So i was just going to start adding this to the blog I pumped out the past 3 days, but felt that was jam packed full with enough codes that I needed to start a new one beginning with this song I randomly treaded upon while looking for a different song that is a reoccurrence in my life. I LOVE new material and fell in love with this song.
(Uishi kwa, uishi kwa)
Uishi kwa muda mrefu mfalme
Yeah, yeah, and the wind is talkin'
Yeah, yeah, for the very first time
With a melody that pulls you towards it
Paintin' pictures of paradise
Sayin', rise up
To the light in the sky, yeah
Watch the light lift your heart up
Burn your flame through the night
Whoa, spirit
Watch the heavens open (open)
Yeah
Spirit
Can you hear it callin'? (Callin')
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, and the water's crashin'
Trying to keep your head up high
While you're tremblin', that's when the magic happens
And the stars gather by, by your side
Sayin' rise up
To the light in the sky, yeah
Let the light lift your heart up
Burn your flame through the night
Yeah, spirit
Watch the heavens open (open)
Yeah
Spirit
Can you hear it callin'? (Callin')
Yeah
Your destiny is comin' close
Stand up and fight
So go into that far off land
And be one with the Great I Am, I Am
A boy (woman) becomes a man (goddess)
Whoa, spirit
Watch the heavens open (open)
Yeah
Spirit
Can you hear it callin'? (Callin')
Yeah
Spirit, yeah
Watch the heavens open, open
Yeah
Spirit, spirit
Can you hear it callin'? (Callin')
Yeah
Your destiny is comin' close
Stand up and fight
So go into a far off land
And be one with the Great I Am
I'm waking up "channeling spirit" and seeing synchronicities all around me, and I haven't felt this "one" within myself since before 2020. in 2019 i had premonitioned a deep freeze of sorts that would occur... and it is the biggest trial of surrender since my initiation that I have EVER been through. I think today after sharing a few things I'm being Divinely guided to this morning as I skim through facebook, that I will take what I have been spontaneously writing and put them into this blog. I'm waking up and I because I have been under the weather and needing rest I am taking the last two days off to rest and just write during these current transits that have me just LIT UP like a firefly in the dead of night. I have been working my ass off in the physical to obtain some financial freedom and relieve stress there- but its coming at a cost because I continue to get sick at least once a month. I AM SO TIIIIIRED, but I've needed this stream-of-consciousness outlet for a long while now. I welcome the new frequencies.
All 64 hexagrams/gates/gene keys/archetypes are situated around the Rave Mandala or zodiac wheel. The Sun travels around the wheel and takes 1 year or 365 days.
That means that the Sun activates a different archetype every (365/64) ~ 6 days. Every year the Sun completes a revolution around the wheel and will have trasited all 64 archetypes and the 6 lines of these archetypes (384 lines total).
I used to create space every (almost) 6 days as an opportunity for each of us to experience the moment the transit pulse shifts in real time. I am going to attempt to step into present again to stream my blogs again now that i am awakening from a deep healing slumber. My blog is a space where WE can silently celebrate and appreciate all that has been experienced during the transit coming to a close and then open in presence to the frequencies and elements of the next gene key and hexagram that we have the opportunity to dance with as the Sun’s neutrinos shine through it. It is a threshold. An opportunity to feel the movement from line 6 of one key to line 1 of the next. (Some words borrowed from Geri Littlejohn on Gene Keys Global)
I highly resonate with this video I found in Gene Keys Global... along with the post by Andrew Kenneth Fretwell that follows the link below. He explains how the Alchemical process impacts us and our core beliefs create wounding. I had to go through phases of surrender into completely feeling my personal wounding regardless of the universal mind I have obtained. That wound went into my mental body and I went into the hospital. I had to bring myself back into my belly... out of my mind. I was not allowed to make a "mental story" of it, even though I tried and in doing that... suffered greatly.
The name of the track below reminded me of my Rapture experience especially the realization I had in Shasta on Trinity Mountain, nice to trance out to.
Apparently, these transits are REALLY influencing my ability to move forward and connect the dots of a lot of confusion moments I went through. The sun is sending plasma of the 3rd Gene key which is MY PEARL. (3.2 JUPITER Law/Protection) Line 2 of HUMBLE Progression.
All the various energies i am dealing with are the following weaved and interlaced but the FOCAL one in the present is the 3.2 of my Jupiter Personality and 42.5 of my design in counterbalance. This is what the SUN is pulsing upon the collective, and what is rising me up into the 3.2 PEARL of my being to be experienced and witnessed. An alchemical process has begun
Here in the 3.2 i am harnessing the exalted powers of my VIRGO MARS which represents Immaturity/Energy Dynamics (47.4). They are working in my favor and im breaking through the detrimental aspect that weighs me down!
This is an UNDERLYING THEME with moon influences that i will ALWAYS be adapting to oppressive conditions in the detrimented frequency. It is the GATE OF REALIZING. This puts a HUGE pressure to interpret and conceptualize past experiences. It's about creating a whole concept from abstract knowledge without using logic. Gate 47's Mind is full of images, helping it put the abstract pieces from gate 64 into a bigger picture that leads to clarity. In the process of piecing together the gate can become even more confused because of incomplete and imperfect memories, which can manifest as pressure. It can only be resolved with patience and continuous interpretation that eventually leads to an "aha!" of a moment.
the 64 is being activated in the current transit of the moon for another 3 days- such is our driving force. this is very collective and personal for my being. These are the post-eclipse energies being FLORESCENCED (15th Key that is my radiance sphere also) upon us.
Design 42.5 Jupiter influences brings me into the line of FULL POTENTIAL Gate of GROWH and Increase. The Sun (15.5/46.2) exalts my aura leading to Personal development that leads to becoming a respected and influential leader, like a mentor who guides their team to success.
The detrimental energy is created from my Venus (35.5/18.6 values/Sociology) where the moon again plays a huge role in my personality and my design is intermingled with 35.5 The Gate of Change and progress. It is Exalted in Mercury leading to the understanding that progress should benefit everyone, not just oneself or entity. For example, a politician who fights for policies that will improve the lives of all citizens not just a select group.
Then theres the negative factor or Detriment of Jupiter sneaking in looping into what i started the blog based on the 3.2 which traps me into the feelings of being undervalued and unappreciated for being too selfless, leading to dissatisfaction. For example, a volunteer who feels taken for granted and undervalued for their contributions.
Mark Bentley
"I challenge you to name me one inspirational human being in your life that has not experienced some form of tragedy or struggle along the way. Name one book or movie that you love that does not involve some form of conflict or dilemma. Your life is no different.
Yet you are a powerful creator that has the full sovereign capacity to write the meaning to these moments. First you must let go of the disappointment and expectations that are limiting your field of view!"
- Excerpt from 42ND GENE KEY – LETTING GO GRACEFULLY
🔥Read full 42nd Gene Key post here:
https://markbentley.com.au/42nd-gene-key-letting-go.../
I feel it necessary to expand upon this as 35.5 is my SQ (heart in a sense in our hologenetic profiles). The Gate of Change has a hunger for something new. It senses the need for change, needs new things happening and gets bored if nothing happens. It wants to experience everything there is and it needs other people to experience those things together with. This Gate is all about progress, it knows when a change is close or needed, it senses that the wheel needs to turn, leading to the next step, which might not be logical but a necessary one. If one jumps into new experiences without following their Strategy and Authority bad results can follow.
the 35 creates a Channel with the 36 known as Transitoriness. This makes a Design of a "Jack Of All Trades". This channel is about moving things in the direction of a new experience without following logic. It's about looking for adventures, regardless of what they are, that eventually lead to gaining experience in order to share it with other people. 36-35 likes to involve others in its own experiences. it will sometimes cause a CRISIS just to get things moving. Gate 36 has a feeling for something new and boredom with the old. You are driven to search for experiences that promise progress. You gain wisdom through trial and error. Before starting an adventure your emotional waves might create a distorted perspective that makes you look at the potential experience as something exciting and fun. However, you will often feel disappointed when it doesn't meet your expectations. You should embrace these emotional waves and wait for emotional clarity when deciding which adventure to embark on. In the end, all that matters is that you've gained emotional depth and wisdom from any experience, no matter how disappointing it ended up being. Your need for new experiences and the inherent feeling that nothing lasts forever could prevent you from having close relationships.
To jump into the fray
And violence is all I see
I need to get away, to get away
But I can't help it, I'll just stay
Don't be sorry, silence torn
Broken dreams and open doors
If you ***hold***
Into the gold
Don't be cold
Coming down
'Cause if you ***hold***
Into the gold
Dark to freedom
18.3 in my personality moon harness's in exaltation Neptunes influence birthing The Strength to detach from detrimental patterns or attachments, such as ending a toxic relationship or breaking free from a harmful addiction. This is great UPHEAVAL.
Moon 16.4 is a Design of the coach. Exalted in Jupiter (42.5/3.2). This is the knack for recognizing the strengths and fostering their growth through support and collaboration, akin to a leader who sees potential in team members and helps them achieve it while working towards a common goal.
This is detrimented in my MARS with moon influences (I have a lot of these). Where i am adapting to oppressive conditions by suppressing my true self and conforming to oppressive norms, like a minority employee suppressing their cultural identity in a racist work environment. The energy can arise of a leader or politician who only supports their own ideas and ignores the talents or contributions of others. For example, refusing to listen to or consider others opinions or ideas.
58.4 Design: Neptune Detriment: Feeling overwhelmed and unable to focus when presented with multiple distractions or stimuli. For example, a student who struggles to study while watching TV and scrolling through social media at the same time. (Yet i do this haha)
58.2 My personality: in Exaltation is the zest for life that leads to seeking out unique and exciting experiences, like a traveler who seeks out adventure and new cultures.
In detriment to Uranus influence (11.2/11.1): Seeking pleasure or excitement at the expense of ones well being or the well being of others. for example, a person who constantly engages in reckless or irresponsible behavior for the thrill of it.
Uranus is influenced by my Design 11.2 and Personality 11.1
11.2 Exaltation in Neptune has the realization that maintaining stability and peace requires constant vigilance and the willingness to take a bold action. For example, being prepared to defend one's principles and values, even in the face of opposition.
It can be detrimented from my Mars placement of 62.2 Design and 47.4 Personality. Here is where instigating conflicts or stirring up controversy arises to satisfy a craving for attention or validation, like a politician who makes inflammatory statements to gain media coverage.
Uranus 11.1 Personality: Exalted and supported by the moon (16.4/18.3) has the power of collaboration and teamwork, to join forces with like-minded individuals to achieve a shared vision and mission. For example, Building a supportive community of peers who can contribute to the growth and success of one's ideas.
It can also be detrimented by my mars 62.2/47.4 causing the energy of being afraid of anonymity, and believing that one's ideas willl not be understood or valued. For example, constantly seeking recognition or validation from others, in order to feel like one's ideas matter.
62.2 Mars of my design is Exalted in favor through Saturn (5.6/5.5) where the discipline and endurance to stay focused and persistent in the pursuit of a goal, like a writer who spends years working on a novel. and detrimented by Mercury (53.2/32.4) can bring in feelings of restlessness and make one unable to trust that attention to detail will yield positive results, like a chef rushing to plate a dish without properly seasoning it.
this transit it putting me into and hightening the detriment of the 47.4 and the moon (my 16.4/18.3) being influenced. Many deep layers to unfold
47.4 in moon detriments is "adapting to oppressive conditions by supporting ones true self and conforming to oppressive norms, like a minority employee suppressing their cultural identity in a racist work environment" as shared previously, this is a reacurring theme in my aura
im going to stop here and continue weaving those gates blendings of design and personality at a later time.my head hurts and its time to eat and move on to the discussion of the 3rd Hexigram and 25-51 Channel
Asya Silva
GENE KEY 3
CHAOS – INNOVATION – INNOCENCE
Chaos! Amidst the Emptiness was the Chaos.
Sometimes I feel our own Book of existence should start like this:
In the beginning it was the Chaos (not the Word, but the Chaos).
It was all that is and all that existed, and all that could not feel its existence, for it was consciousness in disarray.
And this quantum soup is the field of all possibilities, all potentials, all expressions waiting to be born and manifested. Waiting for a disciplined consciousness to start moving… to start observing and creating and expressing itself.
Chaos is where all is born from, the quantum soup of all beginnings.
And may be that is why it feels like a shadow - because it stirs us up from within, from our core and pushes forward - for play, for expression, for coming to light … and to form.
Form, the mere process of From-ing is hidden in the secrets of the Gift of Innovation. What is going to emerge from the chaos, what are we gonna manifest in our urge for expansion, for unfoldment, for putting the chaos in some creative order. Playing with our imagination, experiencing as much as possible - good and bad, dark and light, low and high - it is all an innovation, for a pure mind, sourcing its idea from the chaos of all potentials.
The Subconscious Mind, us beyond the Veil, is Innocent … whatever it creates, it does not know it as good or bad, because it does not know what duality is. So what is innocence - I think- the ability to see the perfection in everything, the experience and the wisdom in all of it, and the expansion all this brings to the whole.
Innocence comes first for the Creation, in order to bring innovation to form, we need an unbound, free, flying imagination, detached from any shadow play, any beliefs, conditioning, prejudice, traditions. Pure mind, innocent in its curiosity for more.
The magic of Life emerging … Life from the chaos, innocent and thirsty to explore the unexplored in form.
And at the end it was … the beginning!
THEMES FOR CONTEMPLATION
1. What is Chaos?
2. What innovation do I wish to bring in form in my life
3. Do I keep my mind and heart in innocence?
The Gate in which the 3 harmonizes is that of Ordering and it is known as "difficulty at the beginning. The Gate of ordering is all about completion- urging to finish or complete things. There isn't always a clear direction when starting projects or tasks, but the gate of ordering eventually brings resolutions and completion to those tasks. Since this gate is always ready to do something new, it needs to exercise discipline and wait for the right moment and conditions so it can bring forward a resolution.
This Gate forms a channel with the 60 of Acceptance forming Mutation; A design of energy which fluctuates and initiates pulses. This is the channel of unpredictable, impulsive, mutational and melancholic. It swiftly moves from Chaos to order and back to chaos. It shouldn't try to logically explain and influence the change in mood, because it will lead to depression, and anxiety disorders and might spiral into a willingness to keep everything under control which will lead to more suffering. Gate 60, having root center energy, puts pressure to develop and adapt in order to overcome stressful situations. The gate 3, being in the Sacral Center, has the persistence and power supply to enhance the channel's creative energy. Because 3-60 has a melancholic taste to it you must be patient and wait for the new mutation to manifest through you in the form of creativity in order to better deal with this melancholy. After all, Gate 60 is all about ACCEPTING LIMITATIONS. All this impulsivity, chaos and mutation effects our environment and people around you. You will feel pressure to bring innovation to your community and environment thus forcing everyone to adapt to change. Limitation is the mother of invention. Because this channel is generated, you need to be patient and alert, accept your own ignorance and listen to your Sacral response. You shouldn't make decision based on your mind, its sole purpose is to observe and react to whats already taking place.
The Gate of Acceptance (60), being in the ROOT center, is about having a sudden pressure to bring lasting changes into the world. Through such sudden pushes or surges of energy, it helps one introduce mutation and bring something new, but this can't be forced. Gate 60 is realistic about limitations and accepts those limitations just so it can preserve a process or a thing that's already established. This gate is very melancholic which is the basis of its acceptance and understanding of limitations. It needs gate 3's perseverance and sacral power in order to complete what was started.
The two combined create a circuit called Knowing. The knowing circuit operates through the deep and undeniable intuition, which stems from a core instinct rather than logic or reasoning. This circuit is characterized by a strong sense of certainty, which is often difficult to articulate or explain. Those with a strong presence of the Knowing Circuitry in their charts like myself possess a profound inner knowing that guides their actions and decisions, even in the absence of tangible evidence. The circuit values trust in oneself and ones instincts, recognizing that intuition can often lead to unexpected breakthroughs and insights. At its core, the knowing Circuit is about accessing a deep wisdom that transcends conscious thought and analysis, allowing individuals to tap into a higher truth and purpose. Those with a dominant presence of the circuit may often find themselves drawn to fields such as spirituality, healing or creative pursuits, where intuition and inspiration are highly valued.In other words- I have high intuitional intelligence even though my streams of consciousness seem disorganized they are challenging the shadow of intellect itself.
With the present transits I've came to this exaltation with Uranus through the 23.4 causing assimilation or a level of SPLITTING apart inside me. 4 here is the line of Discontinuity. Here I am being offered assistance and aid in the act of expressing myself, even if the result is disorganized or difficult to understand. For example, writing a Stream-Of-Consciousness journal entry without editing or organizing it (I'm TRYING to organize and edit these and it hurts my brain). The Gate of Assimilation is about the proper way and timing to speak and express oneself. Being part of the Throat Center, it's good at expressing itself clearly and is good at putting mental concepts into words. It knows how and when to share appropriately worded insights in a way the community will understand. Gate 23 aims to bring clarity through words thus help others overcome CONFUSION. (the basis of my last blog). It knows how to put words and ideas into the right context depending on who they will be shared with.Good thing the first Key I read when I obtained my Gene Keys book was the 23rd... this STARTED me.. and spun me into activation of my own genius, venus and pearl sequences.
That In conjunction with JUPITER having the 3 (sun) also exalting in it the same Assimilation energy. the line we are in (3) is that of Authenticity. Here I am being offered the ability to express myself in a unique and compelling way that captures others' attention without causing harm or offence. (whew!) For example giving a speech that is engaging and thought-provoking, but not confrontational.Right now URANUS is in 23.4 and JUPITER is in 23.3 with The sun being Gate 3 which is influencing my innate gifts through the below alignments.
I am also being assisted by the 22 transit in MARS for another 4 hours! This is the Gate of Openness and Grace...currently in the line 5 of Gumption and will shift to line 6 in that 4 hours, then leave this gate. Here the energy is detrimented into a tendency to intentionally provoke or incite discomfort through tactless behavior for the purpose of personal growth or introspection, such as a therapist who uses confrontational methods to challenge patients.
NOW THAT SOUNDS LIKE MY LINE OF DIVINE WORK HAHA
The Gate of Openness is about being open as an individual of to hear the emotional wishes of the community. It is very mood- it will either push towards socializing or withdrawn into isolation. Gate 22 brings emotional abundance which emowers others and encourages them to move along their journey. This gate puts a hute pressure to express one's feelings. when Gate 22 is in good mood it has magnetic natural charm that attracts others. There is an underlying FEAR Frequency whereby there is fear that you will not be heard by others. you are also afraid that when communicating with people you will not hear anything of value to you. When you are in a good mood, you can put this into words and are open to hearing others.
My 47.4 of Realizing and Circuit of knowing connects me deeply to the 12-22 of Openeness which is the design of a social being.
This channel is about expressing your emotional knowing in a creative way. It's about influencing others with our deep inner emotional world. You are moody and should avoid making decisions during a strong emotional wave, anger or bad mood in general. The things you say during a negative emotional wave could hurt others and decisions taken during this time will often lead to chaos and anger. Because 12-22 causes frequent mood swings and frequent mood changes and inconsistent emotional waves, it can manifest as MELANCHOLY, passion and joy. Because this Channel links the Solar Plexus to the Throat Center, it's always looking for Self-Expression and manifestation of its emotions and feelings but will do so in a cautious manner. It's all about expressing your clarity and knowing to strangers. Because of Gate 22 you might be pushed to either socialize or withdraw completely, depending on mood. Gate 12 urges to articulate your emotions, but its more about the WAY things are said, rather than what IS said. This can lead to creative expressions through music, artwork, singing and poetry. Because this channel is manifested, it's important for you you to WAIT for emotional clarity before initiating any significant emotional expressions and interactions with other people otherwise you risk insulting others. It's possible to fall into the state of arrogance during bad mood which makes you feel higher and better than others, ignoring all reason and not seeing anything wrong with your behavior (aka narcissism which is the shadow reactive or restrictive nature of the 10the gene key which is my Purpose)
The 12th Key is known as the Gate of Caution or Standstill. This gate is the energy of speaking from the heart in an individual way. Depending on mood, it can either withdraw completely or be extremely communicative. It's all about the appropriate articulation of emotional moods. This is the energy that says "I love you". It can express itself through shyness as its vulnerable. Gate 12 is more about the way things are said, rather than what is said. It releases individual emotions contained within the Solar Plexus which could hurt others so its important to exercise restraint; especially when expressing oneself; in social settings. The gate of Caution has a STRONG AURA that COMMUNICATES WITHOUT SPEAKING. All I know is that I have activations in the 12th gate in Chiron (The wounded healer and did a major transmission of this code already I can link HERE)
So HERE I AM... coming full circle and rebirthing through the Channel of Abstraction. I have a design of Mental Activity Mixed with Clarity!
This Channel is about thinking through PAST experiences while trying to make sense out of the past. You can come to clarity and meaning through a deep reflection (self mirror). Becasuse 47-64 is part of the COLLECTIVE GROUP, you use the gained insights to INSPIRE and HELP others. Because 64 is the Gate of Confusion, CONFUSION is usually the START of many experiences you have. Such CONFUSION flows from the HEAD Center down to the Ajna's Gate of 47's REALIZING potential which puts a HUGE pressure to interpret and conceptualize PAST experiences. For this reason, once you start an experience with confusion you must be patient until this confusion is turned into a cohesive story. You must later share this story with your community, but because this Channel is PROJECTED, only when invited to do so. Because the mind is NEVER your Inner Authority, you should never make any decisions based on those insights you've come to.
Carlotta Jay
I share this post & invitation as my contemplation of the 3rd GK which is held within my SQ with line 4. It has been the most profound guiding light along every single step of my human journey, ever present and unwavering persistent in revealing the incredible capacity of the heart, its unfathomable resilience and capacity for breakthrough and most of all the doorway to the Divine. It is through the lens of this GK that I experience both inner and outer realms and for that I am tremendously grateful.
The nature of Nature reveals a fundamental multidimensional dynamic that is sustained by transitions. The very alchemy of evolution requires change, it is the magic within the poetry of its limitless essence. Transitions are constant and inevitable, they are the mechanism of Creation itself, which impregnates every thing that is, ever was or will be with the Divine code of rebirth. Such growth is the ultimate gift of Grace, Beauties ever weaving hand that ensures the unifying capacity hidden within all form.
Yet here we humans are, creatures that mentally fancy themselves as separate from the Natural world, seemingly and conveniently forgetting their place in the mammal Queendom. In doing so, our stubborn ignorance has created the widest spectrum of suffering.
Between our perceptions of lack and fear we have manifested inconceivable complacency and reckless indulgences at the expense of one another and the entire planet. Through our quest for comfort & safety we humans have lost connection to the most necessary of Divine Essences, INNOCENCE.
It is through the rebirthing cycle that Innocence is imbued. Without it there is only chaos, for Innocence at its core carries the purity required to innovate through the clarity of the Divine. Innocence IS freshness, Innocence IS receptivity, Innocence is spontaneous unbound playfulness, Innocence is fearless, Innocence is creativity, Innocence is sweetness, Innocence is the absence of judgment and greed, Innocence carries the light of forgiveness, Innocence is the fuel for transformation.
When any find themselves in a state of stagnancy, lost without hope, depression, in the shadowlands of victimhood, consumed by anger, or lacking trust in the process of change; you have forgotten the most spectacular energy that can never truly be taken, it is merely masked, repressed, rejected, locked away. You have forgotten your Innocence.
Only when we become willing to lean into the most curious spaces within our hearts will we rejoice in the cycles of Nature, of Creations laughter. Here we need not any false sense of control for we inner stand ourselves as a vehicle of Divine Will. We awake into the field of Eternal mystical forces that dance beyond the human consciousness, we revel in the mysteries of Soul consciousness that provide solace for this human journey. We see this life as it is, a dream, a temporary desire to live the wonder gifted in the Cosmic playground of shapeshifting, of resonating particles self organizing as into wave for the sake of surfing the ever blossoming daring Genius of Beauty itself expressing as the very expansion that we humans so adamantly and naively struggle to actualize.
So here's my invitation to you: Devote 30 minutes each day to your Innocence, set your sights on unbridled flights of whimsical spirit, explore what it is to welcome playfulness, pursue that which ignites your creativity, strut you silliness, go skinny dipping, run barefoot and carefree, share time with children, blow bubbles, give your inner critic a vacation! Dance in the street, listen to the moonlit hours, count the stars, become the dreamer once again, revolt against the chaos with fantastical trust in the realm of possibilities, unleash your imagination!
And DO SHARE what you have been up to! Share here your versions of expressing your Innocence, I delightfully DOUBLE DARE you! Wink wink 💫🙃🙂😉💫
#TogetherWeRise💕
25.5 North Node is the Future Direction/Environment. Line 5 is Rejuvenation. Housing the most potent potential of healing abilities, I am exiled here with the Power of a positive attitude to overcome adversity and bring healing to oneself and others, for example, by focusing on the good thing In life and practicing gratitude. The lyrics to the below song came into my mind as I'm writing all this.
IT HAS BEEN A ROLLER COASTER RIDE WITH THIS CHANNEL IN MY LIFE. And boy... have I had a LOT of epiphanies since before the Ecplise that are showing where both extremes of the channel played out in my life as I practiced Tantric Alchemy in my every day life.
Since 25.2 is my EVOLUTION sphere, it challenges me to step into the Activation and Pearl Sequences combined of my LIFES WORK- the opposing gate of 46.2 which is the Determination of the Self and Pushing forward
The Gate of Determination of Self can always put you in the right place at the right time when you LET GO of your expectations. It's about the LOVE of the PHYSICAL BODY, the flesh and the PERFECTION of experience- every experience is right, even the unpleasant one. Gate 46 brings the DESIRE to touch, to care for your body by staying fit, and the joy of living in the physical plane.
In order to bring this into focus I had to come full circle into Re-Embodiment with the 10.5 I have the 10.5 Line of THE LEADER/VICTIM in my Purpose Sphere. This is my Design Earth where by 25.2 is my personality. That is my TRUE PURPOSE in relationships and leads me into all those other activations as I become GROUNDED into the Earth of which it represents in my hologenetic profile. Now to center into my Self and Divine Purpose... through innocence and not my not selfness of desire to change the world. Yes its there, but my true self is just being in this moment, moving through presence in the NOW, just being and not focusing on doing.That is to mutate into a Perfected Form and assist others that magnetize to my aura for such purpose organically into this mutation with the 3rd Gene key. This is such a Design for Survival, the 10th Gate teams up with the 57th to create the Channel of Perfected Form.
This Channel is about the Self and Personal uniqueness in its own way. This survivalist intelligence comes from Gate 57's Splenic Energy; Survival, well-being and fears. It helps Gate 10 Express its creativity and stay true to its true self in any situation. by being provided with a unique survivalist potential. You are able to adapt in any situation while staying true to our nature. You always find a way to get by, financially or otherwise. You do it in a very creative way that's always suited to yourself, which might impress others.
This channel knows what's good for you and yourself only. It's always helping your fixed identity to adapt and survive. Therefore your "methods" will most likely not work for others. (I cannot give you tools of Discipline, I can only train you to throw caution to the wind and say fuck discipline altogether).
Consequently, you must trust your instincts before other people's "how-To's" and keep in mind that their ways of "getting by" will likely NOT work for you. You often feel decisive about anything you do because there is always security for you in the NOW even if from the outside it seems like you are taking risks. You must certainly have a talent which you might not be aware of and which might be spotted by the creative and unique ways in which you navigate through your life. Because this Channel is Projected, you should wait for an invitation before sharing your unique ways of handling different life situations- whether trivial ones like behavior in a social setting or high stake ones.
10th Gate The Behavior of the Self- Treading is the Gate of Authenticity and represents the Self. It's purpose is not to adapt but rather stay true to its nature/Self. This is one's personal, authentic look, feel and attitude- the embodiment of the Self. This gate gives the potential to express your own Self in a unique way. Thus, it has a strong conditioning effect and influence on the others. The Shadow side can manifest as blaming or feeling blamed. Depending on the rest of the chart Gate 10's energy expression may vary from unconditional acceptance of norms to challenging norms when appropriate or even complete defiance. Your expression, however, will remain consistent within your theme or style of expression. This is also the energy of self-love.Definition (the colored "centers" in ones Human Design Chart) is determined by how the defined centers in your chart are connected to each other with Channels. These Centers for groups of communication within each other. Defined Centers that are not connected by any Channel cannot talk to each other, creating a split. The more Definitions one has, the harder to choose one or another. For example, someone with a single definition can make a decision more confidently and act upon it, whereas a person with Triple Split definitions will doubt the validity of their choice and repeatedly think about the decision.
I will be writing a blog about the Split later and I will leave a link here when it is complete
Currently, we are in 57.1 with the SouthNode (Past Direction/Environment) and this line alone creates Disorientation. Either your exalted in Venus offering the Ability to understand the underlying motivations and intentions of others, like a detective who uses their intuition to solve crimes. and/or its being detrimented by the moon (64.6 at present) causing confusion and uncertainty that can result when intuition is not supported by clarity and understanding, like a person who can't decide on a career path because they haven't taken the time to figure out what truly interests them. I'm see this as what is now "behind me" as I move forward and transition us all into Orientation utilizing the insight I have access to at this time.
The gate of Intuitive Insight, being in the Spleen Center, is about intuitive awareness that always ensures survival and well being. Gate 57 is about being alert and knowing in the NOW, driving by fear and trying to sense danger in the near future. This is one of the oldest gates in the chart, inherited from our ancestors formt he distant past. Being attuned to vibrations and sounds, and also being deeply intuitive, Gate 57 can filter out important Auditory information needed for survival. It gives access to intuition and knowingness beyond this physical reality.
Looks like that's the juice I needed to get my rocket to lift off again.
The gate of Shock (51) is currently passing through 3 different signs while the Sun is stationed in the 3rd hexogram.
This is EXACTLY what I did and I isolated myself from the Holy Trinity rising within my being, and I'm having to come to terms with that in the present NOW)
Transiting through Mercury which is our Communication/Thinking (currently IN RETROGRADE). Moving through line 3 of Spontaneity. Here we have the sun assisting us with the ability to remain grounded and confident in the fact of challenges, like a mountain climber who maintains their balance on a narrow ledge and/or Jupiter detrimenting us into a feeling of disorientation and struggling to maintain a sense of self-worth in the face of unexpected obstacles, such as a professional athlete experiencing a career-ending injury.
Now the past three years I feel like this is a great depiction of what was going on in my reality of existence. I felt like I was experiencing a career-ending injury...and right now the Sun is leading me into a new dawn and helping me remain grounded through these transits of SHOCK... i am feeling the arousal of my spirit.Transiting through Venus which is our Values/Sociology. we're in the line 4 of Solution. Detrimenting us into 51.3 with Mercury Transit. Here the energy is building temporary solutions that lack stability and fail in times of crisis, due to superficial senses of self-confidence, for example, a company using questionable accounting practices to inflate their profits.
The gate of Shock is about introducing shock to people around it through shocking actions, statements or initiations- from subtle to dramatic. This gate, being in the HEART CENTER, is very competitive, representing the drive to be first or best at something. Gate 51, being courageous, can often turn from brave to unreasonable and foolish. People with this gate might find being shocking and dealing with shock entertaining. They not only introduce shock around them but also receive equally shocking event that are often needed to further their journey and awaken them to God or the Divine. Such people often live through life-changing shocking events. 51s shock aims to KICKSTART a change into people around it. Gate 51s experience and energy changes based on others aspects of ones chat- for example this gate combined with an open throat center it will spill out words that introduce shock and shake everyone up.The 51st Gene Key moves from the Shadow of Agitation to the Siddhi of Awakening and it is the Way of Initiative.
Initiative to Initiation
Awakening is really a series of softenings. Our awareness becomes more one-pointed, but our heart and mind becomes softer and more open.
Whenever we’re confronted with harshness, the unexpected, noise, turbulence, and the thunder of life, instead of tensing up, we need to relax and open, soften and become milder.
Mildness is the essential quality needed to allow spiritual initiation. In fact, as we become more yielding, so our consciousness expands to encompass wider and wider vistas and possibilities.
-Richard Rudd
Guide intuitif pour Genekeys
🌟 “Vocation, Initiative, and the Spine: Strength and Flexibility”🌟Richard Rudd
As you contemplate the sphere of your vocation, have you ever considered the incredible power of your spine?
As Richard mentions in the pearl sequence:
"Vocation, Initiative, and the Spine: Strength and Flexibility."
Your spine is the first place where you can begin to connect with the prosperity of life within you. It is the power column that carries you through the world, governing all your movements and micro-movements, from standing to walking to running. Empowering yourself to fulfill your unique path to prosperity will awaken the power of your spine. You will walk taller, feel physically stronger, emotionally calmer, and mentally clearer. Your spine dictates how you face the world. A healthy spine aligns your subtle bodies, deepens your breathing, and helps you feel capable of dealing with any challenge life throws at you. It is the pillar of our strength, flexibility, and connection to inner prosperity.”RR
Your spine is much more than just physical support. It is the center of our autonomic nervous system, regulating our emotional and mental responses to the world around us.
"Shadow work" invites us to transform our traumas and limiting beliefs into wisdom and gifts. Effective regulation of our autonomic nervous system is crucial for this inner journey, facilitating deep emotional and mental self-regulation.
For me, and through my contemplation, the key to achieving prosperity is to integrate the core wound and unlock the vocation. My personal example with Gene Key 7 in vocation and Line 4 of rejection: Until this year, I couldn't put myself out there due to the fear of rejection associated with Line 4. My EQ is Line 1, self-sabotage. Every time I wanted to break out of my shell and share (my brand Line 5) what was close to my heart (Gate 61, my truth), my core wound held me back. After contemplating my pearl sequence and becoming aware of this dynamic, and with the help of psychophysiological tools, I managed to see my projects through. For the past year, I've been exposing myself more, increasing my visibility, creating offers, and daring to share them, having learned to manage and transform rejection into inspiration.
By cultivating a healthy spine and balancing our nervous system, we are better equipped to face life's challenges with clarity, resilience, and serenity. We can move to the next stage of the Golden Path to finish the Venus sequence by moving from the core wound sphere (mine is 2 of Denial) to the vocation towards the pearl sequence of prosperity.
And you ?
How does it feel for you?
#Spine #AutonomicNervousSystem #ShadowWork #InnerWellbeing #Resilience #Serenity
Vocation/Wound: what relationship between your line and gift enables your shadow to obscure your siddhi?
(My beings is 62.2 and I spoke of it just the other day in The Light Will Shine Through In The End April 2024 Post Eclipse. 2027 INITIATION INTO THE BEYOND. Stepping Through THE INNER DOOR OF DIVINE TANTRA With The Holy Trinity. )
AT THE HEART OF ALL TRAUMA
At the heart of all trauma, a terrible sense of isolation, disconnection, and loneliness.
Follow your trauma to its devastating core, friend, to its heart of darkness, and you will inevitably meet the abandonment wound, the pain of all pains.
Abandoned by mother, father. Forgotten and misunderstood by the world. Cast out of heaven and separated from the Godhead. Divided from life.
Of course, it’s an illusion. You were never separate from the mountains, the forests, the diamond drops of morning dew.
You were never broken, never rotten at your core, never separate from the One. You were always loved. The terrible heart of darkness was always your own exquisitely beautiful heart of light, so fragile, so powerful, so loveable, so real.
Ultimately others cannot save us. Each of us are called to confront our aloneness, dive into the heart of our trauma, and find solace and sanctuary there. Others can hold our trembling hands but they cannot travel for us.
There is no external savior, and the lie of love is that another human being - parent, partner, guru or god - can complete you.
No. Your completeness is in your brokenness. We cannot save each other but we can weep together, walk together, share our terror, our horror, our shame, our hope and our awe.
Walking in the forest at dawn, our eyes meet.
I recognize your longing as my own.
Love is a recognition.
~Jeff Foster~
Empower Wholeness Intimacy
April 10 at 12:27 PM
If you project someone’s potential onto them, it is a greater likelihood they will project their unexpressed pain onto you. Even though you may be able to see someone’s potential, it doesn’t mean they are within a timespan of bringing it to life. Even worse, when you make it your goal to help someone step into the potential you see within the context of a platonic, familial, or romantic relationship, you are no longer relating to the person in view, but a promise you have projected onto them in becoming the very qualities absent from your own relationship with self.
To be in relationship with someone’s potential is like having a vision of your child’s future. What if you suddenly saw in your mind’s eye that your ten year old would grow up to be one of the most accomplished and in-demand accountants in the country — only to then hand your ten year old child your tax returns thirty years before they are unable to take on new clients? Just as ridiculously as that would be, it is equally as far-reaching to give others access to the depths of your deepest vulnerabilities lifetimes before they are ready to handle the human heart with respect, responsibility and care.
What if someone who projects their emotional density onto you is their soul’s way of saying, “I appreciate you reflecting the qualities I will one day personify, but I’m lifetimes away from being interested or able to be who you see me one day becoming. I am only projecting my pain to show you all that’s in the way of being who you need me to be. All so you may make course-corrective choices in support of who you are now, instead of trying to fast-track a journey I am taking at my own rate of speed. If you could please honor me as someone teaching you to strengthen the power of your voice and to be more comfortable maintaining the boundaries that amplify your self-esteem, you will come out of this relationship more worthy of the goodness I am unable to provide given where I am at my stage of evolution.”
These are the words the soul conveys to you while decorated in the manipulative patterning that lets you know when someone in your life is too consumed in pain to feel safe enough for conscious interaction. What a mind-blowing revelation to recognize equal to the safety you may lack when engulfed in other people’s darkness is a matching lack of safety others experience when you insist on having conversations of conscious accountability with those who aren’t ready to face it. If someone hasn’t developed the safety to be self-aware, what makes you think they are ready to explore a journey of intimacy, whether as friends, family, or lovers? This is why the Universe invented small talk as a social cocoon for those still developing the coping skills to love and be loved from a space of safety and respect.
Even when in romantic scenarios, there are those who are willing to engage sexually as an avoidance of their own pain without being equally interested in the intimacy of communication and connection. If you find it useful to expose your innocence to that type of de-compartmentalized imbalance of interaction, there are plenty of people happy to explore the beauty of your body, while taking for themselves the power that insecurities tend to so easily give away.
My hope is that you will read these words, feel into their relevance, and take the time to shift out of relating to other people’s potential, including your own, so you are able to be aware of your most important life choices by meeting each moment in truth.
This is not a judgment against anyone, but a self-reflective opportunity to give to yourself what is no one else’s job to provide you. With the hope that you set such an incredibly high bar of ethical value in your life that it lets the quantum field know you are finally ready for a depth of meaningful connection that will blow the doors of your heart completely off its hinges. From this space, there is no longer a power struggle feeding the patterning of those, who only want what they want from you and nothing more, while not wracking up late penalty fees on your tax returns by waiting for a ten year old to figure it out.
Matt Kahn
Gratitude to unknown artist
Empower Wholeness Intimacy
https://EmpowerWholeness.com
After Reading this I now grasp the dynamic that was created between me and others I was so desperate to "awaken" and carry them and anyone into the inner light through my presence and being. I can now sincerely apologize now that my confusion and my own core wound and battle with Self-Denial has lifted.
I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I
I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I love you
I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I love you
(When she wants the 'D' for Divine. She'll give subtle hints.)
Blog written 4/19/2024 Transmissions with MagiKula Kymberly K3 Avatar for The Holy Trinity Of Magdalene Service
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