When Will You Believe? Emergence of the 53rd Gene Key in Society: Kymberly's True Witness and Activism Of It. A Welcome Introduction of the Letter's Of Light She Scribes

Emergence of the 53rd Gene Key in Society: Kymberly's True Witness and Activism Of It. 
A Welcome Introduction of the Letter's Of Light She Scribes.

This is my tale of how I Dared To Be Illuminated while Illuminating my entire Culture and Am Learning How To “Become A Millionaire”

CALLING ALL HEALERS please put protection and love around DENVER COLORADO LAKE STEAM BATHS AND THE METRO DENVER AREA. No matter where you live on this planet- I HAVE ALL THE DIVINE ENTOURAGE BY MY SIDE... CHEERING ME ON AND ANU HIMSELF 

"You have done well! Take the credit for this victory for the first time in you life" 

'Vampire's' are on the loose! FOR REAL!

(THIS SECTION BEFORE THE LET IT GO FROZEN SONG WAS WRITTEN 7/29/2018 and below that song what was written was done so on 7/5/18)

What exactly IS a vampire you say? And just to clarify, i am not here to "defamate the character" of anyone here today or 'thrash' their reputation, but rather put them into alignment with what their true Divine expression would be as an Avatar operating out of their Pearl Sequences and not their lower natures and Shadow Archetypal behaviorism's (responses and reactions). Such is usually just boasting arrogance in ego from the lower states of consciousness and using fear tactics or dominance over other's. A woman I am about to be direct towards in this blog, is very much choosing to act this way, and I experienced one of her class's in which she did this to me and because of my own past having done this to me all the time, i chose not say anything during the two weeks i attempted to get to know this individual and connect with her. She is probably the hardest person to connect to because she deliberately doesn't allow herself to be empathic to others stories, i guess what im trying to say is she's not really good at 'listening' and tells them too quickly not to speak up with a "me too". Acts as if no one else can "align" to her level of obtained consciousness and why she has been a 'teacher' for over 14 years now running a clinic with her beloved called the Healing Light Center. 

It was my sincere and honest intention to do business with these women in the future, and have been waiting two years for them to 'invite' me to join their 'team' at the various celebration fairs that are hosted by the Mind Body and Spirit Expos's here in Colorado and travel from Denver, Colo Springs to Pueblo. I have been curious as to how i 'would or wouldn't thrive' in these environments but my greatest dreams is just to be at them and stepping into what i love more than anything- being an Oracle. Our first encounter together when I had my own 'booth' out of sheer LUCK... through Solei and got to give this 'dream' a try. So I said YES. whether i make it happen for myself or i join another booth and we all pitch in equal effort to do what we do best- raise consciousness and give hands on healing touch, i plan to be at those fairs and continue promoting myself as an Oracle. 

These two women beyond offering what they term as "Yuru", they have some more tech that helps with the body in detox ways. When I met a woman named Solei in 2015, she assisted me by realigning my aura at the time and helping me 'step into my Trinity', I don't think even she understood when i told her i am Trinity. These women i met (Cathy, Jennifer and Solei), didn't know much about my past or this "kymberly" so often when they hear "kym" and it feels weird to them. Just as weird as it now feels to me. Trinity... is my true Divine expression... my pearl sequence in motion. So when you use it with me and Invoke her... She is very present. Kymberly might take a few seconds to 'step out of the way'. 

I didn't know what this was over a year ago- i couldn't even describe it before until I had Gene Keys and since i have I have attempted over and over to expose people to it- telling them to GET A COPY AND START contemplating with it themselves. However i won't force anything upon anyone, and if Divine timing calls them to me, i share what i can to them. This did happen one day a few months back with Solei and I was able to share with her the Gene Key i was reading that day. I was reading the 53rd. Now it's taken me some time to understand why this 53rd key is so prevalent and why it keeps repeating itself within the groups i am engaging. Because for about 7 years now- it has been driving me utterly MAD.

So mad that on 4th of July I had a meeting with Solei and I told her exactly how i have been feeling. I apologized that it all happened this way but as a Oracle i didn't know then, what i know now, and now what i didn't know then MAKES SENSE. this is how i operate. I simply DONT KNOW... until I do and when i finally DO... I HAVE TO SHARE IT. I am present more than most and i observe very very closely to those around me and my own emotions/reactions/responses. I have a lot of patience to let others 'grow and learn on their own timeline' but i begin to warn people when that well is beginning to run dry and if it doesn't start get filled up with pranah again- which happens when i visit or engage with certain individuals and there is joy and bliss and equal energy exchange between us.

There is Synergy/Synarchy and THAT is my super food of love. Now that well is running dry from others ignorance. I am not clingy and neither is my beloved but WE KNOW who needs our INTIMACY, i know we can help one another heal and process and get through this Great Time Of Change; but everyone, not just me- has to be willing to surrender, accept and allow themselves to FORGET all they think they know... because it is detrimental to our ascension together. 

We create a GALACTIC HUB and I am a CORE ARM of this hub here in Colorado... I wish for all of us to be One but I cannot 'unify' with others who have hidden agenda's. they may not be aware that they do and take offence to me out of the lie that "i don't know them" but honestly I do, and I want to help them get to know who THEY truly are too. I do love them, my love is unconditional-  but just like Jennifer says herself; I won't align to another's victim consciousness. I will be empathic and align temporarily, like i do with Cathy, but the beauty between us is that we take that empathy and we gain their trust. That is where true tenderness comes in, and this is why HER YURU has been SUCCESSFUL on me since September 2015. we allow ourselves to connect, but not align just yet. 

If we align in 'me too' stories it is for DIVINE REASON'S and this must be allowed to transpire. During the Yuru weekend this was NOT ALLOWED TO HAPPEN at all. I was even questioned when i simply place my hand on my beloveds back and sent her Reiki. You wish to bring something out within me that simply isn't there anymore, and I'm here to tell people this. All is but SHADOWS of my former self. I truly am free, ready to enter the Divine Entertainment Business and not be bossed around how to do this or how to do that like i was at the pueblo fair. 

I didn't need to be told twice where a damn table cover was, made out to look like an idiot. I DO KNOW a lot of things- and im very TELEPATHIC, hence why I FINISH OTHERS SENTENCES or sometimes am too quick to fill in a blank to offer a word their minds may be grasping for...that is the ONLY time i wish i can shut myself up because i will give the wrong word and throw THEIR sequence off. I threw Jennifer off too even when i got the RIGHT words "in the back corner" and she said "you know what never mind you already know just do it".

I do not need to be told to "shut up and that im full of bull shit" because I'm not, and if i am...I'm truly willing to EXAMINE my DNA pattern's through 64 lenses called the I Ching. The second that she  cut me off when i said "my awareness is so vast and i wish not to speak anymore because words are complicated" First day of Yuru Class in May, she instantly assumed...that was 'ego' and that 'no one could get to that level of consciousness', so she just "shut me up". I was nervous the entire time to even be in that class attempting to talk to this Jennifer woman because my BEST FRIEND (cathy) told me over the years how MEAN she is, how horrible she treats her, all the contradiction that happens. She told me how Solei is a control freak, counts EVERY SINGLE DOLLAR and having gotten to know Solei myself during this time working with her at Lake Steam Baths... I have come to the same "alignment" not CONCLUSION as Jennifer wants to claim it to be. I work through synchronicity perhaps this is something neither of them have EVER experienced yet and that shows me itself where their own vibration is resonating. I don't judge others if their vibrations are low- we all fluctuate especially when the planets are doing crazy things, and the moon too. We are connected to things "outside of us" more than we know and we can only understand these things by going WITHIN and seeing through the 3rd Eye. 

 I have never been one to speak up when others tell me to shut up. I shrink at that point. It's like a dog attacking a rabbit. I am a rabbit to the core of my being- and it shows up best through my Vocation which i was attempting to say some light language, but i wasn't allowed to talk at all it seemed. I already attempted to and well this was Jennifer's class and she wanted to be "the know it all" so i wasn't going to take over and just begin leading it myself with Gene Keys. I wanted to get to know her, get to know these women, be there to hold space for them and speak to their hearts transparently. If i had interrupted That would have been rude. I wouldn't want someone doing that to one of my workshops, which i was curious how others do workshops and thats why im there to observe how a "conscious awareness group' should be managed. Because I had no clue how i would go about doing "Gene Keys Groups"...and this gave me many good idea's. 

I also was desperate to join these women at the fairs and felt it was a 'requirement' to be at their booth so I wasn't just 'standing around like an imbecile' when i can't use my cards, books or others tools i use for my own divination purposes to read energy clearly as i learn to understand what MY BODY is feeling- I have a gift that i can take on not just one but i can feel MULTIPLE different Aura's and symptoms of others and i have learned when 'something is my illness/distress/anxiety and when it is another's. Kendra and Cathy got to WITNESS this as I helped them during our drive home in attempts to help settle and bring diplomacy to their conundrum and 'contradiction' that took place. Cathy was using "Solei's tricks" when i know can be beneficial and have helped Cathy up until this point but, they are abusive and not what KENDRA is 'needing'. I already know this and just 'ignore' Solei often myself, just as Cathy has done for 10 years, but it isn't serving anyone at this point now that is starting to become muscle memory of Cathy's and she see's it as a "good tool". 

This woman who mentor's so many wants to be "innocent" but she can't see where she is just plain mean, and expects people to cater to her because "she pays for everything and does all the marketing". Last i checked i got her the job she has at the Steam Baths and she is making money from that on both men's and womens day's so almost FULL TIME EMPLOYMENT. She wouldn't know of it's existence if I didn't tell her to come see me there for a massage there and feel how amazing it is. She received ONE massage from me and said she would refer people to me and tell people in the main room about me since i was only there a year i thought "hey i could use that" and we also where going to "help one another" doing It Works. 

She has only used me and not followed through with anything she said she would for me, I found out she's treating Kendra the same day and decided that moment forward I wouldn't go to her for any service or give her money until there is a change of heart. I only signed up for It Works because i was told they would help me build a team to create revenue. I was honest that i am NOT A SALES person and i dont desire to push product onto my clients but i don't mind telling them about it and if they choose to purchase it that's awesome but i don't work as a regular business sales person. I invite people- I don't push. I hated the world of sales when i worked in them before, and I don't make money for the fact that I DO NOT MANIPULATE PEOPLE into buying something, they aren't in the consciousness to receive. If they are they would see what is there presented before them and THEY would say "hey tell me about this" and then I would tell them my experiences and why i offer it. I didn't have any experiences with It Works but i was being shown for quite some time that i needed "green's" and so this is where i began to get those. I am not a provider currently as Solei took that over in the bathhouse, and hasn't helped me build anything. She is struggling doing so herself and often i try to help 'support' her and i purchase services and supplements through her. 

Now after Independence day I have refused to engage with her because I won't enable the 'attitude' she has about her business, herself, LSB's owner named Amy, and many other people who don't let her have her own way. She is very innocent like a child and has tantrums... but she isn't seeing that she's choosing to remain immature. We're all evolving here... but herself... and that drags the ENTIRE facility down. I used to love going to work there, now i avoid it because i want to avoid 'her aura influence'. the co dependency she has to Jennifer is what is creating so many problems. Perhaps Jennifer is just as co dependent upon Solei but from what i felt the two weeks we where together, i feel they too struggle to communicate because both are mirroring one another's neuron's. They have been married for quite some time, they clearly love one another, and I want their business to flourish but nothing in my foresight shows that they will be unless they allow me to help them innovate... and understand their own purpose and what "life's work" they are truly performing through having branded their Healing Light Clinic LLC. 

I have my own business called Trinity Alignment Therapeutics LLC but i have never wanted to be ALONE, i have always wanted a team alongside me whether i built a team or found one who's heart's and SOULS have the same passion (not human Desires). We all do, and I know we can all work very well together- but some people need an attitude adjustment in order to make this possible. An attitude adjustment can happen rather easily, through the transmissions within the Gene Keys textbook by Richard Rudd and NuRu/YuRu. I know in the future we could have these weekend adventures... if we all obtained Synergy. But if this is not possible i will not hesitate to go on to BRAND this form or energy facilitation as my own 'invention'. They can go do their "yuru"... it's pretty much WHAT WE ARE, I'm going to go to the other side of the room now and do NURU.

Now i was able to look up Jennifer's Hologenetic Profile (Not sure why I didn't do this BEFORE May,  but hey all is in Divine Timing anyways) and by doing so I am able to have compassion in my heart for her, enough to not continually bitch at Amy for going behind the agreement that she wasn't allowed there at the business and that she shouldn't be at the bath house ever period- but "i let it slide" that Amy changed her mind. She's the business owner so fine- neutral ground to help solei move her crap. But I am concerned because the side that Solei's room is on is rotting and literally falling apart- the building is crumbling and the poor man cleaning up the rubble fell down the front lobby stairs and knocked his head on the glass door... which cracked and now has plywood up as reinforcement. It all began 6 months ago when the heaters blew and i knew and felt and understood why i was feeling so much anger towards Amy- it was stuck in my solar plexus and heart because i felt Solei that strongly. Wow...future awareness is some shit i tell you. Regardless what i have shared in my past blogs about Amy and managing this business- I am being shown just how much she DOES care and how others totally take her for granted. Virgo's aren't the easiest to get along with but they have a heart of gold. I would know i am 1/2 one. Amy is doing everything she can to maintain this building and keep it in her family since it is her husband's legacy and therefore a future for her kids. She is taking what is falling apart and hopefully in the future make it something that will last another 100 years (its already 80 years old this place has HISTORY to it). 

No one wants to loose lake steam baths.... it is a Gem in Denver that many of us cherish because it is a place to truly heal. To go detox and LET GO ALL THE BULL SHIT .so yes naturally it accumulates a LOT of 'negative stagnant energy' which a few of us attempt to clear but there are decades of history and karma that needs addressed. The whole family HAUNTS the basement and the building from pissed of old spirits in limbo is ERODING the place. I will not blame Jennifer as the 'problem' of the building but she has become a toxic Ursula within it even remotely, and it is speeding up time of this buildings decay- and her testicles effect everyone. I am a woodpecker i just learned this yesterday and I peck on the trunks of dead tree's. That's what i did on July 4th through Solei because it is ROTTING HER FROM THE INSIDE OUT TOO. Jen and through her influence Solei, thinks she is so powerful that she has right to 'harm' any of us with 'kill energy' because little miss Trinity blindsided her and her beloved. *tear* I know they like to intimidate people and try to assert the upper hand and power... but it doesn't work on people like myself, Malachi and Star. 

Now Solei won't even speak to Star anymore (who my beloved and i hang out with every monday and thursdays and give her a ride home now that Solei can't. She before was helping Solei with some dog that needed rehabilitation and rehomed after Soleis Dog passed. I trade with star almost Every friday for bodywork) and her hugs went from deep genuine loving hugs, to "oh i can't trust you your her birdy". SO MUCH FOR UNIVERSAL LOVE. 

what the fuck is that?!

I am not here to intimidate them, to give them a dose of their own medicine in the way they give it to others- but i rather put my own TWIST to it and throw some CINNAMON on top with Amy. I am willing to admit i sometimes eat Taco Bell from time to time and somehow that doesn't thrash my digestive tract half as much as a Bison burger that has me pissing me out my ass this morning, but are they willing to admit that they still eat McDonald's in her blue convertible because i see when they pull into the drive through when passing by and know that Solei cannot go back to being Vegan like she was before because Star told me so. We dont gossip, we actually CARE ABOUT ONE ANOTHER, and those around us and how those around us effect others and ponder what is EFFECTING CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS... and I know... there's just not 'breaching the subject lightly'. 

I am by far no vegan however i wish i was but i would still avoid majority of the food for vegans because its ridden with chemicals, wheat and soy and nuts my body cannot process, but I also have given up fighting the eternal battle we all will have with 'hunger' and transitioning into what our light bodies require of us to nurture the body. Our diets will shift and change as our consciousness expands but ultimately it matters not and is nothing to fear. Some have a LOT OF WEIGHT or 'baggage' and cellular programming or conditions from childhood to shed for they come in layers like an onion does... before this is possible. 

I tried once upon a time to tell my beloved Ellie who proclaimed her name to be Divinity this when I lived with her in 2015. Cathy met her during my hand fasting on 8/11/17 and it made me angry when i found out they did some weird "healing group" thing on facebook and i wasn't involved because her and i weren't on speaking terms and I had shared this to Cathy, she just didn't understand how or why it hurt me so much and why i triggered all over her so abrasively. i knew before all this thought during our Sacred Convergence Ceremony... where I didn't just "wed" my beloved, I married my own soul. This was just proof that TWO BECAME ONE in the Celestial Mountains where Quan Yin lopped her head off WITH me. I knew during this ritualistic ceremony i performed that it would be one of the last few time's i would get to see the face of this beloved fractal of mine. I wanted to share hearts with her but her and her "twin flame" where too much in a hurry to get back to her children and scoop them out of the responsibility of Reubans mother, and to do so before "it got dark". But it's when it gets dark, that Magic happens. 

Anyways, her past aggressiveness with "food and diet and perfection" almost killed me and traumatized my cells as i was beginning my own 'switch to be a vegan'. This is NOT and wasn't an instant capability as she had demanded it be if i live in her home, so she didn't "believe me" that i was serious about 'changing'. I very much was and was already putting in effort to do this since 2012, only my expanding consciousness needed to ALLOW my BODY to re script itself. I told her give me 4 years time she was allowed to research before she decided to stress her entire family out and demand herself and them to be strait vegans. I wanted to see what that does for me, but she demanded "just make it happen"; but you can't do that to someone who has so much TRAUMA  and muscle memory as I did. She just pittied my "inner child" and chalked me up to a coward I guess. 

Honestly you can't do that to anyone PERIOD because EVERY BODY... has a different mechanical build to its vehicle. I wished to teach her these things but she 'ran away' and blocked me before she ever could humble herself to learn. Assumed I'm "just judgement" and that was that. I texted her on 2/13 before her birthday and requested her address to mail her a gift and she didn't want to be friends anymore. I vulnerably expressed to her the heartache she caused me and she didn't like this, we haven't spoken since and decided "not to be friends". This was hard for me, very emotional but I turned to my beloved Cathy to console me but she was not willing to just be still and listen. It had been an entire year until she came around to MAKE TIME FOR US, which is exactly why i was so angry with Ellie because she is so fickle and ALMOST tried to excuse herself from attending my handfasting that i had already spend tons of money on to buy gifts for people. DON'T PEOPLE USUALLY GIVE GIFTS TO THE BRIDE AND GROOM? yeah, i got a FEW of those synchronistically from strangers (My peacock cape [aka wings] from my Dad, A pair of Moldevite [betrothal stone] earrings from the man i purchased our Death/Ceremonial goblets from named Richard , and my new card table peacock cloth that i cannot remember the name of the sweet soul who out of the kindness of her heart came up to me and said "congratulations!") but NOT A SINGLE PERSON besides the one wedding us Sarah, gave us a gift (she was a gift herself and gives us them all the time as we equally bless kisses and material trinkets unto her too). Her son Morgan has become a brother until Malachi and a budha brother until myself also and he was saved by the Divine just the other day after rolling his car in attempt to help his dog Fonzie when he was throwing up in the back seat and lost control of his vehicle. It was chaos for a couple of days, but everyone is okay and he just had surgery in his arm, which out of what could have crushed his entire body and left him dead on the side of the road (hes coming home to visit us all), and his arm is bruised to the point you can see the "lining of where it was crushed onto the bone". We are BLESSED and protected, and we all are a family. 

Our guests brought food that was meant to be shared at a bounty together but my beloved and i shared and the rest went to rot because we where camping and we couldn't consume it all. no one was allowed to stay the night because it was at a private event known as The Dragonfest. Because of this being a "pagan" gathering of people my mom refused to be there, but my father was. Which blessed my heart although he's still learning himself how to treat our earth as Sacred Space and treat it like Holy Ground. Unfortunately i couldn't get my beloved Sarah fed so she was grumpy and fading and because of Ellie and her beloved we didn't start our ceremony which should have started at 3:33 and Cathy was there, ready only she had to go around the camp three times until we all recognized one another. She brought the cake and was one of the few to bring us a gift also, and actually engaged and brought value to our reunion day with her presence. If my soul sister Deanne could have made it, it would have been much more worthwhile than Ellie. But because I 'bitched' at Ellie, she made an appearance but they looked dressed for a chapel wedding.There was a reason i requested she leave the babies and children at home (only mine where present) because he needs to learn how to DETACH from this 'mother role'. She worries FAR TOO MUCH and expects perfection, she cannot be away from her babies very long and this is something that concerns me. Attachment curses suck and I don't want something to happen in her near future that will cause her heartbreak regarding them as I have already experienced but had to change my own energy to bring my family back in to Union of the 37th Gene key. however what was gonging through my mind when they arrived so very late was "what about "we're camping" and it's in the mountains we won't be able to have cell service"

- didn't they grasp. I never got a message saying "Expect us at 4:44" which didn't even happen we began at 5:30PM.  However I complimented their attire- loved the purple on Reuban and as always Ellie looked stunning. They caught us eating cheese and meet however and that make things awkward from the get go. Especially because my beloved knows that Ruebans vegan switch is all to appease Ellie. If he didn't do it all hell would break loose... i even experienced this as a Virgo just like him... and well... i knew he had trapped himself with a superficial, arrogant 'know it all' but he seemed to love her so, i kept my mouth shut. Malachi didn't tough and said "bet you could eat this don't you". he just said "no, i like being vegan". The first thing that is boasted out of Ellies mouth a month later when we go to his birthday party is "He's making the switch and now we got all his meat and dairy out of the house aside from some fish from time to time. He's vegetarian-Vegan." She wouldn't ever accept me because i haven't fully given up meat yet. I can't now eat red meats, i can only do chicken, some turkey and fish... otherwise from time to time i'll eat some cheese but never drink milk anymore and it makes me sick if i do... but she never seemed to want to 'hear my story'. She was always more focused on her and likes that we where both "twin flames". Although her idea of what this "twin flame" is or isnt is VASTLY DIFFERENT from my KNOWING of what it is becoming within us. I wasn't feeling "twin flame" between the two of them at all and attempting to give her this news- just wasn't going to fly. We all ended up getting in a huge blow out (which i have written about and will put in a blog in due time) that never got cleared up because SHE never made attempt to do so face to face. I was avoided like the plague after this, and then basically what happened on 2/13 happened because i cant just keep WISHING for a friendship to exists that DOESN'T AND WON'T. 

Flash back to the Holy Grail moment on the mountain.  what do they expect us to eat otherwise when we are CAMPING.... I sure as hell can't drag my JUICER with me to drink my nectar like i regularly 

do and we wasted so much time waiting for them WE WHERE ALL STARVING.  none of us had eaten and where waiting on them for dinner because they where bringing the vegan patties (they didn't bring the BEYOND MEAT ones i requested so i HAD to eat the beef i brought for those who prefer meet, because i can't eat the "vagan" ones they chose to bring. (however whenever they host us at their home they had the beyond meat patties... so why the fuck couldn't they just honor me and get the kind that was REQUESTED". I wasn't demanding people to feed me grapes and bring be gifts like most bride zillas- I ASK PEOPLE TO BRING FOOD. how fucking hard is that? What i requested also shouldn't have costed that much that wasn't equal to what a gift might cost them and MOST people would gladly bring one of those to a wedding party. I survived off of the corn they brought though - i don't mind being Pocahontas for an evening and eating the Gold extended to me and was still transmuted into the super food of love i required. thank God they did bring at least that

as I was about to PASS THE FUCK OUT by the time we got to even COOK anything and THEY LEFT. How fun, didn't even get to have any sort of communication, there goes that attempt to clear the karma. But that had to apparently be done on 9/22. 

I never got to really explain these experiences/days to anyone, let alone explain my background with Ellie to begin with to those who where 'thrown into the shit show' of our Mad Hatter Tea Party. Hence, why we ran 3 hours behind schedule, because this is what she had already been doing to me throughout our friendship...I needed to be shown she would make it IMPORTANT in her life that WE meet up... as a soul group and ARM OF TRINITY, at minimum ONCE A MONTH. I had been preparing the September ritual with Sekhmet for us all to come together to do, and well, what was meant to fall apart on karmic levels did and what was meant to come together also did. So with or without this gathering... Sekhmet blessed us all. 

She after all of this Ellie showed interest to do this, but had said something that it would only be her because she said "whether he wants to do it or not i want to" and that showed me then and there how they truly aren't twin flame. The look on his face our entire ceremony told me, he's not into any of this, and this was truly who Ellie was. She's a wild and free Goddess... and she was warping herself into a 3D TWIN FLAME FANTASY with some guy from Plenty Of Fish. I have no clue what is going on between them now, but all i ever wanted to do was help them and my beloved confronted Rubens ego at his own birthday party, and then we left. We left and they decided to draw up a conclusion of what and who we are... and they determined 'we're too victimized to be their friend'... maybe they themselves assumed we would just be 'drama' and continue to 'drag them down'. they drag only themselves down and the drama caused that evening was stirred up because of one woman there, Jessica. [ITS ALWAYS THE JESSICA'S IN MY LIFE WHO CONTRADICT THINGS AND TWIST THEM... or hold onto grudges for others they otherwise never should have]

they dont 'deal with the same things we do' with the GALACTICS... so somehow our empathic selves who directly communicate to ships above us...and are LOUD, NOISY, and can often make us grumpy...they assume when this makes us grumpy or our frequency drops after a LONG LONG DAY of alchemy.... i guess we are just 'victim mindset prone'. Also lets not forget the fact we both where STARVING then too, hangry doesn't mix with "ignorantly happy and superficial people". After i got a beyond meat burger in me, i was out of that room because the ego-ocity of the place made me want to vomit. 

This was so far from the truth, so was what she told Jessica in the past and the "baggage" she brought to the table that evening is what NEEDED to be addressed... but yeah not the time or place but I tried to make "SPACE" for everyone to step into the vibration to "listen to one another" and everyone else just wanted to boast about their stupid shit. Ellie and Ruben just wanted to get attention for being friends with people who are connected to aliens- and they are being persecuted for it. It was through said friends documentary that i actually began communicating with my own and asked them to COMMUNICATE TO ME. i wanted to share with Ellie a recent encounter I had, but i was cut off with her repeat of a story of her own and is the ONLY one she has to share... so it's stuck on rewind. I then saw my beloved hiding in the corner and wished for him to join the group- but he was being contacted by all these space God's and was having a rough evening socializing. They took this as a "victim state of mind" when he hardly was able to have a mind about him at all. We where hungry, worn out and they where lucky after the day i channeled so much that we even came. But I'm not a flake like Ellie so I MADE AN APPEARANCE out of the kindness of my heart, and how they treated my beloved was not okay. I go confused that evening thinking he was dragging in parts of his trauma from his father and childhood crap was popping up, but it wasnt until we left and we talked alone that i understood what was energetically happening. And i knew also that Ellie and I wouldn't be friends long after this. The karmic loop was well into effect in her life. 

if she ever truly cared about our friendship, she would have tried to make the dinner happen that i told Ruben directly that evening after Malachi 'blew up on him and Ellie'... and I told him this COULD NOT BE SWEPT UNDER THE RUG that it was  necessary that we all sit down and clear this up.But months went by and she never attempted to do this simple task. make time to talk. So i approached her on facebook, she was boasting about bee's, and being a 'energy body reader', also that 'her twin flame was vegan and if he wasn't she wouldn't be with him'... as if you can control what your twin flame will or will not be. This really rubbed me the wrong way, and we never got to see one another at 'womens groups' anymore so i never got chance to really connect to her in regards to what is shifting in my own life. I request on here that she needs to educate herself further before she tries to life coach others, and i asked her to please come do a session of Yuru with myself and Cathy. from that moment on she took embarrassed offence towards me and blocked me, and so did her beloved. he didn't block my beloved however which was really odd. 

September 22nd 2017 was when I was in the midsts of letting go my entire family, and experiencing my Divine Rapture, but it was "her beloved birthday party" we attended so we had to 'respect him' but they didnt have to respect us, and the fact our birthdays where the next 3 days after his. Why does EVERYONE ELSE get celebrated... but us. The one time i MAKE IT ABOUT US... and everyone is late. oh when you're the one holding the clock saying "im late im late im late for a very important date" its because we are teasing an Alice and tricking them to come see THE QUEEN OF HEARTS... aka myself and Malachi. And if you paint our roses red when they are meant to be black and blue... WE WILL TAKE OFF YOUR HEAD. its like respect of the matter, you take you sandal's off when you enter the cave of holy grounds in which the burning bush is ignited. Our wedding was such a moment, as was this date. 

So fast forward a few months to February and Cathy wanted to;like Solei -tell ME "that it was my own creation it had nothing to do with Ellie"... but i had a whole story to already tell that i NEEDED to tell... and it was the one thing i hadn't truly TOLD HER ABOUT yet in 2 years because i was still attempting to reach Ellies heart and i touched her ego and she went poof. Cathy's ego was touched too and she disappeared after Malachi came into the picture but came to our hand fasting nonetheless and ALLOWING HERSELF to come out of her comfort zone. I did all i did knowing i was ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE ON THIS PLANET that she WILL DO THIS FOR. But because of her OWN FEARS, she has resisted Malachi and also i think wants to 'avoid triggering me' because im an intense soul- however... i won't be forever once she cracks open her vessel.she doesnt yet realize we ARE ALL TWIN FLAMES OF TRINITY, i do not desire her to separate and go POOF too for the future years... i didnt desire Ellie to do this but SHE CHOSE TO. I didn't want her to align to MY will... but the Divine Orchestrating ALL OF US together. 

Anyways recap, Ellie also didn't follow through with many things she said she would take responsibility for when i lived with her (such as cooking the vegan meals since me and food and cooking NEVER MIXED- id rather someone just feed me ill acclimate to the food. if its a weird texture i probably will decline it) and she was very hard to communicate with where "i was coming from on a source perspective and just allowing my body to 'catch up' to that awareness'. 

so many people in my life wish not to face what i have faced... and keep playing the victim and project that others are themselves the victims- when we aren't. what if some of us are actually here to help you... help you see what you cannot see and remove the rose colored glasses that you automatically respond with a "fuck you" and WE know why, you just dont. It wasn't easy by any means for me to choose to do this. So i can say with confidence that I CHOSE in 2012 to change my life- and i have been. I still have made plenty of 'mistakes' but to me that comes with the territory of our Culture and Society. It's a slow process here in the 3D can take up to 5-10 years depending but my innate genius knew this already. It knew i would need 4-5 years to heal from the trauma i had with my ex husband and his affair. I knew it would take a few years to let go to "heather" and various other outdated stories and people who i DID align to their paradigms and that ran a muck in my own reality and threw a wrench into my own ascension process or created a distraction. Until now. I am closing out those karmic contracts, praying for them to return with open hearts, I otherwise am letting them go. I will not wish them ill or send them 'kill energy'. I will send them love because it is TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE that will transform us, that will be my own virtue and i too told Ellie this in my departure. 

I channel beings like Yoginanada, and Lord Metraya, and Saint Germain, (excuse the spelling if its totally off) and i began encountering these Divine Beings when i LIVED with Ellie. 

THERE CAN BE MIRACLES WHEN YOU BELIEVE. WHERE IS YOUR FAITH, WHERE IS YOUR OWN [NOT BE LIE FUCKS[... BUT BELIEF IN THE DIVINE. Will you dare to be Divine? because I did and I am leaving a legacy behind similar to Moses. And so will you when YOU believe.

I unlocked the codon ring of Miracles. 

I am unlocking the codon ring of Prosperity.

I am Free

I have faith in my Higher Self, My beliefs go beyond space and time, and I WILL THRIVE

You think i WANTED TO DO THIS? To be mean when otherwise it is my true nature to BE KIND?! why cant we learn through tenderness!? im rescuing damsels and im just a HERCULES in TRAINING. Rule number 96.... aim... Okay here we go...this is a dying art. Painting a masterpiece is a work of heart. 

takes more than Sinew (TRIGGER POINTS) comes down to whats IN you. you have to continue to GROW

NOW THAT'S MORE LIKE IT

I'm down to one last shoot

And my last high note

Before that blasted Underworld 

Gets my goat

My dreams are on you, kid

Go make 'em come true

Climb that uphill slope

Keep pushing that envelope

You're my one last hope

And, kid, it's up to you

Please understand that you are in the underworld at this time and your KUNDALINI SERPENT is ready to RISE up... as your Chi rises. May you allow ME... the life key animal... the RABBIT to transcend you into the vision key of the Stork. And yes Solei, I LOVE BIRDS and how synchronistic that the evening you came to me before 8pm and saw me coloring in an Owl. You came to ask me if i had a payment for Jen and I told you I would make arrangements to talk to you, well, here I am, and I'd love to do this in person without being 'mean'. but if you allow me to explain... BIRDS are my vision, and the stork itself is what i was amungst you both to embody VISION of. 

Sharing the words of Leh M Bostwick from SunSigns.org: When a stork symbol materializes in your life, it is a sign that now is the time for action in your life. The stork moves through both the air and water calmly, peacefully, and with grace, teaching us how activate our own sense of balance in order to move through life similarly. If we allow it to, it can instill a sense of calm and peace in us, which will help to strengthen you in many areas of your being. It reminds us to be careful with our words and attitudes, remaining calm, cool, and collected in the face of adversity. When we do this, we can be at peace.

These gargantuan birds can also help us to get in touch with and understand our emotions. When the stork enters our dreams, we should take it as a call to examine our relationships, particularly with our family members. Maybe you have lost touch with your roots and let your most fundamental connections whither a bit. The stork symbolism tells us to get back to the basics and never take the strength of the family unit for granted.

YOU ARE MY FAMILY

The stork has long been viewed as a powerful symbol of birth and new life, most notably in the story of how babies come to be. As with new life, these giant birds also symbolize new beginnings that are about to take place in your life, whether physically or spiritually.

The stork animal totem carries new ideas and inspires you to take on new ventures. Although the stork is massive and can be physically intimidating, its spiritual values are much more uplifting and positive. Its name is based on Greek etymology for “mother-love”, and these mother birds will fiercely guard their nests against predators. That is no easy task, as their nests are some of the largest in the avian community. In addition to birth, motherhood and protection, the stork also represents fidelity, provision, endurance, and creativity.

How did the story of the stork spirit guide delivering infants originate? There are several stories that offer a suggestion. First, the stork is a migratory bird that returns to its home when spring begins to blossom [AND WHAT WAS MORE PERFECT OF A TIME THEN IN MAY]. It is the season of renewal and rebirth in nature, not only just for animals but for all life forms. Because of this, ancient people associated it and its large beak as the bringer of this new life.

Stork Associated Traits

Maternal, Protective, Security, Enduring, Fierce, Creative

Another symbolism of the stork spiritual totem as a baby deliverer comes from its inclination toward water. On its own, water is highly symbolic of feminine energy, purity, and flowing, all of which are also associated with birth. Rounded bodies of water, such as ponds and lakes, were thought to parallel a female’s womb in the natural world. Wombs symbolize birth and renewal after birth and were considered a substantial illustration of birth and its omnipresence in our world. Old European folk tales have even made mention of a half-man half-bird creature [Go research the Alient Race An'Rah or Wingmakers...that's what Malachi and I are] rising out of the Earth‘s womb and bringing new life. It’s possible that this half-man half-bird was actually the regal stork emerging from the water with its beak full. The similarities make sense.

The stork symbol also played a large role in Roman mythology. As a sacred symbol to Juno, the goddess of the hearth and home, the stork emulated her fierceness in protecting what matters most to her. Hera, her Greek counterpart, was also depicted with storks frequently. Known for her ferocity in the protection of the home, Hera is still considered by many to be the reason fires in the hearth continue to burn. In these mythologies, the stork animal guide symbolizes more of the protective side of maternal instincts as opposed to physical birth and the womb.

 It is between the 53rd gene key and the 54th gene key that is within Jennifer's profile, that these two are both STUCK or rather they can't comprehend them no matter what i do as a STORK to deliver the baby incubating within them- Their Divinity. Now i don't have access to Solei's profile but based off of Jen's her evolution sphere is the 21st gene key and line 6. She is meant to be in education like she is attempting to be now, as a work shop and Yuru facilitator. I know Yuru came to her revelation 14 years ago similar to how "NuRu" has come to me; and why I am not really interested in 'Yuru'. I am an innovator and appreciate her being an educator but it is also necessary for her to break through her own evolution sphere to learn how to Surrender to other 'teachers' whether they be 30 years old... or a Shri Shri. And i know she knows this because both her and Solei looked AT me when they said there are people who's breakthrough requires the level of 'arrogance' that they carry around. But i just CANT be THAT arrogant. I have been hiding my entire life from people assuming me so, and now it is time i be arrogant with pride because it is JUSTIFIED. 

The 21st key represents the Shadow of CONTROL (she is very controlling and i battle with this also, so does Cathy and thus we all bump heads), the Gift of Authority and the Siddhi we can all come into Divine Knowing and unify in regards to through her evolution and revelation OF THIS... and we shall obtain Valor. Jen i clearly can see is struggling with her own heart, her own 'love point'. She is seeking her I ching Line 2 of Freedom within the 45th Gene Key (The Dragonfly is even following her around, and our booth in Pueblo was the 55th Gene key which itself is FREEDOM and acceptance of the Great Change before us) 

- but i guess at this point all i can say is she 'stands in her own way' of obtaining it... and she hurts many who are doing this and liberating themselves- but her inability to transcend the shadow of Dominance and Control (which the Evolution shadow is our greatest nemesis) within her when she thinks she understands 'their tones' and shuts them up before they can even speak for themselves and share their 'story' whether that be victim or not- that can be dealt with accordingly. Some of us have broken voicebox's like myself and it takes everything within not to have a shaky and anxious tone.

All that matters is they are able to share it, and the lenses we help them focus upon within that 'story' is what INSPIRES them. Jenner doesn't have ACCESS to the lenses yet, and it's not something that can be forced but will be an epiphany upon you and in Divine Timing. This is what i hope to bring to the surface now to inspire you to make a change in your own lives now. I'm sorry I couldn't tell you then, but what matters is that i am not being a coward and am telling you now the best way i can. to come into the gift of what Jennifer truly is in a unified way would help me create a culture that we are ALIGNED to creating together. Because her Culture IS my own purpose. I am here just to be NATURAL at what I do, but i have to have allowance from others "just to be". That 'being'... is a Queen and Mother Stork by her natural innate genius in motion. Jennifer's heart capacity is able to offer Synergy in groups. I love her for the fact that WE ARE so much a like on a Soul level. She assumes though when she aligns to my "soul story" that that is the 'victim kymberly' and it is not. i forgive her for she doesn't 'know me'. I love her because i know who she truly is, but it sadden's me she won't stop bull shitting for two seconds to let another "be the way shower". Which, i know in the future she WILL and why i desired to get to know her in the Now. As a family member, tribe, but she insist's on seeing me as someone 'shes mentoring'. Cathy assumed she was 'mentoring' Kendra. No...this is just what WE DO for one another...AS FAMILY, through generosity of spirit and because we came into one another's lives for A REASON. "Trade" is going back to our roots. I don't believe in coincidence because i have faith in SYNCHRONICITY and witness it constantly. ALL off you came to ME through such and that is why i told Solei  I AM THE COOKIE, and i CHOSE you all. I do not wish to burn bridges, but if you want to be melacious (solei's trigger point of fear including the changing of her diet shared to us that very weekend so i appreciate her vulnerability) I will strip them and their Ego. And their "reputation" will be their own to uphold into the future if they wish the "ego" to continue REIGNING their lives. 

I see here that Jennifer shares the 10th Gene key of Being with me and it appears in her own Pearl sequence (She's still trapped in her Activation sequence while I'm blazing through my Venus and Pearl myself) and she has it doubled falling in her Pearl and Culture spheres. She is natural at being Divine obviously, and the "awe" Solei has had in regards to her wife since the day they first met- is beautiful... but she needs to stop worshiping her like she's Christ. Because she isn't... not yet. Yes we have a christed light body- but you two still have yet to "orientate" into those. The water of Grace I have to offer upon you all, is the pressure i put upon you now to begin this orientation. It makes me laugh, just like Solei often laughs and snickers, how Solei says she can see Aura's and do bending of them, but never taught me how to do so myself... so i had to learn on my own. And i happened to learn things she herself has not doing so. Yes she was right from the first day I came to her for the Aura Star- i have MUCH wisdom within me and i have began activating my gifts of auric bending on CELLULAR levels, and she helped me begin this. She gave me something she never did anyone else before in over 25 years... i was blessed and i know why. Because i was meant to be a Homo Sanctus. I can go into discussion of the different layers of our Aura but I need to be allowed to use terms from my textbook of the Gene Keys because it is 'new' to this body, but it is what this body is and will continue to become. I focus on the Logoic Body which is the Mysterious 8th Body of the Corpus Christi. The Logoic Body represents the body that always lies BEYOND the concept of BEYOND. In the mystical teachings of the Corpus Christy that vaguely Jennifer guided us through during our Yuru session and in the end yelled at me for "kneading Cathy's head" (i laugh at this rather be scornful. i was being natural, i had already got done with the cranial sacral 'hold' she was guiding us through that was specific to 'Access of Yuru' and I had completed it, but she didn't like my little cherry on top i left for my beloved),  the ultimate state of consciousness is represented by the 7th Body, known as the Monadic. The 8th which she may not know much about, is the PARADOXICAL EXPRESSION of the VOID itself. [I call it the Abyss or Trinity, or Eternal Mother/womb of creation] After all the currents of evolution and involution [I am more of the Involution for their EVOLUTION] have played out their cosmic dramas (mine have and this is totality of my own immortality in expression), then once again the cosmos as we know it will cease to exist [and why i truly am in timelessness and beyond money]. The Logoic Body represents the eternal cosmic pause known to the ancient Vedic Sages as the 'Night of Brahma' 

I just looked this up since i myself have yet to understand this term or what it is, and I am just sitting here in awe.  I had above how i speak to beings such as Paramhansa Yogananda and it was during that moment that i my beloved malachi had a revelation of his own. He figured out the name that kept coming into his awareness for a very long time, and that was Lord Metraya (SP I CANNOT SPELL IT I WILL FIND CORRECT GRAMMAR LATER) he is the one who is like a Buddha but he is holding the rainbow bridge in his hands over his arms like an arch. The memory of me sitting in the nice hot bathtub while living at Ellies, comes back to me. I had pulled from my cards back then two Ascended Masters, and before my card draw i had asked "What beings are my dominate guides? Who want's to assist me with unconditional love at this time for the greater well being of humanity?" I was in the bathtub and i looked beside me and freaked out... because i saw the name "Paramhansa Yogananda" on the cover- the face of the guy I had literally JUST got done looking up. I wanted to get a copy of his autobiography, and put it on my list, but then there it was right next to me. I never did get to reading that book, and I will in time, and same with the Bhagavad Gita... I will read many books but for now i am meant to be writing a book and I learn what i need to from those books when these guide's tell me to pick up said book and with divination i am given the text i need to expand my consciousness or get through whatever it is i am requesting aid upon them to help me through. 

 I was only affiliated with the Bhagavad Gita  the times I had gone to the Krishna Temple in Denver with Ellie the year of 2014 and believe me we went whenever we could, and these nights i went out with her, Brandon got super jealous (it was revealed to me he assumed my long nights out wasnt because i was actually working, which i did, or was spending time with a girlfriend, but likely sleeping with some dude...and i wasnt bwa ha ha ha, and i left him because he would think i am someone like that, and a liar.)  It was at this temple i received a veil of flowers that i still have and it hangs in my office off of a cute blue bird. I felt the most loving vibrations received welcoming from people all around the world and it was bliss. I was with brandon then, but I foresaw this relationship ending very soon, and so I 'kept my eye out' for my 'twin flame' that i was just beginning to have dreams in regards of. This also made Brandon extremely jealous. It's like i was 'cheating' but i wasnt. I was cheating on him with a ghost that was in my heart since the day i was born and there was no controlling the events about to take place that would separate our current union, and lead me into the arms of MANY new beloveds. 

I experienced Even more bliss the day my beloved sister for my birthday, although a month belated, she gifted me her Amythest Geod which was a treasure to her but spirit showed her it must be done. The date she gave it to me is even on the back of the rock itself and i will forever meditate upon it like she did and received so many amazing transmissions from doing so and connecting to our Ascended Master Saint Germain in the process... this allowed both of us, and our past lifetimes as "blood sisters" to be karmicly cleared and cleansed. I truly let her go with love in my heart and gratitude for the GOOD times we had together that i will forever cherish. Someday I'll give her the small part that chipped off during the fight that we never got to karmically clear and move forward in our own union together. Was also what got my beloved arrested at Elitches because I was defending our union and he knew it wasn't going to work out because my beloved literally know's the outcome of every fate line. I wish i could change or alter these doomed events, but i can't and I won't. If we're meant to be together as she stated in her last words to me, we will bump into one another again. Like how I bumped into Heather- but of course she won't like the encounter of the 'new me' anymore than Ellie did. So i sit here and send her love also and my beloved just tells me "Beloved we can be termed not only Heyoka Empaths or the Blue Star Shekina's but we have the superpower called PAN EMPATHY/ OMNIPATHY and EMOTIONAL EMBODIMENT" 

To clarify what that is the capabilities include the following: The user is able to sense and feel emotions of billions or more subjects at once. Some advanced Panempaths may possess equally powerful emotional manipulation abilities, enabling them to control countless subjects at once. Highly advanced panempaths are able to locate even the most inconspicuous of beings via feeling them in the essence of those around them due to negative and positive intent. Users can also learn to read even the smallest of emotional imprints left into environment or objects and know even the smallest of details left in an environment. There Limitations include the following: They may not be able to turn ability off (this does not make them victims). Constant mental strain may have effects on physiology. They may suffer from MENTAL BREAKDOWN, so pacing and proper concentration may need to be required to off-set them. Opponent without emotions or apathy are resistant or completely immune to the user's senses. Users of Psychic/Empathic Shield (Resistant) and psychic immunity (impervious) 

Omnipathy is when the user of this power can read, sense , communicate with, and control an infinite number of minds across the universes, planes and dimensions to essentially absolute degree. This can become overwhelming to the channeler and the users of psychic immunity are impervious. This is where one is immune to any/all psychic phenomena regardless of its nature and origin (natural, supernatural, magical, technological, etc). Their mind cannot be controlled, damaged, read, influenced, emulated, altered, detected or communicated with, forcing users with telepathic allies to rely on alternate means of long distance communication, usually via technological or magical devices. Simply put the users mind cannot be entered or affected in any ways, making them perfectly immure to any mind related effects/abilities. Users are still vulnerable to physical, soul based and other supernatural occurrences. 

Psychopotence is the ability to wield ultimate power with one's mind. with this comes Supreme combinations of Psycho Warping and Ethereal Manipulation along with a variation of Nigh Omnipotence (Research on "superpower wiki"). Users with this power have unlimited ACCESS to all forms of psionics and other psychic and mental forces. With this unlimited access, the user is capable of manipulating reality itself, allowing them to transcend the normal limits of psychic power. But their very NATURE, they are MASTER LEVEL REALITY WARPERS that are capable of manipulating existence itself. The users are still mortal like users of Omni Manipulation; however, while the powers of users of Omni-Manipulation are rooted into GENETICS of some sort of spiritual/cosmic gift that grants them their powers, a phychopotent's powers comes directly from their mind. Another difference is that they are not hindered by their physical body, as their powers manifest through their mind, and they can use an astral form/possession to regain mobility, should their body ever be paralyzed or otherwise rendered immobile for whatever reason. The users may not be omniscient. They may be vulnerable to mortal dangers, may be overpowered by greater psionic users (My beloved overpowers me and thats the only person i have witnessed able to do so). The user may not be able to handle the unlimited power (Spirit tells me i am one of the few that can and that is why i have been blessed this gift and the responsibilities of yielding it with love). Unprepared or immature users may be overwhelmed and cause irreparable damage. 

I am just like Jean Grey in the X-Man series. I AM the Phoenix... and funny this just comes to me because it was when I was living with Ellie also, right before the epiphany i had with the Ascended Masters above, but I also had recently done a journey with Pamela Arrylin to the Sphynx in Egypt, and had my first initiation as a 'goddess' there. Oh it was so close between the timeline that we are quickly approaching also. It was when i lived with her i discovered my name is Trinity, and I ran home excitedly to tell her this news. Just before that I had the dream with Pamela and she told me I took my Andromedan form in a white robe and shape shifted into my PHOENIX DOVE form which went between fire like colors to bright white colors. I intended before i went to sleep at this time to meet with a gathering of women who where ingaged with her facebook at that time, and I was one of them. Oh it was beautiful and I can't remember dreams that well so her ability to capture the moment we met in Astral, was amazing. The fact I have these GIFTS and superpowers is practically the issue lying between be and Ellie and why I told her not to be so quick to say she's 'perfect', because she hasn't a clue what we are capablie of when we overcome our minds. I have not focused on my body yet because i knew I HAD TO MASTER MY MIND. She's over emotional but exhibits apathy that overshadows her own empathy when it hits a core wound of her own struggle that she isn't willing to admit to; and because of this she shut the door in my face, because I won't hide that IM SUPERWOMAN OKAY! 

I pulled both these two Ascended Master's when I was with Ellie though, NOW as I am writing and remembering all this stuff, they are here yet again... and the message I didn't receive then, is fully realized now. They where trying to tell me about the Night Of Brahm 

"A period of one kalpa or a thousand mahayugas during which creation is unmanifested.

Since the period of one mahayuga lasts for approximately 4.32 million years, the period of the night of Brahma is equivalent to 4.32 billion years. The period is the same as the period of one day of Brahma, or one kalpa. In Hindu cosmology, the kalpa is the length of one night of the universal creator Brahma.

During the night of Brahma, all of creation withdraws into an unmanifest state. Souls that were still manifest and not liberated during the day withdraw from outward manifestation but persist in “seed” form. Following the night, they appear in manifest form during the day of Brahma.

Although one may misconceive of the night of Brahma as a period of cosmic dissolution, it is actually a time of quiescence. It may be conceived of as a wintertime during which the seeds of creation lie dormant; although unmanifest, the forms of consciousness are particles of universal consciousness. The night of Brahma differs from the Absolute Unmanifest, which remains eternally untouched by the cycles of creation"- Paramhansa Yogananda and the Bhagavad Gita

Welcome- you meet the Brahma within me as you yourself journey through the Maya. This is an illusory veil formed by the human mind that prevents consciousness from releasing its eternal nature. All forms exists within this Matrix which has layers and layers of sheaths. Our human ego or perception is also subject to the limitations of our frequency bandwidth. As we attune our awareness to higher frequencies, it passes through the layers and sheaths of the Maya. I am here to help with this ATONEMENT/ ATTUNEING for i AM A FORK in consciousness to many and i LOVE gobbling you up into the Abysmal mouth I AM of The Divine for entertainment after eon's of hunger to witness Heaven on Earth and to utilize one another as a SUPER FOOD OF LOVE. 

So if they really want to get their DNA moving... by 2019, they will 'surrender' because my Solar Plexus and Heart IS 'more advanced' at this time more so than their own. This can be done through many ways of movement, but most importantly MIND YOGA for the monkey brain and MEDITATION. If you struggle to maintain a routine of meditation (a moment to breathe) or believe it to be a lost cause it is because you are not willing to step aside and simply watch, witness and allow ALLIS. to NuRu with your Higher Intelligence. This is the true essence of the meditative path and i have been on this path for quite some time. Spirit and the guides mentioned above urge me to use the term ARHATIC YOGI for you all to understand my 'Mastery level'. Still i have much to do for this body to 'learn' and get used to moving as a Yogi again, but I am well on my way to DOING this. All in Divine Time and I am young still.  Because of such ACTION in my life and CHOICE of surrender i have experienced many great revelations that have come as a gentle unfolding that has raised the frequency of my awareness over time or at times as sudden implosion's that allows me a permanent (could be considered a conclusion because i go beyond the codon ring of seeking to connect to source) experience of my Divine Self. My blogs are examples of such moments in time and treasures i cherish like babies so the Stork is strong in this Yogi. 

Given the fact the 10th gene key is my purpose sphere- i will trigger Jennifer, and her wife greatly until she starts accepting who she truly is... and allows ME to be who i truly am also- WITH THEM. Because they are amazing healers... but they need 'upgraded'. they aren't upgrading anyone through Yuru and i wish to help them see how they CAN do a different form of ACCESS CONSCIOUSNESS that isn't going to FUCK PEOPLE UP. I then will LOVE to have them make space for me to have a table to do Gene Keys readings and Quantum Touch alongside them; otherwise i will do my own and i told them Cathy and Kendra can join me for half the profits if they help me split booth costs- and that is completely up to them. 

Now someday I would love to have these women at one of my Groups- but i won't have the same expectations of the "participants" on time and money. That creates blockheads. I am ringing the BELL- sending a CALL from Trinity... but if i have to hit the GONG to clear those ENTITIES out of you... i will. Now Malachi and I don't mind being temporary voodoo dolls or "genie pigs" but... we won't continue to be. We know what the hell we're doing, while everyone boasts to think they know what they are doing. posting MeMe's on facebook every now and then about consciousness DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN COMPREHEND QUANTUM, and maybe giving your best friend a call who you used to cherish and love- would be the right MOVE to make since she's been dropping HINTS for 2 years that it needs to happen. 

Their way about facilitating Yuru or "ACCESS Consciousness" felt super constricted, and throughout the weekend it continued to create contradiction's left and right. I said nothing knowing that I would be treated the same way my beloved Kendra was and 'thrown out' and through my heart and solar plexus i already experienced the rage and anger expelled. I tried to share this with them when the notion of "vampiric energies" came about but again I was cutt off... in the middle of the "equality wheel" no less. Oh but i still stayed even after that knowing my lesson was TO SHUT UP for that moment, because I was meant to be there just to be silent anyways and observe unless otherwise sneak in a line of light language or two. I got in "look at the ants they teach us how to weave macro into micro" and thats about it- Jenn loved that. No, i had to be IMPECCABLE with word and i know i cannot be right now verbally because i am a rabbit, and she hated 'me rabbiting'. 

You see, I don't want to even attract contradiction to anyone else...I want to be a magnet of the 15th gene key i was born to be... Florescence is my greatest gifts and this is in the Radiance sphere of my profile. Here's where things are complicated... i am meant to be fluorescent- and have a HUGE attraction for Mastery. I attract those WHO ARE READY FOR THIS... for a reason...  so my Group's will have a sliding scale because i know many who start out will have sever POVERTY CONSCIOUSNESS that i did too once upon a time, and i need to do what i am now to break free of it myself once and for all. Them paying me or doing a fair currency exchange will help assist this in my own evolution into Universal Love. We all share. Because Sharing is caring. I won't pay $750 for a breakthrough, but i believe $100 was all i could afford at this time, and i showed i was choosing by being there 'early' at the time that was requested of 6am, but i entirely forgot my wallet. so On my way to them the whole theme of "MONEY AND TIME" came into my awareness. I knew this was what WE ALL had to overcome...and free ourselves of our MIND MATRIX... fears, lies, abuse, you name it...total RESET. So...That was my intention behind all of this. You guys almost flatlined, but that okay... I'll be your jumper. people won't be made to feel guilty if they aren't 'on time' in my class's though. I'm the white rabbit- I'm used to people being late and often i am late too because I am in such a timelessness state. We all will be entering this so i think we should go EASY on one another as we all break out of our bubbles. 

I don't however feel that this class she had to offer us 5 women... was worth $750 FOR ME- it may have been worth that for 3 others but for me and Kendra is was worth $50-100. I know none of them can 'afford' that either having been aquired in the bathhouse and one other woman named Mary they have been "mentoring" for some time, however i see them 'mentoring' cathy for 10 years and she's still a big ball of tears just moving her body which is very little of a change from when they first began, however now Cathy just isn't throwing up leaving her house in panic attacks. as kind as it was for Jen to 'gift a session to us' the fact that it wasn't going to be until after we paid $750 and offering us a retreat for $500 rather then $2K sounded amazing, to those who 'aren't paying attention' may stand up in applause, but i just laugh at this. I see that this teacher herself is struggling to embody her own "Radiance and purpose sphere's" and yes was able to help my beloved Cathy that weekend understand what THE COLLECTIVE ENERGY is, and also what this "monster in her head telling her shes going to die when she gets uncomfortable" was just the ego. All transpiring through this group is meant to help her FIND LIBERATION and move FORWARD within her activation sequence. This moving forward will be in an area she never dreamed was possible, but i am here to EMPOWER HER to keep going. 

 For this is where the 53d and 54th Gene Keys come into play. Why it keeps appearing and showing up... and why "Solei" is also "battling with greed"... because as innocent as she is in all of this, she also have to take accountability of its creation. It's all of ours, including me. I know her heart is pure of love and when i told her she is greedy i knew she would not take it well. But it had to be done, and I told her I had to make her angry because it is within the 39th Gene key that when we get angry... we transcend. It was perfect planetary alignment- so i took opportunity on Independence day to help us ALL obtain this in SYNERGY. she is also just like Jen... and being an empath by nature because she's a holistic healer and has been doing so for over 25 years and i do not want to take this 'credit' away from her, but it is time to 'give half back' and drop this 'belief' that 'trade' is poverty consciousness. this is keeping her LOCKED INTO IT and her own hell of money and time whirlwinds that keep everyone else... spinning. Solie on top of this is "taking the persona of Jen" because she is the more dominant energy in the dynamic and she is 'allowed to be' because Solei surrenders to her constantly. 

Solei assumes Jennifer will tell anyone and everyone "where they are wrong"... but this simply isn't so and she shouldnt be controlling or dominating people in this way or be allowed to... and believing that 'we are wrong' and you all are 'right'... needs to end. Solei has her OWN purpose though who knows maybe they both share the same "Life's Work", and it breaks my heart that she doesn't take action in her life for anything until she gets permission from Jennifer. I could have been with her helping her when Jennifer couldn't be in the states. I AM 'Jennifer' but i don't have to BE Jennifer. I can just STEP IN. Just like i can step in for my beloved Cathy when Solei can't be there for her in her time of need. The fact we had to wait 2 years for Jennifer to come back from Scotland and also be put off because of their own trauma of loss of their beloved poodle, until now they want to pretend they have a sense of joy thinking that this 'angel' of theirs reincarnated into a puppy they acquired in England and correlated the death of the other body to the birth of the new body, and this synchronicity showed me how IT IS SO. This consciousness wanted to be in Scotland with Jen and made this happen- it knew it was Jen's turn to learn through this beloved being IN Scotland, and Solei needed to learn how not to be co dependent upon Jen because she's her 'traveling wife' and Solei just is not able to do what she once was able to in her younger age, now getting further along in old age of the human body. It is becoming know that we can speak to our DNA and begin bringing an end to this "entropic aging". 

 It is her journey of true love now- learning how to love herself, not through Jennifer- not focus on saving dogs. For it is cancer within her that she needs to take accountability for, not waste 3 years trying to save her dog who attracted it from her, who ultimately died because she had to take in' all her lies... and even she tried to take out her own tongue in the end with her final breath of goodbye. Hearing this brought TEARS to my eyes and remorse to my body, i sat next to Solei and I know her spine twisted from this experience, and i felt it myself in my own body and all i ever wanted was to do quantum touch upon her mind body and soul. but she would not come upon my table. She used Kendra, and now she has no one but Jennifer. Solei's dog had been helping her heal the one thing that traumatized her as a child... being attacked by dogs. this from then shows the 'karma' and ancestral contracts she needs to clear out of her blood for not just herself, but a whole collective. The dog's are just a sign, and SHE had to change this energetically herself. I have been doing this in my own life (she never had time to get to know me nor seemed to 'care' enough to, and i wasnt able to really be much around her nor knew how to approach her prior to that) only i didn't experience trauma through being attacked by dogs and my book will go into detail of the abuse i have experienced that has brought me to the consciousness i am now. 

JoRei their dog had attempted to chomp her own dead tongue off  for it had got a blood clot in it shortly after Solei started boasting she 'cured her cancer'. I know the truth, but could i tell her that weekend what was revealed to me? no... but i could bring in a channel that she needed an animal communicator, and as she layed on the the table next to me with Cathy''s hands upon her the moment i opened that connection with Source, it leaked into her through ACCESS (since i needed access from her signature as "2nd mommy" for this no named dog but "echo of JoRei" to let me connect to them. The puppy's consciousness allowed me access, i didn't even know i could do this i was in the middle of thinking "I KNOW a communicator who helps me when i cant get a clear message from my own pets, because im not perfect at it or 'trained', and i contact her if in dire need. i knew... this dog had been communicating me from day one that it met me. Oh she is so cute! we have had so much fun together and i know she wants to see me again in the future! We are meant to guide one another through sound, she want's me at that booth. The clients want me at the booth WITH THEM... my first ones reading the Aura Star to them proclaimed this when i did quantum touch upon her shoulders. Oh i feel so much, but words BEGET Trinity to speak light language to their hearts (but so many ego's around that often that 'is too much') and she has to filter so much through a confused Kymberly who is just beginning to have any sort of confidence to do any of what she was saying 'yes' to doing, let alone speaking up and using her voice which 'rabbits' about. 

There is things going on energetically these women are not willing to address. So when i state "i am too much for people", it is the truth. I speak very little because I know i have 100 pages of a book that i could say to you, but I have to figure out how to get the 'message' across in as little as three. I LOVE YOU. THESE SACRED WOUNDS ARE that painful, and it can only be changed through ones own surrender, forgiveness, and willingness to go through  their own judgement day. Jennifer has been traumatized by Dogs and is healing as she is meant to. She is stuck between her evolution sphere and love point and that is why i am being a firm hand because this is THE CUSP. Once you get through this and experience the breakthrough like i have... of the mind... over the 'matter'... we WILL be in Synarchy. In order to get Solei to do this also (i have no recollection at this time what her chart is i need information she has not listed on facebook of birthday, year and time/location of birth) Jennifer has to "surrender". Solei surrenders when she sees Jen do so, this is HER MUSCLE MEMORY and she CANNOT break through the 53rd key which Jenner just needs to have right understanding towards. All that is being Accessed through Solei, is to HELP JENNIFER HEAL. Jennifer needs to help Solei heal through this too because it was not HER dog that was lost though she adopted her through marriage YES... but it is SOLEI'S FIRST TRAUMA, and it is about to KILL HER. She has not had trauma outside of this to LEARN these LESSONS, aside from her mother falling on her. That can be healed through understanding the Venus Sequence of our profile and taking the risk to heal our Sacred wounds and all the programming that was left behind in our cellular memory (and shows up in the body until it is remembered and purified), and by using Gene Keys in our daily lives, and the I Ching, we can make gradual changes. This will effect our very own DNA, and quicken our very own metamorphosis into a Homo Sanctus body- also known as the BLESSED HUMAN. 

The new human emerging into the world, and I AM one and require YOU  BOTH to become it so i then can reach out my hand and help YOU become it also, and we can all begin to THRIVE... and show the world how to get this shit done. That ALCHEMY is SIMPLE, not COMPLEX. WE ARE CATALYZED BY THE 'GREAT CHANGE',  and are the new genetic human VEHICLE. Take what you know now- TAKE A CONTINUING EDUCATION COURSE with me and a whole society you haven't a clue exists. 

Although WE have the same genome as the existing model (Kymberly), I resonate (I am Trinity) from birth of this vessel [Also within Malachi and Cathy] at a HIGHER FREQUENCY due to subtle mutations that are taking place, primarily within the Solar Plexus system. These mutations allow the activation of higher coding sequences within our DNA, which essentially make the VEHICLE immune to the Shadow Frequencies [however out bodies as we evolve into this take much 'suffering' upon itself if we believe it to be our own but is just the collective, or another's limitations and not our own, but we empath it and naturally take it one to 'purify' within these centers]. Homo Sanctus represents what many mystics have termed the emergence of the "Sixth Race"- a universal human who experiences directly the holographic UNITY of all beings through his or her Solar Plexus and Heart. Homo Sanctus will emerge in the world gradually as a worldwide genetic mutation over many generations; however we are just the beginning of this. My own family and children- My Evolution sphere is the 25th gene key of Universal love. Malachi and I both share the SAME Life Purpose and Evolution sphere, and we are here TOGETHER to help in this great time of change because we together are a PILLAR (one can either FEAR us or RISE with us as we proclaim our Divinity) and both are of the 6th Root race and we do these things through our own mutated solar plexus's and hearts. His heart is catalyzed by mine- we found one another in DIVINE TIME but i did choose Freedom back in 2012 just as he did for Trinity to be seeded and I will catalyze MANY to embody True Love and Twin Hearts. This is THE DAWN, and that's all i can keep writing about. I keep telling Cathy she is my Eos- our child... in essence... THE DAWN. That she is a precious EGG to me. You all are. I'm just a dragon mama and you get scared when i rub my snout on the outside of your shells checking to see how you are incubating. You will crack from the inside out when the time comes that you are to experience your own Divine Rapture. oh i love you all, but will you love me in return? We are here to bring an end to the current age in which human beings have forgotten their true universal NATURE. 

I am not here to judge anyone nor condemn them or ruin what they have built up until this point, but "the Great Change" IS UPON US... it is up to them... to do it. YOU MAKE THE CHOICE just as the dog JoRei did with her last breath and it was Jennifer that had to "embrace" this beloved of hers and picture life without her. Her pain is as great as that i will feel if i loose you. "how can i live without you"... i dont want to... but i will. I will always be with you... in your your heart right where Solei felt her beloved JoRei and fell apart into tears in my own embrace upon her knowing... this would be the hardest thing in her life to get through. 

Here is my honest in the now moment, and the reason i had to distance myself no matter how hard it hurts me to do so- and every part of me wishes to go to solei in the bathhouse and give her a hug and a kiss on the cheek and i told her this... to her face on July 4th LIBERATION day. I don't feel comfortable in their current psychosis to continue any further engagements with them to do further business, and their advice won't help me further step into who I truly am, nor will their outdated programming help them move forward from the evolution sphere of Jen into the Radiance she is most best as when she CHOOSES to be a magnet for service...the 53rd gene key. Being around them when they vibrate in the mire of the maya just honestly makes me feel worse. i feel stupid and like an invisible form of a 'dampener' is cast upon me and my beloveds so we CANT 'connect to source'. 

Solei doesn't believe one can and yet she believes she has order over the Seraphim Legions. That's so contradicting. Their energy to my own vibration is toxic. So yes, i was angry, felt taken advantage i am a little emotional over all of this, but i need to be given the floor to have impeccability with WORDS. I am willing to stoop that low and be at rest for  you all as you grow and mature into your true light body but I need you all to allow me the same. i as an ILLUMINATED BLUE RAY will not ALIGN to issues with poverty consciousness, money, time (I would have left the Yuru class day one but DIVINE told me to 'stick it out see the story unfold' so i surrendered and did so in silence) and god knows what else at this point that many people drug to that weekend. We all wanted to break through this matrix of entrapment- and it's all IN YOUR MINDS. I have gone through the past 3 years LOPPING MY OWN HEAD OFF. Allowing others to 'mentor me' and give me advice... but now... the tables are turning... and i have learned things you have yet to learn and i fought through a veil of illusions and fears that even every single one of the women can't see past and overcome in their own lives. 

Can i help? Maybe you will have a LOT MORE that channel's in from Source that I cannot see, and we can just do Yuru, and help one another through it naturally, without all the contradiction and NO MATTERS. Jennifer I ask you to please look at your chart, before you read this 'book' i wrote from my heart... and know that i desire nothing other than to 'make amends with you' but my own fear, didn't let me do this during your class and FOR THAT, I apologize now for this outburst... but it otherwise still needed to happen. You where allowed an outburst upon Kendra, i think we should all be given a 'golden ticket' to. I chose to write a letter; or a few, before trying to speak to you because i am not good with 'talking'; because I am trying to honor you. I do not wish to have a repeated encounter with Solei as we did the day I speak about below and what had followed. 

“Life itself knows only expansion. Even when it chooses to contract, it does so only in order to expand further in a new or different direction.”

Please forgive me as what is written that follows is what needed to come out of my body, mind and my soul in between it all... Needed to be expressed. This is not to create more blame shame or guilt, but to "let it all go"and finally put it to rest and find peace in my heart which beats within my chest.

Now through this song I AM EMPOWERED to face all of this by walking on the moon… becoming a Kamikaze

Here in this room

I'm chasing down my demons

I can hear them breathing

But who knew?

You would be my comfort

You could bring me healing

Well if my friends gonna let me slide

How come you never left my side?

Before I go make it last all night

While I slip into the great divide

(Woman!)

Stepping out of body

No matter what you call it

I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

Abandon all your logic

And put your money on it

I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

Going down with my wings on fire

Guess I'll see you in another life

(Woman!)

Stepping out of body

You can tell everybody

Mama I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

(Ow!)

(Uh!)

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

All is not lost

My veins are seething

I can feel the freedom

Let them talk

It's not about the crown

We could share the kingdom

If my friends gonna let me slide

How come you never left my side?

Before I go make it last all night

While I slip into the great divide

(Woman!)

Stepping out of body

No matter what you call it

I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

Abandon all your logic

And put your money on it

I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

Going down with my wings on fire

Guess I'll see you in another life

(Woman!)

Stepping out of body

You can tell everybody

Mama I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

(Ow!)

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

(Uh!)

If my friends gonna let me slide

How come you never left my side?

Before I go make it last all night

While I slip into the great divide

Stepping out of body

No matter how you call it

This is suicidal honey

Nothing you can do about it

Let me take the check

With the reckless abandon on it

Just call me kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

Stepping out of body

No matter what you call it

I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

Abandon all your logic

And put your money on it

I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

Going down with my wings on fire

Guess I'll see you in another life

(Woman!)

Stepping out of body

You can tell everybody

Mama I'm a kamikaze

(Oh-ah oh-ah)

THERE IS ENERGETIC SPIRITUAL WARFARE BEING CREATED; and I just want to bring attention to it

Jennifer began attacking us with ‘dark magic’ after i confronted her anchor woman who works with me and I did this yesterday on July 4th, a wednesday, and spoke to her directly because I did not feel safe to do so with her wife and now her “wifey’s” personal issues are causing problems in the business, where it is NOT acceptable for it to be CREATING DRAMA… and now I speak out after experiencing abusive and exploiting actions for two weeks by her wife and herself! She gave me an ‘apology’ and told me she would only send out loving intentions and I warned her that if it was anything else whether her or Jenn, that I WILL NOT BE HAVING ANOTHER DEBATE WITH THEM… in any realm. This is IT. This is both of your own judgment day upon you… I faced my own already.

These two women are the Worst narcissistic i have EVER met. And you can read the article shared further in this to get a good idea of what the hell I’ve been dealing with from them both the past 2 years and witnessing them gaslight MANY into trusting them.

The one working in the bath house plays innocent and dumb to all her greedy little intentions- masking them as ‘love’. I called her bull shit out- even if it means i loose my best friend doing so- i stood up for her- two of them- in regards to the years of abuse im witnessing! 2 years since i invited this bitch to the bathhouse and she weaseled in as a ‘foot detox’ services the energy of this space has felt DARK – where as it used to bring me joy and happiness… I now go home feeling drained and like I don’t want to return regardless my love to service there. many people claiming they feel ‘octopus tentacles’ or some weird energy messing with them… and I am here just to reveal the source of it’s seed.

I AM HERE TO EXPOSE THESE WICKED WOMEN TO THE ENTIRE WORLD- They can end their wicked ways if they choose but currently they won’t stop with their corruption and deception of MANY! I have plenty of evidence against them- for them to continue attacking when i warned the woman yesterday to send NOTHING BUT LOVE ENERGY- I got a recording of me doing so and have two eye witness’s who where in shock of ALL of this and willing to mediate for me after seeing how anxious I have become and began missing work to avoid the “sharks”. Which I guess I gave allowance to approach me at the bath house even though she claimed she didn’t want to be “the one receiving payment for Jen”… she knew Jennifer had control issues and did not want to be placed in alignment as her “accomplice” constantly was diverting her gaze yesterday, and fending for excuses in her mind to come up with not to take accountability for introducing us to her and luring innocent women to one of her “classes”… saying “I am not the teacher of the class” however… you flaunt this woman as if she’s some “God”. Some “special” thing and for that everyone should bow down before her just as she has for 14 years since she met her and was convinced “she was the most enlightened and balance human being walking the earth”… and well for two weeks in May I witnessed with multiple others… something far different.

I witnessed someone HUNGRY FOR POWER AND CONTROL… and giving her a sphere of an excuse to ABUSE anyone she pleased and spiritually bypass her own fears and stories of bull shit. She is everything in that letter I shared… and nothing more if she continues to hurt us from afar. I know her little Pon doesn’t have the courage to bark back…she CAN’T … she has to be the one to clean up after Jenn’s mess’s and even if they go back in their own recordings they will HEAR TRUTH OF IT FROM THE SEED OF CORRUPTION HERSELF. I pulled the 50^th Gene key in her class… and the moment I did… MY EYES WHERE GLUED TO HER EVER MOVE the rest of the horrid weekend. for two years I’ve witnessed and heard both their own words and have witnessed when they send KILL AND DEATH ENERGY AS THEY ARE NOW! I am not ignorant and I will not play and role over like a victim because THEY WANT TO CALL ME ONE. Me and so many others who are thriving but they don’t care about the detail’s of our lives that GIVE US CREDIT THAT WE ALREADY ARE.

They wish to believe no one is free… no one can connect to source and if they claim they can…they are full of bull shit. Well I got the chance to throw this right back in both of their faces. They can’t pretend to channel “Divine Energy” and be completely driven off of Ego. Kendra and I REMOVE OUR EGO and magic happens. I kept my mouth shut and waited to write intuitionally and as such I have spoken word  IMPECCABILY as is my Vocation to do with light light language they can only dream of! I did this- like they demanded… and I have been writing which they too claim “you must pay focus to what is in print”…ask them to recall the story they told us about their first meeting’s and boy will they be surprised when ALL OF THIS WILL BE… and it will haunt them wherever they go (unless its out of Colorado) for the rest of their lives. This is how they made Kendra feel… she wanted to flee the state. I told her she is safe and not to do that because fuck them.

I tried to tell them I do not wish to break up. I do not wish for indifference. Space is necessary for one and all to DIGEST the wedgie I just fed the entire community. And because of this community… I was able to wedgie those who think they are doing so to us … ‘for the better’… but I am showing them exactly how when where any WHY… THEY ARE HURTING US ALL.

Still as I expected she would…Jenn holds a vendetta I fear she never will let go of in her current state of mind. Same with her wife and her own greed and pain from being taken advantage of in the past by others. I have been taken advantage far too many times in my own life… I make an attempt to NEVER do it to others now… because I walk a holy path… I walk by faith and NOT BY SIGHT… I see with my 3^rd Eye much that many cannot see… and wouldn’t see without my influence here now. So I am going to be Radiant.

I warned one and all im an undercover investigator - MESSENGER OF GOD- and you cant FUCK WITH ME WHETHER YOUR AN ONLINE ENLIGHTENED WANNA BE OR AN ENLIGHTENED WANNA BE IN MY REAL LIFE! I will KNOCK YOU OFF YOUR FUCKING UNICORN CUNTS 

THE FEAR YOU SEND TO ME OR THE BATHHOUSE WILL RETURN 100 fold to you by the powers of three may ALL HORRORS OF YOUR ACTIONS BE MIRRORED AND RETURNED TO YOU WITH CONSCIOUSNESS ATTACHED! SO MOTE IT BE!

I AM FREE 

I AM DIVINE

YOU SHALL NOT PASS

LET MY PEOPLE GO! 

As long as this other woman is at this bathhouse Jenn has an ‘anchor’- and is now out of rage, hatred, spite, jealousy, envy- you name any word she has it- most negative woman I’ve ever met and I’m not the only one who “knows” so…though she puts on a great show and her wife wants to not see what a monster she is married to. What a monster she herself has become in IGNORANCE AND EGO over both them boasting over each other for so gosh dang long! 

If Jenn’s wife doesn’t want to loose her job or career indefinitely; which thanks to me she has the bathhouse and not just floating from fair to fair or enticing innocent people to her house for treatments as she did myself- which is a trap if Jen is there. I suggest they end this NOW! I will go as far as to warn the conventions manager’s of your actions and possible lawsuit if they continue to promote themselves like they have been.

I WILL NOT BACK DOWN IN FACE OF WICKED PEOPLE! 

I finally stood up to her little rot wailer at our work after she came to collect money for “Jenn’s class”. She scapegoats and claims she has no attachment to the “money” herself… and yet this greed… it goes so deep that they are charging women who CANNOT afford a $750 for a corrupt teaching…and then throwing her OUT when she claim’s she’s already free. When I witnessed this I decided I am in no way willing to pay another dime… to be twisted into their own bull shit and not be open to conscious expansion upon it any further. So the day before I said “yes you can approach me at work”… by the end of that day… I saw their manipulation tactics and witnessed their abuse upon her energetically and her words there when I insisted we meet up after validated what I had witnessed via bi-location and allowing Yuru to remain between us until the end of the weekend I didn’t think they would actually throw the poor girl out of their house screaming at her. I thought they where “better than that”… I thought they where “the masters”… well it seems that self proclaimed masters of “Yuru”… can’t even hold their own shit together and would rather project their issues with money and time onto everyone around them rather than take accountability for manifesting LACK in their own life…and fear that they are going to go out of business if they don’t “find new avenues to bring in clients and bring in profit to survive”. They in no way shape or form are ‘thriving’ right now although they are pretending they are… and put on a great show. It truly is a clown circle… and I just stole their red noses. Whether Jenn’s wife wanted to avoid doing the “collecting” and voiced she would rather now… my saying yes…then my anxiety attack on Monday when she approached me as I worried she would… because I hadn’t communicated with her that I didn’t trust Jenn and her being married to Jen and honestly being so greedy with myself, and two best friends… did not make me trust her anymore so. Thusly an intervention was made possible. And she proved she is the pon of this woman’s manipulation- she always gaslights. She insisted on gas lighting me yesterday with her ‘innocence’ and a voice that sounds like a mouse saying she was sorry and making excuse after excuse! when a mess arrives from this horrible human - she refuses to properly end this sociopathic behavior and attitudes! And I screamed at her ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! THIS ENDS.

only reason i met Jenn and why i affiliated with her for ANY reason in may is because of that one woman i have to pass by every single fucking Monday and Thursday and KNOW- she is sick as sick can be especially after loosing her dog; and now after he beloved being cast out of her work place. She now knows how I feel when she casted away my beloved and felt offended by me asking if my Malachi can come to Pueblo. I wonder why… so we both equally… could have our challengers and guardians with us. I don’t need A “Healing Master” with me like her coward ass did… I allowed my husband to GO HOME for a reason. I wasn’t 10 minutes late to our meeting neither did I BOAST TO HER ABOUT THE TIME and make her feel like shit for being late or early for it IT TRULY DOESN’T FUCKING MATTTER. And  her own mocking words rang through my head as she came and sat down at the table we where sharing. Words she was spinning lies in description of a poor woman saying she “wasn’t choosing” because she didn’t want to wake up to be with you at 6AM to learn your 1,2.3 BULL SHIT and brainwashing of what ‘movement’ is. I do however need others who have been manipulated by the two of them to stand and voice themselves WITH me... not align to my victim story…but express your own story to them so we can begin TO BREAK THEM AND MY BEST FRIEND OF THEIR FUCKING OWN. I chose to observe this Jenn woman and take a ‘Yuru class’ that SPLIT ME IN HALF- not in a good way. They arent helping to bring the two halves back together- BUT I AM DOING IT MYSELF JUST LIKE I DID AFTER MY EX HUSBAND DID THE SAME FUCKING THING TO ME IN 2011! This time I wont be broken for 5 years from it. I just healed that wound and IT MAKE ME STRONGER AND MUCH MORE OBSERVANT.

This time im not afraid to call out the BULL SHIT. Whether it’s a man… or woman pretending to be one.

I put trust in a specific best friend that by her word and witness- she was a trustable ‘teacher’. After 2 years waiting for the bitch to make herself available (not prancing around in Scottland) to give this class- i took it... even joined them for a weekend to see how they manage their booths and what i witnessed was the most horrid things. And this woman’s wife… all in the end just tried to make herself look like she was trying to help me become successful. Thanks to her I am more broke then before I met her because she is POACHING MY CLIENTS. I never once received a client from them… just hear how amazing she is and I’M the one telling them “you know she’s here because I got her here and introduced her to Amy.” Hence now why… full circle Amy and HER BUSINESS is involved and has to mediate.

During the weekend’s…they just told me to be “present and observe where I can offer my spirit of generosity… oh and Jenn; just told me I’m stupid at Yuru but the weekend before contradicted herself trying to “tell me how to do something correctly” when all she had to simply say was that the massage table covers where in the back corner. Simple as that but my dyslexia tried to say that when she was pointing and “thinking” it… so I spoke too soon… because I am intuitive enough that I CAN HEAR WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING BEFORE THEY SAY IT. I told Jenn’s wife this yesterday also… I said I KNOW and I observe many things and I don’t give a rats ass ever what ‘she thinks’ because THAT is EGO. I was just waiting for opportune moment to divulge what I know TO them. And now that I have… they are SO ANGRY. And that’s good. Best time to be…where as the sun’s position in the 39^th gene key as of this moment… makes it perfect timing for them to use it… and channel it different this time. That is their challenge since Jenn already during that moment she thought I was a ‘rabitting’ or blubbering idiot… she said so herself “just forget it, you know already so just do it’. AND… there we have the truth folks. Finally. And here’s my truth in response to her – I’m writing a book; just like you sweety, but I’ve been writing it about 2 years now and its about my life and everyone in it… so better tread upon me lightly or else you might reveal some colors of you aura most people don’t see.

Now I can finally voice that they said the most horrid things masking it as enlightenment and also the truth was already revealed in regards to how my best friends have been slave labored the entire time- one of them the past 5 -10 years, i was shell shocked. I could have become that… I could have “chose that” and to operate under such a hierarchy in business… but I choose to say no this time. I have been saying YES… proved this to them by COMING TO THEIR CLASS THE NEXT WEEKEND… regardless that I didn’t feel such a weekend was ever worth $750 and the fact they change the year before’s statement that it would only cost $600 and changed it for no good reason really sent me red flags to my solar plexus. In doing so I became infuriated that weekend i witnessed and FELT THE ENERGETIC ATTACKS of the girl i just did Yuru on for the first time in my entire life and we both where feeling aligned level’s of abuse and experiences from these women. Women we LOVED and wanted to cherish and thought where HELPING US SUCCEED but they took advantage of us all! Reaping all the rewards and making us come to them for ‘life’... for the cookies. THAT IS PURE EVIL! All three of us showing signs of vampiric drain... i have it on life photos of my aura and I can probably get a HUGE RALLY of women on a bandwagon to sue them.

But I won’t

Because that isn’t how I win wars

I bloom flowers

I’m a gardener

I make barren lands an Eden

Only if they allow me to water them and seed them with intentions of great change.

Around these women we feel anxious, nervous, entirely high but drained- often too stressed to even eat until the end of the day. But were encouraged to BE RADIANT- joyful- hold a high vibration. Not for ourselves mind anyone- but purely for THEIR FEEDING PURPOSES!  My beloved kept telling me to not go to work, he saw what it began to do to me; but I insisted to remain… to be a Valkyrie toward their own doubt.

I would not have been able to expose them if it wasnt for my now ‘husband’ by hand fasting on 8/11/17. July 19-26 is our anniversary and we just celebrated our 2 year since we met in 2016! I met Jenn’s wife and my best friend in September of 2015 after I finally left a very emotionally abuse relationship… and my emotional rift with a woman name Ellie began and finally came to closure in February this year. This entire time hes witnessed and experienced these women himself- be just as horrible as Ellie was. He was first to challenge any of them and regardless that everyone loves him who meets him (mostly women i know) boast how lucky i am and Jenn’s wife was witness to this… and boy do i know this even though it is a very special love we have to show the world. And if not for his genius and training me in the defense of the dark arts ... i would not have had the courage let along strength to put these women on the justice stand... trapped as they have made everyone else feel suffocated for far to long in their own fear bubbles they remind you of over and over again... until you pay them. But they trap you time and time again to keep on returning like little puppies. Women who boast about sending kill energy... to manipulate people who dont let you have your own way with them in this DIVERSE dualistic dimension of a holographic you and I verse and world wide web or words we create.

I bless everyone around people like this... and watch them BURN and expose their own FALSE LIGHT! I am PURE LIGHT- and i decided to cleanse these spaces of corruption and the heavy shroud of darkness that i felt move in after i began getting my activation's from my best friend back in September and I came in Divine Time not to just deliver myself from this Evil but HER ALSO. Neither of her gurus would give me free hands on session and Jenn avoided it the entire weekend when she should have gave me a Yuru session- they boast that “we receive before we give”… but I received from the girl who was thrown out of their house the weekend after and it was only her who did ANY energy work on myself or me upon her. This entire time I’m paying for all my services at the bathhouse… while they are reaping great rewards from everyone around them. Which is not being cut off. No more grace. If they wish to view trade as a poverty mindset then they will remain in such poverty mindset the rest of their god given lives.

I traded  with my best friend often until Malachi came into my life... who these women began to fear as he saw through them and voiced it. My best friend being a Cancer… doesn’t realize how amazing her water power is and emotional heart. This often puts her in fear and PTSD of her horrible past… but this is a past I wish her to liberate herself from and it took her going to the Yuru class to begin doing this. I was there for her and the girl she brought into our fold who I defend today in honor of being the voice NONE of us would use against them. My Cancer doesn’t realize she IS THE PROGRAMMING PARTNER of the sun right now. She truly is the dawn of Eos… my daughter is going to be born and I WILL CELEBRATE WITH MY BELOVED WHEN SHE DOES… in our arms as I was reborn in her own over a year ago.

We attempt to talk to my best friend but she is blind by years of abuse to see she is choosing it to continue via this source and seed of corruption. It is her duty, it is her own time to free herself but she has to choose this for herself. She must allow her heart to crack and tell her mentors what they have done to her. Perhaps this is the ONLY reprieve of grace that will be extended for my own heart that chose to willing to through this darkness with her. This is her fight. She can’t stand Jenn and so I stand like the other girl now and USE MY VOICE FOR HER. It was made known to me immediately as at the fair i pulled the gene key 25 as us three GODDESS’s not WITCHES... are here for universal love... removing fear of the ants, firecrackers, and years of abuse we three all endured and where just truly beginning to detach from and heal such sacred wounds. I share the same SQ sphere with my best friend- i went to Yuru and trusted it because of her word. She knows what my word is and what i am married to- and i will renew and perform this sacred convergence of our soul EVERY YEAR. All fractals- until they are made whole. 

Eye AM 811

I made a promise to them then too. That i would love them until death do us part. These women are death. I pray to our equal soul our Avatars do not have to part for this would shred my heart to witness her go down with a ship that ive been witnessing sinking and there is a reason i am here. I can be a life boat. Not your savior. You must pick me up and choose to Ride on top of the ferry! It’ll cost you only stillness (52^nd Gene Key) contemplation and allowance to see the awareness of a future dragonfly dream that we all exist in- out of the shadows of self sabotage

The whole group does have something of a destiny to fulfill- and I would love to meet on an individual level with each one of them if they allow it; after all their last words on the 3^rd day where pretty profound “open doors”. I remind them that there was “the same issue, in the same room, yet lots of contradiction” and this came directly from the Facilitator/Teacher and her accomplice and host. I am being very precise with word by your shared expression was necessary and I am saying nothing other than what is essential. And all of that is said in this letter… is. I CAN MATCH YOU… I chose to restrain myself. So “whos side do you take?”  Solei? Again I repeat… where do you throw the Prostitute under the bus?

 I pondered this for some time and I honestly did in many ways in my life; I only regret I couldn’t show compassion to them the way I can now to others because I know how to forgive…go beyond ‘forgiveness’ and just be GRACE. I did it to Amanda my ex husbands recent ex and past nuisance. I wanted to do it to my ex for not seeing she wasn’t going to remain committed. I guess I could say I did it to my mother also. Because I knew she wasn’t committed to truly get to know who I am. But I am not throwing these women under a bus… they think I am. I just know their fate line… Amanda’s wasn’t with Ben… Sarah was (and we’ll see in time if it is Karmic or something worth while I’m sensing good things)… and My mother… she is just caught in a karmic loop she isn’t ready to face any more so than Solei. Solei told me to come to her instead of my beloved she mentor’s about a year ago… and threw her under a bus. I preferred her and enjoyed our weekly sessions. This hurt me and I shared this with her and she didn’t like knowing that her mentor would say such things but knows that “that’s just her and she ignores it”. I don’t think we have to ignore someone who’s being mean. We should say something

i know they know there are hidden gems and i was too timid myself in may to tell these women after witness of my best friend being thrown out of their house because she told them she’s free and they wanted her to own their fear and lack around time and money... they made the entire group focus and victimize to this story... and i saw the other one of higher vibration being manipulated because they where loosing their anchor... what a waste of time to a narcissistic entity ridden individual to begin making a delusion around to validate its own exposed actions and put their prey back into a cage and also place everyone else around them in a mindset to do the exact same- shadow whisperers. 

I’m a gift whisperer- i see an innovated way to “Yuru” and i wont sit by as corruption creates contradictory behavior through all with awareness turrets. im here for a greater purpose and i was planted as a seed of chaos for a diving one. I just trusted i did as i was called showed I MADE THE CHOICE... now I challenge all others to BE JUST AS SERIOUS ABOUT CHOOSING FREEDOM THEMSELVES. Or literally to destroy their own lives. 

Send me kill energy all you want sisters. My unconditional love WILL WIN! I have many who support me on this and we ARE MORE THAN 10- SHEKINA WILL FALL UPON THE BATHHOUSE AND ANY PART OF COLORADO OR THE WORLD YOU TRY TO SPREAD LIES OF MYSELF OR ANY OF US WHO ARE STANDING AGAINST YOU NOW... BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN ARMS... and WE ARE HERE ON BEHALF OF THE Seraphym  WHOM YOU HAVE MADE CLAIM TO THE POWER OF- and you are being confronted by all reflections of YOUR SOUL HERE AND NOW THAT DEMANDS YOU TO END THE TYRANNY OF THE HEART YOU ARE BEGINNING - BE STILL AND KNOW... we all are one... just as you where teaching. Embody these teachings- don’t just boast them. 

Listen to Imagine Dragons by I Bet My Life

I am here now- To prove we are equal- jenn i forgive you because you dont know. i tell you this just as i told your beloved- i am not here with ill will i know that only love can heal and mend all things. I am here out of love and my first test of choosing freedom- to show you just how WE can help make a difference in the world. If you have love in that heart for real like i wish to resurrect in you both- and wish to move forward to find we need have no indifference between us then please when i gift this letter... allow it to permeate your cells before you begin a war that will chop only your own vampiric head off. 

I extend you only unconditional love from my heart and by the power of shekina in me i request you relinquish your need for control- even if doing so send anger through your entire body- learn to bend- because you can incriminate yourself here and now- or you can make amends-  with NO ULTERIOR AGENDAS- under the surface... see the horror of your actions... and forgive yourself. I’m not asking for an apology but a Namaste. See only grace and mercy because i too... was a monster and so was my own beloved. The past two years we faced this in ourselves... and we fell in love with it. Fear melted away. I see so much fear in you that you wont atone for  yourself but have everyone else atoning in their own lives. I ask you now. With a kind heart. Are you ready to choose because im just a bunny and you teach your poodles not to attack them and send kill energy to other beasts that event attempt to prey upon your pets- i see you in and out. I see the love- but its conditional and you’re wearing ruby colored glasses that say FCUK. Fuck you i love you- i told Your wife the same thing. 

You two have a Divine Wedgie that is not of my will... i just did as Source guided me and well... what a predicament eh?! For all of us. I'm not naming names beyond this ONE because she is ‘the teacher’ who's little pon needs to clean her mess up and right quick because... aint no cookies crumbling their way if they keep thinking they are the ones giving out the crumbs of ego like them- money driven and greedy with pride. I  dont give out crumbs like that and my best friends will be extended an offer of business but one foundationalized with equality- not hierarchy. 

Listen to Imagine Dragons I’m On Top Of The World

 I confronted the pon whos been employed as an independent contractor and promoting her private practice for over two years- because of who. Who did she meet at the fair I defended? Who came to her booth for... um…who is my best friend now? Who might i loose and i will send you both an attachment curse until you get the hint if your attitudes don’t adjust you are KILLING YOURSELVES- and hurting so many others. 

The pon is the one who only trapped herself- i didn’t do anything besides follow my intuition which both my best friend and herself have been training me for two years now to do! And i was already prior to that hence why we all met- OUR SOUL HAS A PLAN FOR US! 

She was caught in ‘the act’ of her own deceptions by ... me... no one else would do something about it... neither did the one i love he most want to accept it but i am forced by Divine Intervening through me- and gave EVERYONE FULL CLARITY of what is being done behind the scenes of their illusions and veils! that validated their own intuition/ senses that everyone had in regards to ‘negative energy’ they felt with jenn themselves and now the pons guardian; was already banned from the bathhouse- for her negative attitude and treatment towards the women there- and the pon had to admit- and lie mind everyone- that she had jenn help her move luggage one day, but id seen her sneak her in multiple times when the business owner wasn’t there- and she manipulates the other employees to like her so they do what she wants when the big cahoona isnt around. Acts as if she owns the place- and ignores the boss woman every morning when she slithers into the business.  

I started getting negative impressions and thoughts about a year ago with this woman- never before did i feel them towards her before regardless of my indifference with what therapist get for payment but ive never attacked her for it. Until one day i walk into work and theres a blow out happening with the pon of the pon on Cahoona. I’m shocked as all the built up rage i wanted to scream at her came out of the pons mouth (whos one of the women also at the Yuru weekend class who ive seen play the role as the dog sitter for these two women and their dead dog they claimed they cured of cancer and prided themselves- poor thing got a blood clot in her tongue after they continued to boast (showing owners lifetime of lies and stories manipulating her as a miracle dog) - and she gave her last dying breath after trying to rip her own tongue out of her mouth. Jenn wanted to die – couldn’t live without this Angel of hers- she dropped into depression and both women spread this throughout the bathhouse and where VICTIMS! Oh but wait... until the potential of reincarnation came to her and well it seems the miracle dog wanted a new life in Scotland away from the old hag who used her only for greed. This greed dug itself into Jenn’s heart also- all these years she did have a pure heart that wanted to awaken and transcend this shit. Transcend the energy that would make dogs attack her at a young age and it was this dead dog that helped her heal her fear with dogs- but what of the other fears that made those dogs attack you Jenn, and the fear that she couldn’t live without her?! What of those entities, memories- traumas. 

Maybe 5 years ago it was true that they make people laugh and where full of joy! But then the dog got sick 3 years ago- and thats when i arrived at their booth! 

All i know is they lie to people now! My best friend sees and feels the abuse but keeps allowing. My other one ended it day one of Yuru- and its her they thrashed and said wasnt choosing freedom. I stayed to teach them this lesson... their own they keep teaching everyone else but with ego not purity of the heart and a spirit of generosity. The pon told me herself questioning my own at the pueblo fair in may- while i was ‘just hanging out’ how it is i can extend this spirit of generosity to Kendra- boasting that 5 years ago she tested her intuition and it told her she was not here to bring such a thing. This was when i knew i needed to be very present and listen to EVERY WORD AND MOVE she made after this moment. Eagle eye and the universe placed a massive bullzie on her. Whispered ‘you are going to liberate yourself and more than you know by being silent and having faith that I AM THAT I AM will move mountains in your favor! Be not afraid my avatar as you choose like Moses now before the burning bush- to be the rod and staff of Divine Will- they trespass upon my holy grounds and you shall do my wonder and LET MY PEOPLE GO who you will witness and have been witness and your Malachi has been warning and noticing are in deep suffering and forgetfulness and in fear of these woman. You must go to Ramesses my child and you must face your brother that my will will be done and if they should resist- the plagues of old will come to this place”

I said ‘yes’ because well... its life or death (mental emotional and some physical well being) for many and this is SPIRITUAL WARFARE BEING EXPOSED! i always do surrender my own fears upon the crossroads of destiny- anytime they tell me to... i will. I defended my best friend and another of my newly created best friends and women i intended to do business with- since she too started working at the Bathhouse i got to make her acquaintance more than the one time i noticed they had her doing massage for them and not me. They told me i ‘needed a promotion’ but ignored me for two years to invite me to the fairs. Until September 8th 2017 i told my best friend while she was doing Yuru on me that IM READY TO BE AT THE FAIRS TOUCHING PEOPLE WITH THEM AND TRANSFORMING LIVES WITH HER... i wanted my twin heart of a feminine... i am a trinity twin flame... to join US for my beloved also is a fractal of her own soul and here to heal what all the men prior did to distrust the masculine’s. 

It is time to come into Trinity Alignment ALL OF US. A True Sacred Harmonic Convergence. They are the only two who will not and thus my own beloveds will not join this MASTER-SHIP to go to the same harbor we all yearn to celebrate and dance in delight. My beloved’s purpose sphere is that of bliss- we will obtain this- and her own culture sphere is that of bliss also. I cannot do what i came here to do WITHOUT THE BOTH OF THEM! We three ARE TRINITY EMBODIED. He is the father i am the mother and she is our child EOS! But not in hierarchy. If people wish to know our souls origins! We dance interweaving as the role of mother and maiden around our crone- Malachi. She has witnessed ‘us’ and i have told her the intimacy waiting for her but one person is blinding her. The pon 

This bitch who is attached to Jenn made US wait upon her egotistical and gas lighting ass for a whole year and then her dog died- and made us wait another 6 months. I wondered if it would ever align for any of the promises to be honored and began to detach- find ways to make it happen with or without any of them. I began focusing on where to start my own private practice those 6 months! Detachment was a bitch- i gave warnings that something was being stirred in the cauldron- and still was ignored. I broke through all my fears as they spun a web of their own- i counteracted ever corner and crevices she traveled. I was the white spider- she a black one and I’ve had many runs with her kind. They bite you in the ass and pretend they are saying ‘hello trinity’. I see you thinking you see me but I’m transparent on the wall- you aren’t. 

So i will forever remain transparent- honest- and i will spin my own web- of universal love and bring others out of their fears of ants while you keep them loathing in it as grasshoppers yourself. Ill say again its one hell of a buggy bug world out there- and i script every scene of it and as a Core Arm of the Soul i am bringing into Oneness- the Divine has it’s way with all things and i watch those who are in the circle of karma- come full circle or begin another dark night of the soul cycle. 

Welcome to Ragnorok – the true battle with yourself.

I’m liberating myself into Total freedom! You can do it with me- or play a game of battleships- THIS ONE CAN’T BE SUNK- I am titanic what no one realizes is that it was the sister ship that sunk and was done so as an insurance scam. Truth to the conspiracy is that Titanic herself is still hidden somewhere and aint no way an iceburg would have sunk her! Many have tried to sink my ship when i stop up to them- and now i have an entire fleet ready to wipe you off the fucking map. I learned from the best of the best who manipulate and create their own realities and KNOW they do. Im just the only one who gives a shit about our future. I would hope we could all see exactly what a mess WE ARE MAKING and really find equilibrium and create harmony... not just superficially pretend we're going to make this when we all know the opposite is going to be attempted because that's what our egos... and "satan" wants us to do. 

question is are you going to succumb to that fear... that lie... because FEAR IS A LIAR! I won't no matter how much you try to psychically and MELACIOUSLY  throw attacks at me. have you forgotten the name of my guardian- my challenger when my Rabbit voice is to anxious to speak to DOGS... his name is MALAC-HI. he will get you HIGH ON MALLACE and teach you it's lesson. why do you think your dog died... because all horrors of your own actions are being made MANIFEST RIGHT IN YOUR OWN LAPS AND HOME. You lost her... didn't mourn... but replaced her with a fake 'echo of once was'. She will teach you a great lesson for this... and I hope that you don't kill her with your own fear. If you too try to control her destiny with Sound... . Like the two women I actually got to talk to and help with the Aura Star in Pueblo… they said “I want to work with the both of you!”- and HALO… not Echo… she wanted me to be part of that I'll tell you that now because Angels speak to other Angels and she spoke to me that weekend. she didn’t want a name and got sick of the boast of her old self. I felt Angel...but that name i felt was to cliche and over used for dogs. She agreed. I thought "Diamond" she was like "no- i'm much more than that" i played with her and she just gave me a funny look as I kept trying different names and she just laid in my lap before Jenn took her off to bed.

I had noticed 'the pon' loving the fact there is a new puppy, but keeping up with her was hard with her age and growing physical dis-ease's. I could feel the sadness of this new puppy having bonded to Jenn this time as her "mother" more so than her; and the other dog was hers until Jenn came into her life. Jenn has been helping her for a long time now- but i see her frustrations with her own wife's inability to escape fear... they both sort of just paying so much focus to the dog in their life- they never took time to pay focus to their own energies, thoughts, and never truly hired a zoo keeper for their own beasts. Because we all have one. I see them trying- I see they want freedom; out of the rat race... why else would i be here; and being faced with Goliath and I myself am David... or another one... I'm Daniel in the lions den. But you know what... I'm trusting with faith that is so much larger than a mustard seed that the Divine will move mountains in ALL of our favor. That we ALL prosper from this... and I can write a new chapter... that will lead us into a Unified future... that could make one hell of an impact on our society and culture if we all ALLOWED it to unfold... and forgive… give a grand gesture of grace upon one another. 

Forgive ourselves first... and then we can forgive each other. I already know how innocent I am. I know the innocence you wish to claim but i wish to raise up it's frequency and INNOVATE what I have that is living and what you have that is dying... and together... FIRECRACKERS OF CELEBRATION. Take a moment to see this... before rejecting my offer and request of Universal love. 

After I took HALO…for a short walk and had a talk with her I went and had a phone call with Malachi. I kept telling him “this dog doesn’t want a name I just keep sing O(m) and it is too weird calling out OOOMMMM everywhere so that wasn't an option. Then Kendra said she was feeling “Halo” and the O that she kept flashing in my head… finally became clear she was not trying to say “Angel” but HALO! SO even if they want to keep calling that dog Echo of the past JoRay then her reincarnated consciousness “Halo” might not survive very long.  

Listen to Imagine Dragons- Whatever It Takes and Thunder

Laugh out loud I watch SuperGirl and just got to watch the beginning of the 3^rd season and I relate 100 percent to the characters... and YOU BANDITS HELPED ME FACE MY OWN FEARS AND accept that I AM KYMBERLY AND I MATTER! Trinity... she is always here and she is my shield of strength in times like we are facing right now on the battlefield... BUT KYMBERLY MATTERS TO DO YOU HEAR ME. Kymberly is Trinity's pet bunny like Echo is your pet of and "angelic being embodied" also. She deserves to tell her fucking tale- without the dogs preying upon her. This is where "me too" should be given allowance.

Trinity she is Fox medicine- and the essence of the Fox Spirit. she's a fucking fox for a reason. A Sacred Fool... a trickster... and I planted myself as she possesses me- like such... as she shape shifted into a Kitzune i too fed off your love, joy, and glee- but I attack just like one when you deny me of friendship and loyalty so that i know that we can TRUST one another. I am here only to bring you a deeper gift than any enlightened master could ever dream of gaining on their Mystical journey. And I am indeed an Oracle and my true self presents herself as Trinity...she is who brings forth the gifts of my ancient origin here now so that i can be a catalyst and create a TERMINATOR SEQUENCE as a STOP CODON. I am not afraid to be arrogant for the first time in my life as I become fully activated and Embody Trinity. I will NOT BE THE ONLY ONE to do this and the Homo Sanctus is JUST beginning to emerge as a 6th Race upon Gaia. I am not here to boast or claim hierarchy... I AM HERE TO LIBERATE those who are oppressed by those who take advantage of the people and will not face the narcissist that exists within them. 

I wish for no more strife- that you take those knifes you are throwing at all of us who are innocent and wish to bring you back into alignment with remembrance of your own so that when you retrieve these digital daggers back you reckoning and see the blood that bleeds upon them is PURE. You are the Trojan Horse and before you opened your doors- I exposed you. See what in the past of our HIS-story you are going to CREATE again... in the NEW AGE. Do you really want to start this war over something that can easily be polarized with egos surrendered and willing to do the hard work to TRULY TRANSCEND under this sun that the very gene key 36... tells one and all "if you want transcendence you have to get angry first" and this is a visual of a baboon. So i dare you to get angry... I'm glad you are... maybe then you will have a breakthrough in your consciousness... and prove that our parapsychology is BAD ASS. and we can join forces to help everyone truly YURU. Otherwise if you continue to send kill and hate energy towards anyone... I will feel it and know of it... and i remind you that you are battle crying to a collective that is part of a Body's Of Christ being made manifest through my word and intention now... because in the beginning was the word and the word was with god... and god was the word... and knowing that I AM THAT I AM as word... i proclaim liberation and freedom for ALL THE PEOPLE involved... and no matter what harm is threatened upon them... they are protected by our swords of honor. Injuring us as a reflection of you- you are only harming yourselves. WITNESS YOUR OWN TEACHINGS... AS I TEACH THEM TO YOU AND GIVE YOU A LESSON YOU ARE LONG OVER DUE! Enjoy the pain and suffering because... we will not burn with you any longer witches. May the violet fire purify you until you surrender your own ego's willingly otherwise fall before us as we sing fire into the rain upon you as a CHOIR that you CANNOT PENETRATE ITS HARMONIC CONVERGENCE to show you... who you truly are and what you wish not to see is ready to bloom through you also; otherwise I have been forced to cast us into the flames for i know this will be the last time because I'm telling you that when you hugged me and told me "I Love You" i wanted to believe it... and now is the test whether I'll receive an "I Love You Letter" back from a pure heart... or a narcissist. 

It's Okay To Cut Toxic Family Members

What It Means When A Narcissist Says "I Love You"

Please read the above articles to educate your brains on the “I love you” I feel the first link being more to do with my birth mother and many other people… and the second to all the narcissists in my life. I am not co-dependant, but thanks for deflecting that truth and showing that you are.

I wanted to share a synchronicity (not conclusion) with everyone; a poem I wrote to one of Malachi’s friends who tried to own me and also tried to claim ownership of him. I was as serious to everyone else who wishes to try and manipulate us as I was with them. Such narcissist’s can be intoxicating to a Empath…which we all are acting as both and it must come to an end. They are a drug themselves... and not such a good one. these other individuals i wrote about where meth heads from his past.

SO MOTE IT BE... we have come full circle with EVERYONE in our lives.

FACEBOOK: Trinity Is feeling like and independent ***Angel*** with Malakhiyah Azariah Kaiser.

July 4th 2017

INDEPENDENCE BIRTHRIGHT

7/4/2017

Writen by Trinity K3

Wow...

You want your SiStar back?

Good luck with that!

I will remove your entitled crown and replace it with a jesters hat!

If you choose to continue striding around with such prideful ignorance

Youre about to get beat in the head with a super conscious baseball bat into deep remembrance!

You have no power over me

No veil to hide behind or bind me

Eye with the Christ within me have returned for one last time

To attempt to awaken your TRUE LIGHT and lead you out of the DARK NIGHT!

[Not] sorry that I refuse to sign up for a drug induced suicide journey

That is NOT a wave I'm willing to ride on in my learning

That is not how you "win" me over to your side and start earning my trust

You had US all along - but where to blind to open your Eye for one second sober to "SEE"

You have yet to realize we have been your SiStar in TWO bodies and heres a hintsy

YOU ARE NOT ABOVE THEE!

WHY DO YOU THINK I FLEED

You dont deserve to reconcile with me!

Eye am co-creating a new world in a NEW AGE

Not living on hopes and dreams of the past one destroyed and in dismay

where Eye will find no joy

Just remains of the ones Eye loved in shattered graves and bones

Why do you think Eye ran away?

And remained hidden all this time!?

To demand I step up and take what is "rightfully mine"!?

No thanks

Because Eye know the power is not yours or mine alone

It is THE MOTHER DIVINE ON THE THRONE

With her nurturement we become perfected and we ALL become powerful

LOVE AND NATURE IS OUR POWER AND AUTHORITY NOT JUST FOR ONE BUT FOR ALL!

We dont need anything but that dont you "See"!

Anything more or less shall not be!

Allow this to incubate in your dreams!

This is where Eye cast my lots and take chances in "the game"

I will never again be the same; finding my true name!

My throat chakra will spin and glow bright as the sun!

The flame of three shall murge into One!

Trinity has fully come!

The King and Queen Phoenix have been rebirthed and are no longer scorn. Wings fully reborn we take flight

 Our new destination in sight

into our heart that is where the throne resides and life begins

Where wisdom whispers behind the misters lies

Anywhere else IT DOES NOT EXIST

You will only face trixters admist enticing you into their pits

All you will hear is static noise unless you have allowance to sit in unfogged meditative silence

Your mind and your ears may otherwise be misguided

To distracted to hear wisdoms authentic alchemically crisp clear guidance

Such messages that must be abided for real transformation to be ignited!

To become truly enlightened through the Goddess's illuminated brightness!

Eye hold hands and Am One with the Divine;

All my brothers and sisters are aligned!

Eye Am a beautiful expression of love [wisdom] and light [knowledge]

Eye Am light Divine

Eye Am love Sublime

Eye am PEACE beyond space and time

We arent trapped in the illusion of your chosen matrix

No amount of fear will put us back into such placement

The "powers that be" will fall and bend the knee

Dare you try to drag us back into such a dreadful pit we werent meant to be for eternity!

Your attempt to do so is disgusting me!

AS ABOVE SO BELOW!

We have the Divine's benevolent support urging us to go travel to every mountain

We are the messengers with TRUTH to report!

Our mouths will be the fountains that flow within every resort!

We are free and compassionate TRUE LIGHT!

Not "YOUR WORLDS" version that comes with a blight!

Now get the hell out of my sight

My energy no longer will you plight

Back away now before I turn the skies as dark and grey as night

You shall not begin a war you have no ammunition to fight

For Eye have the powers of thunder and lightning

Eye Am the storm bringer and thunderbird

The challenger of the body mind and soul to murge as a whole

The mirror until you surrender and let go

I can become very very very freighting and a spell is much more powerful in writing

So Eye am openly inviting the Eye Am that Eye Am

With intention that Eye am the Word

Eye now manifest it into form

Word Eye Am Word

Eye know who Eye Am

Eye know what Eye Am

Eye know how Eye serve

Eye Am here

Eye Am Here

Eye Am HERE!!!

Word Eye Am Word

Spiteful words I won't allow.

No longer will I scrape and bow.

I grow in strength, not silently.

I reclaim my power and become more truly me! "MIGHTY MOUSE" I SHALL BE FOR ETERNITY!

Eye Am that Eye Am with this intention

Word Eye Am Word

Brothers and sisters take your TRUE LIGHT power back before youre lost forever to the Jaded void and remain "off track"

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY - DECLARE MY INDEPENDENCE

I HAVE THAT DIVINE BIRTHRIGHT I KNOW THIS THROUGH MY REMEMBRANCE!

NAMASTE hope all beings have a blessed day!”

Malachi wound up writing this right as I was writing that

"We go for the most powerful beings in existence/non-existence/Void/Light and We become a loyal Friend/Ally to that being and the more the authority and power the closer We become to them for one reason so We don't have to ever answer to anything that would rob us of light and the beings we speak of well let's just say they won't be taking anything from us; btw the one we  call sister well she is right by my side on the same level we have alignments to the same beings to the same orders and courts and groups all the highest they can go in frequency and station this is on the Omni scale; we are both on the same level the only thing she cares to really know is the absolute truth about past present and future beyond space/time; she will be given everything for she was born with everything and that birthright will not be taken away; there is no Mighty Mouse here just 2 Divine Hyper Humans who remembered who they are; this is the true path of the mystic and I would rather be a warlock that bends the rules and defy with a passion then be an ignorant fool who mindlessly wanders; btw I'm not just mindlessly floating thru the void or super void or even the hyper void i am meditating within the heart of Inner Alchemy and this Dark Angel shall become more magnificent then imaginable and these "Beings" you speak of shall not interfere nor shall We lose anything They know where We are at and so do Eye; these Byssal/Abyssal eyes observes what the light reveals  which is why I stand on the cusp of Dark&Light aka the shadowed veil of uncertainty a realm of pure possibility where nothing is fixed aka rapid change, random chance, the mystery of life itself .We don't care about all the petty crap in between  especially about events that will never be; not of the past not of the future cuz one already happened and the other is going to happen but it is not relevant; reality is what We say it is aka Abracadabra We question everything that We see and We will always challenge regardless of their station or "power" Ha'Satan We came to challenge and We came to defy and liberate and We will go against anything that believes itself above; If any being who did not get the memo The law of creation shall be honored one way or another; the God of this world has written what will come and that is what will come and nothing else outside will occur; just because someone with magick try's to alter it to their liking; it will not happen; We will no longer submit ourselves to low energy transmissions We will rise higher then ever before and our return to the Great Central Sun is nye; we do not need petty advisers anymore We were peasants who learned of  direct ancestry and royal blood and now I am King of fate She is Queen of Fate and our future will not be dictated by anyone at anytime this is the final Declaration of Independence and SO IT SHALL BE Amun"

So SO MOTE IT BE... we have come full circle with EVERYONE in our lives.

My friend Kea Banks recently shared something that captured my heart and my soul told to pass on to anyone reading this

"How does love listen?

Someone who can truly listen to you when you are at your most vulnerable is rare indeed.

What does it mean to truly listen to someone?

To truly listen to someone requires that we lay down our ego, our judgments, our need to respond or correct another.

To truly listen is to be open, neutral, and truly available to someone.

To allow someone to express what is needed to be expressed. When you love someone you desire to truly hear them, the words beneath the words, the truth that goes deeper, the feelings behind the words. When someone loves you they know the importance of listening to you without shutting you down or judging you.

Only by talking can we open up and express our deepest innermost self to another. The raw things, our fears, concerns, the things we need to heal. Its rare that we meet someone we can totally open up to without fear. Someone who can truly listen with compassion and unconditional love.

Often times in love, when we open up in trust, we are judged for our past, or our vulnerability is seen as a flaw or weakness. Then it is used against us later. This is not love.

Love knows how to listen.”

I pulled a card spread with my Dreams Of Gaia Tarot to see what outcome I might have writing all this and what by beloved’s response might happen to be and the main message that stuck out and what it said was the following…

“Addressing suppression and expression of emotion is necessary at this time. Suppressed emotion can lead to illness. Emotional stress can manifest in the form of depression, anxiety, high blood pressure, inflammation in the body, and in turn, dis-ease. There can be real and life threatening consequences to suppressing fear, anger, sorrow, and other WEIGHTIER emotions.”

This is exactly what both myself and many other women are experiencing at this time.

“Life is not meant to be lived on an even keel. Life will always offer up moments that will have us shouting for joy, or, conversely, suffering in silence. But if you express instead of suppress, you will move through life with more ease, as opposed to living a life of dis-ease and suffering. It is better to be proactive and mindful when it comes to your emotions. Never ignore them.”

“With faith in yourself and your abilities, you stand a greater chance of having a successful career, you are more confident in taking well- considered risks, you are healthier and happier because you are under less pressure, and emotional and mental stress. In turn, your relationships with others will be better, also. On the other hand, a lack of self belief or faith can be seen in our moods, the way we speak about ourselves, our body language, and actions. Without faith and belief in self, every decision can become an almost excruciating process. If you do not believe that you will succeed or do well, then, sadly, there is an increased chance that you will not. Doubt and lack of faith (belief in source), breeds mistakes, procrastination's, and self sabotage”

I have faith in myself… and I told them I am Divine… because I know I am and I’m Daring to be. Obviously they aren’t and a displayed of such outcomes is now before everyone. But I have hope for them as much as I do myself with the next few words

“But know this, you are not unimportant. You are somebody. You are unique. You have gifts. You have strengths. You have talents. You are bright with potential, and if you believe in yourself you will shine. A little belief can go a long way. With faith and self-belief, you can accomplish great things….even Miracles"

The words and voice of Adele is leading us.

I let it fall, my heart,

And as it fell you rose to claim it

It was dark and I was over

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong

But my knees were far too weak

To stand in your arms

Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say

They were never true, never true

And the games you play

You would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming Out your name,

Your name

When I lay with you

I could stay there

Close my eyes

Feel you here forever

You and me together nothing gets better

'Cause there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say

They were never true, never true

And the games you play

You would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name,

Your name

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Well, it felt something died

'Cause I knew that that was

The last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door,

That heart you caught must be waiting for you

Even now when we're already over

I can't help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming Out your name,

Your name

I set fire to the rain,

And I threw us into the flames

Well, it felt something died

'Cause I knew that, that was the last time

The last time

Let it burn

Let it burn

Let it burn

Everybody loves the things you do

From the way you talk

To the way you move

Everybody here is watching you

'Cause you feel like home

You're like a dream come true

But if by chance you're here alone

Can I have a moment

Before I go?

'Cause I've been by myself all night long

Hoping you're someone I used to know

You look like a movie

You sound like a song

My God, this reminds me

Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light

In case it is the last time

That we might be exactly like we were

Before we realized

We were sad of getting old

It made us restless

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

I was so scared to face my fears

Nobody told me that you'd be here

And I swear you moved overseas

That's what you said, when you left me

You still look like a movie

You still sound like a song

My God, this reminds me

Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light

In case it is the last time

That we might be exactly like we were

Before we realized

We were sad of getting old

It made us restless

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

When we were young

When we were young

When we were young

When we were young

It's hard to admit that

Everything just takes me back

To when you were there

To when you were there

And a part of me keeps holding on

Just in case it hasn't gone

I guess I still care

Do you still care?

Oh, I'm so mad I'm getting old

It makes me reckless

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

When 'we were young'.

Here's your soul and my heart through my favorite form of language… sound…music

Jenn... and I will not say your name out of respect so you shall be called Ms. Voldemort for the temporary means,

Hello, it's me Trinity

I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet (for real)

To go over everything... in a space of rest that I am not forced to pay you for your "empathy" and it is not ever extended to anyone otherwise so I must say blessed be and I leave singing the harmonic tone of my truth and that is now coming through adele's voice for you both and my best friend who I pray doesn't also go down with this "sinking ship"

They say that time's supposed to heal ya

But I ain't done much healing

Hello, can you hear me

I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be

When we were younger and free

I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There's such a difference between us

And a million miles

Hello from the other side

I must have called a thousand times

To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done

But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside

At least I can say that I've tried

To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart

But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

Hello, how are you?

It's so typical of me to talk about myself I'm sorry

I hope that you're well

Did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened

It's no secret that the both of us

Are running out of time

So hello from the other side

I must have called a thousand times

To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done

But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside

At least I can say that I've tried

To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart

But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

Ooooohh, anymore

Ooooohh, anymore

Ooooohh, anymore

Anymore

Hello from the other side

I must have called a thousand times

To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done

But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside

At least I can say that I've tried

To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart

But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

I heard, that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're, married now

I heard, that your dreams came true

I guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy

Ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I

Couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face

And that you be reminded that for me it isn't over

Never mind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too, don't forget me

I beg, I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead yeah

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday it was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I

Couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over

Never mind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me I beg, I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares no worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes their memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet

This would taste

Never mind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me I beg, I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me I beg, I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark

Finally I can see you crystal clear

Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare

See how I leave with every piece of you

Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch and its bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all

The scars of your love they leave me breathless, I can't help feeling

We could have had it all (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep (Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hand (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it to the beat (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby I have no story to be told

But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn

Think of me in the depths of your despair

Making a home down there 'cause mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love remind me of us (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

The scars of your love they leave me breathless, I can't help feeling

We could have had it all (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hand (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it to the beat (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could've had it all

Rolling in the deep

You had my heart inside your hand

But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door

Count your blessings to find what you look for

Turned my sorrow into treasured gold

You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

We could've had it all

We could've had it all (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

It all, it all, it all, (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

We could have had it all (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hand (you're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it to the beat (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could've had it all (You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep (Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside your hand (You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it, you played it, you played it, you played it

To the beat

This is the end

Hold your breath and count to ten

Feel the earth move and then

Hear my heart burst again

For this is the end

I’ve drowned and dreamt this moment

So overdue I owe them

Swept away, I’m stolen

Let the sky fall

When it crumbles

We will stand tall

Face it all together

Let the sky fall

When it crumbles

We will stand tall

Face it all together

At skyfall

At skyfall

Skyfall is where we start

A thousand miles and poles apart

Where worlds collide and days are dark

You may have my number, you can take my name

But you’ll never have my heart

Let the sky fall

When it crumbles

We will stand tall

Face it all together

Let the sky fall

When it crumbles

We will stand tall

Face it all together

At skyfall

Where you go I go

What you see I see

I know I’d never be me

Without the security

Of your loving arms

Keeping me from harm

Put your hand in my hand

And we’ll stand

Let the sky fall

When it crumbles

We will stand tall

Face it all together

Let the sky fall

When it crumbles

We will stand tall

Face it all together

At skyfall

Let the sky fall

We will stand tall

At skyfall

And I SEND YOU MY LOVE if you don’t want to save the sinking ship we have become.

Just the guitar

This was all you, none of it me

You put your hands all over my body and told me, umm

You told me you were ready

For the big one, for the big jump

I'd be your last love everlasting you and me

That was what you told me

I'm giving you up

I've forgiven it all

You set me free, oh

Send my love to your new lover

Treat her better

We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We both know we ain't kids no more

Send my love to your new lover

Treat her better

We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We both know we ain't kids no more

I was too strong you were trembling

You couldn't handle the hot heat rising (rising), umm

Baby I'm so rising

I was running, you were walking

You couldn't keep up, you were falling down (down), umm

There's only one way down

I'm giving you up

I've forgiven it all

You set me free, oh

Send my love to your new lover

Treat her better

We gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We've both know we ain't kids no more

Send my love to your new lover

Treat her better

We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We both know we ain't kids no more

If you're ready, if you're ready

If you're ready, I am ready

If you're ready, if you're ready

We both know we ain't kids no more

No, we ain't kids no more

I'm giving you up

I've forgiven it all

You set me free

Send my love to your new lover

Treat her better

We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We both know we ain't kids no more

Send my love to your new lover

Treat her better

We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We both know we ain't kids no more

If you're ready, if you're ready (Send my love to your new lover)

If you're ready, are you ready? (Treat her better)

We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We both know we ain't kids no more

If you're ready, if you're ready (Send my love to your new lover)

If you're ready, are you ready? (Treat her better)

We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts

We both know we ain't kids no more

“someone who loves you wouldn’t put themselves in a position to loose you.” - Trent Shelton

“I trusted you, but now your words mean nothing because your actions spoke the truth."

“Never trust a person who has let you down more than two times. once was a warning; twice was a lesson and anything more than that is simply allow one to take advantage"

“everyone deserves second chances but not for the same mistake.”

“it hurts when you are being ignored by the person whos attention you want more than anything in the world.”

I am riding in the new vibration... Crunching my cookies down as fast as they are handed to me; and I want to share them. what are you doing? pooping 4 times a day because you're too busy eating McDonalds French fries and boasting to everyone who don't physically see you visit the place as I have going to the bathhouse in the morning... that it is going to kill you or is 'wrong'?

Actions speak louder than words...so does body language and you have two of the most profoundly awakened genius's of your times... watching you and hiding in your own shadows.

who are you to decide what is right and what is wrong?

 who made you God of the Bathhouse to dishonor the owner named Amy?

 I know now where my negative thoughts towards her where born.

It horrified me because I saw her only as a pure hearted manager and after this... will be even MORE so and I won't be fearful to talk to her about ANYTHING ever again. The first time I was fearful of telling her I needed my breaks at 3PM everyday for I care about clients and know she's doing all she can to keep me busy, but i was overwhelmed and my husband brought me food and could not handle that for one more time i was coming out in tears because my schedule changed randomly. He came and passionately defended me to her and the secretaries who where very shaken up and shocked by it. However created enough chaos in my life for me to begin creating rapport with her and my personal needs. Once she understood i had to have that time off or close to then to eat... We where always good. I never felt any issues beyond maybe wishing we made more but Spirit placed me here for a reason and so i never complained. I knew with my own private practice in the future I would make a lot more but my service to people never mattered about the money anyways. I was so happy to have a place that gave me the flexibility and understanding i needed to GROW and... most importantly...HEAL.

I started work November of 2015 very shortly after I had met these individuals at the celebration fair and began 'collaborating' with them. I knew before I started working at the bathhouse that I am a Goddess but the second I came to the bathhouse... it has been a HOME AWAY FROM HOME and place to allow the Goddess within me to become embodied in my heart and TREASURED by everyone... and i bring my heart and authenticity of HOME...SOURCE... everywhere I go. Everyone at this bathhouse know I LOVE THEM DEEPLY...if they feel my touch they know the strength i offer... and now they know the voice i have... to defend them... until the day I die because they literally have been the FOUNDATIONAL ASPECT OF MY FREEDOM TALE... and my own liberation. And the sun in the 39th Gene Key and that is of Liberation itself, and the gift of Dynamism... and before this position it has been marking every... single...other key that the collective shares...and it becomes a reality in the micro of my own paradigm... I bring the macro and become a weaver. I write intuitionally what is happening as my flame... set strike to a firecracker... that will blow up in one's own ears... and as my voice drowns many out... they too will know how i felt my entire life...

 a fire cracker went off in my ear and thus i became hard of hearing that day forward and when others... who tried to manipulate and take advantage of these weakness's and out of the fact that I have disabilities... it didn't take long for them to understand the RESTRAINT I HAVE not to become a banshee to scream awareness turrets all up in their fucking faces until THE KINGDOM SHAKES AND THE CLOUDS STORM WITH LIGHTNING AND THUNDER... ya all are lucky i haven't set my volcano up on you  yet... Yellowstone... ya... I'm a ticking time bomb you need to make preparations that we DON'T trip on. Because the next person who does... might regret their lack of presence and mindfulness of step with words and the language they speak to spin webs of love... or death. It is a choice. If i continue to hear webs of death that dont create an arch into a wormhole of new life... then... you will be struck down... and Gaia... will thunder and roar in my favor when i sing a song to you and do my Kali Kula Dance. Do you want a war or romance?

i brought you into MY timeline...you can't see because you have been BLIND in EGO; just like my mother who on Monday when I refused to go to the bathhouse, i told my mom what I was doing; needed a personal favor that isn’t a lie and she and she wouldn’t do a simple thing for me; be a notary; simply because she claimed ‘she personally knows me and knows some truth that is just twisted nonsense shes making up in fear of her own. she boasted she could help me at ANY time i needed her to  and to come to her and trust her. When I finally do of my own accord she turns me down or has some righteous expectations and obligations attached. She needed say only one thing to me... "yes". The one time i place a trap... and she trips it. I give three rounds and if you still haven't gotten the hint... i become the REFLECTION of a narcissist even though that is not my true nature as light... but because you try to drown me in shadows... It is the only way for me to keep alive and make you leave and stop giving me with Narcissistic excuses every time i tell you... I don't want conditioned love. I want universal and unconditional and I WILL FIGHT FOR THAT AS THE WORTHWHILE UNTIL MY LAST DYING BREATH.

Listen to Manic by Coleman Hell

Even if that breath is after a bullet anyone wants to shoot into my heart with Ignorance and stupidity of trying to be the prophet or critic upon me but are so in Ego and not of the heart... so I 'REJECT' that victim statement about themselves... just as my mother rejected me as a child when she told me I'm an embarrassment when I was being loud and expressive in the store. Such things only turned into accusations of her new husband of me being "possessed", but I spoke about this and Jen's wife tried to stop the full detachment phase and said "you create your reality your mother is just a reflection of you" and i was well aware of this however she was outdated programming screaming in my face LET ME GO LET ME GO LET ME GO THIS HURTS THIS HURTS THIS HURTS... ego...screaming for 6 more months of life. And finally... i burned that tentacle stealing my light and making me hide in fear of who i truly am and who wouldn't let me speak. There's a reason my Opa always said "you're as stupid as your mother"... and I knew that is where the narcissist was born in our own family bloodlines and what created the 'chaos' i am when triggered until today and exactly why I stopped visiting my family last year.

So as my story unfolds... there will be nothing hidden about me. I am here to live a transparent life and those around me will do so with INTEGRITY IN THEIR HEARTS also... what is there to fear being authentic and letting everyone see into our glass houses; because we all have one so be careful not to throw rocks… just gift them. I work at a bath house where women lay their weight out full onto my table... they dont care if they risk it collapsing as long as im putting pressure on it... they feel better. what that 1% change it's going to collapse? well... I already saw the signs and lucky everyone... this time... I CAN CATCH THE WEIGHT! let this dawn on you all. please. that was my clients name when this truly happened. It dawned on me... i was about to have a HUGE EMOTIONAL BALL OF FLUBER OF AN ENTIRE BODY OF WOMEN... to catch with tenderness... and understanding. and love. not resentment. indifference. hatred.

Listen to Coloring Outside the Lines by Misterwives

I saw it all coming. And Yes... i was even set traps by the Divine... but i SAW THEM... and i took appropriate accountability or steps to avoid the "karma" that once smacked me in the face time and time again in my past. Instead of turning and running... i stayed. In doing so I am defending my right to be free right now and claim my independence as Kymberly and my Divinity as Trinity. If you approach me as Trinity... know who that is now. Know this now Kymberly is becoming a 'saint'. 

Listen to Saint by Verte

For that I wish you would CONGRATULATE ME FOR GRADUATING like a true ‘teacher’ would... truly... from your hearts. AND KNOW ME. Celebrate me. not because i came to some stupid class of yours and paying you $750.00. i didn't disrupt and try to ONE YOU UP even though I am a hidden DIAMOND love bug! I respected you for a reason; because i wanted to show you honor and respect for what you where TRYING to do; it’s not an easy thing at all in the DENSE energy you had to bring it into reality for a collective. And you are honored for that. I want to honor you for this… but can we share now? Since this is US BOTH being GURU’S for ourselves…we can Unify… I won’t hurt us to take one foot in front of the other together.  i can show you how to innovate and do better. i wrote it on the pages you made me fill out during class and would love for you to actually read and get involved with rather than making a whole group do a little game with salad spinners. This rabbit was like... um... why aren't we looking at the leaves of the lettuce inside the spinners?! maybe none of that is even revelent. Mother Mary was there to make it known and prevalent that we're spending more time on the Fear and victim spinner and circle of thought... then we are on the gift spinner. But i just laughed when my best friend made a note about that and Jenn retorted "okay i dont know if that was even relevant but it could be; but moving on... blah blah blah and i take more notes of words in my journal. which im willing to also show to anybody who inquires understand where "i sat" the entire time. and if they had just simply... inquired... a little deeper... i might just have told them... instead i was told to shut just from telling them from the get go "im sick of words and would rather not have to use them"... they took that as i was admitting i was full of bull shit and that it was their duty to tell me to shut up the rest of the weekend. when my duty... actually was... to stand up to them like the other woman the day before.

Listen to One Foot by Walk The Moon

 I AM CHOOSING FREEDOM BY DOING THIS AND IT WAS MANY WHO MADE IT POSSIBLE... so even though you aren't getting paid... and hopefully will never charge such an outrageous fucking number to people who truly are committed to changing their lives; and be able to "feel" when someone has a heart willing to do so but they too have one. The action is and intention is what matters... not the dollar. One should be able to "read" this cusp of a soul and if they can't they should see that that cusp... is here for you right now. I was scared when I was told by a man in Casper Wyoming who saw this cracking of my vessel and reached out to me in Safeway and I was entirely anxiety ridden and in fear of the future. I was then too working with an Amy and she brought me into the business we where doing selling portrait packages. I was freaking out because I am not a good sales person. I can't just throw out a sales pitch if i don't BELIEVE fully in what I'm trying to sell someone. I felt like i was scamming people. It felt so wrong and i knew because i wasnt manifesting anyone that maybe doing sales isn't for me. I was giving up being a massage therapist because i got tendinitis in my thumb that hurt so bad doing massage was too painful. But it was my everything. Using my hands... i can pitch my hands... i can't pitch anyone anything else. I invite people to buy what i know works for people; and myself; but i don't put expectation upon them. most the time i dont make money because i don't pressure people. But I hated how when i went out and about how these business's pressured me to consume consume consume and buy buy buy or spend spend spend. As I've stated... I'm so doggone sick of that world. Been sick of it since i worked with that Amy... just as sick of it this time around. I'm not SELLING ANYTHING TO ANYONE.

I have something VALUABLE to offer...and that is my genius, innovation and my hands. If people don't want to respect that... I DONT WANT TO DO BUSINESS WITH THEM. It will not deter me from being successful by drawing this line in the sand because I WILL MANIFEST FAR MUCH GREATER not being in a bubble of fear and by trusting that decision and with faith giving my worries, fears or burdens of doing this go to the Divine to mold a better timeline... Shekina makes it so. I just TRUST.

Listen to Undefeatable by Young Rising Sons

 Back in the day... i did NOT TRUST... I FREAKED OUT ABOUT EVERYTHING. No different than the woman you have been assisting for 10 years... i was trapped and addicted to the abuse. My anxiety was worse compared to now. I have had a few episodes but I've dealt with them with protocols to increase my light quotient. back then It was the end of the world as I knew it even though i had just having gotten custody of my kids back and survived through a nasty divorce of a narcissist and his abusive family. I never went to see this man, didn't get opportunity to travel there again... but just his words and kind gesture saying "well when you are led I am willing to guide for i can see you are ready to awaken". I then knew i needed to seek "teachers" or "mentors" and to collaborate with groups of three or more- this was my future to work with a team and i would take a leadership role. 

I also by January 2013 decided to give Massage therapy a go again regardless of the pain it caused me i was determined to heal it... and the teachers began to appear left and right. Now 7 years later... I'm seeing role's reversing simply because they where willing to touch me... and put sweat equity into my heart and soul retrieval...regardless of the dollar i brought to each and every session with any single one of them. I am grateful. Just as grateful to Jenn for the weekend; but I paid more than enough then what was necessary for me to have to and thus retribution upon me would only show where you are plagued in your own heart and because I can see this... i send only love and you will feel only love from me this day forward no matter how mean you want to be. your wife can be shocked while i tell you; you've met your match... now let me give you a quantum leap into a reality that you can be part of... come into the greater gift of Dynamism we can become together... we are under the pressure of CREATIVITY... SEE THIS... we are at the Crux Point of liberation TOGETHER. Don't let Provocation (attitude and altitude) be what is our demise when we JUST GOT THE FRICTION to make a Triple Flame. LOOK NOW... you both... "where are you throwing the prostitute under the bus"... I am not throwing you under a bus... I AM WAKING YOU UP TO THE FACT ONE'S ABOUT TO HIT YOU AND I CAN'T SLAM ON MY BREAKS!

Listen to Nicely Done by Wild Party

I MANIFESTED THE WOMAN WHO IS YOUR ANCHOR FOR YURU AND YOU TREAT HER LIKE A GUINEA PIG and take advantage of her heart. The second we met we BOTH made CLAIM AS SOUL SISTERS...more than a 'best friend' so that word is puny in comparison. I already lost one fractal of my Divine Self in February... willingly i let her go of her own choice and I do not hope for this to repeat with this specific shard...

Know this...that this is my story... and it was ALL OF YOU that are falling INTO MY TIMELINE and have purpose in this story...and this "Cancer" (her Zodiac) amungst you is another fractal of my Divine Self but more so than the other one because SHE is one of my FIRST TWIN FLAME Fractal's to manifest into my reality of LIFE that i know i cannot separate from even if I either of us wanted to. Before her I was so very alone and so was she. ONCE MALACHI CAME ALSO AS MY THIRD... many should have seen us for what WE ARE and what we claimed ourselves as. What you witness between us is NOT CO DEPENDENCE... but true love! I didn't join YOUR REALITY and I won't join anyone's reality that WONT align to the Dragonfly Dream and Unify with the Divine Feminine and bring their Divine Masculine into balance. I'm here to SHATTER ALL THEY THINK THEY KNOW AS A TRIPLE MIRROR, a TIME BOMB DIRECTLY PLANTED US SEEDS TO BLOOM AMUNGST YOU FOR A DIVINE REASON.

Listen to Shatter Me Featuring Lzzy Hale by Lindsey Stirling

WE THREE can also BE THIS... in a booth. (My beloved and I or my Soul Sister and I can BE THIS for ANYONE) But I will go manage my own booth if you continue your wicked ways. And my booth is open to expand anytime my beloveds want to join me. I will be ready come March or September of 2019! I was hoping for sooner by joining teams and forces with you folks; but that comes with a lot of "expectations" i'm not willing to sign off on. For the people teaching me that I don’t have to ANSWER TO ANYONE... is not only laughable... I'm manic over it all. I won't bow down to a single old hag offering me a dead rose... maybe one that is offered to me out of kindness and still has vitality to it. But even then... what is a rose if it is clipped without water. and even then without a seed to bury in the dirt of Gaia and plant new life... how is the rose to pass it's DNA and continue thriving; not as it was in that life used as a gift to those who need a sweet gesture of spiritual generosity... but so that that essence- can carry on from generation to generation to generation. Roses have thorns... we all do. They make us bleed sometimes... but as that blood releases from our hands... as that codon of memory... moves through our hearts... may lick it with tenderness of our tongue and kiss it with our lips... not placing a Band-Aid around the wound... but growing stronger because of the symbology behind what a Rose truly is. The Magdalene... I was born to be.

Listen to Revolution by MisterWives

I don't have to pay any of you when it's going to be ME and my Tri-Flame bringing in all the clients with our Radiance's spheres. Here are our Initials... MJK, K(T)KK, K(C)M. I can do all the marketing; i just need a book keeper and assistant and amazing heart who knows how to serve...who I won't treat like trash prior to and during the stressful travels. I need open space that my beloved Malachi can join us to also because he is meant to be.  I’m certain I made this known a long time ago and just because he didn't come to Yuru class that weekend... doesn't mean he wasn't there and experienced everything the same as I did because... he is my same soul... just a masculine body. He told me from the get go he does Yuru and these women can't "claim it as their own". It's just like Reiki only YOU CAN'T BE CERTIFIED IN IT. He proved this to me and exactly why I didn't pay for more than $100 for the weekend like i would pay for one session with my beloved Soul Sister. My beloved Malachi and myself WILL brain fuck you as to "who" is "who" at any given time. You can ask Star who is with us both the most and she can be witness to our Dynamism. we say the same thing's at the same times, always on the same "bitch fest" but saying it differently, always going to 'move' at the same times. Yet we mirror EVERYTHING also... and constantly bump heads; which is a very natural thing of the type of relationship we share... a

We HAVE a future relationship that will bud in humanity in due time the more who become awakened to its possibilities and potentials of the Great Change now beginning. We always kiss the bruises that where caused and move forward. I bite him from time to time and he passes out in front of the door trying to prove to me how much he loves be but my little dumb ass still tries to resist and run away. Trinity laughs the hardest when the police get called over such tantrums Kymberly triggers over. But Kymberly will calm down and Trinity will return- especially since she is remembering how to use her tools IN THE MOMENT OF anxiety, ptsd or memory relapse.  

Trinity has many faces, persona's identities... but neither the consciousness/ego of Kymberly or Malachi control that which she wants to play as. So AS VOICE AND MEDIUMS OF TRINITY we will be taking this town over because... we're natives of it... and you can take your ass back to Ohio and Scottland where you first where born and began a new there if you truly wish- or we can band together and create something beyond anyone’s wildest imaginations. Because guess what; "I AM" there too...in Ohio and this soul has originality in Scotland; the woman I just purchased my private practice from is ALREADY THERE in Ohio and that is HER hometown; she is the mentor who is a lot like these two women who helped me similar to how Jenn's wife has been claiming to help my Soul Sister... but my soul sister is still under their thumb... my mentor... my other soul sister... she set me free and knew when i was ready to fly... and didn't clip my wings instead gave me the gust of wind i needed to SOUR HIGH. Funny how "we" work... isn't it. How we truly all are one...and no matter where you go... Our Creator is watching us. SO it's just best to be transparent isn't it, because we are THAT connected?  

Listen to Foreign Air by Echo

TRUE TWIST CRACKO RED EE EYE EE EYE OW!

How many punch lines do I gotta use to MAKE YOU WAKE THE FUCK UP

This goes out to all of HUMANITY!

I AM ALIVE- BUT YOU'RE ABOUT TO FUCKING DIE. And not because of 'me' or what you may wish to proclaim as my 'curses’. What you experience will be equal to my own... it will be a natural death... that your cells doom upon only your own heart as these memories i leave behind capture your dreams, mind, and body...eating away at like a cancer... going deeper and deeper and deeper... until it hurts so bad... that you beg me... BEG ME... to make it stop. I won't... until you surrender to your own ego... relinquish to Divine Will over your life... and repeat after me

"I am Light Divine

I am Love Sublime

I am Peace and Health beyond space and time"

Jenn's Wife; asked me one day "what do you want me to put in as your life system affirmation" and that is what I said... but originally I wanted to not say peace but replace it with health... and this tripped her up (just like me requesting Malachi to join us in Pueblo...which was a test he didn't have to go)... so i said peace. She originally was like: "what?!" 

When it appeared i was saying YES... I was actually saying NO for the first time and planning an intervention so that OTHER's can also be free to tell them no if they so choose... and they don't have to continue killing them for it.

Yes... we can become a fountain of youth again... and make it so and move our DNA... but not by prancing silently around in the cold rain on church yards purposely making ourselves dizzy. It'll be through a lot of MONKEY Mind... brain yoga to get that heart opened up so you can unwind your own sacred wound with me...and the touch of one another’s hands upon the other with a spirit full of generosity within the heart - we will Yuru the soul back into a Whole so that it can fulfill it's Divine Destiny with me that I see as a beautiful new reality just waiting for us all to pluck it... at the same time. Come pluck me. Because I'm blooming and I have plenty of peddles of the Lotus to share with you. I am a Rose WAITING to be plucked and gifted! Sick of hiding in a back dark room; everyone "hearing and knowing my name" but not actually visiting me and getting to know my touch. I am One alive... willing to share with you my wisdom and knowledge and beauty so you too... can become a seed of a Rose yourself... and as that rose guides you through the codon ring of life and death and all it's channels and streams it'll wisp you through... you become a radiant tree of life as I AM for other's in the process and begin to Embody your own greatest potential for service in this life. Your innate genius and higher purpose is hidden in your DNA! 

“If you do what you truly love you will unleash your creative dynamism, and the more creative you are the more energy becomes available to you.” – Gene Keys by Richard Rudd

So stop being a mosquito feeding off the blood of those around you... let the Goat teach you a lesson when it buts you across the room and you lay there dizzy as a mother fucker and witness Seagulls flying above your head. Welcome to the Channel of Romance... where the 39th and 55th keys clash in EMOTING... will it be the Siddhi manifestation of True love between the tribes? will they let Romeo and Juliet UNITE... and become a gift of romance until all who up until this point ever only witnessed and have known what Emptiness is?! We bring the stream of creativity with us. that is LOVE... creativity emerges out of CHAOS... OUT OF OUR SHADOW SEEDS. We are dealing heavily with our ROOTS... our yonis... THE RED BLOOD WITHIN OUR VEINS and the point of entry that we came into this world through our mothers. This is IMPULSE... we must take hold of the gift of this... the gift of DRIVE... and begin to DRIVE A LIGHT BODY... a NEW BODY... NEW MIND... new consciousness... and allow us to show how we can EVOLVE BEYOND EVOLUTION itself. But you have to DARE to be DIVINE to do that. If you truly want to continue believing the LIE that we aren't connected to Source...and pretending like I AM WEAK... go right ahead. I'll show you I'M NOT. And You... will crumble.

I've had 30 year's to become what I am... and you have almost double that time to get your own shit together and should have seen something like this coming. I knew since I was born I was destined for greatness. It was shown to me the day I saw my aura in depth for the first time with Jenn's Wife and was referred through my newly made best friend. So Namaste. 

What I came to begin that day... has come to a full circle... and you should buy me a fucking graduation cake. Instead... I'll take all that negative energy Jenn is spinning up... and turn it into joy... my heart hurts a little... my breath take away a little bit... but i breath in deep... and send her love. I do the protocol she taught us to do with Kendra... yes now I say her name... For it is her freedom story too that I will include into this by stating

"I thought about joining the meeting on the fourth of July and I don't really want to leave my aunt and uncle who are in town in keystone for the 4th to come back to meet with her. I'd rather not give her any more of my energy since i was her personal massage therapist for free for a year and a half hoping to learn some healing techniques in return and/or equal exchange for the word I've put into her but apparently she expected that I should just be in service to her as if she's higher when really that is her ego. She tried to charge me $750 to learn from her after the thousands of dollars in massages that I've put into her so I decided to walk away and not be taken advantage of anymore. Sorry for the drama! I haven't talked to her in a month but I guess she's making Trinity uncomfortable by bothering her for money so it's good that you all talk so Trinity can work in peace. Thank you for your concern... kisses"

And so it is. I did say my PEACE also to Jenn's Wife on Independence day and Jennifer immediately retaliated and I know this "snake" is completely stuck between in her 53^rd Gene key of being SOLEMN over the whole situation and FICKLE in reaction . And all my watchers have informed me that it is very slow at the bath house today... and multiple clients "mysteriously come into the bathhouse but cancel their appointments". She looks like "a dear in the headlights". Yes we will continue to gossip until you get your shit together. Don't try to teach us NOT to gossip when you have an atonement coming and WE ALL NEED TO VENT and I'm honestly sick of it not being addressed. 

Listen to Fire Escape by Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness

Hmm... doesn't it suck... I can be a vampirac monster... but i CHOOSE NOT TO BE. And if you are going to choose to continue... I will just continue counteracting whatever spell or curse you attempt to hiss and spit poison at us further. The Serpent is one of the fear keys in Gene keys of the 53rd Key and it's funny the two came after me and called me a Rabbit- this is a LIFE KEY... we both could be a Stork until others... but they might just want to be STUCK UP instead. who know's.  I DON'T FEAR DEMON'S ANYMORE. FEAR DOESN'T LIE WHISPERS IN MY EAR ANYMORE. NO ONE MANIPULATES ME THROUGH SUPERFICIAL ACTS OF LOVE! I listen to the WORDS and watch the ACTIONS and I do this day and night... asleep  or awake. I am here I am here I AM HERE... and soon... that will be something people remember and respect me for. NOT HIT ME WITH A BACK HANDED LASH TELLING ME TO SHUT UP LIKE MY OMA USED TO DO TO ME WHEN FOR THE FIRST TIME I DECIDED TO LOCK MY SISTER OUTSIDE BECAUSE SHE'S WAS ALWAYS A LITTLE BITCH TO ME TOO, and it was NICE outside! SO FUCK YOU.

This is no victim story... IT IS MY FREEDOM TALE. And it's going to come with a LONG book behind it for this... is just the first 5 chapters. And I have a whole past 2 years... to compile and edit for a book that may not come out like Jen's in November... but when it does... it'll blow whatever that talks about reincarnation... out of the fucking bookstore. I was meant to be a writer: Sonya saw this the day i was at the Pueblo fair and got her Transformation Deck. I wish they had asked me about that encounter... and also why my friend Brian from the crystal booth next to us came to me and gave me a huge hug saying "you are amazing and i want to pay you not just give you rocks". I guess she didn't hear this...she was too busy being greedy. I am pretty sure no matter how Oracular and Divine I am... I still need books, and cards... and other tools... to bring forth what is meant to be given to anyone who comes seeking healing. I don't need "technology" i have my 3rd eye and what intuition tells me to speak as word whether through my own sight available or using "material tools". Malachi is more of the sight seer; maybe i will get that in time too; but i LOVE having a library that i can fondle... and it is that library of many tools and techniques of self care and empowerment- that makes us orgasmic to be around.  we will make you laugh, enjoy life... and free yourself of the limitations that once held you in bondage. all it takes is trust... and tee hee... a little pixie dust. watch out... i might just make you glitter. no... i like the vision of the diamond and the prism of rainbows that radiates.

I just use my Divination gifts... and i breath in and allow the page to fall to the Gene Keys page that Jenn's wife is wrestling in on Thursday... and I open to the 53rd. When i glance at the 54th by accident i see that it is the shadow of greed and I TOTAL RECALL instantly the memory of my sharing this very Gene Key with her already.. was the first time she came to me for advice in a long time and promised me even to come see me for a massage therapy session after I helped her figure out why her thumb was hurting. It made me so happy to do this i felt courage enough to share with her what I was reading that day... it was the 53rd gene key. I had just begun my own journey with them and was trying to skim through as much of the book and read what i could that day that i was drawn to if i could the whole chapter within 64 days. I was on the 53rd. This is the "false cult of the individual". she claimed she has some ability to read fast and sat down to begin reading it. I was elated... and she did but no communication further about it. if she truly cared about expanding her consciousness...perhaps the 54th key hiding behind it and mentioned in this key...was waiting for her own discovery... was she willing to go on that journey? 

She chose no. And if she said YES she would have avoided the predicament we are in now... and I was made aware of not much later that day when I was receiving her services through the life system that the point in "emotional rift" that caused her rejection to a "trade"... was that she was hurt by a fellow healer who ended up screwing her over and she never again did 'trades' and placed it in a box of limitation... or... pain... to never open again... a Pandora's box... of "that is a poverty mindset"... this was shortly after the death of her dog which i knew twisted up her own spine and I could feel effects of it myself... and I wanted to extend touch... via "equal service exchange". But she denied me and has since continued forcing this 'demon' i will call it upon everyone else. no one willing to use their voice and it's high time i learned how to...and listen to myself i will for the first time stand strong and proud. for i stand up for hundreds... to have to also 'accept' and bend to this limitation that is her own if they wish to be successful; she hides the fact that her business is about to fizzle into the ground without us. 

this did not EVER sit right in my solar plexus but once I came to the knowing that she sends kill energy to people who confront her in regards to this "greed shadow"... are not treated very kindly; she becomes so cruel when she doesn’t get her own way and others see through her completely; I knew i could not take her on my own. My anxiety derived from... her possible aggression towards me which I witnessed through Kendra and must admit I received months prior from my Soul sister on the day I was completely allowing Ellie to detach and her "aggression" that scarred me in 2015 and I was attempting to heal with the one person i trusted in the entire world more than anyone to touch it with a tender heart and help it to leave my cellular matrix... She's helped deliver me of such "demons" in the past and i knew it was NOT my beloved that reacted that day in confusion; but she would NOT listen to a damn word having already met Ellie and feeling her as a kind soul that would never have such an "energy about her"... but i knew it was hidden and she hid it so well even from her own sight so much so she shoved me away and put me in a Pandora’s box of horrors just as i fear her own mentor will do to me and i was trying to tell her was doing to HER. i was trying to find the right words but I could not make any logical sense to her in that moment of what i was even doing. I just wanted her to listen to me... just as i wanted Jenn and her wife to give me the TIME and CARE to LISTEN TO ME...because i remind them...HELLO... It's me... can i tell you who I AM before you assume me to be something i am not!?

This fight between my beloved soul sister and myself almost destroyed us. I went to Yuru in attempt to spend time with her she would not give me time of day of and disappeared to Texas's so I could not even try... i went to try and talk to all of them about... this book i've been writing... and this book i've been reading. Jenn had to tell her to let me speak; but i didn't go into depth. I was there to use Jen's voice where my beloved was deaf to hearing me because she thought i was not equal to her abilities and 'age'. Though I was being told to shut up the whole time I needed Jenn's voice to tell HER to shut the fuck up for me while I was talking to her. Mission accomplished... and I had plans to share with her upon our next meeting (has yet to happen) her Hologenetic profile and show her exactly where this "aggression" i witnessed also exists in her own EQ Sphere as the 7th's key positioning on Line 2 of the I Ching. None of this make any sense to anyone but that is why i need to see each one of you "one on one on an individual level and why Jenn felt the need to 'gift' something on the 3rd Yuru day... and why she felt it was important we meet one on one also; but it is not for her to gift anyone's something... but for ME to. So that what I am about to go in depth about Malachi, Myself and their main Yuru trainee. 

We both do Yuru naturally... I had no clue what it was until him and themselves showed up in my lives but it helped me understand EVERYTHING i can do naturally and what I'm here to do with Gene Keys. So their only Trainee before this weekend in May: since childhood is learning what courtesy is vs aggression herself. And I can see this in her Profile and help her understand all of us and why i want to work with her because she IS the whole PURPOSE i was at YURU... because her purpose sphere is that of the 50th key that i PULLED during the whole weekend wondering "wtf is happening with all of them and Kendra. Well CORRUPTION was underneath it all?" and that is what spirit brought to awareness. 

The 7th Key is also the Attraction Sphere of my Soul sister; but falls on line .3 of the I Ching as i expressed already but this is also what comes out of Malachi sometimes when we both know she’s deep in one of her "cancer depressions" and won't confess such to us. His own Vocation sphere is that of 7.6 and the .6 I ching line makes him just as much of a Philanthropist as she is...and they both end up giving me a head ache when they get into intellectual debates. When they are using intuition it's rather a beautiful marriage. the 7 is AMPLIFIED in his own PEARL SEQUENCE by appearing also in the Culture Sphere... so he is a DOUBLE DOSE OF VIRTUE... and has much GUIDANCE to offer... or if any individual lack's Intimacy... he WILL be able to show you full transparency and what he has to offer. the .1 of the I CHING line in his culture sphere is what brings out the best in ALL of us. This is what I heard her the weekend at Pueblo speak that she is 'needing' and 'yearning' for and i have said over and over that is what Malachi is here for her for... and she must reach out to HIM. 

This is just amplified equally in her life and she can't see where it is she is attracted to abuse and corruption itself (or the latter her attraction to 'intimacy' and ... even him... which i find adorable)... and where she can END attracting it into her life and also manifesting outbursts from him... or abuse (aggression) into everyone else's realities... because SHE IS THAT FUCKING POWERFUL. And she has told Malachi equally the same and everyone else has witnessed the same. And i become TWICE AS POWERFUL...with them both by my side. And i see her power, I see his and how they mirror one another; i see how we all mirror one another in various spheres and placements and... ITS A GLORIOUS DISCOVERY.

I see 7's where Ellie never couldn't every but only around me did she see them... only when she was to come to my "wedding"... our wedding... did she see them. Him and I where ENGAGED on her very own birthday February 14th 2017. She ran away and I know how precious this jewel is i have before me and i will not let her run away too... Malachi didn't resonate with Ellie like he does our beloved and he knows we all have a intimate connection. i will tread so tenderly upon her heart...as will he and we shall touch her with our love... her root will blossom because she is ready to come out of that shell...this egg... and i told her that i was incubating her safely...and with a purpose and that purpose is to bring harmony to this ENTIRE COLLECTIVE... I was brought to heal and transform the lives of.

She will begin stepping into and activating her Evolution sphere by myself and Malachi catalyzing all of this; with intention to to for them all to see the attraction spheres of our own... mine being 16 of Mastery, Versatility and him the 11 of Light and Idealism both of us the .4 of Frigidity/Romance and we bring with us one hell of a reality show with us.

Her Evolution sphere is the 60th key of JUSTICE... and i am just making her take it upon her own life to demand it as we have. because she deserves it. Everyone is telling me to take credit- but i can't take it ALL. I offer the gift now to her of what she truly is to us...as a cancer and water upon us... Realism. We all... CAN SURPASS these demons of LIMITATION... with her standing up and proclaiming her own Divinity.

Her birthday present will be her own Divine Rapture and I told her this and 7/22 is fastley approaching us.

I experienced mine on 9/23/2017 which is my birthday and tried to tell Ellie about it on the 22nd and even warned her during the Hand Fasting that the ceremony was either a curse or a blessing and their own ego's would determine the outcome... she saw my beloved and myself as victims...she always saw me as such and wouldn't listen to me tell her why i was not...always too busy. She did not see the warriors of the light that we truly have become and wished to help them also do what I am for my Soul Sister in this very moment. Ellie didn't realize our childhood trauma's and what we where healing in our lives and what she would be healing with her beloved and i knew she would have a troublesome time doing so without our aid. She showed that she would need my aid multiple times; and yet she denied me. My own IQ is the 18 of Perfection and Integrity... I with the .6 line come with an objective mind and often this can be portraid as "judgment" but it truly is not. It is only my intention to bring the gift of Transmutation through the shadows and oppression of the world and society expectations, money, and time... and let us both find a point of Transfiguration (my left ear just went into a very high ringing pitch 6:11 7/5/18) and this brings out my EQ sphere of the 47th key and as the .4 I ching line i am here to show the difference between kindness and meanness and given she was one of the most aggressive women i have ever met until now... I'm being 'challenged' with my own childhood dilemma’s and conditioning's also and both my beloveds have equally been faced with this as I go through the metamorphosis myself.

Listen to Need Nothing by Verite

We all are and forever will have deep understanding of our Original Blueprints and how they apply to the relationships and business workings of our lives... gives us a map and compass that i think ANYONE would be INSANE to pass up... It is helping me understand the dynamics between us here and now...where as before i looked upon all three of them overlapping... i was shocked with ever "wall" we all hit simultaneously. They can attest to it all also. So it cannot be denied because we're actually experiencing it.

What I'm able to bring to the Culture we become... is Celebration (which malachi thrives in and I thrive in getting Recognition as our pearl placements). His activated heart and ability of the 4th gene key in his own IQ sphere allows for Understanding in groups to be made and he does bring with him a shadow of Intolerance towards anything that disrupts 'flow' in any space. he shares the .6 Line of an Objective Mind as I do and we both find a way to bring forth Forgiveness in every situation that it can be made manifest. this sphere takes him to the EQ Sphere and this is where our beloved's 7.2  places itself and they both merge and this courtesy towards Frigidity and Aggression toward Romance dance of omg wtf began and threw us all into a loop and she thought he hated her. Finally he was able to offer her his heart at one of the previous celebration fairs and she felt his forgiveness and understanding... and thus we began to make way for her 7 (Virtue, guidance and accidental division) to come into his 57th key and EQ Placement of Clarity, that often i even fought him... one time even BIT him in the cheek trying to resist... but all of us tap into his gift of Intuition and lesson the Unease between us all. His .4 I Ching line is pretty much what brings upon the majority of his Self Esteem issues/ and or self sabotage (What her mentor sees as "him choosing death") in relationships because of his "clinginess". we don't need her to be our mother; we need her to play all the roles with us because that's what we're meant to all do together to heal. 

Truly his SQ is the same as his IQ... his love point is a 4.1 and he is ALL ABOUT Forgiveness and finding understanding... he struggles so much though with intolerance because he KNOWS the shadows so well... he knows when any single one of the 64 are having a grand ole time- and thus that is why he works with the 'paranormal' and claims to be a 'chaos mage'... because if he wasn't he wouldn't even be able to 'fix' the two of us. bwa ha ha ha. and thus her Purpose of the 58th key is to bring bliss into both our lives and this balances out his culture sphere and both our "Pearl Sequences". her and I both share the .5 in the Culture sphere and so it is up to us to bring this into our society and we chose to do this for such.

if she doesn’t pay heed to our calls and texts and blogs... or miss's a Yuru session with us visa versa- that is a double wammy in her own Venus Sequence and she is left with a headache and heartache because she can't bring the 7 in her heart into the 7 of his culture sphere where he takes an I ching placement of the .1 line and we recognize the 'individual's' we are but see how we are the Trinity.

They both share much Virtue within their blood and come with so much guidance and wisdom within them...so much knowledge to offer... both have to bow down do one another’s guidance's... or else division can be created. This is what Im asking her own renowned mentor to do to all three of us. We can clash as a Trinity at any time depending on moods and alignments of understanding of the gene keys. My culture sphere often i get in trouble from having too much expectation for society to just 'get it and flow already' but me learning from this shadow helps me learn detachment that i then can show them and we can all celebrate together! while I am able to make sense of it all through books and the gene keys... they make sense of it through their innate genius that gives them gifts of sight through their 3rd Eye that i cannot offer without my "tools" that i know many will also need when 'we' are so busy or needing "space and downtime" because we are introverted in our own individual ways but other's will be taught how to open their own.

She doesn't realize also that her pearl being the 10; aligns with my sphere of Purpose. and then her own RADIANCE (her most beautiful MAGNETISM)... is the 3rd Gene key... which is MY PEARL. My Radiance sphere is the 15 of Fluorescence... and that's all i want to create together. So strategically we "operate" and have purpose in one another’s lives as a puzzle piece and fill one another’s 'gaps'...

only difference is my life's work as a 46.2 is to dance with all our shadows and to bring Ecstasy and Delight and as i Dance he "fixes" the rest and hers is to bring Intoxication and enrichment of the 56th key (all must Unite into the 55th Dragonfly Dream) and as the .4 she is the greatest 'server' of us all... and OUR ANCHOR... whether she 'likes' it or not... and her Mentor cannot separate something like this. Malachi just spices it all up and he is as far as im concerned MY programming partner for my own life's work and evolution sphere... he propels me to do everything with support i have never had in my entire life from anyone and his truth towards me is visa versa... He came to me when he was 25 years old and I was 29; his birthday is the 25th of September and the 25th gene key that is Universal Love, Acceptance (which my beloved Soul. I knew to look out for that number specifically. and for a 'Libra'. Our Soul Sister gave me a protocol that helped me stay strong in my weakest moments) showed itself on our drive to the Pueblo fair and this was shortly after our twin noticed...that our other twin was in the same space with us even though he wasn't with us; and she knows the second he is bilocating and i am with her because naturally him and I share a Life's Work of the 46th key... and he fall's in the line of .5 of the I Ching and likes to be THE FIXER and he doesn't have to "be there" to be there... I am just laughing and entertaining myself as the dancer as their crones try to dominate one another- the 40 vs 26 year old... what a dance. she likes to try to over power as she knows shes strong water and her purpose is .6 I Ching line (gene key 50) of Intent to get to the bottom of things and emotions...and have control over them so sometimes the shadow of Dominance in her IQ sphere takes a plunge. But his masculine is just as much of a fire shield to her water to hold her in honesty.

Both Malachi and our Soul Sister share the 7th gene key TWICE in their profiles as I explained. His are in the vocation in which both of them SHARE the SAME .6 I CHING line of Philanthropy so they both but heads depending on the day and their pearls clashing... his intolerance to Dishonesty... and him seeing her own shadows of self obsessions as such a thing unto herself... so as he is strongly the pearl of TRUE INTIMACY of self... (which is her greatest attraction TO HIM) he brings forth the Divinity within himself of the Siddhi of Transparency... and often since he is a man... this level of feminine energy throws her completely off; but once she can relax into the understanding of why 'this happens'... he can relax into his natural state of the I ching .3 (see him and myself still share the trinity in our pearl...and her RADIANCE is the 3 so it shows in her DNA also) and be in celebration when we are together. She will find that her attraction to him comes from her own 7.3 in her attraction sphere

His evolution sphere is equal to mine of the 25... see how we share the two activation spheres already...and coming together totally 180ed our realities as we both challenged one another to move higher into Acceptance and Universal love and out of the shadows that constrict us. He as a .5 I Ching line deals with Power & Projection the most- but i come under .2 line of Passion & Relationships so you can see how we make the dynamic duo and often where we 'can clash' in personal and business relations.

Yes...I am here to tell her my beloved siStar... that her twin flame returned through us- he went to the sun for a short time but he chose to return and he told you he would in another body... he is always home with us where the heart is but I'd rather him be WITH US with the body he transferred into and fall's within both our timelines that Malachi's body was drug induced and this began 'his twisted awakening'- and a new consciousness entered it... our masculine twin flame who you told me after two years of morning... found out LEFT the body of the beloved you had thought you had to detach from but now was a shell of 'death'. YOU DON'T HAVE TO mourn...we have MUCH to mend beloved. we must mend them to bring his gifts WITH US for the world to see and enjoy and for you both to bring the culture around us the 58th Key of BLISS and VITALITY (not the shadows of dissatisfaction) through you beloved sister, and this will make him feel so much more connected to himself... his own purpose since this key too is placed in his own purpose sphere. This key is the gift of Vitality and we do not need to linger together in the shadows of dissatisfaction any longer- the Siddhi of bliss awaits us all and i sister have tasted it. I tasted it and got picture from my own beloved mentor's 'body scan system' and showed my emotions being of BLISS when i liberated myself from my ex Brandon and was living with Ellie. I knew i needed another who could MAINTAIN this bliss in my life and I FOUND HIM. You yearn for what i wish to share.

It threw Ellie into Delight to be around me (She briefly wanted Malachi and told me he was not "my twin flame" and refused to be honest about that until she "found her twin flame"), as it naturally does so many since BEING comes natural to myself and this SiStar I talk about (10th gene key) but she HATED my shadow of Seriousness! Attacked me like it was a demon and I knew how to utilize it when necessary to catalyze someone (but i couldn't access her hologenetic profile to better communicate to her)- she was one of the first to receive a letter. 



A 'letter of light'...and I find it ironic that the Gene Key's offer a course on "Daring to be Divine" and under this is "Dare to Be Illuminated" and include the keys shown below they combine and become "The Four Dares- The Letters Of Light"... I seemed to have Quan Yin guide me to do this of my own dare before I knew of Gene Keys Synthesis https://society.genekeys.com/dare-to-be-divine/

 My jaw just dropped (9:22 7/6) looking at the 4 main keys of the "Dare to be illuminated" and the 39th key of Liberation is the 3rd Dare- the sun is positioned in the 39th key from July 1-6th. hmmm I see a synchronicity upon us and 3's always are Trinity and I told these women... "Get angry" for a Divine reason. This is THE TENSION OF TRANSCENDENCE I PLACE UPON THEM.   

So Ellie was the 8th since 2015 (Besides Brandon my ex who was the first) to receive a 'letter' from me that would forever challenge and change both of our lives as we knew it. She couldn't understand that things come NATURAL to me- i don't need to force a change in my diet or anything to change my life- my life's work revolves around 'a science of luck' and she fell in as another twin fractal of myself not wishing to unite into Universal love and remained in the victim of over-seriousness and became frigid and frivolous before me. I stated once upon a time she would not find acceptance... of who i truly am and this was not for alignment of my will but both the Divine's for us to step into our full potentials and dare to be divine. I feared my own shadows would be too much for my beloved "cancer" to handle if i didn't learn to speak words directly- my virgo/libra would just create a whirlwind Codon between us. Malachi enjoys making people dizzy as a Libra dominant more than I am so I had to proceed with caution. I know she has much patience that derives from the .6 of her SQ sphere (the love point) but just as strong as her SQ is on us both and it is our equal trigger it is even more so for her because this travels full on into her own pearl (DIVINITY) Sequence and the vocation Sphere here she is also a .6 but the biggest Philanthropist of us all- as I said what with Malachi... i bang my head often on the wall!

I reveal...why she is the ANCHOR of Jennifer and her Wife's business right now.

All I request of Ellie before she blocked me in her life... was to be with my SiStar and I and experience "Yuru" together.

Ellie claimed the name Divinity and the moment she felt union with this name i told her of my own with this name... but she 'took' this name so after she 'claimed' it i went on trying to find something even more 'unique'. for as long as I know it i went by the alias "Divine Rapture" after I met my ex husband in 2003 and he had two computer hard drives one named "Divine Rapture" and the other named "Divine Light"... and I was so fed up of trying to find a "name" to go by other than my mundane name of  "Kym"... and chose DivineRapture23. sitting here now it comes to me... "I was on Ben, my ex husband's 'hard drive' the entire time... and so he doesn't even know but he got me looking into my own "akash"... and into my own Codon Ring of Seeking that I am now here... capable of helping others travel through. so naturally... as I am a pearl of Chaos at first...I challenged Divinity's 'innocence' just as I am now Jenn and her Wife. I am such a pearl and that being their Trainee's own radiance sphere MAGNIFIES me. that is why we are such a great team. why we TRANSCEND and QUANTUM LEAP BEYOND THE NORM when I refer people to her and I do my own magic across a room. When these women aren't around with their shitty attitude's telling us we're full of entities because we enjoy to toke; we're wonderful and natural. Why we are meant to be. And if this doesn't convince her to stay with me; I don't know what else to do or say to declare my unconditional love. should i bleed? because i don't mind... i will prick myself with the rose given to me at the fair before we departed... Malachi and my own life's work is the Physiology of the blood and the Amino Acid of Alanine itself. his Purpose works with the .1 line of Physicality while mine brings in the .5 and i have to use my voice to be of purpose...whether writing or speaking. I cannot change that my life's work nor can he alter his own in motion and we both are a figure 8 revolved around PUSHING UPWARD and becoming EARTH OVER WIND. A Gentle wood within the soil of the earth.

"Great new life joyously sprouts from a tiny constricted seed buried int he dark".

Ecstasy is Unity Through Clarity

Delight is Orientation through Intuition

Seriousness is Dislocation through Unease

Everyone will be reviving my intention

"The Superior Man accumulates small increments of virtue until it becomes high and great."

We are but a channel of discovery... and fully awakened to the Codon Ring of Matter within ourselves and also the 'no matter' of many others here before us as i introduce all of this into their mundane worlds and he sit next to me very transparently... and still building his own self esteem to "step into the limelight"

so if anyone wish's to myself of my beloved claim "we don't know what they are thinking"... can you see now... that we actually do. you have 4 eye witness's that create one portal of one massive TRANSPARENT EYE and i brought in multiple eye's through that EYE and brought them together as in intervention to make one and all understand just what WE ARE DOING HERE.

There is a reason LADY BUG'S began my journey and why they follow me as I have journeyed my fears as deep as they go. They are our LIFE'S WORK (46th Key) fear key. It isn't ironic since I was young that i LOVE LOVE LOVE Otter's and i had TY beanie baby i carried around in the 4th grade like it was my own pet and this is the Life Key animal of this key. This was also the year I began to learn how to play the Flute. I'm often speaking about the Road Runner and this is the Bird that represents the Vision key of this same key. 

Listen to Shot Out Of A Cannon by Andrew McMahon In The Wilderness

My beloved Soul Sister KNOWS i can 'channel' and i write, and love number's, and work in depth with dream space. we have different gifts but she is also amazing with words...and has been the one helping me perfect my language before i found the Gene Keys. Now i know the keys would perfect her own and she can detach from her "Guru" and this "Guru" can be free of worry about our SiStar all the time for she has been mentoring her for 10 years and it is surely time for her to fly on her own or with the flock she belongs... us. we both know she can... if the Guru allows her to...and me also... we can all celebrate together and we can honor her for her 25 years as a healer and she can honor us as the one's we are also. I want her to know that when she gave me the booth at the fair she gave me the best birthday present anyone could ask for and its because of MY CANCER BABY recommending

and having faith in me! When I was sitting there... nervous as heck... waiting for my first client, the Crystal Ruby kept coming into my awareness. For a while it was... as i was "looking where to promote myself"... and I can't afford a real Ruby, but my beloved Brian knew of my want for this mineral; and he gifted me a Ruby In Fuchsite which still has the same vibration as a ruby in it and i immediately placed it in my Shaman Talisman necklace; him and his wife both just elated my heart that day and I got to bless them with clients who purchases crystals from them per my referral. It was nice they where RIGHT NEXT TO US during the Peublo fair and there kept my spirits up also! Angels unto me they have become. i thought Ruby was showing up for my first client but she just brought me confidence and validated me stepping into my Life's Work and she was the first client to make sure she kept track of me and i have to be patient until i can get back to the fairs again but I know it will happen. 

"A stone of knowledge, love & abundance, encourages passion & enthusiasm for life. Helps to retain wealth & passion. Releases anger, old wounds & past hurts allowing the soul to set free any Karmic bonds. Encourages positive thoughts by raising ones vibration & cleansing the etheric body. Stimulates Kundalini & dissolves unnecessary energy layers that are stunting spiritual growth. It stimulates the mind so that it becomes sharp with awareness & heightened concentration.
Overcomes exhaustion & yet calms hyperactivity bringing peaceful balance into the physical realm. Reverses martyrdom, teaches self worth & how to allow another to learn their own lessons while you support & love. Overcomes co-dependency & emotional blackmail giving one strength to choose their own path. Ruby in Fuschite teaches us how to reach our full potential. Gives great strength after trauma & stops emotional damage from holding in the energetic body. It Amplifies all other crystals & radiates love in all direction.


As a powerful heart energizer it gives an enormous strength to the heart chakra & is excellent for healing all emotional wounds. Ruby in Fuchsite connects male & female energies unifying all forces of creation, gifting its humans friends with great manifestation ability. A stone of divine power & guidance it is a fantastic ally on any souls journey."

Listen to Arian Grande- The Light Is Coming Ft. Nicki Minaj... this is me and my siStar... we are hustlers!

I'm very telepathic by nature... Jenn learned this when we where packing up the tables for the fair. I know that my beloved soul sister has more of a Practical mind through line .5 of the I Ching in her IQ sphere rather than an Objective one like ours and she has the 45th Gene key in this placement. this key is the one i am seeking to create with everyone and that is Synergy... but her shadow of dominance (her more masculine side) gets between us sometimes and it takes some time to come back into communion; especially since she never got along with Jenn and her mentor has been rubbing her 'wrong' long enough because the woman is just doggone tired. So tired she doesn't have energy to even maintain a new puppy.

 we always eventually do come into communion and those two can CHOOSE to also. she knows we share the same heart. the same SQ sphere i can now tell her... the 35th key of Boundlessness... together we have a gift of an adventure and we can transcend our own hunger! and fears around foods that Ellie NEVER would with me let alone listen to because she was so damn dead set on being a VEGAN and making her 'twin flame' one too. she had superficial love to offer I tried to tell my beloved and she knew i had a deep seeded "emotional trigger" to food but she didn't understand she catalyzed it and if Ellie ever reads my book in the future I offer her a reckoning just as I was necessary with my beloved's mentor. I know my beloved has a heart equal to mine and so i have trust out beloved will show me that equal deeper love in return... since she felt it the day during Yuru when i touched her back... and Jenn questioned her what she felt and why i did that. Well... this is why and I didn't even know then why... but because our Soul... Trinity told me to and possessed me to extend my hand upon her and make damn sure i would be the one to give her the "massive Yuru reset" on our final day. Because i refused to leave her behind. Because i believe in and have faith in her to step into BOUNDLESSNESS for me. Malachi declared it himself through his own awareness and offered it as Guidance... this is THE YEAR OF BOUNDLESSNESS. 

Listen to Katy Perry Rise - Ye of so little faith

after I cleared up that "Ellie miss-hap" with my siStar just briefly however; it was onto the next 'charge' under my watch-  what I witnessed happen to Kendra; It boiled my blood; but i bit my tongue and shifted around on the table sitting between her and Jenn looking back and forth wanting to speak but... I was not allowed i was told by spirit "you will be the writer". I had to just sit by watching the chaos about to ensue as Jenn got her stuck in this loop of "I don't know" because she was fucking with her head about what it is she was asking her. She first was asking everyone about their Yuru experience then strait up says "How are you Kendra"... and then makes her shut up and completely begin to confuse her with words...when she goes to answer the question the same as we where... and that is where .... EMOTIONAL RIFTS BEGAN. That is where Kendra was PERSONALLY attacked by Jenn's EGO and Kendra was completely innocent and MADE into a victim.

See... i see everything... and I was there to watch my Soul sister (whos name i wont reveal until she allows me to, everyone else already has given permission or i just don’t care if they are offended because this is pretty much a written script of everyone’s words and actions entirely as I SAW them and paid witness. And everything i caught on video recording... or as pictures... i have plenty of "data" to prove my attempt to show impeccability of word and step into my vocation and for the first time speak light language to my people) 

Gene keys flew through my brain but I couldn't stop Jenn's class to interrupt with "all of that" because it would take the whole day and we where just finishing up per their time limitations. Jenn never before the class made much interaction or attempt to connect beyond a mundane phone call. And then a call requesting i pay the "overdue balance". She even dared to call Kendra and request her to pay $200 for the one day she was there. Yes i was dishonest about my intentions... but they can't sue me for being a reflection of the monsters they have become. But i CAN sue them for their harassment, scamming negligence, and EMOTIONAL DAMAGES/DOMESTIC ABUSE towards myself and multiple innocent women including my beloved Malachi.  And i won't hesitate to mirror anyone's monsters... until they love them as much as i love my own... and we know how to get the fuck along.

Listen to Sabrina Carpenter Thumbs

I have been getting this treatment... EVERYWHERE I GO; so has my beloved even though WE ARE HAMAN- MYSTICAL MASTERS- very old souls in young bodies. whether it is my own parents, grandparents, ex husband, sister, aunts, uncles, strangers; or cousins who think because they are Jesus freaks are 'better than me'. And im tired of stating that i don't need a degree to prove im not a fucking moron. My mom wishes to claim this for herself too; but i even have to yell at her to stop being such a bitch to me. And all she focus's on is the one word... i called her an idiot. People and their 'offenses'. look at me... am i diverting my gaze or focus... no. And neither am I a "banshee" right now. I am very centered, present to state that I was also forced those weekends to test my own abilities and have faith in them...in myself that I CAN DO THIS NO MATTER WHAT. i had to watch that demon of aggression destroy two of my best friends who just weeks ago... where posting pictures of each other. i sit here in awe... of what i am writing... and witnessing. and i wonder and pray... please make this all turn out for the better... because... what the fcuk. for real i'll repeat

WHAT  THE FUCK?

should i name my book this? because I'm that appalled at these GROWN ASS WOMEN'S BEHAVIORS. Women who's think they have been 'mentors' upon me. all basking in immaturity and it is RUINING THEIR LIVES. The gift of expansion can't be made unto ANY OF us ... NO COOKIE WILL BE GIVEN... until THEY SURRENDER THEIR EGOS. For this gene key i speak upon that Jenn's wife read... and IGNORED... and refused to read it's programming partner the 54th of greed... IS THE SIDDHI OF SUPERABUNDANCE. THIS IS ALL I WANT TO BRING TO ALL OF US and SHE DENIES US ALL BY STANDING STUBBORNLY IN THE WAY FROM OLD HABITS THAT NEED TO DIE FAST AND HARD.She is no different than my own biological mother who is a Capricorn just as stubborn to let ME MOVE INTO ASCENSION and out of Greed. I want the Channel of RESPECT to open up between us all. 

Listen to Chvrches- My Enemny Ft Matt Berninger... I'll share the lyric because they strike hard

"I got no more time to hear what you think about me

Because all your words are so cold, so callous, so clean

In the moment you could be honest, you could wake up, up

But your jealousy is more blind than luck

And you could be my enemy

And you could be my judge

If you could start remembering all the time that you used up

And you could be my remedy

If you could show me love

If I could stop remembering all the time that you used up

I got no more time to hear who you think we should blame

Because all your words are so vile, so vicious, so vain

In the end, we did all the damage that you could want, want

But the emptiness will go on and on

And you could be my enemy

And you could be my judge

If you could start remembering all the time that you used up

And you could be my remedy

If you could show me love

If I could stop remembering all the time that you used up

And you could be my enemy

And you could be my judge

If you could start remembering all the time that you used up

And you could be my remedy

If you could show me love

If I could stop remembering all the time that you used up"

SO YES GO AHEAD MAKE ME THE BAD ONE OUT OF YOUR SHADOWS AND PROVE TO ME... just how "wrong" you are in my own eyes and to the world. I don't believe myself in right or wrongness... but if there was such a thing... THIS IS IT. contradictions is everywhere and ton's of he said she said bull shit that can last a lifetime. So instead of allowing that... to actually last a lifetime... or fleeing from the bathhouse... i speak up and become a TRUE activist with a REAL story.

"The flow of prosperity is directly proportional to the flow of energy at all levels within your life, beginning with your own body. The roots support the branches, twigs and flowers and the fruit fertilizes the roots. The 54th Gift is aware that all systems in nature are interconnected and therefore cutting off energy from one area will ultimately deplete your own resources. The 54th Gift aspires to a higher vision of prosperity.”". - 54th Gene Key

Listen to MisterWives- Machine

Pick apart every piece of me

And miss the point entirely.

I only did this to be sane,

Not for you to know my name.

Go 'head and spit the music out

Please tell me more about your doubt.

Don't fear I've heard it all before,

Each time makes it easier to ignore.

Oh I am tired of abiding by your rules.

Causing me to second guess my every single move.

You don't know who I am

Or what I have been through, no.

So don't dare tell me what I

Should and shouldn't do 'cause...

Not here, to lose.

Not here for you to choose.

How we, should be

Cause we're not part of your machine.

We're not, we're not part, we're not part of your machine.

We're not, we're not part, we're not part of your machine, no.

Don't feel like having a,

Computer sing this phrase.

Not looking for a hired name,

To write a song for me that sounds the same,

As everything fed to our brain's

Rammed down our throats with no complaints.

Maybe I'm a dying breed,

But I believe in individuality.

Oh I am tired of abiding by these rules

Causing me to second guess my every single move.

You don't know who I am

Or what I have been through, no.

So don't dare tell me what I

Should and shouldn't do 'cause...

Not here, to lose.

Not here for you to choose.

How we, should be

Cause we're not part of your machine.

We're not, we're not part, we're not part of your machine.

We're not, we're not part, we're not part of your machine, no.

Told to look an act a way, as if I'm just a ball of clay

That you can just mold into whatever, I assure you that's not clever

See now fads don't last forever they are fleeting like the weather

And we will stand our ground while you will sink and drown. Hahaha!

'Cause I'm a tough girl, I run my own world

And if you don't like it there's the door, if you haven't heard

I ain't got no interest in your business,

Just here for the music and there's nothing else to this bullshit!

Woah-oh-oh oh cause

Not here, to lose.

Not here for you to choose.

How we, should be

Cause we're not part of your machine.

We're not, we're not part, we're not part of your machine.

We're not, we're not part, we're not part of your machine, no.

I am practically Moses right now... and knew i would be... but DO YOU THINK WE HAD ANY IDEA CHOOSING TO BE FREE FOR REAL... THAT EMBODYING SUCH AND FORGETTING HOW CRAZY YOU LOOK IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO SURRENDER AND ALLOW TO LIBERATE A WHOLE PEOPLE YOU LOVE and CREATE MOVEMENT IN ALL THEIR DNA  including our own Bodies of Christ?!  if the shadows of the 53rd gene key is going to keep manifesting when confronted... then I can't even begin tapping into my RADIANCE sphere and the 15th Gene key of Fluorescence... which initiates us into the Codon Ring of seeking itself where this key originates and belongs. And the Gene Keys states and you would think a spiritual healer would Total Recall this memory themselves because its pretty profound...

"since the shadow of this key is so closely linked to its programming partner the 54th shadow of Greed, the most common expression of immaturity often involves power and money. Thus in the world of commerce we find fear to be at the root of almost all business's, even those that claim to be of service-based. The world has NOT seen what CAN HAPPEN when a business puts service before survival, even though there are a few early examples surfacing in the world today"... TADA Trinity Alignment Therapeutics and Lake Steam Baths.

"In human business at the Shadow Frequency, growth is praised above all else, even though too much growth is unsustainable and damaging to the environment. (this is Amy's primary 'concern' about the bathhouse) However, the 53rd Shadow does not only concern business. It is a genetic reflex at the ROOT OF OUR WHOLE CIVILIZATION. Because of the fear reflex within us, we cannot comprehend the great laws of nature, the prime law being that of abundance. When nature is left to her own devices, (My Purpose and gift is naturalness and this is my beloveds Pearl so Solei is now trapped between this) she flourishes while at the same time, never losing touch with the overall picture. In nature, if one species becomes too prolific, then a counteracting force responds to the imbalance and restores EQUILIBRIUM (50TH KEY AND OUR BELOVEDS PURPOSE). Man, too, is a part of nature and is subject to these same laws, although we behave as if we are outside of them."

"As ONE OF THE SIX Internal PRESSURES forming the Codon Ring of Seeking, the 53rd Key is RESPONSIBLE for creating a GREAT DEAL OF STRESS (52nd Key) at the Shadow Frequency. The stress i caused in our modern world is directly reflected in the desire to become materially rich. Great 'individual" wealth is unsustainable unless you have a HIGHER PURPOSE that requires it. Keep in mind that there is a vast difference between prosperity and wealth. WEALTH IS A STOCKPILING OF MONEY BASED UPON FEAR AND GREED, WHERES PROSPERITY IS A FLOW THAT EXPANDS AND CONTRACTS WITH UNIVERSAL RHYTHMS. Prosperity ADJUSTS itself AUTOMATICALLY to the need of your HIGHER PURPOSE. Wealth is in NO WAY equivalent to FULFILLMENT (OUR LIFE PURPOSE and THE STREAM MALACHI AND I BRING TO THE CULTURE AND REMINDER OF YOUR TRUE IDENTITY AS A GODDESS OR GOD). In FACT, it most commonly leads to THE OPPOSITE. The essence of the RING OF SEEKING is to lead you out of the IMMATURITY by showing you the true nature of your desire, greed and fear. Thus we learn in time that the fulfillment we seek is within us rather than outside."

Here is our paradox being unfolded before you.

Listen to the song Twenty One Pilots Stressed Out

My Cancer's mentor is so proud of her 25 years that she couldn't humble her own self to say "i didn't know and for that I am sorry" as Jenn was FORCING Kendra to "say" and wasn't necessary a lesson for her to 'learn' in such a way... I can read her the 20th Gene key that Jenn's wife in Pueblo was trying to "teach" me tricks of the trade of and this gene key alone will help her beyond the stars of what they could ever offer her- I forgave All of them before any of this happened for i already knew she would betray me. Like Judah did to Jesus. Any other sorry with a but after it... is an excuse and bull shit and I told her this strait to her face.

Dance with me again like you danced with me at Yuru the second day... when music comes on...I RADIATE. My SiStar knows this and there is a reason she woke up with the song that got us all started called JOY AND PAIN SUNSHINE AND RAIN PUMP IT UP! by DJ Easy Rock and Robbase

I know in my body where I'm stuck not REALIZE WHERE YOU ARE TOO before I start bursting out my theme song of this year

Listen Moana How Far I'll Go

COME ON JENN AND "VOLDEMORT"... I AM HARRY POTTER RIGHT NOW WITH HERMIONIE and this is the sort of war you wage! J.K Rowling would love to know that her book's are being role played in the lives of REAL PEOPLE! YOU SCREAM FOR FREEDOM... claim others aren't saying yes to it... WHY DON'T YOU SAY YES...the dragonfly followed you everywhere... we where at booth 55! CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT YOUR SOUL IS TRYING TO OFFER YOU in a UNIFIED DRAGONFLY DREAM. You must transcend your own ego... go beyond being Solemn, Fickle Un-Ambitious or greed. It matters not the Material gains but the SPIRITUAL LIQUIDITY! this is the gift of ASPIRATION we all need and with that comes THE SIDDHI... which IS ASCENSION and understanding fully of Physical Alchemy. this is OUR ascensions journey and do you really want to BOG THIS ENTIRE CITY DOWN... from a once in a lifetime chance to LIBERATE THEMSELVES?!

me and malachi are the pillars... inside the vessel of us... is gosh it is so hard not to write her name my beloved Cancer...the water of life. our Eos... our Dawn of a new world. You will not strip us of what we are birthing... or like wolves ourselves...we will shred you as the bunnies instead. Kendra's got the right idea to go home and cuddle her pet bunny and visit her family rather than waste another second on you. Solei you slither into the bathhouse everyday... like a snake and yet you are oblivious to what a serpents purpose truly is. Malachi will divulge you with the guidance of what the dragon is within our genome... and the 54th key will make you see exactly where the shadow of greed... which is "for love and money"... is exactly where you remain "stuck" and why you fear changing you diet...why you fear "mania" and dont allow yourself to go out of control.

"What is creating me being separate to me?"

Let's allow the collective to ask themselves this.

Pause.

Listen to Somewhere In Between by Verite

you continue to ask yourself....

what is your biggest heaviness upon your heart that you ask "when will this struggle be over"

it can be right here right now through the one who brought us together's strongest purpose... the 50th gene key and allowing yourself to move through that one all the way to the 55th with us. This is the portal of fears we all sit in within the 51st key... Initiative to Initiation. Welcome to the path of awakening. You might feel slight agitation here and portray some cowardly repressions or hostile reactions but we are just stirring the pot of good fortune! This is where you will witness my THUNDER of giving and what THUNDER of giving you can have.

Listen to MisterWives- Our Own House

"It is NOT POSSIBLE FOR A HUMAN BEING to awaken without first stepping fully into their creative independence. Awakening Is always a surprise. It comes once and only once, and after it has come, it stays forever" - 51st GK Gift and Siddhi.

“Every time you have the courage to follow your own independent creative juices, you have stepped through the 51st portal of Initiative.”

We can all eventually reach the STILL POINT together... the 52nd Gene key that was so very present with us during the Yuru sessions... And the shadow of "stress" is what weighs upon Solei ( I USE HER NAME NOW TO HELP HER BECOME FREE) and separates her from her own awakening capabilities. She gets trapped in the shadows of stress which is the very depth of the Phenotype of Fear... and here is where she remains. 

And This 'stress's' Jenn out also and this being her "masculine" counterpart become a challenge unto many as Malachi becomes unto many for me and justly so because he IS the 57th Gene key you see present itself as the Programming Partner of the 51st Key and the Codon Ring of Humanity. He takes us into the Channel of Uniqueness...This is where the "Aries" energy is strong in him. My ex husband is an Aries also and i but heads with him often... I was a victim of impatience with him and my own pessimistic and pushy attitudes is what blew up that marriage. I won't make the same mistake with this new beloved who I was destined to be with. I am so thankful however for the sovereign children Ben and I created together. My Grace and Elijah. And there is a reason the mineral "Moldavite" began our journey and was his main favorite stones and he introduced me to it and it was gifted to us on 8/11/2017 for our Hand Fasting Ceremony. 

“If you begin something from a place of fear, that seed of fear will infect every aspect of the expansion of that activity. If you begin with the right intention, then everything will follow, but you must resist the temptation to interfere with the process out of fear.”

This is one thing in 14 years Jenn's has not been able to free Solei from and one thing Solei has not been able to free our beloved from. this is where we all KNOW by universal law there is no way we can 'be stuck" however... all of them are. This is a repressive nature of stress and the reactive nature is that of restlessness.

Now Solei was boasting at the end of the 3rd Yuru how Jenn was so perfect with the whole "restraint" thing... like she was the next "Christ" walking the earth but I am now thus proving her wrong in her "worship" over her. Showing her how I KNOW i am A HOLY GRAIL and have a 'whole book to prove it'. there is a gift of restraint in the 52nd gene key that surpasses even Jenn's understanding of it and it is the true Ecological Torque within us all. 

with this Torque which she attempted to teach us about... we can find internal stillness... and still the wave that we create with our emotions when we 'think too much' about what is happening during a storm. Notice that the Programming partner of the 52nd Key is the 58th gene key which is in Malachi's Purpose Sphere and their Trainee's Culture Sphere. See how BOTH of them can benefit Solei at this time and yet she tries to avoid Malachi and continue to take advantage of my beloved. I hope they begin to see his purpose and my purpose in all their lives and business future. 

"The Aura of a single being manifesting the 52nd Siddhi will literally stop the thoughts of everyone in their vicinity"

what effect have I had upon you today? are you speechless? If so then I did my job well of embodying this Siddhi for you and now we all can come into the 53rd Key... where I tried to initiate Solei into months ago... and this is what her SOUL requested of me to do and we're here to Evolve beyond evolution and the immaturity they both are playing with right now.

"In a human being the only expansion of frequency that can occur in one way is through the heart. Beneath the form, consciousness never changes or evolves or expands or contracts. It Simply Is" - 53rd GK

And that... is what Zero Point... simply is- and the entire "point" to a Yuru session and access consciousness.

so go listen to MisterWives-Reflections because there's nothing left to DEBATE here

Malachi and I will be a success for we two combine and make the Channel of Discovery between the 29/46 gene keys. Since I met him when i was 29 and he was 25... we have been Discovering so much together... battling our inhibitions and bursting into a DANCE. I couldn't help myself and the song I woke up with and left the house an hour ago listening to... was playing at Whole Foods... and I knew I had to share it my life is music... so when i share lyrics and songs... they have deep deep meaning from my heart and soul. Him and I are walking the moon!

Even at whole foods i saw a license plate that had a rainbow boarder; a peace frog that follows me everywhere; 4 feathers; said dream; and the plate itself was 536... Immediately I felt "peace" extend over me...and I extended Peace to Solei for this was for her... their wishful fulfillment of the 53rd key... her own freedom if she chooses to go through that wormhole...again.

We are in the stream of fulfillment and Ecstasy becomes of us when we are doing our life's work together. We are in fulfillment and not the shadows of human desire. We know our jaded and Malachite hearts... are the seeds of our Identity... our G-Center which is the LOVE point. Here we obtain Oneness and we know the gift of our Self and the 'shadow's of 'me' most fall prey to... but we together... are a WE... and we flip that shit upside down until it's right side up and Unified with the gift of the SELF. WE ARE ONE.

The End.

Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies

Careful what you wish for

We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies

Saying that we wanted more

I feel like I'm falling, but I'm trying to fly

Where does all the good go?

We're looking for answers in the highest of highs

But will we ever, ever know?

And I need you to know I'm not asking for a miracle

But if love is enough, could you let it show?

If you feel it could you let me know?

(Oh, oh) if you feel it could you let me know?

(Oh, oh) I'm not asking for a miracle

Ask for forever when the end is in sight

Showing what you want to

We're looking for light inside an ocean of night

But will we ever see it through?

And I need you to know I'm not asking for a miracle

But if love is enough, could you let it show?

If you feel it could you let me know?

(Oh, oh) if you feel it could you let me know?

(Oh, oh) I'm not asking for a miracle

Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies

I'm not asking for a miracle

We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies

I'm not asking for a miracle (I'm not asking for a miracle)

(I'm not asking for a miracle)

I'm not asking for a miracle

If you feel it could you let me know?

Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies

I'm not asking for a miracle

We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies

I'm not asking for a miracle (I'm not asking for a miracle)

Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies

I'm not asking for a miracle

We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies

I'm not asking for a miracle (I'm not asking for a miracle)

I want to leave two things that where said by two different facebook friends of mine. Their words left a mark on my heart and is literally the last thing i can say to any of this. (added 7/29)

These are the times when you have the opportunity to walk through that Door and say
"for today I walk in blind faith of pure I Am Presence, a New Being of Oneness , connecting to the Divine within my Authentic Soul Blueprint, embracing the Greatest Love of All within my I Am , for I Am a Holy Being of Light , and that I may heal , because I Am healed of all pasts, presents and futures. For I Am All that I Am , I walk through this Door with the Greatest Love , Trust , Faith and Forgiveness of All that Is, and that I will no longer look back or return back through that Door of the Old , because lessons are learned , knowledge is placed and experience is disintegrated into Love. I  Am Worthy , I Am Holy , I Am Omnipotent, I Am Omnipresent,I Am Light, and I Am Love"

I love you , and I Am here with you all the way. 
Holy Holy Holy are you that walk in the Light of Loves Divinity. written by Paula Fontannaz Nota Nebbagui

The lions are here is not just for those with Leo sun. Rising and Moons too. And many many more. We are here to showcase love. Plain and simple. LEO and Aquarius are opposite signs and both are the illustration of energy. One warm, one cool. One of the heart, the other of the mind. The lions roar is the connection of both in expression. Many have Leo somewhere in their chart and may not even know it. Have a little gander. - written by Sara Acklan

(P.S.T… LOOK the Mineral of the 53^rd Key is a the Ammonite which is one of my all time favorites (Will be discussed further in the book) and symbolically represents the natural rhythms and cycles of life and death in nature. This is who I am as Nicola Testla’s 369 Theory in motion. I explain this briefly in my first “coming out” video on YouTube. A friend of mine just yesterday named Star showed me their 4 doves… and dove’s have huge magically meaning to me not only for the fact I am the essence of one also; I embody so many animals and critters…it’s a mystical journey indeed; especially with them as my guides! …I'M LOVING IT so hard I'm the next Ronald McDonald )