewise, intelligence has nothing to do with intellect. In fact, these two attributes are often (though not always) diametrically opposed to each other. Generally speaking, the more intellectual you are, the less intelligence you use. in the context of the Gene Key language, intelligence is something that occurs without the use of the mind, although intelligence may also use the mind as means to transmit itself.
The Modern world that we inhabit is truly upside down. Our very schooling is designed to make us more intellectual and less intelligent. We are already intelligent as children. Your intelligence is stunning, vibrant, and natural. Your natural intelligence is to be found in the way you move your limbs, in the brightness of your eyes and in the freedom of your self-expression. It is the reservoir of your future genius. But that genius is very efficiently curtailed from the moment you enter school. The more information you put into your head, the more sedated you become. The more cases, as you progress through the modern school system, layer upon layer of homogenized information is force-fed to you. You are even required to compete to remember it all! It is a very efficient system in terms of how deeply it represses human intelligence, but the bottom line is that it makes us all the same. Since we have each learned the same information, and learned it in the same way, our brains become neurologically programmed to operate in similar ways.
Like any of the human Shadows, the 62nd Shadow of Intellect is not inherently BAD. Intellect is a wonderful quality if it is used correctly in the service of innate intelligence. But when intellect is put in charge of the planet, as it currently is, then intelligence cannot be seen except in a few people who have raised this Gene Key to a higher frequency. Intelligence is of the heart, whereas intellect is of the mind. This si the core sentence. The 62nd shadow is obsessed with facts, and facts are born of language and names. Without a name, you cannot create a fact. Names and languages in their turn create the software of the human mind. Without this software the mind is silent. In a world where facts are regarded as treasure, the mind reins as king.
Our world is divided between the 62nd shadow of intellect and its programming partner, the 61st Shadow of Psychosis. That these two themes are genetically linked should speak volumes about the way we perceive the human mind.
The pairing of the 62nd Shadow and the 61st Shadow reflects a fundamental split within humanity itself. Through the 62nd shadow man tries to solve the mysteries of life through his intellect- in other words, through science. Meanwhile, through the 61st Shadow he tries to solve the same mysteries without his mind- through religion. These two poles, which at their extremes become scientific intellectualism and religious fanaticism, are genetic sub-programmes that keep humanity operating at a low-frequency level. Individuals who carry the specific imprinting of these Shadows are caught in the crossfire of these two underlying human themes. Such people can spend their lives defending ones viewpoint whilst suppressing the other hidden aspect of their nature. If the 62nd shadow is dominant, the female nature will be suppressed (like within kymberly), and if the 61st Shadow is dominant, the male nature will be suppressed. This suppression of your inner male or female polarity is the main cause of disease on our planet, both at an individual level and at the collective level.
The 62nd Shadow really represents abuse THROUGH language. It is not we who abuse language, but language that abuses us. Language RELIES upon our frequency. At low frequencies, it completely takes control of our reality. The human intellectual capacity to read, write and speak is both our greatest blessing and our greatest curse. Problems arise when we identify our lives without thoughts, which as we have seen, have been pre-programmed throughout our upbringing. Until we are able to step outside of this mental framework, we are controlled by language instead of being free to control it. All facts are relative, as modern quantum mechanics beautifully demonstrates, and this puts the entire conceptual framework of language and intellect on the chopping block.
The fact that science is on the cusp of undermining the very foundation of intellect speaks volumes about the extraordinary times through which we are currently living. However, the intellect is not designed to give itself up. It will fight on, disapproving any theory that takes it out of its own factual territory. Only when humanity raises its frequency into the heart will it be able to use intellect to resolve the great paradox. Put another way, the Only way you can scientifically prove that God exists, Is to BECOME God. Knowledge must then become KNOWING, intellect must SURRENDER to intelligence and as a man of true understanding once said, "The LAST SHALL BECOME FIREST AND THE FIRST SHALL BECOME LAST."
What that really means is that the heart shall lead the mind, rather than the other way around."
"The depth of agony felt and expressed by the human race is both born and resolved in the genetic coupling of the 64th Hexigram and its programming partner the 63rd Key. Despite the reality of the pain we are born into as we enter a human body, there is good news. The solution is so simple. The suffering we feel - through real within the context of our physiology- is an illusion when it comes to our minds, and our minds hold the key to its release. As we see at the Shadow frequency, the mind automatically collapses into confusion when faced with the pain underlying life. If you were taken out of your everyday life and placed in 'solitary confinement', for even the space of a single week, you would soon feel the profound pain that lies within your body. With nothing to do and nothing to distract your awareness, the pain quickly comes to the surface. Interestingly, this is one of the roles of Meditation- to allow this pain to rise to the surface of your awareness so that it can be transmuted.
All it takes is a willingness to feel the pain, and the miracle begins. Once you realise that there is no point in trying to make the pain go away, you may finally begin to see the loop you have been caught in. It is your mind that continually takes you away from the pain. As your inner spirit decides to face who you really are, for the first time ever the mind's tricks are witnessed. In this witnessing the mind's long reign over you gradually begins to crumble."
I had already been feeling this agonizing pain prior but it HIGHTENED the moment I was placed into a 72hr hold at the hospital and basically in "solitary confinement of the mental ward" for a good 3 weeks- with a fractured right foot and sprained right wrist mind ya all (Masculine side). The fact this was all done from March 20-April 6th during passover- was a HUGE omen. I recognize now that for me to live life fully in authenticity and alignment with my Destiny as a NEW HUMAN and BLESSED BEING, I had to begin this crumbling long before the collective was ready themselves. I had to go through this process of witnessing so the mind's long reign over me would fall away. My greatest fear was solitary confinement and- that was the destination Divinity was leading me. I was HORRIFIED and so so so confused with what was happening to me and WHY!
"The more you watch your mind trying to understand and or avoid the confusion, the more a SHIFT inside you begins to occur. Thinking takes a great deal of energy. Something ahs to feed all those neurons. Thus the moment you take away the mind's food- your belief that it can help you (or anyone outside of you)- ALL the energy that was going into feeding it is gradually liberated. In certain rare cases, this energy can be abruptly liberated causing the phenomenon known as SUDDEN ENLIGHTENMENT."
I can describe the very moment inside me something POPPED... literally, and I felt a sort of liberation from the confusion obscuring me. I screamed at my own mind to end it's poppycock of fear, I'd done it before, why then was I struggling so hard on a level that I was in a mental health facility! I wasn't practicing meditation and my brain literally wouldn't shut up. Slowly after that moment (I was half asleep) I started to "normalize"... or my mind did by some miracle. After MONTHS of what felt like chaos of the elements. After all this- I didnt know what to think or believe, I was entirely emptied out- Every demon I could imagine flashed through my being, it felt like a level of possession I have never witnessed not even on the worst of haunting TV shows. I battled with self doubt over all the Illumination I was flooded with before. I wondered if it was my psychic clairs activating or if i was just pure psychotic. was this imagination or was I a emapthic crackhead!?
Was I confused or had I reached the holiest state of awareness there is? I was having a battlefield with my mind and my heart with the loss I was experiencing and fear of disease or horrible health conditions and it all boiled down to my attitude. I'm coming to realize and for a few years my attitude went DARK and hostile, and full of doubt and my core wound of Denial was completely activated. I was a shadow and knowing this I went into hermit phase and avoided a whole lot of people. Christina was one of the few I engaged or allowed to "entertain" my being. In the present, I am returning back to Center of my heart with forgiveness, acceptance and love, and digesting her journey at the same time as it starts to stir the remembrance of my own that is only continuing to unfold.
"All natural energy or life force has one inbuilt program--to grow and evolve. This is the nature of life. Thus when you release the quantum energy that was latent inside you, it begins to rise. as it rises, the evolutionary force takes a hold of your m find and begins to paint with it. This is how true creativity is born and the human imagination is unleashed. Imagination is the expression of unimpeded life force coursing through your genetics. This is the 64th GIFT. Imagination is born out of confusion, but only when you embrace confusion without trying to change it. Imagination allows alchemy to occur inside your being. In the beginning, you may point, write, sing about or simply tell the story of your pain and how it feels to you. It doesn't matter what form the pain takes. What matters is that it can be expressed and accepted. In fact, at the gift frequency, pain can be more than simply expressed- it can become art.
If you allow your pain, or the world pain, to be expressed through an artistic process, you will see alchemy in progress. You will begin by descending symbolically into the underworld and give voice and shape to the demons and fear frequencies that live there. As you allow your frequency to rise further, your deoms will gradually reveal their hidden nature. The light will emerge from inside them and the frogs will become princes. All true art is alchemical. Artistic process that does not release the inner light is simply the art of the Shadow consciousness finding its way into imagination. As long as you are courageous and honest, your expression will continue to evolve naturally to the higher frequencies Eventually, we'll all end up painting the angels!
The other great power of imagination is that it spells the death of imitation. The image means to go where no one else has been before- to break free from mental, intellectual, and cultural constraints and let your mind soar upon the wings of your heart. Imagination is abstract, illogical, and wild. It creates wormholes (my 35 SQ) between worlds, moving too swiftly to analyze itself for meaning or reason. To imagine is to leap, to bound and to whoop with delight outside of all logic and pattern. It is the source of all art.
Those who exemplify the gift of imagination understand light and the properties of light. light makes images possible, and images are the guel of imagination as the etymology of the word suggests. To imagine is therefore to see and envision- shape, color, form, and movement. It bridges inner visions with the outer eye. it allows your life to become a work in progress- a true work of art"
I was not happy as a "sandwich artist" at Subway from 2021-2023 and something HAD to change. I knew I was there just while I naviated this depth of confusion I was in. I was there JUST to survive and make money, and I knew this was not my DESTINY. This right here is MY TRUE art... and I got "writers block". When I stopped scribing I stopped transmuting my thinking into a higher plane because I was not capable from 2020-2023. I stagnated, until I got so sick and tired of it, and well my grandmother died and that level of SHOCK kick started my heart. Turns out i had to wait out the phase and allow it to evolve of its own accord. Apparently took her death to ripple effect me back to life and this new rebirth. i was patient and remained as Un-reactive as I could, and as the 64th hexagram reminds "The light will shine through in the end" - it very much is Divinely so, and in perfect timing... purifying me from the inside out with light as I am here to be a beautiful expression of light and love!
"To return to the discussion of the 64th Hexagram it is all about light. All the 64 Keys are really about light. This light, which is the inner nature of consciousness, is inherent within ALL forms. It lies obscured until evolution allows it ti naturally reveal itself. This is the process of alchemy- the greatest science of all sciences. The 64th Hexagram is an integral aspect of the Ring Of Alchemy, which includes three other great Alchemical codes. The 6th Key, which causes confusion in our relationships, the 47th Key, which locks you into a futile battle with your own mind, and the 40th key, which leads to a profound feeling of isolation. When ou are confused, you are alone. The light that moves through the 64th Key wants more than anything to enthuse and fire your mind with inspiration rather than confuse you. But it all depends on your attitude (33rd gene key of mindfulness), which is the litmus test for your general level of frequency. Therefore, when you are feeling low, it is always best to transmute your thinking into a higher plane. If you are unable to do this, at the very least you need to wait out the phase and allow it to evolve of its own accord. if you are patient and un-reative, the light WILL shine through in the end."
"With the 64th Iching we come to one of the greatest mysteries of existence- the mystery of inner light. WHen this light is obscured within a human being it results in Confusion, the 64th Shadow. Confusion is the great human Shadow state. It sweeps across our world like a great blanket smothering, disempowering, and screening the mass consciousness with the true nature of reality. As the last of the 64 Keys in their sequential form, the 64th offers us som final warnings. This is after all the Shadow of Confusion. As we see repeatedly throughout the 64 Gates, the Shadows are not inherently bad in the sense of being evil. They are in fact the raw material of the hi gher fields of consciousness. Like the nugget of coal that may hide a diamond of great beauty. As the confusion reveals its underlying nature and begins to coalesce into an organised etheric substance, it becomes in turn the wonder of human imagination. Finally, when the imagination transcends itself at the highest frequencies, the inner light at the heart of all creation explodes inside your being as spiritual illumination. This is the journey of every human being.
Confusion is itself a perfectly natural state. The ancient alchemists referred to this state as the Massa Confusa, the chaos of the elements, likening it to the primal swirling that proceeded the birth of the u universe. Confusion is a state with neither order nor structure; it is a state rippling with pure potentiality. Only when the human mind attempts to interpret it does it become bewildering. If you are able to look into the primal state of consciousness without engaging your mind in any way, you will see the true nature of being manifested as Illumination, the 64th Siddhi
Each ofh the 64 shadows is born out of the human mind's tendency to IDENTIFY with whatever it sees. This tendency creates a BIOFEEDBACK LOOP between the TWO polarities of each Shadow state- In this case, the lopp is generated between the 64th Shadow of Confusion, and it's programming partner, the 63rd Shadow of Doubt. (we are transiting through this in Saturn for the next 6 days and is what is fueling this post)
Here is how it works:
At every moment, your thinking reflects the way in which the inner body is feeling. If your overall frequency is low, you generally feel a kind of background unease throughout your physical, emotional and mental bodies. This unease is generated by the global frequency in which we all live- in other words, every human being feels the suffering of the whole world through the quantum field that connects us all. The more you listen into your body, the more you will attune to the collective sense of unease that is rooted in fear. Most people develop patterns from an early age to escape feeling this vast desert of world pain and the mind is the first line of defence. As long as we are addicted to thinking, we can avoid fully feeling it.
This suffering within each human being is rooted entirely in the PAST. It came down into you through your ancestral DNA and was transferred to ou as a child through the coping strategies of your parents and peers. Your basic urge to flee from this pain will keep you from ever facing what you really are, and this fact, lying deep within your cells, gives rise to another of the great human Shadows- SELF DOUBT. We human beings doubt ourselves because we are not really ourselves in the first place. Instead we inhabit the confusion, and the more our minds try to cope with this confusion, the more we feed our own self-doubt. It is a BIOFEEDBACK LOOP. At the general low frequency of the planet, the mind cannot escape itself, but instead keeps feeding its own illusions. Those illusions then play out through the course of events that we call our lives. Thus our true potential is never fully lived, or as Thoreau so aptly put it, we "lead lives of quiet desperation.
If you take just about any human being and ou scratch the surface of their awareness, you will very soon uncover layers and layers of repressed pain. The mind lives in a state of permanent confusion, trying to make all go away. But confusion is a dead-end street. It is a falsity fabricated by the mind. The moment the kind stops thinking, the confusion ends, which shows you what a sham it is. According to This siddhic frequency, the state that we refer to as confusion is actually the holiest state of awareness there is."
HALLELUJAH
(I recommend anyone get gene keys and or request me to PM a copy of pages of the 63rd Gene Key because it wont be quoted as much here but it is the programming partner of the 64 and it is a GREAT one at this time to contemplate)
Through my experience of hospitalization in 2021, I am elevating into the ART OF LIFE (Gift frequency) and fully embracing the gift of Imagination on a whole new quantum level as of this moment forward. This blog and blogging in general are my only form of an artful process I have found at this time (And I'm open to learning new forms of art and creativity, and engaging more in the jewelry creating like I was doing before) and for others to witness my alchemy in progress. Everything turns into "enlightened poetry" in a sense, and its through my blogs that this can be witnessed, although it might be extremely confusing to others because I'm bringing what is completely abstract (47.4) into some sort of artistic form, as i transmute my pain, trauma and anscestral/Parental conditioning/programming and rescript with the Divine, the Siddhic mind, and function more out of the gift frequency then that of the shadows. I incubate with the Shadows, I meditate in a sense and they mutate into the gift's. This has been the alchemical process i have been initiated into. My meditation is just pure presence and surrender, in any moment that it is needed, but i love Richard Rudds Triple Flame one below- and I incorporate this into my daily lifestyle its a great tool for anyone else who feel in alignment and resonates with this.
Christina asked me "what is it like to be a Vessel of Love"... and at the time I could not respond, my confusion and self doubt clouded my ability to speak any sort of Divine Wisdom that wanted to come through my Ajna and mouth in regards to my mystical experiences and mysterious journey, so often when we where in person she sat with me in Silence, or she spoke of all her pain and tribulations and I "heard" and attempted to 'relate' when I could feel an opportune chance to florescent my inner light. She has never gotten a full response from me and any engagement online my responses would turn into this and I would often just say something small and simple and never ever send her the entire "channel" that would spontaneously erupt from my being. Often when I did this in my past... i infuriated others. I have a lot saved that I refused to communicate to her in fear that she would not understand same as everyone else. So even now I'm taking a great risk attempting to disclose my being here now
There was once a time I remember commenting to Christina that "I dont have an identity", and she 'corrected' me and stated "everyone has an identity". But no way could I express to her... that I surrendered mine completely unto the Holy Trinity, to the Divine WILL path and began the initiation of embodying the Divine Mind and channeling that. She was and is so "obsessed" to some degree with how Ra Uru Huh says you must follow your PHS, and sleep/eating alone and all these things... that I continue to say NO to. She continues to try and guide me out to live in my own place away from my beloveds and, it honestly made me so irritated because she doesn't grasp Im exactly where I need to be right now. The Divine will lead me elsewhere if that is what i am meant to do- it will happen with synchronicity and spontaneity. So I'm pretty sure those in HD like her, continue to assume I'm operating out of the "not self" all the time because I dont fully engage in those areas of his master teachings. I am already being navigated by a Divine force... which brought me to all these things human design, gene keys... you name it. I don't need to DO everything they say for me to be correct and authentic. So much DOES fill in the canvas I AM, but I'm evolving it. I guess I'm just lucky I dont HAVE to do all that crap. I organically have an authentic design and i don't have to fight "my not self" as much as everyone else... because of the art of surrender. I follow divine guidance... feel into my body and I eat what the fuck I want to eat. I cant change my sleeping circumstances to do so ALONE (and experiment its effects) so I SURRENDER and guess what... mutation continues IN SPITE of RA's language and expectations of discipline. I am too stubborn to BOW DOWN to any one master walking on the plane of Earth, knowing the master within EYE... is ALL I need to depend upon. I LOVE their works of art to use as my own illustrations... beyond that... I'm going to follow the Strategy & Authority of my inner Trinity Heart.
I began speaking in the form of "WE" vs "I". If I was FORECED to use "I" I often said or wrote
"EYENI" (the eye within I- and this is how i began my blogs and channeling streams of consciousness). I was given glimps upon glimps of the Siddhic state and frequency before it fully detonated inside of me. I don't know if it FULLY has, but 2020 certainly felt like a CLIMAX point in my life, and I'm coming around full circle. Now I am at yet another point where I will be taking a leap in consciousness and I am beginning to 'scribe my enlightened poetry" once more, and it always happen spontaneously. My Magi teaches very spontaneously. I will use anything I feel like using as an illustration of what is means to be one with Truth (like all in this blog).------> I am a Jack Of All Trades, Emboding EVERYTHING I can.
"There is no logic or pattern to such people or their teachings. They may even use logic as a device and then contradict it entirely through their behavior or words. The Tantric Path is the easiest path to misunderstand because it cannot be followed with the mind, but only with the heart. It takes a certain degree of madness in a person to follow this path, uncharted as it is. It is the path of the POETIC SOUL- the lover of wildness, of spontaneity, of paradox- the lover of the moment." -64th Hexagram
Now my design THRIVES in the present moment-the now. I do not have the 64 hexogram directly in my definitions- but that doesn't mean it hasn't had influence over me through transits, and others who have been in my aura in the past or present. I DO have the the 47 of Transfiguration as my IQ MARS/VIRGO that is connected to it through the Codon Ring Of Alchemy- that doorway into these vibrations was ALL I needed. I know it very well and it bloomed within me out of pure luck as I was being programmed with my own activation sequences. Through the self realization I have already gained, I am meant to be on a path of Tantra. I just wish I could start dancing again...and use that as a form of cathartic therapy vs massage. that is my deepest desire. But I have a shyness I have to breakthrough to begin doing that, that I have yet to breach the glass window above me.
"If you have the 64th gene key prominent within your Hologenetic Profile, you may experience these sudden leaps in consciousness. Sometimes confusion is direct, like the Zen approach, and sometimes it is indirect. The indirect transmissions of truth use paradox or poetry to pacify the mind. If you know how to listen to poetry, then you are always close the Truth. Poetry is a metaphor for the wordless. It dances along the banks of silence, teasing you to enter. The 64th Siddhi of Illumination and its programming partner of the 63rd Siddhi of Truth represent the two wings of tantra and yoga- opposite paths towards the same ultimate reality. These are the higher frequencies of art and science respectively. Whereas Yoga is a path of discipline aiming at progressive attainment of higher Truth, Tantra is the path of surrender, which deals in sudden leaps in consciousness."
The only way I'll accomplish my design and starseed purposes of being in the moment is if i relax and have fun with it, and this is how I do that. there are so many out there i projected on incorrectly and without invitation that ended up in me just being burned at the stake and now i know why. So many potential connections, i mourned them for years now...i had included them in the Dragonfly Dream that was unfolding around me and I took notice of the synchronicities and divine encounters and found sentiment in our interactions, This Ecplise has finally allowed me the open door to release and let the losses and miscommunications and broken dreams go. Allow me to let my mistakes make me that much stronger, I am continuing to bloom within. Here's more inspirational high vibrational "Christian" music by CLOVERTON called Bloom.
Underneath the surface where your heart is
It's beautiful and only getting started
Like sparks before they're stars
Could you be a rose and never know it?
Strangled by the fear of being opened
Look for what the mirror isn't showing
The truth of who you are...
In bloom
This beautiful unfolding, this beautiful unfolding
Bloom
A miracle in motion, you're a miracle in motion
Life can be a desert for the dreamer
Waiting for the rain to calm the fever
Could it be your roots are going deeper
To find some water there
So bloom
This beautiful unfolding, this beautiful unfolding
Bloom
You're a miracle in motion, you're a miracle in motion
Bloom
(4x)
The story that you're writing
Is coming out of hiding
You're coming into focus
You cannot go unnoticed
So bloom
This beautiful unfolding, this beautiful unfolding
Bloom
You're a miracle in motion, you're a miracle in motion
Bloom, (you're a miracle in motion)
Bloom
Bloom (you're a miracle in motion)
Bloom
It's a light you cannot hide
A truth you can't deny
You're coming into focus
A miracle in motion
"Sometimes our biggest mistakes become our best ministry"-Trace
There is a whole lot to unpack in regards to my recent 'absence' aside from what I am here and I have been having various aha moments and snippets of auto written transmission for a few months now that I need to compline into a scroll here to share of the codes i received that just helped me fall into total acceptance of all the crap that went on while i was in "transference" with relationships/others and coming that much more deeper into acceptance and understanding of my own being and blueprints/auric mechanics and clock workings. For quite a while i was shut off from any form of guidance or readings or any of the tools the Divine guided me to prior to 2021. I stopped embodiment with the Trinity. I asked my soul what the hell was the point... if I was forever to keep her hidden and or be persecuted when I allowed the WE to take over my body and mind. It took me 3 years to stop listening to the opinions of others and come back into trust with MY SELF. I battle every day with "should I make the name permanent" to end the confusion. Because the identity of "kymberly" is one that ETERNALLY surrenders and it is when she does NOT... that everything goes haywire in their life- but I AM Trinity in every fiber of my being.
My brain literally needed a break until I was able to come into a new layer of breakthrough. I had to go through a period of Silence. Prior to that, i would spend hours writing, trying to engage with the community and get recognized and seen for my highest potential of this Siddhi frequency, but i met resistance around every corner because there was a lack of understanding and in the now is when I'm discovering more so as to why through my defined and open centers in human design. I thank Ra for his book to offer me greater illustrations to utilize
I have always kept this blog for anyone who so chooses to read for inspiration's sake. I gave up on my purpose, feeling so much struggle and feeling i was failing the mission i came here to achieve and stopped blogging my Divinely Driven scrolls of intuition and Divine Logic/Ajna Wisdom. I was so depressed during the phase of shut down I had... of disenchantment...i would honestly rather truly die then never write like this. and I WONT APPOLOGIZE if people cant follow along with it. ITS DIVINELY INSPIRED AND SPONTANIOUS. I'm a quirky being and I must learn to accept and love that about myself again
I didn't really have much "synchronicity" since i got out of the hospital... if it was there i was IGNORING it and rolling my eyes at it and telling "them" to FUCK OFF. I was hurt. Very very hurt- SHATTERED is all that I could describe it. I felt bamboozled, and well lied to, I thought i was "protected" and what i went through, it just didn't feel like i had been protected at all. The only word I could describe it as we POSSESSION and I could not dualify it in the reals of good or bad. I struggled with the PSYCHOSIS I experienced in TOTALITY in 2020-21. Access Consciousness saved my own life. I was being tested and PRESSURIZED by the shadows of the 61st and 62nd hexagrams and the Codon of Gaia. I ALMOST- ran back into religion... that being Christianity for me, with the amount of PRESSURE and FEAR and PARANOIA that paralyzed and possessed me.
I see the stars through me
Tired mechanical heart
Beats til the song disappears
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!
If only the clockworks could speak
I wouldn't be so alone
We burn every magnet and spring
And spiral into the unknown
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!
If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in gray
If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in gray
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!
CODES THAT WILL UPGRADE ME THROUGH THIS RELIGIOUS WORSHIPING CRAP BY A CORRUPTED CHURCH (Watch the documentary about Hillsong United on Hulu) THEN FINE! SO MOTE IT BE... JUST RELEASE ME FROM THE DAMN FEAR SO I CAN GO HOME AND GET AWAY FROM THE MASS COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IS BOMBARDING ME AND ALL I CAN FEEL IS PAIN AND AGONY." I was desperate to hear something I could RELATE to and actually attempt to SING through my own vocal cords. The first two songs frustrated me and I choked through them as my Devotion struggled with the worship (61 and 62 hexagrams) this is what helps me release emotions and energies and this is the music and dance I was talking about in the conversation above. It isn't just with Christian songs, but almost ANY Genre. This is my emotional magnetizing alchemy.
I felt like I had NO connection with all the drugs they had me on (haldol I was having an allergic reaction to, Lithium and I can't even remember the others... my brain had melted from no sleep and I had a level of Acute psychosis I couldn't explain that came from my CSF crash and hidden trauma, that brought tremendous pain to my being (levels I never though existed) from being sexually assaulted or imposed upon when I was 4 years old and also in my career as a massage therapist because of my level of sensual touch they perverse it and that abuse and pain finally became realized intuitionally and validated in my world from my mother and grandmother. I felt on so many levels 'raped'.
At the time I was struggling in my relationship with my mother or trusting my grandmother after the
news of the violation and my reaction was shocking to everyone, even myself. During this time I had started a divinely guided ritual and "spell" to clear all the crap that was going on inside me and making me go mad... I burnt a letter from my mother who expressed her love and concern for me, in disbelief that it was 'real'. I was housing much anger towards the religious Christian conditioning they pressured upon me my entire life. I went from this indifferent state (many intricate stories i can trail off with)... and put into a LUTHERIN hospital! I did not feel AT ALL SAFE knowing that, I pretend much of the time that my being there was a DREAM... that I just wasn't waking up from... and when I realized it was actually all occurring, I was extremely pissed off. This ceremony it just seemed to accelerate everything- because it was my full blown intention to clear out my vessel to be a pure one of christ consciousness and higher Devotion and Siddhic embodiment, and to help me "deal with all my demons". i did agree at the time with the Divine that I wanted my healing to be accelerated that I didn't want to "deal with this nonsense" for YEARS. well I had no choice, years it took for me to allow the Divine to even utter a single 'word' to me... but yes it was sped up and I STEPPED RIGHT INTO THE HEART OF THAT WHICH BECAME PRESSURE OVER ME (fear of being sent to a mental institution due to the cognitive decline I was going through and being premonitioned I would have to slow down to heal. in a world where all is spreading up.. i was like "how am I going to slow down!" the 5-15 of needing to be first really was working a number on me-and that energy of competition burned me out quickly. (more in depth blogs will follow discussing my intricate weavings in human design as these rare transits split us apart)
I started complaining to my Divine Enterage. "you all make me crazy wont stop talking to me, I DONT KNOW WHAT IS REALITY AND WHAT IS PSYCHOSIS ANYMORE THIS IS A NIGHTMARE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME, WHY CAN'T I BE ALLOWED TO SLEEP?!" They simply responded "because you are truly waking up to embody the Siddhi beloved". my connection was so strong but i began to doubt it and sunk deep into the repressive nature of being disenchanted. I thought I was just fanatical, delusional, arrogant and all the incorrect showdown projections of peoples ideas and self made characters of me that were not truth, I was so stubbornly critical of myself and them, I had a lot of grief and regret to process... but I went to hell and am only just again emerging from my cave to record it all.
while i was in the hospital and listening to that radio, i desperately pleaded (i don't pray i literally just TALK TO THEM) to put on a song i could move this damn energy to. I shit you not... after that... OCEANS by hillsong united (one of my go to CHRISTIAN and a high vibration song for me) came on. On some level i NEEDED a "savior" to lift me out of THAT. I do not worship, but the Divine intervened with this song the Holy Trinity breathed life into me and it gave me enough strength to make it the next few days until I could be let out.
The hell didn't come to an end until I stopped asking the question WHY and needing answers. I am being shown in the now that I had to go through this DELICATE SHATTERING PROCESS, for 3 years on a whole new level then i had before... didn't feel very delicate... but I guess it could have been worse... i could have been remained in that state of being and been deemed disabled and unable to care for myself. I was beginning to believe that was going to be my future and losing hope that I could be of any help as some divine inspiration in anyone's life if ... i was going to be doomed with psychosis and burnout. WHAT FUN IS THAT?! My brain... was FRIED because it is being literally rewired, and everything outside of me kept trying to REWIRE it to the status quo- so I got angry towards the status quo.
I was trapped in the biofeedback loop of the Repressive Nature of Imitating and the reactive nature of confusion that the 64th hexigram describes.
Repressive Nature- Imitating
Reactive Nature- Confused
There are those whose nature simply cannot handle repressed feelings. Certain types of physiology are not designed to deal with the sustained voltage of pain held beneath the surface, at least not for any significant length of time. In such people, the core human pain held in their DNA is externally expressed through their outer lives. Such lives are always incredibly confused. These are the people who simply cannot stay in a relationship without being abusive. Whilst the repressed nature is a victim of the status quo, the reactive nature is a victim of their anger towards the status quo. their lives are lived in an aggressive and unpredictable manner. out of this basic dynamic between repressed and reactive, you can clearly see how both the abuser and the abused are born.
To say the least.. the level of aggression that came out of me during this period... was shocking even to myself. i didn't think i had such potential to be as abusive as i became, And I worried I would NEVER return out of this confusion to even be able to write any of this or repair any relationships that got singed during my rampage. THE ACUTE stage I went to... and the person I am now... are two completely different spectrums. if I went back there and engaged with anyone who observed me during that period... they probably wouldn't believe the recovery I have achieved.
My memory is bits and pieces but i know i impacted many during my stay. The fact I'm not on any sort of drugs to maintain it. That was my first... and will be my ONLY stay in such a facility. They went from diagnosing me with Schizophrenia to just saying I am bipolar because something inside me the whole time kept telling the damn doctor diagnosing me by the books THAT NOTHING IS CONCRETE and THAT HE MUST REMAIN IN AWARENESS OVER ME AT ALL TIMES, nothing is and would never be as it appears to be. All I mumbled about was gene keys and human design and feeling energies and all this crap and no one could grasp any of it. I couldn't describe to a woman before I left HOW I could read auras... its not your typical psychic who can see if visually I FEEL it and the resources of wisdom and mechanics (my arsenal or treasure chest) I've obtained goes to into depth about it- while i feel the entire Aurora within my being. i had none of that and i couldn't verbally illiterate a whole book that became of me to people (the iching), my Aura influenced them regardless.
I apparently had to be released by those relationships that could not take the initiation and who would attempt to keep me in oppression while i was quickly transcending into the Siddhic frequencies and becoming a human vehicle manifesting pure universal awareness. I was truly waking up out of the human "amnesia". I became and AM fully ONE with the DIVINE. Within the Siddhi, True Reality dawned upon me. The hospital stay and period of 2019-2023 was a necessary part of my mutation and was required so MY BODY and vessel could rerout the energy that was chaos to my brain and learn to process it through the solar plexus... The Eclipse finalize this 'upgrade'. or so I'm sensing it did a huge number on its mutation. I have felt completely empty and yet endlessly full. I am aware I'm mutating from a blue ray (mayan prophecy-related) into a yellow ray... so taking on this mutation in advance to most here, it makes sense and is a level of validation to me. I am turning yellow or Golden...thank you SOLAR plexus.
"The pressure that creates humanity's mass psychosis is no longer routed directly into the human brain but is REFUSED and rerouted through the solar plexus system (which houses a far more advanced system of awareness). Once the pressure of awareness is removed from the brain, the question of WHY finally ceases, and all other questions emerging from it such as HOW and WHO also die. However, the pressure must go somewhere and indeed it does. Through the medium of the solar plexus centre, it goes everywhere. It is through the constantly vibrating wave frequencies emerging from the solar plexus that awenress is carried beyond the body into every corner of the universe. You immediately find yourself both completely empty and yet endlessly full.
The Experience of Sanctity is paradoxically an experience with NO EXPERIENCER and is one of the greatest mysteries of evolution. Once it has been entered it cannot end, and must be differentiated from all other mystical experiences or higher visionary states. Such states occur at the higher reaches of the 61st GIFT. A human being whom the 61st siddhis is being revealed is nothing but a human vehicle manifesting pure universal awareness. This state of Sanctity is the underlying nature of reality and until you come to rest within it, you are always asleep. For those of us outside of this realization, such a person seems to be a god. They ripple the Divinity and exude the strange unearthly essence that humans refer to as HOLINESS. They emit a frequency as such availability and at the same time such power that we find them either irresistible or terrifying. These are the people who we, in psychosis, deify and worship. We do so to our detriment because the whole point of such a presence amung us is to demonstrate the fact of every human beings inner divinity" - The 61st Hexagram
It is through the above song that I began to move that energy from my brain... and into the solar plexus, I then transferred that radio to another girl struggling greatly that my heart felt was breaking inside, and she put it on... looked at me, burst out... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU YOU JUST SAVED ME WITH THIS...i gave her a blessing without even trying, i did nothing but hand over the radio on the same station after having my own Siddhic experience and surrender.
"For one of us to settle into the realisation of our inherent divinity all we need to do is entertain another who has already realised this inner truth. The being withing the 61st Siddhi no longer knows any difference between you and him or her. Because this state of consciousness has always existed and will always exist within every aspect of the universe, such a person cannot help you in any way. They simply serve as a mirror of your own inherent divinity. So to be in the PRESENCE of the 61st Siddhi in another si no guarantee of anything n some respects can lead to more confusion. What really has to occur is the deep understanding inside you that you are asleep, and this understanding can be greatly facilitated by a mirror. However, to remain with the mirror frequently leads to worship of the mirror, which prevents your own realisation. This is why, for example, the Buddhists say that if you meet the Buddha along the road, you must kill him.
The 61st Siddhi is about living life without answers. It is about simply BECOMING the mystery of who you are. Only when all answers finally fall away does the inner truth dawn. If there is a SIDDHI there negates all words, descriptions and answers it is the 61st Siddhi. Life is a mystery. Enlightenment is a mystery. Inner truth is a mystery. No matter what you do to try to solve the mystery, since all such things are subtle attempts at solving it. You simply must come to realise that you know absolutely nothing, and this profound revelation can only occur on its own way and at its own time.
For humanity in its current phase of evolution, the 61st siddhi can only cause INFURIATION. It is better that we forget all about it and bring our focus to the gift level, where our mind at least has something to grasp and something to aim for. Once you have pulled yourself clear of your psychosis it is simply a matter of time before the Siddhi also arrives. The vehicles we currently inhabit are extremely limited in terms of their awareness operating system, which favors the development of the mind. Therefore, we must respect the phase of evolution through which we are passing and enjoy what lies before us. The 61st Siddhi will become far more common-place in the next few hundred years, because humanity is in the process of making a quantum leap. The children who will begin to arrive on this planet will carry this Siddhi of Sanctity in their bones. They will radiate it through every pore, and they will carry it out into the world with them. they will be the living embodiment of life's mystery---of life's potential in form. They will bring a balance back to the world that will see the mind cease its turbulent search for the ultimate answer. In the final analysis, we ARE the answer." -61st Hexagram
Before I went to the hospital I was starting to write and express that I KNOW NOTHING and initiating the path to forgiveness (4th gene key and one of the 7 Sacred Seals) which had been influencing me since our lake powel visit back in 2020 and the fact that I have pulled myself clear of my own psychosis... gives me hope and this very moment shows me its simply a matter f time before the Siddhi also arrives. that alone has given me a whole new layer of awareness why so many people dropped out of my life or how my channel of initiation (25.5) appeared to be competitive or others became that way toward me or doubted me. I don't want to keep repeating Not-Self patterns or go through chaos with anyone again for sharing and OPENING UP as I am now. I am not in competition, this is just what is, and where I am in the present and what of the past has brought me to this point of evolution. i became a walking Buddivista and have known from the day of 'waking up' that I am a MIRROR. it is a DIVINE GIFT, but you know how with too much sun... or solar plexus awareness... you can burn people or create fires if they arent fire proofed... with mirrors and magnifying glasses. so I made some mistakes and I have the gate of realizing and defined Ajna from the 47.4 split and how that energy operates can be read in the keynote photos; all of which had their own consequences. learning that I CANNOT HEAL THEM, only myself. I can just be present and when they are ready, share these events in my life to inspire them until... they are ready to walk their differentiated path. Some will stay and many will go, some may figure 8 back and do this periodically, but I hope from here on they go in peace and not indifference
at present today's transit the 63-4 channel is activated... bringing me into realization of those doubts I had with my path the past 3 years through the 63 and transiting through Saturn the next 7 days, while the moon is in hexagram 4.6 for another few hours (4/17) so I am completing the channel.
This Blog Goes more into depth on my energy centers and the current transit. A guide for you to dive into your Human Design/Hologenetic Profile also.
I needed to hermit up and heal some brokenness and tragic loss I have experienced since my Divine Rapture in 2017, alongside other relationships within my direct family. Everyone who have been in disbelief of well... all the mutation that's transpired within my being into such a sacred path of love and beauty. I'm Open always to repairing past friendships lost, but i wont cling to a dependency upon them like i gained with one woman named Cathy. I shifted from being dependent on her and other mentors to being dependent upon the holy trinity and MYSELF SOULY. when it comes to self-forgiveness i am extremely stubborn and critical. channel 18-58 can be a bitch to navigate, especially after feeling abandoned by those who were teaching me a modality that was helping me COPE with judgment called Access Consciousness. I need to find the originating community and continue my studies and mastery, but i needed to get away from those who where manipulating me and creating a cult like atmosphere that I was NOT vibing with. Again I know I AM God, I have found inner oneness and I will not worship any outside authority I don't care how close to Jesus they think they are. I know the Holy of the Holies with a devotion they cannot fathom. Theres a lot of rehearting and apologies i need to make, and I'm working up to those... but certain individuals... I'm guided to just fully release and let go...to retract all vows or contracts i had with them before that are draining my energy till today. For a while it was all fun and play and synchronicity, then- well i still cant really figure out where it all went wrong but the projection field was brutal and I took a long time acclimating to and accepting it.
I could not explain what mutation was happening from the inside out, nor where anyone I assumed was my support system giving me the time of day or 1:1 presence like they had from 2015-2016 for me to even share the changes i was going through without trying to CORRECT me with intellectual questions based on LOGIC and i couldn't DESCRIBE the Divine I AM (WE) connection i was obtaining with God (Source)/Holy Spirit/ The Holy Trinity/ Earth-Mother-Goddess-Gaia-Terra of which fed me the DIVINE LOGIC and advanced conscious awareness and pure universal awareness from Source. They thought I was imposing MY will when I was trying to translate DIVINE WILL. i was trying to help them heal or crack open. But it was beyond my control, i took the initiation... so I AM LUCKY- i get to be first, doesn't mean it didn't come at a great loss and costs.
I have shared it all here, but out of fear I locked up my blog, my own being and I've been incredibly scared, timid and discerning of whom i allow access to 'me' or these deeper parts of my being and journey. I am of the LUCKY few to transcend my own Psychosis and deepest fears and come full circle back to the Siddhi of Sanctity. This is my sacred path as the beloved of the Divine. I am back again to share the gift of inspiration while its here and I am present and available to radiate it. There's a lot I felt was out of alignment, yet while I was still somewhat defending my own S&A there was still a lot I was learning in the moment-by-moment process that I mutated, that created indifference and confusion. I had to process a lot of chaos that went down from 2018-2021, which literally had me go into autopilot and disconnect from that Divine Connection i so wholeheartedly trusted- that disenchantment broke me. i allowed my heart to ice over after years and years of melting it with the Divine. I was in remorse that i had failed them, and it took me up until about January 2023 that my grandmother Patricia crossed over the rainbow bridge and her physical presence departed, since then her spirit showed up and guided me back home... where the heart is. She's my turtle. she was a Christed woman... and i have to heal my indifference with Christians. Or well with those who just aren't at the same bandwidth i am and have gone through, and now its just the journey of learning patience like Job.
Which is pretty much one of the last things my grandmother told me before she died, I had recorded it in a previous blog.
Something inside me knew her death was coming... and I so wanted to help her discover the level of Devotion i had, but she was content, she went into Glory REGARDELESS as far as I'm concerned. Her relationship with Jesus, was inspirational because she was a woman FULL OF LOVE. after so much loss already the idea of loosing her was a lot to bear, so i started to dissociate and what happened to me from the end of 2020-April 6 2021 will be a whole additional different blog to unpack and was why i have been "so absent" since my last postings. I
started to go really "coo coo" and i still have to go back and read stuff and figure out what the hell was spirit and what was totally not self in projection or reaction, and revise everything. hence why i have not attempted to put ANYTHING into any sort of publication. let's just say, this forced disconnect i had damn near killed me because it was a NOT SELF/OLD SELF-action and choice and I was repressing my pain and TRUE SELF that helped me navigate it. My true self was fully stepping forward, and it just faced persecution and rejection and indifference and i did NOT delegate that well with every individual i was involved with or who came into my auric space of influence whether in person or online. So here i am... i am a heretic, so be careful when asking me to elaborate anything. Given this opportunity, I WILL and I THANK YOU SO MUCH for the invitation and opportunity
this video below just seems synchronistic so I am sharing it
I also work with The tri flame heart it is described in the gene keys better than i can describe the experience or mutation that happened within my being to cause me to break open from the inside out. Ive worked with the 3 star system aka heart, soul and earth/Gaia/ terra i was shown i was an Avatar and embodiment of this energy or ‘third avatar ray’ that has begun incarnating. I am a vessel here to address and aid our cellular mutations and as what is termed a ‘rainbow bridge’. The divine blessed me with my true self name which is Trinity - happened in 2015 and my business is based upon it. (Trinity alignment therapeutics) I still work with the chakra system and dont quite believe that you can just cleanse and ‘shut them down’. This idea of stripping yourself of the chakras sounded really stupid to me (and humans just attempting to be clever) when it started circulating many years ago. ESPECIALLY with the Solar Plexus mutations. My divine guidance was to not get involved with the nonsense. sounds like some fear involved in regards to ‘extradimentional mechanical like fixtures that are designed to control the natural energetic centers of the body’ which i do not have conditioned into my being and i align organically to the wisdom that there is a purpose to everything in existence including chakras. I primarily focus on the SOLAR PLEXUS- as that is "what we are in the process of mutating to take a new LEAP in evolution as a species into a new biological awareness, rooted in the nerve GANGLIA of the solar plexus. We have never left the state of oneness, and yet the operating system within human biology does not currently allow us to feel a continual sense of connection."
Now I do not have fear towards chakras I do not have the fear that we are going in a bad direction (2nd
hexagram) regarding those nor are we oppressed because of them and to my awareness that is a very limited Belief to house. A lightworker conspiracy if you may. The second hexagram describes how our perception dislocates us from the truth.
"The collective fear pervades are individual lives as well. The first and 2nd hexagrams and their shadows of dislocation and entropy pull us away from living in a state of trust and connectedness and also reinforces the sense of isolation through our actions. Actions that come out of trust have very different results from actions that come out of fear. The former creates more energy for everyone in the latter takes energy away from everyone. In personal life if you allow it, the second shadow will affect every decision you make pulling you into an interference frequency. This means that you don’t appear to be in synchronicity with life, so you miss opportunities that would serve you and end up in repetitive patterns that can be very draining for all concerned. The second shadow of dislocation is an integral part of the script for life. It actually allows you to experience being out of the universal flow, even though this experience is an illusion. Ultimately, even the level of frequency that courts chaos is a part of the overall fabric of existence.
The second shadow allows you to witness your own helplessness, as you seek to escape the feeling of dislocation and loneliness. As soon as you enter deeply into the shadow world with your full and honest awareness, it magically appears to change. This shift in your inner honesty, precipitates a leap out of the mind and into a newer and far more expensive awareness one really needs to grasp this insight— You do not change your reality through doing anything or practicing any specific modalities. There is a perceptual shift pre-wired into the DNA of every human being, and when it is act activated, it occurs in spite of you, as an aspect of your biological evolution. And this is exactly what happened to me. I didn’t even know what the fuck chakra was. At a certain point, your new awareness simply begins to open up. Does so gradually at first but overtime it coincides with a remarkable improvement in the quality of your life. As you see it so it changes is the 2nd Hexagrams Moto."
I focus far less on chakras and use them as just a tool to look into Energy than I do on the chakra centers themselves I focus on all hexagrams as an iching Magi/Avatar.
"So anything that tries to control life and pin it down emerges from the reactive side of the second shadow the true meaning of purpose of life is only to be found within one’s heart in the mystical experience of moving in perfect synchronization with all that is."
So in my perception, chakras are just an illusion or are just a tool within the illusion to access energy. Also your idea is also an illusion that anything above us or in that multidimensional realm is ‘fucking with us’ Or coming between and Preventing our most sovereign connection to the divine Or what it is you perceive as God or source creator, even though we feel disconnected. We have never and will never be disconnected from that source and the unity FIELD. I already know that were surrounded by illusions and so that which you were telling me now sounds like shenanigans (some joke there is a 65th Gene Key or hidden Gate of 'shenanigans' lol) And Shadow victim fear.
I know, for a fact that I am not within the repressive nature of the shadow of being lost neither I am I in the reactive nature of having to regiment everything, like I was before. Based off of the duality of good and bad and illusionary control from satan, the devil or entity presumably out to destroy us and confuse us and disorientate us. I bring forth the gift of orientation. at a shadow frequency we experience disorientation where you begin to reach into the gift dimension you come into re-orientation again as we discussed in the second shadow there is no question of any doing on your part as a shift is in your process And gauges, even though it may feel to you as though you are doing quite a lot. Perhaps you started going to the therapist to help you see aspects of your shadow which turned, began to change your decisions and therefore your life. Perhaps you discovered a great mystical system or teacher who catalyzed this process. Perhaps it happened as a result of a personal crisis or perhaps it just spontaneously occurred as a complete surprise to the point is that all human life fall the same architectural pattern laid down inside your DNA. Evolution is drawing you inexorably along the path towards awareness of your Unity and oneness with the Divine."
these books just gave me the ability to share my macro-to-micro experience and Divine Connection and LOGIC that i gained access to innately. 47.4 of my IQ and VIRGO MARS placement and gate of realizing can play a huge roll with my ability or hesitancy to translate my growth to empower others. A book im writing will take much time as i have to piece together so many different epiphanies and aha moments and synchronicities that have led me to where i am now in the present to even attempt to deliver it with the impeccable word (62nd hexigram ) that others can conceptualize. When its an experience that has to happen to you inside out and cant just be initiated at random by anything or anyone specifically- im one of those who show up in the perfect time and place when one is on a cusp of self-realization or ready to take the leap of faith and surrender into the void that the heart is and start discovering their own Strategy and authority, design and anything magnetic or aura related through my Auracle using my gift of being a mirror and Avatar for the monopole aka Holy Trinity. Heart/body, mind, and soul alignment.
I have a pretty darn strong connection to the divine/God/Sourse and am a 'basic' pranic healer/reiki master and access passenger consciousness practitioner. (such tools i learned and came to discover after my alchemical switch from Christian faith or devotion to true Siddhic Sovereignty devotion). It was during that course of time 2012-17 that I was completely introduced to the divine feminine frequency. That is when I experienced totality and connected to my soul, my heart and to the feminine avatar ray which is the earth Gaia Terra. I received many dreams and visions at this time in regard to my mission here- and continue to receive such guidance. That is when I obtained the ‘true’ name i was destined for which was Trinity and my purpose was to embody that divine feminine and masculine combined frequency of the holy of holies and become an avatar to start foundations for the seeding of that very third frequency or avatar ray to begin incarnation and will birth forth the Raves in due process. As a hybrid mother and planetary mother in soul/spirit im fully realized that this is my birthright and DIVINE INTERVENTION occurred so i could be here and present NOW with my frequency and awareness raising the consciousness of humanity and bringing them into Trinity Alignment through various therapeutic modalities and rescripting or reparenting in passenger consciousness with the Divine Monopole (Holy Trinity) as the driver. The name alone is an activation for alignment. And is why I was told to take it and let it become of me and bloom within From the inside out and become a shining example unto others of what a Beloved Eternal Child truly is when they are fully in alignment and embodied and living LIFE! Heres another favorite song that lit me up upon my mysterious journey of life. its called Take Me Into The Beautiful- Cloverton (a Christian artist I had the pleasure to meet in person and witness and be impacted by their art and rhythm)
So oneness cannot be ‘comprehended’, only lived. I'm living it and it brought me into the beautiful :) at the Siddhic level, there is no such thing as duality. And that fear of chakras or what have you of outside control to me is all an illusion. Is all based out of fear and past religious conditioning ive spent OVER 7 years deconditioning but still having to accept all those NOT ON THIS LEVEL- and the frustration my 25.5 healing capacity cant DO ANYTHING FOR THEM if they are indifferent or have any hint of resistance or denial with what i have to impact them with of my own mystical journey and Auric impressions.
Duality has literally been destroyed by a strange kind of divine logic in my world. Thus, now there is no good, no bad, no right and no wrong. Access consciousness teaches us this also it is a great tool to utilize as we are awakening and coming into the enlightenment of our true selves, Sovereign divinity, and unique designs and blueprint purposes or ‘cross to bare’.
The tri flame heart is the ultimate ‘one’ to obtain. "At a heightened level of awareness, mathematics works differently than in the mental level. I am also a numerologist; a quantum one at that go figure. 1+1 doesn’t equal 2, but always makes three the only number that really exists At the SIDDHIC level one and three. One is one which means it is consciously resting in its own nature. It is the ultimate state of yin or femininity, or as this second hexagram is often known it is the receptive (2+2=Grace).
where words such as receptive, feminine, yielding, or mother can be misleading as we tend to understand them as polls with opposites. However, they hint at what lies beyond them so we need to consider them in a different way if we are to grasp what the second SIDDHI really means.
This is something that can be only grasped intuitively.
That’s when the one externallizes itself as a manifestation form, it has not created a duality, but a Trinity. Every duality is really a relationship, and every relationship really a three. There is a man, a woman, and instantly there is also a couple which is the relationship itself. In divine mathematics, the number two is always an illusion, and it cannot logically exist. If you can say anything at all about the number two, you might say it is a ***bridge*** and a dynamic process that is instantaneously transmuted before it is even born."
I was born for such a time as this. Everyone always predicts some kind of apocalypse on my bday 9/23 and 1987 was the harmonic convergence! I was shown very intimately how my birth would have an effect on humanity. I am a 2/5 Hermit/heretic and very few will understand me or grasp what my presence alone is doing to the planet.
It is not happening with just me or one person it will be through a whole generation rather than through a single individual and I’m just One of those blue ray star seeds (born with the 44.1 in my personality for a reason- awoken and raptured by the hand of GaiaTerraMotherGoddess herSelf and her directly telling me i was a direct Oracle designed for ‘her’ and all of Christ Consciousness. I am on the path of THE ROSE with their Magdelene and Essene/Gnostic prophecies that continue to unfold within my illuminated heart and mind. I AM getting the miracles and mutations started or realizing it and breaking generational curses everywhere i tread with Divine guidance. as are my children being raised consciously the best i am capable with our circumstances at this time and they are being Divinely Guided as i am allowed to parent them to be in alignment with their Destiny Blueprint.
As for the Tri-Flame heart... i scavenged all these hexagrams and somehow still cant find the passage that speaks of it directly, so I will have to continue skimming and when find it I will elaborate more on that. But it's basically the merging or unification of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within a being and that merging with the Divine and all the mutation I just tried to express that brings one into sacred union of self, that all happens when you go through this alchemical process with the Lightbody, tantric/yogic dance, Divine Movement. I facilitate this in my massage therapy and quantum lightbody/Merkaba, reiki/pranic healing and access consciousness sessions. I often channel music that can be anything like this transmission shared and welcome any Divine messages or synchronicities that can be encoded in them.
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