Flu season

11/5/2014

Ugh I do not feel very well tonight. I've been having sever abdomen pains and every joint and muscle above and below them ache and hurt really bad. Also dizzy and just feel like bursting out in tears. I feel drained. Brandon thinks I have the flu, and "parasite/virus has been a " sign" to me for a little while now so I think I do too.

I wrote a letter to my oma and opa, which I will include in a few. I haven't given them the letter yet, I'm sitting on it and am not going to say something out if anger or impulse, But I'm pretty sure it speaks truth and needs to be said. This phase and attachment in my life needs to change and I don't see it happening any other way.

I think I need to pray more protection over myself, something attacked me psychically, that's how I feel, and i haven't been listening to my intuition to slow down and rest. Just going going going. I need to revive, detoxify and im going to start eating organic and healthy foods. Try more vegetarian dishes. I am going to start exersizing (sp) on a regular basis and drink more water.

Tonight's a full moon in Taurus, that means manifestation power x100, I'm going to set my intentions tonight and harvest some amazing blessings. Sage my house. Cleanse my crystals and stones and protect myself and heal my body and meditate something fierce. Send out love to the universe and receive unconditional love back. I love my life and ain't no one going to slow me down, Gods and my angels and spirit guides got my back!